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Angel I need to share this with you. I saw this tiktok where a girls bf switched shoes with her on the way back from a night out. So he took off his shoes and gave them to her so she could be more comfortable, and then he put on her heels and walked the rest of the way back in them.
You think our sweet sev would do that???
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this evening, when you decided to wear your most uncomfortable pair of heels, you were under the impression that tonight would be a lowkey dinner date, where the most walking you'd have to do was to and from the car.
that had been the plan. and dinner had been great. you and sevika spent the evening making lovey eyes across the table from one another, feeding one another bites of your dinner, and laughing.
but then you'd gotten back to your car, sevika had turned the key, and a horrible grinding noise rang out.
"fuck is that?!" you ask. sevika groans.
"it can't be good." she says.
so, your evening takes a turn. you spend forty five minutes sitting in the car waiting for a tow truck, then another forty five letting the mechanic poke around under the hood.
"yeah, i'm gonna have to take it to the shop." marcy the mechanic says. sevika groans and you rub her back.
"how long 'til it'll be ready?" your wife asks. marcy shrugs.
"two days, a week at most."
"a week?!" sevika cries.
you squeeze her shoulder. "relax, baby. marcy, thank you so much for coming out so late." you say.
"'course. you ladies need a ride home? it'll take a few minutes for me to get the car hitched to my truck, but i don't mind stopping on the way back to the shop."
you shake your head. you're tired and you just want to get home. you're only a few blocks away, and sevika probably needs the walk to calm down anyways. "that's alright, we'll hoof it. thanks marcy. text me when you get back to your shop safe, alright?" you ask.
marcy salutes you. "will do. you ladies have a good night. or... as good a night as you can, after this."
which is how you find yourself walking half a mile in your worst fucking shoes.
you manage just fine for the first few blocks. by the time you're in your neighborhood, your feet are aching and you're clinging to sevika's arm for support.
and now, three blocks from home, you just can't take it anymore.
"hold on, honey." you groan as you pull sevika to a bench. she frowns at you in concern.
"you alright?" she asks, pinching your cheek sweetly. you chuckle.
"my feet are killing me. just give me a few seconds to rest and i'll be good to go again."
sevika giggles and sits beside you, kissing your head. "didn't plan on an evening stroll, did ya?" she asks. you snort.
"no, i didn't."
"not our best date night." sevika laments. you laugh.
"not our worst either, though." you say.
"no? which one was our worst?"
"hmm... remember that time the restaurant caught on fire during our anniversary?"
sevika bursts into laughter. "you think that was our worst? our dinner was comped and we got free drinks for life!"
you snort. "well, what do you think our worst date's been?"
"the time we tried to go for a hike and a fucking hail storm started. i thought we were gonna get fuckin' iced off the mountain." she says.
you laugh and rest your head on your wife's shoulder. "god, that was horrible."
"or maybe the time we took jinx and isha to the aquarium and they both got food poisoning."
"they never shoulda eaten the fish sticks in that cafe. 's just wrong to eat fish in their own fuckin' house." you giggle.
"fuck, we were in that bathroom for hours."
"i'm just glad the cleaning staff was so fuckin' nice about all the vomit. i woulda banned us for life." you say.
sevika cackles and kisses your head. "how are your feet?"
"still sore, but i can manage."
"don't be stupid." sevika grunts. you frown, not understanding what she means until she bends over and starts untying her shoes.
"what're you doing?"
"i'll trade with ya."
"sevika!" you laugh. "we are not the same shoe size."
she giggles and shrugs. "so? we only got three blocks left."
"have you ever even walked in heels before?"
sevika shrugs again. "no. but how hard can it be?" she asks as she wiggles out of her shoes. you snort.
"sevika, you're gonna break your ankle."
"so, i'll hold your hand." she says. she shoots a mean glare at you, like she's daring you to protest further. you just roll your eyes and slip your heels off.
"i really don't wanna visit the hospital tonight, sev."
"i'll be fine." she giggles, handing you her fancy dress shoes and taking your heels in her hands.
you laugh as you watch her slip into them, standing with a slight wobble, before turning around and crouching to tie her shoes on your feet for you.
"my prince charming." you giggle. she winks up at you.
"i'm the one in the fancy slippers now, babe. think that makes me cinderella."
sevika helps you stand, and you sigh in relief at the feeling of your feet flat on the pavement. "thank you, love." you say, kissing her cheek. sevika winks at you, then weaves her arm in yours.
"anytime, dear."you start your walk back with slow, careful steps, holding onto sevika's arm and eyeing her feet in your stilettos. but, after a few moments, sevika lets out a scoff and straightens her spine. "this isn't so bad." she giggles. "look, i bet i could even--" she jumps a bit, and you cringe as she does.
"sevika! be careful!" you laugh.
your wife giggles, then starts jogging ahead of you. "oh, babe, these are easy. fuck are you complaining for? look!" she starts a little jig. you're shaking your head in disapproval, trying your best to swallow back your laughs. but when sevika trips and falls face first into your neighbor's front yard, you can't help but cackle.
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SEOSPICY PREVIEW.

COCKY: FINAL CHAPTER.
Bangchan x reader. (s,f)
Synopsis: As a researcher developing a specialized condom in extra large sizes, you never expected the companyâs product manager, Chris, to volunteer as a test subjectâlet alone for things to get this complicated. Balancing professionalism with undeniable chemistry, you must navigate a partnership thatâs strictly business⌠or so you keep telling yourself.
Preview under cut!
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The noise of the party fades behind you as you slip out of the building, the cool night air washing over your skin. You let out a slow breath, relieved to finally be away from the crowdâand more importantly, away from Chris.
Pulling out your phone, you open the ride-hailing app and quickly request a taxi. As you wait, you cross your arms, tapping your fingers against your sleeve, your mind still racing from the night's events.
