#me every night as i fall asleep
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still think about this,,, how naruto inherited his mothers fiery will as well as her burden and both of them said to their loved one “you want death? together then.” in one way or another “we share this burden so we’ll share this death” AHHHHH
thinking much about how naruto declares to sasuke that if sasuke wants to kill him then they’ll die together and then in the next arc they show how naruto’s parents couldn’t bear the thought of a world without the other and ultimately both sacrificed themselves and died together,,,,,, rip shakespeare you would’ve loved this <3
#me every night as i fall asleep#if we both die then you won’t be an uchiha….. and i won’t be the nine tails jinchurichi…….#well both be free if our burdens….. and we’ll understand each other in the afterlife 🥺🥺🥺😩😩😩😖😖😖😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💕💕💔💔💔💕😭😖💕#my bus just straight up passed me so i’m just standing here in the heat help#gonna curl up on the sidewalk and think abt this for a while
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love how unbothered Jimmy looks even though Jey literally just said he and Sami have issues with him and none between each other
#wwe#wweedit#sami zayn#jey uso#samijey#jimmy uso#the bloodline#wwe raw#wwe gifs#monday night raw#raw#stuff i made#seth couldnt care less lmao#stay hydrated king#we ALL got differences with roman aka me and sami talk smack about him every night before falling asleep
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Tw: pet death
Breaking my haitus to grieve the loss of my cat Frito. He died 2 hours ago extremely suddenly. I was laying in my bed trying to sleep while he was running around with my other cat, Buzz, and I heard him yowl in a really terrible way.
I shot out of bed where he was laying on my bedroom floor 2 feet away. He was completely limp and was barely breathing. I called for my roommate to run and grab the cat carrier and drive me to the emergency vet, but I knew he was dead before we even started the car.
The vet confirmed he had died and said she suspected it was probably a blood clot or a stroke based on what I told her. He was actively playing moments before he died and he was only 3.5 years old. It was a very quick death at least.
I'm heartbroken and will be for a while, but i also know I'll be ok. He was extremely loved and he knew it too. Pets are such a blessing from God, but they are temporary gifts, and I knew that this would come someday, I just didn't think it would be so soon. I'm thanking God for giving me Frito as a pet, and praying that God comforts me as I grieve Frito's death.
If anyone here prays, I would appreciate prayers for my peace of heart.
Some pictures of my baby💔 he was a goofy sweet boy. Itll be tough to fall asleep without him cuddling in my arms every night
#tw pet death#sorry to post this#but I'm grieving and it was just so sudden#the more people I tell the more real it will feel#he literally falls asleep in my arms every night#this is gonna be a rough adjustment#my other cat Buzz better start cuddling with me now lol#gosh I hope so#anyway#i love you all
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why is this actually making me cry “I’m not lonely for a while, I’m safe”….
#me logging on every night to write bad smut and fall asleep to the beautiful bedtime stories of an online community formed out of sheer#love of the game…#Needless to say i would not be alive if it weren’t for story
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I've been meaning to draw this for over a year
#it was my first thought after finding out duncan trussell voices ron james#which was right after watching midnight gospel and finding out pendleton ward worked on it#ron james is actually so important to me but im not gonna lie its 90% because duncan's voice calms me down#thats what you get when you listen to the dtfh podcast to fall asleep every night. i guess#mispelled draws#misp draws#i have been drawing a lot#and maybe normal people would use a queu or whatever but im not a normal people so we're posting as soon as im done drawing it lolll#also background practice with adventure time screenshots is so good#adventure time#adventure time fanart#the midnight gospel#the midnight gospel clancy#clancy gilroy#adventure time ron james#adventure time wizard cops#the midnight gospel fanart#crossover#duncan trussell
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Dreamcatcher (sfw)
(or who has dreams, nightmares, and anything in between)
Sakura has dreams and nightmares, although most of the time he only remembers snippets. Prone to gasping awake or shooting up into sitting position during nightmares. The type to have dreams about his friends and feel like they’re at fault for what happened. Once he had a dream Nirei stole his food and he wouldn’t let Nirei sit next to him during lunch the next day without telling him specifically he better back off his sandwiches.
