#me writing a barba fic?

[iobsessoverfictionalmen]

Hello, I was the anon who asked the question about what all you wrote, I was just afraid of putting my name at the time. And there were so many choices, but I had to go with the one that has my heart at the moment and that is Rafael Barba for the Halloween themed prompt.

I was thinking of something along the lines of vampire Rafael Barba and female reader and NSFW(whatever you want, I am not picky)

I love your works and it was this page that actually got me falling in love with Rafael Barba

Thank you for your request and your lovely words! Rafael is my favourite character in SVU. I hope you enjoy reading this fic as much as I enjoyed writing it!

Warnings: mentions of injury, blood and violence, vampire au, NSFW, tiny hint of yandere vampire Rafael, and a hint of angst.

Spanish translation:

cariño - sweetheart

The knock that sounded at your door was too rapid to be a child who was trick or treating especially since the children had already been escorted home by their parents.  Hushed voices discussed the rumours about the supernatural beings that inhabited this town as quietly as the autumn leaves fell from the trees onto the pavement below.

The townsfolk paid the rumours no mind; dismissing them as fanciful creations to amuse and scare the tourists that wandered through this time of year.

You wished you had that luxury.

For a second the knocking ceased.  Then it resumed sounding heavier and more insistent than before.  Sighing, you hauled yourself out of your chair and reluctantly moved over to the door, cursing whoever was on the other side.  You were comfortable in your chair with a blanket wrapped around you.

You pulled your front door open and barely stopped yourself from gasping in shock.  On the other side of the door stood Rafael Barba.  His normally vibrant jade green eyes were dull and his hand was pressed to his side attempting to slow the flow of blood.  Knowing Rafael as you did, you knew he’d be more annoyed about the damage to his suit rather than the injury.

Rafael’s legs wobbled and he swayed alarmingly.  He managed to gasp out an apology for disturbing you and explain that he didn’t know where else to go.  Pushing your own annoyance to the side, you darted forwards and wrapped his free arm around your shoulder so you could guide him into the house.  Before you crossed the threshold, you muttered out a quick sentence granting him permission to enter.

“Where does it hurt?”  You asked once Rafael was lying down on your couch.

“It doesn’t.”

“Liar.”  You chided.

“It takes one to know one,” Rafael fired back.

You rolled your eyes, “How was I to know that I am descended from an ancient line of vampire hunters without anyone telling me?”

Rafael let out a huff, “You expect me to believe that you didn’t know?”

The answer was written across your face and Rafael’s disbelieving expression morphed into a horrified one, “You really didn’t know.”

You confirmed his words with a nod of your head, “After you left, a vampire tried to bypass the permission thing.  He threw a rock, broke a window and tried to enter the house that way.”

“Tried to?” Rafael echoed.

“Grandpa was visiting.  He went to the broken window, made sure the vampire saw him and cool as a cucumber, Grandpa reached into his sleeve, pulled out an arrow and threw it through the window.  It hit the vampire squarely in the chest.  He crumbled into ash and after I processed all of those unexpected sights, Grandpa decided I hadn’t been shocked enough.  He chose that moment to fill me in regarding our family history.”

Some colour reappeared in Rafael’s face.  If you had to guess, you would say that the damaged skin around Rafael’s wound was starting to heal.  Pretty soon the vampire that was sitting on your couch would be fully healed and he’d have no reason to stay with you.  Not wanting to witness him leaving again, you stood up and turned away from him.

“I’ve learned a lot since you left.  One of the most important things is that if a vampire is given permission to enter, it can be revoked at any time.”

“Cariño...”

“You’re going to leave again.  I need to keep myself safe.”

“What if I didn’t leave?”

“You will.  Maybe not today or tomorrow.  A time will come and you will leave.  Vampires and legacies of vampire hunters don’t mix well.”

Unseen by you, Rafael swung himself around so that he was now sitting upright on the lounge and he gritted his teeth as his skin finished knitting itself back together.  Once the healing ache subsided, he stood up and carefully made his way over to you.  Part of him was grateful that your enhanced senses hadn’t fully developed yet otherwise you would have heard him approaching and Rafael didn’t want to think about all the places where you grandfather had stashed weapons around the house to protect you.

