#maybe CBD oil would help?

[streetlamp-amber]

batmom with endometriosis (blurb)

batfamily x batmom!reader

word count: 1.5k | divider by @saradika | requests are open!

REQUEST: “when I read in your guidelines that you had chronic pain, I was ecstatic - that's exactly the ask I've been wanting to leave for weeks, a batboys x reader where the reader has chronic pain (I have endometriosis and fibromyalgia). Maybe how the boys take care of and accommodate reader's needs?" CW: miscarriage, infertility, endometriosis, mention of blood (menstrual) NOTES: march is endometriosis awareness month and as someone also in the process of being diagnosed with endo, i really wanted to take some time out of my busy uni schedule to write this one and post it this month. if you've requested something and i haven't answered to your request yet, it means i'm still in the process of writing it, i'll eventually get through my inbox haha but in the meantime i hope you enjoy this one. i mostly based the headcanons on my personal experience as well as some more commonly known facts about endo. also i'm more comfortable writing about the batboys with the reader being batmom, sorry if this wasn't exactly what was expected but i just can't see dick, jason, tim and damian as a romantic partner like they are my children frl frl. i was going with headcanons at first but then it turned too much into a story idk it's a little weirdly made but i think still nice to read?

You grew up always wanting a big family, with a few children running around your house, but your dreams were shattered when you were diagnosed with endometriosis after having a miscarriage. The screams and sobs that came out of your body when the doctor told you that carrying a pregnancy (if you were able to get pregnant at all) would be pretty risky haunted Bruce for a long time. A year later, you tried to get pregnant by IVF, but this didn’t work either and you had completely given up on the idea of pregnancy, there was only so much heartbreak you could take. When Bruce and you witnessed the death of the Flying Graysons, Bruce at first was reluctant to suggest to you the idea of adopting their son Dick. After the failed in vitro attempt and your mutual decision to stop trying to get pregnant, you hadn’t really spoken about adoption and he wasn’t sure this was something you’d be open to, so your husband was pretty surprised when you were the one to suggest to adopt Dick. As the years went by, more and more children joined the Wayne Manor and your dream of having a big family with a few children running around your house came to life.

Living with endometriosis was no easy feat. Some days you were in so much pain you couldn’t even get out of bed. You were physically and mentally exhausted for at least a week every month, and even though your job allowed you to work from home, your sixty year old male boss who had no understanding of women’s health eventually fired you. When that happened, Bruce was about ready to march into that old man’s office and get you your job back, but you decided to instead appreciate the privilege you were given by being married to a billionaire CEO and become a stay-at-home wife. Shortly after your diagnostic, Bruce started a charity to fund medical research for women’s health, particularly for conditions touching the reproductive system like endometriosis and PCOS, so once you were out of your old job, you decided that there was no better way to spend your time than by getting involved with the charity.

You were lucky to have an understanding husband who was constantly at your beck and call. Whenever your period was about to start and your endometriosis symptoms worsened, he would do simple things like drawing you a hot bath to help soothe your muscles and shorten his night patrols as Batman so he could come back to bed earlier and serve as your personal heating pad. He would rub CBD oil on your joints and your lower back to relieve some pain and it goes without saying that he tracked your periods not only to anticipate the times when he needs to be more at home than work to care for you but also when you’re more comfortable to have sex, seeing as dyspareunia (painful intercourse) was one of your most unwanted symptoms. It surprised him at first, he didn’t know this was a possible thing, but the two of you worked together to find positions that were more comfortable and less painful for you, and he didn’t take any offence if you needed to stop mid session. After all, Bruce only had your comfort at the forefront of his mind and always reassured you whenever you felt inferior for not being able to have intercourse with your husband.

Alfred read up on ways to improve life with endometriosis through your diet and made sure you never ran out of raspberry leaf tea which helped with your pelvic pain a little. He started incorporating omega-3 fatty acids in your meals and had you snacking on vegetables and trail mix in between. As the kids started appearing in your life, they each happily took the role of being your personal cuddly heating pad until they became teenagers and went through that phase where getting hugs and kisses from your mother was too cringy for them (except for Jason, the hottest furnace out of your kids and the biggest Mama’s boy). Dick, your little flexible acrobat, helped you do 30 minutes long yoga sessions every day to help reduce your pain and increase your energy levels. Tim made sure you were drinking enough water – “Well Mom, the studies say that you need to drink five tall glasses of water per day, so drink up!” – and he was always staying up to date with medical magazines and research to find new ways to improve your life.

