#maybe something like that ig ill think on it
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trying to brainstorm what yuvans deal would be in dragon age au... its a bit harder cuz the horrors are not usually gender affirming in da but. ill figure something out
#i just need a good one to one for the curse#it feels tevinter coded to me. but im not sure#i guess it could be some kind of like inherited magic specialty he wasnt expected to get#but the curse is a story or something way less literal than it normally is#daze.txt#dazen talks dragon age#in t3 i have it be tied to weird cult shit instead of his family just generally sucking#where his abilities are seen explicitly as a boon he didnt deserve to inherit#or perhaps part of a ritual he was never meant to be involved in#hm#maybe something like that ig ill think on it#dragon age au
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My only Morro predictions
Secret third option: he just doesn't show up at all. The leaks were wrong, everyone was wrong, he's not even in the script notes, mass deception.
Awful hand writing transcriben under the cut:
1. Hey guys, MORRO here to show you how even good, or the people we look up to make mistakes BUT ALSO to remind you that the mistakes of the student aren't also the master's and that relationships between LEGOTM are complicated .
2. So glad we are on good terms after that one special everyone watched anyways I'm here to bully this stinky loser teacher Mcvisions into an accurately depicted panic attack bcz hes stupid dum dum and even HE couldn't break the cycle
#ninjago#the everyone jab is directed at me i have not watched day of the departed#i do not know why#every year halloween comes up i say ill do#i dont#its been four years#atp im just assuming whatever he did was so funny it made everyone like him again or smth idk#how do you think he will react to Wu being uhhhh “departed”#ninjago morro#morro wu#morro#berry art#ig#took like five minutes#ninjago spoilers#i guess....?#ninjago leaks#i need more people to makr noise about him#or something#maybe is becahse ive been busy but i need to know Morro nation is not dead as well you cannot become him please#this will get....#2 likes
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erik will genuinely jump at any chance he can to steal charles' last name and be so catty about it i know this for a fact WHAT is his deal
[Magneto (2011)]
#cherik#snap chats#if i had a nickel every time erik went by 'mr xavier' at some point id have two and its making me wheeze#like at least the first time it was to be headmaster or whatever so it at least makes sense but vjaevlEVEKJV WHY#needed our mandatory charles mention for the magneto issue ig alright ill take it#legit tho why did he feel inclined to steal charles name vjelkvjeaklj like his names 'erik magnus' in this#while i was trying to answer that fashion ask i stumbled upon this thing and gave it a quick read#its only one issue and fairly short so why not#Context Squad I Guess this issue's just sharing the first time erik moves to new york#hence. stealing charles name i guess vjaLVKJAJKL like girl you didnt do anything evil yet ..... alright .... just to be sure ig...#do you ever think he freezes getting called mr xavier or is he so used to it at this point#maybe he twirling his hair and giggling to himself every time he hear it idk#oh but yeah he didnt do anything evil yet. he actually gets his suit in this issue from a woman named cassandra .....#not charles sister of course but still im laughing anyway because he wants her to join him in his Not-Brotherhood group#and shes like 'i met you like five days ago youre insane' and the sort#its an ok read. its unnerving seeing erik smile so much- especially so broadly but its not like. an offensive issue. its standard#it does the job on sharing the story. not that im a critic of any sort vjalkjkaLJ#at the very least it's implied erik has a notable accent in this so thats very cool 🥰#its always cute whenever erik admits hes a drama lover too like vjeLVJEalkvjelkj like at least hes self aware this theater kid 😩#ok bye ive been meaning to work on something but ive been running around all day valkvjkae
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some more wc au lore! the black lion fulfills the role of starclan in this universe but its a bit diffrent from canon wc. instead of SC being just ancestors communicating with living cats, its instead a sentient amalgamation of said ancestors and functions as one whole being. whenever a clan cat dies their life essence (you could even say... their QUINTESSENCE......) joins the amalgamation, fusing with all the other souls. theres also SOME sort of a prophecy going on here, its propably something about swift and his gaggle of apprentices defeating The Witch (honerva) and freeing the captured cats with the help of a twoleg (allura<3)
...or something. still figuring stuff out this might all change lol
(also the first pic was my first attempt at a black lion design and thats why it looks diffrent from the others lmao)
#voltron#vld#vld wc au#shiro vld#idk if or how to fit the other lions in there. i think ill either not include them at all OR make them like. patrons of specific clans#red for TC. blue for RC. green for WC. and yellow for ShC#dunno tho... maybe the black lion is comprised of the other four???? somehow????? idk man i feel like im backing myself into a corner here#and idk whether i wanna go full oots mode and give these cats superpowers... idk if that rlly fits w the vibe im going for#but its something to think about ig#my art
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...I miss having a best friend to talk with about everything. Everything is so quiet now... Sometimes I regret it. Sometimes I'm sorry... I just miss having a friend who cared for my creations the same way I cared for theirs.
