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And If Thou Wilt, Forget: a TMA fanfic
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Chapter 28: Hope dead lives nevermore
[CLICK]
[EVERYTHING IS VAGUELY MUFFLED]
[CAR ENGINE RUMBLING, SLOWING DOWN, AND THEN SHUTTING OFF WITH A CLUNK]
GERRY
What the fuckā¦?
ā¦Oh, God, no.
[CAR DOOR CREAKS OPEN, THEN SLAMS SHUT]
[VARIOUS CROWD SOUNDS, PUNCTUATED BY THE OCCASIONAL RADIO SQUEAK]
[FOOTSTEPS CRUNCHING ON GRAVEL]
GERRY
Excuse me! Hey, excuse me!
FEMALE VOICE
You need to back off. This is a restricted area right now.
GERRY
No, wait, look, IāI got a phone call, Iāmāsomeone called Roy DeSoto called me? Toā¦pick up myā¦partnerā¦what the fuck is going on here?
FEMALE VOICE
Oh, yeah, heās with the medics. Across the street over there. One of those two tents.
Should be good to go if they were calling you. Just donāt go in. And donāt get any closer.
GERRY
ā¦Yeah. Sure.
Thanks, Officerā¦Hussein.
[FOOTSTEPS GO FROM GRAVEL TO PAVEMENT TO DRY GRASS, GETTING FASTER AS THEY GO]
MALE VOICE
Whoa, hey, sirāsir, you canāt be hereā
GERRY
DeSotoāare you Roy DeSoto?
DESOTO
Thatās me. Ohāwait, are you, uh, Delano? Jareth Delano? Tim Stokerās point of contact?
GERRY
Yeah. Heāh-how is he? What happened?
DESOTO
Heāll be fine. Heās doing good. Damn sight better than the other guy. (Grumbles) At least heās not being too difficult.
Heās probably going to be sore for a while. Bandages need to stay on for at least the next twenty-four hours before changing them. Weāve called in a scrip for an antibiotic cream, but he might need help with that. We gave him some painkillers, too, and thereās a scrip in for that as well. Probably want to check in with his regular doctor to see how things are healing up.
Oh, and make sure he gets as much fresh air as possible for the next few days, too. Drinks a lot of water. And if you want to get some of those ice lollies for him to suck on, that might not be a bad thing, because heās probably going to have a sore throat for a bit.
But heās good to go. We donāt really have a reason to keep him anymore, and he says he doesnāt want to go to hospital, so you can take him home.
GERRY
ā¦Thanks. Where is he?
DESOTO
Right in there. Iā
DISTANT VOICE
Roy!
DESOTO
Coming!
Yeah, right in there, go ahead.
GERRY
Thanks.
[RUNNING FOOTSTEPS]
[SLIGHTLY MORE MEASURED FOOTSTEPS]
[DEEP BREATH]
[RATTLE OF PLASTIC]
TIM
(Tiredly) Hi, babe.
GERRY
(Horrified) Oh, Tim.
[FABRIC RUSTLES]
[STIFLED GROAN FROM TIM]
GERRY
Sorry, sorry!
Jesus. What happened?
Also, if you ever call me like that out of the clear blue sky againā
TIM
I know. Iām sorry.
Look, letāsā¦letās get out of here. I can tell you everything when we get home.
GERRY
Okay, but one question before we leave.
TIM
Sure.
GERRY
Why is your belt around your head?
[CLICK]
āāā
[CLICK]
JON
Just have a seat, Tim, Iā
Oh. Elias?
ELIAS
Yes. Tim hasā¦left us, Iām afraid.
[CHAIR SCRAPES AND CLATTERS TO THE GROUND]
JON
What?!
ELIAS
I hadnāt seen him before I came down here. Not since he was taken into quarantine. But when you asked for him, of course, I went to find him, and when I couldnāt, I spoke to the paramedics.
They confirmed he was gone.
JON
(Voice tight) What happened?
ELIAS
Apparently they called his partner to come and get him. Once he was released from quarantine, there was no reason to keep him on the premises, and the police didnāt feel the need to speak to him. I believe they said he left an hourā¦ninety minutes ago.
[JON EXHALES HEAVILY, AND THERE IS A SOFT THUMP, LIKE HEāS SUDDENLY BRACING HIMSELF AGAINST A DESK]
Jon, are you all right?
JON
So heās goneā¦home.
ELIAS
Yes, Iāah. I apologize, I didnāt think about how I was phrasing that.
Yes, Tim is alive andā¦about as well as you are, I suppose. Perhaps not. He did have to be in quarantine a fair bit longer than you wereāIām not certain as to whyābut heās been released.
JON
And he just left?
ELIAS
Iām sure he didnāt know you needed to speak with him. Why would he have run if he had?
[A FEW BEATS OF SILENCE]
JON
Does he know?
ELIAS
That Martin foundā¦? I doubt it.
You can talk to him later, Jon. Not tonight. Heās likely as tired and sore as you are.
JON
Iām fine. And I donāt want this to wait.
ELIAS
Well, I suppose your choices are to call himā
JON
I need it on record.
ELIAS
āor to go and speak with him personally.
I gave you a copy of his CV, did I not? I believe it has his address at the top.
JON
(Unconvincingly) Yes. Yes, ofāof course.
Iāll, Iāll do that. Thank you.
ELIAS
Right. In that case, are we done here?
JON
No. I still need to talk to the others.
Send Sasha in, then.
ELIAS
ā¦Of course.
[CLICK]
āāā
[CLICK]
TIM
Yeah, looks like itās got something in it, all right.
GERRY
I donāt remember grabbing it. I donāt even remember having it.
TIM
Itās mine. I thought I brought it to work with me today, butā¦well, guess I was a bit distracted this morning. I mustāve dropped it in your coat pocket by mistake.
Good thing, too. With everything that happened, Iād probably have lost it.
GERRY
Let me go walk the dog while you relax and then you can tell me all about it.
TIM
Whenās the last time he went out?
GERRY
Just before the paramedic called me. I couldnāt get hold of you and I was having trouble concentrating.
Figured going for a bit of a walk might keep me distracted enough that I didnāt storm the Institute looking for you.
TIM
Then he should be fine for a bit before he needs to go out again.
I know heās back in the bedroom. I also know youāre worried about him jumping on the holes, but, honestly, Iām so doped up right now I wouldnāt feel it if you jabbed a sword into my chest.
GERRY
You mean like this?
[TIM GIVES OUT A YELL OF PAIN]
[BARKING FROM DOWN THE HALL]
TIM
(A bit breathlessly) Okay, I might have slightly overestimated the efficacy of medical-grade narcotics, butā¦
GERRY
Sorry.
[SOFT KISS]
Iāll let him out. Heāll probably be gentle with you. Then we canā¦talk.
TIM
Sounds good. Thanks, babe.
[FOOTSTEPS DOWN THE HALL]
[TIM SIGHS HEAVILY]
[TOENAILS CLICKING ON HARDWOOD GETTING GRADUALLY LOUDER, JINGLING OF TAGS]
[SQUEAK OF SOFA SPRINGS]
[ENTHUSIASTIC LICKING]
TIM
Hey, yeah, good to see you, too. Yeah, Iām okay, Iām okay. Owāowāeasy there, boyā(laughing) Okay, okay, enough. Enough.
Rowlf, down.
[LICKING STOPS]
[SOFA SPRINGS SQUEAK AGAIN]
GERRY
Hey, budge over, mutt, I want to sit down, too.
Actually, donāt bother. Sit up, Tim.
[SOUNDS OF SHIFTING, MORE SOFA SPRINGS SQUEAKING]
[TWIN SIGHS]
GERRY
This okay?
TIM
Yeah. Yeah, this is good.
GERRY
What happened? You called me in the middle of the workday, yelled that you loved me, and immediately hung up. Tried calling you back and went from not getting an answer to the connection not even going through, and the next thing I hear is six hours later from a blocked number saying youāre fine, but they donāt trust you to leave on your own. And then I get to the Institute andā¦
I saw the EDC truck. Iām not stupid. The Corruption attacked, didnāt it?
TIM
Long story short, yeah.
GERRY
Andā¦short story long?
TIM
Anything by Ernest Hemingway.
[GERRY GIVES A LONG, DRAWN OUT, EXASPERATED GROAN]
GERRY
Iām serious. If āthe Corruption attackedā is theāwhatās it called? The Cliffās Notes versionāat least give me the Readers Digest Condensed Version.
TIM
ā¦I think the Web pushed the Corruption to attack.
GERRY
ā¦
ā¦Okay, youāre going to have to give me the full novel here, Stoker.
TIM
(A bit teasingly) You want my statement?
GERRY
Do I look Eye-aligned to you?
TIM
Yes.
GERRY
(Brief chuckle) Fair enough.
TIM
(Seriously) It was around lunchtime. Sasha and Martin were both out, and I was just packing up to go myself. Louāyou remember Lou, my old boss from Velvet and Crow?
GERRY
The one you said went to school with Gertrude?
TIM
Yeah. Sheāfuck, Iām going to have to reach out to her, she probably thinks I blew her off. Todayās her birthday, so she asked if Iād meet her for lunch. I was just getting ready to tell Jon I was going when I heard thisā¦thumping noise from the Archivistās office. I went in, and there was Jon, standing by the wreckage of the shelves. He said heād been trying to kill a spider and the whole thing justā¦collapsed.
GERRY
And thatās why you think the Web was involved? Hate to break it to you, Tim, but spiders do occasionally turn up for innocuous reasons. Maybe it was just lost.
TIM
Believe me, I thought the same thing. But he described it as a ānasty, bulbous thingāāand, okay, Jon super hates spiders, which makes sense since heās definitely been marked pretty deeply by the Webā
GERRY
How do you know that?
TIM
Please. After almost three years, if I canāt pick out a mark that obvious, you and Gertrude did a shitty job of training me.
But yeah, I guess there was the possibility Jon was exaggerating, either because his fear made it seem bigger and nastier than it was or because he needed it to be big and nasty so I wouldnāt get mad at him for killing a harmless little lint speck. You know how it goes. Except when I got closer and looked, I realized the shelves had made a hole in the wall. And I could smell itāthat dry, musty, earthy smell I last smelled, or at least last smelled that strongly, when I went to Martinās place.
Iām sure Iāve been smelling it around the Institute, too, but it just faded into the background after a while. This was intense.
GERRY
Are you telling me there were worms in the walls? I thought the building was solid stone.
TIM
It was. It is.
We thought the wall he went through was an exterior wall. Nope. It was just plasterboard, andā¦behind it was a space. Not just a gap of a few inches to allow for wiring or whatever, but actual tunnels. Deep ones. I realized later it was probably the remains of the old Millbank Prison.
GERRY
(Surprised) There actually are tunnels under the Institute? Fuck me. I thought the old bat was joking.
TIM
What? When?
GERRY
Not long after she told me about the rituals, right around the time I thought I found Leitner. She caught me snooping through her papersā
TIM
Seems to be a habit with you.
GERRY
Shut up. She asked if Iād found anything interesting, and I said I was looking for her nefarious plansā¦she said she wouldnāt keep those with her papers, and I made a joke about hidden underground tunnels, and she said that oh, yes, there was a whole network of tunnels under the Institute that sheād conveniently forgotten to mention. Her tone of voice sounded like she was joking, butā¦
TIM
(Slowly) At the time, maybe she was. I think you maybe got her curious, and thatās how she found them.
She definitely knew about them. Iām sure of it. Itās why those shelves were where they were. That was where the plasterboard was thinnest, she must have known if anything broke in it would be there. Wanted an early detection system, I guess.
GERRY
So what happened after you smelled the Corruption in the tunnels? Please tell me you didnāt go down looking for it.
TIM
No, it came up looking for us. Jon poked at the hole and made it a bit bigger, and the next thing I knew the office was teeming with worms.
Martin was back by then. I managed to get him and Jon back into that secure Document Storage room, the climate-controlled one, you know? Not easily, mind you. Jon was insistent on bringing the recorders along, Iām still not sure what that was about. Not like the tape would have survived if he hadnāt. We made it, but he got bitten on the way, so I had to get that outā¦Sasha was still out there, though, and, well, I was worried about the worms. So I went out to fight them off. Got Sasha out of the Archives, told her to get help, and I wound up in the Archivistās office.
I, uhā¦they were close. Really close. The worms, I mean. I wound up falling into some case boxes that turned out to have fire extinguishers in them, so I was attacking the worms, butā¦
GERRY
These would be the extinguishers that are useless for the kind of fire you expect at the Institute? The ones filled with carbon dioxide?
TIM
Yeah. They do work on the worms, though.
GERRY
Most things die when you suck the oxygen out of their lungs.
Speaking of, do you want some water or something? Medic said youāll probably have a sore throat for a while, I assume because you were breathing carbon dioxide.
TIM
Iām okay for now, butā¦yeah. Thatās what was going on. Got a little lightheaded, too. But I did realize I needed to get out of there somehow.
Thatās when I called you.
GERRY
Oh, good. Iām so glad that was on your list of priorities.
TIM
Making sure you got to hear my voice one last time, just in case I didnāt make it out of there alive? Yeah, that was pretty much top of my list.
GERRY
Okay, now I have to kill you.
