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TrusT is top 5 christian-themed songs for me
#like originally I didn't really think about TrusT all that much#like i kinda liked it because it was all#🎵 the taste of certainty 🎵#and 🎶 tell me why I feel this way 🎶#but I didn't really stop to listen to the lyrics until literally years later and I was like OH!!#this is really good actually#and there is no actual top 5 list but if there was#TrusT would be on there#as a song in general tho it would rank lower 🫣 but it is a banger#like creature would obvs be like 1st or 2nd maybe tho now that im thinking about it#but I can't have all the songs on the non-existent list be half•alive LMAO#maybe I should make an actual list
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stupid ofmd takes never cease, today it's "Stede is an actual slaver because he tried to sell Hornberry in 01x03"
buddy. my guy. my dude. listen.
Taking enemy officers hostage and ransoming them back is a established tradition in European politics (and I'm sure elsewhere as well). "I have your king, I want x amount of money and you have to promise y and z, then I'll give him back" has been a legitimate diplomatic tactic since forever (yes not even kings were exempt from this). Even today, prisoner exchanges still happen. On no level is this even remotely similar to slavery.
Selling English aristocrats for money is cool and fine actually. You're allowed to do that. Many people don't know this.
Stede yelling "Man For Sale!!" while he leads him around the republic of pirates on a leash is Hornberry's most treasured memory. He jacks off to it daily.
#'actual slaver' can yall learn what words mean maybe#yeah i should have ended that list at point 1 but i had to make a joke about it to not lose all faith in humanity#but sincerely. what the fuck is wrong with yall#our flag means death#stede bonnet
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Fic Recs For Getting Over Writers' Block:
To me, the only way to get over the writing horrors™️ is to read some good fucking prose. Even if the summary of these fics doesn't appeal to you, I'd suggest reading them purely for their tactile prose that somehow gets the brain working again.
General Block Breakers:
Magpie by yellowmustard
Skirts and Barbells by @petrichorca
Malleability by jazzxdaffy
The Nest That Hope Builds by @red-sky-in-mourning
Grounded by @forpiratereasons
So Long Seabird by @adamarks
Find Your Stede Voice:
Adventures of a Leggy Blonde by @palavapeite
Find Your Ed Voice:
You Belong in that Home by and by by @alchemistc
Stealing Romance by skrifores
#actually this list is mostly for myself ngl#ofmd#our flag means death#ofmd fic rec#maybe I should add this to my master rec list but also I'm lazy today#meow speaks#I'd also recommend making a list like this for yourself :)) especially if you're writing a longer fic#I have very few under ofmd because for fics I kinda only hangout in the sandman and hobbit side of ao3#there's only one for Stede cause it's foolproof to me
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oh boy !! ! ! ! !!! ! thANK y0u all for the kind words on my last art posts. you all get it and i was/still am so happy about it
as promised, here's some close-ups of the comic for image quality's sake, and other screenshots i rescued from the community whiteboard (and something else)
first up another sketch of mystery gender-ambiguous being. (please send me more name ideas for them if you got one- i like to hear em! (reminder it's the side character that appeared for <10 seconds in AvM Ep. 30))
a few fav scenes
emotional support cwab
they weren't meant for this purpose exactly, but i do have countless "fluffy sticks" loose in my notes and homework sheets from the school years.
papery critter.
even when i wasn't confident in fur or feathers, they helped me practice posing and create some satisfying gradients/flowing poses. (im a sucker for good tail poses) (oh yay! i found a good pic...)
and finally, little sneak peak for you for reading so far ;3
i realized that whiteboardfox is pretty great for my working needs. simple and to the point and all. feels nice with the mouse and the tablet.
