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heehoonies · 3 months ago

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hi! i honestly felt the same way with anon too and after knowing that you’re actually writing an alt scene/ending i think it would just make more sense if you made your readers felt like that so no biggie!

it was a great story i love how down bad reader is for jake and jake being freaky in bed 🙂‍↕️but yeah everything is perfect and more perfect with the way how it ended with jake and y/n 😍

ahhh thank you for the explanation, i am just apparently.. protective over utt hyung line lol

but i suppose you're right! the alt endings are basically where y/n doesn't accept jake's apology and she goes to either hee jay or hoon for help/comfort/whatever else and they fuck her brains out 😵‍💫 (they each get an alt ending bc i rly enjoyed how i wrote each of them)

but yeah. ehehe thank you for loving jakeyn, she's so down bad for him it's crazy. and i also love how freaky in bed i made him, it was gonna be more but ik their relationship was very new so i had to reel it in lol. thank you anon 🥺❤️

#maybe it's bc my period is coming #but the other ask made me sad to think about y'all hating heejayhoon in utt :(#they're meant to kinda be friends with y/n and watch over her whenever wonyoung isn't at the parties with her #i actually almost included a line where jake goes “now stop calling my girlfriend 'pretty' or i'll fuck u up” basically #but i took it out bc i figured with the way i characterized the other three boys that they'd know the boundaries #and rly dial it back without being asked to protect jakeyn's relationship #bc they love them both :( and they know their personalities can be a lot #and it isn't exactly appropriate to call a woman in a relationship pretty or angel #anyway #i miss them #i don't have much inspo to write their alt endings rn but. they're coming i promise #eventually #anonymous #asks

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bitchslapblastoids · 2 months ago

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do you remember exactly where you were when basically im gay dropped? are there other d&p videos/content that you’ve had that experience with? am reminiscing and curious

#I was living in New York and I had to go soon so I had my phone propped up on the shelf in the closet so I could watch while getting ready #(kind of hilarious that my phone was literally in the closet while I watched him come outta the closet!)#but then I was crying and grinning #and I just remember feeling so unfathomably proud #and becoming a mess and I just couldn’t even remotely begin to process it all #and then I had to go to work and just be normal and not say a word and I just wanted to SCREAM don’t you know don’t you all know #you need to know!!!!!!!#and then I passed timothee chalamet on the street we nodded politely at each other that’s literally not remotely a lie #real rush of a day that was #I clocked him from like 3 blocks away bc yes I was gagging for him at the time and yes cmbyn changed my brain chemistry fuck you #I think I privated all my charmie bookmarks after the cannibalism stuff dropped lol but maybe not too lazy to check #ANYWAY.#dan and phil #phan #dan’s finest work one of the best videos on the platform period really such a beautiful perfect brave piece i love and appreciate him so.

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skunkes · 4 months ago

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#a doodley #okkk 2022: the torture chamber....i only sparsely drew al and developed talon (he was borned...) bc my mind was occupied with other things.#2023: exiting torture chamber; it took me a tiny little bit to get back to drawing and ''interacting with'' al again but i did it even #though it was a reminder of the Bad bc he's my copium #summer 2023: i view and witness media and suddenly have like 5 fictional men i cant decide on which to focus... and september (talon month)#comes along so I decide to focus on Talon after not touching him much at all throughout the entire year #(forced this btw i did not wanna do it LOL i didnt even remember how to draw him)#september 2023 to now: talon has infiltrated the brain. but i want to swivel back to al #now: i've forgotten how to Talk to al (just like i did in beginning of 2023)#(and just like i forgot how to talk to talon for most of 2023)#so ive kind of just been replaying the smunker cow al daydreams from when they first met #so I can find my way back...retracing my steps #in doing so ive kind of also forgotten how to interact with talon but still havent gotten back to al #so rn my life is so boring without imaginary bf interactions. just the before sleep plot rehashing daydreams...#or sparse visions of em Sometimes #nobody in my brain rn just like the short period last yr and its distressing #what do i draw without a love obsession.....#how do i pass time without it....! so boring. idk what to do #i miss the me of several yrs ago when i was drawing 50 different aus with al....ive downgraded in skill and imagination and creativity #so bad since then. idk. idk. i hope they come back to me soon #maybe i shld just draw al a lot which is how i kickstarted caring abt talon again almost a yr ago ?#hoping i can get him to come back before my surgery i need my big sexy boy nurse for recovery #(complaining abt things usually fixes em for me so im hoping thats the case here)

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lights-at-night · 15 days ago

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i might be shot but tbh i think fiction podcasts have an issue with racial representation

#monstrous agonies n travelling light have allegory but allegory is still just allegory #mabel n wolf 359 r the only fucking podcasts ive seen in which where someone is from actually affects them #not to mention how many popular audio dramas are made by white people? might just be my experience idk #and they still seemingly have representation bc the fandom draws the characters as poc even if the actor isnt #which would be completely differentif it was tv or smthn #like ofc ppl can draw whatever they want but theres something to that disconnect that is strange to me #also the penumbra approach of actively avoiding race as a theme in the podcast #magnus in general?? they might be improving a little with protocol but i have not seen people addressing it a lot #and of course the cecil palmer effect #this is in large part due to the audio only medium #but its weird to see a medium praised for queer rep have race almost entirely ignored in favor of setting the world in somewhere w/o racism #maybe its bc so much is set in less irl settings so people feel like its more ok to distance themselves from these issues #but still?? for example hallowoods (havent finished it so dont come at me if this changed later in the podcast)#theres the blatant evangelical christianity allegory and all the transphobia n homophobia is dealt with but not white supremacy?#which seems lacking if its trying to criticize that particular sect of christianity #n malevs complete ignorance of lovecraft #and if youre going to set it in the 1920-1930s america why arent you dealing with the time period #just a rant i havent done deep research into this or anything. dont kill me #podcasts

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sttoru · 3 months ago

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aita for blocking a friend bcs they dont reply to my messages or reply very late (like a whole day after) even though theyre clearly online, playing games, chatting w others etc 🤥 ?

