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asthewindswell · 7 months ago
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Nothing is known about Max’s death. I don’t like that. I DO like Max x Endeavour.
Max was too tired to fight it, to push him away to get him to sleep ‘for once in your life Morse’, to hold him and look into his eyes and say that he was ‘worrying me Endeavour’, like it was a secret. As if, for the first time in most of his life he had followed his mother’s advice, and prayed.
It happens during the 80s I’m just saying. Lmk if I misrepresent ANYTHING. I have google and Falsettos/Rent.
I never watched any Morse until I watched Endeavour, and when I got to s3 and Max was just shoved unceremoniously into the void I got piiiiissed. I get the logistics but like… just ‘yea he had a stroke once’ and he was NEVER MENTIONED AGAIN?? Girl-
And since I was already a fan of max x morse??
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thewatcher98 · 3 months ago
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| ENDEAVOUR X MISS AMERICANA AND THE HEARTBREAK PRINCE (TAYLOR SWIFT)
Don't know if I like it. Let me know.
Anyway you can find more posts like this here. At the moment there's just two but there's gonna be more.
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sircolinmorgan · 1 year ago
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"Shall we say two o'clock?"
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morsesnotes · 11 months ago
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Deep in my soul I believe Morse and Max were meant to run off together and live a Frog and Toad sort of lifestyle.
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mywingsareonwheels · 1 year ago
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If Morse and Max got married, presumably Thursday would have walked Morse down the aisle, and Jakes would have been Morse's best man or possibly Joyce or Joan his best woman. Dorothea would have been Max's best woman, and his niece would have been his groomsmaid.
Since fanfic loves shovel talks[1]: I like the idea of Fred and Win and possibly even Strange all wondering whether they need to give Max the shovel talk and then recognising that no, they don't, not even slightly. :) Then Joan would give him the shovel talk anyway. Given how Max's niece turns out, I imagine she'd deliver a terrifying one to Morse, however young she is at the time.
(Joyce would adore Max immediately. Obviously.)
(Gwen isn't invited.)
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[1] Personally I've only ever received one in my life, from my partner's old horseriding teacher. It nearly made me cry, not because it was scary but because it made me so happy that she cares about him so much. :-)
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fanficrocks · 4 months ago
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Morse and Max 😍
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vroomvro0mferrari · 2 months ago
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LN4 | Vexing Vacation – Part 1
Summary: When you agreed to join your brother on his vacation, sharing a room with his best friend wasn’t part of the plan. Now, that you’re constantly stuck with Lando and his relentless teasing, you’re not sure whether you want to strangle him or kiss him.
Lando Norris x Fewtrell!Reader, one-bed trope, a lot of banter and a hint of forced proximity :)
WC: 3.1K
Warnings: mentions of sex/sexual insinuations, and cursing (as always)
Masterlist | Part 2
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Y/N sighed as she stared at her suitcase. She would never get it closed without breaking the zipper. She opened it again, going through the selection of clothes while she asked herself which of her items weren’t absolutely necessary. The unfortunate answer was that she needed everything. 
She had wild plans for the short vacation her brother had invited her on. According to him, she had been too stressed the last couple of months, and she desperately needed some time off. Along with the promise that he’d take care of everything, she had agreed to join his trip. She could use a one-night stand, or two and a little flirting to get her mind off her busy job.
However, there was the small nuisance of Lando coming along. Ever since he gained some confidence after his career took off and girls started herding him, he had been mocking her and making extremely inappropriate comments. He had changed over the years and Max had told her all about it. He told her about his new endeavours with the ladies; how he brought a different girl home every weekend and never spoke to them again. The attention was feeding his ever-growing ego, and it annoyed Y/N endlessly. He needed someone to put him in his place, and she would volunteer every time.
She smiled triumphantly when she finally zipped her suitcase closed with half an hour to spare. Sitting on her couch and scrolling on her phone, she waited for her brother to pick her up on his way to the airport. They greeted each other quickly before they took off, Y/N and Pietra catching up and discussing their plans for the week as Max drove.
Once they arrived at the airport, she spotted Lando all too quickly, casually leaning against a pillar near the check-in. He was wearing sunglasses (inside – like some lunatic) and a cocky smile on his face when he saw them approaching. 
“Y/N Fewtrell. It’s been a while…”
“If only it lasted longer,” She responded.
Lando smiled at her reply, enjoying her feisty character whereas Max hissed into her ear, “Play nice.” 
“Let’s board?” Lando asked. “The jet’s ready, I think.”
Y/N raised an eyebrow. “Private?”
“Yes. Are you impressed?”
“Hardly,” she scoffed before rolling her suitcase to the plane.
The group arrived at their destination in no time – flying private really did have its perks – and drove the rental car to the resort. Taxis were a no-go when half of the people on the trip were professional drivers, and apparently, so were ordinary cars. 
The porter took the bags out of the trunk and Lando handed the keys to the valet driver before they entered the hotel. Y/N took a seat in one of the luxurious chairs in the hotel lobby while she let her brother manage the check-in. She was people-watching when the group joined her.
“Okay… So, there’s been a little mishap…” Y/N looked at her brother with narrowed eyes.
“What did you do?” She said in a low tone.
“So, I may have forgotten to book an extra room for you…” Max admitted.
“What?”
“And they have no other rooms left, even the most expensive ones are taken.”
“Please tell me you’re joking.” 
“I’m not,” he paused, “but, you can share with Lando.”
Of course, Lando would oh-so-heroically offer to share his room with her. She could just smack the smirk right off his face.
“Max, can I talk to you for a minute – in private?” Y/N asked, an innocent smile on her face, before forcefully pulling her brother aside.