[TIM LAUGHS]
Iām not joking, Stoker. Do you have any idea what it would have done to me if that had been the last communication I ever had with you?
You didnāt even give me a chance to say it back.
TIM
ā¦I know. Iām sorry.
I guess it was a little selfish. I was going to do something I knew was dangerous, and I wanted to hear your voice one last time, just in case I never heard another one.
Plus, you know, oxygen deprivation. Wasnāt exactly thinking the clearest.
GERRY
Iāll give you that one.
TIM
Anyway, I went down. God, it was like a maze down there. Down was up, up was down, left and right meant just about nothingā¦and I know what youāre thinking. I couldnāt sense the Spiral. Or the Buried, for that matter, so that was good. It was justā¦confusing.
If itās the remains of Millbank Prison, that makes sense, really. Smirke designed it, and he obviously knew about the Fourteen, so he might have drawn on elements of the Spiral without actuallyā¦invoking it. Probably not to draw it. Probably just to make it confusing for any prisoners who managed to get out of their cells. The guards would have had maps and directions and all that sort of thing, but a convict making a break for freedom? They could wander for ages and not find the way out.
There werenāt as many worms down there, though. Not at first. Most of them mustāve been up in the Archives, which was not comforting, but I figured Iād worry about getting out and then I could worry about destroying Jane Prentiss and her filth. And thenā¦I found a room full of them.
GERRY
(Quietly) Alive or dead?
TIM
Alive. Alive and building.
They wereā¦Ger, I think Iām right, I think that was a Corruption ritual. Or at least it was meant to be one. The worms were stacking themselves together, kind of twisting around one another, andā¦it looked like they were making a doorway. I can only assume it was for the Creeping Rot to enter our world.
GERRY
You stopped it, though, right?
TIM
Oh, yeah. I pumped two and a half canisters of CO2 into that room. Nothing was getting out of there alive.
I wandered a bit after that and eventually came to a wall that looked different from the rest, like it was thinner. And I could hear voices on the other sideā
GERRY
Voices?
TIM
āthat I recognized as Jon and Martinās. So I broke through the wall, and yeah, there was Document Storage. Itās on the same wall as the Archivistās office.
The worms were getting pretty bad up there, so I figured my first priority was to get them out of there and somewhere safe. I reckoned if all the worms were in the Archives, theyād be all right in the tunnels. Jon was hurt, though, and his leg was slowing him down, andā¦there were enough worms in the tunnels. A wave of them came at us, and we lostālost track of Martin.
I, I donāt know if heāI donāt know if he got out, Gerry. I donāt know if he found his way to the surface, or if heās still trapped down there, or if something else got him orā
GERRY
Easy, babe. Easy.
[ROWLF WHINES SOFTLY]
TIM
Sorry. Iām good. Iām good.
[DEEP BREATH]
Anyway, we, um, turns out breaking through the walls isnāt the only way into the Archives from those tunnels. Thereās a trapdoor. A big one. Jon and I found it andā¦I should have made him stay in the tunnels. I tried to make him stay in the tunnels, but Jesus Christ, we thought Gertrude was stubborn? Jon makes the Alps look easy to shift. So we went up together.
And Jane Prentiss was waiting for us.
GERRY
Shit. Howād you fight her off?
TIM
I didnāt. The fire suppressant system finally kicked in. Last thing I remember before I blacked out was the screaming.
GERRY
Jon?
TIM
The worms. I guess. Or maybe it was the dying scream of the ritual fizzling out, I dunno.
Justā¦thatās going to be haunting my dreams for a while, I think. Thousands of tiny things without mouths, screaming for a god that isnāt listening.
GERRY
And now thatās going to haunt my dreams, thanks.
TIM
You canāt imagine it unless you were there. Trust me. Whatever youāre thinkingā¦it was a million times worse.
GERRY
I can imagine quite a lot.
TIM
I know.
[SEVERAL LONG MOMENTS OF SILENCE]
GERRY
You stopped her, Tim. Even if youāre not the one who kicked off the overhead system, you slowed her down enough that it could work, and you put Sasha in the position that she could do that.
You did good.
TIM
Yeah.
Iām justā¦Iām worried. About Martin. About Jon.
GERRY
Jonās fine. Or at least fine enough to be a problem. When I picked you up, the paramedic was grumbling about āthe other guyā being difficult, and I assume that was Jon.
TIM
Thatāsā¦good. I tried to take the brunt of it for him, but thereās only so much surface area to my body, you know?
GERRY
I am, in fact, quite aware of the surface area of your body.
[TIM LAUGHS]
Youāre not worried about Sasha?
TIM
No. She got out. Sheās probably fine.
And sheās short enough that the worms probably looked right over her.
[GERRY LAUGHS]
I mean, I am worried about her, butā¦less than the others.
GERRY
Gertrudeās going to be proud of you.
TIM
I hope so.
And I fucking hope she gets back soon, because if she doesnāt, Iām going to have to make a call myself.
GERRY
On whether to tell the others aboutā¦everything?
TIM
Yup.
I donāt think knowing would have kept them safe. Sure as fuck didnāt do jack shit for me. But going forwardā¦God. Are they going to make smarter decisions if they know that stuff is literally trying to kill them?
GERRY/TIM (SIMULTANEOUSLY)
No.
[THEY BOTH LAUGH THIS TIME]
TIM
Really, I thinkā¦I think if Iām going to tell anyone, it would need to be Jon. I justā¦donāt know if I should.
GERRY
Why Jon? Why not Martin or Sasha?
TIM
Jon isā¦until Gertrude gets back, heās the acting Archivist. I havenāt been calling him that, and I donāt think heās noticed or really thought about it. But heās stillā¦
Heās at least nominally in charge. Heās the one calling the shots, or at least he should be. And I canāt help but wonder if heād make different decisions if he knew everything.
GERRY
ā¦I meanā¦
On the one hand, probably? If he knows about the Fourteen, if he knows Jane Prentiss wasnāt just an isolated thing, if he knows whatās going on behind everything, he might make different decisions. About research, about how to run the Archives, about what he should be doing. Itās highly likely.
On the other hand, I think the question you should actually be asking is if heād make better decisions if he knew everything.
TIM
Yeah, thatās a good point.
Heāsā¦curious. Too curious for his own damn good. And I know he makes bad decisions. He wouldnāt have got hurt today if he hadnāt gone back for the tape recorderāit slowed him getting out of the office, and then he dropped it on his way to Document Storage and thatās why he got bit. And heā¦focuses too much on the immediate problem and not long-term solutions.
Like the carbon dioxide system. I donāt know how he talked Elias into that. It doesnāt actually work on the kind of fires weāre likely to get in the Archives. I mean, it comesācameāout cold, and sinks to the bottom of the room, so thatās not the issue, but it doesnāt go deep enough to put out fires on, say, paper. And if it dissipates, but the actual source of the ignition isnāt removed, the fireās quite likely to flare up again.
All of which he would have known if heād done just a little bit of research, or put any thought into it. Collect the extinguishers, sure, but replacing the whole system? That was stupid. Now weāre safe from the Corruptionāor specifically from the worms, which arenāt going to be a problem anymoreābut weāre at risk from the Desolation.
GERRY
And if heād known about both? Would he have done that? Got the extinguishers and not pushed about the overall system?
TIM
ā¦No. No, I donāt think he would have. I think heād have said to get the CO2 system and supplement with the ABC extinguishers rather than the other way around.
Iāll grant you that we probably wouldnāt have survived if he had done it the other way around, butā¦
GERRY
But Gertrude wouldnāt have.
TIM
Gertrude wouldnāt have involved Elias at all if she could help it. Also, I know she was trying to get the ABC system installed, because thatās what I gave her the recommendation for.
GERRY
Yeah, true.
So. What are you going to do about Jon?
TIM
Not sure yet. Luckily, I think Iāve got time to work that out.
GERRY
Did the paramedics tell you how long itās going to be before you can go back to work?
TIM
Not their call. Iām going to have to go to a regular doc and get checked out. Probably tomorrow, butā¦fuck it, I might wait until Thursday or Friday and rest tomorrow.
Iām thinking probably a few weeks. Some of these holes are deep.
(Groans) Aaaaand the painkillers are starting to wear off.
GERRY
Hang on. Iāll go make tea and get the bottle out.
TIM
Thanks, Ger.
[FOOTSTEPS FADING INTO THE DISTANCE]
[FAINT SOUND OF RUNNING WATER]
[TIM SIGHS HEAVILY]
[SUDDEN JANGLE OF TAGS]
TIM
What? What is it, boy?
[KNOCKING AT THE DOOR]
[ROWLF BARKS EXCITEDLY]
[TOENAILS CLATTER ON FLOOR, TAGS JINGLING]
TIM
Ow! Christā
GERRY
(From the other room) Tim, you stay right there. Iāll get it.
TIM
Iāmā
GERRY
Donāt say youāre fine.
[FOOTSTEPS ALONG THE HALLWAY]
GERRY (DISTANTLY)
Get back, you menace. Rowlf, heel.
[DOOR CREAKS]
Can I help you? This is a private residence.
[FAINT, INDISTINCT VOICE]
Whoās asking?
[FAINT VOICE EVIDENTLY REPLIES]
Ohāyeah, yeah, come on in. Donāt mind the dog. Rowlf!
MARTIN (DISTANTLY)
Itās okay. I like dogs. And weāve met before.
TIM
(Surprised) Martin?
GERRY
Timothy Rodolfo Anthony Stoker, you keep your ass on that sofa.
TIM
(Groans) Yes, Dad.
GERRY
Have a seat. Iām making tea.
MARTIN
No, no, itās okay, itāsāI-Iām not staying long. I justā¦
I just wanted to make sure you were all right. Jon was, um, he said you left before he could get your statement.
TIM
He wasānever mind.
Iām okay. Bit sore, but Iāll live, you know? Partnerās just a bit overprotective.
MARTIN
Right, right, yeah, thatāsāyou know, I donāt think youāve, um, you havenāt mentioned his name before?
GERRY (CALLING FROM THE OTHER ROOM)
Itās Gerry.
MARTIN
Oh, yeah. Okay. Yeah.
S-sorry, IāI shouldnāt haveāI, I just wanted to make sure you were okay.
Andā¦well, to say I was sorry. IāI didnāt mean to leave you behind, Iā
TIM
What? No. No, no, no. Martin, itās okay. Itās not your fault. I donāt blame you.
I should be the one apologizing. Iāfuck it.
[SOFA SPRINGS SQUEAK OVER MILD SOUNDS OF PROTEST FROM MARTIN]
[FABRIC RUSTLES]
Iām sorry, kiddo. I shouldnāt have let you out of my sight. I was trying to get you both out safely, butā¦
MARTIN
You did, though. Youāweād both be dead if it werenāt for you.
Thank you. I, I donāt think I said that while we were in the tunnels, butā¦thank you. For looking out for us.
TIM
Hey, thatās what Iām here for.
You did good, too, Marto. You found your way out. You didnāt get bit, did you?
MARTIN
No, no, no. No, IāI didnāt see many worms. Actually, (nervous laugh) that worried me a bit, you know? Like if there werenāt any worms, Iād gone too far from the Institute. Thatās what I told Jon.
I was just trying to find my way back, a-and then I heard the screams. And then I started finding all the withered worms in the tunnels, and thatās how I knew sheāthat Jane Prentiss was dead.
TIM
Thatāsā¦good to know, actually.
MARTIN
You didnāt know she was dead?
TIM
No, I did. She was looming right over me, and I sort of figured that was part of the screaming. I just didnāt think about the worms beingā¦connected to her. Or part of her or whatever.
Anyway, Iām just glad youāre okay. What did you do, follow the worms out?
MARTIN
(Brief pause) Why didnāt I think of that? Stupid. Stupid. That would have been so much easier.
TIM
(Firmly) Youāre not stupid.
MARTIN
Yeah, but I didnāt think to follow the obvious clue! I just, I just wandered, looking for a way out. I thought I found oneāa-a doorābut it turned out to just be a room.
TIM
Filled with dessicated worm corpses, right?
MARTIN
No. No, the worms didnātā¦
Did, umāw-when did you leave?
TIM
Pretty much right after I got out of quarantine. I joked about itching a little with the paramedics and they kept me longer. Why?
MARTIN
Then you didnāt talk to anyone? Elias, maybe?
TIM
ā¦About what?
MARTIN
O-oh. Um, um, youā¦you maybe want to sit down orā
TIM
Martin! Just say it, all right? What was in the room?
MARTIN
ItāI-I found Gertrude Robinson.
TIM
(Exhales) So she was down there. I wonderedā¦
MARTIN
Yeah. Sat on a wooden chair in the middle of the room. No worms. No cobwebs. Justā¦the dust and the cardboard boxes full of cassette tapes.
And an old corpse.
TIM
What?
MARTIN
I meanā¦itās been more than a year, Tim. If it wasnāt so dry and dusty down there, I wouldnāt have recognized her, I donātā
Tim? Tim, are you okay?
TIM
(Quietly) What happened to her?
MARTIN
ā¦She was shot. Three times that I could see. In the chest.
TIM
ā¦Jesus.
ā¦
Do you have somewhere to stay tonight?
MARTIN
Yeah, IāmāIām going back to my place.