“Who says a vampire and a legacy don’t mix well?” He breathed, wrapping an arm around your waist and yanking you to him.  As he pulled you into his chest, he spun you around so that your eyes locked.

Your hands came up to brace yourself on Rafael’s clothed chest and the vampire bit his lip.  Your skin felt so warm and soft against him.  Memories resurfaced, reminding him what it felt like to have your body pressed against his so tightly that it was hard to tell where you ended and he began.

“Scholars and popular media,” you admitted in a whisper.  You were so entranced by Rafael’s presence that you completely forgot about your hands resting on his vest.

“Did you forget that I have a habit of proving people wrong?”  Rafael questioned.  His nose brushed against yours and he scanned your face for any sign of discomfort.  Needing to be certain in a low voice he asked if he could kiss you.

You uttered the nickname that you’d given him followed by a breathy plea for him to kiss you and his resolve crumbled.  The kiss started off slow and gentle however it didn’t stay that way.  Rafael had been away from you for too long.  He swiped his tongue across your bottom lip wanting access to your mouth.  When you granted it, Rafael immediately deepened the kiss.  At the same time, pride blossomed in his chest when he thought about the vampire and his coven who foolishly challenged and wounded him.  None of them would be able to come near you now.

Breaking the kiss, Rafael took your hand and guided you down the hallway and into your bedroom.  When you slipped into bed, he climbed in behind you and scooped you into his arms, “No one will harm you while I’m around cariño.”  He vowed as your eyelids fluttered and you slipped into the land of dreams.

Before Rafael closed his eyes, he swore to himself that he would spend the next few days worshipping you and demonstrating how he could use his enhanced abilities to bring you to the heights of pleasure.  Heat zipped down his spine and pooled low in his groin as he imagined all the filthy things that he would do to you.  He decided that the first kink he'd explore with you would be orgasm denial.

The thought of your voice begging for him to let you cum after he had brought you to the heights of pleasure only to deny you that final, sweet release caused Rafael's cock to stiffen.

“Who knows,” Rafael thought to himself, pressing a kiss to your forehead and your cheek before he rested his head on your shoulder and tangled your legs together, “spending so much time alone with me might be exactly what (Name) needs to strengthen her own enhanced senses.  No other supernatural being can match a vampire's endurance in combat or in a romantic setting.  But (Name) isn’t just an ordinary person.  She comes from a powerful line of hunters and maybe she’s the one the old prophecy referred to.”

[vivaciousoceans]

I do see Casey as sapphic, like there is no doubt in my mind, that is a queer woman.

[artform-virtue]

barisi fic recs <3

i consider myself something of a connoisseur when it comes to barisi fics, so allow me to contribute to this tag. remember to check the tags/warnings before reading!!

the Married Barisi series by barbaXcarisi - E, 75k

i'm possibly a little biased since marriage in trouble is my all time favorite romance trope, but man the characterization in this series is phenomenal, and the cases are so well done. so much angst and love and plot. there's a scene in Damage where baseball is used as an extended metaphor for childhood abuse that lives in my brain rent free. truly a mark of how literary fanfiction can be.

So Far In A Few Blocks by PhillyStrega - E, 45k

au where sonny owns a bakery and barba is still an ADA. classic meet cute, very italian, and lots of family drama. shit gets angsty as their relationship develops. someone needs to save sonny from himself.

You Made Them Feel Like They Had the Devil Inside Them by cypress_tree - E, 12k

GODDD this fic. a retelling of the corrective rape episode from barba's pov. he and sonny bond over being queer and get together over the course of the case. lots of feelings about queer identity and love and loneliness. def made me cry.

Reservations (Hotel and Otherwise) by cypress_tree - E, 11k

yet another cypress_tree banger, yet another established relationship angst fic. rafael and sonny go on a roadtrip and contemplate marriage. basically an emotional, funny, beautiful relationship study.

Everything but the Kitchen Sink by sarahcakes613 - T, 2.7k

tooth-rotting fluff of rafael and sonny shopping for their wedding registry. have read this 100000 times.

Ain’t For the Best by vi3nnawaits - E, 15k

punk sonny au 😵‍💫 does things to me. think sexy smoking, tattoos, etc. culture/class tensions because rafael is still a fancy lawyer. sonny also has this thing about enthusiastic consent that literally rewired my brain chemistry.