When Bruce and Dick returned from one of their patrols with a German Shepherd dog and nobody had claimed him after an ad was put in the paper, Bruce decided to have Ace trained to help you with your anxiety and depression spells that came during your premenstrual period. The big dog was an addition to the family that you never had thought of but you were more than pleased to have him. When your husband was at work and your boys were at school, Ace would jump in your bed and lay his head on your belly or let you cuddle him for as long as you wanted, always there to soothe you and keep your belly warm. 

Damian’s arrival in your life had not been easy. It opened old wounds, and for a moment there you had convinced yourself that your husband would have a moment of clarity and leave you to be with someone who could give him biological children. After talking it out through the night and Bruce reassuring you over and over again that he wasn’t going to leave you and that he was more than happy with the family you had together, he realised that maybe you hadn’t really come to terms with your fertility problems. A week later, he suggested that you see a therapist to help you with the psychological load that came with your condition and that you should also join a group for people with endometriosis who would better understand your pain and struggle. At first you were reluctant, thinking Bruce had had enough and wanted to relieve himself from the burden of supporting you, but your kids made you see that this would be beneficial for everyone, that you can never have too many support systems and the lived experiences of other people with endometriosis could also help your family find better ways to help and support you.

Once Damian warmed up to you, which took more than a few months, he was basically fighting Jason to be your personal cuddly heating pad. He loved your motherly affection and his favourite way to pass time was watching your favourite sitcom in your bed with you and Ace. One time, you unexpectedly started bleeding during the night and left a pretty big red stain on your white sheets. After making sure you were comfortable in your hot bath, Bruce gathered your bedsheets and went to bring them to the laundry room. It just so happened that Damian was getting out of his bedroom at the same time as his father and when he saw the blood on the sheets, he immediately assumed the worst and jumped on Bruce, ready to avenge you. Damian knew that you had menstruations every month, that they were the cause for your pain, but he didn’t know that they caused you to bleed this much. Thankfully, Tim, who knew you were supposed to be on your period soon, was coming up to your room to bring you your first water bottle of the day and managed to pull small Damian off of Bruce. While your third son took care of bringing the sheets to the laundry room downstairs, your husband guided Damian through your bedroom and made him stop in the doorway of the adjacent bathroom, where they could see your head poking out of the bathtub, your eyes closed as you tried to let the warm water and your favourite Leonard Cohen album soothe you. “See,” he leaned down to Damian’s height and gently told him, “Mom’s doing alright. Well, as alright as she can when she’s on her period, but she’s alive. She loses a lot of blood when she’s on her period, that’s one of the reasons why she’s so tired.”

After every laparoscopy, you'd wake up to find Bruce and your boys in your room, sat there waiting to bring you back home from the hospital. Everyone was at your beck and call, the boys mostly helped you get out of bed and walk each day to improve your blood flow. Tim was even more insisting with your water intake to prevent dehydration and everyone ate your post laparoscopy diet of plain rice and broiled chicken to avoid upsetting your stomach the first two days after the surgery so you wouldn’t feel alone in your boring diet. When you weren't out of bed doing your daily walk with one of your kids, they were all knocking at your bedroom door every fifteen minutes, making sure you were comfortable and didn’t need anything else. Bruce, who had mastered the art of bandage through his Batman activities, checked on your incision every morning and every night for any infection or if it had opened up, then cleaned it with soapy water and applied some gauze over it to prevent it rubbing against your clothes.

And every month you found yourself crying at least once, overwhelmed with how grateful you were to have a strong and loving support system helping you live with your condition.

[janeyseymour]

Bruises

for @sleep-deprived-athlete 🤍

Summary: you come into Abbott looking like absolute hell. Melissa is worried.

WC: ~2.55k

You really hadn’t meant to get all bruised up at the Rugby game on Saturday- but the sport was tough, and you were by no means a player who would give up a play because you were afraid to get a little scuffed up.

Maybe a little scuffed up was an understatement, if you’re being honest. Your jaw is a beautiful shade of purple and so is your eye thanks to a shoulder to the face, your shoulder is killing you, and the one tumble that you had taken left you with a sore ankle and a bit of a limp.