#sttoru vents.#ik im still on a semi hiatus kinda but i needed somewhere to get this off my chest #maybe i reacted too fast #maybe not #bcs like ? i cannot stand it when ppl ignore my shit when theyre clearly online and talking w others #ignoring for a whole 24hrs or more is crazy to me #i get not wanting to reply immediately sometimes but its been happening more often #girl bye 😗#they also rarely reach out first so #eh whatever mayeb its my period coming up #ANYWAY deleting later #i’ll be back with a fic this thursday :>

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tvckerwash · 1 year ago

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wash tormenting the reds in the most petty ways possible because he's still pissed off about them hitting him with a car and then blowing him up in s8 is so important to me you don't even understand

#I'm pretty sure I've said it on my old blog before but wash is the blues older brother but to the reds? he's the neighborhood bully lmao #that scene in s13 where wash gets all the chorus soldiers to turn on grif for refusing to attend the training sessions? 100% an act of #calculated cruelty on wash's part lmao #oh oh or in s11 when wash hooked up blue base to the ships power but not the reds? also calculated lol #wash stealing all of their stuff in s10 will also always be a fav petty wash moment of mine #he is out to make them suffer and they're not even aware of it lol #rvb #agent washington #mine #not t/oaru #if i ever write my ct lives au fic I'm going so hard on petty grudge holding wash #he is an absolute menace but he's so lowkey about it that in universe trying to convince ppl that wash is as petty as he is #is nearly impossible #the only ppl aware of wash's true nature are the counselor the director ct alpha and probably maine (and maybe florida)#everyone else sees him in a similar light as his fanon characterization #that's part of the reason why i think lina was so shock in s10 when he turned his gun on her bc to her wash was always so subordinate that #she just genuinely never saw it coming #anyway wash/ct/maine friendship is so important to me. i like to include south in there too sometimes but honestly south comes off as a #loner type. like she doesn't mind ppl but no one except north is really willing to tolerate her uh....personality for long periods of time #shes very....reactive and emotionally charged #but tbh id be that way too if i was stuck with north #north unironically reminds me of my dad but not in the good way lol #god my tags are all over the place #audhd brain goes brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

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valewritessss · 2 months ago

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In honor of my period coming two fucking days early, here’s a menstruation based pjo question.

Who do we think has the worst cramps vs who do we think is one of those lucky ducks who have minimal bleeding and little to no cramps?

#tw mentions of periods #menstruation #can’t really believe I wrote this question💀#actually yes I can periods need to be more normalized #tell me why so many of my friends would always whisper ‘I got my…thing’ and I’d always be like ??? you got your period?#idk why people are so embarrassed about it #but I get it bc I was kind of embarrassed about opening pads in bathrooms bc why are they literally so loud #but I can’t imagine feeling so awkward saying it all the time #like hell no if I have to bleed once a month I will not be ashamed or embarrassed of it #why wasn’t I lucky enough to be one of the lucky ducks #I literally have to beg my uterus to let this one be peaceful and it never works #and I literally cramp up to 4 days before it even gets here #it literally has me anxious the entire week bc I think she’s coming but she never is #and why do people say excersizing eases the pain it’s the opposite for me #it makes it feel like there’s a literal world war going on down there #okay maybe I got a little too detailed in these tags #annabeth chase #pjo #percy jackson and the olympians #percy jackson #hoo #heroes of olympus #pjo character headcanons #hoo character headcanons #period headcanons #periods #bloody hell #pjo question #hoo question

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aerithisms · 8 months ago

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i have got to be so real and honest with you all i am going to be sad forever if rwby never gets finished. "it's just a show" "it's not even that good" i don't CARE i've spent a decade growing up with it and it's so special to me :(

#blahs #rwby #it's just such a bizarre position that we're in rn #rwby being rt's flagship meant it always used to feel so certain that it'd get to go as long as it needed #i never even thought about cancellation as a possibility until around v9 #and even then after v9 ended i was fairly optimistic #and now the show's been off the air for a year and the fandom's not really active THIS is when we get hit with rt shutting down #so i have all this sadness over a story that's very special to me maybe never coming back but the fanbase is kind of subdued about it #it doesn't feel like the show even really gets a mourning period #esp bc there's a chance it could come back i don't think people know if they should be mourning it?? it's all very weird #if it doesn't come back it's so strange to think such a huge presence in my life might go out so quietly #anyway i love you rwby i miss you rwby :(

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kindred-spirit-93 · 1 month ago

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penelope canonically retreating to her room and refusing food = she puts on some weight, the reason being both lack of physical activity as well as her body being on constant emergency mode (so what little she does eat ends up being stored away bc the body doesnt know when the 'starvation' will end). whats more her constant stress elevates cortisol levels which in and of itself leads to weight gain esp in the abdominal area.

tl;dr chubby penelope send fucking t w e e t