Before Sunrise by chocobo_lolz - E, 1.9K

tender PWP oneshot where rafael has difficulty orgasming. sonny takes care of him. character-defining for me personally.

Attitude Adjustment by headbuttingbears - E, 2k

okay so it's more PWP, but it includes the line "'Gee, Mr. Barba, I don't know how I'm going to get all this filing done, it's just so hard to remember the alphabet-'" which my friends and husband and i quoted to complete and utter death in 2022. also daddy kink.

Down upon these stones by sarahcakes613 - E, 6.5k

park ranger/stranded hiker au (arguably the most underrated au of all time) AND sex pollen. what's not to love.

Replacement by Robin Hood - T, 4.6k

obligatory peter stone hate fic. also just really cute carisi & benson bromance.

Big Brass Ego by Robin Hood - T, 1.4k

the one where rafael is jealous of isaiah holmes in a deeply, deeply sexy way.

In Vino Veritas by etothepii - E, 13k

the inevitable sonny internalized homophobia fic. my boy is just deeply catholic, and copes poorly. probably one of the most accurate depictions of his character on ao3. heart-wrenching, angsty, and sexy.

the Where Home Is series by artform_virtue - E, 81k

lastly, i will plug my own longfic. established relationship angst (obviously) where sonny has been working undercover for months, develops ptsd, and has trouble reintegrating into his old life and relationships. very angsty. more sex scenes than you will know what to do with. light d/s with service top sonny. write the fic you want to see in the world, etc. etc.

[callixton]

breaking my thousand words a day streak :( but yknow that's okay bc i went over by like 700 yesterday. also as much as i want to publish this fic it cannot be the priority (<- telling myself this so i believe it)

[sorchathered]

Twelve days of Fic-mas!

Help me bring in the holiday season by sending requests for your favorite characters!

It can be mood boards, drabbles, playlists, a full blown fic, anything holiday themed to celebrate the season!

Characters I write for-

Bob Floyd

Jake Seresin

Rhett Abbott

Mickey Garcia

Bucky Barnes

Joaquin Torres

Ryan from Yellowstone

Dominick “Sonny” Carisi

Rafael Barba

Bradley Bradshaw (but only for @roosterforme )

Let’s have fun and celebrate!

A baby for Christmas with Bob Floyd

Rooster’s rockin’ around the Christmas tree

Jake and the Christmas Auction

All I want for Christmas is you, Sonny.

A cowboy for Christmas with Rhett

Under the mistletoe with Fanboy

Deck the halls with Joaquin Torres

Merry little Texas Christmas with Jake Seresin

Snowball fights in Central Park with Rafael Barba

Unwrap your present with Jake (and Bradley)

Chestnuts Roasting on an open fire, Rhett nipping at your neck

The Christmas cookie competition with Bucky

[pricesugarwife]

Fantasies | John Price x Reader

I'm a bit rusty; I haven't written a fic in... years, I can't even remember. It makes me quite nervous, but my lovely friend motivates me to do it, and I want to write to thank her for the hearty meals she provides. Inspired by a dream where I was pregnant, and Joe Graves took charge. 

It may not be the best, but it is with much love. ❤️

Dedicated to @the-californicationist

John Price x Pregnant! Reader

⚠️ Facts: Spanish | Implicitly smut | Fluff 

Los rayos del sol atravesaban la ventana, alumbrando escasamente la cocina que aún permanecía en penumbra mientras me balanceaba al compás de una suave melodía. Mis tarareos seguían la canción que sonaba en la radio, mientras daba tranquilos sorbos de mi taza de té y agradecía a Dios por siempre traer de regreso a mi amado esposo. 

Recordar las lágrimas derramadas, el crucifijo en mis manos mientras sollozaba por la madrugada y la inquietud que sentía en mi pecho cada vez que se marchaba a un despliegue, un tiempo de silencio que podía durar largos meses y despertaba mi angustia al siquiera imaginar cómo sería si no regresara. 

No sé en que momento me volví una esposa tan devota, mucho menos después de pensar que me quedaría solterona. Antes de que mis ensoñaciones cayeran nuevamente a esa noche de invierno en la que conocí a John, sentí sus fuertes brazos rodearme y acercarme a su pecho. 