Still though, being a teacher never stops, and you find yourself dragging your bags and yourself into Abbott bright and early the next Monday. 

Your sitting in the staff room, drinking your coffee and icing your shoulder as you continue to go through your lessons for the last coming months of the school year, when the rest of your friends start to make their way in as one big clump. How they all manage to pull up to the school and walk in together almost everyday without fail is beyond you… actually, you know how. They told you that they all plan to get there at exactly 7:43 to enter the building at 7:45, but you were a stickler for time and an early riser already, so you just came in before everyone else to enjoy the peace and quiet while you had the room to yourself.

“Y/N!” Janine gasps. “What happened to you?” 

“Hm?” You hum as you allow yourself to take your eyes away from your paper for just one second. Only then do you realize that Janine, Gregory, Jacob, Barbara, and Melissa are all standing in front of you with their jaws dropped and looking quite concerned. “Oh, I’m fine. Don’t worry about me.”

“Sweetheart, forgive me for being blunt, but you look like you went to hell and back,” Barbara states. 

“It looks a lot worse than it is,” you tell her as you avert your eyes back down to the papers in front of you. “I promise you, I’m fine.” You adjust the icepack before wincing slightly at the cool sensation.

Melissa and Barbara share a look before Melissa sighs softly. She digs around in her bag for a second before pulling out her CBD oil. “Move your hair.”

You do so without looking up, not really questioning the instruction. You’re so focused on your lesson plans that you just follow the order without a second thought. You’re shocked though when you feel liquid on your shoulder. “Mel, what?”

“It’s just CBD oil… it’ll help ease the pain,” the redhead tells you. And then her hands are rubbing the oil into your shoulder, and you can’t help but let out a soft groan. Shit… maybe you really should go get your shoulder checked out. 

“Hun, what happened?”

“Just got a little roughed up,” you sigh as her hands continue to massage the sore spot.

That does not help the worried looks that your coworkers are giving you. 

“Guys, I’m fine,” you promise them. “I have to head down to my classroom to do a bit of prep, but I’ll see youse all at lunch.”

As you stand and start to gather your things though, you let out a small hiss in pain at the pressure on your ankle. All of their heads immediately snap in your direction.

“Hun,” Melissa frowns.

You hold up a hand, silently requesting for no further comment on the matter. You limp your way out of the staff lounge and head into your classroom. You thought that you could make it through the day without having to put your ankle brace on, but you were clearly wrong. You’re lacing it up when the redhead makes her way into your room and closes the door.

“What’s going on?” she asks you frankly. 

You just continue to lace up your brace, mildly annoyed that she won’t let it go.

“Mel, I’m fine. Just a little-”

“A little roughed up,” the second grade teacher cuts you off. “I heard you the first time. You don’t get to come in here after a weekend with a shiner that competes with the one Kristen Marie had after her and I squared up after Nonna’s funeral, a bum shoulder, and an ankle brace and get to be mysterious about it. What gives?”

You take a deep breath before meeting her green eyes with your own. “I fell. I’m fine.”

“Fell?” Melissa raises a brow as she folds her arms across her chest. “You don’t get all of your injuries from a fall.”

“Well, I did,” you sigh. “I don’t know what else you want me to say. It’s the truth.”

“Did anyone help you fall?” the redhead asks. “I know you and your girlfriend broke up a couple weeks ago, and if she did this to you-”

“She didn’t do nothin’,” you tell her quickly. “Now please- I have to prep for today.”

“Hun-”

“Melissa,” you grit through your teeth. “Please. I have to prep, and I’m moving a little slower than usual, so I need all the time I can get.”

Your coworker purses her lips. “Fine. But know that I’m always here if you need to talk.” She turns on her heel and heads out towards her work wife’s room. You close your eyes as you pinch the bridge of your nose. 

“She’s actin’ real weird,” the redhead states as she sits in Barbara’s rocking chair.

The kindergarten teacher nods. “Poor thing looks like she crawled out of the seventh layer of hell.”

“And she got real snippy with me when I asked her if Jen had anything to do with it… shut me down real quick and refused to talk to me anymore,” Melissa sighs. “I just want to help her if she’s in a sticky situation.”

“Melissa,” Barbara says softly. “If I do remember correctly, you were the same way when things got messy with Joe.”

