#maybe I’m just taking it too seriously
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Am I the only one who thinks that Blossom and Brick's kid would hate Brick? He probably sucks at being a dad, is impatient and angry. He would be the kind of dad that would make you cry when you ask for help with your math homework lol
I can see that… this is neither here nor there but that why kids are such a sticky situation to me because they’re too polarizing of a morality test. like you can be a literal shit human being but be nice to a baby and you’re instantly a saint and misunderstood the other way around you’re a sick bastard. And this is with any fiction! Like even when I think of my ocs I stuggle a lot of I add a child somewhere.
I think that also the fact that the powerpuff girls show is about cherishing your children it creates this dynamic within the world that if they’re not raised with love and compassion at all times you’re gonna fuck up your baby so! That’s why I don’t go into depth about kids or draw blossom and bricks possible child or the 6 of them older than like ….26? because I think that it’s genuinely hard to navigate and I don’t know how people are doing it SOBS 😭
#maybe I’m just taking it too seriously#I legitimately have like very little interest in designing a blossbrick baby because honestly whenever babies are brought up#you guys go bananas lmaoooo#BUT ALSO I DK HOW TO NAVIGATE AT ALL#this doesn’t help that I’m anti baby irl 😔#maybe when I’m older I’ll suddenly get baby powers
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Soulmate au - first words on skin
“Woah, hey, you probably shouldn’t be doing that.”
“…Are you my conscience?”
Person 1 is a vigilante helping someone with a probable concussion after an attack of some kind.
Person 2 is a person who’s had many a philosophical debate on whether or not the words on their skin made them reckless or if they were reckless all on their own.
#lol#could be anyone#I thought of people though#dpxdc#danny phantom#tim drake#dead tired#Tim Drake as Red Robin#op#soulmate au#first words soulmate au#ao3#fanfiction#fandom#I thought of it as Danny is the one with the concussion#but I guess it can go the other way if Danny is the EMS worker on scene with RR#I just want Tim as Red Robin and Danny as Fenton when this happens#sprinkle in that identity stuff#yes this was a finding nemo reference for person 2 but it’s also meant seriously for the concussed person#will that actually be brought up? idk. maybe that’s the next thing person 2 says#then person one starts babbling about a chicken and an egg#they are disoriented! not good! will they remember this moment?? we’ll see#does this jump immediately into a sick fic where person 1 takes care of person 2 and they get to know one another?#or do they disappear in the kerfuffle and have to track one another down?#I’m really wanting to read this now too ����
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In The Bracebridge Dinner episode, instead of playing Björk’s Human Behaviour, they should’ve gone with Venus as a Boy — the obvious counterpart to Rory’s Girl from Mars.
#they were cowards!#the lyrics are honestly perfect for Jess (and Literati)#maybe it would���ve been a little too early because they hadn’t gotten together yet#but it could be good foreshadowing mm-hmm#(don’t take this too seriously I’m just joking around 😂 … but think about it 👀)#literati#jess mariano#rory gilmore#gilmore girls#bjork#*
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every byler creator who has ever felt unappreciated or has never seen their work on a rec list or has stayed awake for hours working on something for it to get no interaction or has had their work passed up in favor of the big fandom favorites or has never been taken a chance on or has ever come last in a poll they didn’t ask to be on or has felt self conscious about posting or about calling themselves a creator if what they’re posting is not a magnum opus or has created something for themselves and still hoped deep down that people would love it: get behind me. i’ll protect u
#i’m five foot three and terrified of confrontation but i’ll go down swinging#andi would like me to add that she and i are standing on top of each other in a trench coat fighting for u all#thea is also wearing a trench coat but it’s just her and tutter in there#u all better fear thea’s fully developed frontal lobe and streamlined leadership experience (her words)#but seriously guys like#maybe i’m taking fandom too seriously or whatever but i know how scary it can be to put urself out there#especially in fandom spaces where the whole point is u want to enjoy urself and be accepted and not be judged#i’d be lying if i said that luck and timing wasn’t a huge part of why ppl enjoy my fics#and i’m flattered that my name shows up in rec lists a lot but. there are so so so many talented writers that go unnoticed when ppl fixate#on the same 5-6 names#and i know bc i’ve been them for other fandoms!#especially in this community there is such a big issue with putting big creators up on a pedestal#expecting them to be perfect and to keep churning out high quality stuff for free on demand#twt is something else too . like i’m not even talking abt that rn#and people always saying stuff like#‘atp i refuse to read fics unless they’re by _ or _ or _’#just know that even if u are not one of these names u are so so valued and appreciated#get behind me fr#ok Bye <3333333#🫂#byler#/astro posts
