#me and my friend are dying rn
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Currently fighting a deadline rn and its so epic cool amazingness
#I’m like four coffees into today and I’m still like ages from finishing my assignment#THE DEADLINE IS IN 2 HOURS#I will stay up till 12 if I have too oml#that pics my Spotify cover lmao#honestly contemplating it#school assignment#food assignment#talk#HELPPP#me and my friend are dying rn#where so fucked#why did I have to take up cooking I still have a cake to make#UGHHH#DYING#WHY#USBAJAHAHBALAIS#school#hate school#to be fair I’ve been lying in bed for 10 hundred years#so it’s literally my fault I’m so behind 💀#I need another coffee#my mums going to kill me if I miss this deadline
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REINVENT
YOURSELF
tumblr HATES my 44.1mb image swag so it has SO MUCH COMPRESSION and downsizing here. :') peep the actual intended size & quality (or as good as i could get it exported)
post-return Q!Tubbo :] Tee hee.
un hamburgesa para tubbo (he lookied ungry)
#qsmp#qsmp fanart#tubbo fanart#qsmp tubbo#yippeeee :D#i forgor what other tags i usually use for my art on this blog. fngbnfdj. oh well.#WHY DID THE WATER TURN INTO LAVA [SHAKES CCTUBBO] WHAT WAS THAT ABOUT HELLO. DID ANYBODY ELSE NOTICE THAT BC I DID. IS IT FROM#THE MACHINE OVERHEATING? HE WAS BURNING WHEN HE SURFACED or is it a less physical creative choice...#this is why theyre surrounded by water and lava (and also bc of dying by the ocean monument ^w^ teehee)#if you notice all the details i had in mind when i drew this ily foreva and eva#i drew this over the course of a few days after the revival/return stream but i never posted it IM SHY OK#i wonder how long i spent on it... must be over 6 hrs atleast? considering i also spent like an hour touching things up b4 posting rn..#nice. im in my hours-long compositions era :D smiles irl so happily i love it#<- usually never spends longer than like 1-2 hrs on one drawing#i shared this with a couple of qsmp-enjoying friends of mine and they convinced me to let it fly free ksksks. FOR THE TUBBLINGS o7#also if anybody has a better image sharing option lmk. DHBFK.#blood#ALMOST FORGOT THAT. THERE IS BLOODIN HERE#CONTAINS BLOOD.#guy whos flehs and bone#debatably#art#months later im slapping on that art tag HFHFHG i forgor
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Drawing based on an idea that red son dyes his hair red cause he thinks it looks cool and after the fight with lbd mk and Mei help him dye it (Mei helped bleach it :])
red son acts grumpy about it but actually enjoys it- he used to just dye it themself, so he likes being able to talk with someone- and mk has experience helping Mei when she dyes her hair :D
mk likes helping red son with their hair and always helps when asks- he also enjoys a chance to ramble about whatever he’s interested in at the time to red son
#lmk red son#lmk fanart#lmk mk#lmk mk fanart#lmk red son fanart#lmk spicynoodles#kinda??#like they probably have feelings for eachother but don’t say it#anyways I love dying hair and dyed hair so red son gets the dyed hair treatment#it’s mostly on fire anyways but he likes to have the red dye for when it puts out#it took forever for him to let mk even close to his hair#but now he actively asks Mei or mk to help him with his hair#but yeah I don’t really like this drawing- my arts in a bit of an odd spot rn so it looks weird#and I’m still working on my lmk designs#but I really wanted to get this idea out#yeahh hi I’m here in the fandom now my friend got me fixated-#turtleart
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i already talked ab this but i headcanon that chris and dave met while fleeing the country and got along doing stupid shit together. This is one of those incidents. Yes this is referenced original under the cut :)
#not for broadcast#chris wells#dave davison#ch bullshit#ch scribbles#hihi#the way none of u know im posting this before a party is starting rn and my#vocal cords are dying#wont stop da grind tho#also i platonically ship them kinda#like they can be romantic if the punchline requires it#but otherwise they both are friends. friends can kiss tho idgaf LOL.#(im aro dont argue w me ab this)#THE PARTY IS STARTING BYE
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this ex fiancee plot is like. aggravating for no reason. we already need to contend with him not admitting he might die in ten years we dont uhhhh need this?
