#may he rest in peace🥲

[dragonfly1302]

Ohh, daddy Aaravos indeed

[vrystalius]

HI!! I’ve literally just been getting into Demon Slayer again, the phase never goes away 🥲

anyways, would it be alright to ask for a Genya x reader who’s Gyomei’s hardworking Tsuguko who has a hard time taking breaks? Take your sweet time and have a great day/night ❤️

Just for one minute…

You’ve been overworking yourself to the bone, training during the day and taking patrolling shifts during the night. Genya is starting to get worried about you not taking enough breaks…

Pairing: Genya x gn!reader

When’s the last time you’ve eaten? Drank some water? Heck, when did you even last sleep? Genya just finished his mandatory training for the day, watching you from the engawa of Gyomei’s estate. You’re really working hard to become stronger and more powerful and to become a hashira yourself one day, but this is a little too much on your body. Even Genya is starting to notice and that must mean something.

He had some sticky rice laid out on a cloth, positioned on his lap, making some onigiri with salmon filling. He carefully shaped them in his calloused hands, wanting them to look at least a little presentable. He’s not the best cook after all but wanted to make you a small meal to eat together, as some sort of reward for you working so hard. But also because Genya wants to personally see how you’re ingesting something edible other than hopes and prayers to not faint from exhaustion, dehydration or starvation.

To be quite honest, he may be using the food as an excuse to hang out with you a little. Gyomei continued to encourage him to speak and hang out with you to create a bond. It was obvious to Genya how his master tried to push you two closer. For example, assigning you to train and spar together, ordering you to patrol side by side during the nights or just frequently suggesting to hang out together during breaks. Doesn’t he know how much Genya sucks at talking to you? You make him extremely nervous with your pretty eyes and gorgeous smile, and especially with your kindness. You’re so attentive and nice to him, it makes him nauseous every time.

Genya figured it’s his turn to he nice and attentive for once, so he called you over to have lunch with him.

“I made too many onigiris to eat alone, want some? You’re probably hungry, haven’t seen ya eat at all today.”

You can’t resist saying no to that hopeful, little smile of his, but after sitting down together and letting your body rest, you fell into a minute long sleep while still slowly chewing onto the rice. Your body leaned over and against the railing and your mouth was slightly agape, the rice beginning to fall out onto the wood below. Genya worriedly shook you awake from your one-minute-nap.

“Hey… you should drop some night shift or at least let me do them. You really need to rest. I-I’m worried about you.”

He turned his head away after finishing his sentence, wanting to hide this stupid blush that is taking over his whole face. Is he seriously not able to control his face around you? Like, at all?! It’s extremely embarrassing and is probably coming off as childish!! But as Genya was beating himself up for being so flushed around you, he heard a soft sigh escape your lips.

“Just one more minute…”

Your voice made him turn his head towards you. You just hunched over and fell into a deep sleep, your mouth slightly agape. Again. Well, at least you chewed your rice until this time, but you failed to swallow it all since some still stuck to your cheek. You looked so awfully tired and yet peaceful in this sleeping state. Genya groaned quietly and slowly wrapped his arms around your shoulder, carefully shifting your position to lean your head against him, your full weight resting against his body.

Genya took the half-eaten onigiri out of your hands and put it onto the cloth he got it out from, wrapping it back up and placing it aside for the moment. He wiped the rice sway from with his sleeve.

You can eat the onigiris later, but for now, you really needed the sleep. He smiled slightly at your adorable expression while his hand soothingly started rubbing your shoulder. Genya’ll let you rest like that for as long as you like. You really deserve it.

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Hello, hello! Currently I’m uploading this from my mobile data so I am hoping and praying that I have enough to last for three days in this wlan-lacking-establishment. It’s nice though, me and my friend get to share a large room and we are right next to the forest and a creak! Also, so sorry for completing this request so late, hope you enjoyed it anyway!! I’m currently receiving a lot of asks to continue my Gyutaro fic and I am currently trying to figure something out!! Just know I am thinking about it a lot and am really trying to come up with something XD (Man, I really suck at doing part 2s. :,))

Anyways, make sure to EAT, SLEEP and DRINK enough! It’s currently 1am and I need sleep desperately. XD

Take care of yourselves <3

[danibeanie]

Cancer mars post 🤍

(Also moon-mars aspects!)

-I really feel like this placement resonates the most with me when it comes to my natal chart. The funny thing is that it makes NO aspects with any other planets.

-I’ve heard somewhere that a planet that doesn’t make any aspects with other planets is important because it’s just itself with no other influences.

-wherever you have this placement with definitely influence that house x10. I feel like planets in their fall or detriment just impact your whole chart in general.

Positives 🩵

-your intuition is literally amped 100 by this placement. someone can be talking to me in a different tone than usual and I can just sense there’s something wrong and they’re like HOW DID U KNOW??😭

-emotions are strong and it’s because it’s influence links with the moon. we know that the moon is who we are deep within, our hidden feelings. anything I do makes me want to work even HARDER because it’s all sooo personal to me 🥲

-strong empathy with this placement you naturally put yourself into others people shoes, want to take care of others and it just comes by instinct.

-people many call you super nice and your just talking LMAO. I have this placement in my 3rd house which is ruled by communication so it’s just natural for me to embody the placement when I’m talk.

-ex you can have this in the 7th house and your just super giving into any relationships kinda intense lol, 10th house people at work may see you as mother😋 (kidding) a nurturing person.

-a lot of passion, many people forget that cancer mars is a CARDINAL sign which means it’s easy for these people to fall into a leader position. we are go getters and can be a bit competitive.

Negatives🩶

-any conflict that we have is literally the end of the world. It’s feels like impending doom when I’m mad at someone because the only way I can control this is by crying 😭

- we hold grudges *sigh* , no but really it will take me so long to forgive someone and it’s hard to let go of that bitterness. Its just that we are so considerate so when someone does something we would never do it’s hard to let go of that situation.

-mood swings are there and other people can easily get affected by this as well. we can be fine and dandy then we think about something that hurt us from 5 months ago and then we get passive.

^im very self aware of this and I try not to let it happen and when it does I isolate myself

-most of our anger is directed towards family???😭 idk if it’s just me but my family tends to see the ugly side of this placement. no one’s ever seen me SUPER-mad except for my parents.

-does anyone else get HORRIBLE,UNBEARABLE periods?!? I feel like no one talks about this.

-AVOID CONFRONTATION like no other and then we wonder why we hold grudges cause WE DONT TALK IT OUT LMAO.

-it’s easy to get drained of tasks that your not emotionally invested in or see no future in. I can make a whole rant on how this affects my school life but that’s too much.*sigh*

Influential musicians 🩵

chester bennington(lead singer of linkin park) also had a cancer mars.(may he rest in peace🤍) A lot of rock and heavy metal musicians have cancer mars which is ironic because they put all that passion and emotion into their lyrics and singing.