“I can’t sleep in the same room as Lando, Max. I had plans for this vacation, plans that can’t happen if I’m sharing a room with Lando.”
Max raised an eyebrow at her insinuation but didn’t comment on it. “Well, what other option do you have?” He said, crossing his arms.
“I could share a room with Pietra, and you can share with Lando…” she suggested, smiling up at her brother sweetly. “Please?”
Max sighed. “I don’t know about that, Y/N. Pietra and I have plans too, you know. Plans that include nightly activities. In bed,” He clarified.
Y/N pulled a face of disgust but offered her brother the same courteousness of ignoring the comment. “Are you serious, Max? You’re okay with me, your little baby sister, sharing a room – a bed, with Lando Norris? You know well enough that he’s always trying to get into my pants. This is your fault, you know. You told me you had taken care of everything.”
“I don’t like this as much as you do, but there’s not really another choice, is there?”
“Yes, there is. I told you, I can room with—”
“Y/N. Don’t be childish, you’ll be fine sharing a room for a few nights.”
“He’s going to try to take my innocence, Max. You can’t let that happen. You’re my big brother. You’re supposed to protect me, not throw me into the lion’s den.” Y/N tried, pulling out all the stops in the hope Max would change his mind. There was no other card she could play. She was tugging on his arm, practically begging him in the middle of the hotel lobby. If Lando and Pietra didn’t already know what was going on, they sure would know now.
Max rolled his eyes. “Your innocence has been gone for years, I’m sure,” Y/N gasped in offence, “It’s not going to work, make the best of it, yeah?” He concluded, patting her back before walking back to the group. 
She watched as her brother walked away, frustration clear on her face, but she joined him only a couple of seconds later; she needed to make the best of this, after all, and it was too late to go home now.
As her eyes met Lando’s, she could already feel a wave of irritation come over her. He was standing casually, the stupid sunglasses still perched on his nose, hands tucked in his pockets, and a smirk plastered on his face as if he knew exactly how her conversation had gone.
“You really don’t want to share a bed with me, do you?” He asked her as soon as she was near enough.
Y/N crossed her arms, glaring at him. “What gave it away?”
“Could’ve been the part where you begged your brother not to throw you into the lion’s den,” Lando said, raising his eyebrows playfully. “Or maybe the part where you said I’m always trying to get into your pants.” He feigned hurt, putting a hand over his chest. “All those years of flirting down the drain…”
He chuckled softly at her angry expression, the sound infuriatingly smug. “Look, you’re making this into a bigger deal than it is. But don’t worry,” he added, his voice dropped as he leaned closer, “I’ll be the gentleman here. You can take the couch.”
Y/N blinked. “What?” She hissed.
“The couch, it’s all yours. I’ll suffer through the luxury of the bed.” He sighed dramatically before turning toward the elevator, casually slinging his bag over his shoulder.
“See you upstairs, roommate,” he winked, stepping inside as the doors slid shut.
Her jaw was slack as she watched him disappear behind the sliding doors. She turned to Max angrily, “What the fuck is wrong with him? Did he fall on his head as a child or something?”
Pietra laughed softly as she wrapped her arms around Max’s waist. “He’s just teasing you, Y/N. It’ll be fine. Come on, let’s go up.”
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“I’m not sleeping on the couch,” Y/N said as soon as she entered the room.
“Oh, hello. Good to see you.” Lando smiled smugly from his position on the bed.
She glared at him – if looks could kill he’d be dead ten times over by now. “Get. Off. My. Bed.” She forced out through her gritted teeth.
Lando stretched out even further on the bed, hands behind his head. “Your bed? If I’m not mistaken, you were an afterthought to this vacation. This room was originally mine. You should be glad I’m kind enough to share it with you.”
Y/N stared at him. She wanted to rebuke him and tell him to stay on the couch, but he was right – although she’d never admit it to his face. He was doing her a favour by sharing his room, but he would never be chivalrous enough to sacrifice his bed. She took a deep breath. “Fine,” she said, her voice cold and direct. “I guess we’ll share the bed.”
“Fine with me,” Lando said offhandedly as he messed with the remote control.
“Alright, then. I’ll go get ready for dinner.” 
The silence that settled over the room was awkward, at best. Y/N felt Lando’s eyes pricking in her back as she did her makeup, and the eye contact through the mirror didn’t make it any better.
“What?” She asked, hoping for some conversation to fill the quiet.
“Nothing,” Lando responded, averting his eyes and continuing to browse through the series and movies on the TV.
Y/N frowned at the response. She’ll have to raise a topic of conversation herself, then. “Why is it so cold in here?” She asked.
“I don’t know,” Lando retorted.
“Do you think it’s cold or are you okay with the temperature?” She continued, but Lando merely shrugged in response.
Y/N sighed, setting down her brush and powder before getting up to look at the air-conditioning setting. In contrast to the rest of the room, it was an old-fashioned system with a disk with a pointer to set the temperature. She turned the disk, but the pointer didn’t move.
“Are you getting hotter?” She asked confused, not feeling a temperature difference in the air blowing out of the air conditioner. 
“Don’t even try,” she added quickly before Lando could respond, already seeing the smirk form on his face.
It quickly changed into an innocent smile, “What? I was just going to say I don’t feel a difference.”
“Mhm, sure. I think the air conditioner is broken. I turned the temperature up, but it’s not getting any warmer…”
Lando got up from the bed with a sigh and walked closer to look at the buttons himself. 
“You don’t have to get so close…” Y/N commented when she felt his breath hitting her neck.
“I’m trying to see what the buttons say, Y/N. I have to get close in order to do that.”
“You’re getting in my personal space.”
“Personal space? What’s that? I thought we were past the formalities.”
