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Rant Incoming, cw: talking abt being sick
Damn folks I feel young again (laying miserably awake at 3am bc of aggressive amounts of nausea, but I literally can't throw up again bc my muscles are so tired and sore from the other 11 times, and there's hardly anything left to expell except my organs themselves. So I'm just listening to music and reading things against my will at THREE IN THE FUCKING MORNING) i'm so sane I'm so sane I swear
#throwback to my childhood chronic UTIs that my bio parents never bothered to investigate#that left me hurling my guts EVERY TIME#i'd get a UTI every other month or so#excrutiatingly painful#worse than period cramps like I wholeass got used to feeling like I was actually dying#and just vibing with it best I could#alone at 3:00am#wheeeeee#i miss my sister#she is an EXCELLENT person to be stuck awake with#best one I know#anyways on to the sorting tags#tw vomit#cw vomit#tw sick#tw sickness#personal#rant#rant post#miserable childhood mentions#yknow I probably should've brought this up in therapy#i just fuckin forgor#might write it down...#🌇#☀️#🌰#solly solly#a wild fabian appears#melded at the moment#also fun fact you can only have 30 tags on a post- which I discovered bc I was still tag ranting xD woop-
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what started as the desire to draw The Donnies in their Iconic Purple Jackets just devolved into Donnie's Bizarre Adventures
#tmnt#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt mutant mayhem#rise donnie#rise donatello#mm donnie#mm donatello#squeaky art#i imagine they saw each other across the room and rise! donnie pointed to mm! donnies hoodie#and then they had a fanboy Mind Meld moment and just reenacted this on the spot#im SO proud of how the purple dragon jacket turned out#it was a lot of work to draw but it was worth it#ive been wanting to draw that jacket since like... august... and now i can finally check it off my bucket list#just FYI i dont know anything about jojo never watched it never will
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Team give lyfrassir edda tentacles. Not in a horny way. I mean, sure if that's your thing, but that's not what the point of this post is. the rainbowed hair, blood, and eyes are cool and all but I need something a little less pretty bifrost glow-up and a little more I-got-turned-into-an-eldritch-monstrosity-and-can't-go-out-in-public-anymore.
Not full on monster level (though bonus points if they have a barely even human-esque form when they're angry or using their powers). I want them to still be decipherably humanoid, or recognizable by someone who'd met them before all this. but something that could conceivably be achieved by a cosplay is not enough for my hp Lovecraft body horror needs. my ideal post-tbi lyf design has become the subject of several drastic urban legends simply by walking around the street and not interacting with anyone.
so yeah. give the fricker tentacles that don't go away and are a nuisance to find clothes to wear with. make Marius find them pretty even when the way they've been changed isn't conventionally attractive. Please reblog with any personal hcs you have about their cosmic horror appearance that are a bit more screwed up than the norm, lyf edda is my barbie and I like dressing them up in nuclear chaos lmao
#this isn't meant to be a hate post to anyone who does hc them with the typical rainbow regalia they're designed with#that stuff is really cool#and them finding out the way their blood's changed is always a fun moment#I just really really love mind meld body horror and I like abusing lyf for that#tentacles aren't that creative or out there so like I said#I'd love to hear more ideas#also Marius is absolutely a monsterfucker so the more extreme lyf looks the funnier it is when he has absolutely no reservations about it#make Marius so comfortable with it that it actually makes lyf a little uncomfortable#whooooo rambling while I think up their description in my fic#which I came up with. and wrote out#but then SOMEONE didn't freaking SAVE#that someone was me lol#lyfrassir edda#the mechs#the mechanisms#tbi#the bifrost incident#starry jabbers
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it's so hard to pick a favourite bit of a book you've read five times and cried about pretty much every other page but the boys' pre-olympics huckleberry island shenanigans do hold a special place in my heart. this tiny bit is just so full of joie de vivre i adore it 🥹
#little bedtime treat is Always huckleberry island#don't mind my highlights and notes. if i had a paperback it'd be Destroyed by now i have so many thoughts all the time#this just has everything. chuck and roger's bow pair mind meld bestieism. joe geology moment. bobby violence. AL TIME!!#my beloveds having fun being carefree. life is so beautiful#sorry 2 add to the quoteposting i just love this too much i got sappy abt it#the boys in the boat#veni veni
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nona the ninth has helped me to romanticize the impermanent which is equally healing and horrific
#its really fascinating because ive had such a vast history with losing people + moving around ive become quite desensitized#like what really was the point of me making friends in university if i leave in 3 years#and then it hit me like damn... thats life isnt it. no matter how long or short these interactions will stick with you forever#even less than a minute in a body where your souls meld you have affected each other forever. so short but the effects are until death#you can fear someone departing from you but you can never take the love away and trying to avoid it to relieve yourself of the pain-#-you might as well not live. theres no connection that is guaranteed permanent and forever. you just have to hold that moment in your heart#forever and ever. and understand that you carry interactions with you like a quilt and the goal is to become a massive fucking heirloom#chat#nona the ninth
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Trying to piece together the miscommunication between Link and Normal where they both think the other doesn't know what they want and I think it's that the level of results they're each looking for is different. Link wants to know what to do from moment to moment and every decision in each moment is backed by "which option gets fewer people hurt or killed." Whereas Normal isn't looking for a moment-to-moment goal, he's looking for a long term goal of helping the Doodler, and so what that looks like from moment to moment isn't always going to look the same.