Now I feel obnoxious with my characters or like an everyday fan of my friends'. Late night regret and loneliness spiral, sorry chat...
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#sometimes I think maybe I'm just not meant to have friends#its incredibly hard when my BPD is not professionally diagnosed bc nobody in the field believes me#despite hitting the mark for every single symptom and train of thought#and that leaves me unmedicated and yk- the C-PTSD#im... not a friendly person. im explosive. and rash. and i hate getting attached to people for too long#so i sabotage myself and ruin any chance at life long friends bc it scares me and theres no way I can let myself have something like that ig#no matter what I do I cant stop burning the world at my fingertips#why can I just keep friends like a normal person without the urge to be loud that they are hurting me even if its a mistake#my walls are so high it feels like they never really go down with a person because of how much deceit Ive endured#i cant fully trust anyone because of how many broken empty promises ive gotten-#promises to be different#to not fall to the same thing as the last#to be patient and give me time and work through things and talk it out#and then the mental illness I suffer and am still trying so hard to get better from gets in the way again...#barely 22 and I know I have a friendless life ahead of me because I cant help but ruin it and leave them first before they can leave me#i just expect it now...#how pathetic is that..?
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Well. I'm finally caught up with the bad batch and with absolutely NO Rex appearance I just gotta say
#jane journals#silly#self insert talk#💙 oh captain my captain 💙#SPONGEBOB ABOUT TO GET HIT BY ICE CREAM TRUCK VOICE: I'M BEING DRAMATIC!!!!#i dont think it was shit and im not actually THAT disappointed with it#even if there WAS a severe lack of my husband = _ =#but after talking about it with my partner and best friend for a while i gotta say im not....exactly THRILLED either#this is probably nitpicking and i feel like they were probably maybe just on a time crunch??#but it wasnt as much as i expected. in general.#like idk i accepted that a lot of it was rly slow cause i thought it was building UP to something really really big!!#and i DID like a lot of parts of the finale!! it just wasnt as BIG as i was hoping#the payoff just wasnt as good as i was hoping for ig#and thats not to say i wanted carnage and heartbreak#idk ill tag this w spoiler tags but im FINE with it ending happily and the batch being free to explore domesticity#it just DIDNT EVEN LINGER ON /THAT/ FOR THAT LONG THEYRE JUST KINDA LIKE HERE#idk i could go on but i dont wanna sound like im just complaining for the sake of complaining#i just know how good it COULD have been#tbb spoilers#the bad batch spoilers
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GUYS I JUST SAW A SMALL CLIP OF GFRIEND SINGING ROUGH AT GDA AND RANDOMLY BURST INTO TEARS?! YUJU’S POWER IS UNDENIABLE I GUESS.
ALSO IDK WHICH SONG IT WAS BUT IT WAS SO J-POP LIKE “SEASON OF MEMORIES,” OR “ALWAYS,” IS SO GOOD AND SO FAST AND HOW COULD I HAVE EVER DOUBTED GFRIEND OF COURSE THEY’LL BE BRINGING A BANGER 😍😍😍
#No but actually lol#I never expected myself to cry tbh like maybe when I see the mv but now that I said that I won’t be lol#But idk I think I’m just really happy or something and maybe Yuju’s emotions?#And the new song sounds so good like 😭 i really wish we could have gotten an album because now ill be robbed of such banger songs#Like it’s not fair#Also it’s not as melancholic as I expected but maybe the other song they didn’t sing will :) idk but it was good 😭#As expected I love you GFriend so much#Thanks for coming back (and making me cry ig)#Woah first time I cried in 2025 and it was out of happiness#GFriend#Also I was scared (which was so dumb) cause I was like “what if they come back with a song I don’t like”#And I’m sitting here now thinking “how could you even doubt them” lol
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and of course only now after i gave up on the idea of going to the movies and just watched wicked by myself, my dad is like 'we might finally go to the movies tomorrow btw. you wanted to see wicked right?' 😑 i only spent a whole month asking but ok sure
i dont even wanna rewatch it bro. it was good, but holy fuck it was long and i didnt love it enough to wanna rewatch it only 4 days later but whatever
#if he sends me in alone (unlikely) i might try sonic 3 cause people keep talking about it#but that means rewatching sonic 1 and 2. but i just rewatched sonic 1#so hopefully i can rewatch sonic 2 tomorrow lol#if i need to watch that knuckles show i might be fucked lol#but all that said my dad was saying he missed movie popcorn and i think his girlfriend is coming which means we might all#watch wicked together#i hope they like it ig#at least this time ill be able to see it in good quality lol. both visual and audio-wise#my post#my life is a fucking boring cartoon i swear#its only when i completely give up on something that it finally happens for me istg#mostly in video games but also irl sometimes#....hmm maybe i should take that mindset with me to finally getting those last pvz achievements
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That prev anon was right about calling you mine people always talk about how Mine is so horny for daigo when in reality he probably shuts down at the thought of holding daigos hand it’s too much for him!