Y/N huffed, crossing her arms. 
“I don’t know why it’s not working,” Lando continued, “It must be broken,” he concluded before walking back to the bed. 
“What? Can’t you fix it?”
Lando looked at Y/N incredulously, “How am I supposed to fix it?”
“I don’t know… Aren’t you good with technology and stuff?”
“That thing is ancient, Y/N.”
She huffed. She’d just have to deal, then. She quickly changed into one of her dresses and finished her hair.
“Aren’t you going to change?” She asked Lando, who was still lying on the bed in his plane clothes.
“Hm?”
“We’re leaving any minute now. It’d be nice if you changed into something decent for dinner. We’re not eating at some dive bar, you know.”
Lando rolled his eyes and sighed, “Don’t you ever get tired of yourself?”
“Excuse me?” she retorted, crossing her arms as she stared him down, about to scold him when there was a knock on the door.
“You’re lucky this time,” she added, before letting Max and Pietra in. 
She plastered a sweet smile on her face and complimented Pietra on her outfit.
“I can say the same about you,” Pietra responded kindly, pulling Y/N in for a hug.
“Oh, you’re too sweet,” Y/N waved off her comment.
“Are you ready to leave?” Max cuts in.
“Yes, don’t know about Lando though. He wouldn’t change.”
“I’m ready,” he interjected. “I don’t need as much time as some people here,” he said with a teasing smile.
“Okay, let’s go.” Max pulled her out of the room before Y/N could respond, her mouth already open to rebut his rude comment.
“Did you hear that, Max? How on earth am I supposed to get through the night – let alone the entire vacation – when he talks to me like that? I swear, I’m going to strangle him in his sleep—” 
“Let’s not do that. You just need to adjust a little bit.”
“Did you hear what he said before? He asked me if I never get tired of myself. Do you know how insulting that is? He’s absolutely insufferable! His ego’s way too big, he could use someone to knock it down for him,” Y/N kept rambling as Max led her to the elevator, basically pushing her in before she quieted down.
Pietra and Lando joined them only a few seconds later, and the cocky grin on Lando’s face showed he knew exactly how much he had ticked her off, and the enjoyment he took from it. Y/N glared at him throughout the elevator ride. However, despite his earlier comments and the way he had annoyed her all day – if not all her life – she couldn’t deny he looked good. 
The white shirt he had changed into, with the top buttons open and the sleeves rolled up, accentuated his muscled arms, and allowed her to see the glimmer of the silver chain around his neck – she had to admit he was attractive. When Lando caught her looking she quickly averted her gaze, looking at her nails as she picked at them. But he had already noticed, his grin only becoming cockier. The confidence with which he carried himself, although extremely frustrating and unnecessary, had caught her eye along with all the other girls’, but it wasn’t enough to make up for his annoying behaviour.
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The dinner was uncomfortable. 
Of course, Y/N and Lando had to be seated across from each other. And if the discussions earlier that day didn’t display their dislike for each other, the lack of conversation at the dinner table certainly did. They didn’t exchange a single word until Y/N snapped at him.
“Would you stop looking at me?” 
Her patience had worn thin after feeling his eyes on her every other second, but Lando merely smirked at the annoyance in her voice, “Where else am I supposed to look?” he asked innocently.
“I don’t know. Your food, maybe?” She shot back.
Lando raised his hands in surrender, before turning his attention to Max and Pietra, who were deep in conversation. Y/N tried to focus on their discussion, but the persistent feeling of Lando’s gaze on her was impossible to ignore. Every time their eyes met, his smirk only grew, making her jaw clench tighter.
When the meal came to an end, Y/N was more than ready to leave. She quickly collected her bag and jacket before joining Pietra on the walk back. With Lando far away from her, she could finally relax and talk comfortably, without being distracted by a pair of eyes burning holes in her face. The group quickly made their way back to the hotel, and after the elevator ride, Y/N and Lando were once again left alone.
“It’s cold in here,” she mumbled, switching the lights on as she entered the hotel room.
“You don’t say,” he responded sarcastically.
Y/N sighed, deciding to ignore the comment and rather focus on the problem at hand. “Okay, we should probably discuss how we’re going to do this…” Lando looked at her confusedly, so she continued, “As concluded earlier today, we’ll share the bed. I’ll take the left side if that’s okay?” 
Lando nodded, so she continued, “The bed is big, so if you dare cross over to my side, I’ll choke you in your sleep—” 
“Ooh, kinky,” he interjected, and Y/N flashed him a fake smile, “or I’ll tell Max, and he’ll handle it for me,” she finished.
Now, usually, Lando wouldn’t care much for her threats, but he knew Max was protective over his sister and from experience, Lando also knew that Max would indeed fuck him up if he crossed Y/N’s boundaries. He was actually surprised that Max was okay with him and Y/N sharing a room; he was usually up her ass whenever she so much as stood near a man. He didn’t know whether to be glad about it or not; did Max think Lando was like a brother to his sister, that nothing would ever happen between them, or did he trust him enough not to do anything without her permission? 
“Fine, fine. I promise I’ll be a perfect gentleman,” he told her.
Y/N squinted her eyes at him. 
“I will,” he repeated. 
She wasn’t sure whether to believe him or not, but the sincerity in his voice suited her a bit. She nodded and quickly changed into her pyjamas in the bathroom before slipping under the covers on the left side of the bed – as promised. She lay on her side, facing away from the right side where Lando would soon settle. She stayed as close to the edge as she could without falling off, so much so that Lando raised an eyebrow at her when he returned.
“You okay over there? Not lonely or cold or anything? I could warm you up if you like,” he suggested, the amusement evident in his tone.