so i started hashing out a big project idea just to see if it holds up and
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oh
oh man
it's a little bigger than i expected
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#--/ art#alan becker#animator vs animation#animation vs minecraft#Minecraft bed#ava the dark lord#ava the chosen one#me when the project that obviously wasn't going to be done in one night isn't done in one night: D: !?!?!?!?#kudos to whoever routed the Speedrun actual short because that one is so fun and clean and savvy#clever made up time-savers? includes orange's TNT shield-jump?? nonlethal dragon dispatch??? sweet#ithink you can see where i tried to head with this#turns out that turning up the complexity 98 notches higher makes things trickier to parse hmmmmmm?#in fact i might need some help with this one ;>v>' like a lot.#i had a bit of a story and route set up already i just... wanted to make sure everything was at least kinda there...................#we'll see#the pie joke. i was trying to categorize which foodstuffs chosen should be able to make on the fly. with their flame hands.#ex. cooking meats makes sense because flint and steel works for the same purpose (you can kill a burning animal to get cooked meats)#but baking bread or drying kelp seems way more involved or whatever -> needs a proper furnace environment#HOWEVER... i noticed that Steve can just summon pumpkin pies from his bare hands if he wants to without even a workbench. so. sure! lol.#this is scraping the surface of the minutiae i want to consider#(ALSO KUDOS to everyone who RUNS/works on all-advancements. of course. riding on your shoulders here)#final joke is that chosen didn't know how crazy this undertaking would be to learn#but dark is very literally programmable. so you could maybe just plug some TAS instructions into him and off he goes#or even more open-ended than that just give him the list of advancements + stipulations + the wiki and similar result#it'd get done but. i dont think he'd find that fun at all. prefers to write his own instructions if you see what i mean#i might be forgetting some context. it is rather late you see. please ask me questions about this! ;P#tco aa
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get ready mera tomorrow is the day you will expect me camping in ur inboxes bcs the horny demons WILL have me by the neck
being made into a marionette/puppet/doll by the fellow guy and having all emotion draining in poor reader’s eyes!! they’ll be so pretty!! the “princess of the circus” !! an eye candy for the audience (and the boys especially) and at the end of the show, you will be giving them “special services” fellow being paid to have you give all the boys head!! heck have your holes stuffed to the brim by ALL of them at once!! and maybe behind the scenes, fellow will have a taste himself 🤭
HAVE A GREAT DAY MERA AAAA WILL COME BACK TO SCREAM SOME MORE!! 😫🫶🏻💕💕❤️❤️❤️
HI HI, LOVELY ANON!!!! 💖💖 omg,,, your thoughts are so good. I am ready for you to camp in my inbox. I will set up the tent for you and include many luxuries so the camping experience will be enjoyable!!!!
But omg the thought of being turned into a mindless sex doll for the boys and you can't complain or fight back. You're so pliable and obedient; it's in your nature to serve them and be fucked by them. <3 since Playful Land is a place in which you can indulge in fun day after day, why would any of the guys ever want to leave? Some of them (Trey, Leona, Cater, Jack, etc) are hesitant. Of course they want to use you, fuck you, kiss you, stuff you full, and do so many things they may not be able to do at school, but part of them knows this isn't the real you and you're just being controlled by Fellow. But time passes in Playful Land and eventually, whether they wanted to resist or not, they'll fall into Fellow's palm and indulge in you and your body. :) it's only a matter of time before the obsession wins out over restraint.
I think Fellow likely fucks you way before the rest get their chances. >:D he wants to have his fun first. Omg just imagine how many possibilities that opens up for Leona and Fellow rivalry. Two beastmen, one of them a sly fox and the other a protective lion, and they both want you. 😵💫 Leona respects you, of course, but he has to stake his claim to ensure that Fellow guy won't take what rightfully belongs to the king. >:(
#twisted chit chat#n/sfw#twst always knows how to cook yummy events orz#this event has me playing 'dark wood circus' on repeat for extra spooky vibes#OOOOO speaking of vocaloid horror songs i should assign each one to the twst guys...#jade gets 'candy addict full course' i do not make the rules <3#'my tongue crawls across your candy skin' and 'my love comes with knife and fork' are such raw lines orz it's so (sk) jade#rollo gets 'fear garden'#riddle gets 'okaasan'#AAAAAAAA MANY THOUGHTS#omg but then the twins in 'trick and treat' luring you into the mansion in the woods..........#azul gets 'unrequited love and he who sleeps beneath' >:)#maybe i should actually make the list ;;;;;
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btw if someone has game/etc recs feel free to drop some, im starting a list of stuff to pick up again/get into once my vacation starts (NO romance/dating sims/slice of life pls)
(i could actually start already, my workload lessened since i finished training newbies now so i finally have time to breathe a little aaa)
#spending the time not working or drawing with sleeping and reading manga i feel so lazy and unproductive now that i can actually relax help#yea yea anyway games anime books idc just drop recs you think id like#horror thriller psychological fantasy stuff or anything thatll make u think is nice. yall prolly have an idea of my tastes anw#tho maybe i should do a list of my favorite animanga/games etc for better idea huh hmmm#babbles#tbd
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sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:
thing that I already do
thing I have tried 10 times
thing I already do
thing that I don't have the money to do
thing I already do
thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail
thing that is impossible given my situation
thing that doesn't apply to me
thing that I already do
thing I have already tried
hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently
thing I have already done
#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things#out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever#all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever#or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc.#especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple#and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already#done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and#all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you.#who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3#my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster#talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo#I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache#or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop#e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all#sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef#t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of#way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I#think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i#gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!'#like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant#mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain#or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right#now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like#most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once#that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY#Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth
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Dangerously close to plotting a real Skyrim/Lord of the Rings crossover for after Keeping Count because my secret desire for Leara/Glorfindel has reared its head again
Shhh Don't question it.