Just as you exhale and glance down at your phone, you feel a firm hand on your shoulder. Your breath catches, and you spin around, startled.
Chris stands there, his eyes immediately locked onto yours. The streetlights cast a soft glow over his face, highlighting the slight furrow in his brows. "I'm assuming you were avoiding me all night," he says, his tone light but eyes sharp.
You shake your head a little too quickly. "No, I wasnât."
He chuckles at your poor attempt at denial, slipping his hands into his pockets. "Right. So itâs just a coincidence that every time I looked your way, you turned and disappeared?"
You press your lips together, feeling caught but unwilling to admit it. Instead, you sigh and change the subject. "Why are you out here, anyway? Shouldnât you be inside celebrating?"
Chris tilts his head slightly. "I could ask you the same thing. The product launch was a huge success for youâyou should be celebrating, not sneaking off like this."
You shrug, keeping your tone casual. "I'm just exhausted."
His smirk softens into something more thoughtful. "Then let me give you a ride home."
You open your mouth to refuse, grasping for an excuse. "Youâve probably had a few drinks. You should stay and enjoy the party."
Chris shakes his head. "I only had one drink." Then, with a small smile, he adds, "I was too busy looking for you all night."
Getting no answer from you, he tries again, his smile never faltering. âCome on, just let me drive you home.â
You hesitate, shifting on your feet. âChris, itâs fine. I can just take a taxi.â
He exhales, tilting his head. âYouâre really gonna make me go back to the party alone after I spent all night looking for you?â His tone is teasing, but thereâs an underlying sincerity in his voice.
You cross your arms. âYou donât have to leave just because I am.â
âBut I want to.â He takes a step closer, his voice softer now. âLet me take you home.â
You sigh, knowing he wonât drop it. And truthfully, youâre too tired to argue. âFine,â you mumble.
The car ride is quiet, the city lights flashing by as Chris drives steadily through the streets. Youâre still processing everythingâthe party, the launch, the exhaustion weighing down on youâwhen Chris suddenly speaks.
"Are you free next weekend?"
You blink, caught off guard. "Huh?" You turn to look at him, your voice coming out in a stammer. "Why?"
Chris keeps his eyes on the road, his fingers drumming lightly against the steering wheel. "Youâve been exhausted and stressed these past few weeks. I figured you could use a break, so I want to take you somewhere to relax."
Your brows knit together. "You donât have to do that."
"But I want to," he says simply, glancing at you with a small smile. "Besides, as a product manager, I have to take care of my hardworking employee."
You narrow your eyes at him. "Thatâs a lame excuse."
Chris chuckles. "Maybe. But itâs still valid." Then, as if sensing your hesitation, he quickly adds, "And donât worryâthereâll be no more tests." His voice dips into something teasing, but the reassurance is clear.
When he finally pulls the car to a stop in front of your apartment building, you reach for the door handle, pausing only to turn to him. âThanks for the ride home,â you say softly.
Chris doesnât answer immediately. Instead, his eyes find yours in the dim light of the dashboard, holding your gaze with an intensity that makes you hold your breath. Thereâs something in his expression, something that makes your stomach twist in a way youâre not sure how to interpret.
"Goodnight," he finally says, his voice quieter, deeper.
You inhale sharply, steadying yourself before replying, âGoodnight.â Then, without another word, you step out of the car, shutting the door behind you.
As you stand there, you watch as Chrisâs car pulls away, the red taillights glowing in the darkness before disappearing around the corner. Only then do you let out the breath you hadnât realized you were holding, turning to head inside, your thoughts a tangled mess.
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Full fic will be released this Friday, March 28. Or you can read it early on my Patreon page:
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How are you Alba? I hope your routine hasn't been too tiring recently and that you're doing well and having time to rest, you deserve it!!
Taking a break from the freak requests, (which I hope you had received, because if you didn't it's going to make this paragraph start weirdđđđ) I came here to earnestly ask for a fluff and wholesome fic about Arlecchino and reader putting together a nusery for their child... I know it's a bit '????' but listen:
Creating a newborn's nusery is very complicated, it is the place where parents will spend most of their time in the first few months after the baby is born, not to mention that the decoration will probably remain the same for a good three years, only changing the toys that will be scattered on the floor. Between trying to guess a possible taste that your child might have and combining a normally super childish aesthetic with the rest of the house, as well as predict what would be a good investment in the future or not, from the best cribs to toys, not even mentioning the discussions that arise between expecting parents due to the different views that each one has to the room, It's a challenge.
Although I believe that Arlecchino would have a good knowledge about it, after all she is a director of an orphanage, she certainly knows what is useless to put in and what is indispensable. Even if any doubt arises about what itens to brought, she would research madly for an answer or even ask for help from the children in the House of Hearth for a more concrete opinion. If I were to guess, both Reader and Arlecchino would quickly come to a consensus on the theme and decorations (Peruere is completely in love, she would only let her wife choose everything, including a little stuffed bunny that strangely looks like her...), while the heavier work of assembling furniture and painting walls are left to a more specialized workforce or to the Knave itself when she wants to show herself to her beloved wife.
As I don't want to take away too much of your creative freedom, I'll end the request here. Feel free to modify any of the ideas. The choice is entirely yours, after all, I don't want that this request become boring for you.
(Just gonna add if here: they have a cat, because for sure Arle's a cat person; spiders and cats look alike)
Thank you in advance for reading this message, you are a sweetheart Alba,
With care, đ° anon.
i swear ANYTHING related to papacchino gives me heavy babyfever i can't do this anymoređ i hope i caught the right vibe, iâm really tired writing this so iâm sorry for any grammar mistakes or misplaced wordsđ
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âwouldn't a purple theme be more prettier?"
