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titsthedamnseason · 2 months ago

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my mom (a north carolina voter in a swing county): if i knew you weren’t going to talk to me if i voted for trump i would have voted for kamala

#please excuse me while i kill myself. for many reasons #i was foolishly holding out hope that she hadn’t….#she doesn’t care about politics at all she just votes how my stepdad votes 🙄#but it’s also like. yes i wish i HAD told her to vote kamala but i didn’t for two reasons #because 1. it’s not like she doesn’t know my stance on this and we didn’t have a big fight last trump election?? oh how quickly they forget #2. maybe i wanted her to actually make the right choice herself and prove that she has a moral backbone #my mom who knows jack shit about politics trying to make excuses to me: i just didn’t like what happened while biden was in office #me: what happened? on example please #(she had none)

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shalom-iamcominghome · 8 days ago

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As I've gotten deeper in conversion, I have increasingly imagined jewish life throughout time. And what I mean by that is...

So when I looked at the Western Wall before this (maybe a few years ago), I just saw a wall. It held no deeper meaning than that. I imagined nothing when I saw that.

But now when I look at the wall or even when I'm praying idly, I'm imagining myself in the temple when it stood there. It's bright outside - a summer day so bright, I think the temple will blind me. A soft wind surrounds me. I'm stood in the middle of a huge crowd of people, simply observing. Women pass by me in small crowds, laughing and talking. Some of these women are wrangling their small children who keep running away, laughing like it's a game. And men walk by smelling of spices. The air is light, the city around bustling with people living fulfilling, meaningful jewish life. The wall now symbolizes that jewish life, and even though it's not just about the temple when I imagine it, it means something to me.

I think that's the result of seeing myself in judaism, turning the "you" into a "we," and I feel about this what I must imagine a married couple feels.

#jumblr #jew by choice #jewish conversion #personal thoughts tag #long post #obviously i know this isn't how the temple *must* have or even *would have* been #i know only a *little* about the temple #but when i see the western wall it isn't *just* about the temple to me. it's about the temple AND then some #i just think it's a really powerful thing to not just be a 'me' but an 'us'#and i have been feeling that more and more #i imagine a lot when i'm praying. i imagine a lot about jewish life through the thousands of years #so now i can't look at a picture of jews in shtetls without imagining *being* there #and that's of course how jewish history operates. the temple happened *to you* as well #to me the wall is an example of this thing where my heart *defaults* to judaism #i don't feel i have to make a special effort to think of myself as part of this #and of course i'm not *officially* jewish. however i also am closer to being jewish than i ever have been #and i feel that in myself. this was inevitable. i feel this is a certainty the way i feel the sun becoming a red giant is #i feel this with the same force that will happen when the milky way and andromeda galaxies collide #this is part of how my relationship with E'Y has developed and changed #i have a deeper *personal* connection with eretz yisrael and it's something special to me to have that relationship at all #and that's part of why i hesitate to talk about yisrael as a topic because it's personal and nuanced and vulnerable #even describing what i see when i think of this feels too vulnerable. but it's important enough that i can manage the discomfort #but i won't hesitate to protect this within me so please don't clown #i didn't even realize i felt this way until i talked it out with my rabbi. i love that guy. he's so cool...

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itspileofgoodthings · 5 months ago