“I know!” the second grade teacher huffs. “But now that I’m on the other end of it… I just want to help if I can.”

“And that is very kind of you,” the older teacher tells her friend. “But if she’s not ready to ask for help, the only way that you can help is by being kind and gentle with her.”

“I guess,” Melissa purses her lips. “Well… I suppose I should go pretend to do my job.”

“I suppose you should,” Barbara nods. “But seriously… do not go all Schemmenti over this. I’m sure Y/N is fine, and if she isn’t… we’ll be there to help pick up the pieces later.”

The redhead grabs her coffee before entering the staff lounge once more. She brews another pot of coffee and fills her own mug before grabbing a spare from the cupboard. She prepares that second cup of liquid gold the way she knows you like it before heading back down to your room.

“Hey,” she knocks on the doorframe gently. “I figured I would bring you another cup so you don’t have to limp your way down during prep.”

You smile at her gently, as much as your bruised jaw will allow you to. “Thank you.”

“Of course,” Melissa says softly, so out of character for her. “I’m here to help.”

When you expect her to linger, she just gently sets the cup of coffee on your desk and makes her way back out to her own classroom.

When your kids come in, they’re immediately asking you what happened, if you’re okay.

“I’m doing just fine,” you chuckle. “But thank you for your concern. If you think I look bad, you should see the other person,” you joke, thinking none of them will care enough to repeat your words. What you’re saying is right though- the other girl got just as roughed up, if not worse. Oh how wrong you are. 

Come lunch, Melissa is right at your door, asking if you want her to bring your lunch down for you from the break room.

“I can come get my lunch,” you chuckle as you wave off her offer. “I could use the movement anyway… been teaching from my chair.”

The two of you make your way into the staffroom, and she all but pushes you into a chair before grabbing your lunches out of the refrigerator for you. When you expect her to sit down next to you with her own lunch, she doesn’t. She heads for the fridge again and pulls out two ice packs. She gently tucks the first one into your bra strap to ice your shoulder, and then she’s sitting down and gesturing for you to prop your foot up on her lap.

“Melissa, I’m really okay,” you try to tell her again. She shakes her head though and all but forces your leg into her lap. She unlaces your brace before setting the icepack over the bruised area. Then, and only then, does she dive into her own lunch.

You smile softly at her. “Thank you.”

“Someone’s gotta look after you when you won’t ask for help,” she rolls her eyes. “And I’ll be damned if it isn’t me.”

The lunch period passes by quickly, but then you remember that you have recess duty. With a sigh, you reach forward to lace up your brace again.

“What do you think you’re doing?” Her hands try to stop your own.

“I have recess duty,” you tell her. “Don’t worry, I’m planning on bringing a chair out and just monitoring from there.”

She ties your brace up for you before standing with you. “I’m not letting you lug out a chair by yourself with your ankle and bum shoulder… Jesus, don’t you think you should go get your ankle checked out? It’s the size of a baseball.”

“I’ve had worse,” you sigh offhandedly as you begin to make your way outside. No more than thirty seconds later is she outside with you, two chairs under her arm. She sets them out before gesturing for you to sit down.

“Thanks,” you mutter. The two of you sit there for a bit of time before the warmth from the sun begins to become too much for you, and unconsciously you roll up a sleeve- revealing the bruises on your arms.

The redhead next to you does everything she can to not stare at them as her mind goes a mile a minute, wondering exactly how you got all of these injuries.

And then two kids run up to the two of you. One is in your class, and the other is in Melissa’s.

“Miss Y/N,” your kid says as she bounces on her toes.

“What’s up, Jayla?”

“Tell Amaya what you told us today about why you have all of your bruises,” she tells you. “She doesn’t believe me.”

“I fell?” you respond, confused as hell.

“Yeah, but what did you say after that?”

“Thank you for your concern?” you tell her, even more confused than the first time.

“But then what after that?”

You shrug.

“You told us that we should see other person that did this to you!” Jayla yells.

You purse your lips into a fine line, and you can see the way that Melissa is eying you in your peripheral view. “That’s just an expression, hun. I didn’t mean it literally.”

“You still said it,” your student smirks before turning to her friend as they walk off. “I told you she said that!”

“So,” Melissa leans in. “What was that?”

“I didn’t really mean it,” you huff. “It was a joke. I didn’t think the kids would remember it.”

