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Thank you @soltheinkwizard for the drawing suggestion! I still struggle with drawing Lalli, I feel like his vibe is very difficult to capture... Also, I went a bit overboard and dressed them in folk clothing, hehe.

Emil is (supposedly) wearing a Jämtland folk costume. I wanted to dress him in a Jämtland outfit since he is said to be from Östersund, but the google results for the outfit were a bit confusing. I went with one of the outfits described as "jämtlandsdräkt", someone who is more familiar with Swedish traditional costumes can correct me.

For Lalli I chose a Savitaipale costume. Since he is said to be from Saimaa without specifying a town, I went with one that is located on the shores of Saimaa (and also because I thought the vest looked nice, hehe).

Anyhoo, enough with the outfit ramblings, if you have more drawing suggestions feel free to drop them below or send an ask~

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Writing A Novel - How Hard Could It Be?

(For the prompt “Sigrun writes a 280 word novel”)

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Current mood: Mutiny level critical.

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'TIS THE SEASON

my old SSSS edits circa 2021 (the goat burned down that year hence the abundance of them)

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god jul

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My First Tumblr Post, Redrawn.

This is an Illustration of a scene from a user named @katoninetailswrites story called You Made Me A Believer on AO3

I named it The Waltz, and it was my first post to Tumblr on the 25th of November 2023.

Here is the 2024 version.

I gave myself liberty to change up the scene a bit from the first one, but it still holds the same message.

Stand Still Stay Silent is still quite special to me as its one of the only things i remember reading from secondary school and actually enjoying, an area of my life where it feels like some things from my memory had been "wiped". Emil and Lalli is essentially my comfort ship, and I cant shut up about it LOL.

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Have a half-assed Reynir sketch at 2 in the morning

Anyway bye wish me luck on midterms

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owl thing

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Emil and Lalli looking at the view of Reykjavik

‘Twas supposed to be a quick doodle

Based off of Catthulu’s rewrite of adventure 2

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Emil

I'm so late for this fandom, but I just finished SSSS and it was so. fricking. good. I binged the whole thing in 4 days, haha.

I seriously can't pick a favourite out of the main cast so I'm just gonna draw them all. Decided to start with Emil because Mr. Sparkly Hair just has to go first.

Apologies for the bad quality, my phone camera is doing its best, desperately. I put my tag upside down too, but I'm too lazy to fix it. I hope I'll have time to redo this digitally later.

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i never knew somebody like you, somebody

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No, but at the same time, if you encourage me, I keep going with my silly drawings :)

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the Lalli

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Sooooo... I commited this. And I have the feeling I'm not as ashamed I should be.

Bonus panel :

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Sacrament To Be Taken With a Kneel.

A fan art of @trashpocket's His Dark Materials / SSSS AU where Lalli is a theologian and Emil is an angel. The story is called Of Stars and Open Windows on AO3.

I wanted to show the love struck look a lot of people do when they see their beloved, but i always wanted to play with some metaphors. The posing was from a sculpture that I had been admiring for quite some time, because it gave me a sort of equality yet worshipping vibe. Angels in religion are beings that worship the God of said religion, doing their bidding as subjects, and some people worship the saints, who, according to my understanding of religion, are like angels who do the Gods bidding on Earth in a more physical sense.

But I made Emil be the one bowing to Lalli, worshipping him and admiring him, looking him in the eyes. Emil is nude, but in a beautiful and confident way instead of a sexualized way. His wings frame the picture, leading us to choose to look at his face or Lalli's, but his other wing wraps slightly around Lalli, as if to protect him or shield him away from the light in the distance.

Lalli parts away his hair to see his full face and enjoy the perfect feeling of the strands in his hands, and his shirt is undone as if to entice Emil to continue admiring him, tempting him into never stopping, into staying.

(Emil is supposed to be glowing all around, but i took inspiration from a painting, and because it wasn't the composition i had in mind.)

sketch screen and reference images

line art screen

setting the mood

fixing colours (should have done PS for more accuracy.)

I gotta practice lighting scenarios like this better