#mayhaps this is oversharing

[lovingly-lightbulbs]

Cecil and carlos should smoke weed and get high and host the radio program together for the night and do weed science (like normal science but for when youre high on weed)

[good-beans]

Art for my mom :)

I was telling her about how cute the milgramblrgram art was, and she knows I swore off drawing real people but here was a Window of Opportunity where I was doing it lol 😅 We're going to visit her dad soon and she asked if I could make something of him of his kids! I found a fairly recent photo of them and used it as a starting point

[moonstruckme]

You guys I am so SO sickly ! (Turns out I caught covid btw, yippee) I just sneezed while lying on my stomach and my body convulsed so hard my chest like lifted off the bed it was like a fucking CARTOON LMFAO

[non-un-topo]

Wish there was an elixir that wasn't alcohol that you could take that just makes you write/draw and not care about the quality of your work or about what your potential audience might think

[reitziluz]

thoughts: how nice that i've been able to get my daily maintenance exercise this week! at this rate i can get a gym card and start working on doing Fun Exercise again too!

flesh: We Are Under Attack, Initiating Stress Fever

[spikershoyo]

whenever i try to form a serious relationship i get fucked over. life is fucking me and i cant remember the safe word type of stress

[odetolovers]

funniest thing ever is me reading depictions of romance and attraction and sex and being like haha as if! that’s not real that’s a dramatisation and then realising yeah no it actually is that intense and good it’s just called an equal and loving lesbian relationship

[ettadunham]

Tagged by @vexederolo, thanks!! 🤗 God, it's been ages since I've done one of these, but let's go!

Rules: shuffle your favourites playlist or music library and list the first 10 songs coming up, then tag 10 people!

Well, I just shuffled my 2022 spotify list, let's see what we've got here:

Big Bad Wolf by Roses & Revolutions

Love Me Blind by Thick as Thieves

This Machine by The Anix

Exorcism by Clarity

FIGHTING by SAINTS OF VALORY

Miss Jackson by Panic! At The Disco feat. LOLO

Future Starts Slow by The Kills

Doctor by Truslow

Boats & Birds by Gregory and the Hawk

Every Day Is Exactly The Same by Elektrik People

Normally I'd just say "tagging anyone who wants to inflict their little lists on people and say it's from me", which still applies, but let's try and do it the traditional way too this time: @isagrimorie, @yennciri, @sugarbabywenkexing, @miralparis, @car0l-avenger-danvers, @arthurwilde, @olivias-cooke, @habibialkaysani, @cresmix, @coachlasso.

Bop. 🐱

[mxgyver]

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[sans-serphim-cas]

I relate to this because my father was a big crier when I was young, and would cry to me about wanting to be a good father and husband. Unfortunately, crying to a elementary schooler about your problems is not good parenting.

So. A better thing to say would be, if you don't want to be like [bad person], that's a good first step to not being like them. The next steps are being conscious of your actions and the effects they have and working to make sure they aren't like [that bad person's].

every post i see that's like "if you're scared of being like [bad person] that's means you're better than them and won't be like them" and it's like. lmao. my dad used to have crying sessions where he would confess his fear of being like his mother and causing me to grow up to hate him. usually after he did something fucking awful, to redirect the attention to his own pain. the girl who sexually assaulted me had panic attacks sometimes about the idea of maybe being a rapist, making it impossible to set sexual boundaries with her without her freaking out. whether you're afraid of being some kind of bad person has basically no bearing on whether you are that way

[wisteriander]

the thought of having to go through the process of finding yet Another Doctor and somehow find ways to fit them around and in my work day. i want to vomit.

[queer-overwatch]

okay hi I hope I'm not sending too many asks even tho this is only my second one LMAOO, I figured you would get a lot of venture requests so i was like "why not send an ask for someone else?" so here I am!! can I mayhaps request Sombra with a reader(she/her) who is very open about themselves? like maybe they tend to overshare or talk a lot about themselves,, again, any format is fine w/me! have a beautiful day!! (my name is Eden btw, so feel free to call me that <33)

Sombra with an open!reader!