-lana del rey is a cancer mars and I feel like she embodies this placement fully. even by her lyrics and just the way she talks.

IN CONCLUSION 🩵

-being a cancer mars has its ups and down and so many people pertain to its negatives. I believe that people with the fallen/detriment placements all naturally have their positives as well. it’s definitely a placement you have to live and learn by. I love this placement because it humbles me, gives me empathy and kindness ,but don’t cross us cause then we’ll reciprocate that rudeness 10x harder.

[tpwkwriter]

Can we get y/n as a total book worm and Harry just finding it so adorable and loving that about her and teasing her and recreating cute scenes from romance books with her

Head in a book

I wish I could say I was a bookworm but in fact the only things I read are on tumblr🥲

Warnings: slight cursing, mentions of book tok😭fluffy as!!☁️

Pairing: Harry x quiet!y/n

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Y/n appreciated a quiet life, the small moments were a huge thing to her, the smell of freshly baked bread, picking flowers, watching the stars n all.

So when her boyfriend is the most biggest popstar, surrounded by loud music, screaming fans, and flashy cameras, everyone thought the couple wouldn’t work out, oh how they were so wrong.

After loud music, flashy lights, the screams and chants of millions of fans, Harry learnt that quiet and peaceful moments were better shared with y/n, he didn’t just love her, he adored her and everything she did.

She was the quiet rain in the darkest of nights.

It was a common occasion that Harry would come home to y/n absolutely nose deep in a book on the sofa, he loved watching the way she would get totally immersed in the story and endorsed on the character’s behaviour and thinking process.

Well tonight was no different, the time neared 6:45pm and Harry was out of the studio relatively early, he walked into there shared home, before he could look around he could sense something wasn’t right, the lights were all off, normally y/n would have various candle scents lingering in the atmosphere and the sound of her playlist would be faintly heard in the background.

He toed off his shoes and released his belongings by the door (making a mental note to clean it up later)

And walked through to there shared living room, y/n was bundled on the sofa with a grey faux blanket covering her, her hoodies hood was covering her hair and her eyes looked red and defeated.

Alarm bells are immediately going off in Harry’s mind, and he’s quick to act.

“Hey you, what’s happening?” He asked gently asked, swiftly sitting down next to her, leaning back and gently tapping her arm enough to signal ‘come here’

“Harry? Didn’t even hear you come home” she said voice a little wobbly, she joined his side, lounging her legs across his lap and resting her head on his chest.

“S’okay, what happened my love?” He asked softly into her hair, allowing his hand to slowly trace gentle circles on her back.

“Well” she started

“You know the book i was close to finishing?” She sniffs.

Harry begins to slightly relax at the fact it may not be as serious as he anticipated.

“I do m’love” he smiled

“Well because, it wasn’t a good ending at all” she begins to tear up again and snuggle her head further into his chest.

He mainly chuckles out of relief that it wasn’t anything ‘real’ and ‘serious’ he continues to hold her and press kisses to her hairline.

“I’m sorry to hear that m’love, wanna speak about it?” He’d gently ask.

As she begins to tell him the tragedy of the protagonists death and the failing love story between characters, even if truthfully Harry had no idea, he loved listening and taking in what she had to say.

“It sounds like such a beautiful story though my love” he said, trying to amp the spirits up.

“Mhmm” shes hum against him, the rest of the night was filled with cuddles and a lazy dinner together.

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It was a few weeks later and now y/n had got on to some new books, she was never without one.

One evening when y/n was sitting up reading in bed, and Harry was in there shared en suite getting ready for bed, y/n had an idea, that would send not only her but many girls around the world into a frenzy.

Before he finished up she sent up her phone discreetly on her beside table and began to work her magic.

“Harry!” She called

Lucky for her, timing was great, he emerged from the bathroom and was about to head out to the bed.

“Stay right there mister” she smirked

A confused smile crossed his face, at her instructions but he did as she said.

“Babe-?” He chuckled lowly.

“I’ve just been reading here” she said holding up her book

“And it says here: “with arms holding him up he leant against the doorframe admiring the girl in-front of him” “ she recites from the paper.

Rolling his eyes already knowing what she was gonna request.

“So if you could please, show me your best doorframe lean, I’d be very happy” she smiled as she put the book in her lap and leaned back against the headboard.

His famous smirk flashes at the girl

“Y’want me, to lean against the doorframe?” He chuckles.

“Basically, but like- in a really romantic and heroic way, y’know” she giggles.

Y/n can practically see Harry think of how he’s gonna do this.

“M’kay, I need you to c’mere then” he calmly requests.

“Harry, just do it!!” She blushes, she’s also thinking of how thankful she is for the 5 minute feature on TikTok!

“Will, just come here” he laughs, he walks over and takes both of her hands and guides her to the place he wants which is right by the doorframe but far enough.

When satisfied with were the both at, harrys left arm lifts up and due to his height sits just above the top door frame, already y/n found her self flustered, and with his right hand he held her face and pulled her in for a sweet kiss on her lips, while still holding the “doorframe leaning position”

She pulls away flustered and blushed up,

“You did not just do that” she laughs as she stares at him.

“No Harry, I know the fuck you did not do that” she states, her eyes still wide and her mouth curling up into a big smile.

The smirk of satisfaction crawled up on his face as he managed to to fluster up his girl, despite nearly 5 years of being together.

Remembering the iPhone camera pointing in there direction, she quickly turned on her heels to stop it, at the realisation of she’s been filming them hits Harry and it’s now his time to go red.

“You cheeky thing” he says going up behind her and wrapping his arms around her waist, he kept his chin on her shoulder as they watched the video they just made together, sharing laughs and smiles.

“Fuck sake” he smiles, pressing a kiss to her temple and getting into his side of the bed.

She presses post and couldn’t wait to see what everyone had to say tomorrow, she joined in the bed next to him.

“Safe to say girls are gonna be having a field day with that one” she laughs.

“Where did you learn that stunt from anyway?” She giggled leaning in to his side.

“Well baby” he started.

“When your girlfriend is obsessed with books and romance novels you do learn a few tricks along the way, and I’d be lying if I said I haven’t read a few of your stuff” he nonchalantly pointed out.

Her eyes light up again.

“Really? You have?” She excitedly asked

“Mmmhmm, I got say y’got good taste” he shrugs.

“If you want recommendations just say”

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[starartist]

Hi! I just discovered your blog and it’s wonderful! Your art is great, and it’s impressive how you’ve improved since the start of this blog!

Long live Zutara nation! 💙❤️ Wish you good luck creating and a lot of feedback, you deserve all the best!!

May I ask about your story of falling in love with Zutara? Did you ship them as soon as while watching ATLA for the first time, or did it take time to realise how awesome they were? Maybe some creators from the fandom were the ones who showed you the beauty of Zutara?

And the second question: what are some of your Zutara head canons? You probably have hundreds of them, so feel free to provide only the favourite ones!

