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calypsoff2 · 3 years ago

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Fourteen. Part 2

I don’t know what Robyn is more annoyed at, me or Mel, it’s the second time she has come to the window to look at us but I am just having my second blunt so she can stare all she wants “I don’t want to ask but I am going to ask, that dickhead? What’s happening with that” Mel breathed out laughing “he was hiding out at my apartment until I turned around and said you need to go; he has no home so he’s gone back to VA which I knew would have happened. But he wants to change, he will be a great father to our baby so he says, I’m just scared. I didn’t go out of my way to get pregnant, erm yeah. His son is devastated, he asked why can’t I see uncle Chris and TJ said I messed up son and we can’t see them, he’s out of the school and is back at VA. He can’t afford it, he had to do it so I said it is what it is” I laughed blowing the smoke out from my lips, I guess he got what he wanted which made me laugh “he relied on me Mel, he is nothing without me. But we saw Captain, he said he’s no good to you Mel. Don’t let him drag you down, that wife of mine is already on edge and if you marry him or anything she will cut you off. She is very hurt by him, TJ did be nasty to her when she was younger, and she remembers that so yeah” Mel’ face softened “you both saw him?” Nodding my head “it ain’t good news but I respect you Mel, and I would respect you more if you let him go and let him rot. Do you love him?” I have to ask because you never know “I could have but I would give up anyone for Robyn, I love her more then anything” chewing on my bottom lip “I just wish I made a better decision, now look. I wanted to abort it” my eyes widened “don’t say that it’s a blessing and that kid is going to be my nephew or niece and I will be there for it, I promise you” Mel’ smile grew “that means so much to me” Mel looks stressed, I feel bad for her “I got you, you will find a man that will be man enough to take care of you. I promise” Mel laughed and put her head down, she’s feeling shit, and I don’t blame her.

Putting my blunt out “what else was said? By Captain, are you both going to get that boy?” Mel asked, which honestly makes me laugh because after today I get why “when we are ready, that his is answer and I do get why because look at us now, we aren’t ready for it. He said it’s going to come but not now, we aren’t ready for it and I can see why, I just feel like we are busy. Robyn is upset and she is stuck between being a business woman and a mother, I am being a father to these kids first. That’s what I am doing but I am slacking like she says” Mel cringed “it’s just you are both feeling a type of way, I think yes it’s something you both can wait on. I love Robyn, I know my sister adores those kids. She has to find a balance and I know she struggled with telling the girls that she has to go” nodding my head “I promised Robyn that I would follow her wherever she goes because he said she will be overseas for a while and I said I will bring the kids and we stay there but I think New York is the way forward but I backtracked because I just prefer the sun and the whole nine but it’s affecting my family, I can’t deal anymore. We are moving, I’ve had enough. But yeah, it’s just a mess. Robyn was meant to make her headquarters here, she changed that but then I feel like she did that so she can be away from the kids?” Mel shook her head “when Robyn wasn’t working and she finally sat down, she turned to me and said to me. I wonder what my daughters think of me, I wonder if they will say I did a good thing or did I make a mistake. I said I don’t think they will say their mother did bad but it’s something you are missing out on, them. But if you move then I’m going to be here” she laughed “then move, you don’t have to stay here but Mel, even that you and Robyn have fallen out or whatever, she loves you and she will not want to see you on your knees. TJ is bad news, he’s not good Mel. And I really don’t want that for you, he’s made my life shit for what. But yeah, it was good, seeing Captain we spoke on things we needed, and I got to tell Robyn everything, I am happier” Mel cooed out “you both love each other, and it shows” I grinned, I adore her so much and she does me.

Mel and I went back inside, Robyn is downstairs, and Monica has started again. I kind of cringed because I feel bad that I did snitch but I was so angered by how she was speaking “mom I get it, I will be back, I have to go there for three days max, what do you want me to do!? I can’t be everywhere at any one time, you are stressing me out and then he is, what do you want from me huh? We are living good because of me mom, me. I did all this shit; something will be sacrificed!” Robyn spat “well baby thank you for sacrificing your kid’s childhood to have us living good, because that is what them girls are going to say when their mother is busy doing interviews, she is running off constantly. And how dare you swear at your husband” I sat down quietly “mom I think you need to go home, I can’t deal with you anymore, I can’t deal with your mouth. Just go home, please. How I deal with my family is my problem, ok?” Robyn walked off “Chris with me” Robyn said, I have been summoned I guess “that’s me” I mumbled as I got up from the couch “do not let my daughter get away with it Chris” Monica said as I walked off, she doesn’t need to worry because I won’t let her get away with it but I will not disrespect my wife like that, unless she does be rude but I know she is going to hate me for telling her mother but she has bought this on herself.

Robyn is pissed off, she is so fucking angry, and I can tell “we could have argued it out in the bedroom, you didn’t have to tell her. Now she won’t drop it, now I am the worst person on earth, I do not know how to be a mother” I can see she has packed her things; she is ready to go “you pissed me off Robyn, you need to watch how you speak to me when I am here looking after our kids. We both can’t be out there, what you want from me?” I don’t get it “nothing Chris, I wanted to ask what did you say to her” oh so she didn’t want to speak on anything else, she didn’t like me speaking to Mel. She needs to let that hurt go “you mean Mel?” I said “who else? You both were out there giggling to each other; she is the same woman that lied to your wife! Actually you were in on this” she is angry for no reason “time of the month?” it’s got to be “you are so ugly” I snorted laughing “yeah you on your period, look that is your sister. She has been so loyal to you; I wish I had someone like that in my life. She hasn’t done anything wrong but fall pregnant to the wrong guy, just listen to me on this. Hear her out and make up. She is not a bad person Robyn, stop this” she is stubborn “I just wish you didn’t say it to my mother Chris, that is something I need to get over. But you are being really unfair about this, you knew I had to go but is stood here acting dumb about it, you knew this. I said to you in Jamaica that I would need to go, I am just annoyed now my mother will not drop it, I wish you just argued it out with me!” she is angry, and I get it “I can just apologise, I was mad that you were being like that” I made a mistake I guess.

I hate my wife being angry at me, she is lowkey scary angry too “I don’t get why Mel is here she need to quit entering my home too” she isn’t going to let that go “stop with the hate train for her but I have decided, we are moving New York?” Robyn pulled a face at me “uproot the kids and they lose their friends, you asked them? You know they love their school and shit, they are settled, what happened to when I said it first time around huh? I said this shit, I even goes Chris lets do it before they go to school, settle them there but oh TJ is here, I like the weather here. It’s ok, I prefer it. Now you want to move them permanently. Like that overseas shit would be for a while but we would be back, they are growing Chris, you need to ask them” I had to laugh “you need to also ask them if they are ok with you constantly leaving them but here we are” Robyn groaned out “oh you are an asshole to be honest, so now you got this grand idea to move? Ok, well I am going to speak to Mel, I just can’t be bothered Chris” she is so annoying at times, what is even the point. She is of course angry with me because of the Monica thing.

I had a nap, I mean I have been awake a long time, I am tired so I had a nap which will make me feel less moody. I wanted to let Mel and Robyn have it out and see how it goes, I hope Robyn has been kind because she isn’t in the best mood. I full expected Mel to be gone but she is here “you let her get away with it?” Monica came out of nowhere; I was about to go into the living room “what do you mean?” I asked “you should tell her no she can’t go; you do the work here. You will be alone here, not fair on you Chris. They are a handful, I don’t know how you do it” licking my lips laughing “I just let them do what they want, I just hope they respect me for it, what can I say? This is her dream; she is living her dream and I hate her being sad with me and disliking me. I can try but my try is not working, she will go and that is it Monica. I am more than happy for her to live that out, just she needs to think of the kids” Monica is judging me, she sighed out and walked by me “you are staying here Robbie?” oh Monica is out on a war path, she is digging me a grave too “mom you know what is happening, why do you keep asking me the same thing. I am going New York and I will be back in three days” walking into the living room also “I should have known he would be here too” Mel looked at me and cringed “you are being unfair to him Robbie; you know how hard it is to take care of the kids alone?” I am just going to sit down, like sit this one out “I am here mom! I see it, I am their mother, you are too involved in my life, stop it. I don’t want to hear it no” I wish I never said anything “you will hear it” Monica pointed at her “you will listen to me; you will listen to your husband. If he says you stay then you stay Robbie, I taught you better then this. You are a wife and a mother!” Monica shouted “you are lost in this life! Ask him now what he wants!” Monica pointed to me “now!” Monica barked “what do you want Chris?” I feel so awkward, staring at Robyn and I know she is hurting, and she is getting all this shit “what makes you happy I told you that” I mumbled, Robyn placed her tongue on her top lip and then shook her head crying “you’re getting at me mom, I have had it with you” Robyn walked off and I got up to go after her, now I didn’t want any of this shit, I feel bad.

Rubbing my hands just watching Robyn “I told you back in Jamaica that I would do anything for you Robyn, and I don’t mind you going but I just wanted you to tell the kids” Robyn wiped away her tears “I told you about my mother, I would have came back in three days. None of this was needed, it wasn’t” grabbing Robyn’ hands as I stepped closer to her “I get it, I am sorry for saying it in that moment. Just don’t cry, I just wanted you to tell the girls” Robyn put her head down “with my mom here, she isn’t going to let me leave it down, she is going to make jibes at me while I try. This is so unfair, I never meant any of it to be this way. I wish I never started this” I shushed her “just relax, you know what you can’t be like this talking to the girls, they won’t let you go Robyn. You’re too emotional, just go. I will explain to them, and they will call you” she can’t talk to them like this, she is a wreck “then she will say I am a bad person” shaking my head “I will cover for you, say we are taking them out and dropping you off at the airport, I will then drop you off. Pick up the girls, take for them for frozen yoghurt and explain” Robyn’ face softened “I don’t deserve you” she is damn right she doesn’t “yeah you right” Robyn laughed “but I will be there for the frozen yoghurt, I will explain and then go from there. I don’t’ want to do it with my mom here making remarks” she still wants to do it after all that.

Imani sat on Robyn’ lap, I am glad she came because then it takes the weight off me from doing it but she has yet to say anything “girls, can I speak to you. Give dad his phone back please” oh this is it, she is going to say it “here dad” taking my phone from Tianna “and you Imani” Robyn took her phone back “listen to mom now” I pointed, these girls love to just want to play games “so girls, I know mom and dad have just recently come back from Jamaica and you have just gone back to school-” Rylee cut her off “you’re leaving us again” she said so quick, Robyn held her breath “just for a few days” Tianna’ face softened “but why? It’s parents’ day mom” Tianna said “and I know baby, I will be back. But I need to go for work, I will be back. I don’t want you to be sad because it won’t be long, I promise I will be back quickly as possible” Rylee is not happy “so you can leave us again? This is not nice mom, I don’t like it you just come back though” Robyn tried to place her head on Rylee’ shoulder but she got angry and moved away “no mom I am sad” looking at Robyn, now she sees what I mean and how it affects them when she goes, their emotions are everywhere.

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hockeylvr59 · 4 years ago

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A Christmas Bride || Cale Makar

Requested: [ ] yes [x] no

Authors Note: I mentioned a Christmas wedding..so here’s a Christmas wedding. Shoutout to everyone who helped with details like nicknames, the dress, and everything else and to those ladies who let me use their names for bridesmaids. See ‘tagged/037′ for inspiration post and first dance song.

Warnings: I honestly don’t think there’s anything here I need to warn you about.

Word Count: 6,914 (~250 of which is a reading attributed to its author as mentioned)

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Sitting in the passenger seat of the SUV your fiance was driving, you took in the city lights of Calgary as they slowly disappeared into the rearview mirror. It was three days before Christmas and the Avs had just defeated the Flames on the road. Cale’s parents had left you behind to wait for their son, declaring that they would see you at home soon. When Cale appeared from behind the locker room doors, he was all smiles. With his arms wrapped around you, he’d kissed you softly and then asked if you wanted to go for a drive with him.

“Well, you’re kinda my ride so I guess so…” You’d teased, leaning against Cale’s side as he took your hand and guided you to where the second car his parents had driven was parked. You had no idea where you were going, but you trusted that Cale did and just relaxed, his hand in yours over the center console as he drove, Christmas carols playing on the radio.

You’d been on the road for about an hour when you saw Cale glancing over at you.

“Hey sweetheart, do you trust me?” He asked. You made a face because of course you did, but you were confused as to why he was asking.

“You know I do…” You simply replied. It was only then that Cale released your hand for a moment, opening one of the many small compartments in the vehicle to pull out something which he dropped onto your lap.

“Put this on for me?” He requested and when you picked up the item you realized it was a blindfold.

“Cale?” You murmured, even more confused now as to what was going on.

“Just trust me and put it on okay?” He insisted. “I promise it’ll all make sense soon and that nothing is going to happen to you.” And because you trusted Cale with everything, you complied, pulling the blindfold over your eyes before leaning against the door again. Moments later Cale reached for your hand and you sat in darkness with him rubbing patterns over your palm just softly singing to the carols playing. About eight songs later you felt the vehicle stop and Cale squeezed your hand in his.

“Go ahead and unbuckle and sit up.” He instructed. “But don’t touch the blindfold. I promise we’re almost there.” He added. You followed his directions as the sound of his car door slammed shut and then a blast of cold air hit you as your door opened. “Alright, sweetheart...come here.” Cale breathed, offering a hand out to help you from the car and onto your feet. Two more car doors slammed before his hand was taking yours again.

“Alright. Just come with me. I promise I won’t let you trip. Just a short walk and then I swear you can take the blindfold off.” You were beyond confused and anxious, but the feeling of his hand was soothing as he indeed started guiding your steps. It was a little more than a short walk, but that was only a minor point and after three doors, an elevator ride, and just a few minutes, you were finally stopping, Cale’s hand falling to your hip.

“Can I take this off now?” You pleaded softly and Cale’s chuckle filled your ears before his fingers drifted up to pull it off of your face.

“Yes, but just look at me.” He teased, his features appearing across your vision in the dim space.

“Where are we...what the hell is going on Cale?” You inquired next and Cale ran his fingers across the back of his neck before handing you a wrapped box.

“Open this...it will explain everything,” Cale promised, his hands cupping your cheeks to pull you in for a kiss that you melted into, your brain swimming. “But I gotta go. I’ll see you tomorrow.” Stealing one more kiss, Cale moved back through the door that was behind him, as you called his name trying to understand.

Left alone, you panicked and immediately reached for a light switch. When the lights turned on and you turned around you couldn’t help but gasp. In front of you, off to the left was a jacuzzi tub and a few more steps into the room revealed a king-size bed tucked behind a dividing wall to the right.

Running your fingers through your hair you made your way over to the bed and plopped down. Remembering the box in your other hand that Cale said would explain everything, you looked at it, quickly pulling off the envelope attached to the top. Inside was a letter and you felt yourself holding your breath as you started to read Cale’s familiar handwriting.

Y/N,

I’m pretty sure it was on our first date that I learned just how much you love Christmastime. And it wasn’t long after that before your friends and family were telling me about how you’ve always dreamed of a Christmas wedding. Watching you light up this time of year is one of my favorite things about you.

I know being with me isn’t always easy, I know what my career has caused you to give up, will cause you to give up in the future. Yet through it all, you’ve stayed right by my side. I can’t express to you how much that means to me.

When I proposed, I promised to make all of your dreams come true if you’d just let me make you my wife.

But since that day I’ve watched you struggle. I’ve seen the pressure of supporting me and taking care of our home weigh on you. I’ve seen the tears you cry when the media is critical of my play or when people who have no business in our personal life butt in on social media. And I’ve seen you struggle to pick a date, decide on a venue for our wedding. In order to make things easier on me, you’ve been trying to wrap your head around a summer wedding, even though we both know that’s not what you want.

So...without me rambling too much...I know you have questions. Likely, where am I and what the hell is going on?

Where are you? The Fairmont Banff Springs Hotel in Banff, Alberta.

What the hell is going on? Open the box now.

Tossing the wrapping paper to the floor, you opened the box, pulling out a cotton robe from the tissue paper. Turning it over, you held it up, the words ‘Mrs. Makar’ staring back at you in a forest green script. Under that, in a similar deep red script, was ‘12.23.20’, and suddenly swallowing was a lot harder. Picking the letter up again you continued reading, tears forming quickly and streaming down your cheeks.