“I’m fine,” she muttered. She wasn’t really, though. The room was freezing with the air conditioner still blasting cold air, and the thin comforter, which would normally be fine for the temperatures outside, wasn’t helping much.
She felt the bed move as Lando shifted, but she stayed silent, quietly staring out the window where she could just barely make out the street lanterns through the thin curtains. Although she pretended not to care (and would continue to do so), being this close to him made her uneasy – not because she didn’t trust him, although she wasn’t entirely convinced yet, but because of how aware she was of him. His presence, the warmth radiating from his body, and the faint scent of his cologne were all impossible to ignore in this proximity.
She closed her eyes, willing herself to fall asleep, but her mind refused to quiet. Despite everything, she couldn’t stop thinking about how he had actually been pretty decent at dinner –  apart from his frustrating staring habit – and how relaxed, confident, and hot he looked in that shirt… She hated how easily he affected her and how only he could wind her up without any effort at all.
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Part 2
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nayziiz · 8 months ago
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Stay | LN4
Summary: A new romantic prospect puts things into perspective in the best and worst ways possible.
Pairing: Lando Norris x OC (Cara)
Warnings: None
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CHAPTER 2
The golden hues of twilight bathed Monaco in a soft, ethereal glow, while Lando and Cara found themselves nestled in the cosy confines of the kitchen, their laughter mingling with the tantalising aromas wafting from the sizzling grill. With practised ease, they moved in perfect harmony, their movements fluid and synchronised as they embarked on the culinary adventure that lay before them.
Together, they diced and sliced, grilled and tossed, their shared laughter punctuating the tranquil evening air as they revelled in each other's company. Amidst the clatter of pots and pans, their banter danced like music, a symphony of friendship and camaraderie that filled the kitchen with warmth and light.
Max and Pietra, their voices drifting in from the balcony, busied themselves with setting the table, their laughter echoing in the tranquil night air. With a shared sense of anticipation, they awaited the feast that awaited them, eager to partake in the culinary delights that Lando and Cara had lovingly prepared.
Cara paused in her task of slicing carrots and cabbage for the slaw, her attention momentarily drawn towards the door by the unexpected knock. With a bemused smile, she turned to Lando, who was deftly manoeuvring around the sizzling pan of chicken strips.
“You mind getting that? Kind of busy here,” Lando's request was accompanied by a playful dodge, his focus unwavering despite the flashes of oil splattering from the pan.
With a nod of agreement, Cara set down her knife and made her way to the door, her curiosity piqued by the unexpected interruption. With a quick glance over her shoulder, she chuckled softly at Lando's antics before turning her attention back to the task at hand.
Cara's grin widened as she wiped her hands on a cloth, her amusement at Lando's culinary antics still dancing in her eyes as she made her way to the door. With a sense of anticipation, she swung the door open, fully expecting to greet Max and Pietra with a playful jest or two.
But her playful banter was cut short as her gaze fell upon Maya standing before her, her presence a sudden interruption in the tranquil rhythm of the evening. Despite the surprise, Cara greeted Maya with a warm smile, her voice tinged with genuine warmth.
“Hey, Maya,” she greeted, stepping aside to usher her into the apartment. But to her surprise, Maya remained rooted to the spot, her demeanour guarded and aloof.
“Hi, I'm looking for Lando,” Maya responded, her tone clipped and brusque.
“He's in the kitchen,” Cara replied, gesturing in the direction of the bustling kitchen where Lando's culinary endeavours were well underway. But Maya's response was curt, her words laced with a hint of disdain.
“I know where the kitchen is, doll,” she retorted, her tone dripping with condescension as she breezed past Cara and into the apartment.
Cara watched in silence as Maya disappeared into the depths of the apartment, a sense of unease settling in the pit of her stomach. And as she lingered in the doorway, the echoes of Maya's sharp words hung in the air, a silent reminder of the complexities that lurked beneath the surface of their tranquil evening.
Maya's icy demeanour pierced through the warmth of the evening. Cara felt a pang of discomfort gnawing at the edges of her composure. Yet, for the sake of preserving the fragile peace for Lando's sake, she swallowed her unease and chose to let the moment pass without confrontation.
Turning away from the unsettling scene that unfolded in the foyer, Cara made her way through the apartment, her steps measured and deliberate. The sound of laughter and chatter spilled forth from the kitchen, mingling with the tantalising aromas of grilled chicken and fresh vegetables.
When she passed by the kitchen, a brief glimpse caught her eye, a fleeting moment of intimacy between Lando and Maya as they shared a kiss, leaving a bitter taste lingering in her mouth. With a heavy sigh, she pushed the unsettling image from her mind and continued on her way, her resolve firm as she sought solace in the tranquillity of the balcony.
Max and Pietra were already seated on the balcony, their faces illuminated by the soft glow of the evening lights of Monte Carlo. With a grateful smile, Cara joined them, her heart heavy with the weight of unspoken thoughts and emotions.
Cara's words hung in the air, a hesitant warning tinged with apprehension as she stepped out onto the balcony, her gaze seeking solace in the familiar faces of Max and Pietra.
“Just a warning,” Cara started. “Maya's here.”
“No fucking way,” Max's response was swift and vehement, his frustration palpable as he processed the unwelcome news. Sensing the tension mounting, Cara urged for calm, her voice gentle yet firm. 
“Just be nice to her for the night. It will mean a lot to Lando,” she implored, her eyes pleading for understanding.
“It would mean more to me if he just dumped her ass,” he countered, his voice edged with a hint of bitterness.
Max's retort was swift and uncompromising, his protective instincts flaring to life in defence of his friend Pietra, interjected with a soothing tone, her words laced with empathy.
