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heehoonies · 27 days

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https://www.tumblr.com/heehoonies/759954296238456832/okay-i-just-finished-under-the-table-but-arent

hi! i honestly felt the same way with anon too and after knowing that you’re actually writing an alt scene/ending i think it would just make more sense if you made your readers felt like that so no biggie!

it was a great story i love how down bad reader is for jake and jake being freaky in bed 🙂‍↕️but yeah everything is perfect and more perfect with the way how it ended with jake and y/n 😍

ahhh thank you for the explanation, i am just apparently.. protective over utt hyung line lol

but i suppose you're right! the alt endings are basically where y/n doesn't accept jake's apology and she goes to either hee jay or hoon for help/comfort/whatever else and they fuck her brains out 😵‍💫 (they each get an alt ending bc i rly enjoyed how i wrote each of them)

but yeah. ehehe thank you for loving jakeyn, she's so down bad for him it's crazy. and i also love how freaky in bed i made him, it was gonna be more but ik their relationship was very new so i had to reel it in lol. thank you anon 🥺❤️

#maybe it's bc my period is coming #but the other ask made me sad to think about y'all hating heejayhoon in utt :(#they're meant to kinda be friends with y/n and watch over her whenever wonyoung isn't at the parties with her #i actually almost included a line where jake goes “now stop calling my girlfriend 'pretty' or i'll fuck u up” basically #but i took it out bc i figured with the way i characterized the other three boys that they'd know the boundaries #and rly dial it back without being asked to protect jakeyn's relationship #bc they love them both :( and they know their personalities can be a lot #and it isn't exactly appropriate to call a woman in a relationship pretty or angel #anyway #i miss them #i don't have much inspo to write their alt endings rn but. they're coming i promise #eventually #anonymous #asks

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bitchslapblastoids · 2 days

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do you remember exactly where you were when basically im gay dropped? are there other d&p videos/content that you’ve had that experience with? am reminiscing and curious

#I was living in New York and I had to go soon so I had my phone propped up on the shelf in the closet so I could watch while getting ready #(kind of hilarious that my phone was literally in the closet while I watched him come outta the closet!)#but then I was crying and grinning #and I just remember feeling so unfathomably proud #and becoming a mess and I just couldn’t even remotely begin to process it all #and then I had to go to work and just be normal and not say a word and I just wanted to SCREAM don’t you know don’t you all know #you need to know!!!!!!!#and then I passed timothee chalamet on the street we nodded politely at each other that’s literally not remotely a lie #real rush of a day that was #I clocked him from like 3 blocks away bc yes I was gagging for him at the time and yes cmbyn changed my brain chemistry fuck you #I think I privated all my charmie bookmarks after the cannibalism stuff dropped lol but maybe not too lazy to check #ANYWAY.#dan and phil #phan #dan’s finest work one of the best videos on the platform period really such a beautiful perfect brave piece i love and appreciate him so.

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skunkes · 2 months

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#a doodley #okkk 2022: the torture chamber....i only sparsely drew al and developed talon (he was borned...) bc my mind was occupied with other things.#2023: exiting torture chamber; it took me a tiny little bit to get back to drawing and ''interacting with'' al again but i did it even #though it was a reminder of the Bad bc he's my copium #summer 2023: i view and witness media and suddenly have like 5 fictional men i cant decide on which to focus... and september (talon month)#comes along so I decide to focus on Talon after not touching him much at all throughout the entire year #(forced this btw i did not wanna do it LOL i didnt even remember how to draw him)#september 2023 to now: talon has infiltrated the brain. but i want to swivel back to al #now: i've forgotten how to Talk to al (just like i did in beginning of 2023)#(and just like i forgot how to talk to talon for most of 2023)#so ive kind of just been replaying the smunker cow al daydreams from when they first met #so I can find my way back...retracing my steps #in doing so ive kind of also forgotten how to interact with talon but still havent gotten back to al #so rn my life is so boring without imaginary bf interactions. just the before sleep plot rehashing daydreams...#or sparse visions of em Sometimes #nobody in my brain rn just like the short period last yr and its distressing #what do i draw without a love obsession.....#how do i pass time without it....! so boring. idk what to do #i miss the me of several yrs ago when i was drawing 50 different aus with al....ive downgraded in skill and imagination and creativity #so bad since then. idk. idk. i hope they come back to me soon #maybe i shld just draw al a lot which is how i kickstarted caring abt talon again almost a yr ago ?#hoping i can get him to come back before my surgery i need my big sexy boy nurse for recovery #(complaining abt things usually fixes em for me so im hoping thats the case here)

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sttoru · 27 days

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aita for blocking a friend bcs they dont reply to my messages or reply very late (like a whole day after) even though theyre clearly online, playing games, chatting w others etc 🤥 ?

