#i just fuckin forgor
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Rant Incoming, cw: talking abt being sick
Damn folks I feel young again (laying miserably awake at 3am bc of aggressive amounts of nausea, but I literally can't throw up again bc my muscles are so tired and sore from the other 11 times, and there's hardly anything left to expell except my organs themselves. So I'm just listening to music and reading things against my will at THREE IN THE FUCKING MORNING) i'm so sane I'm so sane I swear
#throwback to my childhood chronic UTIs that my bio parents never bothered to investigate#that left me hurling my guts EVERY TIME#i'd get a UTI every other month or so#excrutiatingly painful#worse than period cramps like I wholeass got used to feeling like I was actually dying#and just vibing with it best I could#alone at 3:00am#wheeeeee#i miss my sister#she is an EXCELLENT person to be stuck awake with#best one I know#anyways on to the sorting tags#tw vomit#cw vomit#tw sick#tw sickness#personal#rant#rant post#miserable childhood mentions#yknow I probably should've brought this up in therapy#i just fuckin forgor#might write it down...#🌇#melded at the moment#also fun fact you can only have 30 tags on a post- which I discovered bc I was still tag ranting xD woop-#🍲#a wild fabian appears#☀️#solly stumbles in
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i know that atsv and spiderverse in general is probably not including Gabe for various reasons and therefore when Mig took his alt selfs place he wasnt actually leaving anyone behind. he said something along the lines of “i found a universe where i was happy” which kinda screams that something was fucked up with his home one, i’d like to think more than usual because the other explanation is that he just left like all his family behind. Which is extremely messed up but also on the other hand a little funny
like imagine being gabe here. Imagine your older brother fucks off to another universe because of his depression and comes back with even worse depression ranting some shit about canon events. You have to be told where he went by his AI because god knows your brother has all the communication skills of a rusty spoon. Have to be told he fucking left with no intention of coming back
#spiderman#sm2099#miguel o'hara#gabriel o’ hara#miguel#like i never expect gabe to be in anything honestly hes my little guy but sm2099 adaptations hate him sometimes#not even going to start talking about the other sm2099 supporting characters but#the idea of gabe just. having his brother fuck off but then also come back with more issues. drives me insane#and you fuckin KNOW this guy would barely communicate a thing gabe would have to bully half of it out of mig and get the other half from lyl#but also. since i mentioned supporting cast. if kasey and hobie ever met its fuckin over for everyone#sm2099 brainworms hitting me so bad since atsv#in atsv they would be even more dysfunctional than their worst comic moments#atsv#silly little textposts#please feel free to ignore this im just obsessed with messed up sibling relationships#Mig comes back to “welcome home cheater” on every wall of his apartment#atsv spoilers#<- SORRY I FORGOR
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oh shit hey i just twigged that a new book coming out soon might necessitate a reminder that kc's Various Funding Efforts have a book club tier (essentially: you get anything i send to print while you're supporting). If you want to start supporting OR upgrade to get on the list for that in time for Volume 4 coming out you should do that in like. The next week or so lmfao
Volume 4 is also gonna be the first print book with a supporter credits page, so if you wanna get in on THAT now is also the time to get your $2 donation set up. Additionally: I have lowered that perk to 2 dollars because, as I am fond of saying, literally everything helps so I would like to credit everybody. If you don't remember me talking about this at all it's because I announced it in the newsletter back in February when I didn't think I was printing anything this year. I'll elaborate on the logistics a bit later, but I figure if that's something you really want you know it already, so get while the gettin's good.
You can read up on how to help Kidd Commander keep getting made on the site's support page, which is also a good place to subscribe to the newsletter so you can keep up with where we're at financially. The newsletters ARE publicly archived and you can see all of them here.
I get asked about it a lot so while we're at this: as far as it goes I've sort of been trying to encourage the Ko-fi or Paypal instead of Patreon since they don't skim so much off the top, it's probably not such a big deal for other creators but if we're gonna make that December deadline every dollar counts haha. Whatever works for you works for me tho, and all the rewards are exactly the same on all the platforms so follow ur heart. Thanks!!