Whenever Hiragi has a nightmare, stomach cramping follows. Whether it’s his stomach causing them or them causing further stomach distress, he’ll never know, but he has tea and medicine to settle down before trying again. Mumbles in his sleep on occasion, and it’s really kind of cute.
It’s no surprise Umemiya is a dreamer. Sure maybe once in a blue moon he’ll have a bad one, but for the most part they’re really weird and silly. Loves to talk about them at breakfast the next morning, recounting his time flying with a penguin, or being chased by trolls. He remembers the whole thing usually, though he’s such a deep sleeper that once he’s worn himself out enough and has one of those big, drool inducing rests, he just sleeps with no dreams to be had.
Suo is vague, beats around the bush, and generally likes to joke around. When he tells his friends he dreams in black and white? He’s actually telling the truth! He doesn't have good or bad dreams often, but when he does, he likes to laugh about them in the morning. Something about them looking like he’s watching an old movie makes them all the more funny.
Kaji has nightmares more than dreams, but mostly he sleeps without either. He’ll be in a shit mood the next day though, because the nightmare will have him tossing and turning, trying to find the comfiest spot on the bed that seems to have disappeared in the hour or so it took him to be woken by it. Another sleep mumbler. He can actually sleep with his music blasting in his ears pretty easily too!
Kotoha dreams most of the time. She’ll exchange sleep stories with Ume, but hers always seem to be a little tamer than his. Has a diffuser that cycles through colored lights she’ll put on if she has a dream she deems ‘not great’ and a stuffed dragon her siblings got her that guards her dreams on the nightstand next to her bed. Sometimes she’ll have it on the pillow next to her for no particular reason; it’s just soothing (and so soft and cute.)
#mari writes#wind breaker#wind breaker headcanons#sakura haruka#hiragi toma#umemiya hajime#kaji ren#kotoha tachibana#i dont do enough for my girl 😩#omg i forgot.#suo hayato#i might do a part 2 because i like talking abt it…i had soooo much more ume stuff i wanted to write about his sleep and dreaming#i wrote this causeee its a nightmare night for me#if i dont try and switch my brain up and do something in between ill have panic inducing nightmares throughout the night! crazy huh?#it only happens every so often though#regardless this was a good way to keep myself occupied so i didnt fall asleep too soon after#im actually insanely interested in dreams and sleep studies and the brain during sleep ohhh i love brain science#also i named it dreamcatcher cause of the kpop group#they have bangers but theres 2 songs i use to sleep when i need to chill out
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You ever just love zoro with ever single piece of your heart
#Dev’s decrees#every night before i fall asleep i imagine him holding me and kissing me goodnight#and it’s so cruel
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how DARE he if he’s not going to blow my back out immediately after
#ngl i was thinking of this picture as soon as i woke up this morning#i was so warm and cozy in bed and i was like MAXIMUS SHOULD BE HERE TOO#i know his gladiator cell must have been less than comfortable#he looks like he’s trying to lay in a way that minimizes the discomfort :(#maximus PLEASE my bed is available#if his back or neck is bothering him he can get a good night’s sleep with me hehe#and a shoulder rub!#and anything else literally i am SO DOWN BAD I CAN’T STAND IT ANYMORE#look at his arms hnnhghhnanahagahh#i need my head on his chest so bad it makes me look stupid#just wanna snuggle in and run my hands over him while he falls asleep#he would be so warm 🥰 so cozy 🥰#you see that skin he’s showing??? i’m kissing EVERY inch of it#i adore him worship him lay my whole life at his feet#maximus come to my arms#my beloved my light in the morning my joy of life#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe#low quality screencaps of a high quality man
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#fuck this scene man it has an unhealthy grip on me#everyday i wake up and think about the hug and every night i fall asleep thinking about it#백설공주에게 죽음을#black out#nohgoh
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My day be so fine
But then the
Y e a r n i n g, , ,
