#maybe those are the same thing. the plant community has so many words and i have the brain space of a rock
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screaming crying LOOK at my pink syngonium you WILL love her
#i don't name my plants but idk shes pretty maybe ill figure one out#5$!!!!!!!!!!! and the one at my other plant store was 10 and was a mango splash which i already had#i think this is strawberry cream :) but idk how to id well i just guess and its whatever#maybe pink allusion. i cannot tell the difference in cultivars that look near identical unless i have both in front of me irl#maybe those are the same thing. the plant community has so many words and i have the brain space of a rock
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Being Jschlatts S/O Includes (Hc) âŠ
Shout out to my @lvrj4mie for the amazing ideas ILY
â· Heâs very protective over you. Not in an unhealthy âyou canât leaveâ way, more of a âif anyone hurts you theyâre deadâ way.
â· You have a drawer of your things at his place. After you began dating and practically spent every day at his house, he insisted that you keep a drawer of your belongings at his place.
â· Receiving occasional bursts of affection from him. It's as if he can't contain his love and excitement, especially during those moments when he's feeling particularly affectionate. You could be sitting on the couch and heâll just immediately smother you and attack your face with kisses⊠not that you mind.
â· Definitely the Black Cat x Golden Retriever couple trope.
â· Schlatt can be a chaotic and unpredictable character, but you're there to provide stability and calm in his life. You help balance his hectic lifestyle and remind him to take care of himself. Youâre the calm in his storm.
â· Despite his tough guy exterior, he's rather tender-hearted, especially when it comes to you.
â· Spoils the shit out of you. Whatever you want he gets, even though you insist he doesnât need to get you anything/you donât want anything. He does it anyways.
â· Introvert and Extrovert Balance. If Schlatt leans toward extroversion and you are more of an introvert (or vice Versa), you find a harmonious balance. He brings you out of your shell, and you provide him with moments of quiet reflection.
â· Stealing his hoodies/shirts.
"Hey, toots, have you seen my..." Schlatt's words trailed off as he caught sight of you comfortably seated on the couch, wearing his oversized hoodie while engrossed in your game. Due to his substantial stature, his clothes practically swamped you, with sleeves rolled up twice for a better fit.
"Is that my hoodie?" he asked, a playful smirk on his face.
You nodded, a hint of mischief in your eyes. "Yeah, it is. I can take it off if you don't want me to wear it."
He shook his head, a fond smile spreading across his face. "No, no, it's okay. You look good in my clothes." He wrapped his arms around your shoulders and leaned in, planting a tender kiss on your neck.
â· He has so many nicknames for you. Toots (obviously), sweetheart, ïżŒbabe, I could also definitely see him call his partner pet.
â· Comfort in silence. Whether youâre watching him edit, gaming in the same room, or simply sitting together silently on the couch, you didnât need words to communicate. There's a comfortable silence that speaks volumes about your connection and comfort with each other.
ⷠHis cats absolutely ADORE you⊠Maybe more than him.
â· Late night food runs. Due to the nature of his job, Schlatt has a lot of late nights editing videos or planning future projects. On those particularly stressful nights, which is often, you like to suggest a late night food run to clear his mind. He always agrees as itâs an excuse to spend some quality time with you⊠and get food.
â· You shamelessly tease him in a playful manner, fully aware that you can get away with it.
â· Contrary to popular opinion I think heâs quite affectionate, at least behind closed doors. Heâs always got a hand on your thigh, laying on your chest, or some sort of touch.
â· Youâre definitely âThose pet parentsâ with Jambo and Burnt soup. Theyâre basically like your children, making you the perfect happy family.
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Union Carbide's Value
The images of this article are ads. Theyâre ads for a company called Union Carbide, which proudly promoted themselves through the 50s and 60s for the way their chemical plants and development projects were capable of transforming the world. They could bring pesticides to your community, kill the bugs and help you be self-sustaining as a culture, a promise they started in South America, and then made a big, active push to start doing in India.
These ads are now, absolutely unhinged to look at, not just in the 1960s put-your-whole-butt-into-the-project industrial futurism represented by the hands of a vast white man reshaping the world to his wants, but they become even more messed up when you understand what this company wound up doing, and who it wound up hurting, because of its choices.
Content Warning: Iâm going to talk about the Union Carbide gas leak disaster in Bhopal, India. It is an incident in which a lot of people were exposed to a dangerous chemical that killed and injured a lot of them (a lot). Iâm not going to go into grisly detail and I donât intend to go in-depth on the process of the accident.
Spoiler Warning: The bad guy is capitalism, again.
In 1984, a pesticide plant built and maintained by a company called Union Carbide India Limited, which was, coincidentally, 50.9% owned by the American company Union Carbide and Carbon Corporation, suffered a catastrophic gas leak that released a chemical agent known as methyl isocyanate (MIC) over the towns around the plant.
This chemical is colourless but has a sharp, pungent odour, which is useful for detecting it as it creeps into your system. One of the things this chemical does that I didnât know there was a term for was that itâs a lachrymatory agent, which if you recognise that word, you know it because itâs a thing cops throw at you. MIC is not the agent in tear gas, but itâs the same kind of thing that aggravates the eyes and tear ducts. This stuff is safe only up to a volume of .004 ppm, or âparts per millionâ â a very small amount. You canât smell it until it hits 5 ppm, at which point itâs gotten real dangerous in how it messes with your body, particularly your nerves.
Notably, MIC is heavier than air, meaning that it crept along the ground as it leaked from the plant, which just so happens to have made it really dangerous to anyone who was low down to the ground compared to standing up, such as children or people sleeping on or near the ground.
Union Carbideâs leak happened at night.
Bonus: Itâs flammable.
Arranged around the Bhopal plant were a variety of towns that were made up of people who were there to work for the plant or serve the people who were working for the plant, and of course, their families, which included elders and children. The population around Bhopal was hard to precisely quantify (the central government not being one with a ton of perfect information), but the estimates put it at around 500,000 people living in these spaces who were exposed to the MIC.
Note: Thatâs not âhow many people, total, were there.â Thatâs how many people the estimates are confident were exposed.
This is one of the reasons why the Union Carbide gas leak in Bhopal is regarded as the worst industrial accident in history.
This is one of those stories that I feel are well-known if you know anything about it at all; youâre either a very normal person whose experience of massive national industrial disasters is about the things youâve seen in the news or mentioned in other media, or youâre like me and you pay attention to podcasts or Youtube channels or books about how some things went catastrophically wrong somewhere or other, in a sequence of texts that seems to present the idea that maybe capitalism is just bad at taking care of people, weird, Iâm sure thereâs no particular reason for that.
When it comes to large-scale disasters, especially given its potential environmental impact and recent TV series bringing it back into focus, the general vibe is that Chernobyl was âone of the worst disasters in history.â Which, make no mistake, Chernobyl is and remains one of the worst disasters in history, but itâs in a way we have a hard time measuring, because we tend to look at disasters in terms of their immediate deadly outcomes.
Wikipedia picks a range between 95 deaths and 4,000 deaths for Chernobyl, which is again, a simplification of its values. But in raw dead, we can point to Chernobyl killing about 4,000 people based on whatever pixies Wikipedia gets its information from. To contrast with that, the estimated dead from the Union Carbide leak in Bhopal starts at 3,787 dead, near the height of estimates for Chernobyl. When you look at the people individually impacted, Pripyat, the city by Chernobyl had a population of 49,000 people exposed to the potential harm of the reactor. The Bhopal gas leak impacted again, half a million people.
One really easy thing to point to is that Chernobyl happened in a Soviet state and the victims were white, while Bhopal is a very clear example of an American, capitalist company that messed up in a way that killed a lot of brown people. Make no mistake, the racism is part of it, and the normalcy of it too â after all, companies have accidents sometimes, oops, guess thatâs just part of it.
When I wrote about Chernobyl I talked about how hard it was to properly consider the scale of the disaster because of the way actual immediate deaths were rare while an enormous number of people were heavily impacted by the disaster in ways that shortened their lives. Bhopal is kind of so much worse because also, yeah, a lot of people died, and also the land around the place was really permanently damaged, and the harm was so vast there was no way to really address it, and also because the harm was so vast, well what are you going to do about it, not like Union Carbide could fix the problem they caused with their negligence.
The system of systems in which we live is one where half a million people injured is an acceptable problem because once itâs happened, it canât be addressed. Causing problems on such a vast scale is acceptable, because you canât do the one thing that makes it right (which is give them money). Itâs a vision of justice that is purchased, that all things in life can be measured and weighted in terms of their relationship to money. If they hurt enough people enough, then thereâs no way they can reasonably make good on that, they canât afford to pay it back, and soâŠ
Thatâs just gotta be okay.
Maybe the government will help you.
This kind of externality is pretty normal under capitalism. In 1952, a weather event meant that the pollution that the city of London was generating settled down on the city for a few days, creating a severe weather event that killed somewhere between 10,000 to 12,000 people. Turns out that was just enough people dying that the government could make a good case for starting a set of laws to address that and make it so the air in London was livable, and it only took four more years to get that done.
Union Carbide is still around, you know. The company was acquired by Dow, because its stock price was hurt a lot by the disaster they caused in Bhopal (and the disaster they caused in West Virginia, and disaster they caused here in Australia over land damage). After the Union Carbide Gas Leak Disaster in Bhopal, they sold off brands they had to try and generate money, which includes Glad trash bags (which we use) and Eveready Batteries (which Iâm sure I have some of in the house). They were bought out by Dow, for stock.
They were worth 11 billion dollars when they were bought, and now they exist as just a part of Dow. They made about 4 billion dollars in 2019, which is down overall. Turns out you just canât make the same kind of profits as you could when you were able to cut enough corners that half a million people were exposed to your flammable tear gas leaks.
Itâs enough to make you wonder how these systems can be captured, can be punished, can be made to address the violence they do. Is it right to murder a company? Is it right for the state to execute them? If the company isnât responsible, what about the person in that company who made the choice? If they did so, knowingly, how many people is the threshold for your personal willingness to kill in the name of maximising profits?
About 5 million people a year die thanks to abnormal temperatures.
Check it out on PRESS.exe to see it with images and links!
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There is a Christo-fascist in the House!
Stephen Jay Morris
10/28/23
©Scientific Morality.
I remember it vividly. During the Vietnam war in the 60s, the overall sense of helplessness among Americans as the U.S. Air Force dropped bombs on Vietnamese villages full of children, mothers, elderly people, and other innocent humans. The government said that the Viet Cong were among the peasants and was using them as human shields. Those civilians were merely âcollateral damage.â In other words: oops! It got to the point, during the anti-war movement, where every tactic we employed was futile. Demonstrations, civil disobedience, voting for liberal Democrats. The killing continued. So, what could we do? A group of militants from SDS became âThe Weathermenâ and utilized terrorist methods, like planting bombs in public buildings or at corporate headquarters. It didnât work!