I donāt know how long Iām going to stay there, honestly, but at least I know itās safe now. And, um, Elias said we can take the rest of the week off.
I probably have to go back in tomorrow, though. The, the police want me to try and show them where her body is. I-Iām not sure I can find it again, butā¦
TIM
Youāve got my number. Call if you want company, okay?
MARTIN
I mean, I donāt think youāre in any fit state to go anywhere, butāsure, yeah, okay.
Youāre sure youāre okay?
TIM
(Unconvincingly) Fit as a fiddle.
Go home and get some rest, okay, Marto? Andā¦you did good today. Real good.
MARTIN
Thanks, Tim. You, too.
Bye, Rowlf.
[FOOTSTEPS ACROSS THE FLOOR, DOOR OPENING AND SHUTTING]
[SEVERAL SECONDS OF SILENCE]
GERRY
Tim?
TIM
āMy heart has joined the Thousand, for my friend stopped running today.ā
GERRY
What? Jon or Sasha?
TIM
ā¦You didnāt hear any of that, did you?
GERRY
Just you asking Martin ifāTim. Tim, whatās wrong, what is it?
What happened?
TIM
ā¦
ā¦Gertrudeās dead.
GERRY
What?! Dead? Since when?
TIM
From what Martin saidā¦Elias was right. Sheās been dead this whole time. Someone shot her and left her in the tunnels under the Institute.
Along withā(Sudden realization) the tapes. Martin said she was surrounded by cardboard boxes full of tapes.
GERRY
(Softly) Oh, God.
[FABRIC RUSTLES]
[SQUEAK OF SOFA SPRINGS]
You are not going down there looking for them. Not in the shape youāre in. Weāll have toā¦weāll figure out how to get them later.
TIM
Theyāre probably going to be in a police evidence locker for a while. Assuming they find her.
GERRY
Wonāt be the first time Iāve broken into a police station. Probably wonāt be the last.
[SEVERAL LONG MOMENTS OF SILENCE]
What are you thinking?
TIM
Iām thinking that answers the question of whether or not to say anything to Jon.
GERRY
ā¦Okay, youāre going to have to run that one by me. How?
TIM
He must know more than heās letting on. Heās got to have some idea about all this already.
Or maybe he doesnāt. Maybe heās just a power hungry idiot. I dunno. Doesnāt matter. Iām still not going to talk to him about all this, not yet.
GERRY
Why not?
TIM
Because right now, the best conclusion I can come to is that Jonathan Sims is the one who murdered Gertrude Robinson.
[CLICK]
#ollie writes fanfic#and if thou wilt forget#tma fanfic#the magnus archives#gerard keay#tim stoker#jonathan sims#elias bouchard#martin blackwood#police#mention of asphyxiation#mention of corruption#tunnels#unreality#disorientation#gaslighting#pain#injuries#spiders#panic#grief#death#loss#mention of gun violence#the formatting is better on ao3
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...Mable stuck with bill timestuck, you say? I wonder if that would go better or worse than dipper being alone with bill.
Here to mention that I somehow only noticed your signature when it was next to fiddleford, and thought you were (rightly) calling him a prince. It took an embarrassingly long time for me to connect the dots.
Haha youāre not the first person to mistake my signature for actual writing so dw youāre good lol!
And as for my thoughts of Mabel and Bill in a Timestuck AU,,,
I may or may not have written a drabble in a mutuals DMs a few years back about a confrontation between Mabel and Bill and the aftermath of it! I also may or may not have just fixed it up and straight up doubled the word count haha-
Since Iām feeling a tad bit brave Iām gonna post the drabble under the cut for anyone to read along with two doodles Iāve done for it, I only ask that yall be nice to me since I donāt write very often and know I aināt that good at it hehe-
Also Iām not lying this is like,,, 4707 wordsā¦ I got possessed to write this haha
Before I begin!!! Important!!!
Trigger Warnings: Choking/Asphyxiation, harm to children, minor descriptions of small cuts and minuscule amounts of blood, verbal planning of commiting a murder/killing
(if I missed any please tell me!)
With that out of the way here's my stupidly long Timestuck AU drabble that's been on my back burner for years! The only thing you really need to know is that the twins time-traveled back after Weirdmagenddon of their own volition. Dipper is with Stan and Mabel is with Ford and Fiddleford. Mabel has been staying with the two for almost a month now and Fiddleford is the only one who knows she's a time traveler.
With the stage set, please enjoy!
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Itās late into the night, Mabel is tossing and turning and can't go to sleep. Her mind is spiraling as she overthinks and worries about Bill, her brother, her Grunkles, everything. So at about 1AM she decides that sheās not going to bed anytime soon and gets up off the living room couch which she has called her new bed while staying with her younger Grunkle Ford and Fiddleford.
Despite it being the dead of night Mabel thought itād be a good idea to just make something food related in hopes it would tire her out. Also, she figured it would be a fun idea since she knows Stanford is most likely still awake and probably hasnāt eaten in a while. She could make him something easy and sweet, like a batch of cookies, and give them to him as a gift! Who doesnāt like 1AM cookies?! If she doesnāt have the stuff to make that, eh, sheāll figure it out and make something else!
A bonus to this is that if Ford says heās not hungry, a bold faced lie, sheād use her sweetest and biggest puppy eyes until he ate some. Maybe she could even convince him to go to bed and not stay up till 4AM!
The brunette starts making a batch of cookies in the cover of night, making sure to have plenty enough for Fidd's in the morning, and putting her entire heart and all her worries into the mix in hopes the oven would ease away the stress weighing down her mind.
Sure it took a while, but it would totally be worth it to see her young Grunkle's face light up in shock at the sight of a warm batch of cookies shoved into his face and getting crumbs on his nerdy notes!
Right as she was finishing up wrapping up three separate plates worth of cookies in a napkin with a pretty little bow, for the āØaestheticāØ she happily told herself, she hears a pair of heavy boots walk into the kitchen.
The voice of her, now young, Grunkle Ford calls out her name in the quiet kitchen. Just as she had expected, he was awake.
Before the excited brunette could whirl around and surprise Ford with the 1-2 AM batch of cookies she lovingly went and made by hand, his low voice rumbled out, āCould you grab me a mug? One from the cabinet.ā
He sounded a little funny, like he just woke up. Mabel smiled as she could already picture Stanfordās bleary and tired face as he goes to make a cup of coffee with the mug heās asking for. She lets out a small sound of exertion as she pushes herself onto the counter since sheās too short to reach the cabinets otherwise and gingerly opens the cabinet so it doesnāt squeak and pulls out a mug. Based on the small cracks and worn paint on the ceramic it seemed a tad old, the faded words of āBackupsmore 1973ā barely legible.
Just as Mabel turns around, about to lightly scold her young Great Uncle for drinking coffee at 2 AM instead of getting some rest, a large hand wraps around her little neck. She didnāt even have a chance to scream as sheās suddenly slammed into the now closed cabinet, the air knocked out of her lungs and her head spinning from the impact, a loud sound of ceramic shattering on the wooden floor echoing through the kitchen and Mabelās ringing ears
A fearful confusion consumes her mind as she, unsure of whatās happening in her dazed state until she catches a glimpse of Stanford. Gone were the warm brown eyes sheās grown accustomed to, in their place were the sickly yellow slit eyes of a monster she knew all to well.
Bill Cipher.
āShooting Star, there you are! I think you're getting a tad too comfortable around here! Let's fix that!"
Malice built in her throat as she spat out, her brows furrowed and her brown eyes glaring down his yellow ones, āBill! You-ā
āAh, so you do know me! I assumed so, but wasnāt quite sure!ā
The six fingered hand around her neck pressed a tad harder against the wooden cabinet behind her, making her wince from the pressure.
āHereās the deal, Shooting Star, youāre being a massive thorn in my side.ā
Her back was already aching from the impact of her getting slammed against the cabinet.
āMaking Sixer second guess his trust in me with your insufferable kindness and child-like whimsy.ā
Her sock-covered feet were slipping and sliding on the wooden countertop, legs uncontrollably trembling as her fingers gripped at Stanfordās large forearm in hopes of steadying herself.
āIt was amusing at first but now itās just annoying. So I need you,ā
His hand tightened even more, making Mabel let out a sharp hiss of pain.
āOut of the picture.ā
Mabelās feet no longer are touching the countertop as Bill suddenly pulls her away from the cabinet, easily dangling her little body in the air and effectively hanging her. Panic instantly shoots through her and tears well up in her eyes as her airway is suddenly completely cut off, her little hands grabbing and clawing at her possessed great uncleās forearm while her legs wildly kick at the air, too short to even graze against Billās chest.
Billās free hand raises up and idly taps his chin, as his musing over something indecisively, an wide and uncanny grin stretched across the possessed scientistās face as he loudly questions, āHmmmā¦ how aboutā¦ throwing you in the lake! If the water doesnāt kill you the cold air will!ā
Mabel started to thrash around even harder, her heart pounding in her chest as fear coursed through every nerve in her body, her flight response in full gear as she tried over and over again to get out of Billās grip with no avail.
āOooh! Or I could just tie you up and bury you in the snow! I hear frostbite is real killer these days!ā
Blood was rushing to her ears; she could barely hear a word he was saying. All she could focus on was the panic bubbling in her chest and adrenaline pumping in her veins, screaming at her that she didnāt want to die.
It didnāt take long before her vision began to blur, her clawing hands and kicking feet getting more and more numb and slow with each passing seconds. She could faintly hear Bill say something about āthrowingā, āroofā, and āclassic!ā before she could feel herself almost completely clock out, vision fluttering in and out as her hand weakly claws at his arm one last time.
Just as she was about to give up completely, the polydactyl hand around her neck suddenly let go, sending Mabel unceremoniously crashing to the floor. She let in a large gasp of air, coughing her lungs out as air desperately tried to fill them once more. The brunette doesnāt even care about the small shards of broken ceramic cutting into her hands or shins, she was trying to make sure she didnāt accidentally start hyperventilating as drool and tears drip from her face to the floor with every sharp breath.
Mabel, disoriented and dazed, manages to glance up through strands of her long and curly brunette hair to see Ford still standing there with those disgusting yellow eyes, which were now staring off to space with annoyance clearly visible in his gaze.
"Geez Sixer, you chose the worst time to want your body back to 'test a new theory' huh?" He quietly mumbles under his breath, looking upset that his fun was being rudely ripped away from him.
Suddenly he stares down at Mabel, who was clutching her throat and panting heavily, brown eyes unable to stop crying. Despite this, despite all the pain and numbness that ran through her, she still found it in her to glare at the dream demon with as much animosity as she could muster while surrounded by ceramic shards and small prickles of blood.
"Wellā¦ weāll just have to pick this up another time, won't we Shooting Star?"
The possessed body of Stanford Pines strolls towards the archway leading out of the kitchen, however before he leaves completely, he stops and whirls around with that same twisted smile Mabel vividly remembers seeing on her possessed brotherās face just a few months ago. "Oh, Shooting Star? Would you be a doll and clean up this mess? Wouldnāt want anyone getting hurt now, would we?"
And with one final cackle he left, making his way back downstairs to Stanfordās study, presumably to make it appear like he never left in the eyes of the oblivious scientist, leaving the little brunet alone on the floor to lightly grip her neck, wincing at the bruise that's bound to appear the next day.
She stayed there silently for what felt like hours but was only just a couple minutes, the adrenaline coursing through her veins slowly but surely fading away as the feeling finally came back to her numb fingers and toes, relieved that she isnāt hyperventilating anymore and she can actually breathe.
She eased herself off the cold wooden floor, her little body trembling the entire time.
Despite the feeling of spite coursing through her veins for that awful dream demon, he was rightā¦, she really didnāt want anyone to get hurtā¦ So instead of immediately going to fix herself up she spent the next 10 minutes sweeping up the broken mug and getting all the broken shards of ceramic into the trash.
Curse her and her big heartā¦!
When she was done it was about 2 AM, and it was now officially time to check the damage.
Before she left the kitchen she made sure to put the plates of cookies into the fridge.
She didnāt really feel hungry anymore.
With a couple of winces and hisses of pain she managed to tip toe herself up the stairs and to the bathroom, making sure she didnāt accidentally wake up Fiddleford by stepping on a loose plank or opening the door too loud. Once inside she gingerly pulls out the old timey medkit from under the sink and sits on the floor.
Well, technically the medkit was modern since it was the 80sā¦
Wah, Mabel! Not the time!
With a deep breath she gingerly treats the tiny cuts gracing her hands and shins, trying not to cry as she disinfects each cut just like Grunkle Ford taught her to at the end of the summer, plucking out mini pieces of ceramic embedded in her skin with a pair of tweezer like how her Grunkle Stan had taught her at the beginning of the summer (note from her past self, splinters are never fun).
Cleaning and applying band-aids to the cuts was the easy part, most of the bandages would be hidden under her sweater and the winter pants Fiddleford had gifted her during her first couple days staying at the shack.
It was her neck that was going to be hard to hide.
Mabel stood up and got on a step stool to look into the minor, immediately wincing at the sight of her bare neck, dark purple was already creeping in and bruising every bit of her neck. The brunette leaned closer to get a better look and almost whispered out one of the many swears she had accidentally learned from Stanford while living here.