I took note of tonight’s game against Calgary on the road from the moment the schedule was released. And it stayed in the back of my mind until that night at Gabe’s where Mel and Courtney grilled you about wedding planning and you came home and cried yourself to sleep.

Y/N...it absolutely killed me to know that planning our wedding, one of the happiest days of our lives, was making you so upset. If you’ll recall, the next morning I told you to take a break and that it would all work out.

That morning, I called my mom and your mom on the way to the rink and told them that I wanted to make this particular dream of yours come true. With both our families on board and a very limited date window I started making some calls and with a name drop or five, some luck, and a LOT of hard work, here we are.

I suppose I should briefly apologize for my slight manipulation of you with insisting you go dress shopping, come up with your half of the guest list, and taste cakes with me but I hope all of that will be quickly forgiven when you see the results of my efforts.

I love you Y/N and all I’ve ever wanted was to see you happy because from that first day on UMASS’s campus that’s all you’ve ever made me.

So relax. Everything is taken care of. You just sit back and enjoy.

Anxious and extremely excited,

Your soon-to-be husband

P.S. Text your mom when you pull yourself together so she can bring you your bag.

P.P.S. Shower tonight. Breakfast will be brought at 7:30 with your hair and makeup artists arriving around 8:15.

Cale was truly the absolute best guy on the planet and it all still felt completely surreal. Just yesterday you were stressing over how you were going to get through Christmas with everyone asking about wedding plans and now..now tomorrow you were actually getting married.

A quick text to your mom and she was there, wrapping her arms around you after setting your bag on the bed. You hadn’t expected to see her until Cale’s first road trip after the holidays when you had plans to fly home and have a belated Christmas with your family.

“This is really happening?” You found yourself questioning, still unable to shake the shock you were feeling.

“Yeah, baby girl.” Your mom assured you. “You found yourself a pretty incredible man who would literally give you the moon if you asked for it.” Once again you were blown away by the weight of Cale’s love and though your eyes still watered, your smile was quickly growing.

After your mom caught you up to date with a few more details, ones Cale’s letter hadn’t provided, she bid you goodnight and told you that she would be back for breakfast in the morning, urging you to try and get some sleep.

Keeping in mind Cale’s advice to shower tonight, you quickly but carefully ran through an extensive beauty routine in the shower. Since you were still too anxious to sleep, you only quickly dried your body before moving to the jacuzzi tub. Tucked into the warm water with jets soothing your muscles you texted Cale, unable to help yourself.

You’re insane and incredible and I love you so much. Also...I can’t wait for you to see the dress. xoxo Your Bride.

You weren’t expecting a response, so you set your phone aside and just tried to relax knowing that morning was already creeping up on you. Feeling your skin start to prune, you finally climbed out, dried off, and crawled into bed. Though your mind wouldn’t stop racing, you did eventually drift off.

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The sound of your alarm going off pulled you from sleep and it took you a moment to remember where you were. Suddenly it hit you that you were getting married today and wave after wave of nerves crashed over you. It was an excited nervous but one that almost left you feeling dizzy all the same.

Pulling yourself out of bed, you threw on some sweats, just in time for a knock to sound at your door. Moving over to it, you saw that it was your mom and you let her in, hugging her again.

“Did you get any sleep?” She inquired a warm but nervous smile on her face as well.

“A little.” You replied. “My mind won’t stop racing though.” You admitted.

“You’re worried about all of the details…” Your mom mused. “I’m sure Cale’s note already told you this but relax and just enjoy your wedding day baby, Cale has everything under control and he didn’t forget anything. I have never seen a man so detail-oriented regarding his wedding before.” She laughed and it made you giggle as you fell even more in love with him.

Any further discussion of your nerves was interrupted by the door again and this time it was in fact breakfast. Within minutes of its arrival, your best friends and bridesmaids arrived and wrapped you up in so many hugs, their joy infectious. Catching up with them over breakfast made your heart flutter because it had been too long since you’d seen them.

“We need to find us men like Cale.” Your college roommate, Rachel, mused a wistful look in her eyes.

“Good luck with that. He’s kind of one of a kind.” You smiled. “But I mean I can introduce you to his teammates, I think you’d get along well with Andre.” You teased, sending her a wink.

Breakfast had included mimosas, which was working wonders to take the edge off of your anxiety, causing you to be your usual open and bubbly self. As you finished breakfast your bridesmaids disappeared to grab their own robes to change into as well as to grab their dresses. While they were gone you slipped into your robe as well, your mom already starting to tear up at that sight alone.

As your bridesmaids returned, dress bags in hand, the hairstylist and makeup artist arrived. They both got to work on your mom, and you turned to your bridesmaids a curious look on your face.

“So...I know I didn’t pick these dresses. Do I at least get to see them?” You asked. Each of your bridesmaids zipped open the dress bags revealing different style dresses in the same dark forest green color.

“Cale suggested the color to us and then told us to use our best judgment.” Your childhood best friend, Anne, explained. “We think he was right on point but what do you think?”

“I think I’m going to have some pretty hot bridesmaids to set up with my hubby’s teammates.” You joked. “I don’t know anything really about this wedding but I’m sure they’ll be perfect.” You added, taking a deep breath to calm the next wave of nerves.

For the next few hours, you bs’ed with your girls while each, in turn, got their hair and makeup done. At some point, a photographer and a videographer arrived popping in and out of the suite. Before long it was your turn to sit in the chair, and when a mirror was handed to you when they were done, you almost burst into tears at the woman staring back at you, hardly believing that it was yourself.

“Wow…” You whispered, letting out a shaky breath.

“Cale isn’t going to know what hit him.” Your best friend from your major, Moni, declared.

“Yeah...you look smoking hot Y/N.” Rachel agreed. It felt like everything was a blur as you finished eating a quick snack before watching your bridesmaids slip into their dresses. When your mother returned, Cale’s mom was with her, both dressed and ready to go.

“Oh, sweetheart....you look stunning.” Cale’s mom declared, pulling you into a hug. “He’s gonna lose it. He’s fully admitted he’s sure he’s going to cry.” She laughed.

“Should we get you dressed?” Your mom inquired and with the photographer and videographer on standby, they helped you into your dress, settling the straps onto your shoulders before zipping you in. It fit like a glove and your friends all gasped, having not seen it before.

“Y/N…” They murmured, each having tears form in their eyes.

“You aren’t allowed to cry or I’ll cry.” You chastised, feeling yourself get emotional. This was the day you’d been waiting your entire life for and so many different emotions were swirling through you. Taking a sip of water, you tried to calm your racing heart as you carefully sat on the edge of one of the chairs in the room. Fanning yourself, you saw Laura grab two small boxes, handing them to you with a smile before she took the seat across from you.

“Cale sent the top one, says it’s your something new and blue. The other is from me and it’s your something borrowed.” Laura explained. Your mom quickly came over with the necklace Cale had given you last Christmas, an eight-sided snowflake so that you would always have a piece of him, or at least his jersey number, with you.

“Cale suggested this as your something old.” She declared, fastening it around your neck. Opening the box Cale had sent, you couldn’t help but laugh. Inside was a blue and maroon colorado avalanche garter.

“Oh boy.” You breathed. “Yeah, I guess that works.” Your expression caused everyone else in the room to laugh as you shook your head, working the garter onto your leg. “If this is the only inclusion of the avs besides as guests, I suppose I should be happy.” You teased, dropping your dress back down to hide the garter. Finally, you took the box that Laura had brought and opened it to reveal a diamond tennis bracelet, worn with age.

“That was my mother’s, she gave it to me when Cale was born, and I plan to give it to you someday.” She expressed. “But I think you should borrow it for today because it just feels right.” Leaning over, you wrapped her in a hug as you thanked her.

“I hope you know how grateful I am for the man you birthed and raised.” You murmured, trying not to cry. “He is...he is everything I ever could have asked for and I know so much of that is because of you.”

“Oh honey, you’ve taken the man I raised and made him an even better man. I am so grateful to be able to call you my daughter.” This moment with your mother-in-law was so special and you had to take another sip of water to pull yourself back together. “Now I’m gonna go check on my son because I think it’s time for your dad to come see you. We’ll see you downstairs.” Her words were full of excitement as you hugged her and she squeezed your hands before leaving the room, taking a load full of things belonging to your bridesmaids with her.

Your grandmother made her way up to the room just before your dad and when she arrived she immediately started crying at how beautiful you look. By the time your dad knocked on the door, you were just trying to keep distracted so you wouldn’t start crying, telling stories about dates with Cale and how you knew he was the one almost right away. You hadn’t expected your dad to cry, but he did get a little emotional as he wrapped you in his arms. With all of these moments captured in photos and videos you knew you would certainly fully cry over them in the future.

As the clock ticked closer to the ceremony time, you felt more nerves roll over you in waves, slowly becoming overwhelming. Looking at your mom and dad you let out a shaky sob.

“I...I know Cale doesn’t want to see me before...but I...I need to at least hold his hand for a moment...please?” You requested, now noticing that your hands were shaking. You weren’t getting cold feet, that certainly wasn’t what you were feeling, it was all just so much emotion in such a short amount of time.

Nodding, your mom reached for her phone and stepped into the hall. After a minute she returned and motioned for you to follow her, your bare feet padding down the hall until you reached an alcove.

“Cale is on his way up.” She assured you, kissing your head before stepping away to give you some privacy. Nodding, you just focused your breathing until footsteps approached from the hall to your right.

“Hey, sunshine, what’s up...you’re not getting cold feet on me are you?” The sound of Cale’s voice was music to your ears and you reached a hand out around the corner.

“No...no cold feet.” You promised. “I just…” You started but paused feeling Cale’s hand lace in yours. “I...I needed this.”

“Mom says I’m going to lose it when I see you.” Cale breathed. “I’m so excited to finally marry you.” His words in combination with the feeling of his hand around yours, soon had you feeling like yourself again, some of the overwhelming emotions lessening.

“So I told Rachel I’d set her up with Burky.” You chatted, loving the sound of Cale’s laugh in reaction to your words.

“I’m sure he’ll have no complaints about that,” Cale replied. “You okay now?” He whispered. “Or do you need a hug because I can just close my eyes.” He offered.

“I will never turn down a hug from you.” You said smiling. “But I am better now…” You added.

“Come here then. Quick hug and then scurry along because we’ve got a wedding to get to.” His voice was happy and light as he pulled you around the corner and into his arms, his eyes closed. The hug was quick but settled all of your remaining nerves and when you pulled away you stretched to press a kiss to his rosy cheeks. As you scurried down the hall you noticed the red splotch on his face and called back.

“Take a rag to your cheek. I love you!”

Letting yourself back into your room, you noticed that it was basically cleaned out of everything from getting ready.

“Better?” Your mom asked though it was clearly visible on your face that you were.

Nodding you moved to slip your heels on, ready to get the show on the road. Now that you had pushed back all of the excess emotions, you were bouncing in excitement and you couldn’t be told fast enough that it was time to head downstairs. When you got there, you were handed a bouquet of red roses and greenery. From the hallway outside the venue, you could hear music playing and you hugged your mom one more time, wiping at her tears before handing her off to Gabe who was escorting her to her seat.

“He’s gonna lose his mind when he sees you Y/N.” Gabe winked. “You look incredibly beautiful.”

Cale’s mom was being escorted by Matt Calvert and once both mothers had been taken to their seats, it was time for your bridesmaids to make their way down the aisle. Left alone with just your dad you let out a deep breath.

“Are you ready for this?” He questioned and you immediately nodded your head.

“I’ve been ready since the moment I met him.” Wrapping your arm around your dad’s, you took one more steadying breath as the music changed. Then the doors opened again and for a split second your mind took in how beautiful the venue was before you turned and were facing a crowd of smiling faces, Cale all the way at the end. Pacing yourself, you walked toward him, his face the only thing you could really focus on. He was crying, just like he’d said he would, and you blinked back tears of your own. When your dad handed you off, you squeezed Cale’s hand, giggling softly when he murmured to the officiant that he needed a moment.

Once Cale had pulled himself together, you proceeded, his hand now holding yours more firmly as he stared at you with nothing but affection and love.

“Today we are gathered here to witness and bless the marriage of Y/N and Cale.” You were half-listening and couldn’t help but focus on Cale as he mouthed a ‘wow’ in your direction.

“Who has the honor to present Y/N to be married?” Your father answered that he and your mother do and hearing his voice you glanced over at him with a reassuring smile. Moni reached over to take your bouquet from you and with two hands free, you held both of Cale’s, smiling up at him.

“Now close friends and family tell me that this day was only a matter of time from the moment Y/N and Cale bumped into each other on the campus of the University of Massachusetts Amherst. I’m told that right away both secretly expressed that it was the best first date they’d ever been on and that they could see this relationship being one that lasts.” You could remember your first date like it was yesterday and you remembered even then having never felt like you just clicked with someone the way you did with Cale.

“Speaking with Cale I can see the amount of love and affection he holds for Y/N. I’m sure most of you are in the loop but Cale is the one that planned this entire thing in order to give Y/N the wedding she always dreamed of but was willing to give up to marry him. His teammates tell me the effort included a lot of time on the phone while on the road and even some missed team dinners.” Some chuckles went up in the crowd from the direction of Cale’s teammates and you smiled because you loved that rowdy bunch so much.

“And though I haven’t gotten the privilege to speak with Y/N...I can see now in the way she looks at him that all of that love and affection is returned. And while I’m sure that there’s more that could be said about the two people standing in front of me I’m pretty sure they’d both like me to just get on with things.” The whole space filled with laughter and you nodded your head like ‘yeah kinda’ as you continued to smile over at Cale.

“After speaking with Cale, I searched for a reading that seemed fitting of the relationship with Y/N that he described. In the end, I decided on “Blessing for a Marriage” by James Dillet Freeman.” Your officiant paused before launching into the reading.

“May your marriage bring you all the exquisite excitements a marriage should bring, and may life grant you also patience, tolerance, and understanding.

May you always need one another — not so much to fill your emptiness as to help you to know your fullness. A mountain needs a valley to be complete. The valley does not make the mountain less, but more.

And the valley is more a valley because it has a mountain towering over it. So let it be with you and you. May you need one another, but not out of weakness. May you want one another, but not out of lack.

May you entice one another, but not compel one another. May you embrace one another, but not out encircle one another. May you succeed in all-important ways with one another, and not fail in the little graces.

May you look for things to praise, often say, “I love you!” and take no notice of small faults. If you have quarrels that push you apart, may both of you hope to have good sense enough to take the first step back.

May you enter into the mystery that is the awareness of one another’s presence — no more physical than spiritual, warm and near when you are side by side, and warm and near when you are in separate rooms or even distant cities.

May you have happiness, and may you find it making one another happy. May you have love, and may you find it loving one another.”

By the end, the feeling of Cale’s fingers brushing patterns on your palm was all you could focus on. Lost in thought, you just watched him until he started speaking.

“I love you, Y/N(Full). You are my best friend.” Hearing the sound of his voice, you realized that he was repeating after your officiant one sentence at a time. “Today I give myself to you in marriage. I promise to encourage and inspire you, to laugh with you, and to comfort you in times of sorrow and struggle. I promise to love you in good times and in bad, when life seems easy and when it seems hard, when our love is simple, and when it is an effort. I promise to cherish you and to always hold you in the highest regard. These things I give to you today, and all the days of our life.” As he finished, he squeezed your hand and you let out a deep breath.

Repeating the same vows to Cale you laughed at using his full name ‘Cale Douglas Makar’ and then swallowed down the lump in your throat as you attempted not to cry as you continued. Once you’d shared your vows, your officiant asked for the rings and you watched as Cale’s brother handed them over.

This time, they started with you and you took Cale’s left hand into yours sliding on his wedding band.

“With this ring, I thee wed.” You stated confidently. Cale struggled just a bit to slide your ring on and you giggled as he spoke those six life-changing words as well.

“Well...we’ve made it through the vows, you’ve exchanged rings, so I suppose there’s just one thing left to do.” You officiant declared, causing Cale’s teammates and friends to start hooting and hollering. “By the power vested in me, I now pronounce you husband and wife. Go ahead and kiss your bride.” Your officiant spoke over the cheers and as soon as he finished, Cale’s arms slipped around your waist and he leaned down to kiss you breathless.