“Hun,” the redhead lays a gentle hand on your shoulder. “If you need help…”

“I don’t need help,” you sigh. “I promise you. I’m just fine.”

And then the bell rings to signal the end of recess. You limp your way over to your students’ line while Melissa gathers the chairs under her arm again and takes them inside. You get the kids back inside and finish out the day teaching from your desk. 

After school, as much as you would love to just go home and relax, there is a staff meeting. You slowly make your way into the library and take up your place next to Melissa. While you’re waiting for everybody else to come trickling in, the redhead reaches into her bag again and pulls out her CBD oil. Before you can stop her, it’s on your shoulder again, and she’s gently working it into your skin.

“Thank you,” you whisper softly, trying not to groan out in pain.

She just nods before lifting your injured foot into her lap again. Melissa unlaces your brace again and begins to rub the oil over your swollen ankle. At that, you grimace, but you let her continue. 

And then Ava is making her way in.

“Hey y’all,” she grins as she makes her way over to your table. “Damn girl… you did a great job on Saturday.”

You chuckle lightly. “Thanks.”

“What game?” Janine asks. “And why weren’t we invited?”

“Ava wasn’t even invited,” you roll your eyes. “She was just there where I was playing rugby.”

“I was there to…” she smirks. “Check out the eye candy and go window shopping. I had no idea Y/N is the hottie that she is.”

“You play rugby?” Melissa raises an eyebrow.

You nod. “And that… is how I got the black eye, the bruises, and the shoulder and ankle injuries.”

“Why wouldn’t you just say that?” the redhead asks you. 

You go to speak, but Ava decides that now is the time to start her meeting, claiming that most of the faculty was in the room and she doesn’t want to have to be here much longer. So, you aren’t able to answer.

Once the meeting is over, Melissa is helping you out to your car in silence. 

“Why wouldn’t you just tell me that you got hurt playing sports?”

“I didn’t wanna seem like a wuss,” you shrug, only to wince slightly at the throbbing in your shoulder. “I didn’t want no one making a big fuss over me.”

“Hun,” Melissa rolls her eyes. “Of course we were going to make a big fuss over you when we saw you. I was out here thinking you got beat up or were getting abused… I wish you would’ve just told me that you got hurt playing a sport.”

You turn a bit sheepish. “Sorry.”

“You promise me that this was from rugby?”

“Promise,” you sigh softly. “The team I was playin’ was tough and showing no mercy… the ref called a bunch of flags, but by that point the damage was done.”

Melissa gives you a sympathetic look. “Well, why don’t you come over tonight, and I’ll help nurse you back to health? Cook you dinner, let you ice, rub some more CBD oil on your injuries.”

“Are you flirting with me?” you tease her. 

The woman in front of you just shrugs. “Maybe… what do you say?”

“I’ll be there by five,” you chuckle as you hobble along to get into your car. 

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[lumine-no-hikari]

Dear Sephiroth: (a letter to a fictional character, because why not) #177

I woke up in a bit of a funk today for some reason. Probably because I forgot to eat yesterday. And probably because I was a bit dehydrated when I woke up. I corrected the hunger and the dehydration immediately upon exiting the bed, but… it took me a hot minute to get the gumption to get myself upright.

I wonder if you have days like that.

Well. I made a tea today. This one was a blend of black tea and rooibos, flavored with vanilla, cream, citrus, cornflower, roses, chamomile, and peppermint. It tastes like a bright, sunny, breezy day outdoors in a garden. I sweetened it with that orange simple syrup and a bit of cream. I'll show you today's swirls:

I thought about playing Dead Cells again. I haven't touched it in some time though, so I'm probably not any good at it anymore. But that's all right. I thought to stream it sometime so people can maybe watch me derp around like a n00b as I relearn the controls. So I got a different streaming platform, because I guess the one I'm using has discontinued support. Oh well. I got so far as getting it set up today, but I didn't do much else.

I ran a few errands after that. I got my medicine, and I got CBD oil for Hoshi (one of my cats) for his epilepsy, and I got them a few new toys from the pet supply store, too. Mogwai is especially fond of the ones with feathers, and the very first thing he did was carry them to the cat-proof outdoor space that J and I built, haha! I'll retrieve them and bring them in before dark.

