#melspuppies8282

[walking-suicidal-cupcake]

Little doodle I made at work lolz. It feels good to draw again, I've seen so depressed looking at art has hurt my eyes. But I miss it, I really need to work on bettering my art and getting my tattoo license

Made with pen and sharpie 💕

[panzerproxy]

Me, #10

@melspuppies8282 @h0undy @stickystudentcowboydean @kayotic-kupcake

Me, #1.

@therealpoesdaughter​ @flowerynameslover​ @shockapella-sweet​ @iceangelmkx​

[melspuppies8282]

I never post my videos on here anymore

Anyways if yall wanna follow me my tiktok is @/melspuppies8282 where I talk about Chahut Maenad and my life 💁🏽‍♀️ also memes and shii

[headphone-cat]

Can I ask for more clown hcs? I loved those so much omfg more clown content pls ;♡;

Our fandom is small we must make content for ourselves

Clowns are touched starved. All of them. It’s hard to find a good cuddle buddy when everyone is out for your head. Marvus said as much himself during his route. They also are super cold blooded and get cold easily. What I am saying here is that they typically seek out partners who are way low on the hemospectrum. Also my hc for why the clowns are all cool with the ms paint reader being around. Since they are human(?) they radiate a lot of heat. It’s like moths to a flame.

[writing-blue-notes]

Do You Believe In Soulmates? - Original Poem

How secretly the sun rises

I could watch your face forever

I imagine all of the expressions

That could cross your features

I want to be there for all of them

For happy

Sad

Hopeful

Lost in thought

I want to watch the sunrise

In your eyelids when you wake up

I want to kiss your eyes goodnight

When you lay down to rest

Something about you

Is drawn to me

Something so desperate and needy

I could stay like this forever

Forever in a state of crushing

Where your hands

Virtually graze mine

How every moment in my mind

May be an eternity away

I usually try to distance from love

Too afraid of being left again

Too afraid of when you finally

Get tired of me

How painful it will be

When you finally abandon me

But, alas, I will release for now

The imaginaries of what-ifs

And could-beens,

And value you

Value your time and effort

Into thinking

I was ever enough for you

How you still said yes

To an evening with me

I must be doing something right

If I mean anything to you

Yes, I must be doing something right

To mean this much

To you.

[itsnerdiee]

Can I request a Stevonnie?? 👀

From my fave episode of them dfglkjfgmI might doodle Stevonnie a little more tbh I love

[mivatea]

Could you draw Chat or Vikare?? (If you're still taking requests)

wow i should draw big murder clowns more often

[melspuppies8282]

Can someone please draw Tegiri

Please water my crops-

[walking-suicidal-cupcake]

Full image to use as your screensaver!

Under cut is the image with text that was uploaded to my main account

:read more:

[virtualidentities]

Could you do an aesthetic moodboard for my best friend @lovely-squishy? If you're okay with it, she asked me to make an aesthetic board of what I picture her as. If you can, could you do a moodboard full of books, tears, the sun, poetry, flappers, and maybe wilted roses? If you're not up to it, i understand. I just would like to give her a moodboard of what I feel is mostly Her. Is I'd give you credit for everything and have her to do the same.

Sorry it took so long, I finally finished this for you!

[melspuppies8282]

I am really proud of myself because I wanted to hurt myself and look up an ex on here and I did SUCH A GOOD JOB of getting him out of my blog I legit can't look up his ☺💕🥳 sis we are GROWING we are ENLIGHTENED and we LOVE OURSELVES in this chili's tonight

[melspuppies8282]

1. 🃏😎Pimp!UNO Gang😎🃏

2. The Medicine Cabinet (7 YEARS WAR)

3. Idk what this is tbh lol

4. Prostidoses Gang

5. Tricycle Gang 💀🚴🌎

@lovely-squishy and mine's groups

And the weirdest names:

1. Angelislut (I'M SORRY HEATHER)

2. Mr. Cardi B Ripoff

3. Nyquil (Vile Bile)

4. DJ Don't Do Shit (Fuckin' Tree)

5. Melancholy Mitosis

6. Muscle Mama

reblog with your weird group chat name in the tags

[writing-blue-notes]

Notes - Original Poetry

Sometimes I leave pieces of me behind

So that when I'm gone

You remember me

I know you don't like me,

But the thought of still being here

For you is enough for me to write

Even when I am broken,

I smile to you

It's painful,

But if I can conceal your anger

I would do it for eternity

If I could keep the secret of all

The hurtful things you've said to me

Hidden behind a smile,

I'd smile for you

To protect your pride, your reputation

I would take these hands

And shove them down my throat,

Pulling out all the things

That make me useless to you,

And hide them on lined paper

Inside my room,

So no one could know how painful

It is to be your daughter

You only know bits and pieces of me

I'd never tell you how

Every time I go to work,

I think of you

How when I eat

I only think of how you'd judge me

How most lines I've carved into me

Happened because of you

How every scar is a reminder:

I'll never be enough for you

But that's alright,

Because you'll never know

You'll never see my crooked teeth,

Or the open wounds on my skin,

Or the men I've let seep in

You'll never see the messy room

As anything more than a fire hazard

I can only speak up so many times,

Before I shut down

Even then, you never listened

You never heard the gurgles,

And only heard my cries as

Attention seeking

Weakening

Soft

I swear to myself,

"I will never tell again,"

So I leave these notes as comfort

When I'm gone,

Maybe someone will listen

Maybe someone will read this,

And realize how lonely I am

How sad I am

How sick I am

I'll leave these notes for someone

To remember me by

But even then, I wonder

What if that person doesn't exist?

Maybe my pleas are useless

And maybe they are bound to be

Deleted, just as me

But still, I'll write what I can,

All that I am,

And who I was meant to be

Because if I don't, who knows

If I'd be remembered at all.

[jokar-icons]

Chahut Maenad Icons for @melspuppies8282 :))

[enchanted-tatas]

“well hello my precious liTTle ravioli”

Flat color commission for @melspuppies8282

Thanks so much for the commission! I cant believe I hadn’t drawn chahut before

[melspuppies8282]

Mine had unraveled. We threw it away, and it was on the list. Stay safe, guys.

yo guys if you live in the US and use regular absorbency U by kotex sleek tampons please throw them away. they’re currently under recall in america because they’re coming apart in people and leaving pieces which puts you at a huge risk for toxic shock syndrome.

im gonna go ahead and plug the diva cup right now which i live and breathe by. i’ve never had any issues with it and i’m totally open to talking about it!

please be safe y’all!