#me every night as i fall asleep
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faerie-fang · 8 months ago
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still think about this,,, how naruto inherited his mothers fiery will as well as her burden and both of them said to their loved one “you want death? together then.” in one way or another “we share this burden so we’ll share this death” AHHHHH
thinking much about how naruto declares to sasuke that if sasuke wants to kill him then they’ll die together and then in the next arc they show how naruto’s parents couldn’t bear the thought of a world without the other and ultimately both sacrificed themselves and died together,,,,,, rip shakespeare you would’ve loved this <3
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samijey · 2 months ago
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love how unbothered Jimmy looks even though Jey literally just said he and Sami have issues with him and none between each other
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kikker-oma · 1 month ago
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Tw: pet death
Breaking my haitus to grieve the loss of my cat Frito. He died 2 hours ago extremely suddenly. I was laying in my bed trying to sleep while he was running around with my other cat, Buzz, and I heard him yowl in a really terrible way.
I shot out of bed where he was laying on my bedroom floor 2 feet away. He was completely limp and was barely breathing. I called for my roommate to run and grab the cat carrier and drive me to the emergency vet, but I knew he was dead before we even started the car.
The vet confirmed he had died and said she suspected it was probably a blood clot or a stroke based on what I told her. He was actively playing moments before he died and he was only 3.5 years old. It was a very quick death at least.
I'm heartbroken and will be for a while, but i also know I'll be ok. He was extremely loved and he knew it too. Pets are such a blessing from God, but they are temporary gifts, and I knew that this would come someday, I just didn't think it would be so soon. I'm thanking God for giving me Frito as a pet, and praying that God comforts me as I grieve Frito's death.
If anyone here prays, I would appreciate prayers for my peace of heart.
Some pictures of my baby💔 he was a goofy sweet boy. Itll be tough to fall asleep without him cuddling in my arms every night
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gaysie · 3 months ago
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why is this actually making me cry “I’m not lonely for a while, I’m safe”….
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mispelled · 1 year ago
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I've been meaning to draw this for over a year
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littleplantfreak · 5 months ago
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Dreamcatcher (sfw)
(or who has dreams, nightmares, and anything in between)
Sakura has dreams and nightmares, although most of the time he only remembers snippets. Prone to gasping awake or shooting up into sitting position during nightmares. The type to have dreams about his friends and feel like they’re at fault for what happened. Once he had a dream Nirei stole his food and he wouldn’t let Nirei sit next to him during lunch the next day without telling him specifically he better back off his sandwiches.
Whenever Hiragi has a nightmare, stomach cramping follows. Whether it’s his stomach causing them or them causing further stomach distress, he’ll never know, but he has tea and medicine to settle down before trying again. Mumbles in his sleep on occasion, and it’s really kind of cute.
It’s no surprise Umemiya is a dreamer. Sure maybe once in a blue moon he’ll have a bad one, but for the most part they’re really weird and silly. Loves to talk about them at breakfast the next morning, recounting his time flying with a penguin, or being chased by trolls. He remembers the whole thing usually, though he’s such a deep sleeper that once he’s worn himself out enough and has one of those big, drool inducing rests, he just sleeps with no dreams to be had.
Suo is vague, beats around the bush, and generally likes to joke around. When he tells his friends he dreams in black and white? He’s actually telling the truth! He doesn't have good or bad dreams often, but when he does, he likes to laugh about them in the morning. Something about them looking like he’s watching an old movie makes them all the more funny.
Kaji has nightmares more than dreams, but mostly he sleeps without either. He’ll be in a shit mood the next day though, because the nightmare will have him tossing and turning, trying to find the comfiest spot on the bed that seems to have disappeared in the hour or so it took him to be woken by it. Another sleep mumbler. He can actually sleep with his music blasting in his ears pretty easily too!
Kotoha dreams most of the time. She’ll exchange sleep stories with Ume, but hers always seem to be a little tamer than his. Has a diffuser that cycles through colored lights she’ll put on if she has a dream she deems ‘not great’ and a stuffed dragon her siblings got her that guards her dreams on the nightstand next to her bed. Sometimes she’ll have it on the pillow next to her for no particular reason; it’s just soothing (and so soft and cute.)