â....purple? my love, you insisted on an orange theme two weeks ago."
scratching your cheek with your index finger, you recalled the memory of you a bunch of days ago where you stood before the nursery, color palettes in hand.
âmy... i almost forgot about that... can we still change it?â
it was moments like these where arlecchino grew a bit older. but with a short glance down to your hand resting on top of your baby belly, wedding ring glistening in the candlelight, where she quickly shook those thoughts off.
âi'll see what i can do since the painters are already scheduled for tomorrow morning...", but whatever her wife wishes, she shall receive.
choosing a color theme for your babies bedroom turned out to be the easier task.
âwhere should we put the crib...? or the changing table? we also need a little corner for her to play in- and a nursing chair too and-â
âma amour, ne nous prĂŠcipitons pas. nous avons encore beaucoup de temps avant qu'elle soit lĂ ."
âmy love, let's not rush. we still have plenty of time until she is here.", a gentle hand came up to squeeze your shoulder.
deciding on furniture was torture. everything was too adorable to not buy. the both of you wanted her to not miss out on anything but maybe you don't need a dozen plushies for a newborn. if it were not for that one stuffed rabbit that had an uncanny resemblance to a certain someone...
âyou are right, i just... i want this to be perfect for her. even if she probably won't remember her nursery, i want her to feel special... wanted...", your eyes were laced with a love that had yet to bloom. you rubbed almost instinctively the downside of your belly. you still had five more months to go but celestia knows how fast these will fly by too.
you were too focused to notice your husband's breath stilling at your words.
special...
wanted...
âyes... special...", the word rung in her ears for longer than expected before she saw it. a clear vision of what the knave may have in mind for the nursery.
âwhy don't we grab some paints from a nearby workshop during our daily walk later?", you felt her fingertips brushing over your skin as she shoves some loose hair strands behind your ear. she is keeping her usually sharp nails neatly trimmed ever since the news of your pregnancy first came out.
âfather... are you sure...? isn't this supposed to be something... unique?"
âthat is exactly why i am bestowing you with this task. now go on, let your creativity roam free.â
the knave watched her children exchange almost ecstatic glances before they rushed to the paintbrushes sitting atop a table laid out with old newspapers. with only the most high-quality paints already getting fought over.
it was a beautiful day. the mild sun spending just enough warmth to not start sweating with a gentle breeze ghosting through the trees of the estate.
and arlecchino watched her kids turning the changing table and the crib into a beautiful, joyous canvas.
fingerprints, messy brush strokes and explosions of all kinds of bright color, yet the fatui harbinger never looked more at ease as the laughter of her children filled the estate of the hearth.
you were neatly tucked away in your bedroom, not feeling well enough to leave the comfort of your sheets.
all the more reason for your husband to be looking forward to the results- and your reaction.
a nursery for your baby without the influence of her siblings... unimaginable. not even worth considering.
but the joy was short-lived until they started painting each other. that's when arle started to regret her choices. their pretty clothes.... and yet kids will be kids. she turned a blind eye to their silliness this one time.
arlecchino just hoped the colors would come off of their faces....
#albarequests#đ° anon#i really hope this is to your liking wonrlwnrkwow#DADDYCCHINO#arlecchino x reader#arlecchino#x reader#arlecchino x female reader#genshin impact x reader#genshin impact#wlw
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#alwayssss thinking about season 4#hey Will how long till zam mis says âvitalityâ as âvitalasyâ ?#<- prev#life stealers give me context zams my new microwave victim and I'd love context to his angst (tags from @ultra-raging-ghost)
hiiiii yes ok i am a lifesteal fan who Specializes in zam and s4 and vitalazam. NOTE FOR LIFESTEAL FANS: this is gonna be super simplified and condensed sometimes to the point of mild inaccuracy, please don't come at me, i just want this to be reasonably short. NOTE FOR REALM FANS: please spread this i love talking about zam and she doesn't always like talking about lifesteal s4 but it's such important context for literally everything she does. imo.
so! when talking to badboyhalo, zam mentioned that she Doesn't Do Betrayals. this is.... largely because of how s4 of lifesteal went. during s4, zam betrayed or otherwise let down almost every other person on the server at some point (including pangi, but that's a story for another time). the betrayal with the most fallout was vitalasy/eclipse federation. after weeks of trying to compromise (zam was morally opposed to exploits and exploiting whereas vitalasy had a huge season-spanning plan involving exploits), zam discovered that vitalasy was hiding the extent of the exploits and ended up killing and betraying vitalasy. vitalasy....went back and forth quite a bit on how he responded to this. there were a lot of very long very intense arguments ingame. due to vitalasy's exploits, he could do creative-mode flying, and he could kill people with a punch rather than needing a weapon; he sometimes utilized this, both against zam and to spawnkill one of zam's new teammates. ultimately, though, vitalasy didn't want to hurt people and felt incredibly guilty and unhappy about people finding him scary or dangerous; he wasn't able to take zam's anger and fear and the anger and fear of the rest of the server, and he got IRL upset, started crying, killed himself in-game until he was banned off lifesteal, and took a break from minecraft altogether. (they're fine IRL and have been this whole time, and they had a beautiful in-game reconciliation last december where they talked about it, but s4 was. painful for a lot of people at the time.)
and after talking to badboyhalo, zam explicitly drew this comparison!
