#I had soo much fuckin fun haha

[leronboi]

So I saw su fanart, and my braincell was lik "what if that was an au" and that's how I came up with these drawings lol. Can you tell I had fun with the size difference? XDD (Gonna ramble about au below)

Okayy so Justin is Green Diamond and Lawrence is a Lazulite. I don't know anything about lazulites. I literally just search a gem with the letter L loll and chose the one that looked cool.

Anywayss what I thought was a particular corrupted gem has been causing discord by destroying supplies, property, and he's been hurting other gems. So this particular corrupted gem is disrupting progress and order, and Green Diamond fuckin hates that shitt. So he organizes a group of strong gems to hunt down this particular corrupted gem and capture him. That's where Lazulite comes in. He was selected and is the latest members. He is introduced to Green Diamond and has never seen him before. Idk maybe Green Diamond doesn't go out often I have no fuckin idea. Lazulite is enamoured by his beauty and becomes determined to know him jskjsksk

I don't actually know how they get together, but they do or something. I don't know how to build their relationship casually lmaoo.

I did thought that later on Lazulite learns more about the particular corrupted gem and becomes conflicted as he can not bring himself to capture him, but if he doesn't, he fears disappointing Green Diamond.

[rlljayhon]

5/12/24 (heppi mothaz day)

"if you're everybody's friend, your own enemy is you" - derived from mike tyson

anywho! i am doing worse in regards to managing my feelings! yippee!!!! idk why is liking someone so annoying HAHA thankfully denise told me something that was a slap to the face and it kept me in line lmao umm I think I deserve better like I should be looking for a relationship where I feel wanted! but alas I do not respect myself nor love myself enough to do that!!! i mean I wasn't actively looking for something before this whole situation occurred which is why I'm "okay" with where I am at??? i guess??? and they have already made it pretty clear they just want to stay friends, and they don't really do anything or say anything that makes me think they are interested either!! so why do I still feel this way!!! it isn't going to go anywhere!! blahhh!!!! i just need to do a better job of keeping things casual methinx!! bc if they like changed their mind (which will never happen, just a hypothetical) like I would have to think, do they actually like me for me??? or just the attention they get y'know??? baggage baggage catch me at LAX bc I be carrying around all this damn BAGGAGE!!! on the plus side! i have learned that I really like someone who has a lot of qualities I wish I had heh also I do not know if I would wanna be /w someone who is like loud and as energetic as I am LMAO I like the dynamic of being silly and making someone embarrassed in public like not in a bad way but I guess causing a scene HAHA bc me and another goofball I think I would get tired of that and it would be like,,, too much of myself

idk i think im just gonna ride it out until either one of us meets someone or decides to call it off! i will be pretty bummed when that happens, bc I mean yeah all this sucks but I mean I am still having fun!! well that day/situation/talk is inevitable like thanos' snap so it is just a matter of when I guess also on tik tok today I got recommended a one shot manga like its just one chapter and it was this cute little romance called parasol alliance and I liked it a lot so I looked for more one shot mangas -> I found a website and sorted by most popular and I found one I really liked! it was really cute!! but towards the last like 20% of the manga IT BECAME A FUCKIN PORN!!! WHATT!?!?! i mean,,, I wasn't gonna stop there yknow I was already invested n gotta see it thru HAHA it was just so silly like I did not expect that shit at all, and all the comments on that website are just a bunch of thirsty ass weeby girls going like, omgggg he is soo hottt HAHA I guess its like the fanfic to hentai manga pipeline or some shit

--------> Had to add in some shit after reading the last post

I LOVE THE KASAMAS!!! <3 anakbayan has been great for me like having a whole new group of friends is so nice and everyone is so fun and it is so so so amazing to know we are all together fighting and working towards the same goal!!! but also even tho everyone likes me a lot I find it sometimes hard to relate bc I'm in the like 10% of the org who is straight LMAOOOOO but that is okay!! i am just so excited to be done with finals so I can game and fuckin work out and read manga and WORK and learn more about the Phillippines!!! also probably buy a balisong and learn more kendama tricks too lol

[bittywitches]

A random Dialogue I came up with in my head while trying to fall asleep the night before. // G.D

Been having trouble writing lately and ended up just daydreaming (night dreaming?) abt Grayson one night, so I thought I’d try and just get it out and write something. Enjoy :)

You’re sitting in your bedroom, laying on your back with your laptop sitting on your stomach. You’re cuddled up with your jumbo-oversized teddy bear, your head resting on it’s furry stomach and your elbows lazily resting against it’s fat squishy legs. A google doc is opened on your screen, and you’re trying to half-assedly write a response for your final project on why Duke Orsino actually was gay in Twelfth Night, along with many of the other supporting characters, despite what most old white bardolators may tell you. 

You feel a vibration near your leg, and you tilt your head to the side to see someone calling your phone. You pick it up, and your eyes widen when you see that it's a facetime call from Grayson Dolan. This was, of course, a shock, considering you and Grayson weren’t even that close friends, you only occasionally texted each other anymore, barely ever called, and literally NEVER facetimed. You guys had barely spoken to each other since quarantine had started, so it was definitely a surprise. 

Your eyes flicker to your laptop screen, seeing that it’s around 9pm. Not too late that it’s sketchy or anything, but still pretty late for it to be strange.

You place your laptop down beside you and situp, leaning back against your headboard, quickly tying your hair up into a quick messy bun to make yourself look somewhat presentable. You slide the green phone icon across your screen.

Grayson’s face appears on your phone. He’s wearing a cute oversized fuzzy hoodie. His short hair is a bit frizzy, and it still takes you by surprise because you’re so used to seeing his long flowy locks.

“Heyy,” Grayson says, smiling at you. From behind his screen, Grayson sets himself down onto the living room couch, laying back on the arm.

“Hey.” You respond.

“What’re you up to?”

“Uhh, not much. Just working on final assignments and whatnot.”

“Oh, yea, school’s almost over for you, right?”

“Yep, just a few more weeks.”

“Bet you’re excited to finally get time off.”

You chuckle. “Yeah, tired of being stressed all the time.”

“Makes sense.”

An awkward silence fills both your rooms.

“Soo…” Grayson lays his head on the side of his couch.

“What’s up? Why’d you call?” You ask him.

“Oh, no reason. Just bored and felt like talking to someone.”

“Ethan not home?”

“Nah, he went out skateboarding with some friends.”

“This late?”

“It’s not that late. Just went to the park nearby.”

“Sounds fun. You know, I’ve always wanted to learn how to skateboard.”

“Yea?”

“Mhm. Maybe E can teach me sometime.”

“Hey, I know how to skateboard too. And I’d definitely be a much better teacher.”

You laugh. “Alright, next time we meet up you can teach me how to skateboard.”

“It’s a date.”

You both give a lighthearted chuckle, but then things turn quiet again.

“Erm, hold on.” You place your phone down on your bed. 

“Where’re you goin’?”

“Gonna put my phone on a pillow so I don’t have to keep holding it,” You say, grabbing your nearest one and doing your best to balance your phone on top of it.

“Is that a giant teddy bear?” From the angle of your phone, Grayson can see your big stuffed animal sitting behind you. 

“Haha, yea.” You lean back down on it briefly to give him a better idea of the size. “He’s my cuddle buddy.”

“That’s cute.”

“Our relationship has gotten a lot stronger since quarantine started.” You peck the bear on the nose. Grayson laughs.

“I’m happy for you guys.” You giggle, sitting back up. 

“Why thank you.” You turn your attention back to your laptop quickly, and Grayson follows your line of vision.

“So what subject is this final for?”

“English.” You sigh. “Which sucks, because I’m shit at it.”

“I’m sure that’s not true.”

“Oh but it is. I always do incredibly bad, I’m literally the worst.”

“Well you’re definitely not the worst, because I exist.”

“Well yeah but it’s not your fault that you can’t read.”

“Hey, I can read!”

“Sorry, It’s not your fault that you’re ass at reading. It is however my fault that I can’t write for shit.” 

He laughs. “Fine, sure.”

You giggle. “Sorry. Just a bit stressed.”

“No big deal.”

Silence again. Usually now would be the time you’d make some excuse and cut the call. But for some reason unknown to you, you didn’t want to do that. You want to fill it.

“Oh, I watched your guys’ last video.” You raise an eyebrow at him. “Tell me you guys weren’t just trying to look like douchebags with your literal 100 grand.”

“Aughhh,” He groans, rubbing his face with the hand not holding his phone. “I swear we really weren’t.”

“Uhuh.”

“I realize that it may not look like that,”

“Oh really?”

“Considering we actually had wads of cash,”

“Mhmmm.”

“But we weren't, I swear. We just thought it’d be funny for a stupid little video.” 

“Okay then.”

“Hey!”

“Not judging.” 

“Since when do you watch our videos anyways?”

You gave him a side-look. “What do you mean? You think I don’t?”

He shrugs. “Dunno. Just assumed…”

“You’re my friend. ‘Course I do.”

He smiles.

“Plus they are pretty fun. Like to have them on in the background when I work sometimes..”

“No way, really?”

“Yeah, why not?”

“I mean, all the ones since quarantine we’ve had to be pretty creative with. Since we’re stuck at home and all.”