“It is my honor to present to you, Mr. & Mrs. Cale Makar.” Taking your flowers back you walked back down the aisle with Cale, leaning against his chest as he kissed you once you were back in the hall.

“So this is what I could have seen earlier if I agreed to a first look huh?” He inquired, spinning you around so that he could take in all angles of the dress.

“Mmhmm.” You agreed, your arm wrapped around his as you smiled up at him contentedly. “But I’m kind of glad you didn’t.” You admitted.

“Me too.” He clarified. “But you’re so gorgeous.” He murmured, stealing one more kiss.

While your guests hit the cocktail hour, you, Cale, your immediate families and the wedding party headed to have photos taken. Your jaw ached from smiling, but every time Cale looked at you, you couldn’t help but feel your smile grow. You were his wife. You were going to get to spend the rest of your life with him.

Thankfully, as your stomach started to growl, the photographer announced that you were done with photos. You had to make a quick detour with Cale to sign the marriage certificate but after that, you returned to the same ballroom following your bridesmaids and groomsmen inside as once again all of your friends and family went nuts. You settled into your personal table with Cale and immediately reached for the glass of water, taking a long sip. As you waited for food to be brought out, you leaned into your husband’s side, your hand resting on his knee.

“So how did I do?” He whispered in your ear and for the first time you took a true look around the venue. There was a Christmas tree on either end of the room in front of the large windows and every balcony was strung with lit greenery. The tables were draped with white, red, or green cloth and the centerpieces were either red roses or poinsettias. It was absolutely beautiful and screamed Christmas.

“I’d say this is probably the equivalent of scoring a hattrick.” You replied, pressing a kiss to his jaw. Cale kissed your head in return and the two of you sat watching as your friends and family mingled as food started to come out of the kitchens. Sipping at your wine, you devoured the delicious food quickly, more hungry than you had realized. When your plate was empty you watched as Cale picked his up and used his fork to transfer his mashed potatoes to your plate.

“I had a heavy breakfast and lunch.” He insisted between bites. “Go ahead I know you’re still hungry.” Nodding, you quickly finished off the additional food your husband had provided you before snuggling back into his side to digest. Now that they had noticed you were finished eating, Cale’s teammates, particularly Gabe and EJ, got obnoxious with the glass taps trying to get you to kiss. You complied the first half dozen times but then just rolled your eyes and glared, enjoying just being tucked into your husband’s side.

After Cale’s brother gave a speech, your three bridesmaids tag-teamed one, and soon it was time for the first dance. Cale took your hand and led you onto the dance floor as Sam Smith’s version of Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas began to play.

“Now you’re just outdoing yourself.” You whispered pecking Cale’s lips as he swayed you back and forth. This...this was everything you had ever dreamed of right here. “And I don’t think I’ve mentioned it but you look very very sexy today.” Almost immediately, Cale’s cheeks took on a deep flush and you giggled running your hands down his chest. “I love how easily I affect you.” You grinned, squealing softly as he dipped you as the song came to a close.

“You’re a brat.” He mumbled, kissing you again gently before handing you off to your father for the father-daughter dance. Wrapped in your daddy’s arms he asked about you being happy and you couldn’t help it when your smile grew even wider.

“I’m so so happy.” You assured him. “You know Cale has always been good to me, good for me.” He nodded, agreeing that he knew that but wanting to make sure you knew that you were always his little girl. As you turned slightly, you saw Gabe dancing with Linnea by their table and immediately your brain dashed to the idea of Cale dancing with your daughter someday. You were both young and not ready for kids just yet but sometime in the semi-distant future, you were certain he’d be an amazing dad. Kissing your dad’s cheek as the song ended, you watched Cale drag his mom onto the floor for their dance. While he danced, you stopped to hug your mom before making your way over to Gabe, Mel, and Linnea.

Immediately Linnea reached for you and though Mel tried to discourage her, you eagerly reached for the toddler.

“She’s fine Mel.” You insisted. “Thanks for sticking around in town to be here today.” You were sure this was only the first of many times that that phrase would leave your mouth in the next few hours.

“Like we would have missed it. Cale has been talking about it non-stop for months. We all wanted to see what he was able to pull off.” Gabe smirked.

“Eh, just his bride’s dream wedding..no big deal.” You declared grinning.

“Plus now we can all chirp him for months for crying when he saw you,” Gabe added and immediately Mel smacked his head as the two of you in unison responded.

“No, you will not, Gabriel Landeskog.” Gabe threw his hands up in defense and chuckled softly. The DJ announced that this next dance would start with just the wedding party, then family could join in and by the end everyone else and you bounced Linnea on your hip, looking to where Cale was already working to get Z’s daughter to dance with him.

“I’m stealing your daughter, you can have her back at the end of this song.” You announced, cooing at Linnea who was enamored with you. Making your way onto the dance floor, you rocked Linnea around, making her laugh. Cale was doing the same with Sophie and when the two of you met up in the middle of the floor you smiled at each other, your shared look communicating the same thing. Someday.

The next few hours were a blur of mingling and dancing, though you certainly did more of the latter while Cale did the former. There were moments that stood out in your head though. First, you remembered how hard you laughed when you introduced Rachel to Andre and saw the expression on his face. You’d threatened him not to break her heart and while you weren’t certain it would be a long term thing, it certainly seemed like they would both at least have a good night tonight.

Second, you remembered cutting the cake and the rush of heat that ran through you as you licked the icing off of Cale’s fingers as he fed you. You’d both been nice, neither smashing it into the other’s face like Cale’s teammates had been egging you to do all night. Then he’d held you as you shared a full piece making your way from table to table to talk to people that you hadn’t yet. You weren’t so worried about your immediate families, your grandma mentioning that Cale’s family had invited everyone to stay through Christmas to do one big family thing. But teammates, friends, you wanted to make sure you stopped and told each of them how much you appreciated them being here given that it was so close to the holiday.

Finally, you remembered being pulled onto the dance floor by Matt Calvert. Not only had he and Courtney opened up their home to Cale, but they had also opened it to you, allowing you to spend time with him during a period where everything was changing so quickly that your relationship very easily could have cracked. In addition to that, Courtney had been a lifeline in helping you navigate your way through the life of a better half.

“You know...when Cale first mentioned you, I had my reservations,” Matt admitted. “But then I met you and I immediately knew it wouldn’t be long before we were standing here. The two of you complement each other so well. I truly don’t think he could have found a better match.” Hugging him, you expressed silently how much those words meant to you. As you continued to dance, you watched Cale with Courtney, his cheeks flushed from alcohol and the day as a whole. To their right, Moni was dancing with Matt Nieto and you giggled to yourself as your eyes went wide. Over by the tables, Josty, who had caught the garter, was chatting up Anne, who had caught your bouquet, making her laugh probably by saying something completely ridiculous because he’d had quite a few drinks today. And though deep down you already knew it, today had proven one thing. You belonged in Cale’s world just as much as he belonged in yours. The two of you just blended seamlessly and it was probably one of the most important reasons as to why it just worked.

Like your feet had tired hours ago, eventually, the rest of you started to tire as well and you tucked yourself into Cale’s side, leaning against him.

“Should we make our rounds and say goodnight?” Cale whispered softly in your ear and when you nodded, he started to guide you around the room. Soon, you had said goodnight to pretty much everyone who was left and then Cale grabbed your shoes, walking you up to your suite.

Popping the door open, Cale lifted you bridal style and carried you over the doorstep, setting you down gently on the bed.

“Today was perfect, but I’m exhausted.” You breathed, already feeling like you just wanted to melt into the mattress. As much as you wanted to consummate your marriage you just weren’t sure you had the energy. Cale paced around the room for a few minutes and when you finally pulled yourself to sit up, you saw that he had changed into a pair of sweats and a t-shirt and was walking toward you with a makeup wipe in his hand.

“Let’s just get you ready for bed.” He proclaimed, gently wiping as much of the makeup off of you as he could so that washing your face would be easier. “We have all the time in the world.” He continued. “So let’s just get some sleep and then maybe we can take advantage of that jacuzzi in the morning since checkout isn’t until noon.”

“I like the sound of that.” You murmured, sitting still as Cale worked to take down your hair so that you could actually sleep on it. When all of that was done he pulled you to your feet, helped you out of your dress, and then into one of his t-shirts. Pulling him close you kissed him, your lips melding together lazily. “I love you. Thanks for everything today.” Your words were muffled against his lips but Cale groaned softly at them all the same.

“You deserve all of it. I can’t believe you’re my wife.” There was a glint in his eyes that you loved so much and you wrapped your arms around his waist.

“Believe it buddy...because I fully expect you to make love to me after we get some sleep.”

“Tomorrow...for the rest of our lives...whatever you want is all yours.” He agreed.

“How about we start with some cuddles and go from there?” Tucked into Cale’s arms, you felt your body settle and start drifting off to sleep.

Though you’d received a lot of Christmas presents in life, you were 100% sure that being married to Cale was forever going to be the best Christmas gift you could have ever received.

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Sixty Six. Part 2

To say the least it was kind of nice to have Chris in bed with me even though we slept apart, it was just nice and warm in the bed with him. Lifting my head up and looking behind me, he’s not in bed of course “looking for me” looking to the door, he caught me “not exactly, just checking if you left because I am on the edge of the bed, took all the space” resting my head back on the pillow “have you seen how skinny I am, that is a lie” a smile formed on my face “is that breakfast?” I questioned “for me yes” pulling a face at him “I’m joking, it’s for you” I let out an oh and I turned onto my back “miss me that much?” Lifting the covers over me, my boobs are everywhere recently. They are big, big for me anyways “uh, let’s not get above your station now. You want to sit up?” Nodding my head, wish he could pick me with his skinny self. Shuffling up on the bed, I feel his eyes on me so much, I can feel his gaze “stop it” I mumbled, Chris chuckled “what? I can’t look, we married” fixing the covers over my legs smiling “you grown, like a lot. I think your nipples are happy” pulling at my tee laughing “nigga” looking up at him “is that the rose from my bed?” I pointed out “does it matter?” He placed the tray on my lap, didn’t think he knew where things were in this home “I deserve a fresh one, I wanted two” Chris groaned out “I’m joking, awww this is so cute Chris. Thank you, really mean it” he moved back smiling, he is so proud of himself “I will put the TV on for you, I’m going back down. I’m making myself some food” letting out an oh “Rorrey not stayed here?” He shook his head making his way around the bed “he left, maybe he has a lady, but he went after my court case. What trash you want to watch?” He is cute, made me four boiled eggs and toast and took the crust off for me, he is the cutest “erm, anything. You not going to eat upstairs then? Nobody is here” I asked “I will come back up after, I’m just going to get something” I need this “I like your tan, you look good” he is cute, I keep saying this but he is being the cutest.

I was actually waiting for him to come back and he did, with a bowl of cereal that he took so long to get “it’s nice to know you know how to keep a house clean, we need to have arguments more often don’t we” watching him walk around the bed “no, no more. I am sick, I just miss you. It’s always me in the doghouse, you do something dumb then I can have this bed” what is he like “whatever, but I ain’t forgiven you just yet” I lied, he sat on the edge of the bed “and I get it, that is why I posted your baby picture. Like the longer you don’t forgive the worse the pictures get” mean mugging him, I didn’t peep a word but stare at him. He looked behind him at me and laughed “you need to quit that shit, you look like a fanpage. Getting on my damn nerves!” Annoying ass “nah, I ain’t quitting. Until I meet Rihanna, it’s my dream too” I shuddered as he slurped the milk from the bowl “getting flashbacks, you know I slurp good” how did he know I shuddered “be quiet, so what did you do while I was away? Cry yourself to sleep?” He turned his body to me so he can see me “I slept on your side of the bed and sniffed your panties, stank as hell” I swear I wanted to throw my pillow at him but that means I would have to move “you’re actually nasty, I finished my breakfast thank you. I appreciate it” he grinned at me “I will take your plate then” shaking my head “I can, don’t” he shot up from the bed “no, let me. Please; I want to show you something” oh he got something to show me “ok, you go for it then” I sat back on the bed.

Chris came back in the bedroom with the biggest grin on his face, it’s kind of weird that he is smiling the way he is “what?” He made his way over to me “mhmm I came to give you this” he bought forward a box “awww for me?” I love gifts “yes” taking the white box from him “hope you like it” he sat on the edge of the bed “depends, I might dislike it and then you will have to get something else” pulling at the bow “you’re stressful” shaking my head smiling, pulling open the box “a chain” lifting the box up “yeah, just scan it. On Spotify, find out what it is” reaching over and grabbing my phone “I have Apple Music?” Chris side eyed me “I’m playing, I have both apps” he is getting annoyed with me, let me stop playing with him. Sliding across to find the app “I have so much on this phone” tapping on Spotify “so I just take a picture of it” Chris reached over and fixed the chain “tap that, now do it” he tapped my camera “don’t act like you know what you’re doing now” taking a picture and the then it loaded “oh” our first dance song “I hate you” I paused, placing the back of my hand just over my mouth feeling myself getting choked up. I breathed out moving my hand back looking down at my phone as the song played “you really hurt me Chris” looking up at him, wiping the tears that fell, stopping the song “forget everything, the media coverage but just your actions, you hurt me. And that is what bugged me the most, you didn’t take fault. You just blamed others and even then you didn’t admit to it, you lied to my face. You caused me so much stress for what?” I sniffled “you wanted me to break you down and even then you did it back at me, you hurt me a lot. Hurt that didn’t need to happen, worst of all Chris I felt like you didn’t want me, like you regretted being married. I felt the hard work for us just went and I was being judged because of it, I was so hurt by you. Then you didn’t even call and you can’t justify doing that, you just forgot about me. I am pregnant and anything could happen, it hurt me being in that bed when you weren’t there. I had to hurt you, you had to feel the hurt I feel because I felt unworthy like I did with Rakim and it was so unfair, so very unfair” wiping my tears as more tears came, he did hurt me.

“I was thinking like why me, I married him is he not happy with me. I just hated that I was pregnant and married because then I can’t do anything but be at home. I look the fool because people were being so rude about it, while I was hurt you was in Canada and even when I questioned it you lied and yeah, I just was hurt by your actions more than anything. You knew what you did and didn’t want to handle the consequences when everything was good with us, what else could I do to make you better. Where do I go wrong that you had to entertain some whore, I questioned myself and I was hurting so much. If you were my boyfriend Chris I would have got you back a whole lot worse but I’m not in that era of my life, I am going to be a mother, so I have that mentality, but I feel you strayed away from that” I took in a deep breath “thank you for this though” I don’t remember if I said that to him.

“I’m sorry Robyn I am, I fucked up. I really did, and in that moment you don’t see it because it’s not bad, I am not excusing what I did. And also what I did when I came home, I was so close to losing you and I was scared of that, if we are being truthful. I questioned myself if getting married is what I wanted so early on and I have been questioned that at the interview and I meant what I said, I don’t regret it because I have peace in my heart, it’s been horrible without you Robyn, every day just waking up lonely. I felt like shit, I was lost in the moment and I became the asshole you always say I am, and for that I am so sorry, I really mean it. I hate to see you cry and I rather be here making it up to you then lose you, my daughter. I can’t wait to meet her, hoes are for then and not for a lifetime, but my intention was never that, when I was speaking to India in that setting it was literally oh you moved to Cali, you love it there and whatever and then she said it to me, are you up for cheating. I was shocked, how can one be so upfront about it, I was shocked. And me not calling you, I am sorry. I got to Drake’ home and lost my mind, I didn’t even do that on my stag night, I don’t expect you to forgive me, I hurt you” I am glad he understands “but I mean what I say, I love you and I don’t regret anything that happened between us, the high life got the better of me and I am not like that, I am really not but I lost myself. I am just going to watch myself for next time, if there is of course” he laughed, he knows damn well he is banned for now.