#sttoru vents.#ik im still on a semi hiatus kinda but i needed somewhere to get this off my chest #maybe i reacted too fast #maybe not #bcs like ? i cannot stand it when ppl ignore my shit when theyre clearly online and talking w others #ignoring for a whole 24hrs or more is crazy to me #i get not wanting to reply immediately sometimes but its been happening more often #girl bye 😗#they also rarely reach out first so #eh whatever mayeb its my period coming up #ANYWAY deleting later #i’ll be back with a fic this thursday :>

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tvckerwash · 11 months

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wash tormenting the reds in the most petty ways possible because he's still pissed off about them hitting him with a car and then blowing him up in s8 is so important to me you don't even understand

#I'm pretty sure I've said it on my old blog before but wash is the blues older brother but to the reds? he's the neighborhood bully lmao #that scene in s13 where wash gets all the chorus soldiers to turn on grif for refusing to attend the training sessions? 100% an act of #calculated cruelty on wash's part lmao #oh oh or in s11 when wash hooked up blue base to the ships power but not the reds? also calculated lol #wash stealing all of their stuff in s10 will also always be a fav petty wash moment of mine #he is out to make them suffer and they're not even aware of it lol #rvb #agent washington #mine #not t/oaru #if i ever write my ct lives au fic I'm going so hard on petty grudge holding wash #he is an absolute menace but he's so lowkey about it that in universe trying to convince ppl that wash is as petty as he is #is nearly impossible #the only ppl aware of wash's true nature are the counselor the director ct alpha and probably maine (and maybe florida)#everyone else sees him in a similar light as his fanon characterization #that's part of the reason why i think lina was so shock in s10 when he turned his gun on her bc to her wash was always so subordinate that #she just genuinely never saw it coming #anyway wash/ct/maine friendship is so important to me. i like to include south in there too sometimes but honestly south comes off as a #loner type. like she doesn't mind ppl but no one except north is really willing to tolerate her uh....personality for long periods of time #shes very....reactive and emotionally charged #but tbh id be that way too if i was stuck with north #north unironically reminds me of my dad but not in the good way lol #god my tags are all over the place #audhd brain goes brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

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valewritessss · 7 days

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In honor of my period coming two fucking days early, here’s a menstruation based pjo question.

Who do we think has the worst cramps vs who do we think is one of those lucky ducks who have minimal bleeding and little to no cramps?

#tw mentions of periods #menstruation #can’t really believe I wrote this question💀#actually yes I can periods need to be more normalized #tell me why so many of my friends would always whisper ‘I got my…thing’ and I’d always be like ??? you got your period?#idk why people are so embarrassed about it #but I get it bc I was kind of embarrassed about opening pads in bathrooms bc why are they literally so loud #but I can’t imagine feeling so awkward saying it all the time #like hell no if I have to bleed once a month I will not be ashamed or embarrassed of it #why wasn’t I lucky enough to be one of the lucky ducks #I literally have to beg my uterus to let this one be peaceful and it never works #and I literally cramp up to 4 days before it even gets here #it literally has me anxious the entire week bc I think she’s coming but she never is #and why do people say excersizing eases the pain it’s the opposite for me #it makes it feel like there’s a literal world war going on down there #okay maybe I got a little too detailed in these tags #annabeth chase #pjo #percy jackson and the olympians #percy jackson #hoo #heroes of olympus #pjo character headcanons #hoo character headcanons #period headcanons #periods #bloody hell #pjo question #hoo question

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aerithisms · 6 months

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i have got to be so real and honest with you all i am going to be sad forever if rwby never gets finished. "it's just a show" "it's not even that good" i don't CARE i've spent a decade growing up with it and it's so special to me :(

#blahs #rwby #it's just such a bizarre position that we're in rn #rwby being rt's flagship meant it always used to feel so certain that it'd get to go as long as it needed #i never even thought about cancellation as a possibility until around v9 #and even then after v9 ended i was fairly optimistic #and now the show's been off the air for a year and the fandom's not really active THIS is when we get hit with rt shutting down #so i have all this sadness over a story that's very special to me maybe never coming back but the fanbase is kind of subdued about it #it doesn't feel like the show even really gets a mourning period #esp bc there's a chance it could come back i don't think people know if they should be mourning it?? it's all very weird #if it doesn't come back it's so strange to think such a huge presence in my life might go out so quietly #anyway i love you rwby i miss you rwby :(

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ronanlynchbf · 2 months

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and then an overwhelming sense of dread apear.