“You guys don’t give yourselves enough credit. I love what you come up with. It’s cool to just listen to you both ramble about stuff.”

“...Are you saying you also listen to the podcast?”

Your eyes shoot back to him. He was actually joking, but seeing your guilty expression lead to the smug sort of look on his face.

“You guys have very satisfying voices, okay?”

“Uhuh.”

“Shut the fuck up!” You laugh, and he does as well.

“Either way, thanks. It means a lot that you do. I never really know if people we’re friends with like our stuff, so it’s good to know that at least someone does.”

You smile, and he returns it. 

You suddenly hear a ding coming from his side.

“Oh shit almost forgot about my toast-” You see Grayson’s phone wobble as he gets up to head for the kitchen.

“Avocado?”

“You know it.” “Dang, I don’t think I’ve had avocado toast since…” You pause. “Huh. I guess since I accidentally ran into you at that one restaurant and we happened to get food together.”

“What-” He rights the phone so it’s facing him again. “That was ages ago!”

“Yea, I know.”

“That’s unacceptable.”

“You may think so.”

“Alright, so after I teach you how to skateboard, I’m gonna have to take you out for food.”

You laugh. “Is that a set in stone thing?”

“Oh definitely.”

He sets his food down on a table, and you watch as he tries to balance his phone up against something. He sits down, then takes a bit before looking back up at you.

“So when’s this due?”

“Uhh, tomorrow night.”

“You almost done?”

“Er..” You look at your half written page. “...sort of.”

“So no,” he chuckles, and you do too. 

“I’ll finish it, don’t worry.”

“Didn’t say I was.”

“Well that’s ru-”

“Because I know you’ll finish it,” He interrupts you, and you roll your eyes. “You always do.”

You sigh, setting your elbow down on your knee and resting your face on your hand. You watch him silently for a bit, and he takes a few more bites before realizing your eyes on him. 

“What?” He says, food still in his mouth.

“Nothin’,”

“Yea?”

“Yea, just… kinda just miss you.” You finally blurt out.

He stops chewing suddenly, and looks at his phone with a very intent look. He expects you to say more, but you don’t, looking back at your laptop screen.

He swallows, then sets his toast down. “Kinda just miss you too.”

You smile, trying to hide it by squishing the palm of your hand into your face, not taking your eyes off of the illuminated laptop.

“Why don’t we hang out anymore?”

“Because we’re legally not allowed to.” You finally look back at your phone, grabbing it from it’s pillow stand and then flopping down onto your bear’s belly.

He rolls his eyes. “No, smartass. Before that.”

You shrug. “Dunno. We never really did to begin with.”

“Sure we did, there was the restaurant, and…” He trails off, looking far away at some corner of the room.

“I mean we hung out with other friends. And we talked sometimes.” You shrug again. “Not really much else though.”

He runs a hand through his short hair. “Why not?”

You laugh. “Bro, I don’t know! You never asked!”

“Well I fuckin wanted to!” He rubs his face with both his hands as he chuckles. 

“Really?” Your laughter dies down now, a softer tone taking on your voice.

“Duh, of course.” He tilts his head as his soft eyes look at you. “You’re really fucking cool, and I really wanted to get to know you better, but it felt weird to just randomly come out of no where and be like ‘hey, wanna hang out?’ like that shit usually comes naturally, yknow?”

“Well, we don’t really hang out in the same circles, so I don’t know how it would.”

“Yeah, but I thought maybe…” He sighs. “I don’t know. I didn’t even know if you wanted to be friends or anything, so..”

“Well that’s frustrating.” You slump your shoulders down, relaxing more into your bed. “I really wanted to be friends. Just didn’t wanna seem fucking… annoying or anything.”

“Oh my god why are we like this.”

“I don’t fucking know!!” You both burst out laughing, and you momentarily drop your phone to rub the tears out of your eyes.

“Okay, it’s settled then.” You hear his voice and pick your phone up off your stomach to face it towards your face again, now sitting up. 

“What is?”

“After quarantine and everything is over I’m definitely taking you out for food and skateboarding.”

You grin. “Okay. Sounds amazing.”

“Great.” There’s quiet again, but it’s not awkward anymore, both of your gleeful grins speak volumes over it.

“Okay.”

“Okay.”

You giggle. “Okay, I should go. Should probably actually try and get this thing done.”

“Right. I’ll… call you tomorrow?”

You bite your tongue. “Yeah.”

“Okay, bye.”

“Bye.”

You cut the call, and let your arms fall down to your sides as you fall back on your bed and grin up at the ceiling. You squeeze your eyes shut, just breathing in and out to calm yourself down from the little rush. Though the buzz of your phone once again catches your attention. 

You get up and look at it, seeing it’s a text from Grayson. 

Grayson D.: Just realized you probably don’t have a skateboard…

You bit your lip, and flopped down onto your belly now, your legs up in the air as you text him back.

Y/N: You’d be right 😅

Your eyes eagerly watch the three dots bouncing on the screen.

Grayson D.: Would you wanna borrow one of mine?

Y/N: I’m totally good with getting my own, but idk where

Grayson D.: Well there’s this shop near my house…

Assignment long forgotten, you and Grayson end up talking well into the night.

[the-starless-sky]

cozmez x Akan Yatsura / “FAMILY” voice drama track 2

Part 1 | Listen through Spotify.

Reo: And? You woke up this morning and he's gone? Aren't you overreacting~?

Hokusai: It's still only afternoon...

Satsuki: Ain't he just gone to the convenience store or something? And went to the game center when he's at itー

Kanata: Haah!?

Satsuki: Don't get riled up at that!

Kanata: Nayuta won't ever do something like that! He's never went out without saying anything to me... and I can't get a hold of him too...

Satsuki, Reo & Hokusai: ...

Iori: D'ya have... an idea as to why he disappeared?

Zen: Waka...!

Kanata: Last night, we had a fight...

Satsuki: What the heck, so it was a fight.

Reo: Aah, so maybe 'cause of that he felt it hard to see you face to face? I know that feel, you guys are siblings after all!

Hokusai: Really...?

Zen: What did you guys fought about? If it's alright with you, would you please tell us?

Kanata: He told me... to go out. He told me to go out more, and meet more people. He said that'd make me stronger.

Zen: I see.

Kanata: But I don't need that...! I only need Nayuta. Even so, he...

Iori: But it doesn't seem like s'all it was.

Kanata: ...!

Iori: To ask for my help 'til ya bow yer head, something ya've never done, means there's 'nother reason, right?

Kanata: Sometime ago, right at the time we got the Paradox Live invitation, I was attacked in town. There were three of them, punks targeting my phantometal.

AKYR: Oh...

Kanata: 'Cause they were trying to lay their hands on Nayuta, I beat them to a pulp.

Satsuki: Seriously!? You're kinda strong even though you're lanky, huh!

Reo: Monkey, you're noisy.

Hokusai: Kanata, what happened next?

Kanata: That time, they probably remembered my face. If they found Nayuta when he's alone...!

Reo: You guys have the same face, so if they misunderstood, it wont be pretty...

Hokusai: Dangerous...!

Zen: I see. So that's why you came to our place.

Kanata: This kind of thing... I know that I'm not in the place to rely on you, but...!

Iori: Aight! We should help each other in times of need. Got it, y'all?

Satsuki: Yeah!

Reo: Can't be helped~! I'll help you.

Hokusai: I'll find Nayuta. I'm good at finding lost cats.

Zen: Then, let's immediately divide the work. Waka and I will stand by here. We'll gather information. Everyone else go out to town, and search.

Iori: Ooh~! Ya look the part, don'tcha, Zen~! Ya look like those police detectives on TV dramas!

Zen: Please don't poke fun at me.

Iori: OK. Sorry.

Zen: Cough. Just in case, the search team is to move in groups of two. Decide the assignment of area and get in contact as appropriate.

Reo: OK~! Then, I'm grouping with Hokusai~

Hokusai: Understood.

Satsuki: Then, Kanata's with me.

Kanata: Y-yeah...

Satsuki: Be at ease! With this Gaia-sama, fearful enough to silence a crying child, we'll find one, even two little brothers in no time!

Kanata: Y-yeah...

Zen: If something happens, immediately get in touch and wait for reinforcement. Don't force yourselves.

Reo: Roger!

Iori: Aight, let's go all out!

Everyone: Yeah!!

_

(Sounds of train passing.)

Reo: Aah, I'm tired~~! Jeez~ We've been walking around all day, my legs feel like lead!

Satsuki: You've got no stamina at all.

Reo: I mean, to top it off, Hokusai tried to ask cats...

Hokusai: If only I can speak cat language...

Reo: Kanata, how's it on your end?

Kanata: We've got nothing. We couldn't trace his steps after he got out of the apartment...

(Hokusai picks up a call.)

Hokusai: Yeah... yeah... understood.

(Hokusai hangs up.)

Hokusai: From Zen... he said they didn't get any leads too.

Reo: Eeeeeh, seriousyl!? Zen-nii's an ex-police detective but he's no good at all!

Satsuki: Don't diss Zen-nii!

Hokusai: This area isn't Big Bro's territory, so...

Satsuki: But like, it's impossible to look around this much and get nothing at all.