#this WILL be in said newsletter btw but that's going out real soon and i don't like to spam people so close together unless it's#REAL IMPORTANT#there's enough time i don't think it needs a whole extra mail just for this#soRRY THO i usually try to put up mail reward reminders way early but this one just didnt occur to me alskdjf#it's been way too fuckin long since i got any new books out i forgor#which maybe isn't a great Sell for this reward tier but like. nobody is pledging 10 entire dollars a month for a book by itself lets be rea#ANYWAY
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mf schmeris and mollusine are so real‼️‼️
knew I had to do some screenshot redraws. tried to replicate the style as best as I could!!! on the top is eris ( @clusterpuppy ) and Schmendrick and at the bottom is molly and melusine ^~^ self ship hell!!!
#I made these forever ago but I FORGOR to post them#guys wdym this actually happened in the movie#I just got a different dvd but it definitely happened#they’re so real just look with ur fuckin eyes#STILL WISH I REPLICATED THE COLORING BETTER I DONT THINK ITS THAY GOOD#but style wise? I kind of slayed. shawty!!!#the last unicorn#art#schmendrick#schmendrick the magician#molly grue#self insert#oc x canon#LOL ALSO LIKE I TRIED TO LOWER THE QUALITY OF THE ART TO MATCH THE LOW QUALITY OF THE SCREENSHOTS#IM CACKLINF IT WAS SO FUN
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#self insert bs dont mind me#in that one pose every pinterest user has seen#my fuckin. @ is mirrored but idc its elf insert stuff no one will take it LMAO#ill compile a lot more self-insert doodles here cus i think ive left a good chunk of them on the discord derver#but i got exams rn so (shrug)#ALSO. GOTTA ADRESS IT. the pink shadow was there while i had a bg colour#but i got rid of it cus i couldnt decide and just made it transparent and forgor about the pink. so#featuring my soriku socks!!! and matching paopu choker/necklace! cus i love kh!!!!#beverly says stuff#aphmau#aphmau mystreet#mystreet#mystreet laurance#bev draws#bev's self inserts#laurance zvahl#Calliope redwater
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I told my frend she had a touch of the 'tism and she replied 'well you have a whole handful'
#sorry this reads like a fuckin bitlife action#my friend seems to be quite convinced i have the tism though and i rlly dont see it#also it was just such a clever response i had to show it off#imagine me holding this response out to you like it's a little rat#tail of the speech bubble flicking side to side(bcause rat)#speaking of speech my friend wrote that word(forgor the context) and spelled it 'speach'#shitposts#tumblr shitposts#shitpost#stupid shit#oh and yeah my frend and i have been trying to convince eachother to get diagnosed for adhd for a few months now#and i guess at some point that extended to the tism#so theres your context#i dont believe either of us are actually gonna seek out a diagnosis tho
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my back really hates enthusiasm. woke up not eager but ready to get started on multiple things at once and it really said 'oh? you want to be able to move without pain? fuck you'
But fuck my back say I, bc I can work on the grocery pick up while laying down. Check mate, you... spine.
(turns out nothing i can think of to say/type to shame my spine sounds effective. it all just sounds vaguely clinical lmao)
#text post#brain woke up in a weird place too and im trying to push past that#it's not that i have A Lot to do today it's that the timing needs to be mindful#if i start laundry too late then that fucks up lunch#in between that i need to get grocery pick up finished and figured out and start on prolific and cloud#then to check on data annotation stuff#i should at least take some pictures to post for the side gig#and i need to finish up the holiday cards and gift boxes for my family bc those need to be shipped out asap#...maybe my back is trying to give me a gift lmao. i can attempt productivity so long as I'm also laying flat on my back#...my laptop can be brought down to sit in my actual lap so really the survey sites/grocery/pictures stuff could be done here#and the cards are closeish by#so then it's just laundry and gift boxes to do while physical moving#FUCK AND DISHES. i almost fuckin forgor them. the dish#...im gonna wind up doing laundry tomorrow aren't i. im not actually getting that done today and i should probably accept that now#not gonna tho! gonna be mad abt it later but i really should have started laundry#before i let myself lay down and that's on me