also, bonus fact, along with being a PG (...well, PG-13) streamer who used to "language!" zam, vitalasy's skin looks like this:
as previously mentioned this is absolutely an oversimplification tbh but there's A Lot and i don't want to overwhelm. if you want more, you can ask me, you can check out myrmica's season 4 vod directory, or if you're up to watch edited videos but not a vod, here's vitalasy's edited video of the betrayal through banning himself & zam's edited video of pre-betrayal through end of server. warning that the edited videos are very biased and have a lot of post hoc narrativization or outright lying/omitting things; they're a good starting point for getting the general idea of what went down, the feelings and people involved, etc, but they should not be taken as the full truth. also both the vod directory and zam's video have pangi if that sweetens the pot at all! the vod directory is much more accurate and in-depth but it's also long, the vods it links are longer, and i don't remember if it assumes some level of preexisting familiarity with lifesteal s4 and the people who play on it. and, again, feel free to ask if you have any questions or want lifesteal context on anything zam or pangi do, i was DELIGHTED to see these tags bc i love talking about my guys :D
Zam: you'd be more likeable if you didn't tell people youre holding back the urge to kill them!!!! Bad, sadly: okay.... that's what people tell me all the time, I share my thoughts with them and they say bad you're scary :(( Zam: I'm not falling for this guilt trip! Bad: [sits with his head down] its okay... I'm used to it... :(( Zam: ...... I'm falling for the guilt trip. Bad: its okay you don't need to :( Zam: he looks so small, this is a completely different person.
#mcyt#lifesteal#realm smp#zam#from the house that we made our home#btw if you're curious why i she/her zam: (a) i only do this on tumblr (b) i will only answer privately.#so either reach out privately or just. iykyk.#therapists dni
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Happy Wednesday amazing readers and wonderful fandom :) Writers put themselves right back on course with this one. Returning to a balanced and all around amazing episode. End to End. It's been their thing this season and I'm happy to return to form with this one. The giving season continues to give with this episode.
I'm truly so satisfied with this season it's unreal. Once again can see why Eric said it's his favorite. Why they had the cast in such a social media lockdown about it. It's been worth every bit of waiting and hold out from the cast. We've been # 1 on Hulu every week it seems too. So I hope that trend continues this week with this ep. Makes me giddy to see us on top. Love to get some S8 news next month, but until then let us break down this gem of an ep shall we?
7x11 Speed
We start out with Lucy missing that sweet T.O. money already. Awww. I'll be honest I didnât think about her losing her pay cause of stupid Seth. But it makes sense since she is now Rookie-less lol Heh I love her spending that extra money on self care. Thatâs the best. Also very Lucy to do so. It's fantastic. Proud of her for doing that. It's not an easy thing to do tbh.
I love her face as he hands her the file at the beginning of the scene btw LMAO Always say it's the little things I love between these two. *happy sigh* So much said in such a little glance between them. If you don't catch it you'll completely miss this cute exchange. Also it frees his hand up to look sexy af just hanging out on his duty belt. So thank you for your service Lucy ha
I will say her comment about her budget reminds me when she tried to get Aaron on one back in 5x14 LOL Tim telling her to just go to T.O. permanently then. I mean logically that makes sense. She would crush that test and then some. Tim knows it too. So that'll restore that extra money she is currently missing.
I knew she would be hesitant to do this because of losing focus on the Sergeant exam. Honestly I don't blame her. She was derailed a bit by T.O. in the first place. Although it did lead her to this Sergeant decision. Also training another rookie would take a lot of her time. Like to note even though Tim is giving her sass about training a new rookie, his body language shows that he is intently listening to her and I love it.
They're in their usual lock step as they make their way to roll call. Always floors me how they do that. Tim trying to find the words to describe Ridley and Lucy beats him to the punch. I mean he was that and more for her oh my lord. Was a hell of a first rookie for her. So can't say I fault her for being hesitant to dip her toe back in.
Hahahaha 'That is a horrifyingly high ratio.' LMAO It kinda is tbh. Not doing her any favors here love. Or convincing her to go back to being a T.O.... Lucy is firm in her decision to focus on Sergeant instead. That it'll just give her peace of mind instead of doing something else to detract.
Tim has to give her one last sassy comment before they part. 'Guess that means bye bye cleaning lady.' I love these two idiots so much I cannot stand it. Their banter is unrivaled. Ain't no one got what our ship does in just banter alone. Damnit I love these fools.
Look at Tim giving the same Sergeant speech Grey gave him so many moons ago in 4x02. to Lucy. Saying how she needs to learn to supervise from the sidelines. To delegate if she's wanting to be one. Look how far youâve come my love. It's the little steps of growth that make my heart happy. Also loving the amount of scenes theyâre having this early on in the ep. I knew was gonna be a good one.
Like a gift after last week's low amount and unbalanced ep. I LOVE him letting her practice being a Sergeant. To call the shots today. Like an advanced version of PCD for her. Lucy getting excited and pushing her luck like only she can do with him. Asking if that means she gets to drive? Tim sensing this and shutting it down. Naturally he wouldnât let her drive haha Her face. So rare when he allows it. hehe These two dopes just low key flirting most of this episode.
Angela calling Tim 'Timothy' on the radio LOL Telling him not to be such an ass. I love this episode. Only two women he would allow to be that forward with him are in this convo. Lucy being wifey af rips the radio from his hands and he allows it. Cause well it's Lucy.
Of course she has a good idea. I mean selling stuff suckkkksss. Especially when it has value, but if it saves a job you love itâs worth it. Also loving all the hand touching with the back and forth of the radio. Donât think I didnât notice that you two...Bickering like an old married couple as they advise poor Miles.
Hahahaha look at the growth in our boy. Calling himself an ass when Lucy calls him out for his comment. Fantastic. Although I always enjoy his pot shots at Nolan LOL (Sorry John you have been much better this season) This new Tim delights me to no end every week in so many ways I cannot even tell you.
I'm a happy girl. As is Lucy. She has a smile for days for Tim this entire episode. Look at her when he says his line. Couldn't love that man more if you tried my friend. Seeing that change in him and loving it.
Oh my, Tim calling her Sergeant Chen. *fans self* That did things to me holy cow. Loved hearing him call her that. Also the confidence she is exuding when he does. Letting her lead this entire operation. Not questioning a single thing she does either. How far we have come fandom. How far we have come. Always love watching her be a friggin kick ass leader when given the chance.