Along the way, J and I took some pictures of the sky for you, because it was especially dynamic today!! I'll start with some that J took:

Here are some of the ones that I took:

...On a whim, I got some weird ones of the moon, too:

...And a weird one of the sun shining between tree trunks!

None of these were especially difficult to get this time. But I hope you like them anyway.

I came out of the funk shortly after getting out of the house. I imagine that moving around, getting some fresh air, and actually eating and drinking things probably helped a lot. I'm gonna try not to drop the ball again tomorrow.

Hey, Sephiroth? I hope soon you'll get to have fresh air, tasty snacks, warm, soothing things to drink, and exercise that isn't related to you needing to fight for your life. Try to get these things soon, okay? Maybe you'll feel just a tiny bit better. DDR is a good way to get exercise, and so is walking on nature trails in places that aren't dangerous. I hope you'll get to try it out!!

I love you. And I'll write again soon, okay? Please stay safe and take good care of yourself. Please treat yourself like a friend would...

Your friend, Lumine

[mylifelessonslog]

So despite being heavier than I believe my ideal weight is, I think I'm doing exceptional.

Today I ploughed out a 1.9km swim in 42 minutes (believe it's pb), went and watched the sunrise on the beach, done a quick upper work out for half hour, ran 5k in 26 mins and then pulled off a sub 20 min 5k row.

Yes yes yes! I was absolutely fuckio from this though after yesterday's output combined. I tried a walk and felt like I was dying.

I have done exceptional. BUT I need to focus on the fueling because I can't keep it up otherwise. Having food ready for my return would be a massive help also.

Tomorrow will be a very low key day. Maybe a soft spin on the bike to keep me moving and then some yoga to loosen up. Otherwise it'll be tidying up after today's mess making and lack of chore doing.

It was nice to lay around in bed for once. Well no, it was nice to have the ability to lay around in bed for once. At the start I was so worn and anxious it was not enjoyable. Once I'd devoured a pie, had a nap and had some CBD oil I was chilled and settled.

Well done again to me.

Food, hydration and keeping it up.

Also been loving my chill out music again. Been listening to Vonnboyd a lot recently. Nice and down tempo. Goodbye is my favourite by far. Heartstring grabber.

[fussypaws]

Lately I've been daydreaming about how nice it would be to be on prescription meds for my chronic pain (instead of just CBD oil and ibuprofen) but like. What if thats scary. Or what if it doesn't help that much. I like to think about all the stuff I could maybe do if I wasn't in so much pain all the time but like I've never NOT been in pain and I can't really imagine it that well

[maxslickfunyfics]

Weed Wizard here, back from thinking about my dragon ball OCs to add; If you're someone who needs chronic (lol) cannabis intake but want something as immediate as vaping or smoking and not as hard hitting as an edible, you should consider either a water soluble or oil based tincture. Oil tinctures are typically easy to find at your local CBD store and are dosed sublingual (under the tongue for 30 seconds). Water soluble tincture however you gotta make yourself as availability is going to vary by region. Though you maybe able to find some, or THC syrups, or dry mixes. Luckily it's kinda stupid easy to make, just search recipes for "green dragon" or "gold dragon" (see I wasn't thinking about Goku for no reason!) tincture online and you should find some helpful guides on how make it with flower

if you're using concentrates ( rosin, resin, wax, diamonds, that gold stuff inside your vape etc.) it's as simple as making sure it's fully gone through decarboxylation (heated so all the THC is active but not destroyed) and melting that into some AT LEAST 100 proof (50 percent alcohol by volume) spirit of your choice In the long run making my own water soluble weed tincture was the biggest help in getting me to quit vaping overall and mimics a lot of what I like about an inhale based high without the inhale, it makes any flower or concentrate go a lot longer too than it would with smoking so it's also economical you can take alcohol tincture sublingually as well but since it's 50% ABV it's gonna hurt like a mother fucker so I advice mixing it into a water, tea or a morning smoothie to make any drink an instant weed potion. More water/ weed drink stuff is coming out these days in the US but again largely depends on availability in your area

also. this is gross. but i'm quitting smoking and what no one tells you is that for awhile, i saw some ppl online saying up to a year even, that means you're just hacking up like mucus encased tar. cuz apparently there's these hair like things called cilia in your lungs that slowly move stuff upward so you're able to cough it out, and smoking like. 24/7 365 for the past 5 years had my cilia all fucked up, so now it's finally coming back online and being like holy shit you need this out of here NOW.