Doesnât that sound familiar? You see, if you criticized the U.S. government then for its war strategies, you were âanti-American.â The Conservatives were stanch supporters of the war in Vietnam. After all, not only was this a war against communism, it was also a war on yellow people! Bumper stickers abounded on 10-year-old cars: âLove it or leave it!â along with antenna-mounted American flags! My favorite Bumper sticker was: âDonât like the police? Next time you are in trouble, call a hippie!â One thing they used to talk about was the man-made tunnels in which the Viet Cong hid.
The same thing exists in Gaza city; Hamas has tunnels everywhere! That is why Israel must flush them out by carpet bombing the city! So, if civilians are crushed under collapsing buildings, oh well. Blame it on Hamas! If theyâd never attacked Israel, then nobody would have gotten hurt! In this war, if you criticize Israel, you are Anti-Semitic! History repeats itself, repeatedly.
The primary reason I hate Hamas is because they are Theocrats. They want Palestine to be an Islamic state. Israel is a Secular democracy and an asylum for Jews in the diaspora. There are some Judeo-Fascists who want to turn Isael into a Theocratic state, as well as a separatist state for Jews only. âKick out all non-Jews!â This was the Rabbi Kahani doctrine when he was Aliyah to Israel. He was the founder of the American Jewish Defense League. They were a Right wing militia group for Jews. Got the picture?
Here is more bad news: The MAGA Republicans are one step closer to making America a Christian state. In Congress, the Republican majority just elected a certified Christian-Nationalist to be Speaker of the House. If that doesnât put a chill in your spine, then you must be high on meth! Maybe you ought to forget your family problems and show a little concern. If not, well I donât give a happy shit! You got so many warnings from the Anti-Authoritarian Left. If you believe itâs only a shower, then take off your clothes and walk in and get a whiff of Zyklon B. When Democrats warn you about the dangers of a fascist state, then you know you are the deep state. The Democrats never used the word, âfascistâ until now.
You should worry. When the God Squad enters your homes and conducts a search for anti-American books and other Satanic contraband, then hauls you into Jesusâ camp for owning an art book full of photos of 17th Century paintings of nude, fat women, then you will say, âThe far out Left was correct! Politically correct! Go aheadâlaugh now, cry later.
Me? I will protect my family the best I can, but I will laugh at your tears the way you laughed at me. I will get the last laugh.
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Musings on Elain
Here are some musings on Elain, gleaned from the books. Everyone likes to hate Elain, but I think that there is a lot more there than meets the eye. What follows is a one shot based off of what I read in the books, and how I interpreted Elain.
"Feyre had filled her in, on what Cassian had gleaned from Nesta in those months. On what Nesta had finally broken down and said to her. Only, Nesta didnât say those words to Elain. Sweet Elain. Pretty Elain. Brainless Elain. How doth thy garden grow?Â
All three sisters had been separated by incompatible parents, age, perception, and what each parent expected of them. Each of them isolated from each other in their own little bubble of sadness, misunderstanding, and grief. Nesta viewed herself as her motherâs creature, Elain as their fatherâs favorite, and Feyre as the feral thing forgotten by both parents. She saw how her parents marriage had been a loveless one for years. Feyre saw their fatherâs weakness, but also was protective and even defensive of him against Nesta. She saw Nesta as their motherâs favorite, and saw Elain as somewhat lost in the shuffle. She never saw her motherâs disdain for her father, only ever perceived love between them through her childâs eyes. And Elain. What did Elain think?Â
Nesta had finally worked through her own personal hell, had finally grown up, but yet, she still saw Elain as a little girl, an innocent in need of protection. She still missed the depth that was there. Elain, who had been loyal to their father after their downfall, whoâd been the one to sit with him in the evenings, and chat with him. Elain, who laid flowers on the graves of a wicked grandmother and mother after their deaths. Elain, who was the peacemaker between Feyre and Nesta, who would calm off Nesta from her rages. Elain, who swallowed her pride, and owned up to the fact that she could have, should have done more during their years of poverty, and insisted that the human queens meet the fae at their fatherâs house, in order to begin repaying Feyre. Elain, who went into a magical cauldron, and came out immortal, a seer, and perhaps blessed with other powers she does not wish to discuss just yet. Elain, who was herself sorting through being High Fae, having powers she doesnât completely understand, and all the while, gardening, gardening, gardening.Â
She stabbed the King of Hybern in the neck, like stabbing a hole in the ground to plant a bulb. The bulbs she is planting by Feyre and Rhysâs front door. She allowed Nesta to take credit for the full kill, but maybe Nesta would respect her more if she hadnât; maybe if sheâd started asserting herself a long time ago, she wouldnât be viewed as weak and needing protection, even from her own bloody actions. She has a mate, a handsome male. The cauldron gave him to her after it dumped her out. He wants to get to know her better, but she is frightened? Stubborn? In denial? Sweet Elain, ever the picture of innocence, whose cruel stubbornness is hidden behind sweet smiles and doe eyes, wielded more skillfully than any courtier trained from birth. So she gardens, growing things, beautiful flowers, shrubberies, roses. Her mate gave her lovely gardening gloves, bespelled to protect her hands, while at the same time, giving her the grip she needed to hold her sheers, to pull the weeds or the smaller plants out of the ground. Yet she never wore them. Nobody asked why, and she never explained.Â
Graysen had been all too eager to enjoy her a month before their wedding. Graysen had never really appreciated her need to dig in the dirt, yet Lucien seemed to understand. How could she explain how many hurts with Graysen had compounded upon each other? The hurt of Graysen rejecting her after sheâd been turned High Fae against her will, that he would refuse her, even when she told him the mating bond with Lucien meant nothing to her. His inherent disgust for her, after communicating otherwise less than a few months before. Lucien clearly wanting to get closer to her, but honoring her unspoken refusals. Lucien, showing through his gifts that he respected her interests and even understood what she liked. The steady, growing realization that had she married Graysen, she would have turned into a caged creature not unlike how their mother had turned Nesta. The growing realization that, perhaps, Lucien was the better male. Each revelation brought hurt upon hurt. So she gardens, leaving her gloves in her bedside table. She gardens, and allows the thorns to pierce and shred her flesh. Nesta cut herself off from everyone to punish herself. Elain allows her hands to get so filled with thorns that she needs her sister to tweezer them out. They starved, and all she planted was flowers. She owes Feyre a debt, and she owes herself punishment. So, she gardens, and goes to events with her sisterâs court, and accomplishes both. And because she is sweet, pretty, Elain, nobody is the wiser. "
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Chapter 21: Soft side Inosuke
No matter how much you tried, you couldn't stop thinking about the death of the Apatasaur.
The dinosaur, the I-rex, proved itself to be able to take down sauropods. Not to mention an Apatasaur.
If it was able to kill a sauropod, then there was no doubt that it would take all of you down. Not Zika or Nezuko, you think.
Both were dromeoasaurids, and were capable of short flight. Not to mention maybe a bit faster and great tree climbers.
No- EXCELLENT tree climbers. They had the claws and muscle power to climb those large plants.
" Um- we might have a problem?"
" Oh no... what is it?"
" The raptors- they are communicating with the I-rex."
" That- that's impossible!"
Zika and Nezuko seemed to understand everyone's shock and fear. You saw them start to comfort your new friends out of the corner of your eye.
" I think not."
You turned to look at Inosuke. He looked serious for once. Not being stupid or rash. Just- just straight up serious.
" What do you mean, Inosuke?"
" I think that thing,"
He pointed at the I-rex communicate with the raptors. His green eyes narrowed at the screen.
" is part raptor."
" WHAT?!"
" Whatever DNA they cooked up in that lab to create it, would have to contain T-rex DNA and Velociraptor DNA. Might be possible that it has other dinosaur DNA in its genetic code."
Now he was talking Greek. But, to be fair, you didn't understand a word he just said. You almost thought he was a different person for a split second.
But you recognized him when you saw him focused on reality again. This was one crazy and confusing person ever.
" I am sorry, but since when could you be this serious?"
" Shush, Zinetsu!"
" Eh?"
At this point, you and Inosuke watched Tanjiro begin to scold Zinetsu. Zika and Nezuko just sat behind you two.
Inosuke and you turned to look at each other, before slowly looking back at the chaos that had ensued
What a wonderful thing to watch.
" Should I..."
" Eh, Gonpachiro should be fine."
You just didn't question it, and went back to looking at the cameras. You didn't see the four dromeoasaurids and the I-rex anymore.
That wouldn't be good. Not when it came down to your escape plan. Now you had to look for other ways to get to the lab!
Fantastic!
It was going to be a long time of planning. Not to mention the fact how hungry everyone was except you.
Maybe it was because you were used to not eating a lot in one day? You have been able to not eat for an entire day.
But looking at your friends...
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You turned your head to look over your shoulder. Zika and Nezuko were to worry about.
Zika could only eat so many insects while Nezuko needed to eat meat. She was a carnivore after all.
You were worried about Inosuke the most. He was VERY stubborn, but the way he held his stomach?
It was as if he was trying to ease the pain.
You gritted your teeth. You didn't like seeing anyone in pain. Despite Inosuke being stubborn and a prick, you saw him as a good friend.
" ..."
You sighed, rubbing your temples as a migraine hit you. Probably from getting almost no fluids in your body.
You resumed back to the cameras. Camera 06-0 had nothing going on and same for the other cameras.
All except camera 09-8.
And what you saw terrified you. You almost screamed, but shock thankfully prevented you from doing so.
Camera 09-8 showed the Spinosaurus inching closer to where you had entered. You were terrified.
" DROUKA!"
Inosuke yelled so suddenly, causing you to jump in the air. You quickly whipped your head in time to see him open the bunker door and leave.
" Inosuke! No-"
" And he is gone."
You groaned, before going to the door and closed it.
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After you had gone out of the bunker yourself. You could hear Tanjiro and Zinetsu yell at you from the bunker.
" I am regretting this already."
You weren't joking. You were regretting your actions and choice. You shouldn't have left the bunker.
Left Zika and the other three...
You just had to find Inosuke, stop him from trying to punch the Spinosaurus and go back! It couldn't be that complicated, right?
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You were wrong.
It was a lot more complicated than you had thought originally. It wasn't very simple when you were lost in the tunnels.
Not to mention having a Spinosaurus being in the tunnels as well. He had chased you away from the smaller tunnels and into the larger ones.
Clever dinosaur.
" Stop squirming!"
