#me tew :\

[majunju]

rafayel

[em-xzm]

Rewriting memories

[septembermonologues]

having one of those "god i dont want robbie to leave after this campaign" nights. asking about primordial, checking out the veins, happily playing into sams ad bits, breaking a chair out of excitement... he just brings so much to the table as a person and a player and you can absolutely feel it when he isn't there.

[thisautistic]

so whipped

[clairedaring]

I miss my mom. My mom worked so hard for me. Ever since my dad died, she worked to send me to school. When I graduated, I didn’t come back to take care of her.

SPARE ME YOUR MERCY | 1.03

[itsallaboutbl]

She loved me so much. But I never told her I loved her.

[namtanlovesfilm]

kan + flirting with tew

[crispywizardtale]

[riggedtrap]

I know it’s not just a me thing

[shotmrmiller]

tw: serial killer nonsense but they wouldn't dare harm a hair on your head. then their fun would be all but over :(

brain worms worming over @xoxunhinged journalist/author interviewing serial killer!141 because ik they're not saying shit at first, basking in all of your nervous, clammy beauty then, days later when they finally choose to stop wasting your time and talk, they only compliment the clothes you've got on. minus the shoes, you could do without those. (feet kink ahoy!)

you're just about to leave and never come back when they say they'll answer a question for a question with the honest truth and in turn you'll do the same. don't bother lying because they'll know and you'll never see them again until his time's up on death row.

ofc you agree, not like there's much else you can do, they've dug their feet into the ground and refuse to budge.

you ask them why'd they do it and they suck their teeth. "how incredibly original you are." they make you answer their question first.

"got a boyfriend at home?"

easiest answer of your life. theirs, on the other hand, had been extremely hard to sit through. so much so you'd thrown up your lunch in the trash outside their cell at the look they had on their face, the erection they hadn't bothered hiding while they sat across from you.

it takes you two weeks to steel your spine, square your shoulders and come back.

"ya came back faster than i'd thought. what a pleasant surprise."

when you can't find your pen, he hands you one with cuffed hands. (guards???)

"so? what color are your knickers then?"

[highschoolfrenemy]

That's what makes the betrayal hurt so much.

[sixteenthtry]

I'm going to loop this gif until it's 3 hours long then I'm gonna put it on a cd and on vhs and I'm gonna watch it everyday like a movie and pass it down to my kids and it will be watched for generations to come until it's part of my country's history.

[respectthepetty]

KAN IS INNOCENT @callipigio!

He didn't snatch the director! My money is I'm-not-gay-I-just-have-a-big-homo-crush-on-Kan Boss!

Or even babygirl!

But not my babygirl Kan.

Kan asks for consent before euthanizing his patients. My boy's not a murderer nor a kidnapper. He is just a cute little whittle doctor trying to get some birthday sex.

Kan has never done anything wrong in his entire life. My boy is an angel, and that's why he wants Tew to put him in handcuffs.

But not for murder.

BUT FOR SEX!

AYEEEE!!!

[edwardsissyhandsthtdanceslikeabb]

why exactly is geto such a good character?

(not compared to naoya but using naoya as an example lol. i have no opinion on naoya other than that hes apparently a misogynist but some ppl like him for some reason idk.)

geto is arguably jjk's best written character —which isnt an indictment of naoya but an anime only's premature opinion lol— and a testament to jjk's initial narrative strength. reducing geto's motives down to toji massively undermines the layers that catalyzed his breakdown, which ultimately, was loss and disempowerment leading him to break. it was him being unable to reconcile his moralistic outlook with the mechanistic nature of jujutsu society and the utter dehumanization it demanded of its sorcerers, it was his disdain for the self-sustaining nature of human vice and negativity and its perpetuation of their system of futile sacrifice and loss.

this disdain stems from the bleak reality of being surrounded by its grimiest depths, by the thanklessness of choosing platitudes and lofty ideals for those who spit in your face for it, who exploit you, objectify you. which is why amanai dying is what truly began his undoing, the personification of everything he believed to be worth fighting for snuffed unthinkingly by those he's told are too feeble to know better. its the malignance of pure ppl like haibara dying while evil endures, of the godless nature of being a sorcerer, and how its ungoverned and unphased by any morality or goodness or purity. and why it ended with him discovering the girls in the cage, the most innocent of society, who couldn't have possibly deserved it, who were persecuted for their nature, the actual people endangered for it. its him flipping the ontological framework jujutsu society operates on, questioning why they have to pay for humanity's vices and fallibility, why they cant fight back too, prioritize their own pitfalls, and thusly him giving gravitas to humanity's evil underbelly. while also recognizing the strength and brilliance of sorcerers and choosing to be selfish with this excellence, self-serving instead of self flagellatory, not leaving them to be fed to the beast of human weakness but instead unabashed in their talents and strength. bc at every turn he's told to temper himself, to fight for goodness, but is only ever met with cruelty, haunted by sorcerers' disenfranchisement looming over him.

contradictory to his newfound ideals, geto chooses family and love by vowing to sacrifice humanity instead, he reframes gojo and all those relegated cogs in the jujutsu machine to the ppl really worth fighting for, as precious enough to matter, to be sacrificed for. its why he forms a pseudo family while pursuing his plans, and why he embodies such a performative personality thereafter, bc ideals consume geto. he has to expunge himself of humanity and embody hatred bc that's whats contrary to his former ideals and disposition. that's what he thinks he has to be. but when the heart of his wants shine through, when he allows himself grace around those close to his heart, we see the core of who he is and always has been shine through (e.g at his death scene). geto sees vulnerability and sympathy as inherent to humanity and the things indenturing sorcerers to them, despite his fight for sorcerers being grounded in fighting for the weak, but he doesn't want to give into that human aspect to his motivations. he wants to determine his own future, beholden to no one. (e.g the reason he fights against kenjaku, and is given strength by gojo's words)

now naoya very well may be a better character and commentary on jujutsu society than geto, but using his attire as reason for it isnt exactly equivocal to the aforementioned layers i've outlined. geto's brilliance is in how aptly they condensed all these angles relative to his screen time. now that doesnt mean he's beyond critique: his characterization post-defection is a bit too caricatured for me, and amanai wasnt utilized to the extent that she could've been to complicate his motivations and expand/clarify his thoughts on humanity, plus his plan to exterminate humanity is just as futile as his former sorcerer work, but thats the point. that ideals are fallible and often arbitrary, and that being governed by them can be detrimental and self-destructive. geto wanted to protect those he cared abt above everything, and conjured smth just as grand and insurmountable as the jujutsu system to rival it without taking into account how that obfuscated things, that ultimately, ideals weren't ever what was important, but actually those around him. bc in actuality, what he's doing doesnt center them, it centers him. he who literally tasted the rot and gore of humanity, took it into his body and used it as a weapon for their service, until that poison metastasized and he vowed to amputate his brokenness, without realizing that he'd just opted for another poison instead. he's a tragic character.

having said that, you dont have to care abt him. but he's defintely not badly written lol.

[thisautistic]

[clairedaring]

Thank you Doctor, for the information.

SPARE ME YOUR MERCY | 1.02