anyways don't smoke kids. smoking weed is still smoking and your lungs hate it. fuck vaping too. just eat a gummy or make your flower into a delightful little tea this shit sucks so bad yall

[bishiglomper]

I've been up and working for I think 3 hours? Mom and sister are hard at work sorting and packing. They're doing shit in the open so it makes me feel better to actually SEE progress. Which is my main type of anxiety atm I'm trying manage. 😅

We all went to the kitchen and sorted out custody of all the dishes, utensils, etc. 😅 we even have an entire huge bin of just go bye-bye stuff.

I packed up like 5 boxes of breakables. Made my sister coffee.

I'm taking a break to die. I don't know if I have anything left before I go to dnd. I skipped craft.. I'm getting craft friend withdrawal

Sissy wants to sort the storage unit Monday. My role would probably be to just watch the baby and be a spotter. It won't even be real cold.

Monday and tuesday is craft friends day off, I was kin of hoping she could at least keep us company. Maybe be another set of hands. But sissy is super antisocial....

I wanna hang out with her >O Also I know they've met her when we visited her old shop but they haven't really met her as my friend. She's a little crazy I think they'd like her. 👀 I love her vibe. I don't feel like I have to mask much with her. She even got me chatting on the phone with HER friend. Crazy.

Man I am so stiff n achey. I took CBD oil last night and today. Fatigue isn't bad. And I'm not dragging as hard as I thought I might. So maybe it helps? I had coffee so that obviously helps. Yet somehow I'm still tasting the lemon oil in my burps 🤣

[robertkerkland]

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[relphmcnely]

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[crystalherpar]

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[cbdflex1]

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[nathank77]

6/10/24

5 a.m

Bo4 was shit so I didn't play after dinner. Since I have to go to the dentist Tuesday and get bloodwork for my thyroid- it's going to be a 1MG day cause I want to go get bloodwork before my dentist appt at 4:30 assuming they don't cancel again.

Later today I have to schedule my mri they finally got back to me.

I didn't want to go out later today when I wake up cause I got to go to the dentist/bloodwork on Tuesday and I'm going to get a teeth sealant estimate which I hope he doesn't cancel cause I'd really like to move on getting this brown stain removed.

I also got to go out Wednesday for groceries. Technically I could do it Tuesday after my dentist appt but the chickens might be out for too long. And it's a lot to do in one day.

I still got to plan my car wash with weather but I can't do it with my dentist appt bc it's just too much, maybe this Saturday pending weather. I'm going to go grocery shopping Friday or Saturday as well so I can get chicken it's a healthy good meal and it forces me to go shopping 2 days a week bc it's technically better for me with all the vitamins and whatnot.

Anyways- I really didn't want to go out later today when I wake up cause I'm exhausted just thinking about calling for the mri. Going to do bloodwork and the dentist Tuesday and thinking about doing my car wash is too much.

Bloodwork I decided to do on Tuesday so it should have results by Thursday and I can get directed by my Dr on what I should do.

Anyways since I really didn't want to go out but my mouth is still dry and cutting out Zyrtec didn't do anything I wanted to get stuff to help so I got two products listed below. My gums always feel like shit. Maybe it's smoking-but before psychosis they didn't feel like this and it could be psychosis. Beyond that I started smoking more cigarettes like disgustingly to cope with my chronic auditory hallucination....

I got a probiotics that's been proven to help reverse and prevent gum disease. I figure it's worth a try cause I mean if it's not psychosis then my gums hate me.... if it is I mean I got a month supply to try to see if I can help my gingivitis.

The cost was a lot and I decided to do the 6 month no interest thing so I had to spend 100$ I was going to get a simple frame for my uhart degree but I deserve better so I bought what's pictured below bc I deserve it. My family is shitty for not doing it for me. I paid for that picture below from the graduation company like 40$ and I just paid for it to be printed for my plaque. So that's awesome. Now my tassle can leave beauty (My car) and can go in my plaque.

My auditory hallucination is driving me crazy. I'm freezing atm and my ac is off (I'm prob hypo...) and I can hear the birds chirping and the voice thank you Kristen for making my life a fucking shit storm. You ruined my whole quality of life. Speaking of I still haven't heard back from the board. I'm anxious about it cause what if they toss it out.... cause I'm "psychotic."