You are 100% right almost all of our requests have been for venture lmao (dw tho we enjoy it <3) also NEVER FEEL GUILTY FOR SENDING MULTIPLE ASKS, please send as many as you want, we love them <3 decided to do headcanons for this one, hope thats okay! -Frisk

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When you first meet she so takes advantage of the fact that you're so open

Records basically every conversation she has with you, just in case she ever needs blackmail

Once you start getting closer, she starts actually paying attention to the stuff you say, just for fun, totally not because she wants to actually know you She can't help but think of you whenever she finds something you said you liked.

One time on a mission she found a mug with a funny quote she thought you'd like and took it, didn't actually give it to you though, just took it

She would rather die than admit it, but if you're ever on a mission with her she'll try to keep you from talking too much

She doesn't want the enemy to have too much info on you, that's her blackmail not theirs >:C

If/When you actually start dating, she really takes into account the things she'd heard you say

Listens to her own recordings on loop whenever its a holiday or anniversary so she can find the perfect gift

She'll finally let you know she's been recording your conversations, she doesn't feel guilty she just wants you to know

No point in hiding it anymore

She also gets more openly protective

Like she'll yoink you out of conversations with someone who she doesn't think should know the stuff you so openly talk about

She isn't really used to people being so open, she's used to having to find info on people herself, so it's a change of pace for her. She doesn't mind too much but she'll still instinctively try and dig into your life and find stuff you've already told her about

TLDR; She listens to what you say, kinda, but you talk a lot and there is a time and place to be doing so, and she's gonna make sure you only reveal sensitive information when she's around to make sure whoever you're talking to can be trusted <3

[king-haroldd]

he also always asks me if i’m wearing my binder like specifically when we hug and i’m kind like 🤨 why do you wanna know? but then he tells me that he couldn’t tell either way which. idk how to feel ig. and then he like jokes about groping me 👍 ok buddy chill out. i have a boyfriend man!! yeahhh uhh yeah he does some stuff he probably shouldn’t be doing

ok i don’t love talking about being trans on this site cause you guys don’t need to perceive my physical form and it kind of ruins any kind of anonymity but i also love complaining so here we go

i have this one cis friend that really seems like he wants to say the t slur and i don’t know why??? like i cant tell how much he’s joking cause he was going on and on about me “giving him the pass” last night and i was just like erm buddy wtf that’s not like. a thing ?? and it only got brought up cause he was about to call me it like as a joke or something ?? and tbh i don’t really mind that much but likeee huhhh like what are you going on about man. he also did just say it once idk. like he’s not transphobic he’s very respectful of me to a fault almost but i feel like he’s got some issues. also this happened before and he got mad at me for joking about it but he was the one joking about it?? i’m just hanging out here buddy

[inniessick]

You promised to protect me, after all. / Yang Jeongin

Pairing: nonidol!yang jeongin x fem!reader

Word Count: 3.1k

Fic Warnings: pet names (Innie, Jeonginnie, Love, Sweetheart, Pretty), cussing, yandere themes (stalking, narcissistic behavior, mental manipulation, overprotective/possessive, deceptive, lying, killing people and talk of killing people, physical violence <not to reader>, unhinged!innie), general violence warning <no physical abuse towards reader>, talk of past abusive relationship (insinuated, not in depth, literally like one line), very slight perv!innie, kissing, degradation (not sexual) That should be all, no smut in this chapter!

Series warnings: angst, dark content, smut, fluff??, yandere themes (stalking, narcissistic behavior, mental manipulation, overprotective/possessive, deceptive, lying, killing people and talk of killing people, physical violence <not to reader>, unhinged!innie), general violence warning <no physical abuse towards reader>, talk of past abusive relationship (part one has a 1 liner, part two goes a bit more into detail, no mentions of physical abuse just cheating), kissing????, degradation (sexual/not sexual), dominant innie (sexual/not sexual if that makes sense), dom/sub dynamics, very lowkey perv!innie, manhandling, cussing, names (bitch, whore, slut, cumdump <argue w the wall>, baby, babe, princess, my love/love/lovey, sweetheart, darling, babygirl, pretty/ innie, jeonginnie, jeong, sir,), size kink, fingering, oral (f/m), cumplay??, overstimulation, edging, orgasm denial, spit play, spanking, tummy bulge..., cervix kissing, mayhaps breeding kink idk, unprotected sex (pls dont do this), dumbification, begging??, choking, hair pulling,hickeys/lovebites, consensual even if not outright stated, let me know if I used a confusing term, or missed any!

likes reblogs and feedback are greatly appreciated ♡ let me know if you want to be added to my taglist for future parts!