Hes so real for that tbh like i get it ……. I really do …….
#snap chats#its about respect and not wanting to overstep but still feel like youre going to explode on the inside thinking of him#i get it king …. stay pining …..#its why thinking of daigo being the one to pursue mine makes me yell fiPWZNJ#main man mine tryna just be at a respectful difference and then daigo just makes full strides to him like Hi :)#it makes me kick my feet and wanna open google doc … cause i cant DRAW THIS WEEKEND 😭😭😭😭#stupid computer …. at least it’ll be fixed by monday hopefully but still ….. i wanna be a fanatic NEOW#ig since i cant work i can just. type on my phone. even if it makes me wanna throw up but we ball#bitch omg the shinsengumi showed up in the movie im watchin for class … hey nerds ….#ok im gonna day dream for the next hour maybe ill write something down later
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i think itis funny in the past when i would list my interests as if i post abt them i donot post abt the shit im into rly Mainly bc im not rly Into Into anything anymore i occasionally watch or read or play something but i dont do fandom stuff rly much.... just sometimes i get brainworms
#do i still list my interests somewhere i dont knowwww#i just stopped rly being into fandom a few years ago combination depression antipathy + bad experiences in fandom spaces#but idk. me listing my interests didnt rly accomplish anything for anyone bc it was just like anddd just so you know i was crazy abt this#video game for a rly long time it probably wont ever come up again but it might maybe one day. yk. ig its just sharing info Which is one#supposes the point of all of this but idk#its not that im cagey abt my interests except that one which i cant talk abt publically bc its a triple a game and im embarassed abt it. no#anything bad im just embarrassed . its not anything any of my oomfies have ever posted abt either so its just for me. and lamp . and when#the third game comes out i might post very very very vaguely abt it ......... possibly.#but ya its like. idk i think you guys have to find out abt my plague tale obsession on your own through lived experience. aka just me seein#like the word king and randomly collapsing to the floor and going KING HUGO 😭😭😭😭😭 oh god hugo guys oh god . please play plague tale#i wish i had finished that tw thing i started making but then i got too focused on the color palette and making it look nice and i stopped.#umm tw child death animal death The plague some gorey stuff theres some cult things in the second game ummm. yeah ..... its rly special to#me tho i love those games PLAY PLAGUE TALE!!! and if u need more indepth tws ill give them to you even if i have to replay both games to#refresh my memory... lamp wont play plaguetale with me (not their speed) so im all alone </3 but i miss it i might replay soon... i wish i#was in like discord servers so i could play it on call w ppl or something <- is in discord servers but is shy and Also i feel like playing#game on call is like a level like 2 friendship thing and i cant even do level 1 friendship things like i feel i need to at least be talking#regularly in a server b4 i like try to do Calls in the server esp for plague tale bc its like a 1p game so wed need a rapport to like have#shit to talk abt and etc ..... i could just infodump abt the game but again i feel doing that to like strangers/oomfies would b weird. ik i#come on here and talk abt whatever i want but its like you guys dont Have to read this and its not like a server where Yeah im not talking#to one person but im still like Oh well ive sent a message and its in the channel and everybody just has to look at it and whatever.#but on here i post i nobody cares and it just gets pushed down and its Fine bc its not like anybody has to feel obliged to respond#which is fine. you know.. i just hate being like a nuisance i hate . idk how to phrase. imposing myself on others ig.. which is dumb bc the#i turn around and whine abt how i have no friends and its like Maybe that is bc you donot talk to anyone bc yr scared they will be annoyed#with you and you dont leave the house and have no interests to bond with ppl and etc. but basically the difference is ive written all this#and you guys can just not read it or you can just read it and ignore it and its different. even tho i am like addressing you and i do have#like. weird parasocial thing with My followers or whatever where i talk directly to you YES YOU! reading this. IDKK im rambling so much i#dont know what im talking abt anymore. i proooooobably need to go to sleep im hungry tho but im not but i am. but i think my sleep is getti#off schedule again i had trouble sleeping yesterday too... ugh
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im sick