— ¿Por qué te levantaste tan temprano de la cama, amor? —susurró con su voz ronca en mi oído, brindando caricias a mi estómago hinchado por los seis meses de embarazo. 

— Es tu día libre, quise mimarte con tu desayuno favorito —murmuré para no romper la atmósfera de calidez y suavidad, mientras sentía la aspereza de su barba en mi cuello. 

Había algo en él que aún después de tantos años de casados seguía enloqueciéndome, la calidez de su cuerpo contra el mío, su aroma a almizcle, whiskey ahumado y madera que me embriagaba. Estaba tan enamorada, aún lo estoy, recordando los sacrificios que hice al abandonar mi patria por comenzar una nueva vida con John. 

— Aún hay tiempo para eso, amor. Vamos a la cama y déjame consentir a mi dulce esposa toda la mañana, ¿sí? —el tono bajo de su voz sacudió mis huesos y envío una ola de calor por todo mi cuerpo, que aún se acostumbraba a los febriles cambios hormonales. 

Antes de que pudiera resistirme, sus labios llenos descendían por la curva de mi cuello hasta el hombro, quitando la delgada tira de mi camisón, desnudando ese trozo de piel que cubrió con sus besos húmedos. Un suspiro escapó de mi boca, las manos fuertes pero gentiles de mi marido recorriendo mi cuerpo con amor y reverencia, mientras lamía en las mordeduras juguetonas que dejaba a su paso. 

Sus manos bajaron a mi pecho, acariciando los sensibles pezones entre sus firmes dedos, sosteniendo la pesadez de mis senos, que habían comenzado a crecer desde el inicio del embarazo, en sus grandes manos. Su nariz volvió a mi cuello, respirando sonoramente y acercándome mucho más a su cuerpo para que sintiera su miembro contra mis nalgas. 

— Ven, amor, o no podré resistir y te tomaré aquí  mismo —ronroneó John, volteando mi cuerpo para que pudiera mirar sus deseos e intensos ojos azules. 

Una de sus manos me sujetó del cuello, dirigiendo el beso que inició en cuanto mi boca estuvo a centímetros de la suya y reclamó lo que tanto anhelaba; sus labios se movían con aspereza sobre los míos, mordiendo mi labio inferior y calmando el delicioso escozor con su lengua cuando escuchó los pequeños jadeos de placer que se me escapaban. 

[pumpkindwight]

PLEEEEASE

Someone do me a favour and write a 300 part Rafael Barba fic lmao i blow through them to fast! might be why im failing college courses XD

[bullet-prooflove]

I’d love to see your version of a secret spouse/SO with any of the following

Duarte

Jubal Valentine

Jimmy Lanik

And/Or

Sam Abrams.

Feel free to write as many or as few of those as you want. You are a genius writer.

Also, why don’t you write for barba or Carisi anymore?

Jubal doesn’t tell anyone he’s seeing you. He keeps it on the downlow because he doesn’t want to jinx it. If he’s honest with himself, part of it is because he can’t actually believe that it’s finally happening, that he gets to wake up alongside of you each morning.

It stays a secret for about two months, until Scola comes knocking because he left his I.D badge on your coffee table the night before when the two of you were watching the game. He’s kissing you goodbye when he literally opens the door and sees the other man standing there. He expects it to spread after that but it doesn’t. Scola’s good at keeping secrets, he’s been keeping a lid on the way Jubal feels about you since the day you took a bullet for your partner.

It's O.A. that finds out next, the two of you are getting dinner in a tiny hole in the wall restaurant. Jubal’s just reached across the table and taken your hand when Omar appears alongside of you. He’s picking up an order for dinner with his cousins and saw the two of you sitting there.

“It’s been a long time coming.” He tells the two of you with a knowing smile.

He’s not wrong. It’s taken years to get to this point and Jubal’s grateful it’s happening now after you’ve made the shift to Counter Terrorism.

Maggie works it out when she sees you on a run. It’s six in the morning and she’s completing a second circuit of her new route when she spots the two of you at a coffee shop near the park. She notices Jubal’s wearing yesterday’s shirt, before he leans in to kiss you. She tells O.A. later on that morning and he simply gives her that shit eating grin.