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#okay but reading this Belloc essay on Austen really made something click in my mind #and it’s because of something he said #which is that women care more about what men think of them generally #(as a general rule. not all the time. etc.)#and men care more about the opinion of the one woman they care about #like women do care (as a first instinct at least) what every man she meets thinks of her #but men are mostly indifferent. until they’re NOT.#which makes women more vulnerable to a greater number of people #but men are MORE painfully vulnerable to the woman whose opinion they care about #and I don’t actually know that that vulnerability only extends to a woman they are attracted to/feel romantic feelings for #I think if they just think well of you as a person you (a woman) have a lot of power over them #which is sooooo interesting and makes so much sense!!!! and is something I’ve sort of been dancing around with teaching #like. a lot of the boys I teach come to care about what I think about them #which doesn’t mean they all have a crush on me. though that step can be super easy and super small #hence the need for the boundaries of steel etc. but it does mean that they care what I think about them!#and I’ve always felt that instinctively and felt that I had to be so gentle with them because the power to crush them is mine if I so choose #don’t let me overstate it. it doesn’t happen all the time or anything close to it. but the thing about me being a teacher is that #they are forced to know me not just in a surface-level way. simply because I spend so much time with them #and talk to them a lot!#ANYWAY. enough about me but yeah this hit me so hard and of course exceptions exist #and/or endless variations on this exist because people are unique and surprising and also everything is changing all the time #etc. etc. but there is something to this I think! and you know what #it’s so interesting because that base-level instinct for women (allowing it to be a thing I mean) can be grown out of #I have trained myself out of/maturity has helped me leave behind that immediate female instinct #of being hurt at the idea that this random waiter (for example) is indifferent towards me. I’ve come to accept it #the instinct is still there!!! because imo women are always scanning and searching and sizing up. and also we are so open to being won over #if that makes sense? which is why insta comments complaining about how only good looking men get away with things like. PLEASE.#there are so many medium-ugly men who get married. it’s the average because the average woman is prettier than the average man #(this is not an insult) women CAN be and usually are so open to being surprised. won over. moved by the simple fact that a guy likes them #and men are not like that. but my point is: men don’t grow out of caring if they care. when they care they care sooooooo much. anyways yeah

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hulloitsdani · 5 months ago

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The ways in which I can make book 4 a bad time for Kiran Fire Emblem

#So I won’t lie. Rewriting FEH has been a creative project haunting me since the pandemic #In a good way lmao #The goal being to lovelingly elevate her. Staying very loyal to what happens in that game but pushing these scenes and plot beats further.#Example; we learn plenty about Alfonse’s relationship with Bruno. It’s how we are introduced to both of them #Let’s push Sharena and Anna’s relationship with him into similarly emotional levels to introduce their character to the audience #Make him the brawn to Anna’s brains. Have her guilt manifest as a sense of responsibility for the people around her #Unlike every other Anna we’ve ever seen #He didn’t just teach Sharena how to fight. He gave her a needed avenue of agency.#Agency that she’s going to use to help save him and many others #Stuff like that. It’s mostly giving the narrative room to set up for its larger moments #There are very few things I’m willing to change. One of these exceptions is the end of book 4.#I need to take Chekhov’s gun off the wall. Please it’s right there.

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bisexualseraphim · 1 year ago

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People who see entire demographics of humanity as “the enemy” are so baffling to me, whether they’re incels/misogynists or racists or radfems or whomever I just look at them and wonder why you’d choose a life of such misery. People of a certain gender, sexuality, race or whatever demographic are not inherently your enemy just because they are part of said demographic. Gender and race essentialism is incredibly dangerous and untrue and it especially confuses me when people who claim to be trans allies abide by the former because that mindset is especially dangerous to trans people.

People are individuals, not a hive mind. Society as a whole has massive issues, and some groups may benefit from them more than others (like how the patriarchy hurts men but they still benefit from it far more than women ever will because it has men in mind, albeit only a certain type of man), but individuals are individuals. And what a depressing life it must be to instead navigate the world believing that millions of people are beneath you before they’ve even spoken a word.