You whispered to Inosuke, who was struggling in your hold. For a woman, you were very strong.
Well- not as strong as Mitsuri, but strong enough to keep someone in place. Inosuke was being a bit of an angry ch-
" Oh crumbles..."
You made sure to hold your hand over his mouth when the Spinosaurus began inching closer to where you and Inosuke hid.
He kept making noise, the muffled sounds drawing the dinosaur closer to where you two had hid.
" Shut up!"
You whacked him with your other hand, and he immediately stopped. You panicked, thinking you had knocked him out.
He just put his hand over yours that had covered his mouth. His touch was gentle. Not to mention that he had very soft skin.
He didn't make any more sounds. He seemed to understand your fear, and decided to stay quiet for your sake.
Maybe he wasn't such a prick after all.
The dinosaur's snout was next to you both. Teeth as white as can be inches away from you both.
You squeezed your eyes shut, sweating. You tried so hard to not let your breathing quicken.
You hoped so hard to not pass out. To let the dinosaur to find you both. You felt Inosuke squeeze your hand reassuringly.
You felt reassured, but not enough to calm down. He was acting... so caring and soft towards you now. It felt... nice.
Why?
Why was he acting like this? Why now put of all times? Was it because you were panicking that much?
You prayed for the Gods to spare you. Silently. Hopefully you going to receive mercy from them.
But they weren't. They weren't going to show mercy. They were showing no mercy to you after giving you a break. They were waiting for this moment. To see you suffer, a nice concoction of fear and other negative emotions in their cocktails. They were enjoying this path a lot.
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Hello. So this is a question i'm going to send to multiple radfem blogs. What would you say is a crucially important role women have in society that isn't childbirther/care taker? I've asked this on other sites and it has so far stunned everyone, and i hate the idea that my existence is only valued because i can be used as a broodmare. So i'm looking for any answers other than that. How would society crumble without women?
Uh women are people? We build and create, we're smart and resourceful.
This question is so weird like.
"a crucially important role" - what do you consider "crucially important"? Women are engineers and architects, biologists and artists, craftspeople and artisans. Women can build bridges and dams, create councils and grow food, test soil samples and track the migration of geese. We're capable of performing every crucial role in society.
"Women" - why are you asking this question singling out women? What crucially important role do MEN play in society that can't be done by a woman? Why do we as women need to justify our existence?
"in society" - what is your definition of society? Because, at least in my interpretation of your question, you're conflating advanced modern society with evolutionary "purpose".
You say you hate the idea that your existence is only valued because you can be used as a broodmare. Here's my suggestion: get a gun, then go shoot whoever told you that. Then pursue whichever career or hobby interest you, travel, taste new foods, talk to different people, explore new areas. Your purpose in life is what you want it to be. We have approximately 60-80 years to spend on this earth. Breathe. Drink water. Touch grass. Plant grass. Plant different grass. Maybe plant some flowers. Watch the bees and butterflies pollinate them. Hear the thunder and witness the lightning as a storm waters the grass. Feel the rain on your skin. Marvel in the simple wonders of the world, and take pride in knowing you helped something flourish. Or don't. Do something else, something that has meaning to you, something that inspires you, something that makes you laugh, makes you cry, teaches you something. Ride a horse, write a letter, draft plans for an art museum (ik I've used several engineering examples, I'm just literally in an architectural engineering studio keeping my best friend company while she figures out how to put air ducts in an art museum. Lol)
Society is one of those words that means something slightly different to almost everybody. According to Google one definition is "the aggregate of people living together in a more or less ordered community". I like this one. People just living together, doing things together. You are people, I am people. The amount of structure and order in how we live together can vary, but what matters is that we're together. We love each other, hate each other, feel ambivalent about each other. But we're all here, at the same time. Isn't that marvelous?
Which brings me to how you mentioned the "caretaker" role. Humans are social creatures, we thrive in taking care of each other. I think it is stupid to consider this a gendered thing. Everyone interacts with someone, everyone can take care of someone. Many radfems get angry because men to take care of only other men, while women tend to take care of everyone. And sometimes we don't want men to take care of other men because we think some men don't deserve it. We struggle with how society is currently structured, forcing women into a lower class. Most radfems I know combat this in their daily life by uplifting other women, making sure their needs are met. We want to see each other succeed and be healthy and enjoying life. But ultimately, when there are people existing together, no matter if they're men or women, there will be society, and someone will be taking care of someone else. Men are caretakers too. Humans are caretakers, because that's what being a social creature is.
On that note, what does your community directly around you need? What struggles and issues are your neighbors facing? If you're struggling for purpose, this is another good place to start. How can you make life better not just for yourself, but for your neighbors too? Talk to people outside of the internet, get to know their struggles and passions, needs and wants. Share your own. Find out what matters to you and your neighbors, and what you can do towards that goal or issue.
"How would society crumble without women?" How would society crumble without men? Would society crumble without men? Does it matter?
We can spend hours coming up with imaginary situations and philosophizing. And perhaps there is some value in that. But right now, my best friend wants my opinion on which floorplan incorporates air ducts in the most tasteful way without disrupting the utility of the museum's main room. So I'm going to go participate in society by offering her my opinion, and I hope you find some purpose, however big or small, in your part of society as well.
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The dream is that at some point I manage to get myself together enough (which being medicated would help a lot for, but the UK does not take mental health stuff seriously) to start properly writing stuff, and eventually I get published and a decent following and a fantasy series Iâm known for, and then I start a second series which is a sci-fi thing but with significant magical elements but with that worked in with the technology, and it has a focus on characters from massively different species living together and their varying needs and stuff, with an element of that being the translator tech they use and how that has to account for the fact that the very nature of what communication is can vary massively between species, and one of the people on the ship is from a species of fluffy rat-like things which has sexually dimorphic fur colour and historically trans members of the species would use the ash of a particular type of plant to change their fur colour (different bits of the plant leave ash of different colours), and so the words for âtransgenderâ and âcovered in ashâ are the same for them. And one time a character from a different species sees him for the first time just after getting out the Space-Shower but before reapplying the ash (itâs pretty easy to actually change their fur colour in the space future of the books, but many individuals still choose to use the more traditional techniques to honour the past a bit. Itâs an ash that hangs about, so itâll be fine during a light wash but this was a really heavy one. Maybe they even specifically washed it out so they could reapply fresh. I dunno. With the best will in the world Iâm a decade out from actually writing this, so I donât need to know yet.), and theyâre like âYouâre a different colour?â and the crewmate explains all this, but the first time he say âtransâ the translator gives the beep says âTrans or Covered in Ashâ and gives the beep that means itâs one of those two, and he gets the notification that thatâs what the translatorâs done and at first he just clarifies but then after the second time it happens he presses a button and tell the translator to always translate that word as âtransgenderâ going forwards. And then two books later thereâs a bit where thereâs been an explosion or something, and everyoneâs looking for someone, and this crewmate is the one to find them, and theyâre all buried in ash after the explosion (or maybe a volcanic eruption? Yeah, that might work better), and he calls to everyone else like âTheyâre over here! Theyâre transgender!â. So, yeah, thatâs the incredibly long explanation needed for a silly joke in a thing that I might one day write.
#doing really really long run on sentences is an excellent way to work towards a dream of being an author#Hohoho. I did actual reasonable sentences within the brackets because I am a scamp!#Saving my ideas#2022 Philip Election#2023 written election
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âi think i might be butchâ maybe, but you donât have to be. thereâs a lot of ways to be queer you donât have to limit yourself.
âbutch feels⊠mashu mashu, like itâs who iâm meant to beâ you could be, but thereâs a lot of ways to experience queer masculinity. thereâs a universe out there and butch is just one tiny dot. itâs okay to not be butch.
âi spent a lot of time moving through different expressions and experiences of queer masculinity and it felt like hazui. i didnât feel like myself and my body didnât feel like my own. letting myself be butch feels⊠heimish. even if it doesnât make sense to you, iâm totally sababa with being butch.â gender is such an expansive thing, and butch is just one spot in that expanse. there are so many experiences that you havenât had yet, itâs okay to not be butch. you really donât have to be.
dai dai dai, halas! bâchaiyechem⊠really? itâs perfectly fine for me to explore the world of gender, identity, and expression? you just want to make sure i donât limit myself with a label? fucking bullshit. i was so happy to finally be around other people like me, who would care about me even as i grew and changed and learned more about myself, and davka Iâm the one thing you refuse to let lie. i could be exactly who i am, exactly how i am, and leave off the word butch and thereâd be no issue. you davka had to have some weirdly deep seated distaste for butchness and butch experiences. iâm not the only one who got the same crap in the same space! it fucked me up for years! and iâve talked to so many other people on so many different paths that moved through that community and also got fucked up for years! in ways that weâre completely avoidable if we didnât get sucked in by a shallow and toxic community.
some folks get so caught up in the idea of queerness being an ever growing expanse that they cannot fathom someone being able to grow and expand in the embrace of something that has been tended to lovingly by generations.
there is beauty clearing off the land, fertilizing the soil, and breaking ground for the very first time to plant a seed that has never been planted. there is beauty in caring for a luscious garden that has been fostered and cared for by generations of mishpocha who came before you. and there is so much beauty in between! in finding a fledgling garden, and kneeling down next to a handful of other people to pull the weeds from around the sprouts just starting to break through the topsoil. in joining a small group and lending your basket to the very first harvest. in continuing a sprawling garden built and maintained by thousands of years of deep and meaningful masoret and minhag.
every single one of these experiences is just as deep and true and meaningful to the people involved as the next one. every single one of these experiences makes up an irreplaceable section of the quilt that holds us all together. you canât cut pieces out and act as if they didnât belong. you canât resize pieces and act as if the plot they take up is too big or too small. you canât just clear out the gardens that have been here for decades, centuries, and longer because you want to make easier room for those to come in the future. oy gevalt that is not how this works - it never has been. our communities have never been strengthened by the act of cutting each other down.
experiencing emotions rn
#i havenât slept and iâm fucking starving despite having a massive sandwich like half an hour ago#so this is probably incoherent#but these are the words i have to express the big feelings i am having#im scheduling this to post later so i can hopefully re read it for basic logic once iâve slept
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Dark!Druig Headcanons
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I have finally watched Eternals and now I understand why y'all are so obsessed with this man because same
This is a concept that is neither new nor uncommon
But my God do I love it
So let's dive into it
Youâre part of the commune, just living your best rustic cottagecore life without a care about the outside world
Goals tbh
And itâs a perfectly normal day when Druig takes notice of you
Itâs not like youâve just appeared, you were born there
Druig may have been looking but he wasnât seeing
Youâre just carrying a basket of produce, waving and smiling at the children running around
And itâs as if Arishem himself bitch slapped Druig
He eavesdrops on your thoughts and comes to the realization that youâre the personification of human virtues, without an ounce of vice
Druig is watching you from a distance like one watches a wild animal in its natural habitat, careful not to disturb it. He also begins to follow you around
And as much as he would like to show the humankind what it can be, a weird fear clouds his mind
What if the world corrupts you? What if your virtues are delicate enough to be devoured by the odiousness of darkest desires?