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Part one, Part two, Part three < coming soon...

You are reading part one of the series...

a/n: this can be read as a stand alone if you do not want to read part two as it is a smut chapter.

There you were, sitting at home, you had finally finished cleaning the house, top to bottom. Seriously, you dusted the damn ceiling. All jeongin ever wanted from you was your unconditional love, keep the house clean, depend on him, and never ever leave him. It hadn't sounded like a bad situation at the start, you had been completely infatuated with him. I mean, he took care of you in ways nobody else ever had. He swore up and down to protect you as long as you listened to him. That's what love is right? Give and take. Give yourself to him, and endlessly be cared for. Nobody had ever bothered to stay in your life after they had gotten what they wanted out of you. But Jeongin, he wanted things from you that would last forever. He did say, unconditional love and to never leave him. Certainly if you did that, he too would always need something from you, making him yours just as long as you were his.

See, it wasn't hard for him, you were stupid. Completely and utterly dumb. You never locked your car door, always left your phone unattended and unlocked, constantly misplaced your wallet and house keys. You never checked to see if someone was following you, you wouldn't close your curtains, and you overshared. If someone had asked you for your mothers maiden name, you would've given them the story on what her name was and what it changed to after she married your father! You were an open book, allowing anyone to read you. How could a sweet girl like you ever take care of yourself? He had to have you all to himself, make sure nobody hurt you. Its like you were practically begging for him to take you.

It all started because your idiot self had picked up his drink thinking it was yours. He had been watching you for weeks. his plan was set in motion so easily. Get the same order as you, changing one minor detail, just before you ordered your own.

A hand gently gripped your shoulder, "I believe you have my drink, pretty." Your eyes went wide, both because he startled you and that you had just embarrassed yourself in front of such a handsome guy! You turned the cups label toward you, 'J---n-in, Light ice' the name had become smeared, "Oh shit, oh my gosh i'm so dumb. Sorry, it looked exactly like mine! Can I pay you back? I already took a drink o- Wait, haven't I seen you around before? You were the guy who returned my wallet and keys!" "Dont worry about the drink, and yea, that would be me. Your name is y/n isnt it?" It was all working out so well. "Yea it is!" You had turned around and grabbed your actual drink. "Here you can just have mine! Why dont you come and sit with me? I dont think I got the chance to actually thank you!" "You're sitting at the table in the corner right?" There you go again, book bag and laptop open, left unattended. "Mhm! cmon cmon come sit with me." You had already grabbed his hand and started walking to the small table. Oh, how warm your hand felt in his, he wanted to hold it forever. "Let me just put this away real quick." Setting the drink down before shoving your belongings in the bag. "So, thank you! I don't know what I would've done if you hadn't found my keys.. it would've been the third time i'd have to get a new one from the landlord." "Really? Do you misplace them that much?" "Yup, i'm sure i'd lose my head if it wasn't attached to my neck!" A small laugh came from his mouth. "Sounds like you need someone to take care of all that for you." "Now that you mention it, i'm sure that would help me out a whole lot..." You paused, thinking about what you should say next, "Well, you know my name, but I dont know yours, Tell me it please!" "I'm Jeongin." "Jeongin... Jeongin. I like the sound of that." And he loved the sound of you saying it. How else would it come from your lips, what did you sound like when you were whining and begging? How would you say his name as you cried? How would you scream it? He snapped himself out of his thoughts, he could worry about all of that later. "Well, you're free to call me it anytime." A small grin appeared on your face, "Just wait till I have a nickname for you! It'll be super cool. I swear you'll love it."

