#mental blocks are crazy

[pwincess-charchar]

Can’t believe gods bullying me like this

[ceasarslegion]

I honestly really hate the culture online about how any little slip up related to mental health will haunt you forever. Im gonna be real here and say that people still making fun of travis for the meltdown he had on stream that ONE time is in the same wheelhouse as people who share tiktoks of autistic people having meltdowns in public and laughing at them in the comments.

Like im usually the first person to say that mental illness does not negate your personal responsibility over your actions but when you continuously harass someone for having a meltdown when they have a disorder that causes meltdowns im calling bullshit on that one chief. Youre just a shitty bully.

And furthermore, thats travis's shit to deal with in private channels between the people involved, not your shit to dredge up over and over again as a complete stranger who he doesnt even know exists until you start harassing him about it years after the fact. I know social media culture has eroded the lines between private and public life but jesus christ guys, you can NOT demand that private matters like that be dragged into the public square. Youre basically demanding he stand in front of the whole school and announce hes a bad person while the other kids throw pencils at him. No wonder he wont do that, whats wrong with some of you

[pepperpixel]

SAID HE LIKES CRAZY GIRLS,

BUT HE HATES WHEN I ACT CRAZY,

IT TAKES TWO TO TOXIC!

FINALLY!!! Finished these pics of jinx I’ve been working on!!!!! HOLY SHIT, these took so long…. But finally… they’re done… pls enjoy this art of my beautiful princess w a disorder. Featuring alternate colors for the big pic and also a closeup! Cuz I rlly like how both the lines and coloring on her face turned out… like the pink gradients w her eye… her deer in headlights expression,, like uve just startled a raccoon digging thru ur trashcan and r two seconds away from getting mauled.. m proud of it!

[dreemurr-skelememer]

every time i even THINK about drawing i end up not doing it at all because all i do is sit there wondering if i actually want to or not looking like this

[lemongogo]

oo u want 2 draw soo bad..

[slttygeto]

rewatching the inarizaki game and omg 😭 i forgot how stressful it is.

[kyouka-supremacy]

(´･ᴗ･ ` )

[tangledinourstrings]

something i made out of anger due to all the hate i've seen (primarily from radfems who claim to be progressive but then spew the most bigoted rhetoric known to man) towards trans men, transmascs, intersex people, and nonbinary people on this website as of late. other groups of queer people have probably also been targeted by these exclusionists but i've primarily seen it with the previously mentioned groups.

[cloudbellsv3]

Discovering that I'm on the radical side of loving Steve even among Steve lovers is a harrowing realization.

[transbrucewayne]

I CAN’T DO THIS TODAY I’M NOT WELL SOMEONE HELP

[femmefaggot]

ok hi haha lol I dont rly feel like going in circles in my head forever trying to figure out whether, among other "smaller" things, being left alone in a room w only media as a child and not feeling like I had even a semblance of a personality for most of my life counts as "trauma"

a lot of these parts of me are new, I'm just recently putting names to them and it feels as though I'm developing facets of personalities in my mid 20s after a lifetime of either feeling like I'm basically just ADHD in a person, an amalgamation of kins shoved into a body, or something made of guilt Also shoved into a body.

I don't like, claim to know what this means. but I don't think a lot of my current mutuals would feel comfortable interacting w me bc I don't necessarily believe in the black and white of what plurality is. I'm not able or planning on getting any formal diagnosis and while I'm discussing this w my therapist they're very much not one to pathologize

I definitely don't feel like one person but I dont think id count for most of you as a "system" as the different parts of me feel as though theyre still developing. take all of this as you will, I'm not going to stress my body out more by trying to figure out "what" I am as I've been doing that my whole life and I'm kinda tired of it.

I know that I'm not entirely one thing and feel Enough like multiple things for myself, but blurred in a lot of ways. like some sort of gem with many different facets.

not sure where to go w this tbh take this how you will. im not comfortable saying I'm leaning one way or the other regarding system discourse, (<- not a phrase i want to use but the best shorthand i have) as I genuinely don't believe the human brain is nearly that black and white.

I'm both "me" and very much not "me" at times. idk what this means but ik I'm not comfortable saying im just pandora and im not sure im "allowed" to say im a system and im not sure if it matters, or should matter, regarding friends. im going to be like this regardless, id unfollow me if this grey area im likely to stay in bothers you

if you don't want me refollowing I'd probably block, too, as my memory is bad

[kimmkitsuragi]

1) What the fuck fuckkkk is happening i forgot to check in for the mcr thing

2) because i spent 6 hours in call with my frend last night accidentally . she made me watch twiiligt.

3) What the fuckcc where cab i watch the mcr thing

4) have to find an excuse to not go to the thing in an hour bc i just woke up and don't llfeel like it .... also i gota write a fucking report. also my whole body feels soooooö tired bc of the last 2 days. :/

[mezzmerizd]

there's this one very specific season 8 based ZIT fanfic that is actually fatal to think about while having Sailor Song playing,,,

[doecrossing]

Girl why have I been so fucked up this past week or so I rlly thought I was beyond this

[zahra-hydris]

enjoying bg3 by ignoring everything larian says about the characters outside of the game

[wekillitwithfire]

i think i miss my bright red bedroom walls