There was a hand bruised into her neck, and it encompassed her entire neck.
She gingerly touched her neck and winced at the dull pain. Guess she wasnāt going to take off her sweater for about 2 weeks nowā¦ just 1 week if she was lucky enoughā¦
She tentatively took a step outside of the bathroom and tiptoed down the hallway again, trying to not make a single sound. Just when she got to the steps she heard a door open behind her, causing her to instantly crouch down and hope that she was far enough down the stairs that her body was hidden from sight.
She dared herself to peek just above the top step to see Fiddleford standing outside of his room, stretching and yawning before closing his door and walking towards the bathroom Mabel just left, making the 13-year-old let out a sigh of relief that he wasnāt going to see her like this.
She knew she should probably tell Fiddleford what happened, but she just couldnāt. Maybe it was that childish fear of getting in trouble over nothing getting to her, or maybe it was the fear that her young Grunkle would be blamed for what Bill did.
Regardless, despite her better judgment, she kept her mouth shut and decided to hide her bruises from everyone else in the house, silently thinking of a way she could somehow protect herself from Bill.
She could practically hear Dipper yelling at her about how bad of an idea this was, but she was too shaken up to think of anything elseā¦
So, she kept with the plan even as she shakily slipped a sweater over her large t-shirt she wore as a night gown and fell asleep on the couch, huddled in the corner in a ball as vivid nightmares haunted her fitful sleep, showing flashes of a possessed Stanford Pines throwing her off either the house or a water tower.
She woke up the next day to the warm smell of breakfast and the soft tones of Fidd's humming a tune in the kitchen, her body absolutely aching and a tad sweaty from the combo of the sweater and the fireplace keeping the room warm.
Mabel winced as she got off the couch. Yepā¦ her back is definitely bruised.
She tentatively walked towards the open archway leading into the kitchen, silently calming her nerves and trying to put a smile onto her face. It helped that Fiddleford is making breakfast, she loves his food.
The kicthen was so empty when she first arrived but the southern man immediately starting keeping the place stocked when it was clear that she was going to stay there for a while. He also insistent on making her a meal 3 times a day since she was a āgrowinā lilā girlā. Because of her memories of Fiddleford being āOld Man McGucketā were much more prominent in her brain it was easy to forget that he was once a father, but in those domestic moments when he doted and fussed over her it was clear that he was a good one.
Well, when he was sane that isā¦
She quickly shook off the bleak memory.
Happy thoughts, happy thoughts, happy thoughtsā¦
She let out a low breath as a wide smile covered her face, her round cheeks rosy as she happily skipped inside.
Fiddleford perked up at the sound of Mabel walking inside, smiling as immediately spoke with a fond voice, "Ey there sweetpea, sleep well?" He idly glanced behind to see Mabel in her baggy t-shirt/sleep gown as well as a sweater on top of that, making him raise an eyebrow as he playfully asks, "Did someone get' cold last night?"
"Just a little bit." Mabel playfully replied back, unable to stop the wince that crossed her face at the sound of her hoarse voice.
Fiddleford, who was already done making breakfast, immediately whipped his head around at the sound. "Honeybee, are ya' alright?"
She lightly coughs into her fist a couple times and passingly remarks, āIām fine, it's just morning gunk! Just need some water, haha!ā Trying to sound as nonchalant as possible.
Fiddleford still had a suspicious look in his eye as he looked over the little lady before deciding to let her off easy with this one, grabbing a rag and wiping his hands while replying with a quiet, āAlright, if ya say so, sunshineā¦ā
He quickly pours Mabel a glass of water and then grabs a plate of bacon and pancakes. āFer you, made just how you like it,ā Mabel sits down in her chair as Fiddleford places the glass of water in front of her and a plate of pancakes and some bacon that is extremely burnt. āBurnt in a volcano.ā
The brunette drinks some water first, happy to note that it actually does ease the pain in her throat! After that she eagerly grabs a burnt piece of bacon and shoves it into her mouth, loving the way flakey black residue smears onto her fingers and the overwhelming taste of what can only be described as āBURNTā fills her mouth. She muffles out, āItās perfect!ā In between bites as Fiddleford chuckles at her antics and makes himself a plate. āYer such an odd lilā duck, honeydew! Only kid Iāve ever met who wanna me taā burn their meal!ā
Mabel immediately shoots back, pointing at Fiddleford with a mouth full of bacon, āTahts cause ohther peowple are COWERDS!!!ā
The lanky man lets out a full on belly laugh as he grabs his plate and sits at the table, the two beginning to talk about anything that crosses their mind.
Stanford wasnāt going to join them for breakfast. Heās usually asleep at this time or buried in whatever notes he was currently writing.
ā¦Mabel feels a little bad that she's kinda happy he wouldnāt join themā¦ Her throat feels like itās constricting all over again at the thought of those sickly yellow eyes and horrid laughterā¦
At some point while eating, Fiddleford makes a joke that makes Mabel loudly laugh, the sudden shout of laughter causing her to wince and try to grab at her throat. She stops herself a couple inches short of the grab and quickly puts her hand back down, but the damage was already done.
Fiddleford, concern coming back at full force, puts down his fork and immediately asks with a concerned tone, "Honey, is āere somethin' wrong with āur neck?"
Sweat began to bead on Mabelās forehead and she tried to immediately brush off the concern with a not so convincing, "Whaaaaat, psh, nah!"
He raises an eyebrow at the clearly nervous little girl. "Mabel, if yer' hurt I'd like to know."
She starts to fidget in her seat, fingers wrapping together and her brown eyes darting away. "Look, it's not thaaaat bad you don't gotta worry about it-"
At the confirmation that she is indeed hurt makes him sit up and shoot back, "Well tha' just makes me MORE worried bout it!"
Unable to come up with anymore excuses Mabel plays with a fork in front of her, eyes locked with her plate. Fiddleford let out a soft sigh and leans closer to the brunette across the table and rests his hand on hers, a kind smile on his face as he gently adds on with that fatherly tone that immediately made Mabel feel better, "Darling, it ain't gonna get better if yaā don't lemme help. I promise I aināt gonā get mad, ya hear?"
Mabel tentatively glanced up at the southern manās soft green eyes and could tell he meant every kind word.
So, despite her promising to keep her injuries a secret, she takes a deep breath and nods her head, gingerly taking off the thick hand-made sweater to leave her neck and bandaged up arms exposed to the world. The lanky southern manās eyes seem to grow more horrified every passing second.
"Jesus, Mary, and Joseph-"
Fiddleford jumps up from the table, almost making his plate fall off while doing so, quickly rounding the table and crouching in front of the brunette with green eyes filled with so much worry and horror.
He found himself fussing over the girl who had easily wormed herself into his and Ford's hearts and found himself growing even more sickened at every bruise and cut he found, though nothing could compare to that sinking feeling of dread he felt looking at Mabel's bruised neck.
He cupped the brunetteās face and could feel tears well up in his eyes as he stuttered out a confused, "W-wha'..., Mabel wha' on earth happened-" His heart breaking trying to even comprehend what could have happened to her.
On the opposite end, Mabel could feel her heart swell at Fidd's fatherly fussing, but tried to brush it off the best she could, not wanting him to worry about her.
"I'm fine really! I just, uhā¦ tripped down the stairsā¦? ā¦Yeah! Didn't want to worry you, haha!"
Fiddleford, who suddenly stopped paying attention to what Mabel was saying, let his eyes looking closer at the girl's neck before they widened in a horrifying realization.
"Iā¦ Is tha' a handā¦?"
A rush of panic suddenly runs through Mabel as she tries to come up with some excuse to throw him off, something, anything!
"Fiddās it's FINE! I justā¦ uhā¦ wore a sweater that was too tightā¦?ā Goodness sheās screwed, even she was aware of how unsure she sounded.
Fiddleford still wasnāt paying attention. Instead one of his hands lowered from her rosy cheeks and ever so slightly touched her neck with the lightest of touches. His green gaze was analytical as finger traced down the bruised skin, talking to himself so quietly that even Mabel almost didnāt hear him as he quietly began to count.
āOne, two, three, four, five, s-ā
The blond cut himself off with a sharp inhale through his nose as the look of worry that had previously graced the southern man's face suddenly disappeared and was replaced with a look Mabel had never seen on his face before.
It was a quiet anger. The kind of anger that's terrifying to witness as it bubbles from deep inside but you refuse to let it show on your face, even as your hands begin to tremble and your vision goes red.
Without saying a word Fiddleford stood up and stayed completely silent, unable to say a word for about 10 seconds while his face was blank and unreadable. Finally, Fiddleford looked down at Mabel and gave a kind smile that didn't fully reach his eyes.
"Sweetie, could ya' stay here a sec? I have something importan' I need thaāā¦ discussā¦ with Stanferd."
After finishing that statement he gently patted the top of her brunette head and walked out of the kitchen archway, turning the corner and heading up the stairs that lead to Stanford's room, walking with such silent intensity that it kinda frightened her.
After a couple moments of staying frozen in her chair she finally managed to shake off the feeling, realizing she had to stop Fiddleford! As scary as it would be seeing Stanford again after last night'sā¦ incidentā¦ she couldn't just let Fiddleford go confront Ford without the full story!
She sprang up from her chair and winced at the pain radiating from her back. Yep! Still definitely bruised!
Mabel rushed out of the kitchen and up the stairs. She stumbles to a stop at the end of the steps as she sees Fiddleford standing outside Ford's door, just as quiet as he was downstairs. He raises his hand and gives a firm echoing knock and she could faintly hear her young Grunkle respond with a strong, "Come in!"
She hates that she shivers a bit at his voice.
She hates that she's a little bit afraid of him.
Fiddleford doesn't respond and instead just opens the door and then quietly closes it behind him. The door doesnāt close all the way which makes a sliver of light from Ford's bedroom/study shine against the floor in the hallway.
Well... Fiddleford hadn't broken any windows or started yelling, so maybe, just maybe, he's going in there to calmly talk out the problem with Ford? Well, that was more wishful thinking on Mabel's part. She HOPES they will just, talk it out, and no one will get hurt...
A loud crash and shout echoed through the hallway.
A girl could dream can't she?
Mabel sprints to Stanfordās door, tripping over herself the whole way, and yanks open the heavy wooden door as quickly as she could.
When she finally pries it open sheās greeted with the sight of Fiddleford in the middle of trying to choke out Stanford, while Stanford is leaning against one of his smaller wooden cabinets, pushing Fidds away (to the best of his ability) with his foot, clutching his very bloody nose in confusion.
Mabel rushes in and pushes the southern man away from her bleeding Great Uncle to the best of her ability but Fiddleford upon seeing Mabel finally backs off from trying to murder Ford, but the look of pure anger firmly remains on his face.
Ford looks at Fiddleford with pure confusion as he pushes himself off the small wooden cabinet, clutching his bleeding nose all the while.
"F, what on earth has gotten into you!"
Fiddleford stared back with his mouth agape, absolutely gobsmacked, before finally yelling back, "Wha'- what's gotten into ME?! What's gotten into YOU Stanferd Pines!"
Fidds pushed past Mabel and jabbed his finger into the brunetās chest.
"She's a lil girl?! How DARE you even lay a FINGER on her!"
"F what on earth are you talking about?!"
Fiddleford roughly grabs Ford's shoulders and pushes him to look towards Mabel with a surprising amount of force.
"SHE'S what I'm talkin' bout! Stanferd Filbrick Pines who gave you tha' idea ya' had tha' GODDAMN right to even lay a FINGER on her-"
Stanford couldn't focus on the rant Fiddleford poured into his ears instead his eyes state frozen on the disgusting purple mark staining Mabel's neck.
"Mabelā¦ who-"
Stanford knelt next to the sweet girl who reminded him so much of Stanley in his youth and felt a familiar pang in his chest. That feeling he'd feel whenever Lee came home covered in bruises. That feeling to protectā¦ and to hurt anyone who dares to hurt them.
"Sweetheartā¦ who did this? What happened?"
Fiddleford scoffed. "Ya should know."
Ford shivered at how cold F had sounded. Out of all of his years of knowing him, Fidds had never sounded like this.
Then the meaning of those words finally hit him.
Stanford rushed to stand up and looked back to Fiddleford's furious eyes with his own look of disbelief.
"Y-... You think I did this?"
Fiddleford's eyes didn't change in the slightest.
"Ya'. Ya' I do."
"We've known each other for years, we went to college together, I went to your wedding, you are easily my best friend. Do you honestly think I'm capable of doing something like this?!"
"I used ta'," Fidds crossed his arms. "Now I ain't so sure."
Ford didn't know HOW to feel. This felt like a betrayal but not in the way Stanley's felt. He also felt offended. And hurt. And so many other emotions that were swirling in his chest.
"How? How did you even get it in your head that I had something to do with this!? How could you look at me and even IMAGINE me hurting her?! I can't even imagine myself hurting her! She's-"
"Hand."
Ford froze from his rant.
"What."
"Yer' tha' only one who coulda' done it. How do I know? Hand."
"Ya' always go on an' on about the statistics of someone' being polydactyly. About how different ya' are."
"I want ya' to look at how many fingers are on that handprint on 'er neck, look me in tha' eye, and tell me who's most likely tha' guilty party."