#ok you have to trust me this is not about anything /gen.#i just. could not make her face work in my first sketch so i gave up =w=bb#and then i couldnt be bothered to shade her body so. glitch.#also do you like the background. its been my ipad wallpaper for like two years.#i like clouds as wallpaper theyre so perfect =w=bbb#sillyposting#my work#do you think were deep enough in the tags to talk about it?#anyway i dont like talking about it but it is nice that theyre there.#somehow this turned into a neutral/sad drawing bc i couldnt fucking do her face justice and so.#also yes the reason were naked is bc i didnt want to do clothes. which has lead us to our current situation.#ig im glad some parts of my body werent visible bc thatd be worse.#also bc i dont fucking want to draw my fishy or teeth tats. =w=b#anyway anyway i realized after making this that i have two other significant scars that i didnt do.#OH SHIT actually i forgot about more of my significant scars.#ig something about being on the lower arms and getting used to them makes you forget. which is nice#anyway anyway anyway yeagh i havent had top surgery yet but fuck me if i cant give it to my sona.#also im not yet dead set on starnipples but i do like the idea =w=bb#aughh as soon as my mom realizes i already have tattoos and i feel comfortable getting them on 'visible' places ill get stars on my knees.#grr i still feel so awkward even talking about tattoos bc. somehow theyre still tabboo to me??? idk why.#maybe theyre still too personal to me bc :/ despite a few friends (2) having seen my fishy.....#waugh#ok.#its nice to have a sona =w=b i like my scars but it is still hard to be proud of them bc. reasons duh#also yes those were an attempt at diy surgery. no not a serious one but yes about the frustration of it all. its somewhat reassuring.#ok no more nitpicking or thoughts about things ive gotta eat lessgoo#o7
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In case it's hard to read/understand: "If I had a nickel for every time I had a story with a blonde girl named after a plant, who has a German father and a French mother but absolutely hates said mom, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice."
weird, extremely-specific tropes in my stories: pt 1
#oc liveblogging#ughhhhhhh i really CANNOT afford to be procrastinating rn but i know this happens when im extremelyyyyyy fucking stressed.#creative/art related classes always get me for this reason bc ill use 'wait but i need to find inspiration!' as an excuse to procrastinate.#fuckkkkkkkkkk. UGH IM NOT EVEN WRITING SOMETHING FROM SCRATCH ITS JUST A FINAL REVISION BUT IM CONVINCED IT SUCKS#the worst part is hkjhkjGHKJ I HAVE TO PRESENT SOME OF THIS SHIT AT AN. INTERNATIONAL FUCKING CONFERENCE GUYS. GUYSYSSSS#anyways this post is sadly not related to that. nothing im presenting is related to my ocs [un]fortunately lmao#ive just been thinking rotating various oc stories around in my head again ourgghhhh.#and i realized this LMAO. i mean maybe technically not 2 separate stories anymore because im recycling a lot from one for the other?#one of these was already established lowkey and the other was something i made for an assignment for a class like 2 years ago#i actually don't know if petunie will be blonde in her final incarnation?? ive always imagined her as silvery blonde ig but idk#if ill keep that. she doesnt have proper colors like colin but at least colin has his design set more straight somewhat.#and all the recent petunie development is lowkey really fucking funny to think abt. i girlbossed with her character development so#hard that she really replaced lucian as a protagonist HAHAJSDHKGJ. ok well not 100% kamille's story is a shoot-off#of lucian's technically? i guess? it started becoming that and now its solidified as that lowkey bc same town same place time period people#but man if im not careful i might accidentally make kamille/petunie's arc THE default one and lucian's main one the offshoot instead#a lot remains to be seen. but also yeah the other one who's story is mostly getting recycled (myrtille) actually ALSO HAD HER MOM#COME FROM THIS SAME FUCKING PLACE BASICALLY. a few decades later but still bruh given developments for lucian's story too its just like#at this point im noticing a pattern man wtf is wrong w/ women who come from this town specifically lol. 😔🥴#this town in general is just fucking cursed though i think ahkjshkg. i mean that jokingly and literally lolololl i gotta. work on it. but y#I HATE IT HERE WHY ARE WEIRD LITTLE FUCKING TOWNS WHERE BAD SHIT HAPPENS ALWAYS A CONSISTENT TROPE IN MY STORIES /silly#I DONT EVEN COME FROM A WEIRD LITTLE TOWN MY HOMETOWN IS LIKE. AVERAGE NORMALISH NOT SUPER LARGE??? IDFK?????#haaaaaaa fuck i need to finish this by the end of TODAY I S2G!!! SO I CAN MOVE ON TO ALL THE OTHER SHIT I OWE FUCKKKK
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wait what do i make a zine about
ideas are ok if anyone has some
(i think replies to this will be on?