Were you really going to hand yourself over to him that easily? Not that he would complain, but he would've expected you to at least be a tiny bit cautious. "I'll be waiting to hear what you come up with. You're an interesting girl, you know." "Am I? I haven't even told you all about myself yet!" "Why don't you? I'd like to get to know you better. We still have plenty of time, you're not even finished with your drink yet." "Ah yea, seriously I am sorry I took yours!" "Really, it's not a problem. Simply a coincidence that we had the same order." "Crazy how things like that happen, huh? Must mean we were fated to meet." Oh, how he wanted to laugh in your face. So stupid, so naive, and so adorable. Just what was he going to do with you? "I was thinking the same thing. If that's the case, go on, tell me about yourself." "Okay! so, I live in a small apartment downtown, and I go out every thursday night to just walk around! Normally at 10-11 pm. This town, it's gorgeous at night! I'm still learning my way around it, I actually only moved here 6-7 months ago." He already knew that, you were in apartment 107. Each thursday you would head out of your apartment, sometimes locking the door, other times not. You would walk a different direction every few weeks only ever circling your way back home after you had picked two or three flowers. Sometimes it took you awhile to find them, but after you found 3 it was time to head back. It didn't matter if it only took you 15 minutes. He wondered if someone as forgetful as you would really have routines to follow, he was just dying to figure out every little detail about you. Pick you apart completely and then put you right back together just how he wanted.

"Hm, why'd you move to this city? There's not a whole lot to this area." "Oh... well," Your mouth forming a slight frown, was he finally going to find something out he hadn't already known? "My ex boyfriend.. he was," A slight pause, insinuating it probably wasn't the best situation. You had turned your head to the side, avoiding his gaze. "Well, you know. he wasn't the best person... treated me real bad." You rubbed your arm, in an effort to calm yourself down. "I didn't have a whole lot, so it took a long time for me to leave. Family disowned me years ago." Now he was pissed off, had someone really dared to hurt you? He was angry he hadn't found you sooner, after all, he just wanted to protect you. He was protecting you already, but a part of him was glad you had no one, he really would have you all to himself. Maybe, just maybe, he wouldn't even have to hurt anyone! Well, as long as you dont count the one guy who followed you last night. But you'd never have to worry, he took care of it. It was a shame his knuckles were still bruised, but he didn't care. He protected you, that's all that mattered. "Y/n, i'm sorry to hear that. I would never do that to you. I know you didn't deserve anything that happened to you." "Mhm.. well ya know.. things happen, it's okay though. Sorry to make the situation so grim." "Oh dont say that, I asked. You didn't say anything you shouldn't have. I'll listen to everything you have to say." He placed his hand right on top of yours, a reassuring gesture.

"I.. I appreciate that. you're really a nice guy, you know!" of course he was a nice guy, he only ever had your best interest in mind! "I could tell you other stuff about me? Maybe we can meet back here tomorrow..." "Sure, i'd love that. Why dont you give me your number, i'll text you so we can set up a time." "Sure!" You quickly typed your number into phone before standing up and grabbing your bag. "Well, thank you for the drink!" You flashed him a cheeky smile, "See you tomorrow, Jeonginnie!" He had won you over. You were his.

Hey, its Jeongin.

Hi! I was wondering when you'd text me :)

Sorry to keep you waiting, pretty. So, do you think 5 is a good time for you?

Yea! i'll meet you there, same spot?

Same spot.

Thanks for talking to me today, I look forward to seeing you again. Goodnight Jeonginnie.

You were right, I do like the nickname. Night y/n.

Just as you had agreed upon, you met back up at 5 pm in the same spot. You were late, only by 12 minutes. "Hey! Sorry i'm a bit late! I kind of.. got lost. Wrong turn." You nervously laughed. "I hope I didn't make you wait too long!" He knew you'd be late, of course you would. But he didn't care, you still met up with him. "No you're all good! I know you're still a bit new to the area, I didn't wait very long." You sighed as you pulled the chair in front of you out, taking a seat. "Great, I really was hoping you wouldn't leave before I got here..." Had you thought that lowly of him? Of course he would wait for you! It's not like he was crazy, who gets upset about 12 minutes? "Of course I wouldn't leave before you got here, i'm not like that." "Mmm I know.. I just really wanted to see you." Your head was held low, you had made yourself flustered with your statement. you weren't supposed to say that out loud. A small giggle coming from him got your attention, "I'm glad you wanted to see me. Let me go get you a drink, yea?" "Yes please! Here let me give you my c-" He was already walking up to the counter before you even had a chance to find your card in your bag. He was back before you knew it, handing the drink to you. "You didn't have to get it for me.. I could've paid." "Dont worry about that, if you're concerned about paying me back, just let me get to know you better. That's worth more than money." You could feel your face heat up, nobody had ever been interested in being around you, let alone the things you had to say. "Okay.. well,"