No, he canât risk that
And with that thought, he approaches you for the very first time in an attempt to see if your words are as chaste as your image in his head
Ever since Druig quite clearly suggests that you should "surrender" yourself to his protection and live like you deserve
Pointing out the possible dangers lurking around and the fact that not all people have pure intentions and that he, and only he, could keep you safe and sound
The vision of the world he presents to you is definitely embellished for certain purposes
The proposition, although kind, is met with rejection: itâs not that you donât like Druig or don't believe his words, you just like your simple, rustic life
Itâs a very rewarding lifestyle, to know that your mangoes, rumberries, grapefruits and avocados feed the community you love and care about
Man I love fruit
Besides, Druig has done so much for you, your family and the entire community. He would have no reason to deceive you, would he?
Druig's not keen on negotiations
I mean, you are just a human after all, right? Heâs a timeless space being, he probably knows better
Youâll love staying by his side! You just donât know it yet
So the next bit youâve, kind of, brought unto yourself. Until you see reason, Druig doesnât have many options, does he?
He starts off with more subtle things like mind-controlling everyone into alienating you
There are two reasons for that: 1) he doesn't want to risk anyone tainting your kindness and gentleness, and 2) if no one engages in a relationship with you, the loneliness will bring you straight to him
Yes, the idea of being your savior has been occupying his mind for quite some time
Your friends don't have the time to talk to you, some people start to completely ignore you, and your family is genuinely disinterested in you
He fights with his own thoughts about whether he should plant a seed of dislike in your head towards those around you: sure, it would make this whole ordeal easier for him but wouldn't it be a speck of dirt on your otherwise chaste spirit? In the end, he settles for unwavering ambivalence
Druig knows he's breaking your heart, he hears it in your thoughts, but it's a step towards the greater good: sometimes you have to lose first to win later.
So don't be surprised when you wake up one day to a thought in your head that maybe venturing alone into the woods isn't a good idea and that maybe you should stop by Druig's and see how he's doing
But it's rude to show up at someone's house empty-handed, so you bring some fruit with you
Druig definitely got you to hand-feed him grapes or berries
Depending on how receptive you are to his coercion, he might put himself into your dreams
Especially if you're having a nightmare, "saving" you from whatever's bringing you woe
He could, of course, plant an entirely new dream into your head but where's the fun in that? Druig plays his cards well
Even if consciously you know it's just a dream and none of it is real, you can't help your subconscious mind being more drawn towards Druig - just the way he planned everything
In all honesty, it would be less than child's play to make you devoted to him but such a scenario can't quite satisfy the itch inside him. He longs for you to choose to be by his side like a game he plays to win and although he does cheat in this game, the win is a lot less satisfying when the game is rigged to your favor __________ @restingbitchsblog
#eternals#druig#marvel#marvel fanfiction#marvel fanfic#marvel imagine#marvel scenario#eternals fanfic#eternals imagine#eternals scenario#eternals headcanons#druig imagine#druig fanfiction#druig fanfic#druig scenario#druig headcanons#marvel headcanons#dark!druig#dark!druig imagine#dark!druig fanfiction#dark!druig headcanons#marvel eternals#druig x reader#druig x you#eternals druig
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Maribat soulmates AU
I wrote most of it a year ago, but never got around to posting it. Itâs probably been done before, but Iâm a sucker for soulmate AU, so you people are getting it anyway.Â
Hope you all like it!
I apologize for any spelling or grammar errors, English is not my first language. I hope itâs still intelligible.
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General headcanons for the AU:
-Soulmates share the same skills set. When one knows how to do something, the other can do it too. They have the same proficiency, but it gets adapted to their body type, their way of life and their personality and behavior. (ex: Marinette and Damian can both use the katana, but they donât parry the same way or use the same combinations of attacks.)
-They know when the skill theyâre currently using come from their soulmate. Itâs like a small acknowledgement at the back of their mind.
-When they meet face to face, they recognize each other immediately.
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-When Marinette really starts to talk, Arabic and Mandarin words are as present in her vocabulary as French words.
-Sabine is delighted that her baby girlâs soulmate has roots in her culture too. Tom starts looking up Arabic words to try to understand what she is saying. With only a baby pronunciation to get by, it is slow going.
-When Marinette is old enough to understand that she could speak Arabic and Mandarin thanks to her soulmate, she decides that itâs not a fair trade. She gets two languages from them and they only get one! She settles on learning Italian with Nonna Gina.
-Marinette is very agile and light on her feet.
-She knows that baking is her skill, but cooking is her soulmateâs. Every time she helps her maman with diner, she feels like someone is backing her up at the back of her mind. A warm presence easily overlooks. Like âoh yeah, itâs your skill. Thank you for sharing.â
-Arabic, Mandarin and cooking are the only thing she really gets from her soulmate. Or so she thinks. Assassinâs skills arenât exactly useful in the day to day life of a French bakery.
-When she becomes Ladybug, she thinks that the acrobatics are thanks to the magic suit. Until she finds herself with a sword in her hands and suddenly, she isnât so sure anymore.
-Ladybugâs suit includes a black utility belt made of little pouches with self-sealing flaps and full of all sort of things: zip ties, a gas mask (perfectly functional despite its small size â donât question the magic), an infra-red flashlight, a fingerprint kit, skeleton keys, smoke bombs, flash bombs, a rebreathing apparatus, a miniature voice recorder, a basic first-aid kit. Everything is bright red with black polka dots. Even the zip ties.
-After a careful inventory of her utility belt, Marinette acknowledges that probably half of it is the result of soulmate influence. Tikki had told her that generally her Chosens only use their yo-yo and Marinette would never have thought of zip ties on her own.
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-Damian knows that he has a soulmate because he can speak French and Italian like a native when he only ever learnt Arabic and Mandarin.
-He scoffs at the thought of a soulmate. Heâs an Al Ghul and his grandfatherâs heir, he has no need for such frivolities. When heâll met his soulmate, heâll either recruit them for the League or kill them, depending on what his mood will be that day and their level of uselessness.
-He starts learning English when heâs nine following his motherâs orders. If heâs to be his fatherâs heir, he needs to be able to communicate with him and the various âchildrenâ the man adopted over the years. He thinks his soulmate is helping him by learning English words he hasnât learnt yet. He doesnât dwell on it.
-It isnât until he starts living with his father in Gotham that he starts to see soulmates in a new light. Richard Graysonâs soulmate is Starfire. Timothy Drakeâs soulmate is Superboy. He canât win against either of them. Maybe his soulmate wonât be useless after all.
-Damian has a hard time falling asleep in a house full of highly trained strangers at first. He starts exploring the Manor, before ending in the kitchen. Following instincts that arenât his own, he makes chocolate-chip cookies. While preparing the dough, he can feel a warm almost-there presence at the back of his mind. He starts doing it every night. Sometimes he tries new recipes. They all turn pretty good. No one ever bother him.
(-They have all already checked the camera feed to see what he was up to. And if baking is relaxing him, they arenât going to comment. Heâs enough of a prickly porcupine, no need to put him even more on the defensive.)
-Damian grows to love his family. And maybe his soulmate, whoever they were.
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-Amelia Brody is Marinetteâs class interpreter and tour guide for the duration of their school trip in Gotham. Sheâs cheerful and excited to show her city to those children. Sheâs a bit weirded-out by the class dynamics but put it down to French people, until itâs time to tour Wayne Enterprise.
-Theyâre just finishing touring the open-to-visitors part of WE when she realizes that Marinette is rooted to the spot and facing the âemployees onlyâ elevators a few meters away.
âMarinette?â she calls, coming closer. âIs everything alright?â
The girl blinks at her, eyes wide, before looking back at the elevators.
âI-I donât⊠Iâm sorry⊠I just⊠Soulmate?â
Some of the other teenagers scoff.
âQuit making a scene, girl.â Alya rolls her eyes.
Amelia has been getting to know those children for days and she saw how Marinette was treated, how everyone believed Lilaâs grand tales and itâs not her place to interfere, even less so when she doesnât have the full picture, but when she sees Marinette force herself to take a step back, shoulders hunched up, she swipes out her phone to call security and informs them of the situation.
A few minutes later, a dark-haired man cheerfully joins them. Amelia is standing like a barrage between Marinette and the things her classmates are murmuring about the girl while Caline Bustier imitates a pot plant. (Amelia is going to write a long report on this class, just watch her). Still, Amelia is very relieved to see Dick Grayson. (She manages to keep the fangirling down to a mental squeal, thank God)
âSo, youâre feeling your soulmate is upstairs?â he asks Marinette.
âIâm sorry,â she replies like a reflex, looking down at her shoes.
âDonât be! Letâs go see if we can find them!â
Everyone piles up in the elevator. Thereâre so many people working at WE that the elevators are all very spacious.
Itâs not quite a skill that make Marinette push the top floor button, but itâs not that different from muscle memory. Her soulmate has pushed this button so many times, that Marinette doesnât even hesitate. Dickâs eyes lit up at her actions. After all thereâs not a lot of people at the top floor who can be her soulmate. He doesnât quite like the tone of her classmates even if he canât understand what theyâre saying, but the tour guideâs expression is a sign to behold, so he doesnât think heâs imagining the insults.
-When the elevatorâs doors open again, Marinette makes a beeline for the central office just as the door opens and a young man with dark hair and green eyes exits with a puzzled frown.
Their eyes meet.
âHi,â Marinette blushes, incapable of looking anywhere else.
âHello,â Damian replies, voice soft.
#yume writes#Maribat#Daminette#marinette dupain cheng#marinette x damian#ml x dc#Damian x Marinette#Maribat au
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this oneâs more of a fic idea than an analysis ask, but what do you think Onniâs POV during adventure 1 would be like if weâd seen more of it?? What was the lad thinking the whole time???
-endearingsalt
In a word or two? Guilt and anxiety.
Onni is painted as this timid, afraid older brother who stays behind out of fear, but thatâs not actually that accurate. Yes, Onni stays behindâbut then he leaves, on his own, to catch up with the VĂ€sterströms in Sweden. Onni, who hasnât left Keuruu in the last ten years, and hasnât left Finland ever, ventures out alone.