#Like I get women being wary of men. I get that and even I am tbh #I’m very visibly queer and rather short most men could kill me and I’d be powerless #But that’s not what I’m talking about I’m talking about the ‘fuck men they can die’ shit #Or people like my uncle who’s antisemitic because a Jewish person he knew happened to be quite nasty #I’ve been abused by cis women many times but they were dicks because they were dicks. Not because they were women #And don’t even get me started on incels. ‘Women suck because they won’t fuck me’ go to therapy #All misogynists need mandatory therapy before they’re allowed to talk to women again please #I would say I’m CAUTIOUS of women now but I still love them very much and I’m working through my wariness in therapy myself #Me being cautious is my own problem to deal with its not women’s fault as a whole #But yeah. I understand caution due to trauma. I do not understand hatred #And JKR for example very much needs to work through her hatred…#equality #feminism #intersectional feminism #actual feminism #misogyny #racism #transphobia #gender essentialism #race essentialism #antisemitism #anti terf #anti radfem #terfs fuck off #radfems fuck off

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sysig · 9 months ago

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Bad time of it, all things considered (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Damned #ZEX #Blood #Just a bit but y'know - Enough #It honestly made me So sad that it took until his canonmates saw it happen that someone /finally/ acknowledged his spontaneous cuts D:#Like I get it it's dark and it's hard to see but his skin just opened up and he made a noise about it! The possible danger!!#And then by that point he's just so used to everyone ignoring it that their concern for him is barely even a factor weh ZEX ;;#Plus it's just a cool effect haha - sudden blood from nothing! Very rich mental movement #At least Max had someone concerned for him about it <3 Not that he could do anything about it but even just the validation of seeing it!#He has enough cuts on him :( Poor tenderized flesh #He gets all crabby from being sore from healing constantly haha :'D Of course he would!#One thing I found very interesting was the scar sidedness :0 Most of the examples in the gallery have his scar and missing eye opposite #But that's not necessarily the case! I actually scoured mid-read and there /are/ a couple instances of matching side!#They're very tiny so I overlooked them upon first viewing hehe ♪ But they're there! It's very interesting to me!#I like the aesthetics of the opposite - probably because I'm more used to it lol - but I can see the appeal and reasoning for the other way #I do honestly enjoy how much is open to interpretation and allowance uwu♪ And what's consistent! Like how it's always his right eye :D #That tracks hehe ♫#Haha his meeting with his delightfully inept counselor - I'm pretty sure I was actually more angry about his supposed injury than he was #He chilled out pretty quickly while I was just - A Scratched Cornea??? The disrespect!!#So happy with his eyebrow expression on that one as well ah <3 #It really does make me curious for how the staff is kept there - they don't /seem/ malicious during the day! But they're also unaware #It's interesting where the lines of reality are between everyone :D Very interesting ♪#Capping off with another song my playlist is looking quite healthy now hehe #Flagpole Sitta is one of those songs that only comes up for me every half dozen years or so but when it Does - phewph #It is /such/ a ZEX song to me now hehe <3 The flirtiness and exasperation - the defeatism even! So many killer lines #I think my favourite is ''I'm not sick but I'm not well'' ask me to read into that I will I'm gonna I'll do it even if you don't ask me lol #So fun to draw those lapses in control the poor dear ♥#The digital reconstruction there was a lot of fun as well actually :D I think I nailed it :3 Pulled around from all over the page! Pleased ♪

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medicinemane · 2 months ago

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Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy

You have... very very very very very very very very smart people you know, and they're say something that not only isn't true, but literally is as opposite of the truth as it's possible to be... and you'll... gently inform them "hey, it's actually a bit more like this" and then they just kinda... go on saying literally the exact same thing

I'm not sure if it's just that... I often feel like I must be very bad at communicating, or people must just not notice/ignore a lot of what I say, but... I don't know

Like dearest friend, you've said something as absurd as... I don't know, it's hard to say without saying it, but honest to god about as absurd as saying the United States was a part of the USSR, that level of completely getting it backwards

...and it just doesn't seem to matter when I try to explain it... I legit don't even know if you read what I said