Stanford froze, his face turning white at the realization. He didn't need to turn around and investigate the bruise on Mabel's neck. He now knows it had 6 fingers. When you put all the facts together, one thing is clear.
He IS the most likely person to have done it.
But there's a problem with that.
He DEFINITELY didn't do it.
He glanced back at Mabel, who seemed to be nervously pulling at her nightgown the entire time. After a moment she finally glances up, but after looking into his brown eyes for less than a second she quickly looked back down.
He didn't do it. He knows he didn't.
But if he didn't, why did she look so scared of him?
He didn't do itā¦
ā¦Didnāt heā¦?
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Now this is a bonus doodle based on an idea I had for the aftermath of this! Stanford is stuck mulling over this in his room and when he finally leaves he notes that Mabel isn't asleep on the couch like usual. So of course he freaks out and assumes she ran away, running all over the house in hopes of finding her. He runs upstairs to Fiddlefordās room and knocks frantically on his door to get him to help him find the missing girl.
Fiddleford opens the door looking annoyed and tired. When Stanford says he canāt find Mabel and that heās looked everywhere the southern man cuts him off by instantly replying āI know where she is.ā That instantly calms down Ford but he looks confused as he asks āYou do?ā To which Fiddās opens the door a little bit more to show Mabel asleep on his bed.
Stanford lets out a soft āOh.ā And just stands there, looking awkwardly at Fiddleford for a moment before trying to break the tension with a weak chuckle and asking āDid she want to have a sleepover?ā The blond doesnāt even hesitate to reply back, āYeah. Because sheās scared of you, Stanford.ā And closing the door on the brunetās face.
Stanford doesnāt move for what feels like forever before he heads back to his room, feeling a little sick.
Anywho, Iām done now!!!
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mining but whump (especially pre-industrail safety guidelines)
black lung, silicosis, falling off the ladders, carbon monoxide poisoning, mayve whumpee's the bird they bring down, cave ins, electrocution, axphyxsiation, trapped under rubble, boss is working Whumpee until they die, dynamite accidents, amputation.
so many flavors
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Romance Your Demons
TW: Blood, bruises, asphyxiation attempt, gun mention, violence
Happy late birthday, š @thelazywitchphotographer
"Darling," Villain growled, baring their teeth in a predatorial fashion.
"Dear," Hero replied languidly, although their eyes were glued to the criminal's balled-up fists, to their arched body, ready to pounce.
They were far too reminiscent of an old, married couple, something everyone and their mother never ceased to point out, much to both the crime-fighter and the evil-doer's chagrin.
The villain rammed into them, the hero's body slamming into the wall with an audible thud, the force just shy away from breaking something.
"Well, this is intimate," the hero scoffed, swinging their leg and slamming it harshly into their adversary's ribs, letting the criminal fall to the ground, spitting blood and a flurry of filthy curses out of their mouth.
The dagger-sharp smirk on the hero's smug face was arguably a more painful blow than that merciless kick. Villain had always been told that their pride would be the end of them.
Well, now it would be the end of Hero too.
Wiping the blood from their mouth, their fingers clawed around Hero's neck, digging into their skin, leaving scratches and bruises in their wake, ripping out shallow breaths from the hero's lungs as their pale face slowly turned a sickly shade of blue.
"You're not laughing now, are you, sucker?" they seethed, loosening their death grip around their enemy's throat by a mere fraction.
Gasping and taking greedy breaths of air, the hero still had the audacity to flash a dirt-eating grin. "No, I s'ppose not."
It made the villain wish to squash the life right out of the crime-stopper's body, to beat them to a bloody pulp on the sidewalk, to empty a gun (that they unfortunately lacked right now) into the jerk's head.
But it also made them want to pull them up against their chest and kiss the hero's cheekbones and bring that oh so pretty blush to their face and neck, one that they'd only seen because Hero was exerting themselves and not because they were flustered.
The hero had dark circles under their eyes and dry skin. They'd lost weight, and not in any way that was healthy, dropping muscle from what was once a gorgeously lean figure. They were young, but their eyes were a hundred years older.
But they were struggling in the criminal's vice-like grip, still fighting for what most would deem a lost cause, still grinning in that stupidly carefree way they did when they were just starting out, barely in high school and nowhere near as broken. And it was beautiful.
The villain wanted to curse themselves, so they did.
"What? Are we just gonna keep cuddling here together for all eternity?" Hero supplied in a mostly sarcastic tone, but the strange edge it had could almost be read as flirtatious.
Villain released them from the bruising grip on their neck, their nemesis took in great breaths of air, their body shuddering as they almost fell to the ground, only for the evil-doer to catch them with a steadying arm wrapped around their waist.
They couldn't even tell when the hero's face went scarlet.
"So, where's the part where you commit homicide?" they asked, raising an eyebrow.
"I'll save that for later, dove. Right now, you're all I can think about," they admitted, almost guiltily.
Surprisingly, they weren't met with another infuriatingly attractive, lopsided smirk. The look on the crime-fighter's face was nothing, if not utterly dazed.
"M-me? But I'm a mess. Like that one article so eloquently put it, I'm a cocktail of problems in a spandex suit with a few witty catchphrases," they replied, laughing humourlessly.
Villain's grip around their waist tightened subtly. "You're just tired. Sure, you could find great use for a physiotherapist, a haircut, a whole, new diatery plan, some basic skin care an-"
"Yeah, a whole makeover. No need to rub it in, though," they attested, only mildly irritated.
The villain rolled their eyes. "My point is, even through all this, you still manage to shine like a diamond in the rough."
"Oh so personality over looks? Got it," they chuckled slyly.
The criminal paused in their walk and pulled their enemy forward by the collar, "Do I have to spell it out for you? You're so goddamn hot even when you're not supposed to be, so awfully dishevelled, and yet here I am," they whispered, their lips almost brushing the hero's ear.
A tense moment of awkward silence passed as the crime-fighter pulled away from them, their eyes wide and their lips parted, trying uselessly for a few false starts. "So, where to now?" they said, straightening their posture gracefully and attempting to regain their composure, like the flustered mess of emotions from just a moment ago had never been.
"My place. We'll fix you up a little, and then we can go get something to eat," the villain replied, failing to keep the smile out of their voice.
"What happened to me being all glowing?" the hero teased.
"You're very lucky you're pretty," Villain snarled through gritted teeth, their hand resting on the back of Hero's neck.
They quickly tensed up, until the villain started to rub their neck, as though apologising for the damage they'd previously caused. The dark scowl was quickly wiped off their face as they watched the tightness dissipate from the hero's form. How had they not taken that adorable, little idiot out before?
"You're still good-looking, Hero. But you owe it to yourself to at least take care of yourself. Live a little." There was no mocking or cruelty, no sharp edges to their smile and nothing but gentleness in the villain's golden, honey brown eyes, making the hero's own hazel ones go as wide as saucers.
No one's ever talked to Hero like that, cared about them this way, or looked at them like they were a treasure. So, they nodded, hooked their hand into the villain's, placed a quick kiss on their forehead and allowed themselves to be lead forward.
The opposite of love is not hate, but indifference. Strong emotions often find themselves mixing together, melting into one another. The fine line between love and hatred defines itself by desire, a treacherous walk to make, but all the more worth it. And the heart can so strangely burn a different flame, beat for a whole new cause, adore what it used to despise, and admit what it so vigorously used to deny.
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Pairings: None
Word Count: 1,207 Word Count
Summary: Stitchwraith has a way of breaking his new soon-to-be allies. Blood Moon gets the unfortunate result of being the main victim.
Warnings: Injury, Mild Gore, Torture, Controlled Shocks, Mind Control, Separation, Asphyxiation, Near Death Experiences, Cannibalism, Blood, Blood Loss, Angst, let me know if I should add anything else.
Ghost Of You: Chapter 1
āGet in!ā The tangle of wires and metal somehow had beaten them. Dragged to the ground with blows and damage inflicted to their newly fixed body. A few error messages flashed in their eyes of the damage.
It was mainly cracks and holes etched into their outer shell but one blow had severed the inner endo of their right arm from its circuit, warping the metal that now poked out of their shoulder in a twisted spike of metal through their shoulder. The other major injury was their left foot that had been crushed under the Stitchwraithās foot.
āNo.ā They spat at him.
āYouāre going to be difficult?ā The being growled, yanking them up by their thin neck.
āOf course!ā They laughed at the prospect. They didnāt fear him, they didnāt fear death even.
āThen I will put you in.ā The Stitchwraith picked them up by their neck frame and shoved them into the tube, a sort of machine, the twins didnāt exactly know what it did but the way they floated in the tube brought to mind a test tube. āAnd you two will know how it feels to truly lose.ā
The machine stuck out a mechanical arm and put something on the back base of their head, under where their hood usually hit but it had fallen down in the fight. Blood Moonās vision gained a black aura, like the room was closing in.
Something felt painful enough to scream but Blood Moon wasnāt sure if he was actually screaming or not. He heard someone screaming but he wasnāt sure it was him or his twin. Could it be them? It might be with how painful whatever Stitchwraith was doing was.
āSee? This isnāt all of it.ā Stitchwraith growled at them, almost tormenting them. What even was āthisā? What had he done? Their body felt weird and different! Was he fixing them? He couldnāt be, it was too painful to be āfixingā.
Suddenly a splitting migraine began and both twins screamed, their screaming bouncing off each otherās voice, frying their voice box since both of them didnāt use it at the same time ever, theyād been careful of that because it could overload. But the pain caused them to break it.
High whirs, loud rattles, and deep glitching noises let out of their damaged voice box as the migraine continued to grow and suddenly Blood Moon couldnāt feel his twin, he could hear his twin screaming but he couldnāt feel him there. He took rattling breaths as the migraine settled and looked up at the damned Stitchwraith.
āWhat? Scared?ā The thing chuckled.
āWhy the fuck would I be afraid of you?ā Blood Moon spat at him.
āBecause I own you two now. Youāre mine. My personal little slaves.ā Stitchwraith chuckled at them.
āLike hell we are!ā Blood Moon screamed back.
āIt seems this one needs some reformatting. Hold still.ā
āHuh?ā Blood Moon looked up as Stitchwraith hit a button and Blood Moon felt agony through his endo, like volts running through his body but it wasnāt normal controlled shocks, it feltā¦different. His body felt different. It felt weird.
Once the jolts ended, Blood Moon looked down at his body and screeched at the flesh he could see, covering his arms feeling the skin on his arms and stomach. He was fleshy! He was human!? Why could he feel hair falling into his eyes!?
āThe other one, donāt have too much fun.ā The tanks suddenly released the both of them, Stitchwraith nowhere in sight, the devices on the back of their heads disappearing and Blood Moon fell over himself and knelt on the ground, huffing and confused. He looked up to see his twin standing before him, still a machine, still animatronic.
āBrother?ā Blood Moon asked his twinās attention but his twin didnāt respond, eyes blazing a glow of black unlike the usual white his twinās eyes were in their mind. But his twinās eyes glowed down at him.
āTarget. Devour. Consume.ā Harvest Moon spoke unlike himself, he sounded different, devoid of emotion. Blood Moon couldnāt move away faster than his twin reached down and grabbed him by the neck.
Blood Moon tried to yelp or scream, but Harvest Moonās hand was tight on his neck, slamming him into a nearby wall and Blood Moon felt the air knocked from his lungs, struggling to get it back with the hold on his throat.
The feeling of the lack of air was dizzying and he felt his heart beating what felt like far too quickly. Harvest Moon was looming over him like some kind of demon, like he wasnāt himself anymore but a monster and Blood Moon was scared. He was actually afraid of his own twin.
Then Harvest Moon seemed to glitch a second, eyes flashing between white and black, hand releasing Blood Moonās neck and dropping him to the floor gasping and choking on air, holding his achy throat.
But then Blood Moon have a scream as Harvest Moon sat on his stomach, the weight of it feeling painful on his insides. It felt like his twin weight thousands of pounds right now. Did he? Probably not, they weighed several hundred pounds of machinery but not thousands.
Black glowing eyes stared into his with a manic look, this was his twin, but warped and twisted, more dangerous to Blood Moon himself now, especially because Blood Moon was human now.
āW-What are you doing?ā Blood Moon whispered.
āConsume.ā Harvest Moonās voice came out as some form of demon, mouth opening and Blood Moon gave a scream as he felt Harvest Moonās teeth sink into his neck, hands gripping at his twinās head and trying to pull it away to no avail, shivering as Harvest Moon sucked at and swallowed down the blood that was flowing from the bite.
āPlease stop!ā Blood Moon hiccuped.
āNo.ā Harvest Moonās voice was dark and twisted, something about it was malicious unlike his twin brother was to him.
Harvest grabbed his hands and slammed them into the floor, making them ache and his wrists hurt at the hold. Blood Moon shivered at the feeling of being bled and fed from like they used to for their victims. He was getting lightheaded and dizzy, eyes glassing over and simply staring at his twin, breath shaky. He couldnāt fight back, he was trapped here and he couldnāt get away from his twin.
āBlood is sweeter than any. Keep you.ā Harvest Moon growled, seeming to have some form of self-control as he drew back with blood on his face and Blood Moon shuddered shaking with blood loss. He felt cold, everything felt cold.