I swallowed hard “the things that went on in my mind, I didn’t want our daughter to be in that setting. I just always wanted different for my kids. A loving father, it would break me if my kids didn’t get that and I was just panicking that I made that mistake, I didn’t know this man I was seeing” my voice broke, I am so emotional about this “I was so worried, I know nothing in life is perfect but I would like my kids to have a father that loves them, then I found out it’s a girl and I just thought back to me. Broken home, I am scared of that a lot. I know I didn’t make a mistake but it’s when everyone was saying it, I rushed, and I didn’t think. Got to me, and me. I have issues myself, giving myself to any man anyways so giving myself to you and you did that, it brings me bad memories and it makes me fearful. Mel and I did see Captain, twice actually” I laughed sniffling “he said that he never said it would be perfect, but your husband he is a good guy. He means no harm, I know you want to leave. And I felt like that because you came home and made it worst to me, your shitty attitude towards me and it’s like with you, if I don’t break you down you continue this circle of being a dick. I have said it countless times, you are awful with your mouth and your temper can be bad. Speaking about it with you, it has made me upset again of course but we didn’t speak on it because I stopped speaking to you in a way and then in Mexico it was more me breaking you down. I just want you to understand that it’s not just me and you but we have a child now, and what we do now will affect our child and I want our child to have the best, I will do just that” I didn’t expect me to cry like that “I get it, you have always been fearful of having a deadbeat father for your kid, I know that was a fear of yours and I don’t blame you for it. I am not saying it will ever happen, but I promise you I would be the best dad to our kids, you know we going to have more so yeah” I smiled a little “I am taking you out by the way, tonight. I am paying” looking up at me “really?” he nodded his head “I got to make it up to you, I love you Robyn. I want you to understand that I ain’t ever going to let that happen again, I got burnt” I think he has realised that now.

I thought I would look cute, seeing as Chris is taking me out I want to impress my little date for the night so I am wearing an off the shoulder wrap midi dress in white, I think I look cute as hell so we shall see from his reaction. I do hope he takes me Giorgio Baldi, I am kind of missing that place. Watching my step as I made my way down the steps, I have been trying to keep myself away from the heels, but I feel cute today, my feet have kind of got better so I don’t want to be in heels because they are getting better “I hear you coming down now” I stopped walking staring at him “I am joking, wow twin. Oh wow, you look amazing omg!” he grinned stepping back, his reaction made me smile “you look so fucking good Robyn, wow! I mean can we swap the dinner part and just you know” making my way down the steps and to the bottom “to the what? Why, what is happening after dinner huh?” Chris laughed “joking, wow. You look so good, like look at you” he clasped his hands together staring me up and down “be quiet, is the Uber here?” seeing as his ass doesn’t know how to get an SUV “actually I know how to do it, it’s the SUV” he bit his bottom lip, he is feeling me I can see the look in his eye “well let’s go then, after you. Don’t keep a pregnant lady waiting” I am hungry as hell right now.

I proud of him that he can finally order the SUV, it’s not even hard either “where are you taking me?” I have a feeling but I still need confirmation “your place twin, I know there isn’t any other place you would rather go now” I grinned “thank you, I have missed that place” I am excited “you do look amazing, I am not even joking. Like there is plenty of pregnant women but nothing like you, can we take a picture?” nodding my head “I love all my fans, you know that” Chris shuffled over to me “but that means you stop posting me every morning, please. You’re torturing me now” Chris taking a selfie to me is hilarious, but I am going to let him have it, he raised his phone taking a selfie. Wrapping my arm around his to move in closer, he is terrible, but I won’t say it. I just turned my face and kissed his cheek, them angles are bad “that is it, that means sex now” moving my arm back “whatever” he moved away from me “I am going to put I met Rihanna, and after that I will stop the pictures” I smiled “thank god!” I spat, he chuckled looking down at his phone “can I touch your bump? It’s been a while” he asked me without even looking at me, his face in his phone “sure, why not” Chris looked over at me, he reached his hand over and placed it on my bump and I just felt butterflies “mega mind baking” I kissed my teeth, he ruined that.

I am happy, he is spoiling me. Taking me out, got me a chain. He has listened to me cry and has just listened to me, I am happy “you look so happy to be in this bitch, this place is mediocre” here he goes “stop” I mumbled “I wanted to speak to you about Mel by the way, I mean I know this is not about Mel but I want to just mention that she is not staying with us anymore, she will be getting her stuff soon, just until it is safe to do so. I am not upset she is going but I am upset on why she is, what you said to Mel was very hurtful and she felt it, Mel and I came from the same place, the same background. We came up together, just like you wanted to help your friends so did I, I took Mel with me everywhere so yes the only thing she knows is to support me, and when you said what you said it hit her hard because you’re not wrong she has dedicate herself to helping me, to always making sure I am ok, I have Jen yes, but Mel is my main. You know that and she feels very low about herself, I said it’s not like that don’t move but she is but I would appreciate it in your own time but to say sorry because nobody deserves those words, she was there for me. I needed someone there, she came all the way from Barbados, and then you said what you said. I am not taking sides, but I want both you and my sister to get along, I want her to know that my door is open and not closed to her, I feel she is depressed, and she has been speaking to Barry still for you, she helped you get out of this Chris. Barry wanted you to go down for it all, he had it all for you to go down, she talked him into not doing it. Sold herself short because he thought they was getting back together, they aren’t but she did that for you but also she knew I needed you, but please just think about it” that is a long ass line “she really did that?” Chris questioned “yes for you” he is shocked “I don’t want her to move out, that wasn’t my intention. I was just angry; I know how close you both are I always expect Mel there with you. I will sort it out, promise” I believe he will “that is mad respect for what she did for me, wow” I think he sees that she wasn’t that bad one.

Tilting my head to the side “you seem annoyed” he does look it, I know him well “just this person is taking pictures and videoing and it’s like annoying, you got up and they was doing it” nodding my head, I always know when someone is doing that “it’s normal, it happens” I shrugged it off “aye bro, why you taking pictures of my wife, like you done it constantly. Even when she walking, just stop” he called him out and the place fell awfully quiet, I didn’t look but just looked at Chris’ face “leave it now” placing my hand over his “leave it ok, I seen you ripped out the bedroom for the baby” changing the subject “oh yeah I did, oh I made a mistake and I thought you told your family about the sex of the baby” I groaned out “It’s just Rorrey” I blowing out air “mhmm it’s fine, I want to have a baby shower and expose what I am having then, it’s fine. But how do you feel? It’s not the boy you wanted” I know he kept saying that “erm, I guess excited. I am, I think it’s going to be the biggest blessing to me” he seems nervous, made me smile “at the scan she was so active, moving away a lot and then she was sucking her thumb, I felt she was stressed out” I put my head down “she is connected to you, I get it. she’s going to make me grow up even more, I know it” looking up at Chris “she is going to make us both grow” we both not perfect.

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14. Part 4

Robyn moved back from me and moved away, watching her walk around the kitchen counter, I hate to see this. I hate to see Robyn upset “I am ok” she said but her voice could barely say those words, I am so sad for her, I hate to hear things like that. I am damaged goods but she is also damaged in her own way, and I can imagine that has stemmed from me or better yet her dad “try telling yourself that, I came here for you Robyn because I felt your unhappiness. I didn’t like that you were feeling that way, that you were saying those words. I mean everything” Robyn grabbed a paper towel, wiping her tears “your duffle bag is in my room, can you pick up my paper plate. We can talk in my room” nodding my head, picking up the paper plate “I can go to a hotel after” Robyn laughed “you’re funny, you’re just saying words now. You want some water to take up with you?” she asked, nodding my head as I waited with the cake in hand “god” Robyn breathed, watching her open the fridge door “what a mess, I mean what did I expect? Perfect, I am not that lucky in life am I” walking slowly over to her “let me hold one of the bottles for you Robyn” grabbing one of the bottles from her “thank you, and you can sleep on the floor of my room” she kicked the fridge door shut, feeling my phone ringing in my pocket “you want to get that?” she asked, shaking my head walking behind her “I am going to bed Mel” Robyn announced “mhmm, Chris following behind you like a pet animal. I see how it is” Mel got jokes “don’t get a beating from Monica, gag her” Robyn isn’t saying anything at all, but Mel is just saying words.

Whoever is ringing me, is not stopping at all. Grabbing my phone from out of my pocket “what are you doing awake?” Royalty ringing me out of the blue, she didn’t pick up before “I woke up, I had a bad nightmare” why is the women in my life like this, I have two upset women in my life, and then me. I am mentally unstable “aw no, you know what I do when I have a bad nightmare?” Robyn’ room here is nice “what?” watching Robyn throw the pillow on the floor, she is playing thinking I am sleeping there “nothing really, I was trying to be the concerning parent” I laughed, Royalty laughed in my ear “I am going to mommy’ room, you didn’t send me a selfie dad. I sent you one!” she did, I don’t remember “I didn’t see it, I will send one after. You got your soccer game coming up, see I remember. I am not that bad” she always thinks I am forgetful “you are forgetful and old dad” rolling my eyes “you go and annoy your mother, I am busy right now” I rather she do just that “you keep saying busy” moving my phone back from my ear, putting it on speakerphone “what did you say?” I missed it “your hearing is going dad, I said you are always busy. Why? You do nothing all day” that is cheeky “I do things ok; I am just extra busy doing nothing now” taking the selfie before Royalty harasses me even more “and aye, stop commenting on my pictures. You asked for me to put the comments back on, and you kept saying am I home. Stupid butt, there I sent it now. Why do you like doing this” taking it off speakerphone “so I can see your face and know you’re ok, I am at mommy’ room now so bye!” she put the phone down, I sighed out “she is special” I mumbled “why you say that?” Robyn asked “if she sends me a selfie, I have to send one back. It’s weird, she is weird” I laughed locking my phone “I don’t know why she wants to see your face anyways” Robyn said, she is rude.

I like that Robyn is cool with me speaking to Royalty on the phone, it doesn’t phase her at all “you really wanted that cake huh?” Robyn nodded eating the cake, she finished off what she is doing “emotionally depressed, best thing” she lifted the paper plate up at me, she got a point “that is what I don’t like to hear, first the bad dream and now this. I don’t know, I can’t say what will happen. I didn’t really see pregnancy as such a dangerous thing till now” Robyn sat on the edge of the bed “because you actually care for the person that is giving birth Chris, that is the difference but I have spoken to my mom. I said to her that if anything like that happens, I want my baby to be with her father” I hate this conversation “no, she would be better here” I don’t want this conversation right now “I can’t look after a baby Robyn, my mom does it for me! I don’t want a baby without you. You think I would care. Why speak on something that won’t happen” it’s true it won’t “stop predicting shit that can happen, be truthful with me right now. It kills me to think of it but with how shit my luck is, it may happen, and I do not want my daughter being lost. Be truthful with me, please use your heart and tell me what would you do knowing me? Knowing what I would want” shaking my head putting my head down “my life would be ruined if that happened to you, it would be my fault and then everyone would blame me for it. I know it” looking up at Robyn, she knows I am right that is why she is looking at me in sadness “my mom said she would promise me that it would be taken care of and that if I wanted that, she would make it happen. Look I am just saying, stop being blind” rubbing my hands together “I would move here, I think I know you would be smiling to know she is being bought up in your home country, can we drop it now? Because you’re still going to be here stressing me out” Robyn cooed out “ok, least I know but that is cute, you know me well. We will drop it but I am being deadass, I will haunt you if you go back to drugs and be a deadbeat to my daughter” nodding my head “promise I won’t” I think she would do just that to me.

Robyn finished the cake, I thought I would let her enjoy herself “I was speaking to Jahleel” placing the water bottle between my legs “you the only one to say his name, call his dumbass Ja but was he nice to you?” nodding my head “he said a lot, he is real. He is really wanting you to be happy, he said you have been unhappy for far too long. You froze your eggs?” Robyn looked a little shocked “he said that to you, uh yeah” watching her open the water bottle “why?” I questioned, I mean I kind of get it but I don’t “because I am getting old, I was not having sex with anybody. I didn’t just want anybody even if I was having sex, nobody I knew. I was scared that I wasn’t going to have a baby to call my own, I was not a woman anybody wanted to call wife or baby mother clearly. I think what hurt me, I never wanted his baby anyways, we spoke on it, but I mean that was me speaking on it. But Hassan really just put me down to where I thought wow, I am not a decent person at all, he would use condoms and act like I have some disease and before we split he kind of made it like I am not good enough to be a wife, and I have generally thought that of me. Sex me and that is it, but what does the world know. So, I froze them, waited it out and I was going to get a sperm donor and hide” Robyn drank her water “well I mean I don’t think I am really, I am not worthy of taking me home to your mother, because she will just be like oh Rihanna, the girl that has no clothes on, I have been put down. It’s not perfect and it hurts, my friends around me have all gotten married and it’s just what it is” she shrugged “but you are worthy of that Robyn, you are worthy of everything, to be a wife. These men don’t deserve you anyways, you are good enough, I know that men like you. I hate it, I get jealous” Robyn laughed “they want to fuck me Chris” she put her head down “I wasn’t good enough for you Chris and I am not bringing the past up but it’s the truth, because I am not the best looking girl like everyone seems, my forehead is huge and I do hate at times, my nose is big, I am thicker. People say I look like an auntie and it’s just what it is. I wasn’t good enough for you back then, you still sought other women, I was faithful to you and you cheated on me then, and you had two women when I got with you again. So, when you say I am worth it, I am not Chris. I just think, you love me, but you just can’t help yourself but see other beautiful women that can please you and are better than me. Men just let me down” putting my head down, how can I say she is wrong when I did constantly just cheat.

Looking up at Robyn “I just always wanted that happy ending for me, I just craved it and it hurt me when it got to a point where I knew I wouldn’t get it but who thinks that of me. I am Rihanna, I shouldn’t have these issues, but I do, I have been let down every single time. And even now, I am having my baby and now Rorrey, he is just letting me down. I just want what every single girl wants, and I don’t see it” getting up from the seat, I hate when she cries “come on Robyn, I am stupid. I wasn’t thinking of anything but myself, first time I was being a stupid boy, second I was more into my drugs and now I see clear. I have always loved you Robyn, I know I fucked up but I have never stopped loving you” holding Robyn’ arm, she got up from the bed and I wrapped my arms around her, holding her as close to me as possible, without hurting her. I rubbed her back, and kissed her forehead “I am sorry Robyn, you have been let down a lot” Robyn cried into my chest, her cries being muffled. I continued to hug her, feeling my tee get damp from the tears “I promise I am going to prove you will get that trust me” her crying died down a little. When it did, I pulled away from her. Robyn kept her head down; she didn't want me to see her like this.

I lifted her chin with my hand so that I could see her face. Her makeup was smudged from the tears, and her eyes are bloodshot red “you have done so much for others, people don’t see it or know or will even understand. To see you this vulnerable hurts my heart it does, I am so happy god has bought us back together. From afar I have always wanted you back, commenting on your posts and trying to get your attention, you were not having it and I get it. I hurt you so much, standing here hearing what you are saying. You right, I strayed away when you were faithful to me, but I do want to make it right, I really do Robyn. And I want this to be different for me, for us” touching her bump “like I have always been ready for this” tucking her hair behind both of her ears “you are beautiful, you are worth it. You are worth to be someone’s wife, and I want you. That is it for us, it��s always going to be me and you because we have that bond. I want the best for you, I want to make shit I did wrong, right. I want that happiness; I want to be with you Robyn. You said it’s about you and I and I am your happiness; this is why you smile when I am around. I can’t force you to do anything, but you said it’s about you, then let’s make it about you Robyn. Look I want to marry you” I just said it, I am just going around in circles “what?” Robyn said in shock a little “why date? What is the point, we have done this for years! We don’t need anything else; I will never do anything to upset you Robyn. This is it for me, for us. Marry me, wait sorry” rushing to my duffle bag.

I forgot the ring, I got her this ring “my second engagement ring to you, I will do it properly for you” getting down on one knee “marry me Robyn, I want to grow old with you. I am a crazy nigga with bipolar and I have grande ideas, but this is one of my best ideas ever. Because even if you don’t want me, I will be around you for eighteen years of her life, I will be there and you and I both know what we are like together, let me make you my wife because you are worth it Robyn. How many more years are we going to waste, let’s forget the world and do us” Robyn’ lower lip quivered, I am here sweating and a little nervous but adrenaline is getting me through this “no nigga would fly across just because you was sad, no matter the bad there was a lot of good in us” Robyn breathed out but it was more of a sob “just you and I?” she said “just you and I, I want to do this properly. You drive me crazy but it’s not a bad thing. You believe in me, also you believe that my knees have no feelings because a nigga just been like this for so long” Robyn laughed “ok, yes. Yes, I will” I gasped “really?” I feel choked up “you right, you can’t let me down” I was quick to place the ring on her finger before she changed her mind and getting up “you really want to marry me” I didn’t think I would cry but I am “I love you Chris” hugging Robyn “thank you for believing in me, I love you so much” clenching my eyes shut as tears fell.