Really end up feeling like I'm going nuts sometimes

#to be clear; I don't mind people disagreeing with me (though that's not what's happened here... I don't think I came into it at all)#but all I need in order to be able to work with disagreement is just... knowing you at least heard and understood me #like if it's 'I get that you think that vanilla is a good flavor of icecream; but I really prefer chocolate'... ok; this works for me #it's that... a lot of the time it honest feels more like 'what are you talking about? vanilla isn't a flavor' where... huh?#let's take a real example; not everyone needs to agree with me on nuclear #but like... someone saying 'I get that it's way safer these days; but I still worry about waste storage'... well ok then #but if it's just like 'but it's dangerous and will explode' even after I've explained about the designs now #where there's a salt plug that with melt and drain before anything can happen; and these materials don't like to run away #...and it's not like they're asking me to back up the source; it's like I never said anything at all...#what am I supposed to do here? you feel me on that? do you start to get why I feel like I'm going crazy when that's how it often feels?#no one is obliged to agree with me but... literally just active listening would fix this... say you heard me and we're good #acknowledge that I voiced something and it's been noted #honestly... honestly my who life it's felt like I must somehow actually be invisible #...to an extent maybe I'm a figment of my own imagination; I might well be a ghost that's lonely and makes you all up #...for all the impact my actions have #or maybe literally everything I say just comes out garbled... is that it?#this post is about something very specific; but it's also about something that happens a lot with a lot of different people #on a broader scale; why is it no one else seems to be able to connect the dots #and these aren't like... conspiracy theory dots; these are like russia buys drones from Iran; therefore russia and Iran are partners #that's the kind of dots I'm talking about connecting; please tell me that's not a conspiracy theory to you... it seems plain to me #I don't know... I really don't... I don't think much I say will ever have any impact anywhere on anyone #...honestly a good 90% of the time people don't even respond to what I say #not like my posts here; I mean direct in dms or whatever; I'll say stuff and it's just silence or a new subject #again; across multiple people; it's common... it's... I think it happens more often than it doesn't #I can instantly name 4 conversations with 4 different people that's happened with lately #and that's not counting the 3 where I know the reason why it's happened #I really am something unfit to live; the evidence is endless #mm tag so i can find things later

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clownov · 2 months ago

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hmm anyone else with 'severe mental illness' that will never fully go away just Constantly Embarrassed hahah just me hahah ok just me constantly seeing myself & my life from outside points of view & being embarrassed? haha not to be vulnerable or emotional but like

#way to often i have to like. beg for he #*help or a tax discount or whatever & it's like. haha yeah i know i know dw #i know what i look like i know how i look on paper #& i'm just laying it all out there again & again being like 'please believe me please help me'#like 'i know on paper my life looks kinda pathetic & like i'm constantly asking for help but pleeeease give me a 25% council tax reduction'#there;s a lot of things in my life that i love & i always try to look at the bright sides but sometimes i have to ask for help or something #& then i see myself from the outside & it's so embarrassing #the older i get the more i'm realising like oh maybe there won't be a point where i'm able to reach my potential #like maybe that future's not coming #& i can still have a rly good life!! & in a lot of ways i do!!! i feel greedy asking for more #but i'd love to not be agoraphobic for example #i love that i'm not rapid cycling anymore!! & maybe this new emdr therapist will fix everything ptsd related!!!#but i just can't accept where i am now becuase it's so fucking embarrassing #i know i'm strong but i look weak with all this brain weirdness #& i'd love to table at a comic convention one day aa i think if that happens i'll know it's something i can say like 'yeah BUT i tabled at #a comic comvention'#i table twice a year at a zine fest down the street & that's amazing & such a huge boost!!#my post

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moinsbienquekaworu · 2 months ago

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Full sketchbook page of younger Constant doodles. I am rotating this OC like never before