āSleep.ā Harvest Moon demanded, throwing a blanket haphazardly at Blood Moon. Blood Moon shivered under the blanket and held it close with his fingers as tightly as he could. Blood Moon could feel arms under him but he could barely move so he simply accepted it being moved.
He looked up to see Harvest Moon but his twinās heaters were so warm, it felt so comforting when he was so cold and he couldnāt really struggle at the moment either way. So he let Harvest move him into a nearby half-broken bed and Blood Moon curled up and quickly fell asleep.
#sun and moon show#sams#five nights at freddy's#fnaf#fnaf bloodmoon#fnaf harvest moon#fnaf stitchwraith#snoweywrites#tw injury mention#tw gore mention#tw torture mention#tw electrocution mention#tw mind control mention#tw asphyxiation mention#tw near death mention#tw cannibalism mention#tw blood mention#tw angst mention
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Headcanon: The corpses in Anomaly Found died from a combination of asphyxiation, excessive bleeding out of orifaces, and lacerations.
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#pkmnart#trainer Trip#Pokemon Trip#Shuuti#PokeAni#Pokemon#Shootie#he's cute but that kid ain't right (still not over the rosy cheeks and hugely smug smirk during the league battle excuse me what)#and this was nice friendly post-development Trip--he still has the cruel bordering on sadistic streak PFFT#in which Pikachu gets choked nearly to unconsciousness by Serperior no biggie#choking * mention#asphyxiation * mention#my doodle#Trip#spoilers * mention in the tags
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No dejar tĆtere con cabeza
Day 3 @hetahorrorweek, Experiment + Needles (some Distorted Vision too)
[Modern era] Out of nowhere, someone finds himself fighting for his lifeā¦ (Something from the past comes to bite him)
(outdated screenshot, actual fics has more warnings for accuracy. see tags)
#hetahorrorweek23#hws germany#cw violence#cw syringe#cw asphyxiation#cw choking#cw past torture#cw past violence#cw Fictitious Past Nazi Experimentation#wwii mention#fanfic tag šŖ¶#How To āActuallyā Kill A Nation-Person
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And If Thou Wilt, Forget: a TMA fic
Read from the beginning on Tumblr || AO3 || My Website
Chapter 27: The little shivering gaping things
It had been a long, frustrating month. Actually a long and frustrating year. So when Tim got an email from Lou asking him to meet her for a late lunch to celebrate her birthday, heād jumped at the offer, even if it meant heād have to catch a cab or extend his lunch, since he hadnāt driven to work. He wouldnāt vent to her, wouldnāt ruin her day, but it would be nice to get to talk to someone who wasnāt involved inā¦all this. And maybe sheād know some places to find Gertrude.
Heād insisted on both Sasha and Martin going at their regular time, assured them he would talk to Jon, and used the span of time he had to himself to probe at a few threads heād deliberately left hanging from statements heād been assigned, secure in the knowledge that Jon wouldnāt call him on itā¦yet. He was just packing his laptop up to head out the door when he heard a thump, a clatter, and a rustle from the Archivistās office.
And every sense heād honed over the last two years fired off at once.
Tim was out of his seat and across the Archives floor before he had a chance to consciously think about it. Jon was standing over by the shelving unit heād put up against one wall of the office, or what was left of it, anyway; it looked like it had collapsed, maybe because heād put too much weight on it. There was dust all over that part of the office and aā¦tang in the air Tim couldnāt quite place but definitely didnāt like.
āYou okay?ā he asked Jon, who looked momentarily flustered.
āAhā¦yeah,ā Jon said, straightening his shoulders. āAā¦spider.ā
Something prickled on the back of Timās neck. It could have been completely innocuous, but if the Web was involvedā¦āDid you get it?ā
āIā¦hope so.ā Jon looked at his hands, as if searching for evidence. āI think so. Nasty, bulbous looking thing.ā
A big, obvious-looking spider? If it hadnāt had a clear marking that told Jon it was toxic, it was certainly there just to draw attention, and that definitely meant the Web. Timās eyes roved over the shelving unit. āWhat did you do, try to tackle it?ā
āNo, justā¦ā Jon waved at the shelves. āCheap things, I guess. I was just trying toāā
Tim sucked in a sharp breath as his eyes locked onto what he hadnāt realized heād been looking for. The shelving unit, as it had collapsed, had slammed into the wall. Not hard, probably, or at least it didnāt look like it should have been hard, but there was a distinct dent in the plaster. Noā¦no, not a dent. A hole.
The tang in the air got a bit stronger, like a gust of wind had just come out of that hole, and he recognized it all at once: the sickly, musty odor heād last noticed, last consciously noticed, in the corridor outside Martinās flat. The smell of insects, and rot, andā¦filth.
Corruption.
Oh, shit.
āJon,ā he said sharply, cutting off whatever Jon had been trying to explain.
āWhat?ā Jon looked at Tim, then followed his gaze. āOhā¦uhā¦got dented when the shelf collapsed, I suppose.ā
āThat went clear through.ā Fear was encroaching, threatening to choke him, but Tim had to stay calm, had to stay sensible. āFuck, thatās supposed to be an exterior wall.ā
āItāit should be.ā Jon, in defiance of all logic and common sense but totally in line with his insatiable curiosity, bent over to examine the crack in the wall. āI think itās just plasterboard.ā He reached out, tentatively, and pushed at the largest portion; it crumbled away almost instantly.
āJon, donāt, get away from there!ā Tim shouted, lunging deeper into the room.
The musty, decaying smell got even stronger, and he heard the wet squelching sound of too many crawling, writhing things eagerly rushing towards them. Jon reeled back, throwing his arms up over his face. āTim, run. Runā¦ā
Too late. Way, way too late. The weakened wall ballooned briefly, then crumbled away at the bottom, and hundreds, thousands of the grey and white worms started erupting out of the wall. Jon yelled in dismay and backed off. Tim thought he was going to runāsensiblyābut instead he lunged for the Archivistās desk and began scrabbling with one hand across the surface, his eyes darting back and forth between the onslaught of filth and the desk.
āWhat are you doing?ā Tim shouted at him.
āAlmostāā Jon half-gasped, and Tim realized he was going for the tape recorder.
āLeave it, itās notāā Tim half ran, half jumped over and reached for Jonās arm.
Jon, not even looking in his direction, nearly folded himself lengthwise and managed to seize the recorder with a glad cry. āI got it!ā
There was a sudden bang as the door to the office swung inwards and hit the wall, and Martinās voice came from behind them. āGuys? Is everythingāoh, Christ!ā
āShut up and get the extinguishers!ā Jon yelled back.
āWhat?ā Martin squeaked out.
āFuck that,ā Tim ground out. Jonās eyes were still fixed in terror on the invasion, Martin was obviously too frightened to think clearly, and while it would obviously be best to extinguish these before they got any deeper into the Archives, his priority had to be getting Jon and Martin out of the line of fire. If these things got into themā¦no, it didnāt bear thinking about. He grabbed Jonās arm and yanked him hard, then turned and dragged him towards the door, shouting at Martin, āOut, out, out! Grab the nearest CO2 and letās go!ā
āRight, right, right, right, right, right, right, right, yep.,ā Martin babbled, backing out of the doorway, stumbling over his own feet, before turning and darting for the wall near the computer, where the little black-banded CO2 canister still hung. Tim knew, knew it had been serviced and replaced after heād used it on the outlets behind Mister Megabytes and hoped and prayed nobody had used it since then.
In that, at least, his luck held; Martin grabbed it, aimed it at the threshold of the Archivistās office, and let loose with the gas. Tim kept dragging Jon forward. āCome on! Donāt stop to fight them all! Document Storage, now!ā
Jon was stumbling along at Timās side, running well enough on his own, and Tim, stupidly, released his arm, intending to drop back a little and go for one of the bigger extinguishers that had to be around somewhere nearby. Unfortunately, he did so at the exact moment as Jon looked back, presumably to check the pursuit of the worms. He slammed full speed into Sashaās chair, which crashed to the ground with Jon on top of it. The recorder flew from his free hand and slid across the floor towards the shelves.
āDammit!ā Jon flailed, panicked as a drowning swimmer, and managed to free himself from the chair. Instead of continuing towards Document Storage, though, he started scuttling sideways to the worm army, obviously intent on the recorder.
āJon! Santa cazzo Madre di Dio,ā Tim swore. He put on a burst of speed, full Big Brother Mode activated, and caught Jon around the waist. Jon yelped, then screamed in the instant Tim hoisted him up over his shoulder.
āJon, itās okay, itās just Tim!ā Martin cried frantically.
āMartin! Get in the fucking storage room!ā Tim bellowed, stomping a patch of worms with a disturbingly satisfying pop and vaulting over the chair. He was rewarded by the sight of Martin sprinting, almost as fast as heād left his apartment, towards Document Storage.
His intention had been to toss Jon in, slam the door behind himself, and go back out to do battle with the things invading his Archives, dammit, Gertrude wasnāt here and she had left him in charge, Elias be damned, the Archives and those in it were his to protect, heād already failed once, twice if you counted Breekon and Hope turning up to make their delivery, thrice if you counted Sasha getting lured out by the Twisting Deceitā¦all of that ran through his mind in the three bounds it took to get across the Archives to safety, but Jonās hands were balled up in the back of his shirt and Martin was holding the door for him and he had to at least get in and get Jon down safely before he went back out there, and the second he was across the threshold Martin slammed the door and leaned against it, breathing heavily.
Jon was whimpering faintly as Tim slid him back over his shoulder to sit on the cot. Tim was about to reassure him that they were safe when his brain locked onto the pitch and timbre of Jonās screams. Not fear. Pain. He instantly gave him a once-over and quickly found what he was looking for and afraid heād find, in what little meat there was to his calf, just behind his left ankle. āShit fuck damn! Martin, bottom left drawer, thereās a first-aid kit, I need it now!ā He quickly patted himself down andāas heād expectedācame up with nothing but his key ring. He gritted his teeth. āThis isnāt going to be fun, but itās going to be the best I can do.ā
āWh-what are youāI, I didnāt get the recorder, I need to go grab the recorder,ā Jon chanted, looking pale and dizzy. āI need toāā
āIāve got one,ā Martin said over his shoulder, rummaging through the drawer. He came up with the small metal kit triumphantly, then looked over at Jon and paled. āYouāre bit!ā
āIānnghāā Jon grimaced as he tried to move his leg.
Tim tried his hardest to keep his voice calm and level. āJon, thereās a worm in there. I need to get it out. This is going to be messy, butāā
āHere. Use this.ā Martin pressed something into Timās hand. āIāll, Iāll get that recorder, okay?ā
āI need you to hold him still,ā Tim said, at the same time as Jon blurted out fervently, āYes, please.ā
Martin hurried over to his things, and Tim resigned himself to the fact that Martin was always going to do what Jon asked first. He looked at the object Martin had pressed into his hand and was surprised to discover it was a corkscrewāprobably the one theyād used for Jonās birthday wine last year. He eyeballed it, then the hole in Jonās trouser legā¦yeah, okay, that was probably about the right size.
āOkay,ā he said, as calmly as he could. āThis is still going to be messy, but probably not as bad. Sit still, okay? Can you do that for me?ā
Despite the situation and the pain he had to be in, Jon still managed a pretty impressive glare, if not up to his usual standards. āIām not a child, Tim.ā
āYouāre younger than my brother. You might as well be,ā Tim shot back without thinking. āSit still and try not to kick me in the face.ā
He pushed the leg of Jonās trousers up, exposing the bloody hole, and swiped at it with the first piece of gauze he found in the kit until it was clear enough for him to see. Gripping Jonās ankle in a firm but not too tight hand, he lined the corkscrew up with the hole, gritted his teeth, and shoved it in.
Jon, unsurprisingly, screamed andāas Tim had more or less expectedājerked back, trying to pull himself free. Tim was stronger than he was, and heād extracted enough splinters, thorns, and God knows what else from his daredevil baby brother, and he simply stiffened his arm to hold him steady and twisted the corkscrew in deeper. It squelched unpleasantly.
āAndā¦there we go. Recording again,ā Martin said. āDid you get it?ā
Tim felt the tip of the corkscrew catch on something that he really hoped was the worm and not a muscle. Jon cried out in pain, and Timās heart, despite everything, clenched. He glanced up at Martin briefly. āMartin, I need you to sit behind him and hold him. Jon, Martinās going to hold you, okay? This wonāt take long, but it is going to hurt. I need you to be brave, okay?ā
Evidently the pain was overriding Jonās sense of indignation, because he nodded, then gave another soft cry of pain and closed his eyes. Martin, his whole face creased in anxiety, hastily sat on the cot next to him and wrapped his arms around Jonās torso from behind, hesitantly at first, then more confidently and securely when Jon leaned back into him, almost involuntarily. Tim nodded, even though Jon couldnāt see him. āOn three, all right? Oneā¦twoā¦three.ā
He pulled the corkscrew straight out. Jon cried out again and gripped Martinās arm with almost clawlike fingers, but the corkscrew came free with a sucking pop and on the end was a feebly wriggling worm that, despite the bit of metal wrapped around its arse, seemed relatively intact. He pinched it off the end with the gauze, dropped it to the floor, and stomped on it as hard as possible. He wiped the blood off with a fresh piece of gauze, tapped a plaster in place, andāwithout really thinking about itākissed the injured spot before rolling Jonās trouser leg back down and patting it gently. āThere. All done. Good job, Jon, you did good.ā
Jon was breathing heavily, and his face was streaked with tears, but he sounded almost like his normal self as he opened his eyes. āThank you, Tim.ā
Tim glanced up at Martin, whoāreluctantly, it seemedālet go of Jon. He didnāt go far, though. āQuick thinking with the corkscrew, Marto. Why do you have it, anyway?ā
āFor the worms.ā
āWhat?ā Jon looked up at Martin in confusion and some irritation, although noticeably less than usual.
