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whumpprentice · 10 months ago

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A character vomiting or collapsing in the middle of a heated argument and those around them only then realizing just how sick they are >>>>>

#whump prompt #sickfic prompts #sickfic whump #whump #fainting whump #maybe they thought it wasn’t that bad #or maybe they didn’t realize at all

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angelic-waffles · 2 months ago

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As a guy who’s pretty fuckin mentally ill and has some occasional violent urges from it, I really really love the found family creepypasta he’s cannons

Best way I can explain it is that most of the time I feel like a monster due to mental conditions and intense intrusive thoughts. So because of that, seeing characters who have similar problems (obviously acted upon which, no I wouldn’t k!ll someone but you know what I mean) and who are able to find others like them, becoming close and realizing your problems don’t rob you of you humanity??? Ough I could die happy

#idk I’m BPD and projecting probably #but this really just makes me feel so seen as just someone who society has called a monster for things I didn’t choose and can’t control #I still remember when I first talked to someone who related about my BPD and intrusive thoughts #after years of thinking I was some villain who deserved to be punished #years of thinking I was the only one #my friend talked about having similar problems. It was such an impactful moment to finally realize someone like me was out there and they #weren’t a bad person. Not at all. And I realized maybe if they were amazing despite this- maybe I wasn’t a monster #creepypasta #creepypasta fandom #crp #crp fandom

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nikholascrow · 11 months ago

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okay, I love Regulus being angry as fuck at his brother for leaving him, and having to learn that it wasn’t Sirius’ fault and that he was just a kid who needed out, and didn’t really have a choice but consider,

Regulus didn’t blame Sirius for running away and leaving him, he blamed himself and decided he wasn’t good enough to be loved by Sirius. he feared rejection so he stopped talking to Sirius because he thought it would hurt more if Sirius stopped talking to him. Sirius thought Regulus hated him for leaving, but really Regulus hated himself for supposedly not being good enough to stay for.

Sirius never really stopped trying to talk to his little brother but Regulus stopped listening because he was too scared to be hurt again.

#sirius is not the bad guy he was a kid #but that doesnt mean regulus wasn’t still a victim or thst sirius isn’t a victim to #theyre both victims of their parents #but maybe im just projecting #dead gay wizards #marauders #nikos random thoughts #regulus black #sirius black #fuck jkr #black brothers #black brothers angst #RAB #regulus arcturus black #sirius orion black #in reality

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zeb-z · 1 year ago

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talking entirely character wise. do you think today was a bit of a wake up call for bad. do you think he heard red screaming out of their minds begging for toxic gas and thought about how they’ve lost their minds just a little bit. do you think that when he was given an immediate no when he asked where the red egg was to help them defend he understood how deep of a rift he created. do you think as he sat there silent while the rest of red cheered at killing the egg statue, he wondered if he could have pushed them a little too far. do you think that maybe, just maybe, with the red sun beating down on him in that desert, the gas mask team cheering and dancing, he felt for a single moment the consequences of his actions? that maybe, if he hadn’t started out so hostile with extreme tactics, if he hadn’t been so bloodthirsty and ruthless, if he had had just a little bit of hesitation, that his own attempts at diplomacy would have gone over better? that the rest of the teams would have listened? that red would have trusted his judgement on the egg statues, or at the very least respected him enough to honor an agreement? do you think he realizes that burning his bridges may have fucked him over?

#now again stressing here I’m talking about q!bad. character wise. I feel with how tense folks are getting this needs to be stressed #do you think he sees red and their tight knit unbreakable trust and their unwillingness to listen to a single thing he has to say #and considers that mayyybe he should have killed and tormented them a little less #he was told to not be afraid to run over the competition and took it to the extreme without hesitation or second thought and it’s biting him #in the ass now. because I do think that diplomatic call would have gone different between him and Cellbit had he not fucked them over so #terribly. if he hadn’t done what he had done to slime and to jaiden. if he wasn’t at their base 24/7. if he had a single ounce of tact #maybe there could have been a world where they agree to damage but not kill the eggs and honor it. but bad blew it long before that #disastrous call. he blew it day 2 when he just doubled down on his day 1 nonsense. which again that is the name of the game but yknow #consequences meet actions. and no he’s not the only one who didn’t want to kill the eggs but he’s a big reason why the deal fell through #specifically with red. in another world they could have been convinced. do damage but don’t kill. idk #again. qBBH. bless him but good god he has taken ‘whatever it takes’ to the extreme and he’s paying for it now #mcyt #qsmp #qsmp purgatory #q!bbh #z speaks