#truly what inspired this was finding what they were called before #because they were not always constant! they picked that out as a family tradition #the tiefling thing of having virtue names #i made it into 'around coming of age some cultures of tieflings will change their names to a quality they want to embody'#constant's mom is named passion for example #you could find a mystery or a dashing or a quiet or a resolute #how common that is varies by region and it's tied to specific cultures among tieflings #all the tieflings you see in bg3 have tiefling names and not a single virtue name in there #but constant's mom comes from a family that does it #and constant wanted to as well. they felt it was a good coming of age custom #they picked constant for steadfastness. predictability. regularity. dependability. constancy!#and because they wanted it to be a name name as well since their dad isn't from that tradition #and so having their birth name lets me kind of see who they used to be. well it's the same guy! but they're not constant Yet #they haven't committed to this specific way of living yet #they were almost curiosity. or insight maybe. something like that (in universe. me the creator i never considered anything else seriously)#but they wanted to be there for people more than to focus on discovering things #and their curiosity is so very regular it works with being reliable honestly #you know they'll touch that button and go check the weird book out and lick the spider and drink the potion. you plan for it #by the end of the adventure their companions see some strange little mystery and go 'constant. please don't touch that' by reflex #but yeah it's made me think of baby constant-who-wasn't-constant-yet #i feel weird putting the name out cause it's not a deadname but it kind of is?#they're not that kid anymore in the tiefling tradition way and in the trans way. but also they were that kid in both ways once again #anyway. my darling. constant crestridge. they didn't make it alliterative on purpose btw it just happened #wow i have an ocs tag now #bg3

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orchidego · 2 months ago

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Miscommunication trope has become unfashionable to love but it’s easily my favorite. First of all. Mutual pining. Star-crossed morons. I can’t bear the alternative, really, which is an uneven amount of pining—I need them to be in equivalent headspaces, but narrative tension still needs to exist somehow. Second, this trope can be done extraordinarily well (how I know is I’ll usually have a bodily reaction—stomach swoop! reverberation in my chest!) which I suppose makes the badly done ones stand out.

Miscommunication or fear of communication happens all the time. It’s very true to life, even with people who are good communicators, but here the stakes are so high. This tension is where all that pleasure (for me, the reader) comes from.

Further, “just talk to each other” no. When the stakes are this high the communication deployed needs to be wielded like a scalpel. Delicate, precise, ….whatever. Or, an explosion. Something desperate. It’s not regular communication. It’s fraught with meaning. It matters more to them than it would to anyone outside the dynamic. The consequences of failure seem cataclysmic. Words fail. Words fail all the time. When you feel that much and you just can’t pin it down. See I’m already gearing up to pine. It’s that easy!!

#let me please expunge my drafts of every romance take I have had since getting back on the wagon #I have way worse things to say I’m being frugal with it I swear #hm #I’m not taking arguments against this btw #part of what makes a trope good and not bad #is if the writer has built a world in which these characters would believably have this miscommunication in this circumstance #it’s easy to find examples where the trope is shoehorned in and feels like a pantomime #I’m ignoring all that #it’s not the trope itself that is bad is all I’m saying #it can be executed badly #one thing you need to know about me is when I was 16 I read every single shoujo manga that existed #I know they’re saying it couldn’t be done but I did that #don’t ask me what’s happening in the space now I have no clue #but those are my credentials #which I bring up only because I went on record stating that I don’t read romance books (which is true)#(and I do think that formulaic romance is more interesting to me in fic and shoujo)#(because of the added elements of each medium)

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musical-chick-13 · 1 year ago

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One of the WORST parts of having OCD is that some of the Fears™ are actually humanly possible, so it's not like my response can just be, "Oh that'll never happen" or even "I've never seen that happen, so it's probably unlikely."

#like. okay. for example. 2019 me: 'better do cleaning compulsions because oh no what if I get the Plague™'#fast forward a year to covid and that was genuinely a very real possibility. I could LITERALLY catch the plague #or on a smaller more personal scale: 'no one is going to screenshot a Bad Line™ of your fic and publicly make fun of it online-people #don't do that it'd be so extra why tf would you be afraid of that happening' except I JUST saw someone literally do that. so we engage in #Avoidance Compulsions™ as a protective mechanism because the only way to avoid a feared outcome is to never do anything! 🙃🙃#and okay yeah these things are not created equal and one of them probably doesn't actually matter the point I'm trying to make is that #this shit affects my life on EVERY level and I WOULD VERY MUCH LIKE FOR IT NOT TO DO THAT #I AM TIRED OF THE BRAIN DISEASE BEING HERE I WOULD LIKE TO BE A MENTALLY HEALTHY PERSON PLEASE #*sigh* yeah yeah the answer is erp the answer is always erp that doesn't mean it's fun #mc13 and her ocd #I'll probably delete this later because it most likely makes me look completely and utterly absurd if not straight-up stupid #(no one ELSE with this disease or fears is absurd or stupid btw. just me. it's only me who is A Problem™)#(yes I know how that sounds. I know okay.)