The interesting thing, though, is that Onniâs entire plotline is pretty stationary, from a purely physical perspective. He has plenty of movements and character moments in the dreamsea, but thatâs about it. He spends the vast majority of the adventure just... in the VĂ€sterströmâs house. (And a good chunk of that he spends in just one room, considering he sleeps on the couch by the radio.)
Itâs easy to miss because we donât see much of Onniâs POV, but Onni and Lalli are distinct foils of one another. Onni faces many of the same choices and hardships as Lalli; Onni is simply the darker outcome.
Letâs start with that physicality: Onni leaves Keuruu, yes, but then plants firmly for the majority of Adventure 1. He doesnât even leave his dreamspace all that often, comparativelyâonly when absolutely necessary (I can think of... two instances off the top of my head? When he rescues Lalli and also when Reynir takes him to see Pastor A. Maybe thereâs one more.)
Lalli, meanwhile, leaves for the expedition, and also spends a surprising (and perhaps unwise) amount of time outside his area in the dreamsea.
Zooming out, we find more parallels between Onni and Lalli. They experience the same kinds of isolation; itâs just less visible in Onniâs situation.
(Actually, Onniâs experience also fits into the language barrier as a metaphor for neurodivergence paradigm, I just didnât talk about him in that post. And he also fits nicely into this whole framework as well.)
Onni speaks Icelandic, but itâs not his first languageâwe know that he has a heavy accent, doesnât read or write well in Icelandic, and overall seems to struggle with it. So, while he can communicate with the team in Sweden, it doesnât come easily. Onni and Lalli both experience isolation, and a great deal of that isolation is built into the situation by virtue of intelligibility.
Taking it one step further, Onni and Lalli also experience the same kind of doubt and... almost microaggressions? Because of their magic abilities. No one else around Onni understands his history, no one understands what Onni does, and so no one takes him seriously. Yes he cries, yes he meditates, yes he can talk to Lalli without the radio, he is traumatized and sees ghosts just leave him alone!!
But this defense mechanism works a little too well. We don't see much of Onni's day-to-day during Adventure 1, but, even in those highlights, Onni is largely left alone. His physical needs are taken care of, but does he engage in the emotional and social support of the household? Absolutely not. I give Taru and the VÀsteströms enough credit to have offered emotional support, someone to talk to, but one, any help offered would be deeply ineffective by virtue of the situation and the people involved, and two, do you think Onni would be even remotely vulnerable with people who are basically strangers? Absolutely not.
So. We've established that Onni and Lalli are foils. They come from similar trauma, have similar skills, and similar weaknesses. (With this relationship there's also a foil point to be drawn between Emil and Reynir in relationship to their respective Finns, but that's a much more divisive post.) But all of this means nothing in the face of the most important difference between Onni and Lalli:
Lalli is ready to change, Onni is not. This is a harder thing to point to directly, because itâs mostly the lack of rather than the presence of something. But, while Onni has his moments of bravery, he is still very afraid, and that fear drives his actions. Heâs afraid of change. And, in the end, letting go of his grief and trauma is change. Recovering from mental illness can be terrifying, because itâs a shift in reality. Itâs unfamiliar and painful in a new way.
BUT your ask was about Onni's POV in Adventure 1. Taking all of the above, what can we conclude about Onni's subtext and journey?
In a word or two? Guilt and anxiety.
Anxiety because he's not there, and the Kade makes things more difficult and restricts both his and Lalli's movements. Anxiety because this is the first time he's ever been separated from Tuuri and Lalli since they were in quarantine after Saimaa. Anxiety because he thinks of Tuuri and Lalli as little kids, barely able to take care of themselves.
(This doesn't even begin to get into what Onni secretly thinks of himself. He'd never admit it, but Onni doesn't think he can do any of this alone, either. Tuuri and Lalli have lost their support system, but more importantly, Onni has lost his.)
That said, I do think Onni was exercising a lot of discipline during Adventure 1 as well. He could have checked on Lalli every night of the expedition. It's marginally safer for him to cross the dreamsea, and he can move faster. But he didn't. Fear probably played into that, but this also means he refused the fear that wanted him to cling to Lalli. He had so little control over the entire situation; I imagine being able to exert some control over himself was the greatest reassurance he had.
And the guilt? He has guilt because he didn't go. Guilt because he abandoned them.
And that's the thing: Onni believes that he is 100% responsible for Tuuri's death. He didn't go because he was too afraid, and his fear cost Tuuri's life. That's why he leaves in Adventure 2--he has another chance, and he's trying to do the right thing by Lalli.
#this ask has sat drafted in my inbox for months#just couldn't quite get it coherent#still not quite where I wanted it#but eh#sssscomic#stand still stay silent#onni hotakainen#meta#analysis#my shit
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đđđšđ«đ đđšđź | âIn despair, he condemns his desires. Regretted, he know the consequences would be eternal and all he wanted was you. Your fiery personality, bright lips and soft skin.â
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Genre: friends to lovers;
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Some men's whish the glory, others crawl like snakes by power and there is those who live like rats in the system. However, there is a exception â and his names is Levi Ackerman. Emerged from the underground, by dust and blood, forged as a weapon at an early age and steeped in pride, he raised as humanity's strongest soldier. He carries a doctrine, imbedded in his bones: he serves to humanity, the balance and the freedom of mankind. If there is a threat, he is the man who can fight against it, ranging from cruel people to evil titans.
He was born in cruel times and did his best to survive in the Underground. He found a glory he wasn't looking for. Something many wish to through their lives, but which, for him, was irrelevant. They all bleed, they all are stuck on the Walls and share the same ended chapter: the death. The final outcome is not defined by possessions, achievements or privileges in life. The only difference was that could get death any easier and painless. Levi was not a hypocrite: he would rather a peaceful death, lying on his bed, instead of being eaten by a titan.
He rather â and is all what it is. It wasn't like if he had any choice. The Ackerman's family were designed to protect the people and to fight. They were cursed with a power. Some people could say it is a miracle in dark times. Others would argue that mans were corrupted, cruel and too ambitious to deal with that awakened power. Well, Levi knows, that no everyone were worthy to possess such ability â Kenny, that asshole, was one of them.
However, there was kind strange situation. An only exception, an affliction that hung over through the heart and maddened his mind: you.
Desire wasn't a word enough to define how he feels close to you, a fearless female warrior, who destroy each barrier he has built over the years, causing delirium with the thought of you hurt. Levi knew he would have taken a checkmate just by desiring you.
But when it all starts? He couldn't say with sure. Maybe, when he, Farlan and Isabel were recruited by the Survey Corps, and you were the only one who spoke to them without undriveable mock and trial. You, besides Erwin, didn't seem to care where they came from. As deeply loyal as you were to your comrades, you didn't depend on your interactions with them for take a direction â you were content to follow your own passions and desires without input from anyone else.
Maybe it started when he saw you in battle or an a argue with a member of Military Police Regiment. Fear is not in yours's vocabulary when you are on the battlefield or when you are speaking her mind to others.
As their partnership grew, he'd find some similarities between you, but also many differences.
You, just like him, has little patience for any form of prose or riddles when you are communicating with others. You speak bluntly and without pretense, and expects others to do the same, prefers to get to the point and doesnât seek to romanticize your expectations or intentions. You also are focused on the present issues and what role you can play in protecting the people that you love, what can prevent you from seeing the future results of your present actions and, unlike him, does result in some impulsive and risky â yet braveâ actions.
All these little things over the years, made him fall in love with you, and Levi had ways to say it without saying "I love you".
Like that night.
He wasn't hiding his disgust face when handed you a cup full of that steaming, black liquid; the simply smelling coffee could make your stomach turn, but still, he prepares a cup for you every night.
As the second in the command, you have spent several evenings together conducting the next advances of the squadron. So, there you are, sitting next to him, eyes focused on the paper, turning the pen between your fingers and... biting your lower lip.
Occasionally, almost instinctively Levi raises his eyes to you. Being so close of you was it's a unique feeling. The smell of your perfume as stunning, and his throat closes around the words he would like to say. The tension that has been brought in was too dangerous for someone like him.
Fucking woman, fucking lips. Fuck you!
''Is there a problem?'', you inquired making eye contact for the first time that night. He couldn't say if there was perversion when you wet your own lips, but Levi felt his muscles become tense and contracted when you made it.
Levi responded with a faint whimper before observed: ''You shouldn't be drinking so much coffee at this time. You look like shit when don't get sleep''.
Lie. Fucking hell, you're always beautiful, but no way he'd say what he thought.
You rolled your eyes. ''It's you who did'', you put forth.
''I wasn't in the mood to put up with a brat attitude from you.''
''Brat? You know that we have about the same age, don't you?'', your gaze traveled from the figure sat in front of you to the window, confused as to why you would be embarrassed about his presence. You took in a breath before adding: ''Anyway, don't want sleep.''
There was a pause for a few seconds. You and he eyed each other.
''Why?'', he asks, authoritative one.
You shrugged and shook your head firmly. ''It doesn't matter.''
''If it doesn't matter, why would I have asked that?''
"Cause you're snooperâ, you smirked.
''I'm not a snooper, brat."
He felt his heart begin to quicken when you carried the pen to your lips and start biting.
"Yes, you are a horrible snooper old man, bossy and with an astonishing mania for cleanliness."
"Old? You know we have about the same ageâ; he repeats. His eyes drifted back to your face, noticing your gaze had shifted again to the woods beyond the window. "And you're avoiding the question", he softly says (at least as softy as he could be), interrupting your rampant thoughts. "Are you alright?"
Levi watches in silence as you'd shoulders slump.
"I can't sleep. My mind has the scary capability of being evil, although I always thought that one day it'd get better", you're voice was low and flat, quiet and a little sad as you spoke to Levi, who seemed to know what are you exactly referred to and only nodded at your words. "I feel guilty. All the time."
Even in the darkness the room held, your eyes find his greys one like the starlight's.
''Are you afraid of your dreams, too?'', you asked, never expecting the humanity strongest soldier to have any fears.
'Yes'', he said quietly.
You nodded with hesitation, his words repainting in your head as you struggled to forma a sentence to answered.
Levi was used to such sadness, he had month's â no, years â to griever over the deaths of his mother and friends. Death was not uncommon thing in his life. His childhood who should be carefree, playing in the sun, was like a living nightmare, learning to fight in the darkness of Underground. Later, when he left the place to join the Survey Corps, he accepted to live in that never ending tragedy that people had sadly grown used to. Death was more common in that job than anything else, and he knows how badly it fuck with his mind.
âIâm beginning to think weâre a lot alike⊠you and me. Weâre both strange cast, whoâve learned to fight when weâre backed into a corner'', you began weakly.