Oh Lucy you are so much more of a BAMF than you ever give yourself credit for. I love how Tim doesnât allow the pot shots at herself. Refuses to let her sit in that for even a moment. Reminds her of how she saved him back in 6x10. That SHE IS a bad ass. Making her smile with his sass. 'You're right....Totally lame.' God I love s7 Tim fandom. I can totally cross off 'Seeing a new side of Tim Bradford.' off my bingo card confidently.
Look at her smile. He did that. By building her up. Not letting a single second go by without him reminding her how amazing she is. Also Lucy you would've jumped even if there had been ten bombs. Why? Because it was Tim you were jumping to my girl. Just adore her smile after he makes his playful joke. She is melting everyone. Slowly but surely. Especially with moments like this. Keeping showing up for her babe. She is noticing and liking what she sees.
One of the best parts of the episode right here. Let us begin to dissect this glorious shop scene. Let me start with the 5x08 vibes I was getting from this scene. Some of their best moments are in a shop together. Most truthful and honest moments. Love when they have pod car eps. We always get such good scenes from it. Iconic ones.
Their body language alone is enough to make my shipper heart happy. The way they check in on each other when the other isn't looking. Gah I love these idiots in love. The heart eyes are plentiful in this scene. First off let me say I'm so glad she crushed being a Sergeant. Not at all like her detective run. No complaints from Tim. Came naturally to her. 'Ordering around people is one of your gifts.' The man isn't wrong....
'I've never heard you complain.' LOL Lucy Friggin Chen. Oh my lord The subtext in that line had my head spinning. ZERO doubt in my mind Tim ever had issues with her bossing him around. At work, In their relationship, In the bedroom... Where I am sure this flirty line stemmed from. That's just my opinion though....The flirtatious nature of that line and his devilishly happy smile right afterwards proving that IMO. âI donât mind.â Heh he sure doesnâtâŚ.This man is all giddy smiles most of this scene. Making me lightheaded with shippy joy. He is glowing in this first portion. The man couldn't be more in love with her if he tried. Or be happier to be in this light flirty place with her.
Lucy is getting flustered af with Tim's forward flirting. His smiles and not holding back at all. Letting her know he is A-OK with her flirting with him. Transparent Tim is sending her into a tailspin in the best way. It's making me insanely happy. He is just being candid with her and she is feeling it. Has no where to go but face the music in this moment. This woman just navigated a potential bus bombing as a Sergeant no sweat and it's the man to her left that is her undoing.
Once again, he is all smiles as she tries to steer her way out of this flirty situation she's put them in. His cute 'No idea.' I cannot. Also âJust co-workersâ my ass Lucy Chen. You will never ever be just that. Tim is enjoying this ramble so very much as she stumbles her way to her point. I think it is HUGE she is letting Tim know sheâs not looking to date or has any interest in doing so. And of course he has zero himself. Man is a walking 'I love Lucy Chen' Billboard.
Has been all season and will continue to be as such. Now we all knew this. (If you didn't then this scene will help resolve that pretty quickly) Knew there was no way these two would go looking for anyone else. They are each other's endgame. But just like Tim going to therapy and working on himself. Getting the actual proof of hearing it makes it so satisfying. Just like it was in 7x07. Physically hearing them say it is literal ship crack right now. Hearing the confirmation from the both of them is EVERYTHING. We are headed in the right direction people.
Lucy continues on with her 'boundaries.' They need to have. Which they do need to have until this is truly sorted. Till they have that talk. Tim letting her know he respects them and will continue to meet her where she is at. Which he has done a masterful job of throughout the season. Never pushing her or trying to get her to talk more than she is ready to. Respecting what she wants to give him and thriving off of that. Continually showing up for her. Which has led up to this wonderful moment. Lucy reminding Tim that she still hasnât fully forgiven him yet. As she should honestly.
Thatâs a deep wound he needs to remember he caused, and it remains ever-present. One he still needs to fix. That they're getting there but it's not quite healed yet. His soulful âI know.â Is everything. Eric getting me right in the damn feels with it. It's very loaded with emotion and heavy. He is extremely aware he still has ground to make up with her. Penance still to be had. I love that he knows it and is telling her as such. They're being so open and vulnerable I wanna cry with this progress. Lucyâs reply is wonderful. Saying When not IF but WHEN she does. This is massive. We all knew she would get there. Because it's who she is to forgive of course.
But also she is seeing the change in Tim. How consistent it is. That it's not going away. There hasn't been an episode this season he hasn't shown that change to her. She still loves this man so much and he is slowly making his way back in. So much so that she is saying 'When' instead of If. The shift here is monumental. Her following it up with 'Maybe you can come help me study.' The subtext is unreal. Itâs quite the olive branch. His smile is so cute and he is delirious with joy. He couldn't be happier with this reply. Keep putting in the work babe. This is the result. Heart eyes abound at the end oh my lord. Look at these two. Eric and Melissa convey SO much with just their heart eyes. I'm flying high.
If that final scene wasn't enough. That PROMO. OH. MY. LORD. Just coming by with flimsy excuses, just to have her way with him whenever she damn well pleases? Ok! Sign me up haha. He sure as hell is not gonna say no. Clearly. They messy and I don't hate it. Especially after that final scene. Also Lucy showing up looking like a bombshell. Holy hell. How could he say no? I mean she could show up wearing a paper bag and he would be panting after her. Let's be honest.
But legit her goal from that 5 seconds we got was to come and seduce him. I don't know what's going on or what is prompting this scene but I'm excited. Feral Caitlin is going to make an appearance if we're getting Half naked Tim in sweatpants at home. and he looks GOOOOD. Phew lord. I love this season everyone. Every week is a friggin joy. My happy place truly delivering in so many ways.