āFor pulling the worms out of people.ā Martin gestured at the smear on the floor. āLike now.ā
Jon followed Martinās gesture, then cut his eyes away quickly; Tim swiped it up and lobbed it towards the rubbish bin in the corner. āHowād you think of that?ā
Martin shrugged. āI used to carry around a knife, but I started thinking that, well, cutting laterally into someone wasnāt really the most efficient way to get them out, and besides which, they seem to be quite slow burrowing in a straight line, so, given their size, th-the corkscrew just seemed to be the better option.ā
āWell, youāre right. Although I really hate that this is something you had to think about.ā Tim found an alcohol wipe in the kit that probably wasnāt any good anymore, at least not for cleaning people, and began methodically wiping the blood off of the corkscrew.
āThank you,ā Jon said softly.
Tim glanced up at Martin. āYou thought of this place without me shouting at you about it, right? Thatās why the cot is in here?ā
Martinās cheeks turned pink. āYeah. The roomās sealed. I checked it myself when I moved in.ā
āClimate controlled, as well,ā Jon put in. āStrong door. Soundproof.ā He sighed. āThese old documents are better protected than we ever were.ā
āI did my best,ā Tim muttered under his breath. He handed the corkscrew back to Martin and pushed to his feet. āAnyway, itās a good place for you two to lie low.ā
Jon looked up sharply at Tim. āWhat do you mean, you two? Weāre trapped in here.ā
āLook, someoneās got to stop those things,ā Tim argued. āGertrude Robinson trained me, so right now, Iām the best weāve got. You two stay here andāā
āNo,ā Martin blurted out, his face drained of all color and his eyes huge with fear. āDonāt go. J-Jonās right, itās not safe, itād-donāt go out there!ā
They were well and truly scaredā¦which was good, Tim supposed, it would keep them here and not getting themselves in trouble. On the other hand, their fear was going to draw the Corruption to them at some point or another, and even though the worms couldnāt easily access it, theyād get in eventually. Heād need to make sure they were either calm or protected before he could leave them.
Yeah. Good luck with that.
He glanced out the window of the door. No sign of Prentiss, not yetāthat was good. And the worms seemed to beā¦backing off? Maybe he had a shot at this. He turned back to Jon and Martin. āListen to me. Listen. It looks like weāve got a clear path to the exit right now, but I know thatās bullshit. Theyāre waiting for something, and if we try to run for it theyāll be on us so fast, you have no idea. The Archives are in danger and so are we, and weāre not going to fix it by hiding in here. So unless you want to wait until someone comes to save usāā
āO-oh, God. Sasha!ā Martinās face, impossibly, got even paler. āI think she was out at lunch. She doesnāt knowāwe should, someone should call her, tell her not to come back inside.ā
āThereās no signal in here,ā Jon said, looking stricken as well. āWeāll just have to hope she heard the noise.ā
Tim turned to look out the window again and cursed at the sight of the figure. āToo late! Sheās just come ināfuck, she doesnāt see them.ā He whirled back around and stabbed a finger at Jon and Martin. āKeep each other safe. Donāt open this door for anything unless I tell you itās safe. The code word is ācandlelight.ā If anything else tries to come through, you spray it to death and you run, and you get out of the Institute by any means necessary. Do you understand me?ā
āTimāā Jon protested, starting to try and get up, then collapsing to the ground with a cry. Martin rushed to his side. Tim used the momentary bit of chaos to open the door wide enough to admit himself and squeeze out, slamming the door behind himself.
His worst nightmareā¦well, close enough to it anywayā¦presented itself. Sasha had stooped to pick up the tape recorder and was looking at it carefullyā¦but there was another figure behind her. This one wasnāt as tall as Sasha, with long, stringy dark hair and the tattered remnants of a red dressā¦and honeycombed all through it were holes, out of which poked more of the greyish-white worms.
āSasha! Behind you!ā he yelled at the top of his lungs.
Sasha turned around and gave a ragged gasp, clutching the recorder to her chest like a talisman. The thing that had to be Jane Prentiss smiled at her with a mouth that was more worms than teeth.
āDo you hear their singing?ā she asked. There was a swelling hum that was almost musical if you didnāt think too hard about it as hundreds of worms suddenly began squeezing up through the cracks between the floorboards around her.
āRUN!ā Tim put everything he had into his bellow as he cleared the distance in two great strides and slammed into Sasha, tackling her out of the way as Prentiss and the worms sprang for them. She screamed and hit the floor, and honestly a whole lot of worms in the process, which made her scream louder. Tim quickly rolled to one side and onto his back, then sprang to his feet.
Prentiss was close. Too close. And theyād killed a bunch of worms when they landed, but there were still more, and more coming by the second. He leaned over, grabbed Sashaās arm, and bodily hauled her upright.
āGo! Run!ā he shouted, propelling her towards the door.
āTim! Come on!ā Sasha held onto his wrist and dragged him along behind her, still clutching the recorder with her free hand, worms popping and squishing under their feet.
Tim let her until they reached one of the shelves and he realized how full of worms it was. There wereā¦way more than heād expected, and yet somehow not as many as he would have expected if the Creeping Rot was seriously invading. He shook off the moment of analytical paralysis and let go of Sashaās hand. āRun! Get help! Iāll hold them off!ā
If she heard him, or responded, he didnāt notice; he only noticed that, thank God, she made it out the door of the Archives. Tim blew a raspberry at the shelf full of worms, then turned and bolted for the Archivistās office. It was the logical choiceāit was Ground Zero for the invasion, but also, it was Gertrudeās office. If there was anything in the Archives that could fight off an invasion, it was probably hidden in there somewhere.
Some of the worms leaped at him as he reached the door. He yelped, secure in the knowledge that there was no one to hear him, and dodged to the side to avoid them. Naturally, he overcompensated and tumbled headlong into a pile of boxes holding old case files. Or at least, they should have held old case files. From the solid nature of the things he hit, they didnātāand from the faint clanking, they were probably fire extinguishers. God bless Martin and his paranoid hoarding.
Tim dove into one of the boxes and came up with an extinguisher. He twisted the pin and yanked it out, aimed the nozzle, and squeezed the trigger.
Just as Sasha had said in her statement, the worms died fairly quickly on contact with the extinguisher. He sprayed, and sprayed, and sprayed, until the extinguisher came up dry, then dropped it, grabbed a new one, and repeated the process. There were too damn many of the things, though, and he couldnāt get out of the office to get at them properly, so it was justā¦spray them until they stopped coming at him, specifically.
Had Elias actually had the new system installed? Tim vaguely remembered something about men coming to install, but had theyā¦? Yes, yes they had, because the crew boss had gotten into a twenty-minute argument with Jon about it and then insisted on Elias signing about fifty different waivers saying they wouldnāt hold the company accountable if the Archives actually caught fire and the system didnāt do anything, and he recalled now the kid on the crew mentioning offhand that theyād assumed it was a computer archive rather than a paper one. And heād managed to convince them not to install it in the Document Storage room, so if they managed to get it active, Jon and Martin would be safe.
Tim probably wouldnāt, but heād suffocate if he had to.
He managed to clear enough space that he could slam the door shut. It wouldnāt help for long, though, since the hole in the wall was right there, but nothing seemed to be coming at him at the moment. He had fiveā¦maybe ten secondsā breathing space. Well, breathing was optimistic. Stillā¦he fished his phone out of his pocket and hit the preset number, then jammed his phone against his ear as he dug for more fire extinguishers. One ring, two, threeā¦
āDelano.ā Gerry sounded slightly distracted, like heād been engrossed in his art, which he probably had been.
āGerry, I love you,ā Tim blurted out before Gerry could say anything else.
āWhat?ā Now Gerry sounded startled, which was fair. Tim calling in the middle of the day was usually met with something joking, and since they rarely said thatā¦
āI love you,ā Tim repeated, the words tumbling over one another as he darted his eyes back and forth from the door to the ruins of the shelves. He could hear the squelching, squirming noise, and over it all, in his own head, he could hear the loud ticking of a clock slicing off seconds of his life. He didnāt have time for this, but he didnāt have time for anything else. āWhatever happens, I need you to know that.ā
āTim, whatā?ā Gerryās voice sharpened with fear, but Tim had already seen the first worm poke its head out from under the door.
āGotta go!ā He hung up without further ado and kicked viciously at the worm attempting to squeeze through; he killed it, but he also put a noticeable dent in the bottom of the door. Oops.
It wasnāt safe in here. Sasha would get help, sheādāshe was smart, sheād figure out a way to activate the fire alarm and get the fire suppressant system working in the Archives, even if there would probably need to be an actual fire to activate it, maybe one of the worms would bite through Mister Megabytesā cord and short it out. Jon and Martin would be okay in their incredibly defensible position, hopefully, at least long enough for the system to activate; it wasnāt airtight, obviously, but they should be okay. Tim needed to go, though, and it looked like the only way out was to figure out where the worms had been. Probably just a narrow space between the walls, a secret passage that had been boarded up or a temporary wall put in to portion off the building when it was modernized or something. Either wayā¦it wasnāt here.
The hole was bigger than it had been when heād hauled Jonās scrawny ass out of the office. Not a surprise, Jane Prentiss had to have got out somehowā¦God, sheād been in the damn walls. Tim moved a little closer and sucked in a sharp breath, ill advised as that was, when he realized it wasnāt just a gap in the wall. It was a proper tunnel.
Hadnāt Gertrude said the Institute was built more or less right over the remains of Millbank Prison? This could have been part of that original complex. Which meant these could go anywhere, extend for miles under the surface. They probably werenāt in great shape, except that if it was Millbank, it had been designed by Robert Smirke, who built to last. Either way, it also likely meant the space would be a bit more open, so he might be able to get away from the carbon dioxide. On the other hand, it was going to be dark, and heād need both hands to work the fire extinguishers.
Actually, that was an easy fix. Tim whipped his belt off his waist, threaded it through the buckle, and tugged it around his head so it was almost but not quite snug. Then he activated the torch on his phone and tucked it on one side, then turned on the pocket torch on his keys and stuck that upright on the other before tightening the belt and securing the tang. Definitely not the most elegant thing heād ever worn, but hardly the worst, and in the absence of a wreath to set candles in it would have to do. He grabbed a trio of extinguishers under one arm, crossed himself, and sent up a quick prayer to Saint Lucy, then plunged into the hole.
It wasā¦dark, obviously, and the light of his improvised crown cast odd shadows on the sides of the tunnels, but it was cool and dry and oddly quiet. At first he thought there were no worms left down here, but then he saw someāmoving faster, and much more quietly than they had in the Archives. Something up there, probably Gertrudeās wards, was slowing them down, but down here they wereā¦stealthier. Quieter. A different kind of fear, maybe.
It didnāt matter. Tim unleashed the first of his canisters of carbon dioxide on the batch and watched them die, then ran over their corpses. He had to findā¦something. An exit. An answer. Fucking Gertrude.
She had to know about this, didnāt she? Was that why sheād put the shelves where she had? To know if something tried to break through that wall? Obviously there had to be other entrances, this couldnāt be completely sealed offā¦well, Jane Prentiss had got down here somehow, and even if the worms could squeeze through the floorboards, she couldnāt. Sheād never mentioned it to Timā¦or Gerry, probablyā¦but that didnāt mean she didnāt know about it, only that she didnāt mean to tell them about it. Which meant that she was either not sure of how dangerous it was, or using it as a contingency plan for something. Either way, there was the possibility she was down here somewhere.
There was also the possibility that, if she was down here, she was lost. Hopefully she had enough food to last her a while, because this place was a fucking labyrinth. Tim wasnāt sure if he was more worried about meeting the Minotaur, the Goblin King, or the worldās biggest lab rat, but at least he didnāt sense the Spiral down here, so this wasā¦probably real. Probably not changing. Probably. He didnāt really sense the Buried, either, so there had to be a way out.
He wasā¦definitely a little dizzy. Okay, so maybe pumping six canisters of carbon dioxide into a room he was actively standing in wasnāt the smartest idea, but what was he supposed to do, let them get to him? Or worse, destroy the Archives?
He had to get back up there. Had to find another way up, had to find another way in. If he could get outside and loop in through the side door, maybe he could start a fire andāno! No, he couldnāt actually start a fire, Jon and Martin were trapped in there, even if the fire suppressant system put it out right away they might still get hurt.
Frith in a barn! What a business. The line popped into Timās head, and he took a deep breath to center himself. He was starting to think in circles. Right. Focus on getting out, then he could figure out how to save the others and stop Jane Prentiss.