“It's just one night, my love,” she reassured Max, her hand reaching out to gently squeeze his hand in a silent gesture of solidarity.
Max's keen intuition didn't fail him as he observed Cara's restlessness with a furrowed brow, his concern mounting with each furtive glance she cast towards the door. Sensing her discomfort like a palpable tension in the air, he couldn't help but feel a twinge of unease gnawing at the edges of his composure.
“What's bothering you?” Max's question was gentle yet probing, his gaze fixed on Cara with an intensity that bespoke his genuine concern.
“Nothing,” she lied, her tone strained as she struggled to mask the turmoil brewing beneath the surface. Cara's response was swift, her attempt to deflect his inquiry evident in the casual shrug that accompanied her words. 
But Max, ever the vigilant protector of his friends, refused to be placated by her dismissive answer. With a subtle raise of his eyebrows, he persisted, his unwavering gaze daring her to speak the truth. Before Cara could conjure up another evasion, the sound of footsteps approached from behind, heralding the arrival of Lando and Maya onto the balcony.
“Maya, you remember Max, Pietra, and Cara?” Lando asked.
Lando's introduction drew the attention of the group, his voice laced with a subtle warmth as he gestured towards Max, Pietra, and Cara. As he rested a protective hand on Maya's lower back, his affection for her palpable in the gentle press of his touch, he awaited their response with an expectant smile.
“Yeah,” Maya nodded in acknowledgment, her gaze sweeping over Max and Pietra with a casual indifference. Yet, when her eyes lingered on Cara, a subtle shift in her demeanour caught Max's attention.
The prolonged scrutiny didn't escape Max's notice, his instincts honed by years of keen observation flickering to life in response to the subtle tension that hung in the air. Sensing the unspoken undercurrents at play, he exchanged a knowing glance with Pietra, their silent communication speaking volumes in the quietude of the night.
Cara, though outwardly composed, felt a shiver of unease prickling at the back of her neck as Maya's gaze lingered upon her. A sense of apprehension crept over her, the weight of Maya's scrutiny stirring a disquieting sense of vulnerability within her. Yet, with a forced smile and a polite nod, Cara met Maya's gaze head-on.
“Dinner should be ready in about five minutes,” Lando's announcement filled the air, a sense of anticipation rippled through the group, their appetites whetted by the tantalising aroma of the meal that awaited them.
With a tender gesture, Lando pressed a kiss to Maya's cheek, his affectionate gesture drawing a fleeting glance from Cara before she averted her gaze, her fingers tracing the rim of her wine glass with a feigned nonchalance.
“It smells great, Lando,” Pietra's words broke the silence, her genuine compliment met with a radiant grin from Lando.
His pride evident in the sparkle of his eyes, he offered a gracious nod of acknowledgement before excusing himself to attend to the final preparations.
“It's so nice that you guys came to spend the summer break with Lan,” Maya hummed, her voice carrying a hint of genuine warmth as she settled into her seat opposite Cara at the table. “He's just been so exhausted the last few weeks.”
Cara's gaze remained fixed on her table setting, her fingers tracing idle patterns along the rim of her wine glass as she struggled to maintain her composure in the face of Maya's unwavering scrutiny.
“That's what travelling so much does,” Max mumbled gruffly, his tone tinged with a hint of bitterness as he lifted his glass to his lips, taking a long gulp of wine in an attempt to drown out the discomfort that lingered in the air.
Maya's attention shifted momentarily to Max before returning to Cara, her gaze piercing in its intensity as she directed her next question towards the silent figure seated across from her.
“Are you all staying here in the apartment while you're here?” she inquired, her curiosity palpable. Before Cara could formulate a response, Pietra interjected with a warm smile, her voice laced with genuine appreciation.
“Yeah, Lando's been such a great host,” she responded, her words a subtle reminder of the kindness and generosity they had experienced since their arrival.
Despite Pietra's efforts to steer the conversation away from the palpable tension that lingered between Cara and Maya, the latter's attention remained fixated on Cara, her gaze unwavering in its intensity. And as the uneasy silence stretched between them, Cara found herself unable to meet Maya's probing stare, her gaze averted as she sought refuge in the safety of her own thoughts.
“So, Cara, where's your boyfriend? Lan mentioned you were seeing someone?” Maya asked, changing the topic once again.
Maya's question sliced through the air, disrupting the fragile peace that had settled over the table like a jagged shard of glass. Cara's forced smile faltered, her grip tightening around the stem of her wine glass as she struggled to mask the sudden surge of discomfort that washed over her.
“Uhm, not recently,” Cara replied with forced nonchalance, her words tinged with a subtle undercurrent of unease. With a deliberate motion, she raised the glass to her lips, taking a sip of wine in a futile attempt to quell the rising tide of emotions threatening to overwhelm her.
The mention of her nonexistent boyfriend struck a nerve, dredging up memories of failed relationships and unspoken regrets. Yet, amidst the tumult of her thoughts, one thing stood out with piercing clarity—Maya's casual use of the nickname "Lan." The moniker, reserved for those who shared a deep bond of love and affection with Lando, felt like a cruel mockery in Maya's mouth. It was a name that Cara herself had used sparingly, a tender reminder of the intimacy they shared as friends. And to hear it slip so effortlessly from Maya's lips felt like a betrayal of that intimacy, a violation of the unspoken boundaries that defined their relationship.
“It's a good thing then, Monaco is full of eligible bachelors,” Maya commented with a soft giggle of amusement.
Maya's comment hung in the air like a taunt, its underlying implications veiled beneath the guise of casual conversation. Cara's forced smile faltered, her fingers tightening around the stem of her wine glass as she struggled to maintain her composure in the face of Maya's thinly veiled jibe.