Reo: Siiiiigh. Then, what do we do from now on?

Satsuki: We've got choice but to continue, don't we?

Hokusai: Yeah...

(Sounds of train passing.)

(Kanata stops walking.)

Kanata: Enough already.

Satsuki: Eh?

Kanata: Enough already. I'll search by myself from now.

Reo: Haa? What the heck are you saying?

Kanata: I said, I'll go search for him by myself. You guys don't have to do anything else. Sorry for getting you all mixed into this.

Satsuki: You...!!

(Satsuki grabs Kanata by the shirt.)

Satsuki: Don't look down on our chivalry!! [1] Nayuta is your family, ain't he!? Big Bro acknowledged that and agreed to help you. Just because we searched a little and couldn't find him, there's no way we'd just say 'yes, okay' and run with tails between our legs!

Reo: He's your one and only important little brother, isn't he!

Hokusai: We'll definitely... find him.

Kanata: Eh... but...

Satsuki: No fuckin' 'buts'!! You were searching desperately, lookin' like you're gonna die, didn't you? You got us in this far, don't pretend to be tough now!!

Reo: That's right, that's right! At times like this, you should just meekly depend on us! Right, Hokusai?

Hokusai: Yeah, that's right. It's okay to depend on us.

Kanata: ...

Reo: Hey... when you came to our place, you said you investigated the Suiseki group, right?

Kanata: Yeah...

Reo: Then, you knew about the raid, didn't you?

Kanata: Yeah, just the gist of it. I heard that in just one night, the group got utterly annihilated by something.

Reo: ...would've died.

Kanata: Eh?

Reo: Me... Satsuki, and Hokusai, too. That time, if our timing shifted even a second, all of us would've died.

Kanata: ...!

Reo: A deep red sea of blood... everyone died. I couldn't save anyone. Not the boss, not my comrades...

(Sound of crows cawing.)

Reo: That's why, at that time, I swore. That I wont lose my comrades, my family, ever again.

Satsuki: ...We're family.

Kanata: Family...

Satsuki: Yeah. For ordinary people, we might just be thugs, but for us, we're family. I was always like this since I was little. I get into fights quickly, and I can't study at all. Both my parents and my teachers all gave up on me - I didn't even go to elementary school properly.

Reo: Haha. Satsuki-chan's completely an elementary school graduate, after all.

Satsuki: Shut up. Everyday, everyday, I'm always pissed. If I hit others, they'd get scared. I feel refreshed, and thought I'd rise up with these fists. At that time, Big Bro took me in. Big Bro and my comrades taught me, who was abandoned by my parents because they thought I was uncontrollable - How to use chopsticks, how to eat fish, greetings, manners, and the right way to fight... patiently, they taught me, again and again, without ever giving up. Thats why I decided that they are my family. I don't care what others say. No matter how useless they are, I won't abandon them. That's what family is.

Reo: ...Me, too. I chose my own family. My blood related family has... how to say it? Broken up, and I haven't seen them for years. I don't want to see them, either. But it's not like I hate them or anything. Papa taught me hip hop, and Mama... see, she gave me this cute face, after all.

Satsuki: You gonna say that yourself?

Reo: But you see, my family... all thought that they're the most important. They make debts that Papa couldn't pay back, lots of things happened, and my family broke up. Aha, pathetic, right?

Hokusai: Reo...

Reo: Yeah.

Hokusai: There, there.

(Hokusai pats Reo's head.)

Reo: Haha, Hokusai's so nice... Unlike a certain shitty monkey.

Satsuki: Who the fuck would pat your head, disgusting!

Hokusai: Me, too. My father is in prison. We probably won't ever meet each other outside anymore, for life.

Kanata: Eh?

Hokusai: I'm the son of a criminal. When everyone knew of it, they all left me. Only animals don't look at me with rose-colored glasses. They always stay by my side. But, Big Bro and the others were different. They treat me as Masaki Hokusai, as a different person than my father. They told me to raise my head when we walk together. To them, I'm not a shameful person, because we're family.

Kanata: Family...

Satsuki: Yeah. We're not related by blood, though.

Reo: We didn't have any other choice but to choose our own family. But, Kanata, you have Nayuta, right?

Hokusai: You have to protect... your important family.

Satsuki: Yeah! Don't look down on elementary school graduate!

Reo: Waah~ how embarrasing!

Hokusai: Fufu...

Satsuki: Wh--, Hokusai, you too?

Nayuta: Kanata?

Kanata: ...! Nayuta!!

Nayuta: What are you doing in a place like that?

Kanata: What, you ask--

Satsuki: More importantly, where'd you appear from suddenly!?

Nayuta: Kanata... these guys are Akan Yatsura's...? What are you doing together?

Kanata: You idiot! We were looking for you!!

Nayuta: Eh? "Looking"?

Kanata: Where were you all this time!?

Nayuta: Where, you ask... um, I couldn't think of a good lyric, so I went out for a walk, and then I got lost, and I was tired so I took a nap somewhere, then... What did I do next?

Satsuki: Are you a stray cat!?

Hokusai: As I thought, I have to learn cat language...

Nayuta: Haha, what? What is it? Kanata, too, making such a scary face.

Kanata: Stop messing around! How worried did you think I was!!?

Nayuta: Eh?

Kanata: Saying "go by yourself", and disappearing...

Nayuta: Eh? What?

Reo: Kanata was worried that you got kidnapped by some punks.

Satsuki: He even bowed his head to us.

Hokusai: And searched for you desperately, you know?

Nayuta: Ooh... Seriously?

Kanata: Yeah...

Nayuta: No way... but...

Kanata: Quietly disappearing like that... I won't forgive you.

Nayuta: Kanata...

Kanata: I don't have anyone else but Nayuta. Nayuta's my only family. That's why, that's why... don't ever quietly disappear... don't ever...

Nayuta: Kanata... It's okay. I'm by your side. Always, whenever, I'm always by Kanata's side.

_

(Sounds of them walking.)

Kanata: ...Sorry. I got you all to walk around a full day and you guys even treated us to food.

Reo: It's okay, it's okay. We put the tab on Big Bro, after all!

Satsuki: Raimen-tei's soo yummy, right!? Honestly, I thought that cozmez's detestable bastards with cocky music and attitude, but we actually get along, don't we?

Hokusai: Haha. Then, we'll part here.

Reo: Starting from now on, we're rivals, okay?

Satsuki: Don't get into a fight, 'kay!?

Kanata: U-uhm!

Reo: Yeah?

Kanata: If, if you guys were lied to by Suise-- no, your family, what will you do?

Reo: Lie?

Kanata: Yeah. If kept an important thing secret.

Satsuki: Ha? That's no big deal, ain't it? Even though we're family, we'd still have one or two secrets we can't say.

Reo: Like the place where Satsuki-chan hides his favorite erotic magazines~

Satsuki: HAA!?

Reo: On the floor below the closet, it's obvious!

Satsuki: You bastard-

Kanata: Not something like that! For example, if it has something to do with your lives...

Satsuki, Reo & Hokusai: ...

Hokusai: Even so... no, if so, I'd believe them.

Kanata: Believe?

Hokusai: If so, it's kept a secret to protect us. A lie to protect your family. I won't doubt it.

Kanata: ...!

Satsuki: Yeah, that's right! I'm satisfied if I had to put my life on the line for Big Bro.

Reo: Me too, when I decided to follow Big Bro, I've prepared myself, after all.

Satsuki: Right? Don't look down on our chivalry!

Hokusai: Yeah.

Reo: Well, that's that, so...

Satsuki: See ya! The next time we meet, it'd be on the stage.

Hokusai: We won't lose.

Reo: Prepare yourselves, okay~?

(Satsuki, Reo & Hokusai walks away.)

Kanata: Ah.

Nayuta: What's wrong, Kanata?

Kanata: I missed the chance to say thank you to them.

Nayuta: Hahaha...

Kanata: What?

Nayuta: You made friends.

Kanata: Ha!?

Nayuta: It means, you have people other than me that you'd say 'thank you' to.

Kanata: That's...

Nayuta: Kanata. Kanata, you can change. You can get more, way stronger than you are now.

Kanata: That's why I said that's...

Nayuta: I'm with you. "If the two of us are together, we're the strongest", right?

Kanata: ...Yeah. If the two of us are together, we're the strongest.

_

Iori: That so? Good that y'all managed to find him. Yeah, good job.

(Iori hangs up.)

Zen: Did they find Nayuta-kun?

Iori: Yeah.

Zen: The only thing we can do is to watch over them. It feels kind of vexing, isn't it?

Iori: Yer right, but cozmez's a strong opponent. Can't let our guards down on the next live.

Zen: Of course, I will go all out! I have no intention to lose!

Iori: Yeah! Becoming of Akan Yatsura, let's go merrily an' flashily!

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Notes

1] As in the spirit of helping the weak and fighting the strong, generosity, heroism - usually a term used by the yakuza.