#look look now i must explain#the explanation is that leara simply works well with literally every male character I like at least for the most part#anyway#it'd be funny#i wish i could write a leara/astarion fic but i do NOT understand d&d at all alas#I understand lotr/silm on a crazy level so i guess sunshine hero elf it is#this is fine actually#actually what i really need to do is edit and finish my funny Skyrim/hobbit crack fic but that's a ten year old project#no really#I do NOT KNOW i am just having thoughts and i'm sharing them on my blog because it's mine and I can#also i was in the glorfindel/ofc tag on ao3 like five minutes ago and it looks empty and sad#so Leara can fix it#one day there will be more leara ships than there are for hermione granger jk maybe#i should make a list#I am talking out of my hair it is unlikely that i'll ever do anything the fact that keeping count even exists is a bloody miracle#mod post#oc: leara roseblade
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just spent over an hour adding trolls to my spreadsheet and the big wall of icons on my toyhouse profile page
every time i work on that thing i ask myself "why the fuck did i do this, why would i force myself to code every character onto two different select pages"
and then i finish and i scroll through and watch all my guys' faces go by and i go HEHE WHEEEEEEEE YAYYYYY
#i neeeed to do portraits for all the wip icons smh#also the more characters i get the more i feel like my interactive select isnt gonna work#i havent been able to work out the sub-tab issue so. i may just retire the current format#i do rly like it tho#maybe i should just stop worrying about tabs getting long#or maybe i could figure out how to make the tabs scroll??? so the boxes stay the same size?#much to think about#for now tho i mimimimi#(also if anyone wants to see the new guys added to the list. i havent put it on the actual page yet)#(im gonna do that once they all have templates on their pages and go public)
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To add to our ‘Fifteen knows it’s Rogue!Master and intends to cosplay this relationship to death do they part’ list:
The Doctor saying maybe he’d take him to Gallifrey. Every other time it’s come up or even had the opportunity to come up he’s been straightforward that it’s gone, his people are gone, and that hurts. But not here. Perhaps this is a dig he can’t help himself making, or perhaps “If you’re going to roleplay, then so am I. We’re both going to play the game.”
#maybe we should make this an actual list tbh#i had another one and it’s gone#stupid first-thing-when-you-wake-up thoughts
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everyone should read “there’s something wrong with simon pines” by @/mother-ofthe-universe (@/mother-ofthe-universedraws) GO GO GO reference is specifically this comic strip by the AU creator... stabitha means so much to me
#gravity falls#gravity falls au#simon pines au#son of stan au#stanley is there but not actually pictured LOL#my art#this blog is about be just fic and AU recs. maybe i should cut out my shitty doodles and just make a list of all the fics i love#i need to study for finals... i spent the entire day doodling.... :(
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#important things to ponder#those are my picks i dont know enough abt akilah and crystal or the new girlies to think they could#but everyone else is like either a main character or someone i think Did It so#(for me its either TAISSA SLEEPWALKING. coach ben cause he has trouble walking outside and doesn't want misty to take him out to shit#or mari just to fuck with everyone#thats My picks. could be misty bc she hates them for holding grudges for that ONE time she drugged everyone#or actually just shauna bc shes already in the cold the entire days in meat shed idk)#this is important to discuss#if you think someone rly should be on the list while someone else shouldn't please do make another poll#no one said there can be only one poll#lets have a heated discussion abt whos shitting inside#maybe its javi#yellowjackets#yellowjackets spoilers#i suppose#yellowjackets blogging
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i keep thinking about that one discussion i had with some friends over the fact that professor layton could very well be a secretive low-magic setting . like if the azran did exist and got destroyed, there was still the planet and the biology that was left behind. Which very quickly goes into alternative biology, which then leaves room to believe that some of the unintentionally superhuman feats in the professor layton universe are related to that in some way. its nothing obvious like Superman or Spiderman levels, but it's in the small things that are just seen as normal
I would've chalked it up to just cartoonish physics if not for Luke being able to talk to animals and that being inheritable via genetics, because like. Come on.