That’s all for now, have a good day! 🫶✨

Hiii, thank you so much! 😊 I've been working hard to improve my drawing skills, and I'm glad to hear that the progress is noticeable✨️

I fell in love with Zutara when I was a kid and watched Avatar for the first time. Honestly, I was a bit disappointed when I saw the kiss between Aang and Katara in the final episode🥲. I had hoped that she would end up with Zuko until the very end. Of course, I've watched Avatar another 100 times since then, but that's okay. Later, I started seeing Zutara fan art on Pinterest, and I really enjoyed looking at them. About two years ago, I bought a tablet with a stylus just so I could draw on it. Honestly, at first, I was drawing myself and Zuko together, trying to insert myself into the story—whoever says they didn't have a crush on Zuko as a kid is lying! 😂

One day at school, I was drawing some human figures and thought, "Hey, this could be a Zutara fan art." When I finished it, I debated whether or not to post it on Tumblr, which I had installed just to look at Zutara fan art. So, I uploaded my first piece, not expecting even 20 likes, but the Zutara fans really liked it. From then on, I started drawing almost every day at school and posting my works and ideas.🫶

My favorite Zutara headcanons, even though there are hundreds of them, are:

• The Fire Nation Ambassador- if Katara had stayed true to herself, she would have become a powerful politician, serving as an ambassador for both the Fire Nation and the Water Tribe, dedicated to maintaining peace across the world. Naturally, she would have grown closer to Zuko and they would fall in love❤️‍🔥 .

• The Fire Lady Katara- just imagine if Katara and Zuko had ended up together—I think the show would have ended with Zuko's coronation and him proposing to Katara with a necklace, or maybe even their wedding where Katara is crowned as the Fire Lady🔥.

• Love After the Agni Kai - Imagine the Agni Kai is over, and while Katara is healing Zuko, he confesses the feelings he has long kept hidden inside. He declares his love for her, and she admits that she feels the same. And they are kissing💋.

• Love Without War - Imagine if the Fire Nation never declared war and peace prevailed. Avatar Aang's era has passed, and a new Avatar is born—Katara from the Water Tribe. While traveling the world, the time comes for her to learn firebending, and she is assigned a talented young prince, Zuko, as her teacher. They fall in love, and the rest is history💞. (This is my idea, and it’s for the next drawing that you’ll soon see on my profile)

I'll get back to regular drawing in two weeks as soon as I return from vacation and start my final year of high school. I have a thousand ideas for new pieces, and I hope you all will enjoy them! 💙❤️

[whatlefoop]

HotD season 2 highlights because we all need a bit of positivity in these trying times 😀

Sers Erryk and Arryk 🫡 may you rest in peace

Otto Hightower being a legend in ep2 🫡

The AMAZING depiction of intergenerational trauma with the greens in ep2 🫡 (Otto & Alicent. Alicent & Helaena. Helaena & Aegon. Aegon & Alicent. Aemond, alone.) “The poison drips through”) 🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡

The scene with Rhaenyra and Jace sharing their grief in ep1 🫡

ALICENT & GWAYNE 🫡🫡🫡🫡

Alicent & Gwayne’s conversation regarding Daeron (makes me tear up every time) 🫡🫡🫡

Aegon & Larys (a duo I didn’t think I would like this much) 🫡🫡

ALICENT & HELAENA’S CONVERSATION IN EP4 🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡 (“I forgive you”)

Aegon and Sunfyre scene 🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡

Literally any scene between Aegon & Alicent 🫡 (One word. “Mummy.” 🥲😭🫡🫡)

And Alicent & Helaena 🫡

Seasmoke claiming Addam 🫡🫡

Gwayne & Criston interactions 🫡

DRAGON CHARACTERISATIONS 🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡 (Seasmoke, Vermithor, Silverwing, Vhagar, Sunfyre)

Alicent and Rhaenyra having matching cuts 🫡🫡

Rhaenys spitting facts 24/7 🫡🫡 (RIP you will be missed)

Alicent reconnecting with nature or whatever (might be controversial?? Idk anymore… well I liked it 🥲) 🫡

Alys Rivers. 🫡

VHAGAR’S LITTLE HUFF AS SHE LIES BACK DOWN (Meemaw they could never make me hate you) 🫡

Yk what, Maester Orwyle 🫡

Rhaena Targaryen 🫡

Rhaenyra & Aegon parallels 🫡🫡🫡🫡

THE MOTHERFUCKING TARGTOWER CHILDREN 🫡🫡🫡

Twink Bracken and Blackwood obvs 🫡

Oscar motherfucking Tully. 🫡

Simon motherfucking Strong. 🫡

(Someone needed to humble and drag Daemon)

Rhaenyra slapping a dumb bitch man on her council 🫡

Daemon & Rhaenyra’s argument in ep2 🫡🫡

Daemon declaring for his queen in finale 🫡

“Come with me? 😢☹️ To Harrenhal? 😢☹️” made me cry a little bit ngl.. it really is just Aemond & Vhagar against the world 🥲🫡🫡

AND LAST BUT 100% NOT LEAST, AEGON “THE MAGNANIMOUS” FUCKING TARGARYEN 🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡 (ik I wrote targtower children but he deserves his own bullet point)

And obvs the amazing, incredible, talented actors and much better costumes & wigs as well ‼️‼️‼️🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫶🏼

There’s a possibility that I might’ve forgotten some things obvs

[strawberrysodaslut]

may i request a joel miller fic pretty pretty please? 🥺🙏 maybe one where he has all these panic attacks and has no idea what is wrong with him but reader notices. at first she thinks like ellie: he’s having a heart attack but then realizes it’s not that and she uses the “5 things you can see” technique. obviously she doesn’t want to worry ellie or anything so every time she notices he’s having one of those panic attacks, she gently squeezes his hand a few times. the more it happens, the more joel feels “okay” about it and now, whenever he feels the fear creeping in, he looks for her and holds her hand for a bit because it grounds him 🥲 thank you 💕

Breathe - Joel Miller x GN!Reader

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word count: 2.2k

summary: when joel has his first panic attack, he relies on you to calm him down.

warnings: hurt to comfort, angst, completely SFW, panic attacks/anxiety, mentions of death, guns, no use of y/n and no pronouns directed at reader (i believe), mentions of a heart attack, might not be 100% medically accurate pls don’t use fanfiction as education especially in regards to health, reader kisses joel on the face but that can be either platonic or romantic depending on what you want

authors note: this was supposed to be a blurb… whatever i love it. this request was so cute i loved it, i wish someone was there to help joel though this so bad… also i am so excited to watch ep 7. it’s out now but i’m not watching it until later tonight and i CANT WAIT.

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The first time Joel had a panic attack, he swore he was dying.