So like, the moment with the pick. To Link, Normal is the one who doesn't know what to do because Normal doesn't know what to do in that moment to resolve the anchor, while Link takes a quick action. But from Normal's point of view it looks like Link has no idea what he's doing because his actions had no thought towards the ongoing Doodler problem.
#dndads#dndads 2#dndads spoilers#link liwilson#normal oak#and IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIm kinda on Normal's side here cause Normal is the one who LITERALLY mind melded with the Doodler#so info from him trumps info from Willy EVERY time#even without literally every npc telling them not to trust willy#and as much as I personally admire saving lives as a goal that's not a Goal#its not a direction to move in until Link can answer HOW he's going to do that#and Link straight up said that until he's in that moment he doesn't have an answer#and obviously thats not good enough for Normal because Normal needs to know he can trust Link with something like the anchors#Normal knows EXACTLY what end result he wants for each anchor is even if he doesnt know the circumstances around it yet#Link saying he doesn't know what he'd do#in Normal's eyes#makes him potentially as dangerous as Scary in this mission to help the doodler#also unrelated but it sounds like willy wants to use scary as some kind of manipulatable vessel for the doodlers power and thats sounds#uhBAD#anyway normal and link are both kids and need a solid 10 minutes and an outside mediator to figure this out#without the threat of Scary doing something irreparably stupid#I am lovingly putting Scary in timeout
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Subconscious thoughts are often exchanged. They sometimes surface during sleep.
#enterprise things#affliction#that awkward moment you realize mind meld info includes kinks#mentally running through your every fantasy#'crap crap crap'
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Thyme's horrible, no good, very bad visit to Ansur
#art#art from ace#bg3#tav#wyll ravengard#ansur#thyme the traveler#lelouch#riot's guys#bg3 tav#Fun bonus fact Wyll kept breaking at the end of the quest so he would say the wrong lines at the wrong time#He had a fun mind meld moment with Thyme except it was completely silent with no captions so I have no idea what was supposed to be said
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i had my last day of work today now im officially on veilguard leave WAHOOOOOOOOO <3 it was unfortunately the worst day i have ever had since i started working there djkfdjfkd but. tbh. it kind of just makes leaving feel even better so...... im considering today a win overall :)
#/ alcohol mention#< i also bought a bottle of sparkling wine to celebrate SURVIVING the datv wait and id always planned to but after today i feel like i#DESERVE to get drunk by myself at home on a wednesday. every girl deserves that once a year i think <3#man...... dawn of the final day huh......... we really did it joe...............#ok im leaving tumblr again just wanted to share my shitty day update and also say LOVE U ALL#esp the solas girlies..... i cannot wait to play thru this game and psychic mind meld w all of u during the pookie moments <3
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Night School (Terror Eyes, 1981)
"There's been another killing."
"Mmm."
"That doesn't seem to surprise you."
"When man kills for the sake of killing, there's no reason why he should stop."
"Do you really believe that man can go out and kill, just like that?"
"Why not? You see, animals kill when they're hungry or when they're threatened. But man is the only animal who destroys his own kind for the sheer pleasure of it."
#night school#terror eyes#1981#video nasty#slasher film#american cinema#ken hughes#ruth avergon#leonard mann#rachel ward#drew snyder#joseph r. sicari#nick cairis#karen macdonald#annette miller#bill mccann#margo skinner#elizabeth barnitz#holly hardman#brad fiedel#an intermittently stylish but tonally mismatched slasher from perhaps the busiest year for big screen splatter icons. this was almost bound#to get lost in the onslaught of horror classics that 81 saw‚ but it isn't helped by the weird way it melds its sleazy giallo inspirations#with a tv movie style romantic drama theme. a bizarre final project for director Hughes‚ who'd come up doing quota quickies in the UK and#had no real horror experience; he was a last minute replacement for Alfred Sole‚ who walked off the project. Ward was more or less#an unknown newcomer at this point but in a couple of years she'd be a screen icons with The Thorn Birds. there's some nicely executed#scenes of suspense here‚ and a delightful playfulness at times (there's a 'where will the severed head be' tease in one scene which goes on#so long it almost becomes absurd) but the plotting is old hat and the big twists very predictable. not without its fun moments#but simultaneously this was never going to be a game changer in a genre which was already beginning to suffer from over exposure
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UPDATE: the phantom smell of peanut butter haunts me. I don't know where it's from or why it's here, I can't find the source of the smell, sometimes it gets stonger or fades, but it is GROSS I am way too nauseated for this rn
#tw nausea#phantom peanut butter smells?#hell#tbh#boutta follow mama's footsteps but for completely different reasons#i wanted to like peanut butter but the lord Tests Me with this one#fucking Testing me#personal#rant#rant post#🌇#☀️#🌰#solly solly#a wild fabian appears#melded at the moment
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Adorable Holmes moments (01/01)
Now he sat forward in his arm-chair and spread out the documents upon his knees. Then he lit his pipe and sat for some time smoking and turning them over.