“You knew.” She accuses.

“For over a month.” He tells her.

Tiffany knows that Jubal’s seeing someone, she’s known ever since she pointed out the lipstick on his cheek one morning. She just doesn’t realise who it is until you’re called in to work a case together. She realises how much your body language has changed since you used to work here, how instead of putting distance between the two of you, you’re leaning in instead.

“It’s finally happened.” She tells Scola when the case is over, and he snorts before telling her she’s three months too late.

The relationship isn’t even on Isobel’s radar, not until six months down the line. She’s leaving her office when she sees the two of you step onto the elevator together. Jubal’s hand reaches for yours, fingers entwining, and she knows she’s looking at a couple in love. She smiles to herself because out of everyone the two of you deserve it.

This plays into my Jubal work moving forward. Also the reference to Scola keeping Jubal's secret is to an upcoming fic called 'Just in Case'.

Answer to your Q:

I'm just not a fan of them anymore. I really liked what they did in the end with Rollisi, not the beginning but the way it turned out with them and in my head that's OTP. For Barba, I rewatched his eps a while ago and I just hated what they did to his character towards the end, like he became a different person. - also for me I think I was done with him after I finnished writing 'All In' I couldn't imagine him with anyone other then Jen after that.

[iobsessoverfictionalmen]

The Taste of Revenge - Master List

Warnings: canon typical violence, cursing, mentions of non-consensual drugging, descriptions of character death, mentions and descriptions of jail, car crashes, descriptions of drowning, lying, manipulation, guns, yandere themes, mafia AU, mafia Rafael Barba (trust me, he needs the warning), spoilers for Hannibal, references to Leverage, past Frederick Chilton/Rafael Barba, NSFW moments and angst.

NSFW warnings: filthy thoughts, rough sex, consensual smut, threesome, m/m, m/f, dom/sub, use of pet names (good boy and good girl), dirty talk, possessiveness, a hint of angst, Frederick has a voyeurism kink, fingering, handjobs, finger licking and sucking, oral (male and female receiving), unprotected penis in vagina sex and mentions of injury.

A/N: This is the sequel to The Sounds of Justice. I recommend reading that fic before reading this one as this sequel references a lot of events from the previous fic. You can catch up with that fic by clicking on the link here. Please take notice of and heed the warnings; they are there for a reason and they will be at the top of each chapter. Comments and reblogs are very much appreciated.

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

What if? A Jim Sterling AU

[vivaciousoceans]

Letting a perpetrator choke you out in open court is not something well adjusted people do. Like I know we as fandom live for that moment but I don’t think we ever talk about how truly unhinged that is to have had happened in his first episode. Rafael Barba was never well and I fear being at svu just made him worse.

[madroxed]

I'm signed up for this year's FANDOM TRUMPS HATE auction ✨HERE✨ a cool way to get a fic you really want and give to some great charities at the same time! There's over 1000 fanworks and fanservices offered this year, so go check out the full tags list for all available options.

Personally, I'm offering:

✤ AUCTION ONE ✤ 10k-20k SHADOWHUNTERS Simon/Raphael, Simon/Jace, Clary/Izzy, Magnus/Alec. GLEE Sam/Blaine. LAW & ORDER: SVU Sonny Carisi/Rafael Barba, Rafael Barba/Nolan Price. ✤ AUCTION TWO ✤ 5k-10k 9-1-1 Buck/Eddie, FireFam Gen + canon couples. CHECK, PLEASE! Jack Zimmerman/Kent Parson, Kent Parson/Jeff Troy. STAR WARS Obi-Wan/Anakin, Obi-Wan/Cody.

I'm happy to write pretty much anything in my usual ~✨vibes✨~ including canon fics, future fics, and AUs, and I'm also happy to write sequels to any of my Shadowhunters or Glee fics if that's something you'd be interested in. If there's anything you'd like but aren't sure if it's in my wheelhouse, feel free to shoot me a message and ask!

Bidding opens Tuesday 5th March 💖

[callixton]

can someone else write abt barba having ethically dubious gay sex or do i have to keep doing it myself

[homerjacksons]

what are your top 5 fave fanfics you've written?

