#mental ilness feel

[slayingsadly]

I would like to fulfill other people's dreams and disappear from this earth

[ammusplanet]

Vendedor de Ilusões

Quem vai querer, quem vai querer? E o vendedor de ilusões passou, oferecendo suas máscaras. Confesso que me interessei por uma, apenas uma:

Aquela em que o rosto pintado disfarçava a tristeza com uma alegria inexistente!

[mysoulspiralbound]

this one is for the adhd folks with hygiene problems. for the ones who can feel the fuzz on their teeth but still can't remember to brush them, let alone twice a day. for the ones who've been wearing the same outfit for the 4th day running cause they swore they changed it recently. for the ones who haven't put on deodorant in 4 days either, because they haven't changed their clothes and those are linked tasks. for the ones who can't clean their rooms because it's gotten so bad they wouldn't know where to start on their own. for the ones who pile stuff in their bed until they can't even sleep completely. for the ones who won't realize they need to shower till the 3rd day in a row it's been bad enough to make their skin crawl. for the one's who get negative comments about their appearance or smell from loved one's. for the one's who's hair has gotten to tangled to feel worth saving. for the one's who are better at taking care of their pets than themselves.

for the ones who want to do better. for the ones who can't explain it without being dismissed for being lazy or gross. just... for the adhd folks with hygiene problems.

[walnutcookie]

Guy who forgets that hes sex repulsed

[smileymoth]

omg im doing soo good im not doing x bad thing to myself rn!! *does the other*

[2001xp]

at 22 i go out once every few months and it isn't even that fun. i feel like i'm wasting precious time and not living life to the fullest (barely living at all) and i fear that these will be "the best" memories i will have from my youth. and every time i fear that it will be the last one

[pluralphilza]

Syscourse about needing an official diagnosis is wild to me because I did originally seek help medically and through psychiatry. I got sent to a neurologist (very confused why tf i was referred to him for that) and put on antipsychotics where they kept upping them despite my negative symptoms from it bc I might just not be on enough of it.

[lexa-griffins]

God fucking bless people who can write fast and look at it and decide its good, i'll write a fucking sentence and immediatly have a self induced panic attack because the line isn't perfect therefore i can no longer write and I should give up

[avampbite]

- deleting social media and making new accounts

- blocking and unblocking people I care about

- from feeling normal to feeling extremely unstable

- having interest in no one yet wanting someone I could love

- nightmares and romantic dreams about my ex for past 6 years

[emperornero]

fun game where i make you watch the quo vadis 1985 tv series without you ever reading the book itself and when youre done i question you on whether some specific things that happened in the show were in the original plot or not [the results might shock you! ]

[rotzaprachim]

Had a vague thought that y tu mamá también and il padre d’italia take place in the same cinematic universe

[ammusplanet]

Monstro em mim

Criança perfeita Conectado desde o útero Neste túmulo elétrico Deus máquina Mal funcionou à medida que crescia E os circuitos explodiram Caindo em você Desconecte da fonte Abra as portas

Eu preciso de alguma cura

Eu pertenço a um lugar lá em baixo

[nordinarylove]

peony 2404

i was told that there is a peony sitting still right over a cliff its pink mushed with the white awaiting the day

i was told that chinese deemed it the most beautiful until it fell into discredit for being too mournful

i was told that its fleshy rootsocks was aphrodite petals awating late spring to cease its waiting putting an end to sitting still, and bloom.

and little did i know that the pink peony was merely a lover caught in an enrage forever denied, bloom.

[a-dash-in-the-middle]

i did some uquiz and lost the post but im canonically queer lol

[ccrv-7]

i do genuinely think alan wake is also just normal regularworld bipolar, on top of all the issues the dark place/presence gives him. it just makes sense. like

especially highlighting the parts about the depression/temper and alans mom in the first sc. bipolar has a HIGH rate of being passed down through family and manic-depressive feels like a very specific term for his whole situation so. yeah this is real to me

[snugstones]

My anxiety is getting so bad that anytime I go out in public I am nervous for the next few days :-(