He sat there looking at you, taking a mental note of every little thing you mentioned. The pet hamster you had as a kid, how you'd been using the same 3 passwords since you were 10, your favorite colors, the things you did as hobbies. Granted he already knew half the things you had mentioned, you seriously were way too open. He'd have to teach you to not tell everyone so much. He had to make sure nobody ever knew you better than he did, that no one would hurt you because they knew so much about you.

Your rambling continued for quite some time before you finally closed it off, "And that's how I found out about this town! It was far enough away that I think i'll be safe... ahahaa, hopefully." You didn't have to hope, he would keep you safe. Really, you'll never need to worry about it again. "I was right, you are one interesting girl." "You're interesting too, i'd love to visit the town your from. You make it sound really nice." "Maybe i'll have to take you one of these d-" He was cut off by a worker coming over and letting you both know that the cafe would be closing soon. Had time gone by that quickly? "I hadn't realized we were talking that long." You scratched the back of your neck, embarrassed that you'd lost track of time like that. "Barely felt like any time passed at all, regardless thank you for coming and seeing me." "Of course Jeonginnie, lets do it again next weekend maybe? If you're not busy you know.." You mumbled the last part of your sentence hoping he would just agree to see you. "I'll make sure i'm free this weekend, text me when you want to meet up and I'll be there. If you want to go somewhere else, we can." "Maybe.. um.. maybe you can show me around a bit?" "Of course I can do that. It's a date." "It- It's a date!" You couldn't help but smile, you were just so happy he liked you! He laughed a bit, you seemed so enthusiastic, it was one of the cutest things he's seen.

"Would you like me to walk you home, y/n?" He was standing up and pushing the chair back in. "Oh.. Oh no, I can get back just fine. I think I'll be alright to go on my own." He didn't actually care what you had to say, he would be following you anyway. He can't let his sweetheart get hurt now, can he? It seems as though he'd simply be walking with you from a distance. "Alright, let me know when you get home okay?" He was holding the door open for you. "I will, do the same please!" He nodded as he turned around to pretend to be going back home, but just before he started walking away, "Jeonginnie!" he was turning back around, "Yea? You okay?" You were staring at the sidewalk, "Will.. Could.. Um," "Is something wrong, love?" You already had a hard time thinking straight, but the petname sure didn't help, you continued to stutter for another few seconds, "Will you come.. could you come back to my apartment with me?" You put your head back up, being met with him smiling at you. "I can walk you home, that's no problem." You turned your head to the side again, how were you supposed to say this? "No Jeongin.. I meant, will you come into my apartment with me? I.. would like to spend more time with you." For the first time, you had genuinely shocked him. He took your hand in his, intertwining your fingers, "If you'll have me, i'd like that too." And there you went, looking up at him with the sweetest smile. God how he wanted to kiss you. That could wait, right now he was just happy to have you all to himself. He would genuinely be alone with you. You both walked to your apartment, you leading in front of him. He wasn't going to tell you he knew where you lived, he wouldn't want to scare you after all. The walk wasn't long, maybe 10 minutes, it was silent most of the way. A comfortable silence, though, a silence that showed you both were simply happy to be together. His hand squeezing yours as your thumb rubbed the back of his hand.

You finally broke the silence, "It's right down the hall.. its not very pretty but its nice. I'm able to afford it." "I'm not worried about what it looks like, I'm sure its just fine y/n," He already knew what your room looked like, you really need to learn to close your curtains. He had let go of your hand so you could get your keys and unlock the door, to his surprise it happened to actually be locked this time. You held the door open, "Welcome in.." Closing the door and locking it once more. It was 10:27, you were hoping you'd be able to ask him to spend the night. You didn't want anything to happen, you just wanted his company. You'd even sleep on the couch to make him comfortable. "I'll be honest, when I asked you to come over I didn't have anything planned.." He started laughing, "That's okay, it's cliche but we can always watch something or talk. I just want to be with you." He put his hand on your cheek, making you look at him as he spoke to you. Had his hands always felt so soft? You put your hand on top of his, leaning your face further into it.