[yumgrapejuice]

I literally just spend the past 6 hours bingereading your fics and aaagghh I love them so much they're so goood!!! Your worldbuilding and storytelling skills are just incredible and I'm so in love with the way you write dream!! I'm going to be brainrotting over your manhunt story especially hahaha its just so lovely. That last chapter with rivalsduo was soo incredibly fun to read I could tell you probably enjoyed writing it too haha :p also I was wondering is manhunt!dream from the dimension travel fic the same character as the manhunt fic? Because I read the dimension travel one first and rthen when I read the other one I was like wait.. that would make sense lmao. Anyways that's enough rambling in your inbox for me lol bye <3

AAA thank you so much!!!:DD I'm really glad you're enjoying my stuff so far!! Yeah, I definitely had fun with that one lol. Tbf I always have fun w my fics, I wouldn't be writing them otherwise:D And ye I really enjoy writing rivalsduo in particular, so maybe I'll do smth more in the future:D In regards to your question - tumblr's search system fuckin sucks so I can't find the ask I had about it now but! In short, it doesn't really matter lol. I do write him as if he were the same character cause that's just easier, but it really doesn't make a difference to either story. I am using the same world tho so there might be some callbacks that only ppl that read both would notice but that's about it lmao. Idk think of it as an au of an au lol

[gwisingegooli]

guess who just got some retail therapy courtesy of a tinder homie who wants a cute girl to spend money on 🙋🏻‍♀️ freal life is so good rn 😭❤️❤️ he’s basically like an irl twitch fan who’s down to have fun shoppin w me HAHA it’s really comfortable & fun hangin w him cause we have so much in common lmao and this is like the main demographic i’ve hung out w all my life!! i super get him, we super vibe LOL it feels like we’ve been friends since forever even though we met today for the first time 😂 in terms of looks he’s pretty average looking but he’s super into me and i actually super like him cause he’s actually great. and bought me like $1k worth of clothes LOL. i initiated all the physical contact, he didn’t even sit too close to me before i had touched him. but i just started being physically flirty with him and then sometimes he would put his hand on my waist and stuff uwu

he also loves that i’m korean and that i sing along to kpop all the time LOL none of his friends even listen to kpop and i played songs in his playlist already LOLOL. its lit.

also he thinks i’m super cute and whenever i’m cutesy he looooves it. which is like omg 😭😭 all i’ve ever wanted is to be cutesy 😭😭😭 and he LOOOVES it like it’s so easy to play w him and i LOOOVE it 😭😭😭 i really feel like a goddess LMAO

also i can’t wait to show him my world LOL just open him up to new experiences. he’s never had korean bbq, wth?? andhe doesn’t like eggs and thought the egg in my burger was weird.. but i was like no thats just bc you havent had a good egg. like have u had a soft boiled egg?? and he was like ?? no

LOLOL

eating at eureka was so lit LOL i ordered two appetizers, a burger, and he got a dessert. he was like uhh as long as you eat everything LOL and then duh of course i ate EVERYTHING LOOOOL. he was surprised cause he thought i wouldn’t eat much cause i’m skinny LMAO. stunnin people w my metabolism since day 1

also so funny cause wherever i went i wondered if people like noticed LOOOL cause he was just buying me hella shit and we had hella bags LMAO and i’m like super cute and taller than him LMAO but we also were p cute together and had really good banter. the h&m employee was like “ are u guys a couple?” and i was like “uhhh kinda” and it was like LOLOL and then i asked him about his h&m discount working there LMAO and he just hooked us up the 15% discount H&M gives when you donate clothes. which is really cool btw. i’m a fan of H&M.

later dav-d was struggling w something and i was like “u good bro” and the employee was like BROOO she called u bro u got friend zoned. i was just laughing kinda and ran away from the situation LOOOL but thats just how i talk okay LOL

we got boba after shopping and i sat w him on the sofa. initiating contact was fun because i like physical flirting and he would be like gently excited and engaged LOL. it’s so funny we had an insane amount of shopping bags.

i also tried his oculus and it was SOO FUUUUUUN!!!! even just the menu was like OMG holy shit!!!

i played roborecall and i was freakin out!! LMAOO it was super stream worthy LOOOOL. honestly my reactions were like suuuper extra but i loved like just feeling as hyped and excited as i want cause i was super comfortable w him and he was super enjoying it LOLOL. i also played beat saber which is SOOOO fun. like i wanna get fuckin GOOD at that game. i wanna beat momoland’s bboom bboom 😤😤

at first i wasnt gonna bang, but after all this royal treatment i was super down to bang. he was suuuuper into me and it made it super fun, and we actually had foreplay, and he ate me out first without me asking, and treated me like a QUEEN. it was like this guy gets it. he knew he was bein blessed with the presence of a goddess LMAO

all i want is a mans to wear cat ears and be cute as fuck for who wants to support me in my dreams hehe. he’s literally giving me a monitor and donating a setup to the gaming club 😭😭

freal, we both really shared an amazing day LOOOL what an amazing connection. i can’t believe he actually just wants to treat his friends so much because it’s fun for him LOLOL what an amazing and sweet human bean.

i honestly had such an amazing day today 🥰🥰 lowkey already love him

[saportuh]

ok panic concert highlights

(plus some personal adventures)

this was the portland show on the 12th k

so it was a fuckin hour and a half drive bc where i fuckin live now is far away from everything i hate it anyway that sucked & i ran my phone down to 80 percent during said drive which proved problematic

we get there (me & my lil sis) & our dad drops us off & we run up & im bitching about how weird the fucking venue is (it’s normal, it’s just not what i’m used to - in vegas the venues were typically in the casino/resorts so you lined up inside the halls & sat against the walls & tourist-watched, in this venue u stood outside in a line???? ughhh)

so we approach the line & something happens, i’m gonna make a separate post about it because holy shit

befriended two excitable gay kids, maybe 8th or 9th grade?? & i was like woah i was u once. now im old & jaded. eugh. then they bailed on me so.

we got into the arena & were on the wrong fucking side so we had to JOG all the way AROUND THE WHOLE FUCKINGN PLACE UGH

THEN WE GOT IN & SAT IN THE WRONG SEATS so the guy next to me (dad w a thick accent, maybe ukranian?? it wasn’t russian but it was close) politely informed me & i was like fuck well until they get here we’ll stay, but i had anxiety so during an arizona song i pretended to go to the bathroom & came back to look for our actual seat, someone took it so i pussied out & went back, had hella anxiety about it, then before hayley the ppl showed up so we had to move & i had to kick some preps out of their seat & they called my lil sister a bitch ;-;

OK SO ONTO THE PERFORMERS

arizona was cute, gotta check them out... singer kept getting emotional & wiping his eyes, it was sweet, and he was hella feeling himself dancing & stuff lmaoo. idk em but im proud of them.

HAYLEYYYYYYYYYYY her dancing & drumming & outfit??? also all the lesbians/wlw getting crunk in the crowd was so damn good haha

ALSO shout out to hayley’s band, they were so cute??? the guitarist & her kept having moments & he seemed like a cool dude, & the girl on synths was so pretty omg??? & smiley i loved her. & the drummer, they were goin so hard i couldnt get a good look, but they had kewl hair

“if you don’t know anything about me, there’s one thing you should know: I LOVE GIRLS” there was so much gay energy at that show i was teary the whole damn time

k confession, i love everything about hayley but i find her voice a little grating on the ears, something about it, but it was super angelic live & didn’t bug me once, & wanna be missed fucked me up cuz it’s my fucking f a v

SHE DID THE DRUMMY IT WAS HOT 

her oufit was so damn iconic rlly tho, the pants & shoes totes fit her but wouldn't look good on anyone else, but that shirt, the hot dad look w the open v & all the jewelry, holy fuck that’s how im tryna be

during girls like girls, everyone had their lights out & there was a bunch of pride flags out, and i got this gorgeous shot of a gay pride flag illuminated by lights (i posted it)

most of the songs they played between the breaks were gay themed too which was powerful dude i was so damn emotional

then during the countdown to panic, they played the next episode by dre (the “smoke weed every day” song) & then africa by toto jsfndjfndjskfnjdk

THEN PANIC CAME OUT 

WHOLE ASS STRING & BRASS SECTION BDEN RLLY WENT THERE WOAH

KENNY & NICOLE WERE SO CUTE THE WHOLE TIME THEY KEPT GOOFING AROUND ESPECIALLY KENNY IT WAS ADORABLE

THEN BREB POPPED OUT THE DAMN FLOOR

ok several things about breb

one, i never was heavy into panic, but considering how obsessive i was into bandom a few years back, i still know a lot about early panic, livejournal shit, ryden bullshit, etc, so it was really weird being there with normies who were just like “he’s hot & sings good” when i was like “yall lucky fucks never heard of myrtle beach ” dsjfnjsdnfds

two, four years into panic & i never was attracted to brendon, but dude, EVERYONE fell in love with him at this show, myself included, & i was starin at this bitch ass motherfucker in a trance before i was like “wait ur a bastard STOP U ENDEARING DICKWAD” he was so fucking endearing it was ANNOYING cuz i’ve seen some of the shit he’s pulled damnit. srsly tho, so absolutely charming, wow.

three, and what stuck with me most; brendon loves what he does. a little bit of exhibitionism, i think; he likes ppl looking at & admiring him, he’s that type of person, a showman, but also, i think he just loves making music, people singing along to the music, etc. ive been to eight concerts now, and i don’t think i’ve seen someone who clearly loved being on stage so much. a lot of ppl act like it’s a chore to tour, but brendon clearly loves it, and it made me happy, especially as an aspiring musician. 