“Cara! Your slaw!” Lando's voice rang out from the kitchen with a note of playful urgency.
Lando's voice cut through the tension like a beacon of light, drawing her attention away from the uncomfortable exchange at the table. With a silent nod of acknowledgment, Cara rose from her seat, her movements purposeful as she excused herself from the table and made her way back to the kitchen.
As she stepped into the familiar confines of the kitchen, the warmth of Lando's smile enveloped her like a comforting embrace, banishing the lingering shadows of doubt and insecurity that had plagued her moments before. With a grateful sigh, she returned his smile, her heart lifting at the sight of him.
“I'd finish it up, but you're the slaw master,” Lando declared with a playful grin, his eyes sparkling with admiration as he gestured towards the bowl of slaw perched on the counter.
Cara chuckled softly at his jest, her own smile mirroring his as she accepted the unspoken challenge with a sense of playful determination. With a deft hand, she resumed her task, her fingers moving with practised precision as she added the final touches to her signature dish.
As she mixed the crisp vegetables with a generous drizzle of her famous dressing, the kitchen was filled with the tantalising aroma of herbs and spices, a testament to Cara's culinary prowess. Lando, ever the eager assistant, leaned in closer, his eyes alight with anticipation as he dipped his finger into the bowl, stealing a taste of the savoury dressing before it was even finished.
“How do you do it? Every time it tastes better and better,” Lando groaned with satisfaction, his voice laced with genuine awe as he threw his head back in blissful abandon, his moan of pleasure echoing in the confines of the kitchen.
Lando's concern was palpable as he watched Cara, his brow furrowed with worry as he took in her uncharacteristic silence. The absence of her usual cheerful banter and infectious laughter weighed heavily on him, leaving a hollow ache in the pit of his stomach. Lando's concern deepened with each passing moment, his eyes searching her face for any sign of the vibrant energy that usually radiated from her.
“Hey, what's wrong?” he inquired, his voice soft with concern as he took a step closer, the tongs forgotten in his hand as he watched her with earnest eyes.
Cara's gaze flickered up to meet his, her forced smile faltering in the face of his unwavering scrutiny. For a moment, she hesitated, the weight of unspoken words heavy on her tongue, but she quickly shook her head, dismissing his concern with a gentle shake of her head.
“Nothing,” she replied, her voice barely above a whisper as she avoided his gaze.
Lando wasn't convinced, his intuition telling him that something was amiss. He took another step closer, his expression filled with genuine concern as he reached out to gently touch her arm.
“I can see you're not yourself, Cara,” he insisted, his voice gentle yet firm as he searched her eyes for any hint of the turmoil that lay beneath the surface.
Cara's resolve wavered under his persistent gaze, the mask of indifference slipping further with each passing moment. With a sigh, she relented, her shoulders sagging with the weight of unspoken burdens.
“We can chat tomorrow, yeah?” she deflected, her voice tinged with a note of vulnerability.
Lando nodded in understanding, his concern undiminished as he made a silent promise to himself to be there for her when she was ready to open up.
“If you need anything, tell me, okay?” he reassured her, his voice soft yet unwavering in its sincerity.
“Uh huh,” Cara agreed, her response tinged with a sense of gratitude for his unwavering support.
He wasn't sure if pulling her in for a hug would comfort her or cause her to cry, so he opted for a soft kiss on the forehead before walking out with the wraps on a serving dish. Cara followed suit with her bowl of slaw.
As Lando and Cara approached the table, their arms laden with culinary delights, Maya's gaze lingered on them with a mixture of amusement and intrigue. The sight of Cara's slight blush and the goofy grin that adorned Lando's face only served to deepen the mystery, leaving Maya to wonder about the unspoken dynamics that bound them together.
When Lando settled beside Maya, the unexpected touch of her hand on his thigh sent a jolt of surprise coursing through him. He could feel the weight of her gesture, a silent declaration of intimacy that caught him off guard in the presence of his friends. With a subtle shift in his demeanour, he refrained from glancing at Max or Pietra, choosing instead to focus his attention on Cara, whose discomfort was palpable even amidst the lively chatter and laughter that filled the air.
Max, ever the astute observer, couldn't help but notice the subtle interplay between Lando and Cara, their unspoken connection crackling with tension beneath the surface. The way Lando's gaze lingered on Cara, a silent plea for understanding etched in his eyes, spoke volumes about the depth of their bond—a bond that Max had long suspected held untapped potential.
But Lando, lost in the tumult of his own thoughts, remained oblivious to Max's silent scrutiny. His attention was consumed by the enigmatic figure seated across from him, her guarded demeanour a stark contrast to the easy camaraderie that had defined their interactions in the past.
As he watched Cara, her eyes flitting restlessly around the table, Lando felt a pang of unease gnawing at the edges of his composure. He made a mental note to speak with her later, to unravel the mystery of her discomfort and offer whatever support she needed to ease her troubled mind.
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you bring blue lights. part 3
ln x fem!reader
read part 1: a golf swing and a trampoline
read part 2: karma rules!
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FINAL PART! i hate it! what else is new? hopefully this wraps things up nicely. thank u for the luv on the other two parts, biiiiiig hugs from me to you MWAH xoxox note: heads up, the max in this series is max fewtrell lmao.
song: little freak by harry styles
in which lando goes back to work and takes you along for the ride. and max is there too. because why wouldn’t he be?
warnings: 18+ pls!! nothing major tbh, smut (mostly implied), bit of angst, bit of fluff, language, anxiety, the worlds most minor f1 incident, max being a snarky little bitch (affectionate)
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the colour blue can symbolise many things: bravery and healing. the calm. wisdom and depth. sadness and serenity. permanence.
