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mkaroy · 6 months

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no matter WHAT i’ll ALWAYS ask anon questions like i’m sorry but what if i’m being rude in a question or it comes off as too forceful or inconsiderate or i’m just plain wrong like that can’t be on my record so i just always ask anonymously.

#maybe i’m autistic guys #seriously though one person got a little mad at an ask before and i’ve never been the same since #cause also what if it’s a dumb question and the response is ‘‘look in my bio what’ LIKE NO I CANT TAKE GHATA #guys #GUYS.

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korkietism · 8 months

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So I finished half life Alyx but the gnome is too aware. My thoughts?

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It was FUCKINH beautiful. Genuinely a work of art. I cannot believe it took me this long to watch it. It has the classic hlvrai humour mixed with that gorgeous existential dread. It’s really well written with a cool build up to the end. I loved the gnomes, I loved gordyx (that’s Gordon alyx to me) and it was so fucking funny. If any rtvs or even hlvrai fans haven’t seen it yet- PLEASE do so. It’s genuinely so good.

@wayneradiotv fantastic work. Truly. I know I’m going to end up watching it all over again soon. (And that ending- Ough-)

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sunflowersolace · 6 months

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the dungeon meshi english dub is good you guys just never got over the weird sub elitism thing weebs have

#waaaaaaaaa they used words that weren’t in the direct translation waaah you say that about every fucking anime #some of us can’t fucking focus on things if the audio is in a language i don’t speak i won’t understand the show #it’s like when i was in middle school and being told that i should fucking learn japanese instead of watching dub #maybe i’m a loser westerncel that doesn’t understand your based japanpilledness #but i’ve never seen an anime where people DONT tear the dub to bits #so maybe you guys don’t hate the dungeon meshi dub maybe you just hate dubs because you think you’re cool or something #damien haas is absolutely killing it as laios i can’t imagine a better va #he’s the whole reason i got into dunmesh in the first place #bc i love his work #and i can’t stress the importance of having laois voiced by an autistic actor

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leieryx · 6 months

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Im never gonna be normal about this i fucking knew it

#finished DE #it’s time to pace back and forth Thinking #I was already planning how to do a second run halfway through it is so over for me #im ggonna crew the drywall #CHEW #now I need to find the song that plays at the tribunal I’m so sad I didn’t have it turned on though the ending music also hits #wish I could just be pleased about it like a regular person or even just make a lot of fanart but no it’s time to #Feel like there’s three million bees in me #or ping pong balls maybe you get the idea #be prepared for me to make Something. idk what yet #dfugk man #can I even cook lunch rn.#all I wanna do is rotate these guys in the collage maker (GREAT btw) and run around and somehow achieve that at the same time #it was good though don’t get me wrong I’m just insane #I’ll think I’m probably not autistic just trying to be special and then shit like this happens like Yeah Man.#im gonna attempt to cook lunch I’m So strong

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nazumichi · 5 months

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the state of my back is small potatoes, I WILL carry this beast around all day every day. and by beast I mean. heh. book

#raii talks a lot #no but my bag is very heavy but being without something to read is like. nightmare world.#remember when I said a while back “oh I’m starting the four volumes now”? that was a lie.#I found a different translation and read that one first. because 🫶🫶 but NOW I’m starting the four volumes and arugh I’m so excited #maybe I’m obsessed maybe it’s so joever. maybe the most powerful thing ever is an autistic guy and their interest for the next 5+ years #sorry for talking about this nonstop it’s because of. yeah. slowly changing everyone’s perceptions of me by being. excited about stuff

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pixies--dust · 8 months

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I wonder if i would be more interested in hormones if i wasn’t autistic…

#my autism is pretty big on the adverse to change aspect #changes can upset or unsettle me even if it’s something small #in fact I feel like the small things are more unsettling #i don’t quite like when my parents get new frames for their glasses #hrt is a bunch of changes and I don’t quite want to go into it without knowing every single detail #i wish I could pick and choose which ones I want #my biggest want is a deeper speaking voice and maybe a more masculine face but sometimes I like my body the way it is #i would be much more comfortable if everyone saw me as male all the time no matter what #like let me be feminine without being misgendered #would be so cool if I could just send brain waves to anyone who sees me that tells them I’m a guy #my rambling #trans #autistic

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pipskippy · 9 months

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reading dungeon meshi for the first time wheeeeeeee!!!!