im not sure how that works here)
#other post#-p2#cl said i should do one as my activity so#ig thats drawing still#things i know about or care about enough: being a alter. dissociation in general. being a dog alterhuman. uh being “less-than-a-person”#(no one said that to me its how i feel-- yea i know its not healthy etc)#id do something about the others im our area of the inner world but wolf says thats not allowed -- something abt safety#oh i dont want to do anything about trauma#me and one of the newer fragments just found out about the uh extent of it and im a little sort of 'dont want to think abt it'#maybe ill talk to the therapist abt it and abt my drinking urges#maybe it can help the newer one i mentioned too hes got the latter issue too#anyway#uh i#i had a additional thought what was it#no its gone#what do i know thats happy#uh#dog stuff. dogs in general. match 3 games (you know like the pokemon puzzle one on gameboy)#thats all i can think of#im#i dont have a lot of things i like yet#holy shit you are a yapper - Wolf
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i posted that stupid shit on my instagram i might just kill myself fr
now im afraid i wont sleep for another 24 hours damn 😭😭
#took me like 50 hours but we did it 🔫😼#i might still delete jt#the anxiety is no joke#like no joke#ahahs7bsudbdus#im so tired man#so like fuck me.but i cant justify killing myseld before trying. after that i can. somehow. Im tired and i want nothing more than that but#maybe i just want to stop the pain. nevertheless#i hope someone anyone who sees. that even if im being too open or too vulnerable online i hope it inspires someone a little bit to do the#same. i hope the reactions wont be too harsh. just dont ask me abt it irl cuz ill cry.#fuck mental illness and traumas man. acchan i hope it wasnt so suffocating for u. at least hopefully the people who loved u could make it#better.#tbh now my anxiety ia better cuz nobody is awake xddd#whatever its not that serious. only for me ig#sorry ppl the mental illness really said emphasis on the illness these past 2 days. i didnt think id live it so badly but here we are. well#i hope with this i managed to get something heavy off my chest. i hope i can continue for just a little longer#to see if it's worth it. i dont even wanna think abt tge fact imma have prom on sunday. why is that im always most suicidal when i have to#graduate? i skipped elementary graduation cuz of it. im not skipping this one but im not participating in the dance cuz i knew id somehow b#at a bad place and i wouldnt have a partner also. hmm whatever. i should sleep now maybe. i feel good now a bit. really have to sigh get my#shit together now.#not sunday friday the 50 hours no sleep getting to me
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felt like i was going crazy yesterday trying to set up a login system for this website 😭 it was like i was back in college again!
#im using supabase for auth and i was like someone pls...show me how to do this...with just vanilla js#every tutorial is with like react or next#im trying to do this site with just html css and js (and php)#so i can learn#and later if i wanna move things to a framework i wont be completely lost if something breaks!#but yea i pretty much settled on like using react for part of the website so i can get this login set up#i found some videos and articles so im pretty sure its possible#other options is to use the archived js example i finally found for supabase auth but#it scares me that its archived#fingers crossed next time i code this works#i think this has to be the hardest part of the coding#i wish i could do my own auth thing but thats super dangerous as a beginner#anyways if i get stuck again ill just try the archived js example#and if im still stuck...#idk find another auth thing to use ig#BF RALLY WILL HAPPEN IT WILL#if it doesnt it means i died or someshit lol#but yea im mainly just like ugh about react cause i seriously dont need all those libraries added rn#this sites not supposed to be that complicated imo like yea its dynamic but its like a neopets like thing#the partial react thing doesnt rely on installing a bunch of stuff (i think)#so maybe we r good#????#web development#webdev#coding#codebreakers#if someone has the magic video to hand hold me through these pls send lol
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Specialised rejection letter lets gooooo 😭🙌
#'we normally send out an automated rejection but i wanted to tell you personally how much i liked the story'#girl !!!!!!! how is it possible to be hyped up and humbled at the same time omg 😩#but honestly i dont take offense at all thatthey didnt accept the submission#bc the magazine has a very specific vibe/aim#she did encourage me to send in something again so maybe ill give it another try !#the lit magazine specialises in ethical / philosophical questions and the instructions are kinda strict lmao#so if i send in something for them again ill have to think of something clever 🥲#well well.. we'll see when inspiration strikes ig!#writing#personal
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