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NO I WILL NOT zip my lips. it’s actually sossoosooso crazy that tommy calls buck evan. like. that’s not his name!!!! the people who know him call him BUCK. this is not even subtext it is TEXT. and I will never find it cute that tommy does it. I have never even found it cute when eddie does it in fics!!!! because it’s NOT his name!!! it is representative of a person to whom he no longer feels a strong connection, it is a name to which he no longer feels a strong connection. because everyone in his life that loves him calls him buck. and it’s actually kind of fucked up to me that he’s like having this journey of queer self-discovery or whatever. and it’s tied to this guy that insists on calling him by a different name than every other important person in his life. like is that not weird to. certain individuals. ? his first queer relationship being dissociated from the name that he has said people who know him call him? like it’s sequestered from the rest of him, rather than being a part of the whole person that he is??? I don’t like it!!!!!! at allllllll!!!!!!!!
#god maybe I’m just being sensitive but it sets my TEETH on edge!!!! I have to write it in this fic and I cringe every time!!!!#like I honestly hate to bring up the like queer media theory of it all or whatever.#bc it maybe sounds like I’m just taking ship wars too seriously or whatever.#which like okay perhaps I am!!#but it makes me!!!!! uncomfortable!!!!!!!!!!!#like they have to make him a new person in order to make him queer or something I don’t like it!!!!!!!#unless it’s on purpose so we’re supposed to hate tommy in which case it’s genius and it worked <3
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Been hearing from multiple people I know and trust in the fandom that apparently people have been botting that hottest man poll that everyone’s been yelling about? And that kylux fandom specifically is the one guilty of it
And honestly I’m extremely disappointed in anyone who thinks that’s appropriate. These are supposed to be fun and you’ve gone and ruined it for everyone participating AND made all of us look like assholes in the process for being unable to be normal about a harmless, just-for-fun poll
Hope you’re proud of yourselves. Genuinely pathetic behaviour. I expected better from the fandom I’ve called home for nearly 10 fucking years
#I did think some of the vote count increases I saw on refreshes near the end there seemed… too fast#way too fast. like a hundred in a few minutes fast#but I didn’t want to think people were really stooping to that#but it does seem to be the case and that’s just so pathetic#like maybe I’m the one taking it too seriously but only the worst fandoms cheat on harmless polls like#what is even the point#just sad#congrats y’all you've ensured I won’t vote for hux again in the next one cause of you#I’d rather he lose than a hollow lie of a victory. it would feel cheap now for him to win#kylux#general hux#yeah I’m tagging this cause y’all need to know what our fellows have been up to#text
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maybe i should get a dumb or silly tattoo. like a frog looking through a magnifying glass and his face looks all distorted or something
#maybe my problem is i’m taking the tattoo concepts too seriously#maybe i should just have fun with it
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wait guys. new word. seathen. sea heathen.
#Idk if I’d actually use this#it’s mostly just silly#I definitely consider myself heathen although I’m not “out” irl to most people#idk maybe it’s a micro label or something#don’t take this too seriously#im sleep deprived
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You are so right in your distaste for Blades book 2. No matter how great things get near the end, a majority of the book was horrible. They led us along like mouse to cheese. It’s inexcusable to play with their audience this way.
I only wish more people were less willing to excuse PB’s mediocrity. The signs were on the wall for me when DLS was flat out better than Blades 2, and it’s narratively quite simple. The story told was well paced, thought out, and above all kept us waiting for more each week. I cannot say the same for B2. That is sad.