#professor layton#idk im just rambling#and i kept thinking about this when calculating descole's jumps#actually id love to make like... a ''magic list''#like the magic portrayed so far in the professor layton universe#maybe even powerscaling for shits and giggles#already descole is pretty op with the amount of stuff he can do#''if there is magic why haven't they noticed it?'' why should they?#for all they know its just a part of them#it only becomes ''magic'' when its abnormal-- these abilities are instead percieved as completely mundane if not impressive at most#but i AM calling it magic from an outside-universe perspective
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various thoughts:
i would like to have a significant other
i would like to develop my personality a bit more before meeting a significant other
i should wait until after top surgery before even considering seeing anyone bc i’m gonna be much happier and more confident after that
i want to know my local area better
i NEED more pretentious local friends who are willing to experience new things with me in my local area
i need to read and watch and listen to and DO more and i have the time to do it now, so i need to make it happen
#there is literally just SO much i haven’t done that i need to do#every time i experience something new i am filled with more love and become more powerful#and it becomes something else i can share with others#i’ve always been hesitant to do this - but maybe i should set actual goals…#and select specific things ahead of time to keep myself on track#i think it’s fun to keep the film list loose - but i could still schedule them#and schedule out like. a book every 3 weeks or something REALLY reasonable like that#unless the book is super long and needs more time#book-scheduling makes sense to me bc i’m less sensitive about what i read than what i watch#2024 ‘resolutions’ incoming??#i’ve never made New Year’s resolutions before bc i hate pressuring myself#but i actually WANT to do things so like. 🤷🤷#i’m sensing some good potential here
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Making a list for the curious eyes
-crouching tiger hidden dragon (beautiful. outstanding. incredible. I rewatch this every chance I get)
-enter the dragon (bruce lee beats up criminals)
-way of the dragon (bruce lee is a comedian)
-bloodsport (jean claude van damme has a nice butt. I didn’t appreciate it as a teen and forgot about this movie for years)
-the ip man series (donnie yen plays bruce lee’s teacher and also wing chun teacher)
-drunken master (it’s in the title)
-kung fu panda (first three movies ONLY. I do not acknowledge 4)
-big trouble in little china (not technically a martial arts movie but it’s fun)
-kung fury (dinosaurs)
#I deviated at Bloodsport this time#watching more of jcvd’s stuff for the first time#and donnie yen#maybe I should make an actual review list#I kinda wanna#ana says stuff
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been listening to lay me down since last night, thinking and crying about kaishin, and earlier today i found a sam smith and ben platt duet version of it and it made it all the more kaishin to me i can't stop listening to it im going so insane maybe i should just make a list of kaishin fics that made me feel like lay me down actually ✋😔
#it's so bad i keep playing it and singing it and thinking about kaishin yearning and pining wow FUCK#i need to exercise this out of my system somehow it's got me in a chokehold#LOOK OKAY SO WHEN YOU LISTEN TO THE SAM SMITH AND BEN PLATT VERSION RIGHT#IT MAKES ME INSANEEEE#so the starting verses where sam sings that's shinichi's pov like he's basically yearning to be by kid's side right likeeee#at first hes even hopeful that he will but by the end of it he's lost all hope maybe and gives up#cos kid probably disappearee on him or something idk theyre being dumb and in love!!!!!#and when ben's verse comes in it's kaito calling out to shinichi basically wanting the same thing#but he was stupid and scared but he's always wanted it too and#idk idk all i know is that when sam and ben sing the chorus together for the first time i fucking DIE and thats basically kaishin just#pining and yearning wanting to be together likeeeee#requited unrequited love cause theyre stupid and scared and insecure#BUT WHEN THEY SING THE LAST YCJING CHORUS AFTER THE BUILD UP OF THE BRIDGE OF THE SONG LIKEEEE#OH MY GODDDDD I SWEAR I CRY EVERY TIMEEEE#THATS WHEN KAISHIN ACTUALLY GOES TO FINALLY MEET AND SEE ESCH OTHER#AND MAYBE THERES SO DESPERATE BEGGING FROM KAITO'S END IDK EJSMSSJSJSK#BUT THERE'S SOME DESPERATE YEARNING KAISHIN THERE AND I LOVE ITTTTT#ughh this is not enough exercising out of the system i need more of lay me down kaishin wtf#maybe i should rly do that list LMAO#dc prattles
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