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sunmisbf · 27 days ago

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i smiled adding these to my playlist btw

#high five can kill itself #i’m actually offended they thought to make it a pre release w its own music video when filthy rich was right there #but maybe it’s for the best i think i would’ve blacked out seeing hendery during that one part 😭#also frequency is like. how do i say this. i think on my youth was the last wayv title track that we r ever going to get #go higher was actually so fucking bad it lowered my expectations a lot so anything is better than that #frequency is like a nct. song that was molded for wayv i don’t know how else to say it #go higher wasn’t molded it was straight up like a dream song or 127 i don’t know which #it just feels like a what the hell. sure situation sldksksk #.txt

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deus-ex-mona · 4 months ago

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i miss her…

#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all #but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up #a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less #and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads #anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time #he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often #my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know #i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona #i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye #oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man

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annarubys · 5 days ago

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too many people are always getting mad at any little ending to a television show. WRONG. whatever just happened to you will never be cw supernatural

#i thought the wwdits ending was perfectly acceptable #like sure it could’ve been better maybe but it wasn’t actively bad count your blessings 😭#a.txt

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skyloftian-nutcase · 1 year ago

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Hey, are you okay? I just read the Legend thing you posted and....hun, you good? Those are...

I of all people know it's easy to express your own feelings through a character (Legend) when you're going through and and I just want to make sure; is that you talking there? Are you okay? Is that your heart talking or are you just really, really good at capturing the thoughts of others?

Well this is embarrassing 😂😅

I’m uh… really good at capturing the thoughts of others. Yeah. 👍🏻

#you ask skye answers #lovely anon #I swear I wasn’t in a bad mood when I wrote it #The words kind of just slipped out #I only feel like that half the time!#I half want to take that post down but I also want to hold on to it to parse out my own thoughts #Sorry to drag y’all into that 😅#I am kind of genuinely embarrassed about it #Don’t mind me apparently accidentally traumatizing everyone #Maybe I should take it down 😅

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lesbiansanemi · 11 months ago

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I hate when I’ll be complaining about some stupid bullshit a coworker does to other coworkers and half the time their response is to lower their voice and go “well…. You know…. I’m pretty sure they’re… on the spectrum, you know?” And every time I have a split second when I have to consider saying “you know I’m autistic, right?” just to make them vaguely uncomfortable for a few minutes and actually think about what they’re implying but of course I do not do that because the gratification is not worth a large sect of shitty coworkers knowing that about me and then talking about me like that every time I do something vaguely annoying or dumb but man…. It does get tempting sometimes

#like idk!!! sometimes the coworkers in question DO display some common autistic traits #but that is NEVER what is being complained about (at least not by me) so WHY are we bringing it up like that el oh el #like when I say ‘yeah I don’t like this coworker because of the shitty fucking things she did to my friend’#the response should not be ‘well I think she’s autistic isn’t that so funny she’s so obsessive about stuffed animals it’s annoying’#shut up shut up SHUT UP AND DIE #I don’t CARE that they talk too loud I don’t CARE that they’re bad a social cues I don’t CARE that they do ‘weird things’#and it’s so. HFDJSJKSKSKS AAAGGHHHHH #whether they’re autistic or not MAYBE that’s not what should be getting brought up during a conversation like that when it has NOTHING to do #with it #also maybe we shouldn’t be doing shit like whispering ‘on the spectrum’ like its some awful terrible thing #just thoughts idk #and the thing is too is that even if I told these ppl I was autistic #they would 100% be the types that are like ‘oh? but you don’t ACT autistic I don’t think you are’#like actually I got very good at masking for these reasons thnx #also you think autism = Sheldon from the Big Bang theory and nothing else #but I already learned my lesson cuz I told a coworker that I wasn’t sure about exactly twice #one of them went ‘oh THATS why you’re so dumb and don’t realize when other ppl don’t like you and take advantage of you’#and then the other one went on a mansplaining spiel about how me being autistic was why adhd meds didnt work on me??????#so yeah. never doing that again. haha. hahahaha. hahahaha……#this actually happened a few days ago but it’s been Bothering me so much #I hate my fucking job….#kaz rambles