four, the straighties drooling over him and the gays drooling over him was truly straight/gay solidarity

ok what else happened... brendon would throw in random ass high notes towards the ends of songs... my sister looked at me super alarmed when he first did it during dtmwagt lmfao... ppl would cheer & it was impressive, but kinda piercing & i was like “show off” lol

HE DID THE ‘I MAKE THESE HIGH HEELS WORK’ thing, i thought he retired tht?? so i was pleased lmfao

i dont rmr anything that stands out about ready to go or la devotee but the lights & backgrounds during them were very pretty & i got some good pics of brebbois face (i finally got semi decent quality pics im rlly happy abt tht, concerts r so hard to photograph)

hallelujah was cool cuz there were, like, those catholic(?) church windows projected on the top part of the stage, it was pretty af, they rlly outdid themselves with the visuals

and mona lisa had like pipes & industrial stuff?? idk it looked dope, and it contrasted rlly cool it was super pretty

nine in the afternoon,,,, the only pretty odd song... i dont even like pretty odd but it was like,,, damn. & he had the piano, total live in denver vibes ;-; but he wasnt dripping sweat this time lmao

golden days, brebweenie knows hes hot, kept winking & doing mic flips & shit & i was like u fucken weenie ive seen that pic of u w a bowl cut in a bra, die

k he’s a fuckin bastard but hhe’s pretty & talented fuckin big ego bitch ... can yall tell i hav a lovehate relationship w him bc i do

I GOT THIS ONE PART ON VIDEO DURING GOLDEN DAYS WHERE KENNY & NICOLE R FUCKING AROUND & MAKING FACES & GOOFING IT���S SO CUTE

during casual affair in the chorus, the mic would echo each word (just lay (lay) in the atmosphere (sphere) & the ‘lay’ was rlly good on my ears idk sometimes certain vocal notes sound GOOD & that was one i keep replaying it

SO VEGAS LIGHTS as yall kno i was born & raised in vegas & a vegasfucker69 it’s my fucking home i moved last november (not my choice) & miss it violently & i was CRYING during vegas lights hard & it was so beautiful im gonna watch the video i got over & over & over that song means so much to me IM SO FUCKING HOMESICK

speaking of which, im pretty bitter i didnt see panic in vegas, this was my first panic show & that kinda bothers me, like i should’ve seen them in vegas a few yrs ago but it never worked out.... still, im grateful i saw them at all & im glad i saw the song live. i had my fob snapback on too, it says ‘las vegas’ on it cuz i got it there haha, wore that on purpose

he did the fucking running man thing towards the end & everyone cheered & i was like dONT ENABLE HIM

sat down during dancing’s not a crime cuz im a bitch who doesn’t like half the new record & also my knees hurt cuz im old apparently, anyway this chick glared at me then sang every word wat a fuckin prep lmao

o yah i forgot, in golden days he got in the crowd & let a girl sing the last chorus it was amazing i bet that made her life

AND DURING DOAB HE WALKED THRU THE CROWD that was SO FUCKING ENDEARING i was like “wow what a guy” then i was like “HE’S A BITCH U KNOW HIM” & i was like “hmm??? what a guy” but omg he made so many people happy it was really beautiful & sweet & i was like... half in love & then i came to my senses jksjfhjsdhfkjsdn

RLLY THO HE WALKED THRU THE CROWD & HIGH FIVED PPL & SHIT & GAVE HUGS & TOOK ART/LETTERS IT WAS SO DAMN GOOD HE WAS SO SWEET & LEGIT EVERYONE WAS FALLING FOR HIM & I WAS LIKE SUFFERING

legit guys, like it’s weird i used to watch his parascopes in 2015 or w/e & he’d say some Bad shit on there sometimes, like ik he does some messy shit BUT HE ACTED SO FUCKING LOVELY BLEH

also he’s very short, like he’s 2 inches taller than me but he looked so little in the crowd i was like... aw

the piano thing ;-; it was rlly pretty but my paranoia & anxiety was off the charts i was like that things gonna fucking fall & crush the crowd it’s gonna fucking fALL but it didnt ofc but i was stressed bleghh

but ok on a positive note, that was soo fucken lovely, bden stopped to try to make eye contact with as many ppl in as many places of possible, like he made the effort to get to everyone & make them have a special moment & it was ... magical ok thts fucken cliche as shit but it rlly was

ok i did smth lowkey embarrassing, i doubt he saw, but when he faced towards us i was just overwhelmed w like.. gratitude?? ive had a bad 2 years in every way, so being somewhere filled with love & fun & kindness & joy & all around good vibes, i was so grateful? i just wanted to thank him for creating that kinda atmosphere. so i like,,, blew kisses but not in a weird way, like later i was like oh that was kinda weird whyd i do that, but at that moment i didnt use my head & it was jus my instinctual way of saying thank u idk it’s lame but it happened so there ya go idfk

fun fact, my vid of it is out of focus cuz i was so enamored watching him & watching the crowd react it was pretty fucking magical it rlly was

once he got down from that piano he went “wow i feel so fucking inspired now” & i was like “bitch me too tf” 

legit it was absolutely indescribable, even watching my vid now.... wow. and u can hear me lightly crying in the back of my video too lmao, and i was shaking p hard, it was so fucking magical. like im getting emotional rn cuz it was exactly what i needed to remind myself that there is good stuff in the world thats worth staying for. 

i never was super big on panic or breb like i said but if i ever meet him im gonna thank him bc that. wow. transformative.

also that transition from the piano cover he did to dying in la was smooth af. it was all around gorgeous.

OK GIRLS GIRLS BOYS, I WAS SO CONCERNED W FILMING I COULDNT PUT MY LIGHT ON (i had a red heart) BUT OMG

he got a bi flag first, then a rainbow one, then another rainbow one... one was those hayley ones lol, and one ended up on the stage out of his eyesight & he never saw it & i felt so bad fjdnfds

G-D ALL THE GAYS SINGING WAS SO EMOTIONAL & THE RAINBOW BEHIND THEM ON STAGE (AND PAN FLAG COLORS AT TIMES?!??!?!)) IT WAS FUCKING MAGICAL & BRENDON LET A FLAG DRIFT IN THE WIND FOR A SEC BEFORE HE PUT IT ON IT WAS GORGEOUS

AND ALL THE RAINBOW LIGHTS IN THE CROWD FUCK DUDE

breb might be a turd but he’s the only one of these emo dudes who parades around draped in flags & so aggressively empowers gay fans through it, and for that, i respect him. ik the song has more perverse origins but now it’s a bi anthem that rlly connects w lgbt fans & it’s rlly beautiful, AND i got another gorgeous shot of a pride flag surrounded by lights & im just. wow.

after, breb said “that is gorgeous btw” about the rainbow lights, and “thank u for participating in love” & giggled, i got this shot of the lights in the dark lookin incredible ;-;

also said “this a record number of flags tonight, very cool” so portland is rlly gay apparently, kewl

nicole doin the nicotine bass line slayed me dead wowie u can hear me go “WOO” on the vid lmfao (im a bassist so i lov her double)

ive seen miss jackson live twice now cuz at my monumentour show, new politics brought lolo out to cover it so that’s dope lmfao

anyway bden did the fuckin valley girl voice for “the scenery is so loud” which was delightful

he had us do the ‘ayyyy’ bit woo

NICOLES BASS,,, SPARKLY

drum thingy ;-; speaking of monumentour, andy & patrick famously did a drum off & i MISSED IT cuz the stage at my venue wasnt large enough to fit both sets ;-; so they didnt do it ;-; but bden doin his own drum solo kinda made up for it a little bit

fuckin show off tho he played like 3 instruments & i was like u bitch stop

there was some kinda audio sample that went “i got a fever & the only prescription is more caffeine(?)” & bden mouthed the words along, and some girl behind me went “SAME” 

UPDATE: googled it, i knew i recognized chris walken’s voice, he says cowbell not caffeine & it’s a skit from snl that i’ve SEEN im a disgrace anyway that was fun also woo cowbell

the big screen kept cutting from bden drumming to a shot of the crowd & someone holding a pride flag & i was like yah drumming is gay now

lmao i only filmed like a minute of a song unless i rlly liked it so i could spend the rest of the song gettin funky right?? & i like king of the clouds but not a ton, but i filmed the whole thing cuz the visuals were so pretty lmfaooo i jus was staring at them like wowwww prettyyyyy

during the ‘i dont feel anything at all’ he looked rlly sad & i couldnt tell if it was genuine or if he was goin for like a pouty look djfdsjfndjks then right after he winked so ig pouty thx breb

at some point he introduced nicole&kenny plus the strings & brass ppl as “his friends” it was sweet & he was like “these lovely ladies” about the strings & “these handsome men” about the brass & i was like WOO GAY RIGHTS

FIRE DURIN CRAZY EQUALS GENIUS. BOZ FLASHBACKS. FIRE ON MY FACE HUNDREDS OF FEET AWAY. FEAR. DONT LIKE FIRE. SPONTANEOUS COMBUSTION. KENNY WAS TOO CLOSE. FEAR.