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~This Is Me~

Part 8

It was a new morning at Melody and Matt's household.The stunt Melody pulled on the public mics at Stephen's diner the day before caused her to have all sorts of weird dreams that night. She jumped out of bed in the early morning hours thanks to one, and Matt was already awake and noticed her jump up.

"NO-" Melody screamed out as she jumped up.

Matt just opened his eyes at the sound of her voice."Mel? What-" He saw her sitting up now. "Are you okay?" He asked her.

"I...I...I am now...man, these dreams are going to be the end of me-" She panted for a bit, like she'd been running but then took a deep breath and calmed down.

"Just come stretch here." Matt gestured with his hand and she turned to him.

"I...why am I being so afraid? Why am I having these stupid nightmares, I just...I don't get it." Melody started tearing up.

"It's alright..." Matt smiled at her. "You're just being a bit scared and that's normal. Remember that one day when I wanted to go apply for the soccer team?" He asked her.

"Uh...yeah, you sucked at trials hon." She chuckled

."Right? But I did give it a try anyways." Matt chuckled too. "And that hon bit was cute." He added.

"O shut up-" Melody finally lied back down next to him.

The Sun had come out by that time too, so the room was now much brighter which made Melody calm down even more.

"Thank you." She spoke to Matt. He just smiled as he traced the lines on the palm of her hand.

"Why? You know I hate seeing you upset." He spoke. "Besides, frowning's not the best look for you." He joked.

"No, I meant for...that. What you just did. While I'm here stressing out, you're pouring out jokes and making me laugh and I needed that." She spoke. "Thank you for understanding me and for being with me for so long." She smiled.

"That's just part of my job description." Matt smiled at her. "But...you know I love you and I'm always here okay? Just remember that." He rose up.

"Even when I'm yelling like a lunatic?" Mel joked.

"Ha ha, very funny." He chuckled.As he rose up a bit he leaned in towards her.

"You're a doofus you know that?" Mel smiled at his face in front of her.

"I'm your doofus, I love you." He actually leaned in more and kissed her. She was at a loss for words as she did not see that coming.

After that the two just kept goofing around on the bed, and they even started a pillow fight.Melody still had a lot on her mind about the two new friends she'd made and she still thought there was a reason behind that as well not just because she's so nice.But for now, she's just enjoying a lazy day with her dog Gage and her man Matt. Weird, but functional trio.

~End of Part 8~

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31. Part 3

I told Robyn about telling the family first before the world and now look, she has been on the phone non-stop. I have been trying to sleep but no, Robyn and her mom have been back and forth and then her auntie calls and then her grandfather, Robyn’ family is dramatic. My family just text me congratulations, my mom did call but I ain’t pick up. I told Robyn this and she didn’t listen, women never listen and I wish she would. I am sick of hearing but mommy, it is annoying. Least she has woke me up because Ant wanted to have breakfast with me down there, probably see the boys because I didn’t get to see them yesterday. I really wanted to tell family and friends first, shit would be better but Robyn was wanting to do it now, if I said no then she would drive me crazy until I say yes. But then again, it has sent a message of fuck you to the world, their stories seem to have changed into Chris Brown and Rihanna expecting their first child and that we are happily married but it wasn’t that yesterday. Turning the volume up on the TV from the bed, Robyn walked back into the bedroom “niggas give us too much power, I am telling you” we made the news, how can shit like this make the news. It’s fucking crazy, how much power we have, this shit is lethal “we actually made the news” Robyn said looking at the TV “I said we made the news mom, I am sorry” rolling my eyes, she can deal with that.

I am not leaving this bed, it’s barely turned nine, this is so wack. This is how early her family been bugging “why can’t you get the door?” Robyn questioned “with my dick out? No, you get it” grabbing Robyn’ pillow from the side of me and placing it behind my head, Robyn stormed off to open the door. I think people are just hype as fuck, I refuse to look at my phone until shit has calmed down. It’s mostly happiness though “it’s just me” hearing Jen say, everyone is awake today “busy night for us, morning Chris” smiling at Jen “you come to warm me up in bed?” pulling the cover back “weird thing, you know I had a dream about you” she pointed at me “ok, I need to go mom. I will call you, love you bye” Robyn finally getting off her phone “your family is so dramatic, I can’t be dealing with that shit” rubbing my head “but wait Robyn, please tell me about the dream. I want to know” grinning at Jen “a dream about Chris? Was I there?” Robyn said as she sat down on the bed “oh no, look it was just a dream. I don’t know why it came up” with the look on Jen’ face it was a nasty dream “you having freaky dreams about Chris Jen?” Robyn questioned, she is actually blushing “wow, bitch. Tell me. You lucky you my friend but tell me” busting out laughing “I like my meaty women too, more cushion” I winked at her “come on Jen, so tell” this is funny to me “it was not my fault ok, I went to sleep perfectly fine and then I wake up confused. Robyn was just saying about your tongue and I don’t know, god. I don’t know, I feel like a whore” Robyn looked at me and I looked at her, we both laughed “fuck you both, I don’t know why. I didn’t imagine having sex but it was leading up to the part, you was taking me out. Look fuck you both, I just can’t deal anymore” this is so funny “ok, so you had a wet dream about my tongue, I think there was more to it but it’s ok. Do you ma’am” poor Jen.

“Jen, you hot now? Taking your hoodie off and shit” she threw the hoodie at me “tell your husband off, please” Jen said to Robyn “leave her alone, so how come you are here early and you knew we was awake?” Robyn asked, placing Jen’ hood to the side of me “Chris was online on WhatsApp so I knew, so my phone been going off like shit. I am sure Ant has too, the hype is real. Every news outlet wants you, there has been nothing but praises and happiness. I think they get it, you ain’t playing. They want exclusive pictures, stories, interviews. E was the first, I said no of course. It’s up to you both on everything else, I got a call from Jay. He wants to see you Robyn and Chris. There has also been leaked gossip someone from Roc Nation must have overheard and told, because RCA contacted me and said about Rihanna, husband and wife together on the record label and I was like this has been less than twenty four hours, no. I have not been to sleep, I swear I am up to my eyeballs in coffee. Ant wants breakfast doesn’t he?” nodding my head at Jen “he said he got us a table, we have things to speak on. I have my interview but I cancelled it. I am not promoting the album anymore, I cancelled it all since everything popped off” rubbing my stubble “ok fine, so we need to get dressed and meet downstairs yes?” saluting Jen “unless you want to watch me get dressed? Only for you Jen” Robyn hit my arm “leave her, we will be there” I am going to tease her so much now.

Holding the door open for Robyn “come on, let’s go. What happened to wearing normal clothes? You still wearing my things” Robyn walked by me “I need to go shopping, you and I. Today” rolling my eyes mad hard, I wanted to chill with my friends because I never got to see them at all. Walking out of the room “how about you go with Jen and Mel? You know you are going with them anyways, why me?” walking around Robyn “so you don’t want to go shopping with me? I want to see some baby things too” Robyn is about to get offended if I say no, to save myself I will say yes “yes I do, I mean who wouldn’t want to go shopping with their wife” Robyn squinted her eyes at me “mhmmm” walking on to the elevator “what was your mom saying besides crying?” resting my back against the elevator “why didn’t you tell me, are we not close anymore. Why do this to me, I am crying. My first grandchild. I just said to my mom that I was scared, after everything that happened so she understood but then started again. I left my phone in the room, I keep getting calls about everything. I know it’s happiness and good things but I just want some peace now” she wants peace when I told her to do it my way, she deserves it but I won’t say anything.

Shaking Ant’ hand “Morning daddy” he said, busting out laughing “hey, I don’t need you to tell me that you are also having wet dreams about me too” walking down the table “shut up” hearing Jen say “niggas” dapping Lo, Sinko, Hood “what’s good daddy” shaking my head “nah, y’all can’t be doing this to me. Shut up” slapping the back of Sinko’ head “this is my nigga J” Lo pointed at this guy, I don’t even know who he is “cool” shaking his hand “Cass, Frank, Rich” walking back over to Robyn, she won’t be impressed if I do not sit next to her and we have business to discuss. Shuffling my chair in “this is lovely, we can stare into each other’s eyes” placing my hands under my chin staring at Jen “why are you like this?” sitting back in my chair laughing “Mel you hear this? Jen dreaming about me, when you said about my tongue she started getting wet over it” I yelped out “ooouch! My leg” leaning my hand down rubbing my leg “you will get more, shut up” Jen spat, Mel cackled “ I have two legs, I can kick you both” raising my hands “aight, I got you. I like it violent, it adds a little spice to the bedroom” Jen put a finger up at me.

Robyn took my glass of Orange Juice “why don’t you have your own?” wiping my mouth “there is none left, it all has been taken” placing the napkin in my plate “so your schedule is clear now, Jen and I have been speaking. You and Robyn are practically at the same point in things but we had a little disagreement, besides the Puma photoshoot you have nothing going on. You have time between now and April, I am saying for you to do a few festivals overseas. European tour. Leave America, that will bring you to April. If you do that then when the baby is born, give it a year. You and Rihanna can tour America together, then Rihanna can do Europe and you will have a free schedule to be a dad at home. Now Jen doesn’t agree and said do a tour all the way through, I personally think that is too much. The baby will be everywhere, you both constantly will be busy. You told me that you don’t want a carer for the baby so I think this will work” Ant has made good points “what if I want to take the baby with me to Europe?” Robyn said “then you will have Chris to be there and look after the baby, you both can do what you like. That is fine but that is my idea, speaking to Chris’ record label they are happy with it” I agree with Ant “I want my baby with me” Mel looked at me and I looked at her “speak on it” Mel said to me, I don’t like upsetting Robyn “look” shifting in my seat “we are having a baby, I want this baby to have the both of us but at times that won’t happen” staring into Robyn’ eyes “what are you trying to say?” licking my lips “that I don’t think I want our child to be hopping in and out of tour buses, one minute cold and the next we in a hot country. We get stressed out just touring. If we are both performing constantly then what about the baby? Who’s watching him or her when we are on stage. We going to be too tired, I don’t want to travel with the baby like that overseas” Robyn is not pleased “this is something we can discuss later though” Jen said “no, we need to speak on it now because he needs to sell tickets” Ant didn’t tell me it would be this difficult “only you and Robyn can tell us what you want” Robyn is already not happy.

Getting up from the chair “come” holding Robyn’ hand to get up “we will be back” intertwining our fingers together as I pulled Robyn along, we need to speak away from everyone “oohh sorry” this white lady hit into me and then looked up at me “it’s ok” walking around her “oh my, that is Chris Brown” hearing her say, walking up the steps “where are we going” turning the corner and seeing the lobby seating area “just here” letting go of Robyn’ hand as we both sat down “we need to talk on this, together. I don’t want you upset with me, I agree with Ant and I know you don’t. We having a baby together and we need to decide on shit together” I know my wife, she is not happy “I don’t really want to leave the baby with you, I will miss it so much” nodding my head “and I get it, unless you don’t think I will be good on my own? I won’t be offended?” I will be offended “no, you will be fine. What about the scans? I like to have you around me” holding Robyn’ hand “I will go after the gender reveal party? Things should be settled, I want you to be happy. If you don’t agree then say it” kissing Robyn’ cheek “he’s not wrong but I will miss you, fine. Let it happen that way” she knows it’s logical.

Sitting back down at the table “do it that way Ant, it’s fine” I said placing my arm behind Robyn’ chair “so what about Jay wanting to meet you?” Jen asked, Robyn looked a little taken back by him wanting to see her “why?” Robyn questioned and Jen shrugged, Robyn looked at me “what do you think I should say?” she asked, she is asking me “deep down, fuck him. Say no, but I will agree to what you want” Robyn nodded her head “I decline it” Jen looked down typing something out “next one, are you wanting to do interviews, any at all? They want you both, paying a lot?” Robyn and I looked at each other “for now no” I said to Robyn “then no” Robyn said “ok fine, so is everything just going to be what ever you both want to put out on social media yourselves right?” Jen said, nodding my head “I don’t care about nothing, they the same ones to jump on my dick about cheating and now they all want a interview, I am out” Robyn rested her head on my shoulder “are you leaving the label? This is the question I need to know” Jen questioned Robyn “I just need time to digest things, I need to speak on things so hold out. I will tell you” there is a lot going on right now.

Feeling a nudge at the side of me, turning my head and seeing Sinko. He walked off “I will see you in the hotel room babe, I just need to speak to Sinko” I said to Robyn “I will be there” pressing a kiss to Robyn’ lips, she looked at Sinko and pulled a face “ok fine” she let my hand go, pulling my sweatpants up a little walking over to him “got a blunt nigga?” he asked, shaking my head “nothing with me, where we going?” he walked outside the hotel “Cass is here, we good” looking behind me seeing Cass behind, chucking to myself looking through the window and Robyn is still looking at me, she worries too much “let’s just stay here” Cass said “we need to go back in” Cass is right we do “just wanted to get some air with you, you know. You be too covered in Barbados” side eyeing him “you mean my wife, when she is around I got to give her my attention. She is carrying my future” Sinko lit the blunt “you want some?” shaking my head “what’s up anyways?” it’s kind of cold out here “just wanted to speak to you, you doing anything today?” I paused thinking “oh yeah, shopping with the wife” Sinko snorted laughing “we might as well go with you, we need to get some things. I mean me of course. But I’ll come along” this is random, why drag me out here to tell me this “you know that nigga Adam, I can get bloods to get him? He wont fuck with you again” stuffing my hands in my pockets “I don’t think he will fuck with me again, it’s cool” I think shit just needs to calm down now, I don’t want it to get deeper.

Closing the door behind me “I told you I would be back” walking into the room “oh baby” seeing Robyn in nothing but her panties “your nipples have gone different you know, can we have sex? Just quickly, please” Robyn covered her boobs with her arm “no” stepping in front of her so she can’t go to the bathroom “I said please, please? Why did you look at me like that through the window? It was odd” lifting my hand up, pushing Robyn’ arm away from her boobs “I don’t know, I just had a weird feeling. I didn’t want you to be with him” she shrugged “weird, so can we have sex now? You’re already naked, show me your nipples. Let me suck, why you playing for?” she is being mad annoying “because I want to go shopping and yeah” mean mugging Robyn “seriously? I have not seen you in ages and you won’t have sex with me? What’s wrong? Are you shy? Upset?” I think there is something with her “nothing, just don’t want sex” looking at Robyn so confused “ok” I am turned off now so it doesn’t matter “didn’t think you would be back so quick” is she hiding from me, I am deflated now so it doesn’t matter.

I am not over Robyn shutting me down with having sex, that shit is so wack to me “y’all got a whole convoy of SUVs out there” Ant said “yeah the boys are coming with us that is why” the elevator doors opened, letting the ladies get off first “you want those dumb ass niggas with y’all? I am going to RCA” I shrugged “they want to come, extra bodies bro. I will call you, we could do something later” walking the lobby “alright, go and have fun shopping” the boys got up from the seats in the lobby, all I can say is my wife is back. She is wearing a long tee but I think it is not long enough, her legs are out. An oversized black blazer and white heels. She should cover herself up but she is her own boss, the tee is a little tight though “boss” Rich said smiling at me, he held the door open for us “congratulations Chris, you’re going to be a father. How do you feel?” the paparazzi guy shouted “you tell me?” I said “are you excited Chris? Rihanna! You look beautiful” I wish they would hurry up and get in the car so I can get in the car and stop hearing the bullshit behind me “Chris, how are you feeling?” climbing into the SUV finally.