I mean I do understand why people still enjoyed it and were willing to overlook the negative aspects or didn’t have much of a problem with them to begin with. Blades 1 was a fan favorite, we all missed these characters a lot, and many people (myself included at one point) didn’t believe we would actually get book 2 because of all the bait and switches PB had done in the past. But the first two things are why I personally couldn’t overlook the glaring issues.
I can’t remember who the OP was now, but I remember seeing a post from when book 2 only had a few chapters out where someone said something about it seeming like the writers learned all the wrong things about what made the book so good, and I couldn’t agree with that person more! Yeah, book 1 was good because it was different from anything we had ever gotten before. But I think the main reason it was so good was because of the characters as individuals and the relationships we got to form with those individuals to ultimately become a family. Yet they didn’t really acknowledge those individuals or relationships in ways that did them justice for the majority of book 2. And on top of that, MC’s own characterization was inconsistent at times because the writers picked and chose when they wanted us to be a competent leader and when they wanted us to be virtually clueless for plot convenience.
Book 1 was also relatively straightforward whereas it seemed like the writers wanted to turn the sequel into their own personal commentary on religion, which is an incredibly complex topic in itself. They had some social commentary in book 1, but it was done a lot better in my opinion because it didn’t take so much of a front seat. They managed to make it clear that that commentary was important and relevant to the writers, the characters, and the readers living in the real world while never robbing book 1 of that fun adventure game used for escapism feel. Meanwhile, book 2 almost felt like ‘Rising Tides but make it religion’ at times. And that’s on top of all of the other issues I’ve already mentioned in my previous posts.
I will say that I can see how there’s usually a lot of pressure to blow things out of the water for a sequel to something so beloved, and that most likely contributed to how things played out. So maybe I’m being a bit too harsh in my judgement of everything. But I still find it very disappointing to wait so long for something just for it to be so messy and miss the mark by a mile
#choices bolas#choices blades#blades of light and shadow#choices stories you play#playchoices#I think the alcohol I had tonight is making me soft#bc there’s another side of me that agrees with you about how people should be less willing to excuse PB’s mediocrity#and that’s in general not just about Blades#but at the same time I’m like maybe I’m going too hard and need to chill 😂#so I’ll just say harsh but true#also about DLS I’m not VIP so I haven’t finished it yet#but I am still enjoying it#idk if I’d say it’s well paced#it’s definitely not as badly paced as Blades 2 but I think they are dragging it out a bit#to really capitalize on those sex scenes every chapter 😂#however as a lot of people have already pointed out DLS knows what it is bc the writers were actually self aware for once#which makes it enjoyable because we aren’t taking it too seriously and nor are the writers or the characters as an extension of them#so we can fuck around in the neighborhood (literally and figuratively) - get good dirt on everyone - and play detective on the side#and MC and the LI don’t act like self righteous little bitches#like people who are smarter than they actually are#or like they fell madly in love within the first 2 seconds of meeting#and the crazy thing is that the romance is fairly well written tbh#choices#choices app#choices ask
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i don’t know how to feel about the fact that i’ve started to see several people use they/them for taash.
like on one hand, i kind of get it. written by trick weekes, voiced by jin maley, both of whom are nonbinary. and taash is the only character whose pronouns haven’t officially appeared yet (to the best of my knowledge?) because harding, lucanis, emmrich, and neve have previous canon appearances, and bellara’s and davrin’s have appeared in promotional material, and maybe people are just trying to play it safe
on the other hand, the qunari have a long and unfortunate history of racial coding and i can’t help but feel like this is similar to the way women of color are seen as Less Feminine, combined with echoes of the weird remarks from da2 where people called aveline a man because she was a warrior
maybe i’m reaching a little. i guess we’ll see
#also the writer argument feels a little weak imo lmao#the actor argument has a bit more weight and i’d like to think they’d hire a nb actor for a nb character#but i also know. a lot of nb actors end up taking binary roles anyway#don’t get me wrong i would LOVE a nonbinary companion#i want people all over the spectrum so rook is not like. the only trans/nb person in the world lmao#i’m just like. is there any actual evidence for this or are people maybe being a little weird#(or maybe people are saying this jokingly and i’m taking it too seriously lmao)#mine#taash
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I’m such a person who doesn’t care about blood relations that any time a storyline focuses on a character grappling with the realization that one of their relatives was evil and worrying that they’ll go down the same path it SUPER doesn’t resonate.