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justblaterando · 7 months ago

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How any convo about aemond loosing an eye goes with the crazy people of this fandom

A “he was going to murder him, he deserves it”

B “no he didn’t”

A “he was being rude, he deserve it”

B “being rude doesn’t justify making someone disable”

A “he was going to murder him, he deserves it”

And the cycle continues

#and yea I would consider myself team black if it wasn’t for how embarrassing y’all are #I can’t understand how people on the correct side feel so irrational competition(?)to the pointof making themselves the wrong one #someone had the balls to say aemond would be punished in a modern court #due to an assumed throw an assumed trajectory and a crime happening six years in the future #why do y’all feel the need to play victim all the time?#team green already gives you plenty to be mean about #stop going around shouting your BS #hotd thoughts #hotd #got #asoiaf #asoif/got #team green #team black #aemond targaryen #I want to watch next season but y’all make me hate this show #idk why the algorithm is obsessed in showing me this stuff #maybe I curated my space too much from the team green fanatics and now I ended up on the opposite side of bad #I just want the lesbian content back!!

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not-bluejay · 21 days ago

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guys i’m totally and completely fine with the fact that no one ever cares about me as much as i care about them ^U^ <- lying

#i just kind of lost my friend group #there wasn’t a fight or anything i think they just drifted away from me #or maybe i drifted away from them #i don’t really know what happened but none of them message me anymore #i realized that i only talked to them if i started the conversations #so i just stopped starting them #it sucks because for a while i thought i had a best friend (which i haven’t had since i was really little or maybe ever)#but i think i was just doing the thing i do where i idolize someone for a while and see them as perfect #and now i’m trying to make new friends and it’s not going terrible #but i can’t help but feel like this is cyclical and it’s gonna happen again #and eventually i’ll run out of people willing to put up with me #and i’ll never find someone who cares enough to stay #and even if i do i’ll push them away because i don’t believe them when they say they care about me #i’m so jealous when i read about or see good friends because i want that so bad #but i don’t know if that’s ever going to be something i get to have #anyways that’s where im at rn #sorry for the vent lol #barking into the void

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pixlmonkeys · 1 month ago

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I say this with the deepest sense of hatred imaginable, fuck this article

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isurrendertoclones · 7 months ago

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Jurassic World: Chaos Theory spoilers:

(This is relevant to Star Wars I promise lol)

The ending of this season just makes Tech’s death that much more frustrating!!!

Like we, the audience, knew Brooklyn was alive, because that’s the way the story was set up. That’s the story we, as humans, like and understand and crave. We didn’t know when or how she was coming back, so it was still a surprise! And she lost an arm in the attack, so there were consequences! None of the tension or emotion was lost because she’s actually alive.

It just parallels Tech’s death so perfectly…except that in Chaos Theory they actually went with the story that both made narrative sense and satisfied the audience. There was still genuine pain and grief for her through the whole season, making her ‘death’ impactful (haha we didn’t even get that for Tech, so it was pretty much meaningless 🙃), but they’re still bringing her back into the story. It doesn’t feel forced or juvenile—it feels like the way the story is supposed to go.

It just feels like a kick in the teeth coming right on the heels of the end of TBB (mixing my metaphors a little lol) because yeah. This. This is exactly what I wanted: we get Tech back. He’s changed, irrevocably, but he’s back.