I should have went with the boys, the girls are just complaining at the fact the boys are coming but they are my homies. They cool and they can protect them all, they will do anything to protect the people I love. I am just quiet as fuck, I am still not happy with Robyn denying me of sex like that. She can’t be doing that to me, that is bullshit. I want sex, I love sex and Robyn knows it. My phone started ringing in my hand, seeing that Lo is calling “nigga” answering the call “we got left behind, paparazzi are no joke. They followed you, where you going?” I paused not knowing, looking behind me and not at Robyn “where we going shawty?” I said to Jen “Barneys” winking at Jen “Barneys, meet y’all there” disconnecting the call “wow, not speaking to me then” Robyn said to me, placing my phone on my leg “you tell me” I shrugged “because I said no to sex? You have a face on?” I don’t know why she is saying it when she already knows the shit, looking out of the window “look at me” Robyn said, turning my head looking at Robyn “don’t do me like that Chris, I need you even at times when I can’t give you sex” she said in a whisper “can’t or won’t?” I said back “won’t, I don’t feel good in myself. I am going through changes and at times I don’t want to have sex because I don’t feel sexy Chris, do you just want me to lay there for you? Is that it? My body doesn’t feel sexy for you, what don’t you understand?” nodding my head “I do, it’s ok when you are feeling horny and jumping on my face and shit. Ok Robyn” I don’t even want to know “you’re not the nigga carrying our fucking baby Chris, I am going through this. Yes you right, I was fucking horny because my hormones are going though shit but ok. I hear you, don’t worry. I will lay there with my legs open to get your quick nut” Robyn is so frustrating, let me just be quiet “now you want to be quiet after you made such a remark, whatever nigga” there is no stopping Robyn now.

While Robyn is shopping let me call my mom back, I am bored already. Pressing my phone to my ear, my mom is going to be unimpressed with how long I waited to call her “ooohhh my baby boy, I am so happy for you” my mom half shouted in my ear, chuckling down the phone “thank you mom, shit has been so crazy. I wanted to tell you in person but Robyn was done hiding, this is some real crazy shit for me ma. I am going to be a dad, I have to be responsible for a little kid that is mine” my mom cooed out “this is your calling baby, you need this. You need a mini you Christopher, you are going to be so good. I am over the moon, your sister and I cannot wait to see you. I am going to be a grandma, I have been wanting to be a grandma for so long Chris. I don’t want you to ever think you can’t be a good dad because you will be” seeing my homies, they took forever to come. Dapping Sinko “thank you mom, you know I appreciate you. I may need you at times, I am so overjoyed though. I do hope we have a girl, she finna have your nasty ass laugh” my laughed out loud “see, nasty ass laugh” laughing with my mom “shut up you, come home soon baby. I am so happy for you both” I can tell in my mom’ voice she is so happy “thank you, see you soon mom. Love you” checking on what Robyn is doing, she is still talking “love you too, bye” disconnecting the call “y’all took forever” the store assistant walked by us “she looking like a meal” Lo spat, I ain’t finna look at what he is looking at.

Walking by Robyn, Mel and Jen “he is paying so it’s ok” Robyn said “get them” Mel looked at me laughing “shut up bitch, I can pay for my own shit” Robyn is so damn annoying at times “y’all look lost, I don’t why they came” let me just go back to my homies, she is ready to have another argument “you know this is wack, we should be doing our own thing. You just whipped” waving Sinko off “you want me to explain again to you? You came here, I didn’t ask for you. You right, I am whipped but married to Rihanna wouldn’t you be?” Hood whistled “I would be crawling on my knees my nigga, slave shit” Hood spat, he is a dumbass anyways. Turning around “do any of you want any help in the men’s department at all? It can be a little boring here, I can tell you all the latest things we have” rubbing my chin laughing but my laugh soon stopped, this is a joke. This is not real, how can Jessica be here. My eyes went to Robyn and then back to Jessica, is this a joke “ooohhh shit, Chris’ fuck girl and wife in one place” walking by the assistant, rushing over to Robyn because I want to go now “y’all ready to pay now?” I said whie looking over at Jessica, she looked at me and had the nerve to wave “barely that, I need to find more things. Make yourself useful and look at things” placing my arm around Robyn’ shoulders “now you want you to touch me, I am still annoyed” I feel like Jessica wants something to happen, I don’t know. She seems reckless, pressing a kiss to Robyn’ cheek but my eyes never leaving Jessica. Clocking Mel watching me and she looked at what I am looking at, she looked at me and I reached over placing my hand over her mouth. Jen pulled a face at me “what are you doing?” Jen asked “I was just playing” moving my hand away from Mel’ mouth, Mel just stared at me.

Robyn shrugged her shoulder “your weight on me, I didn’t say you can touch me. You have been rude” why is this bitch coming closer, she is crazy and I don’t like it “Chris” hearing Cass say, looking behind me. He pointed at Jessica, turning my head “Robyn, I am going to tell you something but you can’t pop off” Robyn froze with the heel in hand “I am holding a heel so be careful what comes out of your mouth” Robyn is always violent somehow “I don’t know how this happened” seeing Cass walking over to Jessica, he is getting rid of her. Feeling Robyn’ hand on my chin dragging my head back to her “speak” but then seeing Robyn’ facial expression change “is that the bitch, that is her isn’t it?” I cringed “Cass is dealing with it” Robyn hit my face away “I said what I said” Robyn threw the heel, did she just hit my face “Robyn, don’t you dare” Mel chased after her friend, the store assistant helping Robyn just stared at me and I looked at him “Cass, you fucking get the fuck out of my way. That bitch kissed my husband, who are you protecting you dumbass!? Me or her, move and that shit is an order” jogging by the clothes “just because I am Rihanna don’t mean I won’t hit a bitch” I gasped seeing Robyn grip Jessica’ braided hair and punched her straight in the mouth, pushing by Mel as Robyn kept punching “Robyn, let it go. Stop it” grabbing Robyn’ wrist so she can stop punching “your husband tasted good bitch” Jessica started throwing her arms around and I know where she is aiming “let it go now!” I half shouted at Robyn, she let her hair go and pushed at my chest storming off. Jessica fell to the ground at the side of me “she pass out?” Cass said looking down at her, Jessica moved her head “she is alive, get rid of her” walking off.

How is this bitch still following me, she is still being bold as fuck for what “I want your security camera recordings, don’t fuck with my niggas. Frank, get that shit. I ain’t having another headline” walking towards to Jen “why is she blaming me? The fuck did I do?” walking into the changing room, luckily this department been dead from when we entered, but how did Jessica get on the floor “I’ll go” Mel said, walking around Robyn to see her face “I don’t want to see you, the last person I want to even speak too. You have been bugging me since this morning, you want to go on tour, then you want sex and you get mad at me and now this bitch!” rubbing my face “will you shut the fuck up about our sex life, act right ok? They can fucking hear, I don’t want it. I am sick of your stank attitude, don’t talk down to me saying I will lay there just for me to bust a quick nut, it’s never like that. I never do you wrong, I never said that shit to you but you do me!? Are you being real, I swear to god Robyn you shout again about our sex life I am walking off, act right. Not some ghetto hoodrat, I know you did what you did out there but stop it” Robyn looked down at the ground not saying a word back “you’re mad stupid for even attempting to hit a bitch that is obsessed with me because if she hit your stomach, then what? You don’t think” Robyn got up from the couch “I am a shit person, I get it” I don’t know what the fuck Robyn is going through but I don’t know what to do, she keep on walking off too.

#Chrianna #Chrianna FF #Fanfiction

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grumpycakes · 6 years ago

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;; m ;; I’ve been trying to sleep for the past 30/40 mins and I just had my new stress dream sequence I GUESSS

three diff times in the dream as I was trying to move around the room or fall asleep (oh yeah it’s one of THOSE) I dreamt that electronics with enough lights to be visible and to look like little white demon eyes, would move/start moving on their own causing me to distrust I was alone. AND THE LAST ONE CAME UP IN THE NIGIBLE GAP BETWEEN MY BED PLAYED A TUNE AND DUCKED DOWN BEFORE I COULD GRAB IT. Not cause it was fast NO IT WAS VERY MENACINGLY SLOW. IN THE DREAM I COULDNT MOVE CUAE I WAS THAT HAIR AWAKE WHERE YOUR BODY REALIZES ITS MOVE SIGNALS ARE BEING IGNORED.

SO I GUESS THAT’S MY NEW STRESS DREAM. FIRFHTENINGLY MENACING SHIT MAKIBGB ME DOUBT IM ALONE AND SAFE ENOUGH TO SLEEP TILL I WAKE UP OUT OF STRESS AND DESPERATION!!!!

#irl shit #mel babbles #mel whines #mel has upsetting stress dreams #anxiety issues #OMF I'm remembering I tried to grab one moving around on the floor #i got it #but as I was turning it over trying to figure out what toy it could have possibly been #IT DISAPPEARED IN MY HANDS #SCREMS #WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THAT BRAIN

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calypsoff2 · 3 years ago

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Seven. Part 2

Watching TJ walk off to go on my jet, oh that wasn’t what I thought was going to happen. I am stood with my mouth hung open in shock, TJ did a u-turn and jogged back over as I am still stood here in utter shock to my core, am I allowing this asshole to be this way. I am only remaining calm for my man; I don’t think he understands that part. I am literally going to go crazy on this man, I am just going crazy “look, I am sorry. I don’t want this beef with you, you’re a sister to me Robyn. I have said things that I don’t mean but I feel attacked, you’re a big persona and I understand you feel like I have done bad by Chris, but I haven’t, I ride for your husband to the end. I love him so much; he has done so much for me, and I am blessed by that. I don’t want this between us because I know you have a lot of power over things” crossing my arms across my chest “what did you come back? To just say that to me?” I am confused “because I feel bad, but I feel like you got beef with me. I have always supported Chris, even with Barry. It’s me that was there for Chris, always. I know how much he loves you, from jump” I need to show him how a real bitch is “didn’t you call me forehead in school? Or was I dreaming that? Didn’t you want me to not be around, you always made jokes about me. You went out of your way to make Chris not see it for me in school. I remember it but I let it go, you were nasty to me. Now you’re the same niggas lusting over me, I suggest you apologise. And you do it in front of Chris. While on the jet I am paying for, got it?” Looking down at him, I am like squaring up to him, but he has angered me a lot. I did like TJ but now he’s being a dick for no reason, he didn’t need to be like this “your husband just came out of hospital and you’re stressing him out? Your lifestyle ruined Barry, and Chris lost him. Still, Chris misses him and you making him do that again? It always makes me think that my friend has any balls, but he just leaves them in your hands, maybe I was right about you then. I am here trying to apologise, and you can’t even accept that. Mel is such a good person to live in your shadow, I know your vibe. Pretty girls are the worst, light skinned ones actually. I don’t really see how you both worked, I don’t get it because my friend, my Chris. He was the boss, and his ego would have overpowered yours, you broke that down. You sat there looking at me like shit; you had no right when I did nothing wrong Chris chose to give me that, we have that bond. We boys, he can speak to me about a lot, I don’t know about you miss busy” oh I want to punch him “can we just get on, sorry” balling my fist up “what is going on here” Jen said, I want to kill him, I really do.

I just felt like I was in school there, I had a major flashback to when I was at school. I didn’t have a good time at school in general, the only time I did have a good time was when Chris was there for me, just honestly it was Chris that made my school life bearable, but it was short lived, and he honestly is a good guy with shit people around him. He was always kind of talked out of being with me, friend wise and he always said it’s because you’re pretty that is why “earth calling Robyn?” Jen said, bringing me back to the fact I am stood in the middle of the hanger, and everyone is on the jet “what happened?” She said again, looking at the jet “just, I.” I paused saying “I don’t know what to do” I openly admitted “about what?” Jen is confused, she doesn’t know what has happened and I don’t blame her “I think we should go on the jet, we can talk then” Jen’ face softened “hey, oh my god. Why are you sad” waving her off “don’t” I said, I don’t need to be crying right at this moment. Suck it up Robyn, Jen held my hand as we made our way to the jet. I don’t want to hold the jet back now, but TJ and I really don’t speak like that anyways. I keep him there and I am here, I don’t agree with Chris paying for him all the time so I just stayed away from the situation and stuck to what I need to do but it’s too much and this really hit home, Camron is not my son and I feel like he’s making jibes at me thinking Camron is owed a life and owed to be in my family because I can’t give Chris that, I am sick “sorry girls” I held the jet up, Rylee looks unimpressed “mommy I want to sit next to daddy, or you are?” Rylee asked, shaking my head “I need to speak to auntie Jen, I’ll be in the back ok. You can sit there” making my way to the back “but Camron is there” I let out a deep sigh, of course he is there “then sit with Tianna, she is watching YouTube” I don’t have the patience to say anything right at this moment, I am just going to snap if I speak on it.

Jen turned to me “speak, what was that all about? All I heard was about having balls and the conversation seemed really deep into it?” I am of course going to tell Jen, that is my best friend, and I will always confide in her “we have the time, so Chris and TJ are friends, you know the whole background on that. They came up together that whole story thing, Chris gave TJ his clothing line to handle which I have no issues with, then move on a few years. Seiko, now this is Chris’ ex that loved him a lot, maybe still does love Chris but she actually got pregnant by TJ to piss Chris off now that shit popped off bad, I remember when it happened. Chris was hurt by it, it’s a bro code thing but it was over with, all forgiven so like we moved on. Seiko was neglecting Camron, I felt bad to hear that. She was using the child maintenance on not so good things but come to think of it, TJ never put them in a nice home. He paid and that’s it, Chris came to me and said I am upset, that is nephew. He comes here and has a good time but goes back to shit, school has been saying he doesn’t go and stuff. So I gave my lawyer, they won the case. Me, I did that, but Chris was happy. Don’t forget Chris has given the business to him, keep that in mind. Now we did this case, my lawyer, my bill. I didn’t get a thanks, no. It was Chris, he said a thanks, but I have other shit going on anyways so it’s whatever. Then Chris tells me oh TJ is living in the apartment complex just down the road, ten minutes away. Oh right ok, oh I erm just helped him to get it. He needs the help; Black Pyramid is behind. I said right, then help him silent partner. So TJ started to sell tees where it had Chris’ face and designs on, they sold out quick and he promoted it, I go Chris is he paying you back, oh yeah yeah. He didn’t, then Chris comes and says Camron is amazing at Basketball, you know people” Jen gasped pointing “you called me to say about the academy, it was for him?” Jen said, nodding my head “mommy I want juice” I was so deep in the conversation “Imani, please go to daddy. Ask him” I want to finish this conversation off.

Nodding my head “it was for him, I helped him. Got him into it, Chris thanked me. And this situation happened because Chris went to the Fenty Christmas party with TJ and Camron, Mel was there. He gave the SUV to them to go home, Mel was unwell apparently. I say that because Mel didn’t say that to me, she said they went out for some food. They went out in that SUV all around New York, knowing Chris needed that SUV, it was his. He got in the Uber because of them, Mel was literally is being shady as fuck about this. But anyways, so deep inside I am fucking angry. I am giving sly looks, TJ caught on. Because why is my husband putting himself out there for a child not his? So TJ pulled me to the side and said you been looking at me crazy, it’s not nice. I said it to him what it is, you are using my man, that is your child. He started speaking on me, he said maybe if you gave him that son” my voice broke “maybe if you give him what he wants maybe he won’t do that, he just started poking at it knowing I lost the baby. Then out there he mentioned it, like sorry I said what I said but me and Chris are close we speak on things. If you give him that, like pressurising me for this” Jen shushed me because my voice is now becoming even more strained “say something?” Jen said “he mentioned I broke their relationship, then leave my husband with no friends. He adores him Jen” her face softened “but you’re his wife” she retorted “and maybe I should have stayed in my place, I shouldn’t have gave him looks, you know” I sniffled “I get it but he has no right to speak on your body, you have lost two babies. That is some nasty ass shit to say, I want to knock his fucking block off” I laughed a little “he wasn’t always a fan of us to be honest, I kind of got in the way in school. It’s just like the same vibe, I kept out of the way, I have been too busy for this shit. Now I am home and here, I see it. I just left it alone, I did” wiping my tears, Jen’ eyes widened looking behind me. Looking to the side of me Chris is just hovering over me. I feel like I got caught “what is happening here?” wiping my tears “we are just having lady talk now Chris, come on” Chris frowned “my wife is crying, why? Robyn why are you crying” now I am panicking because I just don’t want to do this, I am here trying to open up to Jen “Robyn, hey. Talk to me” I can’t, getting up from the seat. He is making me want to cry more “What happened Jen? Robyn” making my way to the toilet, I am not really wanting to speak to Chris.