#finished my last exam for this year YAY YIPPEE YAHOO ETC. but also now we wait for if i pass or not DREAD FEAR WARINESS ETC.#which i rlly don't think i will like. did not feel good abt the 1st exam period felt worse abt the 2nd and this one is like.....idk idk...#pretty confident abt the books part of the exam bc i KNOW i got everything on that correct but the thing is it was an oral exam and i was #stumbling over my words so bad + my voice was quivering i could hear it. hoping they don't count that as minus points but for the speech #thing i also had to do 2day they DO include how your voice sounds when you speak and like stammering and such in the final point count so #like. what if it's the same there.....ALSO they include use of gesturing to emphasize what you're saying and CORRECT EYE CONTACT in the #final point count. which. i don't have a problem with gesturing & i had a piece of paper in my hands so at least i wasn't too bad on that #front but when it comes to eye contact it's only flitting eyes or unnerving stare with me and nothing in between so i'm completely fucked i #that regard.#r.txt #WHATEVER it's done now. stupid ass weird rules WHO CARES if i don't have correct usage of eye contact what even is correct usage of eye #contact?????? like HOW am i supposed to know what the quote correct amount unquote is man. ALSO WHO GIVE A SHIT.#anyway going 2 luxembourg with my family for two weeks on august 5th probably. maybe sooner maybe later. we're going hiking + camping ⛺🌲👣#but the hiking is mostly done without backpacks and the camping is gonna be in campings. camping places. however english calls it.#which is a little less fun but also easier. but also less fun. but ANYWAY we're going on vacation and my final exam is done so no more #stress 💪🥳🙏🗣💥‼ (<- guy who's SO gonna be still having stress until the results come in. and then some afterwards. yay 4 me 🙂👍)

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zhongrin · 9 months

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i wanna learn or relearn something this year. maybe dancing. maybe an erhu class. maybe picking up that jlpt n3 lessons.

i feel like my writing has been so bland and stagnant lately, and i missed that joy you feel when you discovered that you've improved in something.

#rin rambles #or maybe i'm getting all these feelings bc i can idle back home and i feel antsy from all the freed up time #hsjdhsdhskjd idk #my period is probably coming hence all these weird thoughts

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bunnihearted · 2 months

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#evenings and nights are always the worst for me #when i feel this lonely.... :(((#when you're alone the nights are the worst bc #u dont have anyone at all really.. and it gets so obvious at night #just .. the loneliness gets intensified #and i can compare bc #there was a period of time where i talked to someone everyday #and i looked forward to the nights and their messages and comforing goodnight messages #and so i know firsthand what big of a difference that makes #for years and years i've had these bad loneliness feelings tho.. so it's not smth new #but it gets harder and harder to deal with them. esp as the world outside is getting colder and crueler #and people only get more and more mean #plus when i do have smth wonderful that made me warm and happy and comforted that i dont have anymore #and can compare and know what im missing #it does get harder :c #i try to watch videos and think of other things but oh god this loneliness hurts so damn much i crumble underneath the weight of it #maybe life will get better dealing with it all if i have a stable income and an apartment with my pets #and go to work all day and come home too tired to feel lonely... idk?#im so scared i'll never find someone that i can be together with. bc i think im the kind of person who needs that #but im also so different and difficult and idk how and if it'll happen....#and how do i live with these heavy painful feelings of extreme loneliness ? idk :c #i try mindfulness too. and listening to music. and reading. and cuddling my pets #but im just a human. i want someone i love to hold me and fall asleep with them close to me.#i wanna lie in bed and talk to them abt anything bc between us it is a judgement free zone #despite what ppl say i am not weak for needing and wanting that. and being incredibly alone without it.#it's what i need and want but idk if i ever will and the thought of being stuck with this heavy loneliness all my life makes me wanna die #ok. peace out 😑✌️

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graveyarrdshift · 7 months

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the older i get, the more i hate my family

#one of the worst parts of living with an abusive family is #that only after a longer period of time you finally begin to realize and acknowledge how much they've been abusing you #Idk why trying to reject the thought of them as a bunch of abusers and fighting those thoughts would help me in any way #maybe i just thought i was the bad guy instead of them #or a bad person for hating my family #I remember that I used to believe that neglecting a kid and treating them like total shit was something “normal”#turns out it's not #funny how now my family paints me as a villain for standing up against them #It's so funny to hear them gossiping behind my back after every argument #They won't even admit that my father was a fucking bastard to me bc according to them - I should still respect him #he's dead (to me) but if he calls on my bday this month then I'll tell him everything I've always thought about him #sometimes i really want to take revenge on them #thanks for coming to my ted talk #should i tag this? idk #rambles

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3416 · 1 year

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like... what do you even mean you absolute BUFFOON