He was standing watch while you and Ellie slept, sleeping bags huddled next to each other. His eyes trained on the hand you had resting on Ellie’s head. Fingers in between her hair as if you were stroking her, but it was perfectly still. A smile crossed his face. Even when you were sleeping, you still cared for Ellie.

Your hand drops slightly as Ellie stirs, rolling over in her sleep, but she subconsciously wraps her arms around your own, as if it’s her own personal teddy bear. He sighed, watching the silent bond between you two. Even unconscious, you were so kind, so caring. He wasn’t that. He’d made sure you knew, but you didn’t believe him. You made sure he knew that, too.

The peacefulness of the moment was rare, so rare it felt off putting to him. But it was a reminder to him of what he was protecting. The burdens he bore would be worth it to keep these moments. Even if it was only during sleep.

But those peaceful moments were not only rare, they were painstakingly fast.

A loud creak filled the small cave you had settled in, not loud enough to wake you, but loud enough to snap Joel out of any softness he was feeling. He couldn’t be soft, couldn’t afford it. Softness is weak. And him being weak means you and Ellie dead.

Gun in hand, Joel trudged his way out of the cave. He listened out for any clues to the source of the noise. It’s quiet now, but whatever made that sound is still there, he’s sure of it, and it’s his job to change that. He made his way around the trees, praying that even his deaf ear can pick up on any noises necessary.

Gun in hand, Joel trudged his way out of the cave. He listened out for any clues to the source of the noise. It’s quiet now, but whatever made that sound is still there, he’s sure of it, and it’s his job to change that. He made his way around the trees, praying that even his deaf ear can pick up on any noises necessary.

Gun in hand, Joel trudged his way out of the cave. He listened out for any clues to the source of the noise. It’s quiet now, but whatever made that sound is still there, he’s sure of it, and it’s his job to change that. He made his way around the trees, praying that even his deaf ear can pick up on any noises necessary.

It’s not long until he reached a creek, the rush of the water distracting him from other noises. It’s only then that Joel realised how thirsty he actually was, his throat growing drier as he looks at the water below him. He knows realistically he shouldn’t, but he can’t help but reach into the creek, scooping up the water into the cup of his hands and pouring it into his mouth, he sighs in relief as the cool liquid runs down his throat, feeling some relief.

Now, Joel may be deaf, but he’s able to hear the crunch of leaves from behind him.

He whips around, pointing his gun directly at the source of the sound, ready to protect Ellie, you, and himself from any harm coming from whatever is coming towards him. His eyes drop to find a small animal with two big ears and a lot of fluff… “Jesus Christ,” He mutters, lifting his hand to cover his mouth and swearing under his breath.

It’s a fucking rabbit.

Joel shakes his head in disbelief, staring down at the rabbit as it cautiously hops past him towards the creek, clearly looking to get its own hydration. He’s about to laugh to himself when he hears the same creak from earlier. Howver this time it’s much, much further from where he is. It’s where you and Ellie are.

His feet travel before he can even process what’s happening, fighting his joints to go faster as he goes uphill towards the cave. He’s desperate to get to you, having to stop himself from calling out in case that alerts anything else to your position. He can only hope he gets to you fast enough.

He only stops running once he gets to the cave’s entrance, finding you and Ellie asleep in the same position you were in when he left, unbothered by whatever the noise was. He stepped back outside the cave, listening out for anything that could’ve made that noise. A gush of wind comes through. It’s so strong that the trees are moving quite far, some rubbing on each other.

Wait…

Oh.

It’s the trees.

Joel sighs, but you being safe doesn’t bring him much relief. He looks back, and the two of you are dead to the world. That hadn’t been something dangerous, but it could’ve been. And you would’ve been sitting ducks. He wouldn’t have gotten there fast enough, he knew that. He was too slow. By the time he got to you, it would’ve been too late. You and Ellie would be gone.

His chest tightens.

You would be killed, or worse. God, you’d be so scared. All he can picture is the look on your and Ellie’s faces when you realise you were wrong to trust him, that he couldn’t keep you safe. That all those times he saved you he got lucky, they were flukes. He wasn’t any good at this. He’d gotten you killed.

He’s gonna get the both of you killed.

And he’s gonna be alone again.

His vision blurs as pain strikes him in the chest. He nearly doubles over, gripping to the rock of the cave for support. Breathing has no longer become an option. He gasps for breath, clutching his front.

Joel’s mind races. Is he dying? Is this it? No, he can’t be dying. He can’t leave the two of you alone.

Is Ellie going to find his body?

Tears roll down his face as he tries to stand, but it’s to no avail, only leading him to sink further into the ground, hunched over. A mixture of sobs and gasps for breath pours out of his mouth, begging for something- but he’s not sure what.

He jumps when he feels a weight on his shoulder, going to launch back, but whatever it is holding him keeps him steady. The surrounding sounds might be muffled, but he can still recognise your voice in the blur.

“Joel? Can you hear me? Joel?” You say, your voice just above a whisper, desperate to not wake up Ellie. “I need you to tell me, does it hurt here?” You say, guiding your hand to his left arm and squeezing, unable to hide the tremble in your voice as you do so.

Joel shakes his head, scrunching his nose. He can feel your body relax where you’re pressed behind him. “What’s- what’s happening to- me?” He wheezes, unable to catch enough breath to speak properly.

“It’s okay, you’re having a panic attack, you’re not dying.” You whisper, your voice much calmer now. You know he’s going to be fine. It’s now your job to calm him down. “Joel, can you tell me five things can see?” You ask, rubbing circles into his shoulder with your thumb.

Joel grunts, “Can I what?” He asks, his voice nearly unrecognisable from his normal tone.

“I’m just checking your eyesight.” You lie, knowing he wouldn’t be on board if you told him the real reason.

Joel’s head finally lifts from looking at the floor. He looks around slightly. “The- the trees.” He says in between his fights for breath.

You nod your head, muttering praise as you use the other hand to stroke his hair. “What else?” You ask.

“Uh- the- the grass, and the sky. The cave and- and you.” He turns his head slightly to look at your hand. His voice is shaking, matching how he trembles under you, his chest rising every half a second as he tries to breathe.

A sigh escapes from you as rest your forehead on the crook of his neck, fighting back your own tears as you try to guide him. “Doing so good Joel, how about four things you can feel?”

Joel’s hand quickly finds your arm, gripping it like a vice. His breathing has slowed down a little, but it’s nowhere near where it needs to be. “I can feel you.” He says, relaxing slightly into your touch. “I can feel my trousers, uh- the- the floor, and- my gun.” He says, alerting you to the rifle placed just at his side.

A part of you wants to move it, knowing how accidents can happen, but you worry that if you try, he’ll only get more freaked out. Joel’s gun is like his security blanket, it’d be too big of a risk to take it off of him now, leaving him more vulnerable than he already is.

“That’s great, Joel. How about hearing? Can you give me three things you can hear?” You ask, trying to keep your voice as gentle as possible, matching the tone you would use when approaching an animal.