Chris is stubborn, he won’t leave me until he knows I am ok and he will keep asking and asking and he will wait outside this door until I come out. Taking in a deep breath opening the door “seriously?” Chris stared at me unimpressed with how long I took “what is it? I am ok, Jen and I was just speaking on things. I cried happy tears, you know how it is when I speak on my dad” Chris is searching my eyes, he is wanting to know the truth “yeah but you been like that at the hospital, also what was you speaking about to TJ? You been really odd since then actually” clearing my throat “we just spoke on things, that is all. Look I am just having a talk with Jen ok? It’s fine” he is not believing me, but he will have too “ok” he touched my shoulder and then placing his hand on my cheek “I got you” he breathed out, he is annoyed like he lowkey doesn’t believe me either “I will sit down then, I got an eye on you though Robyn” Chris turned walking off “on god” he said, Jen smiled at me awkwardly, I didn’t think Chris was watching me like that actually. Making my way back to the seat “Chris kept asking what I said, what happened. Why is she crying, what did I say. Anyways back to the part where I murder him” I breathed out laughing “not that now, I just think I don’t want Chris to lose another friend in this. I feel like Chris is saying something to him for him to be saying this, Chris must be speaking on this a lot, you know?” Jen nodded her head “they all talk, these men do. But he has no right to repeat it, he has no right to speak on your fertility. Same with Chris, it’s tiring for you Robyn. You are working so hard, I have two boys and dealing with this. You have three girls and dealing with being the face of the company, my ass can skype a meeting, you are literally the face of it, here and there. You both still have time, things will calm down, but he has no right. I want to hit him” Jen will do that for me, I love her.

I have caught Chris twice look over at me to check if I am ok, I adore him a lot “am I weak Jen? Be truthful with me?” looking over at her “erm, pre mommy Robyn I think you would be ripping his ass, but I think you are more thinking of the bigger picture, you see that this weasel is close friends with Chris. School years too, you’re stuck between telling Chris or just keeping it to yourself, but I would mention to Chris that you want that boy to not be paid for, he has nothing to do with you. That has to stop, that is your empire, your money. That ends, he may dislike it but then you take it from there. You will see his true colours, meaning TJ. If he kicks off then it will be about the money” nodding my head “he keeps throwing that Chris pushes to have it, but as a man he can say no too” I added “exactly but always remember this, you have the power to destroy that friendship and I think he hates it. He is envious of that; I think he is. I understand what you are doing but don’t ever let that weasel think he has one over you, because he doesn’t. You will pounce when it’s good and ready, but I would reign it in. Say to him that stops, then we will see TJ’ true intentions, let’s see. If he doesn’t kick off and he does it then maybe he was right in a way but do that” nodding my head, he is a bastard and I will expose him, or shall I say he will expose himself.

#Chrianna #Chrianna FF #Chrianna Fanfic #Chrianna Fanfiction #Fanfiction

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firesong-writes69 · 7 years ago

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Well, that was a kick. (Post-movie reflections)

Good morning, creampuffs!

(Spoilery. Kind of).

Whew. We did it. We made it. We have a movie now, and holy hufflepuff, it was amazing. I know I’ll be watching it and re-watching it for a long while. I know I said I wanted to post my ramblings about the movie as it was happening, but I was going into a gay panic and I just... forgot.

Ghosts! Vampires! Tiny journalists! The scooby gang! A creepy haunted house! All of these things and more were woven into this fantastic movie, and I couldn’t ask for a better one. It was... everything that I could have hoped for and more.

I have to admit, before watching it, I was panicking about two things: one, what if Carmilla actually dies (like on the floor, unable to breathe, not waking up or vampire-esk dead) or two, if something happens that’ll break up Hollstein. I was more than thrilled that neither of those two things happened. But I had to remind myself that I trusted the writers and I knew they would deliver us everything that we deserved.

I am happy that Danny got her little cameo. I didn’t like how in season 3 her redemption arc was rushed, where she brought Kirsch back to Laura and Carmilla before they had to stop The Dean. I’m happy that Mel is a full fledged member of the gang now--when we first met her, she was this feisty, unhappy, grumpy gal in season 2 that just wanted to punch someone in the face. Well... she is still that human, but more well-developed and bad-ass, and I found myself dying of laughter every time she appeared on screen. Also, this is officially my favorite line, “Her name is Gertrude.”

I loved how they handled Laferry’s little arc in the movie. Perry was feeling stressed that she spent so much time doing the reports in their little start-up company, where as Lafontaine missed her and wanted to spend more time with their partner. Their arguments were quirky, fun, and didn’t feel out-of-place at all. The “Laferry” emblems were a nice touch.

Kirsch is an adorable puppy and our one token dude, but I loved him in season 1 and will continue to love him. His antics in the movie and companionship with Mel was nice to see how it developed.

The Bronte sisters were an amazing addition to the team. One would think that two ancient girls from Carmilla’s past would feel out of left field in the Carmilla universe, but to me, they wrapped it all up in a nice little bow. Carmilla finally got the closure she needed by expressing her thoughts and feelings to them. It was difficult, I’m sure, to re-watch the scene where Elle betrayed her, but had she not, she wouldn’t be able to realize she has it much better in this life, where she can live forever with Laura.

And now here comes the elephant in the room: Carmilla’s a vampire again. Did anyone honestly not see that coming? The revamping, the dreams, Natasha’s suspicious tweets on Twitter... it wasn’t a shock to me, that Carmilla became a vampire. It was underwhelming, sure, as we all just got used to seeing a Human!Carmilla, but let me stress this: you can’t have a vampire show without having actual vampires. I just knew that someway or another, Carmilla was going to become immortal again. I can understand how people are upset by this. I saw many mutuals of mine post their rants, and how disappointed they were in the movie.

...are you seriously going to let this one little twist ruin the whole series for you? After all of you praised Carmilla being a vampire in seasons 1, 2, and 3? Yes, I understand that some are upset that now Laura will grow old and Carmilla will not. Or that they believe it should be both Carmilla and Laura as vampires, or Carmilla and Laura as humans. There can not be anything in between.

I hear you. I know. But are we forgetting that Lafontaine is a scientist? They have a robot eye now, surely they can figure out some way to make Laura immortal so she could live forever with Carmilla. This is what’s so great about the fandom: we have the freedom to create and build upon the world that we already know, and explore this new chapter in Carmilla and Laura’s lives, via fanfiction or fan art. This doesn’t feel like an ending to me. If anything, we’re only just beginning again, and I have no intention of leaving you all anytime soon.

I’m here to stay. If anything, the movie taught me one fact of life I’ve always had trouble with grasping: there are two people you can chose to be in this world. Someone who dwells on their past and is unable to move on, like how Elle behaved. “I want my life.” She kept on saying. She was convinced that ruining Carmilla’s would give her freedom, but it only made her bitter and revengeful. What kind of person does that make her? I felt kind of... sad, for Elle, because that’s how I was many years ago. This was the voice of someone who was depressed. The subtext was small, as she was mostly ruled by anger and revenge, but people react to sadness and suffering in many different ways. (When I re-watch the movie again, I’ll post a more concrete thought about Elle and her part in the movie).

And then, there are people like Carmilla, who understand they suffered in their past life, but now live a happy, wonderful life with their partners/or family. There are moments in the film where Carmilla reflected on her time but she was never saddened/ashamed of it. She knows she has it much better now, because Laura loves her. And no matter what happens next, they’ll always end up back together. Because Laura was the first girl, out of all the fair maidens whom Carmilla tried to bring to her mother, who challenged her. Listened to her. And loved her.

#the carmilla movie #spoilers #post-movie ramblings

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yakumtsaki · 8 years ago

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I’m in the worst mood ever! Good (?) news for you guys though, cause I need an outlet for my rage so prepare yourselves for.. another profanity filled Union update! Keeping it real and fresh as always, aka what Komei has been doing to the litter 24/7 since our lot can barely contain all the cat shit we’re drowning in. We’re halfway thru completing Komei’s lifetime want, 3 cats at the top of their careers out of 6, and it’s only taken a literal lifetime.

So the situation in the house continues to bear an unsettling resemblance to the last days of the Roman Empire. No wonder these cats can’t get promoted when they’re too busy trying to avoid getting killed by Visigoth Victor. We have Victor vs Ronron...

Victor vs Neo..

Victor vs Alegra..

..and Victor vs Roux! I’m starting to suspect that Victor may be the problem here.

☕

Meanwhile Victoria and Komei are having the time of their lives watching the bloodshed! Last time I saw either of them so happy was when they were cheating on each other. Bread and circuses indeed.

One small glimmer of hope appears when Roux gets this insane bonus and then immediately gets promoted!

I’m all like YAAAAS BITCH SLAY, 4/6!!! and then NOT 2 FUCKING SECONDS LATER:

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...................................FUCK. ME.

How many times is it now that Neo has gotten fired, cause I’ve literally lost count. Imagine if he wasn’t the ~genius one. Way to disgrace your mother’s name!

I’m so upset by Neo’s fuckery that I take Melody and Gunther out clubbing in the middle of the day to feel better. Ah, so cute ❤

SO. CUTE. ❤

PERFECTION ❤

Unfortunately our milf past is back to haunt us.

-Ooooh, hey there, jaibait ;) Look at your girl. Then back at me-

GODDAMMIT GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE BRANDI LETOURNEAU. IS THERE ONE NON-PREDATORY ADULT WOMAN IN THIS TOWN

We run into the Count, and Melody has the honor of being introduced to one of Victoria’s lovers, an important rite of passage for anyone marrying into this family. Congrats, Melody! Let’s ignore Daniel’s first kiss, Lakshmi, who seizes the opportunity of Melody turning her back to discreetly merge herself with Gunther, and then spends the rest of her stay furiously heartfarting over him. Jfc Gunther, what do you do, roll around in honey?

-It’s Axe bodyspray ;)

Ugh fuckboi. You better not cheat on Melody, you hear???

I MEAN SHE GAVE US A FUCKING ELECTROSPHERE AS A DATE PRESENT. Thank you Melody! Finally the litterboxes get the lighting extravaganza they deserve.

AND VICTORIA TOPS HER CAREER. TIME TO RETIRE AND LOUNGE AROUND FOREVER ❤

When I tell you guys that Komei wants to bankrupt us I’m not kidding. Ever the practical spirit, the moment we have some extra cash he starts rolling wants to buy $2k stereos and $5k games. GROW UP

This night is a mixed bag, on one hand Vic topped her career, on the other Gunther got fucking arrested while sneaking out with Mel. Thankfully his parents could not give less of a fuck even though both were awake when Dorian diligently returned him.

-This will teach you to walk around with that glorious mane, leaving no woman for us hair-challenged adults, brat! Stay within your age group!

Looking amazing painting in your hot dog uniform!

-Melody forced me to wear it so no one would hit on me..

Melody knows what’s up.

-God, being monogamous for two entire days sure is tough. My mind is racing with all the hot dog pick up lines I could use..

You’re really too young for me to castrate you, so better just try and channel those frustrations into your art.

-I don't need no drama, I just need some nana, just told my lil' mama, ‘babe, I think I love you, kinda’ ♪

WRONG ART FORM. GOD. Get it together Gunther, cause if you fuck things up with Mel it won’t end well. For you.

-So Gunther, the other day I was thinking of some professions that would be more realistic than your dream of becoming a legendary artist.. Kid’s party magician popped in mind.

-Ugh, don’t listen to him, Gunther, you can’t abandon your dream! I mean look at your father, he had a dream to see 6 pets top their career.. and 40 years later.. he’s still nowhere near achieving it! HAHA. What a fucking loser you are, dear. God, I can’t believe I married you, what the fuck was I thinking. All I got was stretchmarks and two decades of sleeping next to the overwhelming aroma of cat excrement. In conclusion, Gunther, you and your brothers were giant mistakes.. What were we talking about again?

Yea, seems about right. Komei is, once again, on the verge of aspiration failure, which you know, when is he not. He finally does roll one want I can complete tho..

Cooking competition! I cannot stress enough how much I ignore anything Free Time related, like I’ve been playing this game since I was 10 and I only discovered that special hobby lots exist last year. So yea, this is a first for both me and Komei, but we’re in this together! We submit our specialty, cat hair covered chili..

The competition is fierce. Thank god Komei’s loving family has come along to support him!

-Why are we here again?

-Some of your father’s cat beauty pageant shit or something, who cares.. STOP MOVING YOUR HANDS SO FAST

LOL look at these anxious flops. Our Komei is cool as a cucumber tho! Wtf is a professional chef doing here?? This feels very unfair, they should be in a league of their own. If we lose to her I’m gonna appeal and then burn this place to the ground.

And we’re up first! Is the judge gonna appreciate our secret ingredients of cat hair and saliva???

YAS. A very promising reaction!

LMAO professional chef flops! Bet she didn’t have a trace of pet dna in that cake!

I can’t quite decode this expression, but I think it signifies expectations not being met. FLOP

Yea mte, blondie. Who tf enters salad into a cooking competition? A non-starter if there ever was one!

WE WIN AND WE HAVE THE DICK STICKER TO PROVE IT. GET IT KOMES

I don't know what you heard about me, but a bitch can't get a dollar outta me ♪

No Cadillac, no perms, you can't see, that I'm a motherfuckin' P.I.M.P. ♪

Congrats, Komei! How lucky you are to have your family share in this moment of triumph!

-You won’t believe this mom, but Neo got fired AGAIN

-LOLOL. Wait, why do I have a feeling we’re supposed to be doing something else right now?

-Is it playing more red hands?

-Yes!

We return home, where og weeaboo Tom Cruise/Last Samurai graces us with his presence! Looking good, Tom. Meanwhile Vic has an emotional moment in the rain contemplating the artistic merit of the flamingos. Idk why both she and Komei have become obsessed with them ever since they aged up but it’s pretty depressing. And then, as Komei is soundly asleep, the unthinkable happens...

SIMULTANEOUS FUCKING PROMOTIONS. I wish I had something more eloquent to say about this but the best I can muster is FUCKING. BYE. THE FUCK. I DID IT.

THE NIGHTMARE IS OVER. IT’LL BE A COLD DAY IN HELL IF WE TRAIN A CAT AGAIN IN THE NEXT 9 GENERATIONS. NEVER AGAIN.

AND WE’RE FINALLY OFF TO COLLEGE. GOD. Melody comes over on her own and we have this dramatic moment of Gunther ~passing her by, off to join his brothers at La Fiesta Tech. And to slut it up. Or is he??? I legit don’t know yet, but find out next time in The Unions: College is a Scam.

#ts2 #union legacy

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naturaldisasterfanfiction · 4 years ago

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14.

Vaguely seeing a child, just seeing the back of this child. Reaching out but the child ran off, looking around me “what are you doing?” seeing someone pregnant in front of me, lwhere the fuck am I “don’t say anything to anyone that I am pregnant” I don’t even know who this person is, looking up “Mel!?” I spat “just don’t tell anyone, this is a secret” looking down at myself, touching my stomach which is flat “where is my baby!?” I panicked, turning back around on myself but suddenly there is wall just blocking me in, turning around and nobody is there, just a single door. Opening the door and I yelped out seeing a casket, two actually. Shaking my head “no, no, no” what is this stepping back “this is what we do when you don’t listen” a voice said, a voice I can’t decipher but it was a male voice but then a load of voices started talking all at once, not catching a single word as they continue to say a lot of words, so many words “no!” I shouted as I woke up out of my sleep in a cold sweat breathing heavily, what the fuck was that all about. Placing my hand over my chest breathing heavily in shock, pushing the covers off of me, looking down at my stomach “my baby” I breathed out touching my bump “my baby is ok” closing my eyes sighing out, I am so hot and full of sweat. Opening my eyes staring up at the ceiling, that was horrible. Why on earth am I even dreaming of a casket, oh my god. I think the casket was big and small, I don’t know but this has really got me shook. Getting up out of bed sighing out, looking down at my stomach. I just don’t get it; I don’t like it either. Like that voice, is it me just stressing. I don’t know but it’s horrible and now I can’t sleep. My bump was gone, the child was running away “god” I breathed out, looking over at the side table, seeing the bear and the scan picture. I am worrying too much and on the day of my baby shower too.