#its so bizarrely plotted lmfao#jordan talks#marry my husband#i just feel like theres enough going on with the dying still being a possibility and the cancer going to her friend etc etc etc#i get what ji won is feeling rn but i hope shes gonna work through it#bc it is an irrational response based on anxiety. this man did everything right to be in a relationship with her#and this ex fiancee is just annoying like no wonder he doesnt like u girl#tbh like she could have had these kinds of relationship anxiety issues to work through Without ~another woman~#I did. so#but i guess its a drama so FINE ill suffer through the annoying ex fiancee . just promise me more cute shit and epiphany later
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Silly little guy
#roblox#dandy’s world#astro dandy's world#pixel art#art#i really like his design#he's silly#i want to main him once i meet his requirements and have enough ichor#no clue if he'll match my playstyle though#i really like the idea of quickly doing machines rather than running around as a distraction#maybe he'd be good at both though#btw i'd love to have friends who are into this game#my roblox is the same as my tumblr name#aka sigchimera#my discord too#just say who you are when you add me so that i don't mistake you for a bot#i'm super new to dandy's world so please be nice#i'll make a lot of mistakes so#boxten is my only toon rn#i hope i can get more than just him soon though#i'll probably stick with him until i have enough for astro and meet astro's requirements#i keep dying on like the first few floors for stupid reasons#i'll probably get good at the game soon though#at least i hope so#but yeah#that's all#hope you guys enjoy
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what if i lost the will to live like. as a joke. what then.
#i am fine ftr im just. exhausted haha#NOT to overshare about my personal life too much but my dog is dying. my horse is being given back to his og owner this summer / fall.#my dads kicking me out in two years (in favor of his girlfriend and her kids bc he would rather live w them!!!)#his alcoholism is driving me crazy bc hes treating me like absolute shit and berating me constantly#and stealing from me 🙃#ive lost my healthcare benefits + now have to either raw dog therapy out of pocket or loose my therapist#a therapist that took me a year of being on a waiting list to get in w btw#and idk i just genuinely feel like a loser rn like. im a 23 year old unemployed fat virgin who plays video games all day like. 🧍#where is this going for me. what is the point of it all. in two years im going to be fucking homeless on top of all that#unless some miracle happens bc as is i am too disabled to work.#im just reaching a point where i deeply dont care anymore. whatever happens happens im done fighting it#and ik its the abandonment issues talking here but knowing my dad is planning on abandoning me. 👍#thats two for two on parents leaving me. my entire family has at this point so like truly i cant trust any relationship#like if my PARENTS find me that unbearable. and my best friend who knew me my entire life thought so. then truly every relationship#i ever have is on a fucking timer like. idk if any besties r reading this im sorry i promise this is in no way a dig at yall#bc you guys do really make me feel loved and secure in a way no one else has but. id be lying if i said i wasnt still scared#anyways enough oversharing#i really am fine and safe rn btw like. at minimum u guys r stuck w me until arc*ne season 2 comes out 😂#my post
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Ok but whose up to discuss the implications this has on tuckers and church’s relationship
#not art#rvb trailer spoilers#sorry i keep thinking about jt#its so. werre do fucked#dude DUDE#im like sick and dying rn but i cant stop thinking about chucker#i am seriously considering making that metatucker chucker charm now#i just.#fuckkk#to me tucker and church are so incredibly interesting when you dont boil their rs down to two guy friends#theres something terribly going on and which churchs tragic love life cycle?#tucker being an outsider to that. hes not tex. hes tucker. and that makes it so much worse when he gets stuck in the cycle too#i beg my inbox is open for chuckering#im just a bjt ill rn so i cant explain fully oops
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I THINK I FINALLY PUT TOGETHER WHY LUZ'S ARC IN S3 OF THE OWL HOUSE BUGGED ME SO MUCH.
It's because they made her defining moment helping Belos meet the collector—which feels disconnected from the core of her character (and also it happened in an episode over halfway through season 2). That's not her defining moment, and it never has been: it was her choice to walk through the portal door, and become a witch.
That's what makes her similar to Philip, right? Like, Luz has this grand idea in her mind of becoming a witch. Philip has his own grand idea of being a heroic witch hunter and saving the human realm from this great evil. That's what the line "I am the great witch Azura, warrior of piece!" is meant to communicate. It's the idea in her head vs reality. That's what s1 of toh explores.
Luz choosing to walk through the portal door and become a witch is what leads to...well, everything. It leads to her not being able to go back. It leads to her mother's grief. It leads to Eda losing her magic. It turns Amity's life upside down. It leads to Belos meeting the collector. It leads to the near destruction of the Isles.
And that ties in with her foil to Philip WAY better, and it makes her decision to stay in the human realm at the end of 3x01 actually relevant. She wanted to be this great witch, to follow in Philip's footsteps creating a portal door and learning about the isles, she wanted to live her dream...and look what that lead too.
So, Luz feeling like her and Belos are both motivated by love and by their own childish notions...like that would have been SO interesting. She wasn't becoming the villain and didn't wake up one morning evil, but some of her decisions undeniably hurt others. But it also lead to some good things. And that's life, isn't it? Taking the good with the bad and accepting that.