-
you weren’t sure what to make of the weather in bahrain. it wasn’t too hot, nor was it cold, but lando was still wearing a hoodie nonetheless. you sat in the passenger seat of the rented volvo, the mild temperature unable to reach you here, especially not with the quadrant hoodie draped over your shoulders. you wanted to shrug it off, the material that once symbolised an unbreakable friendship now resting uncomfortably, a weight, a reminder, but you were there to support your boyfriend, in his every endeavour.
your eyes could have watered, but you blinked, uncontrollably almost, refocusing your gaze onto the centre console, where lando’s large hand held yours. he squeezed once, twice, drawing your eyes from your laced fingers onto his.
you realised then that he’d been murmuring your name, his eyebrows furrowed, concerned. the last thing he needed to worry about today was you. it was quali day in bahrain, the first of the season, and you were sat next to a man on a mission. pull yourself together, woman. you smiled, your lips stretching unconvincingly, the corner of your mouth twitching. this couldn’t be classed as anxiety anymore, it went far beyond that. he sighed, deflated already.
“listen, if you’re not ready to do this…”
“i am. i am!” your voice was abnormally high pitched, and lando wondered where his cool as a cucumber girlfriend had gone. you hated the worry that clouded his sky-grey eyes.
it was your first time in the paddock, and naturally, you were a wreck. a picturesque mess. you’d picked out a nice outfit, something that made you look put together without trying too hard, classy without looking like you were leeching off of lando. you knew what they’d say about you, otherwise. they were already saying it. he’d tried his hardest to keep you hidden but the internet was ablaze with theories and questions and lies and judgement, so he’d suggested that you come to bahrain, viewing it as a perfect opportunity to break the ice with the media and the fans.
it had been finalised and you’d been mentally preparing yourself since the moment you’d decided to attend. but when he turned up to your apartment one day after a meeting, an anxious, babbling mess, you wondered if you’d made a mistake.
it turned out that the bahrain grand prix was a team quadrant event.
with your ticket booked, you’d chosen to suck it up, business as usual, but the idea of a weekend caught between two men that hated each other was not your idea of a good time, especially not when you were the problem. the morning that max had caught you, bare legged and lovesick in lando’s kitchen, would probably haunt you as long as you lived.
lando was angry and max? max was furious. now, they’d both just gone cold.
-
there was a stillness in the kitchen, ice cold all of the sudden, all of the warmth of you and him gone. you felt like a child caught in the act, nowhere to run. lando looked pale, afraid, utterly distraught. your eyes flicked between him and max, waiting for the dam to break; who would crack first? you couldn’t bare it, lips parting in a whisper.
“max-“ you barely heard yourself but max heard you perfectly, melancholic disgust in his eyes as they flitted to you. you felt small. you felt sick.
“don’t.” he barked. you sunk into yourself, shaking slightly. lando didn’t like that, stepping forward.
“listen to me, we-“ lando started.
“don’t you fucking dare.” max took a deep breath, shaking his head as if to compose himself. it wasn’t working. his eyes glazed over. “you’re not even sorry, are you?” he was looking straight at lando now, as if you weren’t even there.
lando’s lack of response spoke volumes. max cracked, a mixture of disbelief and disappointment shining through the rage. you held your breath. max turned to you, searching for solace, remorse, anything. you looked away.
“you two deserve each other.” max spat.
the slamming of the door made you wince.
-
lando felt selfish the second you touched down in bahrain. he watched your leg bounce on the plane, in the car, sat on the edge of the hotel bed, and wondered if this was all too much too soon. he needed you, but did you need this? the media, the fans? him? he ached watching you stare at your intertwined fingers sat on the centre console, your eyes glistening.
he was so, so selfish, a point proven over and over, and you were everything but. you were here, living proof of the fact.
the quadrant hoodie you wore, the bright blue contrasting with how you’d paled the second he’d parked the car, reminded lando of his crimes. you were blue, too, his calm amongst the chaos, an ocean that he thanked every god he could think of that he got to explore. you were a serenity, a serendipity, his bright blue light that kept him grounded.
if he’d ever doubted it before, he knew he loved you, completely and utterly, when you took a deep breath and got out of that car.
-
you let lando lead the way, a few steps ahead. you wondered if he could feel you shaking. you let go of him briefly, to scan your pass and slide through the gate, but he was reaching for you instantly. his thumb rubbed the soft skin of your hand, soothing you as the flashes of the cameras began to creep in the further you made it in to the paddock. you stared ahead, keeping your face as neutral as possible, letting him tow you along.
you stumbled when he stopped to take a picture with a fan, signing another’s hat, taking the moment to gather yourself. you became all too aware of your surroundings, the sheer amount of cameras pointed in your direction making you nauseous. as your hard exterior began to crumble, you felt his arm hook over your shoulder, a firm kiss planted on your forehead as you fell into step beside him once more.
“you got this, baby.” he murmured. you couldn’t help but smile up at him, finally feeling a small sense of ease. lando smiled back at you, and suddenly you wanted to frame every single stupid pictures they were taking of you both.
“so do you.” you grinned. he smiled bashfully. you knew how much this weekend meant to him.
you made your way into the mclaren hospitality, keeping close to lando. you sighed, relieved to be away from the cameras, and he introduced you to some members of his team, letting you make small talk while he spoke to his engineers.
you were intrigued watching him fall into the zone, calm, at ease, immersed into his world. you didn’t miss the way he kept an eye on you as he made his rounds. he ushered you over, pulling you deeper into the building, greeting people along the way. soon, you found yourself being led into his drivers room.
lando placed his bag on the table, small smile on his face as he moved around the room. you hoisted yourself up onto the massage table, swinging your legs, content in just watching him in his natural habitat.