#oobh#ouhgggz#yearning for what you ask?#yes.#i wish i could hold Mal and be able to bask in eachothers prescence and feel him and smooch him and hfbck#i wish i lived closer or was able to do the same with my online friends#i wish i could just walk over to any of your houses and we could go be young and dumb and alive together#i wish i could bundle up on a cold night and feel my cat curl up at my feet#i wish i could do new things and old things and explore and just chill with the ppl i love#i wish there werent these barriers between being able to do these things like my husbands being made up or my beloved friends being hundreds#of thousands of miles away#i wish i could make a pillow fort with my friends and play dumb games and fall asleep together and wake up way too early cuz were just#unable to sit still when theres so much to be done together#i wish i could sit in comfortable silence with any of you while we're doing our own things but still enjoying eachothers presence#i wish i could go out into my dinky little town with yall and hit up every store in the mall even if we dont buy anything#i wish i could sit and yap with everyone about those damn jesters and anything and everything cuz theres no way we're running out of#conversation topics with all of our lovely chaos#i wish i could go stargazing with my starboy in the summertime when the nights are just cool enough to stay out for hours on end#i wish i wish i wish i wish#i wish i didnt have to wait to spend my life with the people i love#platonic romantic famillial and anything in-between#ough i think the cabin fever is getting to me hghfjfh#storm rambles#storm loses it
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There's a huge abandoned building just outside my city where you're allowed to paint on the walls so my girlfriend and I went on a little date there today! ❤️
#my art#it was the best day ever and a perfect way to end our little vacation before she went home#its one of my favorite places in the world#and I was so happy that i got to take her there it was one if the coolest dates we've gone on so far#she saw what i painted and told me i had brain worms but jokes on her because she gave them to me#this is what happens when you sit an autistic bitch down and go through (almost) the entire star wars franchise#and fall asleep almost every night to videos explaining the lore and shit#i am what you made me#cope#the bad batch#the clone wars#fives#echo#commander Cody#codywan
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i choose to believe that Billy had a silly little crush on Pete when they first met on the gameshow in that way kids sometimes get crushes on the adults in their lives and of course he stopped feeling that way once he realized what a loser Pete was but when he regains his memories in Invisible Hand he remembers the crush too and he's so deeply, thoroughly embarrassed by it that he Refuses to acknowledge any non-platonic feelings he ever gets for Pete again and that's why he's so weird and repressed about the fake dating thing
#the venture bros#pete white#billy quizboy#billy whalen#(billy voice) thank god i'm an adult now and can see how horrible and deadbeat he is and will never ever feel that way about him again#<- delusional#Billy feeling his heart skip a beat when Pete smiles: (beating the feelings back with a broom) ABSOLUTELY NOT#Billy pretending he's dating Pete: this is for my mom obviously i could never really feel this way i'm not 15 anymore white hold my hand#Billy lying next to Pete in Horace's house where they share a bed: I'm letting him hold me because my mom might walk in not bc i#like him or anything in fact i hate him what a loser ugh why do i have to fall asleep in his arms every night i feel so warm and safe
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Front facing Wizard Celebi 💪
Went through the teen plushie liker plight of being made fun of for an impulse buy two seconds after and hating this guy for a while because of that but I've come around because look at that face. Look at that cloak and leaf hat. I'd let them curse my bloodline
oh this is fucking adorable. i didn't know a Wizard Celebi aesthetic even existed, unless this is unofficial—the only thing i remember was the thing they did for halloween one time. i like this. this is good. here have some nose ratings about it:
dunno about wimpod. i feel like they're just scared. typically this is not a very Good emotion to have. i think it's in the name. Wimp od
#not pkmn#nose ratings#celebi in general is a pokémon i hold a lot of love for because i always seemed to encounter it as a kid#pokémon 4ever. i think i've talked about before how i used to like. fall asleep to that movie every night. and so i have the whole#fuckin script memorized. but then also at one point i ended up getting a celebi mystery gift from fuckin. gamestop. on pokémon diamond#which was the first event i had ever like. gone to? and i remember getting it and then trynna use it but it kept like. disobeying me#because the OT wasn't me and it was level 100. and i'd only beaten like. 2 gyms#but i thought it hated me and that's why it wouldn't listen to me. so i kept using it in battle and always had it at the front of my party#so that it would like me because i just had no idea you needed to beat the gyms to make it listen to you#and i didn't even know where to go. for the gyms. i was not very good at the game. so i just never got it to “like” me#and i ended up brushing it off as “wow‚ mythical pokémon are really high-maintenance!”