“The sins of the father will be passed down to his children” Skill issue. If I’ve got a problem with your shitty dad, I’m taking it up with your shitty dad.
#to be clear this isn’t about grappling with your complicity in or the ways you benefited from that evil#“my life was made easy by the ways my family exploited others’ is absolutely an interesting thing to explore#but the whole ‘what if i inherited the Evil gene’ is just dumb#and the ‘our parents were enemies’ thing usually falls flat for me as well#though i know it can be done in interesting ways#anyway weirdly enough this was inspired by ppl talking about gwendolyn bouchard#i’ve seen ppl going ‘remember Elias wasn’t evil it was jonah so gwen’s surname doesn’t tell us anything about her morality’#and i’m like… her surname doesn’t tell us anything about her morality bc evil as a heritable trait isn’t real#like obviously she’s a character and characters are named very deliberately so her name is trying to tell us *something*#but when i hear people bring up elias vs jonah I feel like we’re maybe taking family relationships too seriously#(it’s not a big deal either way tbc it’s just what started me thinking)
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I love that Discord has the ability to be so cozy and close-knit, but I hate that it’s so blocked off from the rest of the internet. And you can’t lurk; you HAVE to be active (or at least active enough to get in in the first place). Ahem anyway. you should invite me to your Discord servers.
🌀 Oooooo you want to invite me to your extremely niche DnDads Discord servers so bad ooooooooooooooooooooo 🌀
…or send me an anonymous ask about my favorite uhhhhhhh? mustelid or something. Ask me for good Lieder on a specific theme.. I’ve been listening to them all day. Maybe this shouldn’t be on my fandom blog???? It has been derailed ANYWAY idk I’m just feeling antsy and rambly hi 😁 How are you HAHA
#theoretically I could make my own#however. too shy#but also#want friends#hueurggh. truly Herculean#I am in one server and I love the people in there :) shout out#😁😁❤️#but I am simply too shy to talk most of the time#and I’m in the Patreon server but it’s TOO scary I will NEVER speak in there 😭#my problem is that I LOVE talking over the phone and in person#I am soooo talkative. love 2 yap#but when I have to TYPE I have more time to overthink#maybe I just need to get into. other bigger fandoms (lol) that have multiple big public servers#usually I like to send long voice memos (the Chalcy Podcast….) but I feel like that’s weird to do with strangers idk#OKAY SORRY WHEW LONG RAMBLE#HI#don’t take this seriously I am just antsy and feel the Urge To Post#also my only human contact for the past semester has been choir 3x a week aaaaand occasionally dnd#🥲 might be going a lil stir crazy#I would get out more but. home cozy comfy and I can pace all I want and not pay for gas#can’t wait to have public transit when I move next semester. rural girl moves to the big city yeehaw 🤠#chalcy stuff
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sorry I’m a lil here and there as of late! turns out pivoting careers and changing focuses is hard lol! I’ve peeped about it to a few folks but I’ll keep it low key for now so I don’t jinx it. I will say I’ll be a lot more art content focused once the transition part is over!
part of it is letting go of a long time hobby of some like seven years or so by planning a big shebang to end off on in that community hopefully before summer. it’s real bittersweet. looking back I’m like ‘god I wanna gush about how amazing and creative this space is 🥺’ and the jaded part me is like ‘god im just this close to dumping bile on a post about how closed off and stressful this space is 😒’.