Oooh thank you for the question! It took me a bit to like...actually decide? I have 120 published works on AO3 and while an awful lot are Not Good, there's also quite a few I am fond of.

Still I See You, Celestial - Law and Order SVU - Rafael Barba/Sonny Carisi

This is the biggest fic I've ever written. It was a nanowrimo project and tbh I haven't reread it in so long and I'm terrified it's actually awful but the fact that I wrote that many words into a cohesive story is something I'm proud of.

Blue Christmas - Law and Order SVU - Sonny Carisi/Peter Stone

idk why but I actually think about this one a lot and I reread it semi-regularly which may be embarrassing to admit but I don't care

That Old Feeling - Law and Order SVU - Rafael Barba/Sonny Carisi

It had been so long since I'd written for Barisi and then I wrote this and it still stands out in my mind as one of my best, if not my actual best, Barisi fics.

sunlight, sunlight, sunlight - Law and Order SVU - Kat Tamin/Amanda Rollins

LOOK. It's rare that I find f/f potential in my dumb shows cos unless I'm specifically seeking out f/f content, I so often find that female characters and female relationships on screen are just so poorly written that I am never inspired (and I'm a big weirdo who almost never feels inspired to write fic for canon ships???). So when these two inspired me???? When I had a canon bi on my fave show??? I had to. And I am still so pleased with how sweet and soft this turned out.

the feeling of audible cracks - Ripper Street - Homer Jackson/Edmund Reid

This is a very very recent one and I probably could have found better. But this one is also just...very personal to me. I've always shied away from sharing fics like this one because people like to attack those who write them and I'm an insecure baby. But this fandom is teeny and I give less fucks than I used to, so I wrote this one for me and shared it for anyone who may wish to read it.

[faejilly]

WIP Folder Game

Rules: Make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! And then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

honestly a very timely tag by @ofexistencebane, since I am all for people requesting more about The Unending WIP List Of Doom™️for #Tangential Tuesday

I do have nested folders for everything, so bold is a primary folder, then I list the actual names of the files; some of them have an additional level of subfolder for outlines or multiple chapter notes underneath that but I didn't include those

AO3 WIPs

kbftw

iafy

ibhww

canon complicit

clizzy

sweetestsomethingsomething

TUC

humors

Ricky POV

Paladin Notes

Esther TUC1 POV

narwhal #1

sleeping beauty

Eldritch AU

combat and other bs?

Courting/Gifting

Alec's Gifts

Investiture

Competent Clave

change to guide?

adorkable

Prompts & Misc

i had rather a rose

ashes of roses

it begins with a prayer

welcome to the downworld (for dummies)

while I breathe I hope

barba tenus sapientes

narwhal #2

S&S/P&P

Jack (Anglerfish)

mer!alec

FTH

ME

Kaidan POV

Chicory

Weaver Snippet

no

oosdt

prayer cuts

rubbish heap

wing fic

i do

Alec something or other

all the stories are true

fall fright fest (practical magic au)

not a study in scarlet

procedural-ish

untranslated stars

no pressure tagging anyone who's writing? I'm sorry I really have NO IDEA who else is trying to get back into the swing of things, so please consider yourself tagged if you see this and blame me for it and also there are over 30 things up there even if I squish all the TUC & Eldritch both into one each (which they probably won't be) so I am not doing that

[aegor-bamfsteel]

Thanks for all the posts about GRRM's favoritism of House Blackwood and how House Bracken is made to suffer as a result. They helped me in writing a AU fanfic pointing that out by no one else than Barba :)

Thank you for the kind ask, goldensunandgoldenstallion. I’m glad that some of my posts were helpful to you writing a fic. For those interested in reading, here is the link.

[request-remand]

a fic for all you nasty little angsty trans carisi fiends out there

Just Take Me Back to Yours (8585 words) by request_remand Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Law & Order: SVU Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Rafael Barba/Dominick "Sonny" Carisi Jr. Characters: Dominick "Sonny" Carisi Jr., Rafael Barba, Olivia Benson Additional Tags: Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Angst with a Happy Ending, First Time, Romance, Barba is protective and it's sexy, me writing comfort characters as trans bc im confused about my gender? maybe so Summary: In which ADA Sonny Carisi is publicly outed as trans and ends up on Rafael Barba's couch (and in his bed)