#pip speaks #dungeon meshi spoilers #very abridged first thoughts #:#(i’m on chapter 12)#i like the main characters all well enough laios is very autism and he and falin remind me of beat and rhyme (blonde siblings where the olde #r brother is a little insensitive and the younger sister is very kindhearted and also (!!!!!!!!TWEWY SPOILERS) gets eaten by a thing.#TWEWY SPOILERS OVER anyways lots of respect for senshi and my intuition is great bc i assumed chi #chilchuck was not in fact a child and just a type of creature that looks young #although i guess maybe he’s a teenager but i feel like everyone is at least 20s by human standards?#marcille very failgirl energy. i like her hair and outfit. i like everyone’s outfits…i love the unabashed love of fantasy tropes…#but also the rly clever creative creatures like the shellfish armor??? that’s so awesome i’ve never seen anything like that. well i hvent re #read or seen that much fantasy….lol #i like how kui introduces the characters by showing their strengths/specialties and weaknesses and how they learn to work together. its cute #and effective and fun :) joys of writing #oh also this is just me being extremely biased about alphonse but laios always reminds me of him just because blond guy + armor + autistic +#carries a little book of stuff to eat in his armor + looks forward to eating etc. lol #speaking of fma i wonder if the leather shoe on the plate is a fma reference about ed and ling eating ed’s boot. or if #i just think about that any time someone mentions that you can eat leather

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sparklysatyrcat · 9 months

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question for literally everyone that has mutuals. do you guys like. communicate. and stuff. or do you just. sit there in silent agreement that you’re both pretty good and you like each other’s stuff… how does it work. This is. A genuine question help

#mutuals #mutual #for my moots #<- if I have any???? I’m not even sure #genuine question #also why is it “moots” and not “mews”#“mews” would be closer to the pronunciation of mutual #if I get or have any mutuals I will refer to them as mews. sorry guys #anyway yeahahah help.#maybe I’m just autistic??#idk internet relationships (platonic) are hard

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i-could-be-so-much-more · 1 month

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It frustrates me to no end that everyone I talk to someone new my brain catastrophises to the point where even though I know logically it’s fine, and normal, and fun, I end up making it a bigger deal in my head that I know it is…I think myself into spirals that the logical part of my brain knows are ridiculous and dramatic and improbable, which stress me out more than is entirely necessary…it’s so tiring to exist and participate in the social world sometimes

#personal #night time ramblings #the potentially autistic side of my brain really comes to party when I begin a new social relationship in any capacity #my analytical brain is not compatible with the lawless wasteland of socialising with someone new #gonna just ramble a bit about this situation here where I don’t have to make a lotta sense #I’ve been talking to a guy I’ve known for many year but never been properly friends with #we were in the same friendship circle when we were teenagers #but in different groups #we’ve literally been talking again for maybe 5 days #it’s taken me a few days to be more or less certain that our conversations are more than 2 sort of old friends catching up #like I think we’ve been flirting a little we’re going to go for a drink maybe he jokingly called me babygirl earlier #it’s been nice to be in that talking stage with a guy but without the awkward first few conversations where you’re getting to know the basic #I’ve always thought he was a nice guy our political and moral leaning have always been pretty similar he’s alright looking #that’s the extent of it #but of course my brains going haywire #scripting conversations I need to have if this become serious #wondering how hell react to less fun things about me physically or personality wise #wondering if and when we’ll ever have sex and if hell be any good 😂#trying to work out if hell get on with my family #like the whole 9 fucking yards #and it’s so fucking silly #like it isn’t that deep in the fucking slightest #it has the potential to be #and if it’s not it won’t be that upsetting to me #I’ll be a bit bummed out for a day or 2 and that’s it #I know myself well enough #but in the moment my brain always speed runs times everything could go wrong reasons it could fail reasons things will never succeed for me #and it doesn’t help that almost every romantic partner or potential I’ve ever had has proved this dumb shit right #but at what point does it become a self-fulfilling prophecy?#I sometimes think deep deep down I’m just a hopeless romantic hidden under layers of cynicism and emotional repression😂

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heir-of-the-chair · 2 years

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Guys. Guys it's a square.

It's a square guys look it's a square.

#these are all just my personal headcanons #well no the vr-la one is just canon #I'm pretty sure kyana is also canonically ace iirc?#however bi/aro dani is the hill that I will die on.#I will die on this hill.#maybe arospec #but I will die on this hill #bi aro allo dani will live in my heart forever I don't care about canon this is My canon #rolling with difficulty #rwd #rwd headcanons #this is so stupid but I’m autistic and it’s a square guys it’s a square #the heir speaks

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vexenya · 5 months

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That one animation of 『±0』 is gone

#pepoyo #you know the really cool loooking 3D one!!!!!!#it’s just gone!!!!!!!#oh god the shrimpku animation is gone too. this is my burning of alexandria.#man none of you guys know who pepoyo is 😭 I’m talking to devilman fans #maybe I could make an alt acc for my autistic vocaloid ramblings #maybe…

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glfry · 2 years

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This is an absolute autism creature how am I the only one seeing that

#THIS WHOLE CHAOTER I WAS JUST LIKE 'AUTISM? AUTISM? HELLO?'#along side the fact he hates crowds and that a lot what he says comes off as rude….. hmmm #i know there’s probably some other explanation for some of the stuff but. idk he’s autistic to me #ikemen #ikemen games #ikemen prince #ikemen licht #autism headcanon #also The way Yves talks about Licht in ch1-2….#'he may come off as cold snd harsh but he’s a sweet guy!' really reads like how a parental figure would talk about their child with-#undiagnosed autism. it reads EXACTLY like that #maybe I’m reading too much into things but… StilI

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crazyw3irdo · 1 year

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saw jaws for the first time today and i can’t believe despite knowing so much about it through cultural osmosis i had no clue matt hooper existed and i love that funky little guy

#he’s just autistic about sharks and i love him for it. i forgive him for his crimes (being rich)#also his line about ‘having enough of these working class heroes’ or whatever. i was ready to fight him for that one #i knew about concerned police officer and weird old vaguely threatening fisherman but no one ever mentioned the silly little guy who just.#i knew when every jumpscare happened but i didn’t know one of the three main characters existed #he just loves sharks man. man was so funny. ‘hey i was told to tell you guys that you shouldnt all get in that boat’ ‘we’ll do it anyway’#‘okay! they’re going to die :)’#crazwaz posted #id seen the clip of matt discovering the body and the clip of them paddling to shore at the end!!!#but i’d never seen any clip of quint so i figured the one at the end was him and the body discoverer was a random character #he was wearing a wetsuit in the body scene and is seen from far away in behind in the final one so i have the right to not have realized ok #also weirdly enough my submechanophobia was not really triggered at all? which is wild. like one or two times it happened but like. that was #so weird to just. know that normally i’m scared of that kind of thing but it just. didn’t happen? like i’m scared of the jaws animatronic on #the universal ride! it scared me in pics and it scared me when i saw it irl! but bruce? nah she was just fine #that’s another thing i always think of bruce as she/her like. them all using he/him for the shark confused me #my brother mentioned she’s a girl in jaws 3d + in the wild girl sharks are bigger than boys so that’s probably what caused it #but i still think of godzilla as she/her and that one has like no evidence so maybe my brain just does that to them or smth

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fallowtail · 1 year

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i try not to let it get to me but the knowledge i am always going to be The Stupid One in every situation i’m in just…really, really sucks. sigh. oh well. i stay silly :3c

#cant even blame it on being audhd because everyone else i know who is #is smart and talented and their brains work alright 😭 i'm just stupid and incapable #i feel like i’m the only person out there who does not get to experience any of the benefits or joys of these things #for me it is nothing but brain damage and endless suffering with no brightside or intelligence or anything #but then everyone tells me i’m the bad guy because if there was a magic button that would make me not audhd i would click it immediately #like why am i wrong for not wanting to suffer #everyone else seems to have a special interest or a fixation and they can remember information about those things but i...dont. i can't. LO #i do not experience the autistic joy everyone else talks about. i dont have the adhd focusing on what you like superpowers or whatever #my autism made me barely pass highschool and i couldnt handle community college and i had to drop out and i can barely handle having #an entry level job that everyone patronizes me about #i'm barely verbal and i am losing my ability to function to brainfog and everyone around me treats me like i'm their little pet idiot #but wanting to change that about myself makes me evil and bad or something i guess #sorry to whine on tumblr like the good old days but twitter is sick of my shit LOL 😭#pmdd making me spiral worse than usual #one of those times where i'm realizing that if everyone else experiences these things totally different from me than maybe that was never #what was wrong with me in the first place lol. maybe i dont have an explanation and i'm back to being 10 15 19 24 sobbing wondering why im #like this. why i'm so stupid. not even in a self hating way in a legitimately proven way that i am functioning below average intelligence.#ok im done sorryyyyy god i forgot how good tumblr is to vent on #z

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jupitersflytrap · 10 months

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i was going to go to the library this week to work on my essay but the last few days i’ve just been working at home and it’s been fine. ideal, even. and i know the library will be mobbed because it’s exam season. so maybe i’ll just stay here…….

#plant rant #i know people say it’s good to get a change of scene but like. i don’t need a change of scene.#i’m autistic this is what i’m built for. hunkering down and thinking about the same thing for three days straight #and then thinking about a different thing for three more days #guys i’m going to be so done by the end of these deadlines. and i need to do a really good job of them if i want As in these classes.#but it’s going well so far. i think it’s coherent.#maybe staying at home is the clever thing to do. i am comfy here and there aren’t any people #downside of there aren’t any people - i think i went all day yesterday without speaking to even my flatmate #like i said. i’m built for focus.#2000 words down just 4000 more to go and then this semester is over

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evildilf2 · 2 years

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When your TA is in a movie one of ur tumblr mutuals has on their letterboxd watchlist 🧎‍♂️🔫

#all my little words #he’s so nice to me but I think he might be doing the hey little guy [knows that I’m autistic] thing maybe

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