Thank you forever and always to my incredible readers. I would not be here without you. Thank you for every like, comment (seriously love chatting with you all. Come chat) and reblogs of these first impressions. You are the best. Shall see you all in 7x12 when we lose our minds over whatever is happening. Looks like it'll be a solid ep all around as well :)
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Side notes-Non Chenford
Poor Miles LOL learning all his lessons the hard way ahaha Tim making his ass run for their coffee and their shop.
Always enjoy Nyla and Angela in the field. Gimme that all day in an ep I'll be happy.
Celina handled herself like a bad ass. AND got a Tim compliment in the process. He don't give those out lightly unless your name is Lucy. and even then took her some time to crack him for it. The continued growth astounds me in him.
Wes being adorable worrying about Angela. Love me some Wopez.
Oh and Monica is back least important info of the ep haha Was hoping we'd see Oscar before her but oh well. She's back I guess. Yay....
#Caitlin's First Impressions#chenford#7x11 Speed#the rookie 7x11#tim x lucy#tim bradford#lucy chen#the rookie#s7#lucy x tim#otp: doing my job#eric winter#melissa o'neil
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I don't know who else to talk to about this, and you come up a lot on my Tumblr, so I'm gonna talk to you about it. Sorry if this is TMI or whatever I just have nobody to talk to about this and you seem nice. Feel free to not publish it, I understand. I'm a trans boy, in my late teens (adult teens), and I was recently SA'd by a family friend around a week ago. I'm on T and not on BC because I always have horrible side effects. I still do have my periods, as T hasn't stopped it yet, and I've missed my regular period by a few days. I also took a test, and it came back positive three times with three different brands.
I am mortified of pregnancy, and am unable to get to a clinic to abort it, and I don't know what to do. I know my parents would force me to keep it as they're strongly against abortion due to their religious views, and I can't order Plan B through the mail as my parents will likely see it, though I think it's too late for that anyways and will need an actual abortion. It's perfectly legal here in Ontario, Canada, so that's not an issue either.
I don't know what to do. I feel so helpless. I'm debating offing myself simply to avoid going through the trauma of pregnancy and birth. I'm currently looking up ways to induce a miscarriage at home, hoping something works.
I'm scared.
I'm really sorry to hear that Anon, my heart goes out to you, truly. It's incredibly traumatic to be assaulted, and I know all about pregnancy dysphoria that a lot of trans men go through if they ever get pregnant against their wishes.
I actually also reside in Ontario, and would be more than willing to take you to a clinic to get this dealt with if you're anywhere near me. I also know other people around Ontario that would also be open to doing me a favor by helping you out. So if you're anywhere between Windsor, Fort Erie and Thunder Bay, let me know so I can help get you the treatment that you need.
Shoot me a DM and I'll help you get this resolved ASAP.
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ART TRADES!
I already talked about them here, but im gonna talk about them a bit more in this post!
Do i do Art Trades? HELL YES I DO.
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Am i currently available for an art trade? Ask me! If i dont reply to your dm, message me again after a few days because i DO see your dm but i have a really bad habit of forgetting to actually answer it xD
At the time of posting this i can say im currently not taking any ATs right now since ive had 3 ppl reach out and i dont want to overload myself xD but i WILL reblog this whenever i am free!
My art schedule is all over the place and really unpredictable, so theyre technically by default 'always open' unless ive said otherwise. Ive accepted the fact that ill always have owed art of some kind due, but that wont stop me from adding smaller things in-between like a spontaneous AT <3
If i tell you theyre currently closed, just check on this post every few weeks.
How do your ATs work? Dunno if the way i do them is universal, but we just each pick one of our OCs (<- doesnt have to be an oc btw, you could even request ROTTMNT art) or something for each other to draw and have fun. Preferably we both agree on an equal amount of art, so if you were to draw an unshaded, sketchy half-body of my chosen character i would also do the same with yours!
On my end, youll most likely be asked to draw either Sagara or Jr <3
I dont really want to do any big scenes or detailed artworks since with my artstyle it takes HOURS... over DAYS... and i dont have enough of an attention span for that xD (and id quake under the pressure of trying to finish something big like that, shgfjhdhdfs)
So smaller things like fullbody drawings, sketches, sometimes multiple doodles, i love doing those kinds of things! Sometimes i get carried away with shading too.
Just dm me and we can hash out the details <3
What can you draw? Dragons (anything draconic tbh) gryphons, creatures, TMNT and TMNT OC's (and by extension any accessories they may have)
Backgrounds? Eh, if you like clouds or something abstract, sure. But i have no clue how to add props or anything xD
My artstyle is also pretty inconsistent, so heads up! I like experimenting with it.
Need to knows: I cant give you an accurate estimation for how long itll take me to complete my side of the trade, days? Weeks? No idea, life gets in the way and in my irl one i never know whats gonna happen next (seriously my fam sucks at letting me know if theyve made plans for the week or not đ)
Tumblr crunches the file quality sometimes, but i can send you the full file via a Stash link from DeviantArt.
âď¸ Yeeeaah im on DeviantArt........ the sites a dumpster fire but im still active there.