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AS SOMEBODY WHO ONLY KNOWS THINGS ABOUT THE GAMES I FORGOT HENRY EMILY HAS A SON IN A DIFFERENT UNIVERSE OH MY GODDDD….Sammy…Samuel….kiddo…I am so sorry that I wrote you out of my own personal Fnaf lore interpretation I’ve constructed in my head😭 hope ur doin well buddy. I’m just gonna say you only exist in the book universe for my sanity. ily Sammy I’m sure you’re a great kid🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡
#I M JUST JOKING OMG BUT I FORGOR……….oops!#I COULDVE DONE FUN THINGS AHHHHhahahh#in my head/fic Im wriitng Henry is divorced so maybe in Sammy exists he’s just chillin with mom or smth who fuckin knows#Samuel Emily I’m sure you are an amazing child I just wrote you out of how I’m trying to piece together#the Bible sized lore of FUNNY GAME#he’s in the book canon not the game one shhhh whatever shhhh ahhhh hahahah#Henry’s a good dad in my universe I’ve heard that’s not entirely the case in the book universe#whatever bro I’m just here for fun😭
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drawing the idv survivors from memory (wip) KAJSDKJFKSAKJSAKDGJSKFJSAKGDSS
#you can tell parts where i just fuckin Forgor how they look SAJDKAJDKAKJKDSAFJA#IM SO SORRU I FORGOT HOW WILLIAM LOOKS LIKE IM SO SORRY#KURT LOOKS LIKE A BEAR#no one talk about the last one <3 <3 <3 <3
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recently i actually got around to fucking w my vndb so now i have all the visual novels i like neatly in one spot
#blue moon personal post#always the chance theres some i just fucking forgor#the number ratings are kinda bullshit im like WAY more fuckin harsh on things i actually like & see potential in
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Dont you have an old au where Renee Montoya becomes Stephs parent or am I hallucinating
YES ME N TEE’S HELENA & RENEE ADOPT STEPH AU MY BELOVEDDDDDDDDD 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
I’ve settled on a couple things (& also to catch y’all up a bit on the AU which I’m gonna use the tag at the end so y’all feel free to take a dive into it):
Helena & Renee do keep pulling Steph back n forth on the whole vengeance vs justice issue. I’m looking for Steph’s character progression to be still fairly similar to her canon arc, just through the lense of having mentors who ACTUALLY care abt getting her on the right path & giving her the outlet that she was begging for lol
Steph doesn’t die!!! She doesn’t become Robin or Batgirl either, all of them are more bop-aligned than bat-aligned but they still help when the whole city’s in Disaster Mode™️ obvsly
Speaking of, kinda still debating bumping up NML in what’s usually my personal canon/timeline amalgamation in my brain (NML being the kinda inciting Incident for Helena & Renee to take Steph in, it’s kinda Bombshells-like in that respect I think 😅 Altho it also means rip Crystal probably 😭😭😭 I’m kidding, I’m cooking up a whole dramatic reunion!!! )
Okay, now I’m thinking abt Babs pulling an uno-reverse on Bruce in this AU and after smthn War Games-like happens it’s BRUCE who fucks off outta gotham for some time!!! YA HAVE IT COMIN BRUCIE BOY!!!! PUSHIN EVERYONE AWAY IDIOT!!!!
Anyways, yea, Helena joining bop a bit sooner (I think it was originally a little while yet after NML for others to join, but I want it to be sooner/almost predating NML potentially??? Idk we’ll see) also similarly, Renee stepping away from GCPD & becoming the next Question being bumped up. (Possibly Vic mentoring her even while a detective??? I’m playin around with the idea!!)
How Helena & Renee meet prior to gaining A Whole Steph is another question I’m not prepared to answer!!! But we’ll figure it out!!!
Obligatory StephCass mention bc 💕💕💕💕💕
Omg wait 😭 Steph being like kind of an older cousin figure to Charlie instead of just a Cautionary Tale 😭😭😭 I’m in my FEELS now ahhh!!!!
I probably COULD go on, but I’ll cut it off here bc I wanna ruminate on these thoughts 💕 LOVE this au aaahhh
#asked and answered#star tag#missstar489#au: helenarenee adopt steph#hope that’s the right tag ahhhhh#ALSO OBLIGATORY REMIND FHAT STEPH IS CATHOLIC IN THIS AU AKSJAKSJAJ#(okay LISTEN. I JUST THINK IT WOULD BE FUCKIN HILARIOUS BC HELENA N RENEE BOTH HAVE DIFF LEVELS OF RELIGOUS TRAUMA OKAY)#(I can have a bit of projection!!!!! as a TREAT!!!!!)#rotating rook!steph in my Brain SO FASTS#au: helenarenee adopts steph#IT WASNT THE RIFHT TAG I FORGOR THE S AT THE END AKSJAKSJAKSJ
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So I saw su fanart, and my braincell was lik "what if that was an au" and that's how I came up with these drawings lol. Can you tell I had fun with the size difference? XDD (Gonna ramble about au below)
Okayy so Justin is Green Diamond and Lawrence is a Lazulite. I don't know anything about lazulites. I literally just search a gem with the letter L loll and chose the one that looked cool.