I ended up going downstairs and sitting outside, hopefully with the peace and quiet and the sound of the sea hitting the shore, I may fall asleep again but that was horrible. I literally want to cry about it “you’re awake?” looking behind me “yeah” I mumbled, Mel placed her arm around me giving me a hug “are you ok?” she questioned, a little confused on why I look so deflated “I am ok, just had a nightmare. It’s fine, what are you doing now?” I asked her “literally going to bed but I saw you come down, wanted to check on you and baby Fenty” she touched my bump “we are ok, go to sleep. I am fine here” Mel poked her lips out at me “are you sure?” nodding my head, I just want to be alone for a while “goodnight then” Mel touched my shoulder as she walked off, I am going to be so miserable for my own baby shower and I feel bad now, I was sleeping like a baby until that happened. Picking my phone up from the table, Rorrey is still texting me, like he won’t drop it. I said no, now he knows what it feels like to be left out. My phone unlocked as I opened the message, I miss having a blunt because this would have relaxed me so much, I need it. I just can’t believe that dream, it was someone taking away my baby, I feel sick even thinking that. Reading my brother’ message on WhatsApp ‘U say u aint taking side, but you are robz! U are literally picking him over me I have been there for you. Fine if u want me to get to know him again I will but let me come’ I sniggered at him begging to come, they always do come begging but he should have not done it and I will stick to it, he is banned. The banner came down, oh ok Chris is online and how did he even know I was awake. Tapping on the notification ‘Youre AWAKE!?’ I read, why does he always message like he is an excited child, messaging him back ‘Not by choice…… Anyways. Why you creeping around creeper?’ pressing send on the message, he is totally going to call me. There we have it, I know him.

Answering the call “hello?” I said with such a smirk “you’re smiling behind that phone, I know it” I hate that he does know that “be quiet so tell, why are you creeping around on WhatsApp? Your new name is creep” it sounds so quiet wherever he is, I am used to the Chris that is somewhere loud every time “I just went online and saw you was, that was it. I am literally laying down bored. I ain’t creeping on nothing, why are you awake?” he is cute, he sounds so serious about it because I think he is creeping “I had a bad dream so now I am awake” I sighed out “oh no, what was the dream about? Did you sleep with my bear? If you didn’t then it would have protected you if you did then we need to get a new bear for you cause it ain’t doing it’s job” I giggled, I hate that I giggled because he is so stupid “I hate you” he is annoying “you are annoyingly cute, stop it but the bear is on the side table next to my scan picture” he does make me smile and I hate it “tell me wat happened? Was it bad” I mean Chris can know, he did make me smile “so it was horrible, what I remember is I see a child run away, I turn around and I see Mel pregnant and she is telling me not to tell anyone and then I look away and there is a wall in front of me. So, I turn back because I can’t go anywhere, Mel has gone and there is a door. I go through the door and oh yeah, my baby bump is not there so I am confused. So, I go through the door and I see two caskets and that scares me, and I hear a voice saying this is what we do when you don’t listen, I woke up sweating. But like, it upset me because why am I dreaming that” now I am getting sad again “don’t be upset, it’s you. You’re thinking about it when you sleep, what are you thinking about when you’re in bed?” he asked, my lower lip is trembling “uhm” oh god, please don’t cry “everything, just that we was talking about things and my cousin, she was saying how she felt alone and that she lost so much blood, and it was hard giving birth. She thought she was going to die so then I was thinking of me and like it scared me, you know. So I was thinking in bed, what if something goes wrong and it did scare me” my voice broke “ignore me, one minute I am putting my phone down on the table” I placed it down, I am so annoyed with myself for crying like a little bitch I am, I need to gather myself.

Picking the phone back up “why are you crying? Don’t cry, I could hear you crying you know, I am not dumb. Why are you thinking stupid things Robyn? You will be fine” Chris is not happy I am crying, he hates when I cry “you never know Chris, she was telling me how bad it can be. She had it bad, and then what if I never actually get to see my baby? Like it can happen Chris, it’s not a joke. Would you like look after her?” I asked because now I am worried “why are you saying this? I don’t want to hear it; you will be fine! Stop saying it” he half shouted “answer me” I want an answer from him “you know how I feel, I want you. You think I care about anything if anything happened to you, it would take me a while to even want to hold the baby that did that, I would eventually but stop it! I don’t like that shit at all; you’re supposed to be here for me. Stop it, this is why you had that bad dream. Please stop it” he pleaded with me “but the point is, it can happen, and I just hope you build yourself up and take care of our daughter. It’s made me think anyways, I feel like” I paused “I think I need to put a precaution there Chris, I don’t ever want you to struggle because I care about you a lot. And I would need to make sure that our daughter does get to be with you and I say this because you’re her father and nobody can compete with that, and I know you are the best dad when you are the happiest Chris. I know you, I am not upsetting you, but it has made me think because this does happen, so maybe that is why I did have the dream. I shouldn’t be stressing but I am, I need to stop.”

I probably have upset his sensitive soul “I don’t know what I would be like without you around Robyn, I don’t like this conversation at all. But I am here for you and I will be there for you when you give birth and I wouldn’t let anything bad happen to you. This is a first for me too, I don’t think of what could happen because in all honesty I didn’t care for the women, it sounds bad, but I don’t. I just don’t want to think that” I have totally upset him “I love you and I want to see you grow old even if we aren’t together, I want to see you get old Robyn and live a happy life” my heart warmed, to hear him say that “I love you Chris” that is so sweet of him “I love you too Robyn, I miss your touch so much. I am just here bored waiting” I know he is “what have you been doing?” I can imagine nothing “uhm, nothing” I knew it “I am planning to visit London with Royalty, test it out but I am going to be pretty annoyed if that doesn’t work out” I smiled a little, he is trying “well I was looking for you and well for myself but Chris, you can arrive here but do not have anything stupid on you like weed to say the least but you have a US passport, that will easily get you through, they just get funny when you are longer then six months, I was speaking to Jen. She said that you come here as a tourist and six months you will be ok, she said you will be ok” I mean that positive news “you think? So just come as a tourist and just be normal about things?” he asked “yes, just come for whatever how many days and you will be ok, they question you then just say you are visiting, don’t be dumb about shit either” I know what he is like “I wish you was with me, but I will try it. I am going to be so happy when they allow me in but then what do I do after six months?” I chuckled “then you go the fuck home and leave me alone” I cackled.

Chris is the cutest “we have been on the phone for” moving it back from my ear “an hour and forty four minutes” placing the phone against my ear “and I have made you laugh throughout it all” rolling my eyes “I beg to differ, I heard you in the toilet. Let’s not speak on that” he is nasty “my gut was bubbling, I needed to do go but you were there for me, this is why I say you are wifey. You got be” he is funny “I ain’t anybody’s wifey Chris” he knows damn well I am not “you’re my baby mother though, one that listened to me while I took a shit, so now what” I hate him “be quiet, I didn’t realise until the toilet flushes so bye! Anyways, you not capable of having a wife, you don’t know what to do with one” which is true “I do, when it comes to you. I couldn’t see myself with anyone else, and you know what makes me sad, is that I know what you want. I know you are sad” he knows me well “I am sad because that is just me, but I think I am going to try and sleep now ok?” I said because I do need to sleep “I miss you Robyn, I feel so highly of you and you are wifey to me anyways” smiling a little “would have loved for you to hold me, did I tell you that I cried when I saw what you sent me” I don’t think I admitted that to him “really why? Be truthful now, don’t play around” he knows I do play around “uhm, honestly. Because I did not expect it and then, I miss you like crazy Chris, as much as we argued a little, you spoilt me, and I enjoyed it. It’s nice to have that touch” I am being truthful “I am happy to hear that but I will let you sleep, goodnight dumpling” I groaned out “I know you not starting that shit, I swear to god!” I shouted “bye!” disconnecting the call, he is so annoying for this dumpling shit.

I slept in, I have woken up going on to twelve, I mean I did fall asleep late but no nightmares this time now. I think the talk with Chris really helped me. It just made me happy, I am surprised my family didn’t wake me, but they have been busy clearly “not this room, this way!” Noella shouted “come on, don’t ruin the baby shower now” I was going to have a nosey “I hope you all aren’t making a big deal, I just still want it to be lowkey, a little party with closed loved ones, I am not here to deal with the rest of the shit “it’s just us, stop it now. You are being so negative now” she is saying that but having to deal with negative people constantly, it gets very draining “Rajad, afternoon” seeing my baby brother “where have you been anyways?” I have not seen him for a few days “I have been with Rorrey” he has that is interesting “you also think I am wrong huh?” Rajad shrugged “he is sorry Robyn” sitting down on the couch “I am also sorry that I ain’t fucking with that behaviour, you don’t do that to people. It’s just not on, he will learn from this” I don’t care for Rorrey, I just want to have a nice little party with my loved ones and be on my way but it’s a little horrible that Chris is not here but then ok because not everyone in the family know who the father is, then I would have to make them sign a NDA which I don’t want that either.

I don’t usually compliment myself, but I am, I look so good “how do I look? I mean I feel like I am getting married though” turning around, Dennis is taking the picture as always “no, you are a queen! That is how it’s supposed to be Robyn so embrace it. You look so beautiful, the man that got you pregnant is lucky to have you as a baby mother, chile!” Yusuf said, I cooed out “thank you” that was so sweet of him, this pink gown dress is beautiful, it brings out my bump anyways but the trail at the back, I look like I am going to my own wedding “I love this flower head crown, do I look like I am ready for this? Maybe I am overdressed” Yusuf shook his head “I did not wear this pink shirt for you to say this, we are all wearing white and pink for you and baby Fenty so shut up and get the fuck out” Yusuf is not putting up with my shit at all “ok fine, but I am tired and in three hours I will be probably falling asleep” Yusuf rolled his eyes “I want this bitch out, come on. Out!” I laughed to myself, I am so annoying.

I could have done something big, invite my celebrity peers but why do I need that, to be pestered and questioned about the father and for them to pity me, I mean I may get it a little here because some don’t know but I don’t want to hear it from the rest “I do honestly feel like I am at my wedding” Ja linked arms with me “well you are my bride!” turning the corner, Yusuf walked ahead of me “she is here, after several hours of complaining and whining, she feel overdressed but please everyone. Robyn” why did he do that, I don’t want the attention at all. Walking through the opened double doors, I gasped “oh my god” the shock of seeing my mother’s living room turned into some pink and white paradise “oh my god” I pointed at the backdrop “you look so beautiful” my mom said, I cooed out “thank you so much, I love it” hugging my mom “I love this!” I pointed at the backdrop “Fenty Baby Shower!” I spat “oh my god, yes. This was it, oh god. Thank you all” I am in shock, it’s a beautiful layout. The ceiling is just filled with white, pink roses. It does not look like my mother’ living room, looking towards the outside doors. It’s all so much “I am so happy you liked it bitch” Mel hugged me “I love it, this is what I want. To be with my loved ones, just a good party with you all” Mel kissed my cheek “come on Robyn, picture!” Dennis shouted, nodding my head. He pointed at the backdrop for me to stand in front of, I am extremely happy about this. Smiling as Dennis took pictures, looking up seeing the room filled with close family and friends, there is a lot of people to be honest but in Barbados everyone is family, it kind of hit me and now I feel nervous, to be stood here alone. Putting my head down before looking up again, I don’t actually like this feeling at all, to be alone.

Sonita is still in shock with my bump “I just find it weird to see you like this, pregnant” I know she hasn’t seen like forever “I find it weird that I am gradually not able to see my feet when I look down” my dad kissed my cheek “are you happy?” he asked “I am thank you, I will speak to you after” he walked off “everyone is so happy for you, when we heard we said it was about time. I know you said it, but you did it” nodding my head laughing “before it does get out, I will tell you because you’re my friend. This stays between us, but I know the dad” Sonita’ eyes widened “ohh, please don’t tell me Aubrey?” she said “Chris” Mi Gente played as soon as Sonita screamed out, lucky it did “fuck off!?” she shouted “yes that happened, one drunken night. And you know how those go but this stays between us. As far as the world thinks, my child is fatherless” Sonita is shook, she didn’t expect that “you both about to be in love again, chile. That shit never ends with you two, oh my god. I am shocked but then I am not at the same time, where is his dumbass? I just, wow. I don’t think anyone is ready for that Robyn, I am still shook” I giggled, the reaction Sonita gave me just lets me know that the world is not ready for this “we talk but he is just figuring himself out I guess” I said “or he is hiding, he should have come here for you” Sonita said, maybe she is right.

I am having to filter through everyone, it’s such a headache “are you moving to London?” my dad asked, I know he has been trying to get me on my own “uh yes, I mean I could have done it here but London is perfect for work, it’s the middle ground and I love it there dad” he smiled at me “I am happy for you, but you will be alone. Is Chris stepping up for you? I like him but if he upset you Robyn, I will get him for you” I cooed out “dad he is ok, we are working on it. I know people are asking about why he didn’t come but he has his reasons, one of them is your son. This is why he isn’t here, but I will be ok dad. I will always be just ok” my dad doesn’t need to worry about me “Robyn, Ronald can I steal her away just for a moment” Mel said as she wrapped her arm around my shoulder “we will speak later” I said to my dad as Mel pulled me away “what do you want now you drunk mess” Mel is getting drunk “I just need you right now, I am not that drunk thank you” she is, she is getting there “so, I was getting some drinks from the kitchen and I see this” we made our way back into the living room “you look amazing shawty” I gasped, this can’t be “his stubborn ass comes now when I told him to come early” here comes the water works “you came” I sobbed out “is it your emotions again?” Mel said, I am so happy to see Chris here “I came here for you, I ain’t like that you been upset” I am trying to save my makeup, Chris wrapped his arms around me “I flew out here for you, I knew how upset you were. I ain’t like that” he is making me cry so much, I didn’t expect him to come.

I am such a mess; I didn’t expect to cry but I have and now I am looking crazy “you good? I came for like a day here, you good?” Chris touched my arm “I just didn’t think you would come, you said you wasn’t. Excitement got the better of me” I won’t admit I was feeling a little alone about things “shall I put this there? I came with gifts of course” looking down at the bags “really? For me or? But why? You bought things already?” Mel took the bags from him “they are Birkin bags, it’s one for you and then the baby, matching” I gasped in shock “no way, what!?” I shouted “yeah, are you ok though? I missed you” nodding my head, catching my cousin looking “so uhm” I said in a whisper “there is some family members that don’t know and I don’t trust them to not say anything either so I am going to need you to not say anything and just act like you was in town and as a friend you are here. I can’t trust them enough to know” I said in a whisper “cool, where do I put my duffle bag?” looking at Mel “give it to Mel but have fun. Stay with Mel and don’t let anyone say anything to you either, Rorrey is not here” Chris nodded his head, I just want to hug him so much “your cousin Teejay I think, he tried to kick me out. He refused me from coming in, so I text Mel” I don’t need to hear that shit at all “I will deal with it, just let’s not look like this means something” I mean they are family and friends but I can’t trust them at the same time.

Watching Chris from afar, I just don’t want anyone saying anything but also not look like there is anything happening between us, I do not want anyone leaking that he is the father before I do “do I say he is just here as a friend?” my mom said in my ear, nodding my head “yeah, just say that. He was in the area; we are friends” my mom walked off “I thought he wasn’t coming?” Sonita asked, I thought the same thing but I am happy he is here and I am happy to see Ja is probably annoying him but he is there with him, Ja is going to be talking so much shit “well he is here now, but I told him to stay away from me, until everyone has disappeared.” Bopping my head as ‘Sunflower’ started playing, I used love this song, but this is Majesty favourite song and it’s a nice old song to hear “y’all fucking again?” Sonita asked, Chris caught my eye from afar and just grinned at me which made me smile back. Squinting my eyes at him mouthing something, I don’t do well with things like this, I will end up shouting what. I think he said I look great, I laughed looking away from me. Lifting my head up “thank you” I said back but literally, I don’t know how to mouth anything. Chris placed his hand over his heart, I wish he wouldn’t. Chris started bopping his head to the song and then started to mouth the lyrics to me as Post Malone sang “I know you're scared of the unknown, you don't wanna be alone. I know I always come and go. But it's out of my control” he is really got me smiling, if people don’t see what he is doing then they are blind “you both are really fucking” Sonita said, but I just stared at Chris dancing and calling me a sunflower which made me want to cry all over again, I just missed him a lot.

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