but like every community you spend a long time in, it’s always a mix of both 👍 hopefully my schedule will ring out into some equilibrium after the weekend now that I can properly sit with it
#lechetxt#4AM thoughts as I finish a commission#some part of me wonders if I should be sentimental and talk stuff out with peeps on both sides of the theorem as a like#no loose ends and all that#and say parting words to pals or squash beefs#but would that be to sappy and im taking this too seriously for what was suppose to be just a hobby LMAO#eh maybe I’m overthinking it#anyways! thanks for ya’lls patience as I pivet into my quarter life crisis growing pains
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Fourth Wing is the definition of mid, even within the romantasy genre
#like I do not want to give acotar the W#but yeah it is better (3.5/5 compared to 2.5/5)#it is a perfectly serviceable book but man it just… doesn’t do anything?#this 600 page book has maybe 200 pages of plot if I’m generous#it doesn’t take its world building seriously so why should I take anything seriously#I’m not gonna read the rest of the series but if one of the twists is that her mom actually saved her life by pulling her from the scribe#quarter is believe it#because violet is one of the dumbest protagonists I’ve read#there are so many chances for her to be smart and she just isn’t!#so many times where I was like ‘oh damn is my scribe trained girlie gonna finally rub two brain cells together and start investigating?’#nope#rip to Liam you were the best and smartest character#Tairn was great too but he basically stops being a thing at the mid point until the end#YOU MADE DRAGONS FEEL UNIMPORTANT ONCE WE GOT THEM WHAT THE HELL#AGHHH#this book is going to live rent free in my head for the rest of my life#once again it’s serviceable but god is it just mediocre
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So I’m still in my old IGCSE English classroom despite the fact that another teacher’s taken over
The class with students who were just. Kind of a nightmare, I was struggling to get them to work, but we had started to improve towards the end of the year and the beginning of this school year
I felt a bit good about that, like okay they clearly didn’t want to be there and didn’t want to do the work but I finally got through to them a little to get them to do a bit of homework, and to pay attention in class more
Anyway, the first week of the new teacher doing it by herself, it seems she has managed to get them both to submit full essays on time in the classroom
…. And I am left wondering if I’m just. Really incompetent as a teacher.
#star speaks#I’m teaching these same girls for science and maths#and they’re generally better at submitting work but I’m noticing they aren’t very thorough over their homework still#was I bad because I didn’t know what to do or did I just not try hard enough#I swear I was trying as much as I could#*sighs*#I still have a lot to learn#and I know I can feel it each year I get better and better#but I also feel saddened like… maybe I was just doing my job badly#where was I falling short….#I want to know that#or maybe it’s just that they had no interest in listening to me. I’ve noticed that too#a difference between how students treat me vs other teachers.#just slightly but… enough. Not quite as respectful not taking me so seriously#*siiighs*#when you live your life looking like the human personification of mochi
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so tired of feeling sick all of the time. I’m in the middle of moving, this time to an upstairs apartment, and just carrying one box up the stairs kills me 😰
#and it’s soooo hot out#moving boxes in 90° heat sucks butts#I seriously feel like I’m going to puke and pass out from just minimal labor#saaaaad#I hate this dang body#I mean.. I blame myself for getting this week. but still.. damn I couldn’t have done a few push ups this year?#all the meds and stuff prob/def?/maybe don’t help#I overheat too easily#I’m actually so glad I didn’t unpack most of my stuff after last year’s move#and I’m staying in the same apartment complex. just a slightly nicer apt. slightly.#but this current one is just… kinda shitty. things break and never get fixed. loud neighbors. etc#new apt is in a smaller newer building. same number of rooms. just… not as broken.#met the new neighbor. he’s younger than me w/ a fiancé and he’s super nice. lots of tattoos. cool cool.#been going through and throwing away and donating a lot of stuff#like… really neat stuff that I just can’t keep anymore or clothes that don’t fit#bummer but I hope someone hits up goodwill and is like ‘oh sweet. a Morrissey shirt.’#that would make me feel good#I offered my younger brother some cool band shirts like AFI and stuff but he was like ‘I don’t know who that is’#RUDE!#I just don’t see myself fitting into a large shirt anytime soon. maybe in a year but not anytime soon enough.#anyway… oh yeah! I feel like shit all the time#just bad body disorder#im workin on it! jeez!#anyway… I just take my handful of pills and hope for the best 🫤#ok gotta go I love you#you can ignore this#text
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