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sheliesshattered · 8 months ago

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the number of times that I've been actively researching a scientific topic in preparation for writing a sci-fi story that incorporates that topic

and then brand new info on that topic is released into the scientific community. while I'm in the midst of reading up on it

is too damn high, and honestly starting to get a little spooky

#this week's example isn't nearly so ridiculous as the time I had to reload the wikipedia article I was in the middle of reading #because Stephen Fucking Hawking had released a new paper *since I opened the wiki article two days earlier*#that changed the whole fucking understanding of the field #that's still the high water mark in my ongoing saga of 'why is science doing this to me I'm just trying to write science fiction'#by comparison this week's is pretty minor #'oh you wanna get back into research for a story that involves a massive solarstorm? HOW WOULD YOU LIKE A MASSIVE SOLARSTORM RIGHT TF NOW?'#this happens to me. so often. I don't even know what to think any more.#at least there are lots of new articles to read and videos to watch I guess???#dear universe: thank you for the science research help. please stop being spooky #or at least restrain your spookiness to spooky action at a distance #or. wait. maybe that's what this is #maybe it's all spooky action at a distance lmao #maybe I should put down the solarstorm research and get back into the quantum physics research #at some point I do actually need to write all these stories #tagtalking #2024 mood #2015 mood #process thoughts

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andi-o-geyser · 1 year ago

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just another day wasting away in margaritaville trying to figure out how the actual fuck the Grand Army of the Republic is organized. send assistance i am shaking sobbing crying in a corner

#no like. does anybody understand it please help me #i get how it’s divided #i even made an entire flow chart #but it’s the numbering i’m confused with cause none of it makes any fucking SENSE #and i don’t know know if i just don’t know how military battalions are numbered but this makes less than 0 sense even if i did know #because like. ok so for example: the 327th star corps is in the 2nd systems army. but how is that possible? why are they called the 327th?#because there are 10 systems armies; each with 2 sector armies; each with 4 corps #and if i know math (which i occasionally do) that means there are 80 corps in the entire GAR (4 for each of the 20 sector armies)#so then HOW #is there a corps in the 300s #and that’s not even the worst example #okay so we all know the 212th? our most beloved attack battalion of gold babes?#they’re in the 3rd systems army which means they should have the 5th and 6th sector armies (1st system army has 1+2 2nd systems has 3+4 etc #but then they have the 7th sky corps. and if there are 8 corps per systems army and they’re in the THIRD systems army #how do they have the 7th corps? and how are they only the 212th battalion? cause there’s 512 battalions in the first systems army ALONE!#so either it’s straight up wrong and their battalion number should be more like 1212 (in the thousands!)#or each sector/sustems army has their own numbering of battalionsthat goes from 1-512; and same for their corps?#so it would be like ‘we’re the 404th battalion of the 6th corps of the 4th systems army’?#but then that still contradicts the existence of actual corps like the 91st mobile recon corps and the 41st elite corps!#so are there two different systems of numbering it? do corps and legions and battalions all number and name their divisions differently?#i wrote so much i ran out of tags but serious am i just dumb or am i right and none of this makes sense #i spent literally 2 hours getting distracted by this conundrum today #after spending 4 hours last night understanding how the army is divided cause i was curious about what the numbering meant #LITTLE DID I KNOW I MEANT NEXT TO FUCKING NOTHING #this is what happens when i get bored smh #if anybody understands military structure and im legit just missing something PLEASE tell me i am so curious #star wars #the clone wars #andis thought geyser

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fragglerockopinions · 8 months ago

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The worst thing about suffering is that it still hurts when the danger is over but no one cares about it anymore because it shouldn't hurt. No one will ever say "I'm sorry that happened to you" especially when they barely say "I'm sorry that's happening."