"Really like you Innie..." You kissed the palm of his hand, "I like you too." "No.. I like you." "I like you too." You stared up at him, did he really mean it? Surely he wasn't the same as your past partners, he wouldn't lie to you right? Of course not, he's not like that. He just wants to care for you, keep you safe. "Can you kiss me?" He didnt need to say anything, simply leaning in to touch your lips with his. It was warm, it felt comforting, like nothing bad would happen to you while you were with him. He pulled away first, hand moving from your cheek to run his thumb along your bottom lip before completely taking it away from your face. "Your lips are really soft..." "So are yours." "I like how it feels." Looking up at him, you never wanted to stop kissing him, it was euphoric. Like you needed to feel him. "I like you." "You make me feel safe." "You'll always be safe with me." "Promise?" "Swear, I'll do anything to keep you safe." You leaned up, begging for him to kiss you one more time, longer, passionately. You wanted to be his.

There was an emphasis on 'anything', but you didn't know what 'anything' actually implied. He truly meant, whatever it would take. He would lie, cheat, steal, kill for you. He would do whatever it takes to protect you. It didn't matter if he had to kill two or twenty people, he would always keep you safe. Nothing, and nobody would get in his way of that. He would give you whatever you wanted, no matter how crazy the request. Your word was absolute. You were his number one priority. His trophy. You were his.

a/n: I really don't view innie as the kind of "yandere" to be batshit, and isolate or kidnap you. I think he's the kind of guy that is just a bit *too* protective/possessive. And if something crosses the line he's made, all bets are off. Stay behind the line? All is well. One step over it and he's threatening to kill whoever is around you and may pose a threat. Slightly unhinged. He's the person who plays mind games. He breaks your mental down until you're putty in his hands, ready for him to mold you into the perfect version of yourself, the one that's perfect for him. He's a stalker, and he's in it for the long run. He is slow and meticulous with his actions. He truly loves you too, he just loves you a bit too much. // Guys i feel like i'm going insane i know exactly where this is going and absolutely zero clue. Do u know how annoying it is to properly capitalize everything. id rather die thanks. but i have to do it again i fear. i have never had more fun writing something in my entire life. i have also never been so stressed while writing something. no smut in this chapter 🫣🫣 next chapter tho.. be prepared because i'm prepared to make the smut 2k words long for shits and giggles. OH do you like my new layout too?  ITS CUTE SAY ITS CUTE BECAUSE IT IS ITS ADORABLE AGREE WITH ME!! anyways. looking forward to publishing the next to parts. don't bother me abt image issues tumblr was being a raging cunt and i wanted to post this.

likes reblogs and feedback are appreciated! ♡ my requests are open!! let me know if you want to be added to a taglist for future parts!

[hycinthrt]

mayhaps oversharing my period finally came after almost 6 months and i am thankful yay my body is doing what its supposed to be doing but oh my god i forgot how miserable it is

[strvwdere]

CW! adoption trauma, saviorism

So I'm having some #tristamp thoughts (and this is mayhaps an overshare that's a bit too soon for the return of my blogging career, however)...

you can trust that nobody will clock you for your lack of accountability faster than an adoptee!

like wolfwood has a resume chalk full of experience with empty promises. he's seen from early on how little society cares for humans it deems to be useless, and the precise consequences that can occur when it changes its mind. the found family aspects are really getting me too, but I'll save that for another post. overall I just love that this reboot is showing the holes in Vash's (and everyones!) thinking so clearly. your good deeds become very transparent when they're steeped in saviorism and eventually you have to be prepared to look in the mirror. trying to save people as a means to save yourself often includes sacrificing them in the end, but so does deciding that you're beyond saving!

anyway this show and the world of #Trigun as a whole just really do it for me and I wanna keep the conversation going so if you have thoughts to share come over here and geek out w me! I'll give you a big fat smooch

[also if any fellow adoptees who are on the path of exploring the complexity of the topic and their emotions around it wanna chat, come say hi! even bigger and fatter smooches for you!]