#maybe ill delete this idk

[everythingsinred]

me: seasonal depression doesnt apply to me because im not depressed anymore

also me:

[spacerockwriting]

So this is REALLY fucking big for me, but I kinda want to watch just the bits of Cam as the Joker because it kinda fits into Ian's manic and stuff. But that show (Gotham) is extremely triggering for me. Like, extremes to the trigger. Which fucking sucks.

God Damn it Cam for being in two things I cannot watch. The Giver is one of my least favorite books ever and the other show just sets me into super triggered.

sighs

[boringwomanwithabook]

more weird ass angles from your least favorite girl

[starrypawu]

purple with wings!

(+ green preening purp's wings below the cut, not finished tho)

bro green u cant just grab someone else's wing like that !!

(update: i did finish this little preening comic u can find the finished version on my blog:3 )

[tinyperson00]

notes game because I can

!!Deadline is December 1st!!

rules:

no spamming!

5 notes per person total

any extra notes will result in a 1 day deduction to the deadline

please do not write meaningless letting or numbers in the comments

10 notes: I'll do my laundry more often

30 notes: I'll take care of my hair and face better

50 notes: I'll take showers more often

75 notes: I'll eat more often

100 notes: I'll stop purposely ignoring my iron pills in the morning

130 notes: I'll get out more often

150 notes: I'll stop my occasional very minor sh

175 notes: I'll stop neglecting myself and others around me

200 notes: I'll set an alarm to remember to eat lunch and other snacks throughout the day

250 notes: I'll stop procrastinating my work

300 notes: I'll find a way (hopefully) to get rid of my chronic year long insomnia

350 notes: I'll stop being so reserved and secretive around my family and friends

400 notes: I'll stop jumping from high things like bringing and trees

500 notes: I'll fix my bad habits

600 notes: I'll start socializing with people

700 notes: I'll seek help about my depression

800 notes: I'll start trying to get along better with the people in my life

900 notes: I'll (try) to cut ties with some toxic people in my life (not talking about any tumblr mutuals or you ace, don't you even dare think that D:<)

1000 notes: I will stop trying to kms at any given chance

[kyoukoswife]

you ever think abt what if you gave a girl your whole life but she didnt even want it? you gave her your life to protect her and she threw you away?? what if even after that you still took care of her the best you could???? and then when you next see her shes not even her???? because you gave her your whole life to save her but you couldnt protect her?????? wouldnt that fuck you up?????? wouldnt that be so painful????????? you ever think about that?????

look at the full size image for better quality:>

[zevrans-remade]

🐱🐱🐱

[dippchip]

not gonna show the person cus i dont wanna make this look like a "call out" or whatever but,

first of all, while its a neat accessory on the surface…. this is absolutely a kink accessory and you can not convince me other wise. one very quick google search (in incognito) i immediately see stuff for kink purposes, imagine a young teen finds this to be "cool" and looks it up and finds "leather puppy muzzle" as one of the results… now of course teens are gonna come across this stuff no matter what, but from a game AIMED towards that demographic? idk. while yes, not everything has to be kink… this is kinda crossing towards that line and its weird that they'd add something like this???

and also, theres way more stuff like this in game, not just this simple little puppy muzzle. theres also this stuff;

secondly, what? that is completely different due to CONTEXT of the movie. hes a fox… it makes perfect sense why he'd be given a muzzle, especially in that setting where theres anthro animals running around. i wouldnt come to that conclusion that "oh thats promoting kink to children" because its not just some accessory they put on a person with not much context around it, thats just…. such a weird comparison???

how can you not be able to say something like "ass" on moviestarplanet2 but this is something your avatar can wear (if you give them money anyways)

[tevintersoldier]

when one of the best and most unique fics you've read in ages is from an orphaned account😭😭 pls i just want to read all their other work i'm sure there's more😭

the fic is by the still waters, and it's a dragon age fenhawke fic. the story is that hawke stayed behind in the fade in the inquisition quest, and when fenris found out he went all the way to skyhold to find a way to get him back. inquisitor (lavellan) could and would not help, but she knew merrill from back in the day, and told him she could probably do something. so together with varric they go all the way back to kirkwall, and with merrill's help they find a way to get into the fade. they encounter solas in the fade, and their quest continues. lots of demon fighting and so much LORE. i won't spoil everything so just..... just read it, it was so good🥺

[doostyaudi]

//suggestive images

Made these cuz uhm. Uhm. Im not sure actually. For funsies or something. Eroticisim of the machine or something idk im new here

God i am SO CRINGE but i am... Free?

[todayisafridaynight]

journalists underestimate the magnitude of my addiction and how far i'll go for the bit

[summerlycoris]

Puhpandas had a great idea recently (glitchtrapped Tony.) And I wanted to take a stab at the concept.

More specifically at the "What happens after." bit. Hint- Tony gets lost and ends up back near his old house.

Under a readmore because it could be triggering if you've been physically assaulted before. There's feelings in this that could touch on nerves.

********

He'd traced his steps, along a familiar road. Now he stood on the street, facing his old house. He felt all dazed, and confused.

Why?

Everything hurt- his back, his stomach, his neck, his arms. And something bad had happened to him. His head ached, but not nearly as much as his heart ached. 