#Okay to tb btw all the personal stuff is in the tags #Like. Not eating for a week because you couldn't get groceries hurts #and people will say 'oof sorry that's happening' but then #after you're able to get food no one will ever say 'I'm sorry that happened' even though you think about it and hurt from it constantly.#No one will ever say ':( that must have been so hard' because you're fine now right???? No psychological damage there?????#This example is stupid but I do think about it every time I feel hungry. I told people I wasn't able to get groceries #and there was no food in my house. And they said. Oof.#Instead of idk Oh God Are You Okay ??#No one cares when you've been abused your entire life and behave the way you do out of genuine terror because your brain is fucked forever #They don't say 'I'm sorry that happened it must have been really scary to turn you into Such An Asshole. I pity you like a dog :('#Speaking of man everyone loves fucked up abused terrified dogs and wants to be the one who makes them open up #And shows them that people can be good and kind and that touch doesn't have to hurt #But everyone is scared of fucked up abused terrified people #Humans are capable of harm even more than dogs and fear is understandable but.#Can you please call me good boy and shush me and tell me nothing's going to hurt me and let me curl up on your lap #And not hit me if I get scared and start to growl and feed me good and take me on walks and play with me #Even though I'm not very fun to play with and I'm still learning what's fun and what's mean and what's a toy and what's a hand #Plleeeaaase don't be jealous of a dog that doesn't eat good don't say 'tch he's so thin what am I doing wrong'#I want to eat good and grow and gain fat and be warm and be comfortable I don't want this #Don't say 'if abused dogs don't eat good then I don't deserve to either' no no no no eat good so you can take care of us both #Please please please I learned so many tricks to make people happy and call me smart but I don't actually know how to do anything I'm #Literally like such a stupid dog it takes me like one day of no one paying attention to me for me to become un-housebroken #I make a lot of mistakes even though I know better or I really should know better #And sometimes do things wrong on purpose to get attention either yelling or showing me how to do it right #But most of the time I genuinely don't know how to do stuff because I was never taught or I was taught and #My previous owners said 'this is how it is. It is this way because it is and it is forever. The answer is Because.'#'now quit asking repetitive questions before I pop you'#If I do something Because and not know the reason why I'm doing it that's not learning that's acting #Especially habits taught specifically to hurt me and not being allowed to question it or know why I'm being hurt #Oh my god I acted out so much when I was younger and all my friends were so disgusted and hurt by me and yelled at me every day

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elle-smells · 8 months ago

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also i think i just like the songs taylor makes like genuinely. even the simple ones that are not v risky and sound like what she's done before they're catchy boppy or just nice to sing along to 🤷‍♀️ what can I say it's nice

#genuinely can't say i hate or love the ones on this album that are meh #and to me personally they're not even meh #i like it - do I wish she'd move forward creatively? yea #but do I hate it and think it's trash? no her and jack can make a nice tune what can I say #that just so happens to tickle my brain enough to please me #imgonnagetyouback is good example of this #it's safe and bop-y #I'm not gonna go out of my way to play it but if it comes up i don't hate it

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wernerherzogs · 9 months ago

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i think the best part of people potentially getting into 911 through bi buck is that this is like, the most normal thing to ever happen on 911. the post you replied to abt the murder/wedding is like, mid level on the 911 insanity tier list. this is going to get stupid so fast

omg TELL ME EVERYTHING.

#or ya know please share an example! I'D LOVE TO HEAR ITTTT i love when other ppl tell me what's going on in the shows they watch :')#i don't mind spoilers since i most likely will never watch this and i'm INTRIGUED now #WHAT IS HAPPENING IN 911.......#anonymous #a response

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