Anyways I've noticed since starting cbd at least the last couple weeks that I don't panic anymore. I haven't been having palpitations. I don't want to talk about it much cause it often makes me panic.... but yea cardiologist this month just in case. My flashbacks have been not as bad too but my money is so tight.

I'm worried about buying cbd, getting my medical card if I can manage to smoke weed again bc my vapes go bad in August (technically i could get one recreational but I'd paid more for it but it would prob last a year with how often I can smoke...) my car wash, paying for my oil change on credit, paying for the gym and my teeth sealant... I'll make it work but I'm never getting glasses with the right focal point. I'm thinking I'm going to go to 50mg of cbd cause I mean it's expensive... and I'm still hallucinating... if I start to panic again maybe I'll do 100mg but idk.

I'm also going to start 2000mg of white mulberries on the 13th cause I've been tolerating the 1500mg well but I want to give it 2 weeks in Total... idk what to do about cbd cause yea I don't have panic attacks anymore.....

As for Elise I'm still in love with her but I accept I'll never get to be with her. It hurts and I have a lot of feelings about it but i really want her to be happy and that's all that matters.

Hopefully this stuff helps and I'm excited to see my degree on the wall.

[highlifeboat]

so do you think donna grows. idk maybe she smokes CBD heavy strains she grows so it calms her anxiety down without having the neurosis effect or the feeling of high. even if she doesnt smoke i think her growing and selling it to heisenberg but giving to anyone else who asks would be so funny. i dont think she’d smoke cigs bcz nicotine withdrawals cause even more anxiety

Ooo, I actually like the idea of Donna growing weed but only for the CBD. She's been high at least once but found it only increased her anxiety but the CBD oil in like... a tea or something actually helps her when she needs to go out/interact with people. She puts it in her morning tea and it's just part of her morning routine at this point.

Heisenberg found out she was growing it, and wanted in on it. Donna, because, y'know, that's basically her personal medical supply, said sure, but it was going to cost him. He has no problems paying, especially when he finds out Donna actually grows some good shit. She started growing a patch specifically for selling.

But when her gardener realized why Heisenberg was coming by so often, they asked her about it and Donna just asked if they wanted some. No charge.

The daughters found out from Heisenberg, and Donna said they could have some if they wanted. She'll hand it out to basically anyone who asks, she just doesn't get a lot of people asking.

She only makes Heisenberg pay for it because he bullies her and Angie all the time.

[crippleprophet]

hey i was wondering if you had any recommendations on cbd brands/products for chronic pain? i've heard cbd can help but it can vary in efficacy? if not no big love your blog and your poems :)

tysm!! 💕💕 i’ve tried a fairly wide variety of products in both forms and brands but it can definitely vary widely what folks prefer so this isn’t everyone’s opinion!

cbd oil and my autism Do Not mix, i’m usually not sensitive wrt foods/meds but the texture is so bad lol it was like swallowing minty olive oil but somehow even worse than that sounds. i don’t remember the brand unfortunately

they’ve rebranded some since i last used them maybe two years ago (i stopped vaping because ankylosing spondylitis causes lung issues) so no guarantees now lol but i used the Pure Kana disposable vape pens for a couple years, both the orange “composed” and the mint “comfort.” i preferred the mint taste but it was definitely a bit more chilled out while the orange was subtly more energizing, but not a huge difference. i think i’d usually do like 3 hits at a time a couple days a week and one pen would last me maybe a month or two? but my pain was way better at the time so ymmv

my go-to is CBDfx gummies with turmeric and spirulina, they taste pretty good and are reasonably affordable comparatively, 60 gummies per bottle at 25mg each. a year and a half ago i’d take 1 if i was doing poorly before class and 2 if i could afford to be a little zoned out at home, nowadays i do 75mg for during the day pain and skip right to 100mg if i’m in too much pain to sleep. but that’s not on a daily basis so one bottle lasted me 2-3 months when i was unmedicated and about 6 months now

george foreman “real time pain relief hemp oil plus” lotion is so fucking good oh my god, immensely helpful for my muscle pain and smells so good, but it’s literally $50 US per bottle so unless you can get it as a gift from someone who sells it wholesale like i did that’s probably not financially feasible for most people

hope that was helpful & best of luck!