''Well, weâre backed into a corner now. Two fucking insomniacsâ, he shook his head, thinking about your words. He didn't seem to like the way your voice sounded sadder. You raised your eyes to him again as he slowly spoke: ''You're not alone''
You answered a tiny smile onto your lips. Levi felt his cheeks burn and opposite glanced to your empty coffee cup, thinking that he'll able to always tolerate your strange addiction.
A few second later you both went back to work, and Levi was left with words stuck, temptation planted in the mind and a sure thing for him: the insomniac nights would become better by you.
ă ââ ă
Inside Wall Sheena, guests were arriving, among them five members of the Scout Regiment - consisting mostly of commanders - walked through the gates, exuding self-confidence, bitter to participate in that boring and stupid meeting.
Little lies, little social sacrifices to feed what kept the Scout Regiment going: funding.
It was not necessary to be an expert in politics to see beyond the traditional veil of those events, to perceive the intentions of certain parliamentarians, very sadistic. Knowing it was part of your job to relate to these kinds of people annoyed you.
For one minute, you saw out of the corner of your eyes, the first on your command. The man of grey eyes used a black suit that fits perfectly. Be present in an event with so many politics didn't seem to his liking. Was kind of hard for all of you play nice one with all this tension in the air.
You've never felt the feeling of fear and tension like that inside the Walls before.
''Stop frowning before you break your face''
'It would be so sad, and you would cry for being depriving of that beautiful face''
''Oh, fuck yourself'', he says, angrily.
''If you watch''
You smirched at his expression as he looks up to you, after seeing your face, he turns away.
''Watch your words, brat''
''Or what, old man? What will you do to me?''
He looks back up at you.
''I could break you habit of drinking coffee, put you to clean all the HQ or even to help Hange with the experiments. The three together seems good, by the way''
You roll your eyes.
''You're mean''
'You're annoying'', he replied. ''And you know, if you keep rolling your eyes one day their going to get stuck like that''
''Are you trying to be funny?''
His little grin showed up making you roll eyes into a smile. He was terribly bossy and annoying, but you like that about him.
You took the glass of wine to your lips and raised your eyes to hit his. Levi hovered over you, making you felt that flame into your heart once more. Your eyes tailed down to Levi's lips then back to his eyes. You could feel your heart beating recklessly.
Fucking grey eyes, fucking black suit. Fuck you!
You felt a thumb on your cheeks, making them burn.
''You look...'', he started whispered and slightly caress your cheeks. Your body started to get hot under his soft touch. ''... beautiful. You look beautiful''
You were speechless.
You liked the sudden ardor, of the dangerous attraction, of folly and frivolous with provocative sins. Liked and thought how the taste of his lips would be: the indomitable, the irresistible, the powerful and sin.
He slowly dragged his hand down to my thorax wrapping his hands around it. A soft gasp escaped of your lips.
''You know... If you want dance, it'll not rude to ask'', you try to say. ''The song is awful, but I'm not a demanding partner''
''Only if you donât step on my foot''
His prepotency make you smile.
''Donât be a bad partner and there will be no mistakes'', you retorted, making him raised one of the eyebrows. ''That's how a men should behave next to a woman''
He took you in his arms, abruptly, making the bodies collide with intensity. You gasped, very close to Levi's ears, who felt the hairs stand on the back of his neck. Leading you through music, in no second was the look averted, in a battle for unknown control.
You and Levi explored a unique experience.
He stares burned deep into your body. His touch on your skin made your body tingle.
Fuck, control yourself. Don't get turned on by him!
He didn't say anything, just left you hold into him. You could feel your body burning around him. What was he doing to you? It felt like a spell. The effect of sin, of desire. You should get rid of that, all you needed least were distractions in the workplace and ruin the friendship, trust and partnership that you two took so long to build.
However, both keep looking to each other longer than friends should. Longer than friends should...
He could saw you lost inside your mind. Slowly, he pulled down his fingers, lazily touching the skin of your exposed back by the dress. Levi's vision was blinded by the desire his image represented. The surroundings smelled wine and fruits, intoxicating his sense. The ears, doomed to hear the political bullshit. His tact could burn by touching you. His taste? It was dangerous, because wanted to discover the taste of your lips and body.
But not now, not here.
You are his friend â the only who was left. In despair, he condemns his desires. Regretted, he knew the consequences would be eternal and all he wanted was you. Your fiery personality, bright lips and soft skin.
To hell all of that. When you both got back, he'll fucked you, every way that he can thinking off. He wants to pound into you, slammed into you and give the best night that you ever have. He wants to kiss every inch of your skin.
''Good girl'', he whispers next to your ears. ''But I'll show you how true men should behave next to a woman when we get back''
#aot x reader#attack on titan imagine#levi ackerman x reader#levi ackerman imagine#levi x you#levi smut#levi ackerman series#attack on titan fanfiction
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Just to expound a bit more about fandom's mis/use of the term "gaslighting" in reference to this anon ask where I refuted the idea that Sansa was "gaslighting" Robert Arryn. I am certainly not assuming it was with deliberate malice on anyone's part. It's far more likely it came from a place of genuine misunderstanding because of how inundated pop culture and fandom can be with certain abuse-related buzzwords. Not that there aren't instances in fiction where the term is appropriate, but they are often far less common than the discourse leads people to believe. This is a real problem for many reasons, but mainly when people are seeing these negatively-charged, highly-prejudicial terms free-floating in conversations they don't belong in, they're going to derive incorrect meanings and usage of those terms. People often learn what words mean from the context clues in the surrounding sentence, right? Once they "learn," they repeat it in their own usage, and it perpetuates with unhelpful and potentially harmful results. Then on top of that, these conversations are going within the bubble of fandom communities that already tend to hash and rehash topics to death. And nothing gets fandom fired up like sniffing out abuse and abusers in fiction. I think it's important to keep in mind, that two people expressing vastly different opinions or perspectives on the same thing is not gaslighting. Even when those disagreements get heated or one is dismissive of the other, that doesn't mean the interaction is rising to the level of a gaslighting attempt. The glass-half-empty person is not gaslighting or using any kind of abusive manipulation tactic on the glass-half-full person or vice versa. They are simply different personalities with different outlooks on things. Maybe one of them has a better claim to objective accuracy in a situation, but generally, people are allowed to have their own point of view and they are allowed to say it.
To be clear, I am not a mental health professional, but google is a thing, and credible info from mental health professionals is readily available. Gaslighting is a very specific type of manipulation tactic to get another person to doubt their own reality, memory, or perception. The goal is to make the target lose confidence in their own ability to think, perceive, and make decisions in a clear-headed way. IMO, for Sansa to gaslight Sweetrobin, she'd have to know Sweetrobin's beliefs have validity but respond in a fraudulent way that makes him think those beliefs are not just wrong or mistaken, but that he's crazy for thinking it. That it's so ludicrous, it has to be a product of some kind of deficiency or defect. To say that a mildly dismissive hushing on her part rises to that level of tactical manipulation is a real stretch. Keep in mind that neither Sweetrobin nor Sansa have met Harrold Hardyng personally at the time of their interaction to fairly judge his character. All they know of Harry are things they have heard through gossip. At worst, you can say both Sweetrobin's pessimism and Sansa's optimism are equally unfounded at that point, and they both state their perspectives with a high degree of unearned certainty. On the other hand, both present equally realistic possibilities to consider, too. Sometimes people only care about what they stand to gain from an inheritance. But also, sometimes people genuinely value family and would like an opportunity to have a closer relationship. We don't know and can't know what the truth is until we actually meet Harry. If anything, Sweetrobin's perspective might have planted a seed of doubt in Sansa's mind because she ends up carefully observing Harry, taking note of some red flags, and puts him to a test of his honesty. That shouldn't matter if she's fully on board with this marriage plot and is just going to use Harry as a pawn.
#fandom commentary#fandom criticism#asoiaf fandom#sansa stark#robert arryn#sweetrobin#on gaslighting
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Patch Notes
Update 07/20/2021
PC: 1.77.131.1030 / Mac: 1.77.131.1230
Console: Version 1.44
Hello Simmers!
Hope you are well wherever you are in the world and that you are all having a fantastic Summer of Sims! We are excited to share todayâs update with you. There is a lot of info, so make sure you have your tea/coffee/beverage of choice ready to read on. You all know I have my coffee ready for this!
As we continue to get ready to explore the countryside charm of Henford-on-Bagley and cannot absolutely wait to play with the adorable animals in Cottage Living, we also have updates and fixes that should improve and complement your Simsâ everyday life. We have something for everyone and we hope that you all enjoy them. Thank you for all your feedback and support.
Cheers!
-SimGuruRusskii ft. SimGuruRomeo and SimGuruJoAnna
Whatâs New?
Letâs start with some items that we shared in our last Sims 411! For this update, we partnered with two talented artists from the LGBTQ+ community, Ashley Lukashepsky, and Mohammed Iman Fayaz, and they have brought their inspiring and beautiful artwork into the game. We have also included the modernized version of the large afro hairstyle that we showed you. But more than tell you about it in text, let me actually attach a screenshot of everything put together:
I love everything about this scene, not only it shows you how the artwork looks in a real game setting, but the whole scene with the two Sims and their surroundings is quite magical. Also, look at that hair! The way the light highlights it, perfection! You may also notice the hair of the Sim on the right, which was also added with this update for everyone. I want to personally thank all Simmers for their feedback and recommendations, as we are continuously working on adding more diverse hairstyles and textures to not only packs, but also to our base game.
Now that we are talking about artwork, the last patch notes I forgot to add the artwork made by the wonderful Jupiter Stevens-Hill. I apologize for that, I totally blanked out. However, Iâm happy to see that a lot of you are enjoying it and placing it in your Lots! That makes a very happy Russkii =)
To find Jupiter, Ashley, and Mohammedâs paintings in Build Mode, make sure you take a look at the Paintings and Posters sort and filter by Base Game items. These artists are amazing and we hope you enjoy their creations.
Now, without further ado, letâs get to some new features and improvements that are part of this update!
A little bit of Gallery
When you download a lot made with the bb.moveobjects cheat, the game now notifies you about this so you know to activate the cheat before placing the lot. Builders, this means you won't need to mention it in the lotâs description anymore!
A little for Sims
Trying to find the Sims in the current neighborhood? Select their portraits in the Relationship Panel.
"Focus the Camera" moves the camera to the Sim.
"Lock the Camera" moves the camera to the Sim and keeps following them.
Where did the Notebook go?
Found it! The Notebook has moved out of the Phone and into its own button for quicker access.
The "Center on Current Lot" button that used to be there has moved to the top right, adjacent to the Camera Controls.