There just doesn’t feel like there was any point to Tech’s death except to hurt the audience—and it barely has any impact on the in-world story at all!!! A couple of almost throw-away lines over the whole third season. We don’t even see Crosshair finding out what happened.

TL;DR

The ending of the first season of Chaos Theory is exactly what I wanted to happen with Tech, and there’s no reason we shouldn’t have gotten him back.

#and they didn’t even let Echo have the moment under the tree with the rest of them!!!#I feel like I made some sort of devil’s bargain I wasn’t aware of lol #because I am genuinely SO HAPPY with how things turned out for Crosshair #like it is so much more than I had allowed myself to possibly imagine!!!#but it shouldn’t have cost Tech #(and Echo)#like there is no reason for it #you can build suspense and tension and still tell the story you want!#but also give the audience a satisfying conclusion!#(haha this isn’t even touching on Tech’s neurodivergence being acknowledged and then killing him off…!)#(but believe me I have Thoughts and Feelings about that too)#and I’d like to believe that there’s something new coming and maybe they’ll actually deal with some of the…rubble #but I don’t have that much faith I’m sorry #anyway #tbb #the bad batch #tbb tech #chaos theory spoilers #omfg

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bubmyg · 7 months ago

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writing this in the tags bc i need to articulate it somewhere that isn’t to my mother on the phone

#I work at a firm w seven (well. six.) partners #so they are all technically my bosses but I rlly only do work for two /maybe/ four of them #i was hired under the guise of being my one boss’ like. protege.#as in when he retires I’ll take over his practice. and also he’s so busy that i could help some of that now.#his area of practice is like. so complex and huge that it isn’t something u learn in months. maybe not even years.#but atp what happens is he meets directly w the clients and then i do literally everything else.#which is fine. except for two things.#1) he has now started joking about how he’s going to be ‘the face’ of it while i do everything #which wouldn’t bother me so much if he was Paying Me For It.#bc 2) he’s only allocating HALF. my hourly rate for those type of clients #I spend. idk prob 70% of my billable hours on his clients. and he’s only allocating half my hourly for them.#and im just like. I wasn’t hired to be ur assistant 😭 im an attorney too 😭 teach me???????????#some days when I really sit and think abt it it just makes me want to switch to directly report to my other boss #i looooove working for my other boss. and i rlly enjoy his area of practice too!!!!#and he like. has basic respect for me as an attorney 😭#anyway idk. it gets more frustrating the more responsibility i take on………….#thoughts inspired by good boss apologizing to me today for overstepping me while talking to a client #and referring to it as being like my bad boss 😭#not bad. he isn’t a bad boss. i just. idk KENFKWNFKSNDK

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manicpanicpixienightmare · 3 months ago

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I know I Cannot Speak as I live in a glass house in this respect, but I DESPERATELY need the person who was doing cat care tn to post their update.

I spent 14 hours there this weekend, they’re almost my cats at this point. Tell me how they are >:(

#the pumpkin speaks #firstly I need to know if she even came in #she moved her friday shift to sunday #(again i cannot cast stones)#the real journal entry is in the tags #I just have a bad feeling about it #there’s a kitten there that is SO skinny and I would have fed her more if I thought someone wasn’t going to show up in 1-2 hours #she also needs eye meds #I also brought one of my personal puzzle toys in for a specific cat and I wanna know if she used it :/#she is SO scared and SO insecure (to the point of agression) and she isn’t interested in anything I can offer #(other than slow blinks and maybe food 5-10 min after I last touched it)#i feel like she needs a win #if she feels like she’s hunting it can help her build confidence #insee it work with the mildly timid cats and I desperately want to crack that nut

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euseokz · 9 months ago

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why are men so . . . like that. eunseok isn't like the rest i just know it (source: me, i'd know because he's in my bed rn actually)

#! . . 🗯️#like i was super into this guy and thought everything was going so well and now he's just . . acting out ?? like a 5 year old yk #this was why i took a break from dating . . but now i already have two other dates lined up sooo maybe going out of the break wasn’t so bad

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