a whole arena singing bohemian rhapsody 25+ years after freddie mercury’s death was Incredible, i dont believe in afterlives but if there is one i hope he was watching & enjoying & knowing his legacy was staying alive bc wow that was powerful

THE END WAS CRUNK AF HOLY SHIT BDEN GOT DOWN

i cant believe i remember the day emperors came out like,,,, jeez. so lit live tho

I HAVENT MENTIONED HIS SPARKLY SUIT YET. KING OF SPARKLY SUITS

BRENDON DOIN HIS HIGH NOTE BIT & THE STAGE LIGHTING UP FULLY ON FIRE FUCK DUDE

bitchden took his shirt off when he came out for the encore..... bitch

SINS,,, FUCK DUDE,,,, MY CHILDHOOD WAS CRYING HHYSTERICALLYYY, 

in the background of my vid u can hear me do the ‘ily’ ‘ily’ from the mv emo ass

my lil sis got fucken turnt to sins lmfaooo??? danced her ass off???

us: W H O R E bden: ily

VIOLINISTS GETTIN WILD TOO

they played footage of the music vid & breb & his fuckin iconic outfit & i was a lil emo kid again omg i cant believe i saw it live

he did funny voice durin calls for a toast nerd ... least he’s not entirely bitter abt songs ryan wrote anymore tho lmao... or maybe he is considering theres only two on the 30 song setlist ;-;

i gotta listen to afycso again damn it’s so iconic

oh yah at some bit he said “ive been doing this for 14 years, im 31 now” & it reminded me like.. most of these emo bands, they started so young. & got successful at such a young age. it’s so crazy. idk. wow. 

he got growly during the chorus, that’s pstump’s thing beeb dont steal it lmao

CONFETTI fitting ending, & i got him walking off which is cool, other bands it goes dark & they just kinda disappear & it’s unsatisfying ;-;

so yah i finally saw breadman live, i got 400 pics and 30 videos so that all got spam posted over the last few days lmao

[meitanreax]

day 6

hey bebs!!! we’re almost at the halfway mark!!! we can do it!!!!! keep on going and stay strong!! thanks for calling me so much this afternoon/the previous night too!!! and our upcoming call in the morning too ^.^ OUR COMM IS STILL SO CUTE I CANT GET OVER IT!!!! im a big fan <3 it blew up on twitter too surprisingly, it has like 25 rt’s and like 200 likes LOL our comm is one of the artist’s more liked posts!!!

i really appreciate and love how well this is going!! we’ve grown a lot since the last time and we keep on growing everytime we’re apart!! im rlly glad!! we learn a lot from our mistakes & the past and im glad looking forward :D thanks for making this work baby!! i know 16-17 hours is tough but we’re literally almost at halfway point!!!!!!! we got this hehe i love and miss you so much! sorry i dont think ive been saying it that much or been making it super clear but i rlly do!!

hehe

today was a relatively chill day!! just woke up around 8 cuz of the KARAOKE THOTS...theyre literally still going rn and it’s 9 pm LFMLDKJFLDKJF please help me TT_TT

AND THEN i just stayed in bed til like 12 on my phone/laptop n shtuff! :3 i was only able to sleep for 5 hours cuz of the dumb karaoke stupid thots...sigh i am so LOL

but yeah!! i just chilled and then i ate breakfast/brunch downstairs and then napped for like 1.5 hours before i called u! o: 

i literally just was watching videos, catching up on subscriptions, playing mobile legends, etc!!! i just wanna have a day where i stay in and dont do anything fully LOL and i dont need to leave or dress up or anything!!! here are some photos from downstairs/the christmas tree!!

i called u O: and then afterwards when u left to sleep, my dad wanted to buy some halo-halo and ez had errands to run so we went to the mall..dude it was so CROWDED UGH LOL dummy!! i get so tired when i go out in public sometimes and i just want 2 sleep fml

at the mall, i got halo-halo!! and appetizers at this restaurant idk, i had eggrolls and these really good like fried clam scallops?? idk how to describe it but it was fucking GOOD im O_O but yah!! the halo-halo was ok LOL i thot there was too much ube ice cream but i liked the consistency of it cuz it was like bingsoo iced ube instead of just like........ice cream ice cream LOL

dude it was fucking FAT so i shared it with my cousin LOL

afterwards we walked around and went to a book store!!! cuz my cousin wanted to get acrylic paint stuff cuz her artist stuff LOL i was looking around and saw this book and i thot it was SOOO FUNNY LOL

imagine having a FLUFFY BOOK OMG the left one is cute, but the right one is lowkey scary ASKSDKFJSLDFKJ there was a gray version of it too!!!

we just walked around tbh and we got a screen protector for ez’s new phone and then we went to a store to get a shirt for some secret santa thing and dude like some random filipino girl started singing silent night fucking LOUD and i was liek wtf is going on LOL this botch is singing like throughout the entire store it was so loud i was legitimately like PLEASE. STOP LFSJLDFKJSLDFKJSLDKFJ it was soo try hard too cuz she was obviously trying to fake an american accent LMAO

T.T then my aunt picked us up from the mall and we went to the hospital to wait for her to drive us back home cuz she had another patient LOL 

the hospital was lowkey kinda rundown and jank and very like...yah obviously built a long time ago/had kinda bad resources but they extended it and she showed us to like the “off-limits, in construction” portion of the other hospital wing kinda like stranger things HAHAHA but it was completely different and modern!! it was lowkey scary tho like bRO LIKE THE LIGHTS WERE OFF AND THE HALLS WERE LONG AND EMPTY...BUT THE INFRASTRUCTURE WAS NICE

but yah that’s p much it!! i went home and ate dinner and now im chillen again :3 gonna shower soon, wait for ur call, and ktfo!! apparently we have a fuckin family reunion thing/party tomorrow e_e im not looking forward to it im so tired dude i do not like LOL i hate these family functions theres too much energy to talk to people and i hate dressing up for it. dude wearing makeup here is so annoying cuz u just feel disgusting at the end of the day by how humid it is LOL

but anyways!!!

here’s my response to ur challenge <3 

LOL i tried my best but they look more chibi if u make their eyes bigger :D

for your challenge for the next day:

make a photo collage of ur favorite moments of us together this year :3 like any photos, or any dumb selfies, screenshots etc!! like make it cute and stuff HAHA cuz i may want to or u may want to post it :3 just a cute recap hehe

thanks so much for everything bebz! have fun at the spa and let me know how it is ^__^ ill try to hold out a lil bit more for you LOOOL i literally just need to get through up to new years and i can fucking. live. and SEE YOU SOON HEHE

have a good rest of the day baby!! i love you so so so much, ill talk to you real soon! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, FOREVER, MORE THAN ANYTHING WITH ALL MY HEART :DDD

[puarpaganda]

i have asks still sitting in my inbox ready to be drawn and i did wake up like “oh boy im gonna do those its gonna be fun” HOWEVER i DID also encounter a random free steam game and play that for 5 hours straight before promptly deciding that was all the energy i had for the rest of the day so sorry bout that :///

[therealestvc]

Abridged Max ch. 6

Monday had arrived and Max and Chloe still weren’t back. Kate and Victoria had to figure out what to do with the raunchy, outspoken other versions of their friends…and how to disguise Other Max’s accent and Other Chloe’s Californian accent.

Guide on acting like Max and Chloe 1. no cussing anyone out 2. Talked in a hushed tone or don’t talk at all 3. Don’t direct any attention to yourself 4. Tea parties with Kate every Wednesday 5. Don’t and I repeat don’t beat up Warren 6. Be nice to everyone 7. Take pictures regularly 8. No smoking any Mary Jane

It was working so far, it was almost like they were their Max and Chloe…the only big tests were photography class and eating at the two whales diner. They had Taylor and Joyce to worry about, after their run-in with Joyce and David. They had to be more careful.

Their first few classes were going good until Other Max decided to punch Warren in the face. Her response was “I didn’t like the way his ugly face was looking at me”, she hadn’t known about their Max’s obvious naive attitude towards the Warren situation. His response on the way to the nurse’s office was “damn, chicks be crazy”.

After that incident, they reached lunch time and ate in the cafeteria with no accidents or threats. Other Chloe had joined them with Kate, her day went very well until she decided to speak in philosophy class about the meaning of life. The teacher fainted. When she came to, she put on a film about Ghandi and muttered something about needing a vacation.

“I didn’t know she was going to faint, my bad home dogs.” Other Chloe quipped taking a bite into her BLT.

Victoria and Kate voiced a collective groan, ‘these idiots’. They thought before taking bites into their own food. After lunch, they had to split once again for photography class which Kate, Victoria, and Max had. Usually they would talk about what they did over the weekend with Taylor. Other Chloe decided to wait in Kate’s dorm, she was under specific instructions not to touch anything. She could do it right?

In photography class, they all took their seats and since there was about ten minutes before class started, they decided to talk with Taylor. They would simply explain about Max’s lack of speech as her losing her voice over the weekend.

“So how was you guys weekend?” Taylor said smiling.