Water Tool
You now can make natural, organic bodies of water! Just head into Build Mode, make a hole with the Terrain Manipulation tool, and fill it with water. It is that easy! The Terrain Manipulation and Paint Tools also have more brush sizes to enable finer detail.
In adding the Water Tool, we also took the chance to overhaul the related tools and object categories. Why not? Enjoy!
Pond Effects
All sorts of critters are available to complete the look of your pond ranging from ducks and swans to pesky mosquitoes. There is even an alligator!
New Pond Objects
Outdoor Water DĂ©cor now has an assortment of new Pond Objects to decorate the perfect pond. Some of these objects such as the Bog Log and Colorful Lily Pads have interactions on them in Live Mode to activate Turtle and Frog effects. The new Fishing Allowed Sign enables you to stock your pond with any fish your Sims have previously caught. Try it out!
New Water Styles
Go beyond the original crystal blue and dreamy magenta water. Additional options range from âMossy Waterâ to âPond Scumâ to complete that au natural look.
The Shrubs category includes new plants to complement the water styles: "Green Fern", "Leaning Not-Grass Grass", "Not-Grass Grass Sans Inflorescence."
Gardening with Children
Children now can help out in the garden by planting, watering, and weeding. They build their Mental skill as they garden. The process of purchasing and planting seeds is streamlined as well to make gardening more enjoyable for everyone.
Group Cooking
Cooking no longer is a solo affair. Sims now can cook in groups of up to five Sims including children. Start cooking together by selecting a fridge, stove, or any empty countertop.
Zoomers Food Delivery Service
Are your Sims getting tired of the same old pizza delivery every night? Well, gone are the days of redundant pizza nights. Maybe you are in the mood for pasta primavera or even a fancy steak dinner. All this and more are available courtesy of Zoomer Food Delivery. Order delivery through the phone or the refrigerator and the food will arrive in a jif.
Calendar
The calendar, previously available only with Seasons, now is available with Base Game to see upcoming events such as birthdays, school and work schedules, festivals, and fairs. You even can use it to book events, so itâs time to get to party planning!
Bug Fixes
Consoles
In Snowy Escape, skiing, sledding, and snowboarding on Bunny Slopes now contribute to the Extreme Sports Enthusiast Aspiration.
Also in Snowy Escape, Sims with high enough Skiing and Snowboarding skills now can enjoy the more advanced slopes. Sims also use the Lift to go to the top of the slopes and not go âthe hard way.â
Simmers can now rotate Sims downloaded from the Gallery in Create a Sim. Spin them âround, âround, Simmers âround, âround - Â like a record âround, âround, âround, âround.
The Sims 4
We made some improvements that should help our Simulation lag, particularly on the usage of some computer interactions like playing BlicBlock, along with fishing interactions, which should make the game perform a bit better. Note that this doesnât entirely fix simulation lag but it should help and it is a step in a good direction.
Fixed an issue in which placing Mirrors directly opposite Doors would create a visual glitch in which walls and borders would disappear around them and well it was quite spooky to be honest, glad we solved that one!
Ever wish your food didnât expire? I know I do, especially when it comes to traveling and coming back to see a fridge in pristine condition, that is a dream⊠but alas, it is not meant to be in life or in Sims. Fixed an issue in which traveling didnât let food expire.
Sims stuck sleeping and couldnât cancel that interaction? Not a product of a sci-fi film as I thought, but I can say that we have fixed this issue, well I hope.
You want to know how to not make my day, have my coffee brew endlessly but without giving me the coffee! Luckily the issue in-game about the Brew Coffee interaction being stuck has been fixed. Wasnât it odd? Wait⊠Sleep and Brew Coffee were stuck in a mysterious loop? SUS.
If your Child Sims suddenly interrupted their computer sessions to draw on the activity table when Inspired, worry not, this should not happen after this update.
Fixed an issue that caused the âItems Removedâ pop-up to appear when no items were removed from the game.
Fixed an issue in which setting Lots on Slipshod Mesquite would sometimes generate a crash of the game for some Simmers. The Lot couldnât handle that much flavor.
Some blush and lipstick opacity sliders are back as they were greyed out.
Step-Parent/Child relationships are no longer missing in the Genealogy Panel. Similarly, other cases of broken families in the Genealogy Panel have been fixed as well. It is all about reconnecting or connecting with what is important.
Platforms will no longer raise in height automatically when creating new walls to intersect part of them.
We also fixed an issue in which if you placed platforms in basement levels and a staircase from the floor to the platforms, it would create this gap or hole in front of the stairs and Sims were not able to route correctly. You know, I have played many platformers in my lifetime, but do you imagine Sims trying to jump those gaps? I mean, I am called JumpFail for a reason⊠glad we fixed this one!
World view Lots that had some off-centered border have been adjusted.
Toddlers will no longer gain negative Sentiments against their parents randomly, especially the Festering Grudge Sentiment. I should not be laughing at this issue as I type it, I should notâŠ<giggles>
We got word that the camera was malfunctioning and bouncing uncontrollably in some Lots across multiple Worlds. We fixed an issue that caused this, but let us know if there are new instances.
Sometimes Ghosts can be part of our Households if we choose to, however, it is really hard to live with Ghosts that constantly break things, it makes it a bit⊠unlivable. So our expert team of Simghostologists has communicated with these Ghosts in the non-physical realm and they have agreed to not break everything all the time.
Fixed an issue related to flooring glitches while placing the dance floor or crystal clear flooring.
Went through all the trouble in hiring a Nanny only to have your Toddler get sent to Daycare? More than a schedule conflict I imagine having the Nanny show up and there is no Toddler so what does the Nanny do in this case? Do they leave? Do they stay and wait? I must know⊠However, This should no longer be an issue.
Fixed an issue where using â{}â (curly brackets) Â in renaming objects would make these invisible in lists or UI in general.
Fixed an issue in the Likes and Dislikes section in Create a Sim that had some categories displayed incorrectly (either cut off, or words broken apart in new lines incorrectly) for some languages.
There was a clipping issue with the eye preset ymAsian13_Eyes that occurred when Sims were in extreme emotion, like Angry, and blinked. We adjusted this preset so this should not occur.
Toddlers can be picky eaters, but Toddlers not eating any fish recipe? That is suspicious, so we had a chat with the little angels and we have found a way to help them enjoy the complex flavors of our fish recipes.
Our UI team has fixed an issue in which a scrollbar appeared in the Sentiment section in the Relationship Panel when there were no sentiments. The mysterious scrollbar was mysterious. Similarly, they have also fixed an issue in which if multiple Sims gained sentiments together their thought bubbles look quite not right with the incorrect colors, so now they should look proper.
The Likes and Dislikes icon in Create a Sim will no longer overlap its text. It looked weird, honestly.
Droids (if you own Journey to Batuu) and Drones (if you own Get Famous) clipping into all kinds of objects in Build Mode? We saw that too, so there should be a fix for that in this game update. I mean this went beyond just crashing into thingsâŠ
The option âJoin After School Activityâ will no longer be available if Simmers donât have Seasons or Get Famous packs installed.
Sims in deviant paths now can properly reach the Level 4 of the Criminal Career.
Now, this is one that made my day, Cowplants are now able to dance again when Sims play music in front of them. Dance Cowplant, Dance!
Fixed an issue in which relationship points gained by friendly introductions were more than usual if Simmers didnât have Snowy Escape installed.
We adjusted the color swatches for the S. Cargeaux Counter Island so that when it gets dirty, the counter doesnât completely change colors. Dirty Counter - who dis?
Fixed an issue where the Scared Emotion UI was displaying a broken pose for Toddlers. The pose was kinda more scary than what the Toddler had been scared of, so glad that is done.
Outfits worn while Purchased and Worn in Festivals/Kiosks/Stalls should no longer remove accessories that were in place for the Sim.
Error code 134:571e5862 that occurred to some Simmers should be fixed now.
We fixed a few hairstyles (yfHair_EP05WavyBob, yfHair_EP01PartedFlat, yfHair_EP05UnderCutDreads, yfHair_EP01ShortSwept, and yfHair_DreamyCrew) that when used with the recently added color options would create splotches in the eyes, change the color of teeth, and/or change the eyelashes color.
As always the Localization team and this author have fixed and improved text across all packs and updates.
Get to Work
Aliens can now enjoy their custom Blush options in Create a Sim. Lewks out of this world!
Retail employees will now appropriately change into their assigned outfits. Listen, I grew up wearing uniforms for school, I get it, sometimes they are not the prettiest⊠but you have to wear them if you have to go to that establishment. I know the pain too well⊠but my sense of style grew from that⊠I think.
We made a fix to some of the swatches from the Barely Better Digital Camera that were missing a description for the item, so now all the swatches will display the text in all its glory.
Get Together
Some of these Sims are not like the others, some of these Sims just donât belong. Can you tell which are not like the others by the time I finish writing these notes?
Fixed an issue in which some of the rooftops in Winderburg were not displaying Snow (if you own Seasons) correctly.
Fixed an issue where Sims didnât sometimes change into their Club outfits when a Club Gathering was being held.
City Living
The Scattered Panes window in Build Mode now displays appropriate shadows in all options.
Sims enrolled in the Social Media career will now gain influence at the end of their stream instead of every few Sim-minutes.
Two hairstyles (ymHair_EP03BunHighPins and ymHair_EP03BraidedFlateBun) have been updated to reflect the correct look when choosing the Neutral Black color option.
Your Sims want to shoot some Basketball Close Shots, but they are trying to eat first? Well, now your Sims can finish eating before trying those hoops. Nutrition is important!
Cats and Dogs
We fixed an issue in which whiskers were not being seen applied to Cats. A Cat without whiskers is like Peanut butter without Jelly⊠or something like that! Just wrong!
Robot Vacuums should all now return to their docks accordingly. I hope this issue was not a sign that they were becoming sentient.
Sims will no longer get a Moodlet referring to the death of their Pet when witnessing the death of another Sim. The loss of a Sim is heartbreaking, but also getting a Moodlet for the death of their Pet when the Pet has not died, that is cold Grimmy, very cold.
Speaking of Robot Vacuums becoming sentient a few lines above, we fixed an issue that made the game crash when Cats would sit on the Robot Vacuum. CatonRobot.exe is now working.
We fixed an issue in which some Simmers experienced a crash with their last played Household loading into Brindleton Bay.
Seasons
Sims were changing into their cold-weather gear⊠while not in cold weather? We had some conversations with Sims and even though they love their winter outfits, dressing up in full winter gear in the summer was probably not the wisest choice. So the issue in which Sims randomly would change into their winter outfits while not in winter is solved.
Egg Hunts are adorable and fun! But not being able to have the furniture reset after looking for Eggs in them, can be quite the rain on Simsâ parade. But this should no longer occur.