#are you fjklcjsxbfhjkneldsfd KIDDDINGNG..#all day im out here getting sucked into the hate comments like its my day job as a distraction #so ur saying theyre just purposely... playing bad in the biggest media market for funsies...#they like the heat??? the lack of production? the losing #are u fucking stupid or what like #did they not show up in the first round. i somehow missed the leafs losing in the first round again my bad #its so clear who knows nothing abt. empathy or sports period after a game like yesterday like its fhidjsklfhiejdklsfdjsflk #anyway just coming here to rant so i dont start fights online #i genuinely dont know what a dumbass take this is like. are u rlly insinuating theyre purposely slacking here bc.... ??#what do they get out of that besides money...... both of them arent gonna want LESS in their next contracts so what do u MEAN #ever considered that maybe its ur shitty vibe..... fkljsdkf #loyal fanbase my fucking ass.. yall are loyal to some fucking logo and thats it and its wild to me

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inkats · 9 months

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year end skebook dump 👍

#oh the learn by listening methob scary again....#the white men are back on my recommended why are they all so intense.#i just want to watch bl dramas one ep a day? want to watch the children go on errands?#watch midorikawa yuus youtube bc i like boy bands being silly? let me be. what is this... i am here for a good time.#and i wanna make friends eventually. i have no clue why you are learning japanese white men. you upset me <isolation scary.#anyway. white pen by uni ball insane. i love love fountain pens. i really like watercolors. im having fun!!#^realizing his good mood might be. because his period coming. and is trying so hard to be as positive as possible so maybe it will follw th #traditional art #hello yes see i draw #my ocs #artists on tumblr #drawing #traditional doodle #doodles #sketchbook #sketches #mon carnet de croquis! très bon! pour moi :)

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valdotjpg · 11 months

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hello everyone. making this post to let yall know that im like.. still kickin. sorry if i made anyone worry. im just Going Through It once again

#i will try to explain my situation sometime later (next week maybe?) but i just wanted to like. rip the bandaid off while im feeling brave #bc as some of yall probably already know its a bit hard for me to come back to social media after long periods of inactivity

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vraska-theunseen · 7 months

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google how to not be sosososo anxious all the time. its not even like stress that motivates me to get things done it's just like. i make a mistake and misunderstood instructions in class and my teacher is like "you were supposed to figure out precisely where 180 was before taping the draft and punching your marks" when i like an idiot guesstimated it and after a moment of me going "oh..." bc its something i can't fix bc i've already punched in all the holes on the part he's like "i think you'll be okay" and goes back to what he's doing and then for three hours im like he's so annoyed with me i bring things to him too much and ask him too many questions and make the stupidest mistakes every day he hates me. i ask a friend something and they don't respond because they're busy or forget about it or don't see it or any number of other reasons and then a couple weeks later i send them something else and they don't respond for a few hours and its enough time for me to convince myself i said something a while ago that they took offense to without realizing and they're ignoring me and i send another message saying "are you mad at me did i do something can you tell me what i did so we can work it out" and he's like "what?". a friend posts about people treating them badly in a way that's clear they're talking about a specific phenomenon or person and im always like omg are they talking about me did i do something bad and not realize it... and its someone i talk to so infrequently and casually it obviously would not be a concern or someone i've known for so many years that they would obviously come to me if there was any conflict that arose. help

#alex talks #one time that friend from the second example had to rescind an invitation for me to come to shabbat dinner bc he said his parents were #hosting an important rabbi and didn't want their sons friends dicking around in the house and i was like ok i get it and then another friend #mentioned to me something that implied they were still going to the friend's house and i had 2 class periods to stew and get anxious and #paranoid and think like does he hate me? does he just not want to invite me specifically? do his parents not like me did they ask him not to #invite me specifically? and then in advisory we're both just sitting there and im like 'so do your parents hate me' and he's like 'what????'#and i'm like 'jakob said they were still going to your house' and he's like '????? my parents told jakobs parents they could come and stay #overnight bc their parents are out of town so jakob has to come over' and i was like 'oh. sorry' and felt so bad about it for the entire day #honestly? now that im thinking about it so many times i've been like manic in that friends dms about something they said that i've made 10 #leaps of logic over so in my head they said a completely different thing but to them i just sound insane and like i'm taking them in the #most bad faith i possibly can. which i guess really i am but i just get so worried #hm i guess manic is a specific word for a mental health symptom idk how else to describe it like i call him and leave a voicemail where ive #worked myself to tears over something i can't even remember now. maybe hysteric?#nobody reads these right

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starringshots · 14 days

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people have lost the art of nuance istg

#earlier i was talking to a friend about how as ive grown up ive realised that yes #hetalia has its problems #and i can understand why people dislike it and the bad rep it gets #however it wasnt written with malice #and a lot of the worst bits comes from the fandom or the english dub and not the actual series canon #and my friend was like “no its awful” and like #maybe im biased bc i watched this show for the first time when i was 12 but #it genuinely seems to me like there wasnt any ill will and a lot of the issues with it have been worked on over the years #and like. EVERYTHING from that time period was problematic if it wasnt for literal children

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