Other Max made a noise of displeasure but was quickly shutdown with a kick in the shin by Victoria. Taylor didn’t seem to notice this, she was just waiting patiently for their answer. Kate and Victoria both looked at each other silently telling the other to say something. Kate finally spoke up.

She sighed “it was good! We had a lot of fun and ate a lot, how was yours at your parents?” She asked directing the attention from her and others.

Taylor answered laughing “it was like the usual, my mother is doing good..same for my father, and my brother is a little butt like always. They should send him to boarding school, I can tell he is running up their nerves…he tried to convince them to turn my room into an arcade haha.” The others joined in on laughing except for Max.

“Haha that’s funny, I’m surprised you didn’t kick his ass Tay.” Victoria said laughing.

Kate added in “if any of my sisters did that then, they would ship off to catholic school pronto” laughing.

Taylor took notice of Max’s usual humorous comment, she voiced on her observation about Max’s lack of speaking. The response she got was “oh, she lost her voice this weekend…from screaming during the scary movies, it should be back next week or maybe in two weeks” by Victoria. 'Well if Tori says it then it has to be true’. Taylor was good because she didn’t question much things and she followed by what her friends said but mainly by what Victoria said.

The late bell rang and they all got ready to learn about what their teacher was going to teach them today. Mrs. Crumestine got the projector on and one word was read “project”. Kate and Victoria instantly looked at each other and internally panicked. Oh boy. The instructions for the project were to pick a partner and take pictures about their everyday life, create a story so to speak. It was for the next week, Taylor already snagged Max as a partner before any of them speak up. This was going to be a challenge.

Taylor told a seething quiet Max that she would meet up with her at 6 today for some first day pictures, Taylor told her that she wanted an authentic retro look. So they would be using Max’s camera. Other Max just nodded and tried to smile but it looked more like a snarl. Class ended and the girls decided to go to the two whales to get dinner. Kate called Other Chloe, telling her that they would heading to Kate’s room after Max and Victoria dropped their things off at their rooms. She also told Other Chloe “you better not have touched anything”. She was met with a nervous laugh.

Once they reached Kate’s room after pretty much bribing Other Max with 20 bucks to work with Taylor on the project. The room looked normal. They looked over to Chloe who was sitting by Kate’s desk with a jar that was turned upside down. They each quirked an eyebrow at the blue haired girl. Kate sighed stepping forward towards Other Chloe and jar, she moved the jar and out flew a fairy who looked very angry and blew a raspberry at Other Chloe.

Kate turned towards Chloe again “you idiot, what did you do?” She picked the fairy and did a quick spell sending her back to her land.

Other Chloe shrugged “I just wanted to test out a spell, plus she said she turn me into a frog if I didn’t let her out”. Other Max laughed at this, but was shut down with a slap upside her head by Victoria, she gave her the finger. “Chloe that is soo cool, I wish I could been here with you. Classes were boooorrrrinnggggg” she commented amping up her friend who gave her a thumbs up.

“Could you two not be trouble for at least an hour? You know what, don’t answer that…Chloe get up we are going to the two whales for dinner, we are just going to pick our order then going to eat here” Victoria said already heading for the door with Kate in tow who was shaking her head. She put her arm around her friend’s shoulder in support. The other two were left behind and were joking around and kicking things over.

The trip to the two whales was relaxing for Other Max and Other Chloe who were pissing off the blondes like no tomorrow, it had started with the spitballs in the back of Victoria’s seat by Other Chloe. Egging her on by Other Max who was telling her to try and hit the short haired blonde’s head. When she would hit her head with the spitballs, she was rewarded a smack on her leg by Victoria who never took her eyes off of the road. Other Max was pissing off Kate by kicking the back of her seat.

Kate was praying to the lord for her not to reach back there and beat the crap of Other Max. She was already mad about Other Chloe messing with her magic books…those things were expensive. She was so close from losing her cool when they reached the diner. They both turned around with smiles on their faces looking at Other Chloe silently telling her not to screw this up.

When they got inside the diner, they gave Other Chloe a pointed look. Other Chloe shrugged. She stepped towards her mother trying to make her voice as normal as possible. “Mother…I’m sorry, I freaked out you and the coronal” she smiled at Joyce who smiled back. “Oh it’s okay Chloe, just don’t do it again.” She nodded then walked with some sort of swagger back to the others with a smirk on her face. “That’s how you do it, dogs” the others looked at her with gaped mouths.

Kate went to go get their order of burgers, salad and fries. They reached back to Blackwell without anyone getting pissed off or almost accidents. Other Max spent her time back to Kate’s dorm whining and complaining about having to work with Taylor, in her universe…Taylor was as equally mean to her as this one was before all the changes took here. Victoria reassured that Taylor had changed and texting Taylor telling her to meet at Kate’s dorm since they were eating.

Once Taylor arrived at Kate’s dorm, she knocked on Kate’s door…the others except for Other Chloe inside urged Other Max to open the door. However, since the dorm walls weren’t that thick…Taylor could heard everything going on behind the door, she heard a welsh voice that sounded like Max and a California accent that sounded like Chloe, 'thank god for no lock rule’. She opened the door and was met with the blondes pushing Max by the door and herself pulling with help from Chloe.

“Guys what is going on here?” She asked with an eyebrow quirked.

Other Max spoke before Kate or Victoria could “none of yer fuckin business taylorrr”.

There was a loud thud and they all looked down seeing Taylor on the ground from fainting.

The blondes looked back to Other Max who just shrugged and gave a nervous laugh…'ohhh now she acts like Max’, they both smacked Other Max upside the head who in turn gave them a glare and flick of the finger.

They both again looked at their fainted friend then at each other. 'We’ve got some explaining to do’

Picking her up then putting her on Kate’s couch..how were they going to explain this one without most likely getting a call from a mental institution? How long would it be before Max and Chloe got back?

How long?

[novapark]

You guys are the best

Just sayin’ I probably am way past due for a gift or something but I’m not sure what I’d do. Child poses? I kinda like making child poses but they wouldn’t be list cause I don’t know how to do that yet. I’m sure I could learn, generally speaking I’m a pretty quick study for just about everything but sports stuff and foreign language, just lazy. ANYWAY on to the replies, sorry in advance for the formatting, usually I’d fix it but I’m enjoying red wine and don’t care as much.

aideybabessims

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“Get me something strong fast, I’d really like to forget who I’m here...”

GEEZ! I wonder who is going first

Personally I think all the eliminations up to the final are pretty obvious sadly. Like they are all massive crash and burns. lol. 

thatsimslove

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“Okay quick question for those involved with the BC, I’m working on...”

Totally cool with me

Yay thank you! :) I start thinking things and get all excited and then realize I gotta slow my roll a bit and see if it’s okay with the people who actually made the sims. 

aideybabessims

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“Okay buddy what the fuck is your problem? You just gotta patronize me...”

*Snaps fingers*

lol I’m envisioning you doing this, I hope you know. It kind of fits nicely with my mental picture of you. :P 

msmidnightblonde

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“Whatever buddy, you clearly just want to win like any fuckin’ jock...”

ha Oh gosh. even though he's going through it the wrong way, at least he understands the seriousness of it all. Like "if you don't know and like the real me, then we ain't gonna work honey"

Yeah like he seems like an asshole now but he grows on you. They both seem to have a lot of the same hang ups frankly, at least based on the way they act. In my head he’s the product of a very loving single mother but I don’t know how valid that idea is. And Zeff has like super great but sheltering parents lol. I always gotta give sims a reason for acting like they do in my head even if it’s probably not even right. 

thatsmolplumbob

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“Okay quick question for those involved with the BC, I’m working on...”

It's totally fine with me :)

Sweet thank you! Kelsey needs more friends and she doesn’t seem like she’d have a lot of female companions. 

gaiahypothesims

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“Okay quick question for those involved with the BC, I’m working on...”

fine with me!

Woot woot! I actually already made him a child in my game cause honestly I assumed you’d be chill with this, lol. Maybe that was a bit presumptive but you seem chill. 

gaiahypothesims

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“Starting out the morning right. ”

That's super sexy Zeff...

haha well it got her smiling right? While she’s not “childish” I do find inappropriate sims a little childish and they mesh well with that trait. 

gaiahypothesims

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“She showed him how ‘just fine’ things were.  “Seriously you need to...”

Kelsey!!! My goodness woman!

That poor girl has just the worst examples for social. Her dad never socializes with anyone but Bash and his own family in front of her and all those people know him and just accept his weirdness, lol. It’s no wonder Kelsey doesn’t realize the things she picked up from him aren’t socially acceptable, lol. 

gaiahypothesims

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“And as soon as she got home the good times kept rolling.  “You like...”

<angry sigh> Dammit Zeff! I said "A" game!!!! Don't insult her. You'll never get to see her big rack that way!

 LOL. She’d probably honestly show him if he just asked nicely. My poor needy baby just loves approval. 

hureuf replied to your photoset

“She showed him how ‘just fine’ things were.  “Seriously you need to...”

I'm gonna fucking strangle you Fergus

I get so frustrated with them sometimes. Like you guys clearly dig each other, just like... stop rejecting okay? 

hellokawaiipotato

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“They gossiped back and forth for a bit until they both realized they...”