Island Living
Mermaids will no longer keep the âDried Scalesâ Moodlet when they are hydrated. Mermaidsâ skincare regimen pays off! Moisturize, moisturize, moisturize!
Fixed an issue in which Lots that are placed in the sand looked quite odd displaying all edges of the Lot when it rained.
Sims that have the Collector Aspiration Trait are now able to catch Frogs in Sulani as part of their adventures exploring the island waterfall. Good Luck!
We fixed an issue in which some Simmers experienced game crashes when loading into certain lots in Mua Peâlam. Happy Exploring!
Discover University
Sims having a hard time in Uni? No matter what they do they keep failing classes? Worry not, Sims will no longer fail classes when meeting all the criteria for course completion. Work hard, pass your classes hard!
Having Roommates can be hard. Have your Sims had Roommates complain constantly and leave even when their needs are met? Yeah, we made it so that Roommates donât do this any longer.
Fixed an issue in which beds were counted incorrectly when placing an ad for Roommates. I mean, as much as Pets and even Toddlers can live with Roommates, the ad should be truthful to how many beds there are actually in the Lot, not count Toddlers and Pets as needing adult-sized beds.
We fixed Servo animations so that they donât look like they are walking on one leg when hovering to their destination. Now they will hover properly.
We fixed an issue in which in some instances Professors could not go to work when a Professor NPC is added into that same Household.
Fixed an issue in which removing and adding back Household members as Roommates would create some⊠inappropriate moments, ahem.
Eco Lifestyle
Evergreen Harborâs peace has been restored: roads and parts of neighborhoods no longer disappear or turn blue when businesses open in Port Promise while the Modern Development N.A.P is active.
yfBody_EP09DressShirt no longer has a weird texture in some of the footwear from various packs, especially platform shoes and chunky sneakers.
Had you moved to Cypress Terrace in Willow Creek and found you couldnât really do anything there? We fixed the routing failures and interaction failures on the Mitey-Mitey Home - Insect Farm.
Snowy Escape
Mountain Climbing can be challenging, even for those experienced. But having indecisive moments before a climbing route like getting off and on your bike constantly seems that a lot of doubt is passing your mind⊠However, we did speak to these Sims that were experiencing this behavior and calmed their fears and doubts, so this should no longer be an issue.
The hairstyle yfHair_EP10BobBluntOmbre now covers all of the Simâs ears.
For Simmers who own Seasons together with Snowy Escape, rain options no longer affect snow.
Sims no longer have the option to give a respectful or military introduction during activities such as Dancing or Bike Riding. I mean, Iâm not sure about you, but I canât dance and respectfully introduce myself at the same time. So many falls⊠so many falls.
We made some corrections to the Slippers that came with this pack and they should no longer display a greenish texture on Simsâ toes when selected in Create a Sim. Yikes.
Fixed an issue in which for some Simmers playing with the Yoshida Hall Household would generate a game crash when loading into Mt. Komorebi.
We took a look at our Ramen menu and have updated our cooking menu to label Miso and Egg Ramen as Vegetarian safe options. Buen Provecho!
Want to run a Restaurant in Yukimatsu but also want to enjoy the slopes? Now your Sims can enjoy the slopes and dine in style. However, this action is only directed, and will not be autonomous. In the same vein, Restaurant employees will not be tempted to leave work to enjoy the slopes.
Journey to Batuu
Batuu is an awesome destination for those who want to enjoy something fun and different, but if you bought a Droid from the Droid Depot and never saw it in your inventory, I know how frustrating it can be. Never fear, the Droids you were looking for will appear now in Inventories when purchased.
In Journey to Batuu, the First Order ID no longer disappears from inventory so Sims now can Access First Order Plans for the Top Notch Trickery Mission.
Fixed an issue with the Leveling the Playing Field Mission in which the Scoundrel Informant would not appear on the scene after Sims stole the Prototype Blaster and went to Ogaâs Cantina to wait for the informant.
Dine Out
Eggs and Toast sound super basic and easy right? They will continue to be that way for our unassuming Chefs on the Chef Station since we fixed an issue that made them⊠challenging. Sims can also use the second burner for other recipes without fail or routing out.
StrangerVille
The Decorations and Kid's categories in Build Mode should no longer have a "New" highlight when there's nothing actually new.
Dream Home Decorator
Lighting can change the ambiance of a room, and your mood in a flash. Luckily we have fixed an issue that lighting was not even on sectional sofas to continue to set the right mood for our Sims.
Our stylists fixed the Sleep âNâ Study Styled Room to remove the P.R.I.M.A Computer from it as this is not an item that is accessible for everyone, pardon our dust.
Laundry Day
Fixed an issue where an animation clipped when Sims were loading their laundry machines. Because having your clothes go through you is awkward, are Sims made of fabric? I donât think so.
Bust the Dust
Donât need Simoleons, donât need Fame. Donât need dinner to have this date. Itâs strong and itâs sudden and itâs cruel sometimes but it might just end your night⊠the power of Dust, thatâs the power of Dust.
Our cleaning agents have determined that Sims wonât get romantic negative Moodlets related to filthy levels of dust in public places like parks.
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THE LOVE LANGUAGES â BNHA [GENDER NEUTRAL!READER]
FT. BAKUGOU KATSUKI, DENKI KAMINARI, KIRISHIMA EJIROU, IZUKU MIDORIYA, MOMO YAOYOROZU, SERO HANTA, SHINSOU HITOSHI, TODOROKI SHOUTO.
WARNINGS: NONE.
ACTS OF SERVICE
BAKUGOU KATSUKI is the type to cook your lunch for you without a word from you. Heâll throw it your way when no one is lookingâ maybe hitting you in the faceâ and glare at you if you make any attempt to bring it up. He noticed a while ago that you tend to skip lunch, and forego hydration, leading him to throw a water bottle next. Somedays youâll come to your room to find it clean, Bakugou seated in your chair, feet kicked up on your desk as he grumbles out how annoying it is that youâre late for a study session. A study session you didnât ask for, but the moment Bakugou found out you were struggling in class he had complained about how he canât associate with someone failing a class. Though he would never admit it, the fact that you even notice when heâs struggling is astonishing to him, and seeing you try to lessen his struggles is just a reminder of why he loves you.
IZUKU MIDORIYA canât help but try to help you in every aspect of your life he possibly can, itâs just in his nature. Heâll find himself absent-mindedly cleaning up your room while heâs there, awaiting your arrival. Any promise he makes he always keeps, despite how unrealistic it may seem. Youâll wake up to a cup of tea by your bedside, offering you massages, taking the time to water plants in your room and taking notes in class for you when youâre absent. Izuku adores when you do the same for him, intimate moments when you help wrap and unwrap the bandages on his hands, or cleaning up the training room after a late night of practice. In general, agreeing to train with him a surefire way to his heart.
PHYSICAL TOUCH
TODOROKI SHOUTO has never been good at expressing himself with words. Heâs constantly been told that heâs practically socially inept, his most common critique from teachers is his lack of communication, and often times heâll hurt the feelings of those close to him with words that had no intention of hurting. So when Todoroki Shouto finally opens up to you, it is not through words, but through touch. He often found himself physically distancing himself from others, avoiding their touch because of his dark childhood, but somehow he finds himself gravitating towards you. It starts with him just being seated beside you in lunch, then your hands are barely touching as you walk, on the bus to one of the class trips heâs laying his head on your shoulder. Suddenly Todoroki Shouto finds himself desperate for your touch all the time. Arm wrapping around your waist, hand in yours, pulling you close at every chance.Â
SERO HANTA is unabashedly touchy with all his friends. He doesnât hesitate to tackle them with hugs when he sees themâ nor does he falter when some randomly hugs him. Heâs often found to be holding hands with his friends, or even seated in their laps. When it comes to you of courseâ thereâs a far more soft aspect to it. The way he gently brushes his hand against yours, a silent ask if itâs okay for him to hold you hand, but once he gets permission there is no stopping him. Sero will always respect your boundaries but is often found with his body strung over on top of you in the common room of the dorms. Heâs always been enchanted by PDA and has no issues with displaying his love in such a way.Â
QUALITY TIME
SHINSOU HITOSHI never really spent much time with... well anyone. Most of his childhood was spent with other children distancing themselves from him, and the rest was spent distancing himself from anyone else who could possibly hurt him. But upon meeting you it becomes abundantly clear that just being in your presence brightened his day. Heâs walking you to class, and randomly popping into your dorm to do homework. Sitting in silence happens to be a favorite pastime for his, and going out to cafĂ© to do nothing but talk or work is also great. Now that he has someone he actually likes Shinsou Hitoshi doesnât hesitate to see you as often as possibleâ though he can totally respect your boundariesâ whether its for dates or just doing the most mundane of things.Â
RECEIVING/GIVING GIFTS
MOMO YAOYOROZU was raised giving and receiving gifts. She has always been able to develop a well thought out idea of what it is that she thinks someone would like, and even more importantlyâ sheâs always been able to afford it. Aside from that, having spent childhood receiving such gifts, even if you canât afford more luxurious or glamorous things, the simple fact that youâre thinking of her leaves Momo flustered and happy. When you randomly bring her flowers sheâll swiftly put them in a vase and care for them as long as possible and other things of this sort. Sheâs the type to be out and about only to see something that reminds her of you and promptly buy it.
WORDS OF AFFIRMATION
DENKI KAMINIARI is commonly referred to as stupid, as an idiot, a fool. Despite having managed to get into one of the most prestigious schools in the country, if not the world. Praise is not something he hears often, so when you tell him how proud you are of him, how much you love him. itâs even better when he walks past and hears you talking about how great he is. Heâs the type to appreciate random good morning messages and send you a few of his own expressing his appreciation and love. Maybe even a few love letters shoved under your door, though he would never admit it. He will tell you constantly, for every little thingâ when you help him with homework, hold open the door for him, anythingâ that he loves and appreciates you and adores when you do too.
KIRISHIMA EJIROU was never very confident in himself. Most of the time heâs left feeling inadequate compared to the rest of his classmates, who seem to have flashier quirks and stellar grades or personalities to go with them. He never expected to get this far and is always left wondering how he managed to reach such a prestigious school. Which is why any words of assurance you offer will be as refreshing as water on the hottest day of the year to this boy. Knowing that one of the people whoâs opinion matters most to himâ thinks he is doing well, leaves him buzzing with joy. Kirishima himself has always been rather vocal about his emotions and doesnât hesitate to profess his love for you in public no matter how many times he already has in the past.
A/N: so... how we liking the new format? also i was thinking of doing a pro hero edition / big three edition / villain edition so lmk if we are interested in that hehe
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