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some WIPs from the 80s AU i never finished
#so⌠hi#i thinkâŚ. i might start making some stuff here soon#iâve been gone a lot longer than i intended to be#& i feel a lil bad about it bc i really miss my boys & bein here & all that but#idk itâs just been a rough month#but iâm starting to get the itch to create again#i have a very silly idea for the mbz AU#i also just really want to draw some stuff#i miss making things. iâm going nuts. iâve hardly done anything fun in WEEKS#iâve sort of started working on some new OCs but ngl#doing anything that doesnât involve dhes or kel genuinely feels like iâm betraying them#but i have a concept that i really want to explore so thatâs what iâm trying to do#i have been working on a few AUs here & there too but#but mostly nothing fun#i need to do something fun while i still can bc iâm starting at uni next month#& i just know iâm gonna have shit for free time then#iâm taking all in person classes which makes me very nervous#iâm trying to be excited about it but mostly itâs just causing me anxiety lol#but anyway. um. yea. hopefully iâll catch up on everything & reply to the tags/asks iâve gotten since iâve been gone#if i reply to something you said/sent to me a month ago⌠pls just act like thatâs not weird. thanks.#rainyrambles
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need a comic book wrapped or something so i can reflect on how obsessive i was
#snap chats#one time i looped Evil by interpol for like four hours straight and i need to see my comic book equivalent to that#'are you thinking about' i am thinking about 309 again sorry but im not sorry im not saying its my favorite issue ever however.#its going to stick with me until my body is rotting in the earth i think#it just has a lot i could want out of a charles-centric issue. at least in regards to his relationships with himself and others#i fear today i was thinking of how he lowkey wished he died in that snowstorm cause i mean 1.) thats a mood 2.) Oh Charles..#//loud sight// id say im gonna smack him but amelia beat me to that đ#beating on a disabled man is crazy and then you want him to hold you afterwards GIRL .... idc about misunderstanding what is that..#anyways. i wish i were not ill and yet here i am#maybe if i actually focused on the work i gotta do i could finally get to the shit i WANNA do and then ill be free đď¸đđď¸#i already decided to take all of january off from comm stuff so if i just lock in for this week ill be good to be ill#alright bye. maybe if i went to a cafe or somethign i could focus better... <- im not doing that
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youâre created with hands circling your wrists. thereâs never any offense meant, you must understand - itâs simply that youâre a story, and someoneâs come by this desperate need to learn how to let the hell go.
#the zone rpg#bakuspecial#:] hi. I think the game's in print now. so I can post this#heheheheh. total number came to six. very good number. very happy with the cards I did!!#gonna have to learn how to draw like this on a graphic tablet tho... no matter what the screen tablet was. bad. for my wrists#and my back too tbh. bowing over my lap to draw isnt great#but! my time with it has been beautiful. it was very good for my understanding art brain. its taught me a lot#I just need to. translate all that. to a different kinda kinetic scheme#well! that wont be a thing I think about too much for at least the next week. I am Out Of Da City Babeyy#okay. I go finish my drink. this place I am in slaps Ive already been swindled once#the coconut they sold me was good tho miles better than what we got out north. so I'll take it. for triple the price apparently#oh well! thats for the cab I refused to take. it all balances out#have a good day lads! check out the zone rpg! it owns! there's a free browser version if u wanna play!
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#I do this thing where I keep comparing myself and my life to other people my age who live like ânormal livesâ where they live with just#their partner and work decent-ish paying jobs#and donât live near family/have large family obligations#like I make slightly more than minimum wage#my health stuff had been getting worse#my fiancĂŠ is disabled/chronically ill and working her ass off so she doesnât have excess energy#which leaves a lot of house work on me#which is fine and I donât mind#and our household is me my fiancĂŠ my 23 yo sister and weâve all lived together for like 3 years now and my sister makes a lot more money &#helps with house stuff#/âmaintenance#but my younger sister and her 9 month old moved in at the beginning of summer because her baby daddy is a scum bag#and sheâs 20 and really mentally unwell#so a lot of baby care falls on me & my fiancĂŠ#along with trying to help my sister with her mental health#which is like not normal levels of unwell itâs like serious shit and sheâs completely unmedicated and going through a real hard time and not#adjusting to motherhood well cause she was 19 and shouldnât have had a baby#and like she knows that but whatâs done is done#she canât move back in with my parents because her relationship with them is too fucked#and like thereâs also complicated stuff safety and bad ppl in her life so thatâs a stress inducing factor#sheâs unemployed and Iâm not sure will ever be able to work and canât drive#not her fault just the reality we live in#also weâre the ppl who live closest to my grandmother whoâs health has been rapidly declining so a lot of that has fallen on my other sister#and me to manage#I also have to pet sit a lot because I need the money#and when I come home I have to spend all my time getting the house back in order#also Iâm about to be losing a days worth of pay starting September cause the kids I nanny are doing two half days a week of prek#which means less money & with these grocery bills and two more mouths to feed is gonna fuck me in the ass#so like yeah I donât have the time or energy for hobbies I spend all my damn free time trying to keep the house clean or taking care of#The baby & like itâs just the way it is but itâs not comprable to how all the ppl I knew in highschool r living rn
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"Do you not realize it? Do you... truly not see what this means?"