Joel grumbles, “I’m fucking deaf.” He mutters, his voice losing some of the shakiness it had before.

A bubble of laughter forms in your chest at his words, but you don’t let it come out, opting for muttering ‘Just do your best’ instead.

His sobs quieten down as he tries to listen out for any noise, just as he does, another gush of wind blows, the trees making the same noise that started all of this. “The creaking of-of the trees.” He looks up at the trees, how they blow in the wind. His ears then focus on the light bubbling in the creek. He can hear it all the way up here. You whisper more praises into his ears, leading him to list your voice as the third thing.

You chuckle, your smile sitting on his skin like an anchor to him, making a smile of his own form. His breaths have almost completely evened out, but you continue. “What about two things you can smell?” You whisper, your hand finding his and funnelling through his fingers to hold.

Joel chuckles before he speaks. “Us. One, two.” He jokes, head leaning back against your body as he spoke. You can’t help but choke out a laugh and shake your head where it sits.

“Fair point.” Your smile pokes out as you speak. “One more, okay? What can you taste?” You ask, lifting your head from his neck and tilting it to get a look at his face. Even in the dark, you can see the streaks on his cheeks from his tears, one loose on rolling down. You take your free hand and wipe it away.

He pauses when you do so before looking back at you. “Creek.” He says, swallowing as he speaks.

Your brows furrow, wondering what he means. “Creek?” You repeat, making sure you heard him right. How can his mouth taste like creek?

Joel nods. “I drank some water from the creak earlier, felt good at the time, but now my mouth tastes like shit.” He says, nose scrunching as he focuses on the muddy flavour of his mouth, only slightly regretting the decision.

He revels in the laughter you release, still keeping quiet as to not wake up Ellie, but it’s a sound of pure joy. Your laughter slows down and you look at him again, the same care in your eyes as when you care for Ellie, so much warmth. “How are you feeling?” You ask, a pursed smile forming on your lips.

After a moment of thinking, Joel speaks, “I feel fine.” He says. Not missing the look of annoyance on your face when he says that, thinking that he’s just deflecting. “I mean it. I’m feelin’ much better now. That was… it was scary, but I’m okay now.”

You nod, telling him that if he ever feels that way again to come straight to you, and he did.

For the first time in however long you’ve known him, he actually listened to what you had to say. He was always careful about it. Ellie never found out what happened that night and he didn’t want to scare her.

So, whenever he felt an attack coming on, he’d wander over to you and slip his hand into yours, squeezing a few times to let you know what was going on.

In response, you would repeat the exact things you did that night, squeezing five times for him to count what he sees, then four, then three and all the way down to one. Sometimes it didn’t work immediately, and you would have to do some breathing exercises, but his episodes became much easier to manage when you were around.

It became pretty easy for you to figure out exactly what the cause of most of his panic attacks was. You couldn’t help but feel a pang of guilt when you realised it was partly you. You fretted for a few days, trying to make sure that Joel knew you could take care of yourself. However, you quickly learned that this was just how Joel is, the eternal protector.

A few months after that night, you had learnt Joel was hiding his attacks from you at nighttime. He didn’t want to wake you up. You had woken up on your own accord to him trying to count the things on his own but still barely working.

After how much you had calmed him down, it was basically instinct to go over and slip into his sleeping bag. You held him as you helped him through the tail end of calming himself down.

Once he had calmed down, you pressed a small kiss to the spot just under his ear. You then made him promise that if he ever needed you, he’d wake you up. Just like he made you promise you’d do a long time ago.

Because while he made it his job to protect you, it was your job to protect him.

❛ ━━━━━━━━･❪ ❁ ❫･━━━━━━━━━ ❜

[presdestigatto]

NOOOO WHYYYYYYYY 😔😔😔😔😔😔

i just watched the video and I just- have no words. how are you doing 😔

😔 i think I'm going a little insane 😔 not even in a good way 😔

😔 y

my heart has broken into a million tiny pieces and will never recover

I HOPE YOU'RE FEELING OKAY. im sending u all the love possible. when i first saw the news i was devastated but i think like watching the video, and hearing him speak so contentedly about his career and being at peace with retiring made it better for me. like these are his terms yk 🥲 and this year was a joy to watch even if the results weren't what he's used to expecting. the fact that he SHOULD play doubles w carlos one last time is helping me process this a lot haha. if i take a step back it's a good way to end things. like the 250 final run in bastad, doubles w casper ruud, olympic doubles w carlos, playing pretty decently against zverat who despite his obvious character flaws has really been a top4/5 player this season, defeating ADM!! all after such a long break is not shameful in the least. it made me as a fan really happy. his fighting spirit has never once waned. it's just a special quality of rafa that i don't see in any other player, and maybe i never will! he's so inspiring and im always going to be thankful to have watched him play.

i eulogised a lot because i have tremendously big feelings about rafa gah but i hope spain wins the DC and rafa gets to spend the rest of his life happy w his family!!!

oh AND it may not feel the same but having carlos to root for does soothe the hurt a bit haha. i dont feel the same way when i watch carlos ofc but i am still am immensely fond of him and i think he brings a very different but similarly intense joy to his fans

[iheihairu]

can you give me some more details about how ayano's relationship(s) with all members of the kenference vary? i'm really intrigued!

Oh word! I have so many little fantasies for her... I'll put it under the cut!

So! I'll try to do this in as chronological of an order as I can! Mandatory disclaimer that the personalities of each Ken is based on my alters, so things may not be as "canon" as they could be. It also means some get more fleshed out stories than others 😔

Kuro gets full ghoul Ayano. She only sort of replaces Touka; really she more works alongside her. Touka is young and brash, so Ayano fills in the gaps of tenderness Kuro needs during this really, really scary time. To Me, it seems like everyone tender in Kaneki's life at this point is also kind of... I don't wanna say a wimp, but sort of? They're all so hands off and distant. As much as I love Ryouko, she's not helpful in Kaneki's acceptance of himself. I know there are lots of reasons, from ghoul culture to story necessities, but I don't care! God NO ONE cradled that poor boy?! NO ONE tried to meet him halfway?! Huff! So Ayano does. Ayano finds him in that alleyway instead of Touka. I like to make it close to her apartment, so she hears some commotion and rushes downstairs. She's a bit of a firecracker and Like Hell you're gonna have your stupid little ghoul fight outside her LITERALLY HOUSE. Get outta here! So she mouths off to Nishki and protects Kaneki and once there's peace she can finally get a look at the trembling boy before her.