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kaizokuniichan · 10 months ago
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You ever just love zoro with ever single piece of your heart
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wildsaltair · 3 months ago
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how DARE he if he’s not going to blow my back out immediately after
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mare-sanguis · 3 months ago
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stormbreaker-290 · 4 hours ago
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My day be so fine
But then the
Y e a r n i n g, , ,
#oobh#ouhgggz#yearning for what you ask?#yes.#i wish i could hold Mal and be able to bask in eachothers prescence and feel him and smooch him and hfbck#i wish i lived closer or was able to do the same with my online friends#i wish i could just walk over to any of your houses and we could go be young and dumb and alive together#i wish i could bundle up on a cold night and feel my cat curl up at my feet#i wish i could do new things and old things and explore and just chill with the ppl i love#i wish there werent these barriers between being able to do these things like my husbands being made up or my beloved friends being hundreds#of thousands of miles away#i wish i could make a pillow fort with my friends and play dumb games and fall asleep together and wake up way too early cuz were just#unable to sit still when theres so much to be done together#i wish i could sit in comfortable silence with any of you while we're doing our own things but still enjoying eachothers presence#i wish i could go out into my dinky little town with yall and hit up every store in the mall even if we dont buy anything#i wish i could sit and yap with everyone about those damn jesters and anything and everything cuz theres no way we're running out of#conversation topics with all of our lovely chaos#i wish i could go stargazing with my starboy in the summertime when the nights are just cool enough to stay out for hours on end#i wish i wish i wish i wish#i wish i didnt have to wait to spend my life with the people i love#platonic romantic famillial and anything in-between#ough i think the cabin fever is getting to me hghfjfh#storm rambles#storm loses it
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cc-kote · 2 years ago
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There's a huge abandoned building just outside my city where you're allowed to paint on the walls so my girlfriend and I went on a little date there today! ❤️
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grinchwrapsupreme · 7 months ago
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i choose to believe that Billy had a silly little crush on Pete when they first met on the gameshow in that way kids sometimes get crushes on the adults in their lives and of course he stopped feeling that way once he realized what a loser Pete was but when he regains his memories in Invisible Hand he remembers the crush too and he's so deeply, thoroughly embarrassed by it that he Refuses to acknowledge any non-platonic feelings he ever gets for Pete again and that's why he's so weird and repressed about the fake dating thing
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front-facing-pokemon · 11 months ago
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Front facing Wizard Celebi 💪
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Went through the teen plushie liker plight of being made fun of for an impulse buy two seconds after and hating this guy for a while because of that but I've come around because look at that face. Look at that cloak and leaf hat. I'd let them curse my bloodline
oh this is fucking adorable. i didn't know a Wizard Celebi aesthetic even existed, unless this is unofficial—the only thing i remember was the thing they did for halloween one time. i like this. this is good. here have some nose ratings about it:
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dunno about wimpod. i feel like they're just scared. typically this is not a very Good emotion to have. i think it's in the name. Wimp od
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smile-files · 2 months ago
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i hope god loves me as much as you did
[cute kittys!!! by gabi on flickr; neighborhood #2 (laika) by arcade fire; goodnight sparky by @smile-files on tumblr; the fight is over by patrick mchale; my cat is sad by spencer madsen; a dog's midnight prayer by unknown; so big / so small by rachel bay jones; everyone i know (will die) by four eyes; the little prince by antoine de saint-exupéry; breathe (in the air) by pink floyd; sunpod by gustafer yellowgold; sweetie little jean by cage the elephant; cat dreaming by tiddler on flickr; untitled by roadarch; goodnight by whimsical animal; this is home by cavetown; untitled by @storieldraw on tumblr; plane crash blues (i can't play the piano) by phoebe bridgers; just take my wallet by jack stauber; death is nothing at all by henry scott holland; untitled by petfurniture on twitter; fading kitten syndrome by roar]
#melonposting#webweaving#death#pets#grief#loss#family#love#pet death#<- my posts aren't usually tagged this thoroughly... but webweaving posts tend to be#anyway... given how i've used my own art and own lyrics here this is clearly very personal...#ever since sparky was put to sleep in january i've thought a lot about the love of a family#and that in my position as youngest child i was in a similar position as a pet#beloved... doted on... kissed and hugged and cuddled with a love in every way unconditional...#but different. small. perpetually young and sensitive#and i keep thinking about how much we soothed sparky before he was put to sleep#and i keep thinking about how it's easier for me to fall asleep every night if i know someone is awake nearby#and i think of fading kitten syndrome by roar... a song so profoundly heartwrenching for me#and i picture myself fading away in some hospital bed but not fearing death because my parents are there and they love me#they love me so much i'm not afraid#and i think about how nervous i've always been and how much i've wanted my parents to comfort me#to the extent that they did and the extent they never knew how to#and i think of being tucked into bed and kissed and i fall asleep and never wake up. warm and safe forever#which is a thought stemming more from fatigue than suicidal ideation... a desire to rest. to stop fighting the tide for a moment#but then of course thinking of how much we cried over sparky. how much i cried over him#and how much my family has cried for my sake... worrying about me...#how could i peacefully sleep if they're crying over the bed i'm lying in?#but then would their tears not be a comfort? a sign of their undying love?#and so the train of thought goes. unresolved and unending. that's all this post is#i hope you like it? question mark?
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spectreofthewoods · 2 months ago
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Can anyone talk to you? Even if you hate them..
GOD NO, there are certain people ive dealt with on tumblr that I would never wish to interact with again.
And as someone who survived over two decades of abuse I know what kind of damage trying to continue communicating and hoping to repair and have some kind of functioning relationship with someone I had already come to violently hate did to me.
I made myself a promise to never willingly abandon my safety for the false hope of mending the connection I have with someone who wont care and will never be the person I wish they were.
It takes a lot for me to truly hate someone like this but once that line has been crossed I can never go back.
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