The next Destiny Bond update is in progress! âď¸â¨ â> Check out the latest part here đˇ â> New to the series? Follow from the start! đ
#we back for the winter season bois :} âď¸#got some Particularly Fun parts I wanna have done before the end of the year--that I'll hopefully have time to do over the term break !!! đŤ#it's actually so? insane? how we're nearing the end of the year already??????????????HUH#just a little over a week and some Ridiculous cramming I'll have to pull off (no thanks to past me sdskjfs) before I'm free for the holiday#I mean I'd--still have freelancing to do of course but without the looming dread of actively avoiding college responsibilities at least /lh#it's even more insane somehow looking back on when I actually started this whole comic that spiraled Wildly out of controlSKDJFNSDFS#to think that this all started from a prompt I had a few days after my birthday--into its own whole story I wanna see through is---#honestly something I'm really proud of. something I'm really happy I got to do for myself since it's-above all a passion project if anythin#I'm a lot slower these days what with juggling my own mental crises here and there on top of work for sure#but I get to come back to working on this whenever I find myself feeling down or with some free time to unwind and it's--really nice đđ#and we're still in the beginning I swear to god we're still so early I'm so sorry this is gonna take so longSDHFIUSHDNFKJSDHS#but it bears repeating how thankful I am to everyone who's joined along for this ride- who've been so wonderful and patient thus far#to know that even a handful of people out there tune in to this silly ol thing and are genuinely excited for its sporadic updates--#--has been a definite highlight in what's been a- Ridiculously--almost comically cruel year (in ways I can't begin to express skjdfnsdfs)#and what with this holiday season being all about giving and gratitude---I want to emphasize on how thankful I am for all of y'all đđđ#I'll see what surprises I can sneak in to my schedule these coming weeks- the insanity of these following updates included hehee â¨#Destiny Bond comicverse#mystery man eusine#eusine pokemon#pokemon#pokemon fancomic#pokemon gsc#pokemon hgss#comic wip
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Just days away from my HOPEFULLY last fall semester in college
Gonna make this year fucking count
#speculation nation#IM NERVOUSSSSSSS IM SO SCARED!!!!!!!!#im also planning the exact day i wash my hair prior (tomorrow) and the day i paint my nails (Sunday)#so that i can look my best on the first day. gonna try to look cool. like an unapproachable emo and/or punk#if i scare them away and/or just fade to the background then i dont have to worry about strangers talking to me#my tried and true method of antisocialization. yes i have very few friends in person why do you ask#anyways i bought a planner and everything. im gonna try to manage my time well#gonna be. uh. responsible. yeah sure#most importantly im going to pass all my classes bc i do NOT want to worry about taking any of them later.#i have 4 classes left for the fall and 3 classes left for the spring and then i'll finally graduate.#and i can be free from this fucking dump. a whole decade later.#rattling the bars of my cage violently. GET ME OUTTA HEEEEEERE!!!!!!!!!#like fuck dude even if i dont end up with a swanky tech job starting out at least i could be a store manager and not in school#tho of course i do want to have my swanky tech job. or even just a normal tech job. so that i can have. money :]#my 15 year plan for Get Rich (eventually) coming to fruition this fall by yours truly#and by that i mean. im going to fucking graduate college even if it kills me#hyping myself up. i can totally do this. ignore the fact that ive been putting off doing my dishes all week again.#face. in my hands. im not looking forward to this.
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idk how I developed the hc that Raine and Darius were briefly foster siblings in their last year of highschool. But I did. And now I think about it 24/7
#ramblings of a lunatic#the owl house#toh#darius deamonne#raine whispers#raine was the one being fostered btw#I've already hinter a few times that due to convoluted narrative parallel reasons#i hc raine as coming from a Not Great home situation#just like. parents with wayyy too high expectations for them and way to controlling (kinda paralleling the later parts of their arc-#-where control is a Big Theme. i know it might make the whole 'IFWOT-moving schools' incident seem ooc-#-but you can easily interpret that line as being like. raines parents only indulge them when it also suits them (gets then out of the cold))#and plenty of rich and talented kids still go to hexside so i imagine it's still decently respectable#anyway yeah one day raine was like. oh i can't take this anymore actually#and through a series of events i haven't bothered to conceptualise gets put in foster care and taken in by the deammones#they mostly foster in the hopes of being a forever home for kids (darius has a lot of siblings both bio and adopted)#but raines gonna age out of the system in a couple months anyway so might as well stay somewhere vaguely familiar#(raine and darius but heads all the time at hexside tho so like. first few weeks are rough)#but this is my incredibly long-winded and unrealistic take on why their dynamic in s2 reminds me so much of sibling/familal bickering#(TO ME BTW. THAT'S JUST MY OWN INTERPRETATION FEEL FREE TO LET THEM FUCK NASTY OR JUST BE PALS)
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seriously tho reblogging stuff helps so much more than just getting it into tags
seriously. the reblog button is free. support artists who make fun stuff for you to look at for free. show some love for gifmakers and fanartists and fic writers and editors and vid makers and crafters and everyone else
seriously. the button is right there. click it. tagging is optional tho encouraged
seriously. just reblog things that people make
#im tired im cold im gonna go to bed#just for your consideration. after this week making anything took so much out of me even if it was all made out of love#reblog things. reblog art. reblog fun things your friends make and your friends reblog and that you enjoy#yes this is a selfish ask as this site is falling apart for me but. seriously. i create for free. im not saying my stuff is for everyone#i very much know its not. but sometimes it would be nice to have a little bit of encouragement and acknowledgment over something i did#and spent most of my free time with that i decided to share. sometimes that would just be nice#cause after all i put into making things sometimes? literally all you have to do is click a button to share it to your friends and follower#im just saying. tired of this conversation. im going to bed. reblog art and artists. it shouldnt be a hot take. thats all#night is an absolute mess on main
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also tinder sucks ass
#i wanna get involved in irl gay scene so bad bc i hateee texting i hate having to remember to open an app if i want to meet people#anyway. going gaytown properly for the first time ever (!) (i've been at this uni over 2 years!) in a few weeks yayy#i was like damn i want to get involved in the gay scene but i don't want to go by myself at least at first bc it's scaryy#and then i remembered i have free will and a friend who likes clubbing so i messaged her and now we're going out :) yippee#obvs not gonna be on the pull because i will not be ditching my friend but i just wanna observe. see the sights. go to the bars etc.#get a feel for it all#because next year when i graduate i'm gonna be in a new city doing this alone so i want to dip my toe in with a friend by my side <3#also should probably look at other lgbt stuff. idk. daytime activities. but one thing at a time i'm v busy rn#it'll get done....so long as i keep taking steps forward...i'll get somewhere eventually and it'll take as long as it takes#natural progression...can't rush these things#<- applies to like 60% of my life right now#anyways. i love thinking things out in tumblr tags & then discovering my posts years later and remembering old trains of thought.#hi future me
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