One of my favorite story tropes is that Outsider that Loves Humans. The ones where a fantastical creature is not human, but wants to either be among them or take care of them. Touka is kind of like this, but doesn't play into it hard enough for me, so I give Ayano all the love for humans I can muster in this story. And fellow ghouls, to a point, but humans are just gentle. Just frightened. She's like the people that raise their cows and love them so so much, and kill them as humanely as she can and loves every every bite. So, she sees Kaneki and is like hey. Are you good? You don't look good. Oh- Hey why do you only have one lil eye 🥺? What happened? And Kaneki wails that he's not Like Her. He's not a Ghoul! He's not a monster! But wow that corpse looks good! And she feels such pity for him... So she shushes him, and gets down on his level and tries to soothe him. Will you tell me? Tell me why your eye turns, if you're not a ghoul? It's not accusatory, just curious. Her voice would be gentle and quiet, and maybe against Kaneki's comfort she would try to offer physical affection. Petting or just resting her hands on him to try and ground him or soothe him or Something. When he'd tell her his story, her mind would start working. She would be the angriest on his behalf, not because how dare they make you a terrible awful ghoul, but how dare the hospitals nonconsensually do something like that. The more she learns about him, orphaned and alone and with One Friend, the angrier she gets. And the more suspicious of the hospital's intentions. If she knew how to sue...

I like to think she tries to make eating... Familiar or fun or something. I imagine she tries to cook the meat or uses cookie cutters and a real good knife to cut it into cute shapes. I think Ghoul Culinary is SUPER overlooked so I think she should make jellos and soups and meat wraps filled with strips of organ meat... There's no reason food can't look like food. If it helps... And maybe they learn Together. And it takes a little coaxing, but Ayano is going out of her way to take care of him, the LEAST he can do is try to eat this meal she cooked for him. Little steps! Sugar cubes and star meat!

For Shiro, things get pretty complicated. He's so... Distant. And putting her Anywhere has pros/cons. Shiro gets the most AUs if I'm honest 🥲 It's so hard to place her beside him! So I divert wildly to be able to see him at all! Sometimes it's little snippets of smoking outside. Two strangers, both stressed in their own ways, sitting out watching the shoreline in the dark and silence. They don't ask about each other, just stare and bask. Maybe bring up little things that don't matter. And maybe they do that often. Sometimes it's tattoo artist AUs, or something else casual to let them Talk. I haven't found the perfect Shiro story yet :( He's often very possessive in the stories though! Wanting Ayano to have a Good Life. One she doesn't have to fight through. He's the stalker type. The kind to try and control her life, whether from the inside or from a distance, depending on where he is.

240 gets lots of love... Fantasies of working with him and/or breaking him out of that terrible awful place. Of soothing him through intense panic attacks and washes of emotional distress and trying her best to keep him from hurting himself. Cradling him as he cries and screams, but also so selfish that she won't let him go. It gets a little yandere here, with her convinced his path led him to these terrible things, but if she could change the path he was on, he could be happy. It flits between tenderness and possessiveness, with Ayano needing him close and dedicating herself to taking care of him, for better or for worse.

Haise of course gets Quinx Ayano. Her superior she is so so in love with. The kind of connection that takes off right away, and they become best friends. Ayano again fills in those Firecracker Gaps, and sort of becomes the father figure. When Mama Haise can't get the gang together, Ayano is repremanding them and putting her foot down. Though, she shouldn't be a parent in this case, because a lot of her reprimanding involves insulting the intelligence of her coworkers 💀; She thinks the bullshit is "dumb as hell" and if they dont "knock it off" she's gonna have a "WHOLE moment." She's not afraid to spar and she's not afraid to call people out. Especially now that Haise is on the line. She'd do Anything for him and his happiness.

She hates how the CCG treats him and is sure ti compliment him lots. She tells him how much she likes his smile, and his jokes. She pours her heart into him, even if she knows she shouldn't. If she's anything, she's loud and proud about everything she does, and that applies to love And order. She probably confesses quietly one night. While they clean up after dinner and after everyone has exhausted the TV and living room. While they wipe down the counters, she would whisper Haise... I love you a lot... I know I'm not supposed to. It's okay if you don't love me back. I just want you to know...

I think Haise would do the Right Thing and reject her at that moment, but I don't think it would stay like that. I think it would become even more obvious that he has a bias towards her. They'd spend lots of time together, and Haise would invite her shopping or what have you. They'd sit too close to one another and be Touchy. Platonically, like the lightly smack your friend when you laugh or bump or lean on one another. They have to get sneaky about it. Even against Haise's better judgement, love feels so good...

They share secret kisses and touches and try not to get caught

Reaper takes a bit of a hard left bc... as much as I love him I also wanna beat him up bad? They definitely spar. A lot. Out of love? Ayano pushes herself to be able to beat him because she's tired of picking fights she always loses. Reaper doesn't Hurt Her hurt her, but he does always win, and even he can manage to start getting cocky about it. They probably do a lot of "illegal" fighting moves, like biting, but that goes from playful to heated kinda fast

They argue a lot, but it's all in good fun. And when Reaper hates himself so so much, Ayano holds him against her chest and pets him tenderly. They're the most dynamic together, in that they have the most back and forth and Loud interactions. They could be doing Anything at Any Time. They're both neurotic as all hell 💀 "Don't piss me off" is their I love you

I don't have much much for the later stage Kens! I need to ! Make more stories! Sometimes I think she would fight when they play hero. Sometimes she would support him blindly and entirely. Sometimes Ken would try to keep her under wraps and sometimes she's his greatest weapon. It's much more washy out later in the timeline ><

[whoahoney]

Alright yall, Deftones/septum piercing boy turned into a ghost, may he rest in peace 💀 but never fear….

the Pizza Guy is here. 😏👀

That’s right, a new white boy of the month in Honeyland but that’s okay, I’ve decided to award him white boy of the month, every month for the rest of the year (at least) because he’s my BOYFRIEND!

he actually asked me and everything, like whaaaat?

I love the story of how we met so much so imma write it out a little bit before I toy with turning it into an Eddie fic like I did with the chilis waiter 💀🫶🏻

Read on if you’re interested in my weird love life, it’s appreciated but never required!

TW: pregnancy sickness, crush on someone other than your shitty ass husband (it’s okay we’re divorced now 🥳😂)

Basically back in 2021, I was heavily pregnant with my second child and alllllways craving pizza. I already order dominos often enough they know my name and order when I come in, but it was much more often than normal while I was growing a human 😂

One day, I go to pick up my order at the dominos hot spot in town and there is a handsome Covid-masked boy there waiting for me.

I’d never seen him before so I knew he was new. I got shy and just accepted the pizza, trying to get back into my car as quickly as possible. But then he gave me the loveliest smile and wished me a good day and I thought about it a smidge longer than a married woman should.

The next time I saw him, he gave me tons of paper plates and napkins and full shakers of pepper and Parmesan, and that became a regular occurrence I didn’t think too much of. (Turns out he was STEALING FROM WORK)

The next time, he asked me about how I was feeling, about my baby, and what his name was going to be.