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i hope god loves me as much as you did
[cute kittys!!! by gabi on flickr; neighborhood #2 (laika) by arcade fire; goodnight sparky by @smile-files on tumblr; the fight is over by patrick mchale; my cat is sad by spencer madsen; a dog's midnight prayer by unknown; so big / so small by rachel bay jones; everyone i know (will die) by four eyes; the little prince by antoine de saint-exupéry; breathe (in the air) by pink floyd; sunpod by gustafer yellowgold; sweetie little jean by cage the elephant; cat dreaming by tiddler on flickr; untitled by roadarch; goodnight by whimsical animal; this is home by cavetown; untitled by @storieldraw on tumblr; plane crash blues (i can't play the piano) by phoebe bridgers; just take my wallet by jack stauber; death is nothing at all by henry scott holland; untitled by petfurniture on twitter; fading kitten syndrome by roar]
#melonposting#webweaving#death#pets#grief#loss#family#love#pet death#<- my posts aren't usually tagged this thoroughly... but webweaving posts tend to be#anyway... given how i've used my own art and own lyrics here this is clearly very personal...#ever since sparky was put to sleep in january i've thought a lot about the love of a family#and that in my position as youngest child i was in a similar position as a pet#beloved... doted on... kissed and hugged and cuddled with a love in every way unconditional...#but different. small. perpetually young and sensitive#and i keep thinking about how much we soothed sparky before he was put to sleep#and i keep thinking about how it's easier for me to fall asleep every night if i know someone is awake nearby#and i think of fading kitten syndrome by roar... a song so profoundly heartwrenching for me#and i picture myself fading away in some hospital bed but not fearing death because my parents are there and they love me#they love me so much i'm not afraid#and i think about how nervous i've always been and how much i've wanted my parents to comfort me#to the extent that they did and the extent they never knew how to#and i think of being tucked into bed and kissed and i fall asleep and never wake up. warm and safe forever#which is a thought stemming more from fatigue than suicidal ideation... a desire to rest. to stop fighting the tide for a moment#but then of course thinking of how much we cried over sparky. how much i cried over him#and how much my family has cried for my sake... worrying about me...#how could i peacefully sleep if they're crying over the bed i'm lying in?#but then would their tears not be a comfort? a sign of their undying love?#and so the train of thought goes. unresolved and unending. that's all this post is#i hope you like it? question mark?
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#so I just want to talk about my sweet kitty for a second#haha#my cat Jiji has always been super empathetic and really in tune to how I feel#I’m chronically ill/disabled#and he can often sense something is off even before I can#for example#when I have an mcas episode#he comes in immediately and tries to sit right on me and he smells my nose/mouth#but another thing he has been doing#is when i am having insomnia#he comes in an snuggles up right on top of me#and it knocks me right out every time#lol#I just think that’s so cute#like I’ll wake up in the middle of the night sometimes and struggle to go back to sleep#and he’ll come in the bedroom#plop right on top of me#and I fall asleep within minutes#such an angel
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Can anyone talk to you? Even if you hate them..
GOD NO, there are certain people ive dealt with on tumblr that I would never wish to interact with again.
And as someone who survived over two decades of abuse I know what kind of damage trying to continue communicating and hoping to repair and have some kind of functioning relationship with someone I had already come to violently hate did to me.
I made myself a promise to never willingly abandon my safety for the false hope of mending the connection I have with someone who wont care and will never be the person I wish they were.
It takes a lot for me to truly hate someone like this but once that line has been crossed I can never go back.
#Ask#Anon#I still have night terror every time I fall asleep#The hurt i've endured has left me so scarred that if you get me to hate you#There is nothing I want more than you to be completely removed from my life forever#doesn't matter how just never interact with me again
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