Anywayss what I thought was a particular corrupted gem has been causing discord by destroying supplies, property, and he's been hurting other gems. So this particular corrupted gem is disrupting progress and order, and Green Diamond fuckin hates that shitt. So he organizes a group of strong gems to hunt down this particular corrupted gem and capture him. That's where Lazulite comes in. He was selected and is the latest members. He is introduced to Green Diamond and has never seen him before. Idk maybe Green Diamond doesn't go out often I have no fuckin idea. Lazulite is enamoured by his beauty and becomes determined to know him jskjsksk
I don't actually know how they get together, but they do or something. I don't know how to build their relationship casually lmaoo.
I did thought that later on Lazulite learns more about the particular corrupted gem and becomes conflicted as he can not bring himself to capture him, but if he doesn't, he fears disappointing Green Diamond.
#myart#Justin#Lawrence#gem au#Zuka had the idea of making Justin green and OMGgg#That idea saved my ass cuz the designs I had were so fuckin UGLYYY LMAOO#Hmm I wonder who is this particular corrupted gem? SOUNDS SO FAMIALARR#Tbh this was just an opportunity for me to draw size differences and the color green and blue LMAOO#I had this funny thought that Green Diamond gets killed at the end#Cuz I think it's funny LMAOOO.. We'll see if I stick with that idea#I had more things to say but forgor cuz I keep laughing#I hope yall like these#I had soo much fuckin fun haha
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i love my classical studies teacher... bro bought chainmail armour for no reason, let us hold it to see how heavy it is, put it on, and then got stuck in it and had to leave the class to get another teacher to help him take it off 😭
#he was using his keys to open the box the armour was in and struggling a lot so i just passed my scissors to him because Girl can you not—#—tell the keys aren't working?#learning about divination was sick. apparently epilepsy was called the sacred disease in ye olden ancient greece#i was going to say “i'd be a great pythios(?)” because i'm good at acting fuckin crazy but then the seizure thing was brought up and i was—#—just like. oh shit. i'd be an AWESOME pythios!#(i forgor what they were called rip)#in other news it's POURING out here#i guess we know for sure autumn is finally here#woooo..........#misia has a stupid thought
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He can have…a little murder…as a treat…
#moomin valley#moominvalley#moomins#snufkin#snufkin moomin#that scene literally makes me fuckin GUFFAW every time#the way he just#snaps the branch while staring little my DEAD in the face is fuckign#comedy gold#I’m pushing my unhinged snufkin agenda btw#u can’t convince me he isn’t a little bit feral#a little bit fucked up actually#I mean he has to survive on his own in winter so#I feel like he’s gotta have at least a little bit of a kill instinct#oh also uh#art#my art#doodle#i forgor#to put the art related tags up with the other normal ones before I started babbleing abt unhinged snufkin#what ev#hey if u made it this far comment ur fave moomin valley character and if u don’t uh ur smelly idk
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Might I offer you an egg in these trying times?
#rosie draws#Commissions#Commissions open#Egg#Egg drawing#pwyw commissions#I'll draw as many fuckin eggs as you want just gimme da money and I'll give you da eggs#I'm currently - $14 in my bank account so I commish or two would be quite splendid my friends#I paid one of my bills early thinking I did a good job but no. I forgor I did that. So I'm now in the negative#Bc I paid four bills yesterday haha and didn't realize another didn't show it came out so I was like oh shit#I have so much more money than I expected and no I was a fool it just didn't come out of my account til this AM#So yes twould be much appreciated as I'm taking my dad and brother out to lunch tomorrow
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characters gaining a lil weight as they settle is my absolute weakness
#chirping#this ain't a kink thing this is me wanting to see myself in characters ok?#anyway ww putting on weight in the tomorrows. sobs forevers#like the vials kept him thin n fit n ''''perfect'''' but. once the fights stop. god#forgor what fic it was but meryl (possibly vash) loving the callouses on his hands bc that meant he didn't have to use any serum in a while#and i think abt that a lot#ww was not allowed to have scars. imperfections. weaknesses. for the longest time#and vsh Has scars. fuckin everywhere. he looks mess and he acts it too#but internally. he must push down every single thing that would make him inconvenient#they're just. the perfect mirror#grrrrrrrowls and barks
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