And then the next time, I was late picking up my order, and it’s protocol to call the customer in that instance, so he calls me and asks if I’m okay. Truth be told, I wasn’t 💀 I had BARFED all over myself (cause pregnant) as I was driving over there. I was so upset, clamoring around my car searching for an old hoodie to pull on, but I couldn’t find anything 🥲

Obviously I wasn’t going to tell him all that, so I told him I’d be there momentarily, that I had just been sick.

He offers to drive it to me, free of charge, but I was almost there anyway.

He didn’t even acknowledge the puke on my shirt and gave me the same smile he always did (that I couldn’t see cause of the mask lmao) and told me to be careful going home.

lemme tell you that when I got back, I had a text from an unknown number asking if I got home okay 🥺 my friend was utterly convinced this dude had the hots for me but I was married and pregnant so I had a hard time hoppin on that bandwagon, “it’s not like anything’s going to happen anyway”

I’d say a month after that, I stopped seeing him and assumed he’d moved onto bigger and better things than dominos.

Cut to January 2024, I’m swiping on bumble, minding my business and I see the cutest guy in a Metallica shirt eating noodles straight from the pot over the sink. I was already set on swiping right, but then I looked further at his profile and lo and behold, a selfie in a familiar domino’s uniform!! It had to be him.

I swipe right, we MATCH, I confirm it’s him, he REMEMBERS ME, and we plan a date.

He suggested that we meet at our “old spot” and he’d bring dinner.

And what does he bring??

A dominos pizza and a dozen red roses. 🥺

Turns out my friend was right, he confirmed that he had a “huge little crush” on me and that he’d bargain with the other drivers to get my order if it wasn’t his to take 😭 he’d give them the tips I’d give him if he ever had to convince someone to switch with him 🥲

I’ve dated some very kind and respectful people since July 2023 but this guy blows them all out of the water 😭

He’s so communicative, his boundaries and emotional intelligence are unmatched, we have the same taste in music, his love languages are the same as mine, he’s also a single father (and absolutely rocks it), we share the same values, every day he’s surprising me with some lore of his, or his kindness, or thoughtful nature 🥺

he plans every date, sends me his work schedule so I know when I can come in for a surprise visit if I want to, he brings me snacks, pays for and pumps my gas, opens every door, and won’t even let me lift a finger in my own house!!! All without me asking.

And don’t get me started on the sex bro… I— I can’t. 🥲🫠😮‍💨

If you read this far, I love you, I hope you’re doing well, I miss my tumblr/eddie hyper fixation so much, but I feel it coming back 🤍 I hope to finish our beloved stories and give them all the endings they/we deserve 😌🥰

Xx

Honey

[oscurascout]

Y/N As A Doublegänger

From "That's Not My Neighbor" game

Note - I think, I'm going to update between Fridays to Sundays, those are my only free days 🥲 Also I change the plot a bit, since I got this idea from watching a YouTube video.

Part 6 (Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11)

After I got back to my apartment, I enjoyed a delicious dinner with a peaceful mind.

The next day, I planned to do nothing other than enjoy my day off. I started with breakfast and watched a good TV show. After that, I intended to just sleep and recharge my energy, but I was interrupted by someone approaching my room. I quickly stood up and opened the door.

It was a neighbor I had not seen before. “Oh hello, how may I help you?” I said with a smile. The neighbor looked a little taken aback. “Crap! I forgot I'm supposed to be acting like Y/N!” I thought, panicking. Yet my panic subsided when they smiled back.

Lady - “Hello, I'm Mia. I was wondering if you would join our cooking class this time”

“Cooking class?” I asked, a bit confused; after all, I didn’t understand why they needed to cook.

Mia - “Yes! Thank you for listening this time. I guess the rumors about you changing are true”

“Huh? What rumors?” I asked, feeling a little nervous.

Mia - “Oh, nothing! Don't stress about it. Anyway, today at 4, we will have a cooking class in Room 4 on the second floor, in case you want to drop by.”

“Let me think about it,” I said, weighing the pros and cons.

Mia - “Sure, you know where to find us”

She was about to leave, but I stopped her. “Oh, um, in case I do go, do I have to bring anything?” I asked, a little worried since Y/N didn’t have a lot of things in their kitchen.

Mia - “Oh, no! Nacha already has everything. But if you want to learn a specific recipe, you're welcome to bring your own ingredients”

I nodded as she walked away. I closed the door and started thinking, “Maybe I should go; that way, I can learn more things.” I glanced at the clock. “Mmm, so in 3 hours. All right, I'll take a nap in the meantime,” I thought, heading to the couch and lying down, ready for a short rest.

When I opened my eyes, I sat up and looked around for a bit. Then I glanced at the clock—it was already a few minutes after 4! I quickly stood up, tidied myself up a little, and left my apartment.

Once I reached the second floor, I searched for Room 4. When I found it, I knocked, and the door immediately swung open.

Mia - *happy* “You're finally here!”

She grabbed my hand and pulled me inside. I could hear laughter coming from another room. Mia guided me toward the kitchen, and as I looked around, I noticed that this apartment was bigger than mine. “Probably because more people live here” I thought as I saw several photo frames.

Mia - “Everyone, this is Y/N! They will be with us today!”

All eyes turned to me, making me a little nervous. I recognized some of them, or at least I thought I did.

Angus - *smiling brightly* “Y/N! Good to see you here!”

Lady - “Hello, I'm Nacha, and I'll be your instructor. Oh, and this is my little assistant, my daughter Anastacha”

Anastacha - “Nice to meet you or whatever”

Angus - *pushing a man with glasses forward* “This is Steven, Steven this is Y/N, the one I've been talking about”

Steven didn’t say anything; he merely nodded and extended his hand to me. I gladly shook it. Another man also extended his hand. I looked at him; he was wearing a black hat. I shook his hand, feeling happy.

Man - “I’m Roman; it’s nice to see you again”

“Sorry? I don't think we've met before,” I replied, hoping that Y/N had indeed never met Roman.

Roman - “Yes, we haven't met properly, but I’ve seen you in the mornings when you go out the front doors”

I let out a sigh of relief. Nacha then clapped her hands, gathering everyone’s attention.

Nacha - “Alright, everyone, now that the introductions are done, let’s get started!”

Angus pulled me to his side, putting me in the middle of him and Steven, and once Nacha saw that we were all ready, she began her lesson.

After a few minutes, I got stuck in step 2. “How do I boil this again?” I wondered as I tried to turn on the heating machine.

Angus - *coming over* “Ha ha, my friend, you look like a caveman! Let me help you”

He easily turned on the heating machine. “Wow, you must be experienced with this machine” I said as I placed the pot on the fire.

Angus - *smiling* “It’s called a stove”

I flinched a little, worried that it might blow my cover.

Roman - *chiming in* “It’s still a machine”

I noticed that Roman was doing something completely different from us. While we were making something called 'pasta,' he was preparing something called 'cake.' “Why are you making cake instead of pasta?” I asked curiously.