The realization that, if this was the Creeping Rotās attempt at a ritual, it was likely going to make Jon and Martin sacrifices for its ascension struck Tim at about the same moment as another small wave of worms appeared. He sprayed the fuck out of them with the first of the CO2 canisters and ran, ran like he could outrun his poor decisions, ran like he could outrun his past, ran like he could catch the future before it slipped out of his fingers. Ran like his life and the lives of everyone he cared about depended on him, because they did.
And, of course, he made a wrong turn and found a dead end. Noā¦not a dead end. A room.
A room that was filled with worms. Tim quickly hopped backwards through the doorāand then paused in the act of aiming the fire extinguisher. He turned his head slightly and cut his eyes to the side so he had a bit more light and could see better, because the vague impression he got lookedā¦odd, and he needed to make sense of it. Without consciously being aware he was doing it, he crossed himself and recited the old familiar novena to Lucy of Sicily, Santa Lucia, bringer of light, patron saint of the blind and those who wanted clearer sight.
And his eyes opened, and he Saw.
The worms were knitting themselves together, weaving themselves into a solid mass. The structure rose into the air, creeping up the wall. Two structures, reallyātwo columns, curving slightly in on themselves, not quite meeting but getting closer by the second. Silent but fast, the worms crawled up over their brethren and twined themselves into the ends, securing in loops and links and chains. It would take so little time for them to meet. At the rate they were going, Tim estimated another ten minutes, tops, before the two halves connected into an arch.
Into a doorway.
āNot on my turf, bitch,ā Tim snarled. His voice echoed oddly in a way he wasnāt entirely sure had to do with the tunnels but couldnāt spare the brainpower to think about just then. He dropped the two spare canisters to the ground, raised the nozzle of the one heād already started using, and squeezed the trigger hard.
The gas hissed as it dispensed into the room. The worms didnāt screamāof course they didnāt, that would be ridiculous, they didnāt have mouthsābut he felt them screaming to the core of his being as the ones he touched with the carbon dioxide died. Not enough of them. Not nearly enough. He squeezed and sprayed until the fire extinguisher was empty, then dropped it to the ground, snatched up the next one, and sprayed it into the room as well. It was definitely getting harder to breathe by the time that one was spent, but Tim was absolutely not finished. Coughing violently, he scooped up the third one, backed out of the doorway, and sprayed it into the room, filling it like a hellish steam room.
Maybe Gertrude would have had a better solution, but hey, it was Timās first time disrupting a ritual. And he was improvising a bit.
He wasnāt stupid enough to think that was the end of it, though. Heād disrupted the portal, but Jane Prentiss was still out there and she was still going to tryā¦even if she couldnāt bring the Corruption into the world fully now, she might still hurt his people if he didnāt find them and get them out. He hefted the canister to gauge if there was still anything in it. Felt like there was.
Right. Tim backed further down the corridor until he was far enough away from the tendrils of carbon dioxide that he could safely take a deep breath, then turned on his heel, squared his shoulders, and kept moving. Briefly, he touched the Saint Anthonyās medal beneath his shirt and murmured a quick plea for assistanceāhey, Lucy had done him a solid back there, no reason to think the other saints wouldnāt get in on itābefore focusing his attention on finding his way out of the tunnels, back to the Archives, and back to stopping Jane Prentiss.
Back to saving the others. Back to saving the world.
Gertrude had left him in charge. She had trusted him with her Archives in her absence. He had to keep proving himself worthy of that.
#ollie writes fanfic#tma fanfic#the magnus archives#and if thou wilt forget#tim stoker#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#sasha james#jane prentiss#gerard keay#foreboding#spiders#worms#attacks#rot#decay#blood#injury#panic#mild asphyxiation (CO2 poisoning)#profanity#contamination#death mention
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āā Ė ā°šDESOLATE . DILAPITATED. RUINED. GONE. FORGOTTEN. what words one can use to describe somewhere so filled with life, a beacon of prosperity ; a surface of joy ; a community of others so willing to take it upon themselves to extend a hand for one another. it's quiet here, sullenly so, and, by some account of miracle there were no people here to interview him ; it's by this extension of delight that he can wander about the streets he used to know like the back of his hand alone. tap tap tapping of geta as they maneuvered one after the other, down beyond the doctor's home, elderly woman always woven with bags beneath her eyes. by sheer force of will does he not turn his head, determined to keep moving. tap tap tap. a broken bicycle on the side of the path, its wheels rotting away while the chain that once moved it now held hands with rust. tap tap tap. a wooden sign folded over on the street, loose cord nailed to back weakly splayed out, whose words were easy to picture in his mind's eye, vivid and written to help others know:
Ā Ā Ā Ā THE NIWA RESIDENCE !
Ā Ā Ā Ā progress halted suddenly, apt for the constant push and pull of his mind's health. home. this was his home. was. a suffocating term that wrapped its hands tightly 'round his throat and threatened to squeeze the life from him ; it wanted him to acknowledge its painful revelations -- that he didn't really belong back home. niwa would never really belong anywhere, would he? that's the crux of every issue he's faced: too stuck in one place, too incapable of pulling one foot from the ground and placing it forward, too afraid of losing what he once held dear...what he did hold dear.
Ā Ā Ā Ā the burning in his lungs reminded him to breathe. ripping those hands from his throat felt easier said than done, tragedy would always find him, it seemed, but with enough force does he yank those tiresome appendages from around his neck, thrusting them aside. home. this...home...is nothing more than a burial mound. to those that peer upon it, they will see what once held life and, the unfortunate fact of the matter, is that niwa should begin to see this, also. this place no longer held his family's bodies, this place no longer held the laughter it once had, this place was sickeningly vacant.
Ā Ā Ā Ā bending down, he picks up the wooden sign and stared at it, finger pads tracing over the characters, watching the dirt and dust trapped atop it peel away on to interloping skin. home... this was no longer his home.
Ā Ā Ā Ā inhaling, however, he places the sign back upon the wall, a smile pulling his lips upward, tired gaze watching as it swayed in gentle morning breeze, dew droplets leaking down the sides to assist in the cleaning -- a passionate reminder that his presence here wasn't needed for life to eventually go on.
Ā Ā Ā Ā his head tilted back, glistening gaze staring toward the doorway, the collapsed interior only invisible in his mind, but...this was a start. he could not enter yet, but...this had been enough for the last surviving niwa today ; he would try again to enter his old home...
Ā Ā Ā Ā ...tomorrow...
#* // ā¦ļø 001. ā āŗ I C#* // ā¦ļø V4. ā āŗ MODERN#asphyxiation mention //#discord //#// just his thoughts as he visits ; u ;#// slowly but surely he'll come to terms with everything#// he's pushing beyond his boundaries and he's coming to accept#// that he should sign over the land#// it's hard but it's something he wants to do#// because if he doesn't it will fade into nature instead of being preserved#// and he wants it to be preserved#// HANDS ON HIPS i'm just emotional because this is a really important part of his journey
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the REAL question is how the actual fuck do people enjoy neck hickies
#i was talking w a friend about this earlier and like..#i could never trust anyone to do anything with my neck#CAUSE WHAT IF THEY JUST KILL YOU??#what if they just squeeze and asphyxiate you to death#or what if they slit your throat#omfg i'm cringing just imagining it#what the fuck how do people like that#AND YOU COULD ALSO HAVE A STROKE!!!#wills mumbles#tw gore mention#tw gore#tw death#tw violence
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@pyratezlife / ned.
šš'š šššš šššš š
šš ššššš. ššš ššššššš ššššš ššš š
ššššš ššš šššš šššš šššš ššššššš. edward couldn't begin to describe what had possessed them into it. what terrible force had shrouded their mind and taken root. spread its tendrils throughout, to wrap 'round his heart and squeeze it black. they had stood vigil, motionless, staring into the depths of that porcelain deathbed. thick and crimson still. the paramedics had pulled the old man free of his grave but none had yet tarnished the scene.
none but edward.
it seemed a distant memory already. the way he'd shed his housecoat and stepped, bare, into the bath. submerged himself into the sickly red water ( baptized in the blood of jesus christ ). still warm. well, it had long grown cold by now, and they hadn't moved an inch. they laid within, a mockery of his father's corpse when they'd found him. spread long and languid and swallowed nearly whole by it, made one with the remnants of carnage. only their face from the nose up remained unsullied. long, dark tresses of black swirled out around him ; a terrible halo formed from the wet waves of their hair.
they had fallen asleep like that and awoke with an odd, lazy sort of contentment at odds with the context. some sordid voice in the back of their skull whispered about freedom : from expectation, from responsibility, from his father. edward was free to do whatever they liked now. lips curled slow to a grin, teeth white against their scarlet backdrop.
just as lazy, as casual, a hand drifted down the flat plane of his stomach and abdomen. a thrill took hold of them, heart racing, breath hitching, as their fingers curled about the hard length of his cock. no reservations struck him as they might have weeks ago, no cause to stop, to judge his motives. he could do whatever the fuck he liked now. hadn't they just thought that? an idle stroke pulled a moan from him. their very skin felt alight, buzzing with electricity, sensitive to touch. his grip grew firm, jerking himself off in earnest, slow but deep, thorough. languid rolls of their hips and an arched back. muscles of their arm rippling with the movement. he held a breath and dipped the last of himself beneath the waterline. stayed down as long as he could. whose hand did he imagine held him down beneath the surface? whose fist that they thrust their cock into?
they reemerged, birthed anew from the blood of their holy father. free hand wiped the blood from his face, enough to blink his eyes open and gasp a stuttering breath in the same moment he came. orgasm tore through them like a fucking hurricane, shook him bone deep and left him trembling. god, it felt like it would never let up. wave after wave, whimpering, whining through it. their father had always called them a whore. the memory struck and he began to laugh, light and breathless as the afterglow hit. only then did they hear shuffling at the entryway. big brown eyes blown wide and cast to ned, leaning against the doorframe. innocent, euphoric, ā hi. ā
#pyratezlife#usfw#blood tw#asphyxiation tw#death mention tw#damn this one's fucked up i guess :)#thread. ed.#verse. college.
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' So where's a good scenic spot to suffocate someone in private... '
' Does it matter if they're good murder spots? I guess Nicolette can take care of any guys that try to mug us in the middle of it. '
Gotta get the first date right.
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since my mom has some trauma from being ex-mormon and ex-nazarene and there have been a lot of issues between us both in some held-onto beliefs and triggers, i've not been wanting to tell her explicitly that i'm converting until i'm able to move out and have a bit of stability and a better sense of safety
i do still want to be at least slightly open about this and sort of sneakily educate may family for the better so i've been using the "my friend" rule to talk abt my studies and its working hilariously well lmao
#granted i have no idea if i'm just a better liar than i think i am or if she's just that oblivious#i mean i did this before i came out as trans and i got hit with āif you said anything earlier i would have believed you :/ā#and then she straight up refused to believe me for 3 years. during which i was comlpetely out to her and the rest of the family lmaoo#so theres a lot of ways this could go#also it'll be easier to actually go about the conversion process if i have my own kitchen and am not stuck in a teensy 3person split level#idk#i would also be safer in general once i'm able to get out-of-state bc as ive mentioned a few times before my extended family fully believes#-theyre the hillbilly mafia#i am literally named after my gay uncle who they brutally murdered & got way with it bc we have relatives in the wisco courts and a few cop#it was ruled an accidental suicide by auto-erotic asphyxiation and my granma told everybody he was in a motorcycle accident#he was covered in bruises and broken bones! the end of the rope was outside the room!#sorry i know that's triggering im just really anxious abt the whole deal#esp since when i came out as trans to them i got very underhanded deah threats for like a year (i was 15)#so i really DO NOT feel safe#my mom isn't like that and she loved my uncle but she's a sucker for the family and very easily manipulated#so i cant be sure she wouldn't tell them without my knowledge just out of guilt and traumatised co-dependancy#also i have an aunt and and unle who're avid collectors of Some Not Great Shit#like indigenous stuff and ww2 memorabilia#fuck i should tag all this#antisemitism tw#abuse tw#religious abuse#murder tw#homophobia tw#sorry abt the overshare i just gotta get it outta my head#but yeah the lifestyle freedom id have as well is gonna be a bigger plus. my own kitchen and safety from having to explain the cultural dif#theyve not spoken to us in a few years so i think (?) its not too much to worry abt now at least#im just paranoid lmao#rn since i live like 2hrs away from the nearest synagogue im just stuck doing some self study anyways#i found a few union 2nd shift jobs for good money i can apply to soon so im good there. i just gotta get my car situation worked out first
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how are you this evening?
Good, I'm rewatching Orphan 55 rn after making tomorrows quotes. It's genuinely one of my faves, just bc the Doctor, who needs less air bc of her respiratory bypass, is the first to run out of oxygen bc she just won't stop talking.
#and i know chibs knows that bc its mentioned in the witchfinders im pretty sure#which is why its SO funny she almost asphyxiates to death
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Fuck I miscalculated where the cookies should appear. They should've appeared in front of the anon not in them! It was supposed to be a good curse!
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Keep their airway open, we can get there in around twenty minutes.
#Maybe you shouldn't be cursing games? Just a thought.#cookie anon#onion anon#tw choking#tw asphyxiation#//< hesitant to add those tags because I am afraid it'll be used by a bunch of x reader posts and I don't WANT THAT#tw death implied#tw death mention#cookie hunt
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