i think storyteller!holmes is a deeply untapped vein but look at him i bet this dude does voices and everything
He was a hearty, full-blooded fellow, full of spirits and energy, the very opposite to me in most respects, but we had some subjects in common, and it was a bond of union when I found that he was as friendless as I.
i dont know why this strikes me so much he's just so often seen as Cold and Uncaring but inside he's just a painfully awkward guy who wants friends. and its not like watson is the exception here, he's BEEN wanting friends forever.
“It was a prosaic way of forming a friendship, but it was effective. I was laid by the heels for ten days, but Trevor used to come in to inquire after me.
including this one now that its obvious that everyone here on tumblr finds it very cute. he's just...SO OFFENDED at having to sit and rest his ankle for a few weeks that he thinks he might as well be chained up.
At last I became so convinced that I was causing him uneasiness that I drew my visit to a close.
again there's just something very sweet and earnest and awkward about holmes (especially this baby version of him in college). he only did his Deduction when prompted, and it went so badly he ended up just leaving to make the other person feel better. he's a Good Boi.
#letters from watson#again theres some autism in there i think#where he doesnt quite know where The Lines are#he wasnt TRYING to upset anyone he just didnt realize 'mentioning the person you want to forget' might be a tad awkward#sherlock holmes and jon jarchivist are slowly melding in my mind and i blame dathen for this#sherlock holmes adorable moments
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#that post thats like even when u watch a not very good horror movie its still a good time. on account of the horrors😁#anyway i had to get the body horror moments smashed together in an edit as they were [surprising nobody] my favourite parts. love and light#and ive become endeared to miles......#real shame theres not any good pics of the sfx prosthetics i wanted to see that mouth stretch one. fuckin craaaazy#love the dedication to like. quick ass shots. how many different pieces would need to be made for it to land#like the army of darkness face stretch. or pullin the tracker out the schnozz in total recall#i love u practical effects!!!!!!!!!!!! i LOVE the face meld here. [pointing at screen] yooooo anyone getting splitface thing vibes#right let me fire off some tags so this shit is coated and covered#body horror#gore#blood#flashing#..yeah? yeaah👍#miles robbins#daniel isn't real#my edit#chewtoy#also the amount of times he goes for his mouth man. i only noticed the one on the roof before the fall when i was editing this#literally fingers in his mouth friday bleaaauughh
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my brother’s gonna stay over for the weekend starting tomorrow and i think that’s gonna make me feel a lot better
#marzi speaks#i haven’t seen him since i was in the hospital. miss him#we actually had a mind meld moment earlier too :)#i shot him a text asking if he wanted to bake smth this weekend#bc i want to bake and we used to bake together a lot. and it’s been a while#and he said he was actually thinking the exact same thing#having him around is gonna be really nice. love that guy
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i was back on track to finish my soa playthrough for a while there--but then i reached xan's we-survived-bodhi celebration scene
#i knew it was coming but when xan actually said his first line i force quit the game. i'm so serious#the whiplash that comes with me writing & drawing my ace xadri delusions when meanwhile bg2 xan swans around as though he knows what i want#i know. I KNOW. that deep down he would gladly express his love differently if only he knew !!!#god just let me reach through the screen. either to have a civil conversation or to strangle him i'm not sure which#i might really have to break out the edits here i'm not sure i can survive this one as-is#'sovo it's just a massage and another implied sex scene' I KNOWWW#but it's like--*this* is how he expresses his joy/gratitude??? to radri??? who has thoughts and feelings i've built up in my head??#and she's supposed to be into it??? when there's no way she can be??? and she would try so hard to make him happy#and she just has to. choose the negative option. 'not tonight xan'. for the MILLIONTH time#she WANTS to be with him! but just not like this! it's honestly killing me. i'm being forced into a miscommunication trope#with two people who can literally mind meld and read each other's emotions#i mean okay they can't really read each other's emotions at the moment BUT THEY STILL KNOW HOW TO TALK.
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i love my wife so much....i love transitioning together.......t4t marriage........everything feels so right.............das my wifey......................agghhhh
#i fell in love with her soul the moment i laid eyes on her im not even kidding u guys!!!!#i kind of feel like we had to have known each other in a past life or something. the familiarity was instant#or maybe its bc we are both aquarius so we immediately Melded#idk. but we r soulmates. bye
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