Roman - “Today is mine and my wife's anniversity, so I want to make her a little something special”

“And how is a cake different from pasta?” I asked, not understanding. I didn’t know much about human culture, but I could feel that this 'cake' was special—so why not pasta too?

Roman - “Well, pasta would be good too, but I want her to enjoy a cake made by me to show how much I love her and how I remember the day we finally got marry”

Angus - “I’m sure she will be delighted!”

Roman nodded and thanked us. Suddenly, someone turned off my fire.

Anastacha - “It’s going to burn, you need to be careful or whatever”

“Oh, thanks,” I replied, watching the water with the pasta in it.

Anastacha - “You need to drain it”

“Why? Can’t we just eat it like that?” I asked, still not understanding. “Actually, couldn’t we have eaten it before we boiled it?” I questioned, confused about the whole process.

Anastacha - “Uhh, no, Unless you want to, but we need to cook almost everything we eat. If you don’t, you could get diseases and such. Why? You ask as if you’re not hu—” *interrupted*

Angus - *quickly butting in* “Ha ha! Seems my friend is a little too accustomed to fast food!”

“Huh? Fast food? Oh! No, I actually always eat TV dinners,” I said with a smile.

Nacha - *overhearing the conversation* “Do you always eat TV dinners? I know you may be busy, but those can be bad for you.”

“Well, I eat one a day, and I’m pretty strong, so it doesn’t harm me. Though they are a bit cold,” I replied while draining the pasta.

Nacha - “Well, if you only eat one a day, then I guess it’s okay. But still, you should try to eat a variety of foods. Also, if it’s still cold after heating it up, you just need to put it in the microwave for a bit longer or move the food around”

“Huh? Microwave? What’s that?” I asked, not understanding what she meant. “Could this 'microwave' be another machine?” I wondered as I noticed that everyone fell silent.

[nintendouniverse2023]

Inktober Day 16 2024

To the memory of Ken Page! May he rest in peace!

Hope you love it ~🤍🩶🥲

[poisoned-pearls]

I LOVE YOUR WRITING!!! I would reblog it with thoughts but alas I am in post limit jail 🥲

The twins totally teased him SO MUCH lmao

don’t be afraid to put thoughts in my inbox!! I am like a starved improv kid give me ideas and I can continue to spout of things for hours

oh but they DID. God forbid Jamil leave a mark they would never let it go. Floyd is sliding shittily edited images of an octopus and snake under his door at midnight.

They get ALL of his tired little crush rambles so best believe they are on his ass the moment he gets any kind of progress or action. No you can’t just rant to us and then not tell us the good stuff. Get back here. Floyd tie his ankles.

They’re on him abt it. He’s now exclusively being called lover boy or other similar nicknames. (Floyd DEF starts calling Jamil lover-fishy to at least Jade and Azul. He won’t snitch of Azul. Yet.) Azul does not know peace afterwards. He has to slap them to shut them up so many times.

When he and Jamil are still in that week of “what are we?” Purgatory Jamil and the rest of the basketball team come down to the lounge and damn. May the great seven have mercy on him bc the tweels do not. Floyd is fully campaigning on getting free food and he is willing to snitch Azul out to ace to do it

[movietimegirl]

Ahsoka Ep 4 Spoilers Ahead! Alot to cover here! 🌌

HOLY CRAP! 🤧

Cute Jacen, War criminal Chopper, and Mama Hera are back and are ready to head out!!!

Carson Teva is there! You know, the pilot that works with Din in S3 👀

And what do you know, Brendan Wayne made a cameo. You know, Mando stunt double. Which means he was on set. Maybe Din and Grogu will make an appearance? 👀

Ahsoka really expects Sabine to destroy that very thing that can find Ezra? She attached him❤️

I see both sides here!

Huyang got hands!!! 🦾

It's nice to see Sabine in her Mando armor augin. And do you hear that? That's the sound of blasters bouncing off of the beaker. 💥

Good work ladies! 🤍🧡💙 💜🧡

It's Rematch time! Fight!

Okay, turns out Marrok was nobody, he got taken out quick, LMAO! Thank god, it's not Ezra. However that green smoke...was he under a spell or was he a night sister? He may remain a mystery🤔

Shin don't play around! Damn girl! 🔥

Sabine is doing great holding against Shin. 🤺

Baylan skoll is so interesting, I swear! (Augin, Rest in Peace Ray ❤️)

Baylan and Ahsoka's fight was tense as hell. 😨

Ahsoka burned her hand from grabbing the map! I know that has to hurt so bad.

Oh god, she's on the edge! Sabine here!

*See Ahsoka fall into the ocean* Eh, she'll be fine. But still...DAMN!

Sabine's family died on Mandolore... Ursa, Alrich, and Tristan. All of them are gone during the damn purge! Like Holy shit! Because I was curious where Sabine and her family was during all that and now we know. That's just effed up. 💔

Even more reason to hate Moff Gideon!

Also, I don't blame her for Sabine giving the map. I'm already seeing people starting to get mad at her for that. Come on guy, she wants to see Ezra. Considering what she has lost already 💔

Shin force choking Sabine...she is starting to scare me bit. Even her master is telling her to stand down. 😳

Hera and the gang just arrived and GODDANM, that Force jump was HUGE! 💥 It killed a few X-wings too.

Jacen is showing signs that he force sensitive like his father "I got a bad feeling about this." 🥲

Ahsoka is in the World Between Worlds somehow! 🌌💙

SNIPS!!!!

Anakin! He's here! HE'S HERE! But HOW! DOSNT MATTER! HE'S BACK!

And that's it! That was a lot to cover and these were my thoughts! Phew

[anantaru]

Hellööö, dont mind me I'm poppin in again lol

I've FINALLY been able to start the archon quest after I spent 1 week across the country for my grandpas funeral (random side note: his drip was so sky high my brother and i got enough clothes for years its insane) and I'm not even done with the quest like its long af 💀 and the characters are awesome, I've already had so much more fun w/ the game than the last few weeks

Like Neuvilette is already deluxe eye candy but anyone talk about Navia??? Like I already liked her design and attitude the moment I met her BUT SHE JUST GOT BETTER THROUOUT THE QUEST????

Like miss just take my hand in marriage already!! i just wanna hug her so bad I almost broke down when her backstory was discussed 🥹

hello love 🩷 may he rest in peace !! and lmao his DRIP???? BYE THE WAY THIS TOOK ME OUT 💀 the way you mentioned this right after had me cackling lmao 😭😭😭😭😭💕 and i totally agree, navia is so cute and i loved her interaction with neuvillette as well, when they both went to her dad‘s grave 🥲🩷

[donpishya]

Today is the day of August 16th...

but I didn't want to make it sad.

So I made it a rather happy looking piece, him singing what he wants on stage during his early careers.🥲

May he rest in peace, and I hope he is having a wonderful time with his family at where he is now.

And I hope he knows there are so many people that love him.

You have changed my life, thank you for everything you have given me.