One mo drank

Kelsey’s motto on these dates, lol.

msmidnightblonde

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“She showed him how ‘just fine’ things were.  “Seriously you need to...”

I love her faces so much.

Me too, I like them even more now that I’ve played her in ts3, lol. Like they are all kind of slightly weird. 

hellokawaiipotato

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“It’s not bullshit, it’s a respectful gesture is all. My family isn’t...”

Great job on being a douche, kind sir

LOL, Honestly I wish I had a better reason for the rejection. 

hellokawaiipotato replied to your photoset “Oh Kelsey.  “Why would you do that?! I don’t even know that I like you...”

YOU CAME HERE TO MARRY HER FOIERKLGJ5TIKH5II

Well she just wasn’t what they thought I guess, lol. She is a tad on the thirsty side sometimes. 

hellokawaiipotato

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“Zeff knows what he’s doin. ”

"Her ass is a minute away from being my trampoline"

BUAHAHAAHA!!

hellokawaiipotato

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“msmidnightblonde replied to your post: Kelsey and...”

aw poor baby

Yeah Jarvis is one of my biggest assholes so I’m not terribly surprised. 

hellokawaiipotato

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“So I know that’s like offensive to some people but it’s just how–” ...”

We just make a big frickin deal over em cuz we don't wanna lose our fried chicken rights.

hellokawaiipotato

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“So I know that’s like offensive to some people but it’s just how–” ...”

No one likes politics.

Yeah like we all just wanna exist in our own little bubble and love our family and friends and just kind of be there but fuckin’ those assholes want to milk what they can from us plebs so it’s easy to get angsty. I just want my damn chicken jerks. 

“msmidnightblonde replied to your post: Kelsey and...”

lmao "you know, I've just realized that this isn't really working for me. Soo....see ya'!"

Yeah that’s basically how she left. Like...  “I’m just gonna go now.” 

ciarasia

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“Kelsey and the Contentious ones”

lmao noo they just went to shit cause i didn't like what they were becoming, i suck at desert worlds :$$$

haha oh okay! As you know I live in the desert so it’s like my natural state to be in a world that’s a desert so I think I do better with them than most worlds. Though I do like my alpine projects. Not that I’ve shown anyone those yet. 

ciarasia

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“Don’t dare point the finger, don’t accept the consequence, it’s not...”

omg i love meg and dia <3 totally agree it kinda fits! :D

They are so great. Love indie chick music. 

msmidnightblonde

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“And so she did… for the rest of the time they were there. ”

"Just keep them coming."

“forever.. and can you come home with me too? My dad’s gonna be intolerable after this.” 

msmidnightblonde

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“Oh Kelsey.  “Why would you do that?! I don’t even know that I like you...”

"who agrees to marry someone they just met--THAT DAY?! I dont trust your judgement." Lol I hate that movie but man, it springs to mind here.

LOL yeah totally terrible movie but a relevant line! 

msmidnightblonde

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“Kelsey and the Contentious ones”

also, I love your bc's. they're such a hoot to watch play out and make me really want to do one of my own. and I loved Francis'. Those chick's were hilarious. especially mixed in with his perviness. what more could one ask for? lol

Aww thanks! I have fun doing them but can only do like one a year cause I get far too into it. It was a ridiculous fun save. I think I watched the girls far more than anything that was going on with him. Francis is a special boy, lol. 

msmidnightblonde

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“Kel on the other hand does not. ”

siiiike.

msmidnightblonde

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“Zeff knows what he’s doin. ”

gah look at that face though! lol oozing confidence "Yeah, I got this shit." lol

HAHA he didn’t count on her screwing it up! HAHAHAHAHA if I didn’t laugh I’d be sad for her. 

gaiahypothesims

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“Gaiaplies”

LOLOL that I warranted my own reply thread. BUT I get all into it with BC's and my boys. Seriously, he must do a LOT of manscaping... he looks like a hairy beast. That should give him bonus points... granted I know you're ahead of the game.

Hehehe indeed I am. I can tell! You seem to be cheering him on all along the way. :D Too bad this isn’t much of a points game. Just she likes them or she doesn’t and boy is she a fickle mistress. 

aideybabessims replied to your photo

Oh wow! That's pretty

Thank you dear! As I told you I’m lovin this place. :D

[sleepingwonders]

04162017

Dude. Happy Easter. I realise that my body just HATES smoke so I’m just going to accept that. Also found out that my ‘thing’ in my friend group that is highly notable is dissociation in the middle of hanging out. I will legit just like lay down anywhere and just like forget everything. And it’s great like, of you don’t know me well enough you’d think oh god she’s insane but I mean… yeah I am, but like I’m a chaotic neutral….. IM NOT GONNA GO OUT OF MY WAY to burden others nah boiiiii I’ll let you just set fire to yourself lmao. Speaking of Fire ok let me just start this over but with like what happened.

LET ME JUST STATE THAT I JUST ENJOY WRITING DOWN MY THOUGHTS ON THIS SITE AND BEING ABLE TO LOOK BACK. I also really like when people like reply to my diary posts bc like… I’m just o h your read it and don’t think lowly of me omf and I get happy.

Ok end rant let’s get on

So about 8 I made it to Mukilteo beach (finally) and met up w Mikayla, Jake, Annalise, Zane, and Kaitlyn(?)(just met her) then I found out Kevin and his gf were coming and I was like o. (Cause last time I saw him I completely switched on him and was a shit. A big shit. I feel bad but I had so many feelings against him that like it was impulsive…. he hurt me and doesn’t even know he did me wrong…. anyways) so I met his gf and whatever fine and dandy, bUT BOY WAS IT COLD so they left and we were all planning on meeting up at Zanes house; bc we can make a fire there, perfect. So we get there and jake tells me that Kev and gf didn’t come bc he had some thing and whatever (aka he didn’t wanna come or his gf didn’t wanna come whatever either way he didn’t come. Oh well) So we all get to Zanes (I got there last cause I got lost af ended up in Everett whoops) and I just like hang out for half a second but I looked up and soO MANY STARS BOI and then like I completely forgot that I was a person in a group of people for a solid 20 minutes… and I was lying on the ground, just looking up at the stars completely forgetting about everything around me until well mikayla gets a hold of the gasoline bottle and starts spraying the bottle RAPIDLY and jake is freakingout. Then Jake gets the bottle and IT BROKE HAHAH SO LIKE HE GOT GAS EVERYWHERE AND THE FIRE NATURALLY SPREAD TO THE GRASS AND LIKE EVERYONE WAS FREAKING OUT TRYNA LUT THE FIRE OUT AND AH HAHA SO FUNNY. but eventually they got it out, Hahaha then like I get up finally and join and andrew ended up coming and he was able to bring me my BTS posters !!!! I was HAPPY. anyways I get up and sit w the group it’s great and like I get super into the fire and zone out again and like forget everything again, I’m far enough away from the fire that my body cold af tho. So I’m freezing and also like inhaling smoke from the fire (no prob tho cause 'it hurts so good’)(plus like it makes me feel like I got the dankest fickin vape cloud cause all that’s in my body is fuckin smoke hahaha. And like andrew notices and was like dude chill that can kill you. So because again I’m a big shit, I start INHALING THE SHIT OUT OF THIS SMOKE. I made it a point to inhale the most smoke. He was not having is hahaha. Oh well. Then something happened and andrew tried to take the posters and I like, fuck I have ZERO CLUES as to what came over me but yo I bit andrew like alySSA WHATTHEFUCK. and then realised I needed to chill. So I let someone out (I was blocking them in the driveway) and came back and like everything was fine again. Then Zane brought ou t CATS ANF I WAS ALL FOR IT HECK YA. Then like the fire started dying and you know what that means (SMOOOOOOKE) well andrew again wasn’t having it so he stood in front of me lolol. Darn it. Then Jake and andrew, and annalise left and it was just Zane, Mikayla and I. So like I don’t know how it happened but eventually the three of us ended up hanging out and Zane got his vape and bc I’m always so interested in everything that I know nothing about I’m like BRO LEMME DO IT FUCKIN VAPE NAAAASHUNNN and hahahahahah my dudes I CANNOT INHALE SMOKE FOR SHIT. (Will post a video later or something) it’s so bad. I kept choking on the smoke and coughing it was bad. But it was really fun at the same time and I got some cool photos of Zane. I want to edit them and make them look cool and stuff and maybe I’ll post them or something sometime. (Probably will everything ends up on here) and yeah. Anyways we were talking about what our things are (Zane has this like shivering thing he does, mikayla has this face of utter disgust at something she’s displeased with, and I guess my thing is my Dissociation in the middle of everything and just laying down and looking at the sky.)(again I totally didn’t know it was so obvious). And then we dispatched. So on my way home I was listening to music at level fucking 30. (Mind you I never put it past 13/15 so I’m just BLAAASTING this stuff and I’m like hell ya and singing along and it was greeeeeat. All in all good night I was satisfied. But I’m gonna like stop it here because nothing else really happened after that. But I’m glad I was able to hang. Now. I have to sleep bc I have to wake up in about 8.7 hours to go to church! So excited. I hope everyone has a wonderful Easter. And to those who’ve already experienced their day, I hope you all had a wonderful Easter Day. Much love, and Bless up. (: