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window shopping on linkedin
#all the internships i like mention needing to be familiar with tiktok whyyyyy#also they’re all based in the us omfg i dont wanna go there#remote but in the us would be okay ig bcs then i have an excuse to move to vancouver lmao#i wanna move so baddddddd i hate being stuck in the same country for years i wanna go places !!!!!#remote in the us from ams would be quite difficult lol and london is too expensive i fear#also i wanna leave europe so my mom cannot come visit me <3 i love her but i feel too coddled if she’s always here for. e#i like being in danger and taking risks 🤷🏻♀️#ill fix up my cv so i can start looking next year bcs i need to grad first#maybe i’ll eve
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Buddie x Christmas!
Merry Christmas Eve! Even if you aren’t in the mood to celebrate- here’s a quick edit I made for them!
#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#husbands#buck x eddie#manip#manips#au#mlm#911 abc#911#oliver stark#ryan guzman#this was supposed to be a twelve days thing 🤷 oh well#maybe I’ll just post the remainder today anyway why not#gay#Xmas Eve- buddie- 24#buddie x mas
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Who else working on Christmas Eve 😔
#at least I’ll still get to enjoy some chanpurrado and pozole <333#yippieeee#but still sucks…#maybe I’ll watch some Christmas movies or something to make it feel less shitty LMAO#but graveyard shift on Christmas Eve so diabolical smh
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FINALLY all the character refs for the lab au are done, sorry it took a little while to get to the last characters- /lh
Here they are the guys. It’s them
#Mandela catalogue#tmc#tmc labrats au#lab Sarah#lab thatcher#lab ruth#lab evelin#shmorps art#don’t think I need any warnings for these#totally didn’t do the ‘cool black bar over the eyesTM’ thing for eve cause her eyes didn’t look right to me totally not it’s just theming/s#maybe now that I have their refs done I’ll actually. work on their characters more-
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Relaxing Evening
#orion and the dark#oatd#oatd eve#oatd Orion#relaxing#With his aunt#Well not his aunt but you know#Maybe I’ll make an AU#Were eve takes him on a trip instead?
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Random little redesigns
Aoi
Remade her school uniform. She’s a water elf whose still new to using her powers. Swim team captain. She’s very cautious and uses her water powers to keep herself safe.
Eve (Before Reborn into an angel)
Experimented on, so lots of bandages and she also can’t see in her other eye. Xavier use to do her hair and put red bands in them.
Eve (Current)
Eve is know a guardian Angel and she’s always looking after the city and makes people into ghosts to help their loved ones.
Phantom
Conductor and composer of the most beautiful classical music and is actually well known. Wears a lot of Victorian like clothing.
Cindy
Represents fairytale and happy like dreams. Less people have been having them tho and she doesn’t know why.
Magy
Actual reaper and has more gothic elements. She’s also an assassin because Neon City has lots of those because it’s Neon City.
#gacha world#we know au#maybe I’ll actually draw them one day#swimmer aoi#gw Cindy#dj phantom#gw dj phantom#gw dj eve#dj eve
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eve and valefar next to each other for height comparison 😨
#maybe one day I’ll get all my ocs together 😨#so far I have two other humans to draw#their son maybeee#two more demons#And an angel#📀!- valefar#🎞️!- eve#my art <3
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just to really put into perspective of how long chapter one of hb2 is gonna be, the OUTLINE for it is barely below 20k words. which to be fair it’s a very messy outline with a lot of notes for things to bring up later in the fic and quotes to include and such, but STILL. 19k words for the OUTLINE:
#like yall#i know i’ll have the chapter done by christmas eve but i’m genuinely unsure of what the word count will be by the end#the whole fic will not be like this i promise it’s a recap/retelling chapter so it’s gonna be very long#but i mean hb1 ch17 was like 17k words#so maybe random occasional chapters are just gonna be like that#¯\_(ツ)_/¯#homeward bound fic
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hi it’s my birthday tomorrow
#had to redo this since someone left a comment that bummed me out a lot#well… didn’t HAVE to but I didn’t like seeing the notification#guess I could have just deleted their comment… shit… didn’t think about that#hey uhhhh please don’t be mean to me about my birthday. I’m just a sad lil guy 🥺#I already dislike my birthday. I hate feeling older. like I’m wasting my life.#it’s already usually an afterthought since it’s Christmas Eve#but with my mom’s surgery it’s even more of an afterthought and I’m so stressed and I have to take care of my bros and I’m just not great 😬#like… what do I even want to do tomorrow?#I’d love to just sleep in and eat junk and maybe go see a movie#but I have to go drive 40 minutes to see my mom and if I try to cut the visit short I’ll just feel guilty#so… I guess I’m spending my birthday watching my mom shake and cry in pain 🤷🏻♂️#which can be okay! I mean not okay but I can 100%… well… 85% live with that. it’s okay. it’s just a day.#but fuck does it hurt when people just ignore it or downplay it or make jokes about my birthday this year#people don’t have to care about my birthday. strangers online don’t have to care. it’s whatever.#and I’m not even mad at anyone in particular. I just… yeah.. I just can’t take negative jokes about it right now.#I’m trying not to be specific! I don’t want to be mean! nobody is being mean to me! it’s okay!#im just a sensitive baby that just wants people to be nice to him for the next 24 hours#…. I’m sad!#I think I’ll just be mean to everyone tomorrow#…. lol like I could do that. pfffttt I’ll bend over backwards for my family and I’ll be glad to do it. mostly.#it’ll be okay#days are 24 hours. I’m sure I can squeeze some good stuff in between the bad. that’s life babyyyy#and I love you and I appreciate you to no one in particular and I’m sorry I’m so sensitive#my mutuals are great#you’re all great. unless you aren’t. but we won’t talk about that.#ok you can ignore this#text
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What have you been thinking about bro? Or has he just generally captured your intention?
he always generally captures my attention, but i’ve been specifically thinking about him and sarah 🥹
#mikey answers#steve rogers#sarah rogers#maybe i’ll make a separate post#about my sarah and steve holiday thoughts#on this lovely christmas eve eve
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i fear that i’ll never be nostalgic for this part of my life like i am for other parts like.. in high school i knew even while living through those years that they were hell but i would . well not miss them but miss certain things about them and grow an appreciation for them and i was right but i just don’t feel that way now and that makes me sad :( like i’m way happier and better off then i was in those years which i’m thankful for but that’s not the kind of thing that you get nostalgic for you know? you get nostalgic for the big sweeping feelings and the flashbulb moments and the feeling of being on the precipice of change. and like idk rn i’m just living. maybe even living well but that doesn’t feel as monumental idk. i hope that things will only get better from here and that this just means that i have more to look forward to and that maybe i’m wrong and these are some of the moments i’ll look back on fondly but i’m just not convinced . i feel like i’m just waiting to start having those “oh wow. i’m gonna remember this” moments again.
#and like. in a good way.#bc there are things that i know i’m gonna remember but they are NOTTTT good#still important in the way that i learned something but like . i need those other ones too#maybe i’ll nostalgic for those in a few years too idk. like in that way you look back fondly on your younger self like wow. they didn’t eve#know what was coming .#i just feel like i’ve passed so many arbitrary milestones for being a young adult and none of them feel important#going to college living on my own first adult relationship etc etc. and nothing feels#Important#but who knowssssss
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SO THAT VALENTINE CAMPAIGN PROMO HUH
#enstars#i saw the Ibara and started working at lightspeed#enstars has enabled me to draw at an unholy speed#this is really rough but I just. him#maybe I’ll redo it later along with the other three#but HE#ibara saegusa#eden#enstars eden#BOTH Adam and Eve songs???? bro I’m hype#ensemble stars
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are there like any hobbies in the world i could actually pick up at this point lol. i can’t dance for the foreseeable future. i lost soccer a long time ago. i’m too tired to read i fall asleep five pages into something. i can’t focus enough to Write. i can’t sit upright long enough to knit. like. girl what the fuck am i even supposed to do here
#going to sleep all day tomorrow. maybe that will cure me#i really. Lol! lmao eve!#this is a genuine request for ideas but if you annoy me i’ll probably block you unfortunately#personal#the problems
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Do you think he knows??? About the trouble I just went through?? To evolve his ass???? Do you think he knows??? How many times I had to lose to cooltrainer nick??? And camper barry???? Do you think his smiling ass knows????
#no he doesn’t#he only knows smile and be cute#which honestly good for him#I’d call him the himbo of my team but even after I EV train him he’s still gonna be weak lol#but it’s okay bc I Love Him#The rest of my team is Typhlosion Heracross Mantine and Umbreon#and like….Umbreon was a fucking beast to evolve too bc friendship in this gen is HARD#also have an abra and sandslash I switch out for HM moves and teleport#not sure if I’ll have a full team of 6 since leveling in this game is god awful#but I’ve never gone all the way to Red in this gen and I’d really like to give it a go#we’ll see#kellyn plays#Mainly trying to challenge myself to use pokemon across the gens that I never use#(or at least didn’t use in their debut gen)#and then try not to have any repeats#(THO…I do have a huge soft spot for Sunflora rn so maybe I’ll repeat if I can—i think it’s bc I love Bad pokemon lol)
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wait hold on you have an eve oc???? why havent you talked about it before????
Well there are a few reasons for that the main one is that I don’t want to be like annoying about it? I know not everyone is interested in ocs so I don’t want to clog the blog with something people won’t really care about so yeh also I don’t want to be perceive as cringy…some interests are not meant to be shown sadly 😔😔😔 another reason is that I think the oc’s name could be considered problematic? Let me explain so her name is a Spanish name that also happens to be a Japanese name but I didn’t know it was a Japanese name when I gave it to her I discovered it after looking at some seiyuu who happened to have it. Some people get too icky when non Asians use Asian names and I feel that no matter how many times I explain it is a Spanish name (that also happens to be a Spanish word) people would still complain about it and like gotta be honest I’m too old to be arguing with people I don’t know on the internet it would be more productive to scream at a brick wall tbh
Theres also the fact that I’m not really attached to this oc? I created her bc I was invited to a dnd like server where we did like rpg stuff in the eve universe and since I’ve never played dnd and embarrassed myself a lot bc I just didn’t know what I was doing I used her only once…I don’t think I ever drew her or anything she doesn’t even have a bg story either (at least not that I remember) so yeh it’s not like I care about her that much :/ she can stay as Harapeveco lost media
#answered ask#it’s kinda sad bc I see people making eve ocs and having fun I just can’t do it 😔😔😔#maybe I’ll create another one? I just don’t want to be annoying about it so it’s like who am I gonna talk with about it
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Oh! Question for you! Is there any fic (or scene in particular) you could write/considered writing from a different POV?
Oooh good question, anon! Thank you!
In the early stages of All Things End, All Things Change, I had actually planned on it being an Essek POV, and it was less about the T-Dock and more about the wizard Aeor trip as a whole, and the main culmination of that was going to be them holding hands. Which we still got, but uhhhh the context was entirely different lol.
I think it could be interesting to have a version of On the Nature of Attraction from Caleb’s POV. We know what’s going on in Essek’s head during his prolonged anxiety episode, but it could be fun to see how that presents itself externally and how Caleb puts the pieces together when Essek is unable to get the words right.
It would, by necessity, have to go into more detail about his relationship with Astrid and Eadwulf, as well Ikithon’s training methods, and how all of that impacted his relationship with sex and sexuality (which in my mind is roughly: take it or leave it -> a coping mechanism that borders on hypersexuality/‘this body is not really mine; it belongs to the empire’ -> oh no now it’s all tangled up in trauma).
(I have a lot of feelings about grey-ace Caleb my dear my beloved. It’s a complicated swim for him.)
On a lighter note, we would also get to see Caleb’s convos with Veth and Beau about the whole situation, which go well of course! But I think they have the capacity to be very awkward too lol bc, to reference a different conversation between Beau and Caleb, “[she is] tuned into a specific frequency that is not [his] frequency.”
#ask#anon ask#fic ask#eve’s writing#one day I’ll make my big grey ace Caleb post#maybe#until then I will plug this headcanon every chance I get#join me my friends
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