'... Because it's not my home, it's their home, and I'm wanted no more…'

He couldn't go home. Because it wasn't his home anymore. It was someone else's now. He couldn't remember how to get to his Grandma's from here. He couldn't remember a lot of things.

(He didn't want to remember.)

What had happened? He'd gone to the pizzaplex? Gregory had been there? 

Did someone jump me on the way home?

He knew what really happened. But he couldn't believe it- didn't believe it- it hurt too much- He could feel something poking around inside his mind. Something he'd been trying to ignore. 

He didn't cry. Or sob. He just hurt. 

Get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head-

He was on the swings suddenly, in the park that sat down between their street, and the next street over. He hummed a song absent-mindedly. One of those old songs that Grandma would play on her old record player. A song that his Mom sometimes sang along to.

I'm missing time? Did I got abducted by aliens?

Ellis would laugh with him about it next week, when they'd meet up at school again.

They used to play here a lot, when they were in elementary school together. Pretending the playground was a pirate ship. That the floor was a crocodile infested river- so you'd have to jump from circle to circle, never landing on the soft blue floor. Making the merry-go-round spin so fast, that they both would get thrown off it after a dizzy spell, and collapse to the ground laughing and carrying on-

It just made his heart ache more. His brain pounding against his skull.

He kicked his legs uselessly. He wasn't swinging. Not really. Just sitting. Just trying not to be still. He wasn't going anywhere.

The playground didn't have any lights that stayed on at night. It wasn't that kind of playground, where you'd need to worry about teens going there and doing bad things in the dark. This was a good part of town. Nothing bad could happen here. 

The only lights were distant street lamps, and the starlight filtering down.

What time is it?

Tony had a watch. Had a watch- it was missing now. So was his entry pass to the pizzaplex.

Did someone mug me?

He also had a different shirt than he'd worn to school- a Bonnie longsleeve? Hadn't they stopped selling these? Where did he get it?

Did someone… reverse mug me??

The sun was starting to rise in the distance. He could understand why they'd given him a new shirt- his old one. That had... gotten stained, hadn't it?

How long have I been here?

His arms and belly felt weird. He lifted his shirt and sleeves to look at them. Well... He wasn't gonna stain his new shirt, at least. He stopped looking- it just made him feel queasy.

Lights were coming on in the houses, one by one. He could see a light on over at Ellis's house, through the back yard. 

He could go there. And they could have breakfast together. They could pretend they'd had a sleepover together, like old times. Ellis could loan him a sleeping bag. A watch. A new head. And nothing bad would have happened to him and there would be nothing weird poking around in his head and his heart would stop aching and-

And Ellis's Mom was there. Standing in front of him.

How long has she been there?

He started a little, nearly falling backwards before clutching the chains tighter. 

"Tony- It's okay. It's Olivia, do you remember me?" She had her hands in front of her, in a way that should probably have been calming. 

He caught his breath, and felt panic start to ease out of him. He nodded. And she seemed to relax a little, too. 

"Oh, good. Sweetie- listen. I've rang your Mom. She's on her way now. And so are the police. Okay?" She looked at him intently, and kneeled down in front of him. While he kicked his legs and stared off into the distant sky. The stars were going out.

"Tony? Did you hear me?"

"Um. Yes. Sorry Mrs Martinez." 

He couldn't look at her. This is so embarrassing. Having to be picked up by his Mom like this. Had he and Ellis broken another vase trying to play skip rope indoors? That was a silly thing to do, Tony. You know better-

He could feel her eyes looking through him. 

"Do you… want to talk about it, sweetie?"

He shook his head frantically, and choked out "No- no- no-"

"Hey, sweetie. It's okay. You're okay now. Everyone was so worried about you…" 

Why?

She looked at him so pitifully. Had he said that out loud?

A car pulled up, on his old street. A familiar car. Mom's car. 

And she was there. So quick, he'd barely seen her race up to him. He thought she'd grab him, and swing him around in a spinney-hug. She used to do that, when he was little. 

Instead she stopped next to Mrs Martinez. It looked like she'd been crying earlier. She was still crying. 

His head kept hurting. Pounding in a rhythm now. He couldn't take it much longer-

She couldn't get any words out. Mouth gaping open like a fish's would. But he could get the message- What happened to you?

He went to answer, but felt… sleepy. Really sleepy. He was gonna fall off this swing any second-

But he didn't fall. Instead he heard his voice talking to his Mom. It sounded strange to him. Like he was listening underwater…

"Mom, I… I lost track of time at the pizzaplex. It got dark, and someone h-hurt me when I was walking home… please don't be mad…"

He went to sleep as Mom pulled his imposter into a hug.

[hws-lceland]

It's been a long year but i am happy to finally be able to post my Polaroid for the @hws-anthology ! This was my first ever zine and I'm honored to have been part of it since Hetalia has been part of my life for 10 years now. And I've made some incredible friends due to it

[mothkisserx]

i feel so trapped in my body having so many creative thoughts and ideas and things i want to do and not having the emotional strength to make myself do them. communicating my feelings of otherness and inhumanity simply impossible. perhaps i should try poetry. i dont know. lil baby bitch!

[peteytheparrot]

Don’t know if I’m gonna finish this today so here’s the sketch now lol

[sunbratz]

is this the point where i make a post looking for new ppl to follow bc i want friends in the fandom for the new thing i am hyperfixating on? are we at that point yet?