But idk, instead it was like a "blah blah your one single mistake makes YOU the true villain!", which just isn't compelling or at the core of Luz character.
#toh critical#imp tag#obviously these are just my opinions#But I feel like I cracked the fucking code gamers#me rambling to my friend at 3:00am about why MK does this arc way fucking better in s4 of LMK: pepe silvia#IT'S BECAUSE THEY MADE HIS DEFINING MOMENT PICKING UP THE STAFF. SOMETHING THAT WAS ACTUALLY SIGNIFICANT TO HIM AS A CHARACTER.#But it also wasn't about his intent. His intent didn't matter. It was that everything he did lead to pain anyways.#So he's hurting others by just being himself. being MK. And THAT's why he feels like he'll cause chaos and destruction.#Like god why is lmk so fucking good I'm fucking screaming#Like I'm really going through it over my shows rn#MK you are a character that captures what it's like being mentally ill so perfectly. I'm dying#2 steps forward 4 steps back the character. My favorite lego squimbus#Every mental illness truly#toh could fucking never. and it will never#shera couldn't either#throwing punches everywhere tonight I guess
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whump prompt wooo
I am Going through it rn. which means I am in fact writing a LOT of whump, but very little of it is coherent. and also I hate typing so most is handwritten and it's a pain to type it out after I write it. however! I did write a thing! so yeah.
anyway Whumpee/Caretaker movie night :3333
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All of these are pretty much Whumpee being scared of Caretaker without having reason to be.
TWS: none as far as I'm aware but lmk if I need to add any!
Whumpee would never take popcorn from the same bowl as Caretaker. They know better than that. But Caretaker keeps saying they can't finish it on their own and they don't mind sharing, so maybe just this once...
Whumpee staying on the opposite side of the couch from Caretaker. If they start to pay attention to the movie, they'll get distracted and let their guard down-and they don't want to know what will happen if that happens.
Whumpee getting distracted by the movie and forgetting to be scared of Caretaker. Caretaker sees them genuinely relaxed for the first time since before Whumper :)
Hot cocoa. That's it that's the prompt
I am aware that this is not many, but anyway give your whumpees some movie nights, they deserve it
#caretaker#whumpee#caretaker x whumpee#rainbow's whump#rainbow's prompts#whump#istg i leave for a couple months and suddenly forget i have a tagging system#also i only write fluff when i'm as stressed as i am rn so. i'm sorry that's all this is.#yall. my drama teacher wants me to dye my hair for a part he cast me as. i did not even audition for the part.#he assumed i'd be okay with dying it cuz it's pink rn?? no i'm gonna damage it if i bleach it again this soon#it's a sophomore high school friends and family play? i'm not dying my hair for that ffs#and the part he gave me has 3x as many lines as the one i auditioned for. i do not have time for this#anyway! whump
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mha 395
has anyone brought this up yet </3
#toga and the league are the dearest thing to me and i hate how it’s just words now#love togachako but also fuck all that shit ! she couldn’t live the way she wanted so she decided to have control on her death at least#dying the way she wanted. do you have any idea how dark and fucked up that. sacrificing herself for the only person who ever accepted her#because the world never did. i wanted so much better for her#except for the league who accepted her ofc but as i said they suddenly matter very little ? :/#like she was supposed to live for herself and for jin not do the same exact thing he did#i hope this isn’t the end but i also hope h*wks isn’t involved in giving her his blood n shit#they need to talk it’s about fckn time actually but he needs to stay 20 ft away from her#he can learn from his hero enji and from ochako NOT sacrifice himself or give blood and call it day. live and learn and atone and practice#self reflection for once#and toga’s FRIENDS can give her their blood. oh that would mean so much for her !!#anyways yeah i’m pointing and laughing at whoever yelled at people who understandably took what the last ch was building up to with a grain#of salt. see what happens? i thought we all knew by now that lesbians can’t have shit#but yeaaaa i want toga and the league friendship. please don’t let this be it i can’t believe mhui is the only thing feeding me rn#league of villains#my post#mha leaks#mha spoilers
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had myself an ugly time rereading some good ol' 80s comics, which feature imho some of the most devastating pages in dc comics history. tl;dr, its after '85 crisis, meaning kara has died (dick giorlando you live up to your name) and has also been pretty much wiped from existence in very comics fashion. she doesn't appear in continuity from '85 crisis until 2001, i dont think--with one exception. christmas with the super-heros #2 (1989). my babygirl.
its not super complicated--each hero gets their own little story on how they spend their holiday, helping others (superman), feeling sad about robin (batman), let some rich guy pretend to be santa (hal and barry), and deadman possess a repo man to make him give money to the people he's hurt. he also sends some wine and presents to his old friends.
and he's lonely. no one can see him. what's the point? is misery the reward for his acts of good?
and if they were going to do crisis.......
why the FUCK didnt they at least give us something like this.
#god im back in a comics kick rn#you can ignore this but like#fucking hell man#can you imagine?#a kara who agrees to be wiped from memory...if it means saving everyone#maybe it wont fix everything--maybe lex is still out there and a homicidal xenophone#maybe her friends lives are duller#maybe in essence she goes the way of her people#maybe kal only ever learns of their culture through holograms#but the world is saved. they might not know her but theyre safe#i also rewatched no way home not too long ago and that got me thinking general amnesia as well but like. oof#these two pages just make me FERAL like...two dead people talking to each other. was it fair? no. dying isn't usually fair#just...kara as a guardian angel. kara reminding people why theyre heroes when they cant remember (when they cant remember her)#something about it man....love it or hate it crisis 85 was ambitious and iconic and if youre going to toss around its name...#you better come to fucking play#as usual the cw showed up and shot a baby in face and then said my work here is done and vanished#ugh. back to your scheduled programming
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My self-guilt vs. my recently developed god complex
#guys i think im losing it#I have a problem#send me help please#haha#funny#meme#is how my friend is taking this#I’m dying rn
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Constantly stuck between "I treasure my online friends and want them to know me, and my appearance is something that I take a lot of pride in" and "ain't no FUCKING WAY I'm putting my photos online"
#i have shown a photo of me to 2 online friends ever#this is true always but esp rn bc i just got my hair dyed and it looks. SO COOL#but alas i am unwilling to show tumblr my face#petit talks
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Heads up literally right before cringetober I've been doing literally so bad mentally so if I miss a few days DON'T GET ON MY ASS ABOUT IT PLEAAAASE. On top of my heavily declining mental health I have school and that makes it worse. I'll try to finish all the prompts but just pleaaase be easy on me if I miss a day man,,, I'm sensitive right now
#i act so cool and shit on here but im doing horriblr#i have 1 irl friend and he doesnt go to my school#im failing my classes#and im just sad all the time#its constant#and the nightmares of me dying brutally are coming back#so theres that too#idk im just so miserable rn#but i dont wanna post about it on here#since im supposed to be silly and happy for everyone#so yea sorry#i draw everything 1 day in advance though so#100% there will be art tomorrow#ill try to follow through the whole way#maybe itll get my mind off whatever my head is stuck on#shut up hazel#👍👍
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boy the sudden outpour of angst ideas for larissa weems x reader in my brain got me weeping so bad i feel a fever coming on
#ALL YALL POSTING ABT FALLING OUT OF LOVE BUT MY BRAIN GOING 700 MILES FASTER AND 3000 YEARS FURTHER WITH A#the love was still there. it didnt change anything.#ABT READER LEARNING SHE'S DYIG SOON. BUT KNOWS LARISSA IS SWAMPED WITH NEVERMORE & DEALING WITH THE KIDS. AND SHE ALSO LOVES#HER NEVERMORE FAMILY SO MUCH. SHE CANNOT BEAR TO MAKE THEM SAD#AND BC LARISSA IS SO BUSY. SHE HASNT REALLY LOOKED @ HER WIFE. AND TO READER ITS JUST OKAY. AND CREATES A MINI VIDEO JOURNEY#AND LIKE. ITS JUST ALL THE LITTLE THINGS SHE LOVED TO DO WITH LARISSA. AND THE KIDS. AND OF LIFE U KNOW.#and its wonderful and sad and beautiful#but she's dying and she doesn't want anyone else to know; her family had gone the same way too and thats how she wants it to end#and its just. augh. not my brain adding more angst rn#where her one & only friend notices#and is the one bringing her to all her doctor's appointments (outside jericho ofc. she knows her wife would know the instant had she been#diagnosed there) and like. Larissa getting more and more suspicious of their outings and accuses r of infidelity#.......and at this point r is just. done. and lies.#and gets out of Larissa's life. and everyone's just. shocked & devastated#R leaves but also begs her friend to go away. because she's just counting her days at this point. and you know what#the kicker here is that they agree knowing this was the last act of kindness they could give her.#AND LARISSA STILL DOESNT KNOW.#and wouldnt have known until Wednesday had a vision of a phonecall that'll shatter her#........shit. im crying again haha#anyways i love cinematic orchestra's i built a home <3 it really gives me such the best angst storylines#personal.txt#clown.txt#mod lee speaks stuff#idea.txt#larissa weems#larissa x reader#larissa weems x reader#lee writes#lee writes stuff#my fic
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