“what are you smiling about, hmm?” you asked, eyebrow quirked.
“just you, being here. it’s nice.” he crossed the room and closed the gap, hands smoothing over your thighs as he parted them to stand between your legs.
“i like seeing you like this, you know. like watching you.” you placed your hands over his.
“oh, i know, love. always catch you staring.” he smirked.
“in that case, maybe i’ll just go back to the hotel.” you turned your head dramatically, leaning away from him.
“don’t be like that, you’d be lonely in that big bed without me.” he teased.
“i’m sure i could find a way to entertain myself.” you smirked at him, a frustrated groan emitting from the back of his throat as he grinned down at you.
“you’re cruel.” he murmured, giving into his desire and closing the gap.
you smiled against his lips, gripping hard at the material of his hoodie to pull him closer. his hands moved over the crease in your thighs, pulling at your hips as he kissed you harder. you threaded your fingers through his curls, tongue brushing his bottom lip. you enjoyed the noises he made, the low hum that vibrated against your mouth. your flushed body ran cold at the sudden rattling of the door handle.
you had no time to react when the door swung open, jon nonchalantly walking in, talking over his shoulder to a tired looking max and niran. your blood ran cold, hit by a sickening sense of deja vu that had you burying your face in lando’s chest. you felt lando vibrate as he cleared his throat, jon stopping in his tracks.
“shit.” jon grimaced, realising. “sorry, i- we didn’t know you were in here, someone said you were in the garage, didn’t mean to walk in on you like, uh, this.” he rambled awkwardly. a scoff from somewhere behind him made lando tense up, your eyes squeezing shut in discomfort.
“not like it’s the first time.” max muttered.
“i just came to pick up your schedule, sorry mate.” jon quickly cut in. you dared to look, peeking out from lando’s hoodie. niran was staring at the ceiling, quite clearly wishing he was somewhere else. you wished you were there too. max had his arms crossed, looking around the room. you couldn’t work out why he’d come in here.
max caught you staring, eyes hardening immediately as he took in the way your fingers curled into the material of lando’s hoodie, of lando’s hands on your hips. you could visualise the flashbacks he must have been having. he turned on his heel, leaving without another word, and you sighed. niran threw you a sympathetic smile, awkwardly waiting for jon who’d finally found the paper he was looking for, and then you and lando were alone again.
you looked up at him, noticing the way his jaw was tensed, the way his eyes had darkened, cold all of the sudden. he didn’t need this kind of stress, not when he was hours away from getting in the car. this season had no room for error, not when his new teammate was tipped to perform well, not when he was the new leader. you wondered if your being there was right.
“hey, its okay. maybe i should just go back to the hotel today, hm?” you suggested softly. his dark expression switched to one of vulnerability.
“no, no. you shouldn’t have to leave because he can’t be a grown up.” lando shook his head, frustration evident in his tone.
“you’ve got an important day ahead, babe. last thing we need is you being surrounded by all this,” you gestured around the room. “negativity.” you reasoned. his face fell further, hands moving to cup your cheeks.
“none of this is your fault, okay? you’re the only one i want here. let him sulk. i tried to fix it and he wouldn’t have it.”
“we hurt him, lando. it is my fault.” you averted eye contact as you spoke.
“hey, look at me. look at me.” you met his eyes again, which had warmed up significantly as he gazed at you. “i want you here. i need you here. don’t let him get to you. he’ll be doing work stuff anyway, you’ll hardly see him. i want you to be a part of his, okay? try and have some fun.”
you sighed, realising that your desire to be near lando, to support him, outweighed the guilt you felt towards max. after all, as cruel as it may have been, that’s why you’d chosen lando. that’s why you were here, every discomfort that you felt pushed aside. you nodded your head, wrapping your arms around him in a hug. he pressed a kiss to your forehead.
“now, i need to get changed. try not to stare too much, darling.” he pecked your lips, tension melting away as the smirk returned.
you pushed him away playfully, choosing to scroll through your phone as he started to prepare himself, letting your eyes wander occasionally. he’d wink every time he caught you looking.
despite the blush on your cheeks and the smile you couldn’t contain, you couldn’t help the bad feeling that crept in, lurking at the corner of your happiness. this would be a long weekend.
-
lando busied himself with his race suit, changing quickly. every time he looked up, throwing you a wink, he pretended that he wasn’t spiralling. he could see you thinking too hard, worrying, acting like you weren’t. all he wanted was for you to have a nice time with him, experience something so important to him, and already that idea, that visual of you becoming a bigger part of his world, it was crumbling all around him.
he let himself be angry at max sometimes, framing him as the source of your anxiety, but that was just a pitstop he made before he placed the blame back where it belonged; this was all lando’s fault. but this mess, this chaos, this love? he was willing to pay for his mistakes forever if it meant that every race weekend started and ended in your arms.
and so, lando did what lando did best. he kissed his girlfriend, got in his car, and made his way into Q3.
-
lando had qualified well, better than what had been expected, hugging you right when he’d bounded into the garage. you’d been surprised at how nervous it made you, watching him drive out of the garage and onto the track. you found yourself unable to take your eyes off him on the screen ahead of you, nails chewed down anxiously for the entire session. you clung to him, letting out a breath you didn’t know you’d been holding. you allowed yourself to kiss him, just a quick peck, settling.
you let him leave once more, comforted by the fact that his biggest danger now was the media that awaited him, and navigated yourself out of the garage. you couldn’t pretend you weren’t a little bit lost in the winding corridors, but finally you stumbled out of the tunnel, the one your boyfriend always tapped the top of, a superstition, and into the sunlight. you hovered in the entrance, staring out at the bustle of the paddock.
it felt so surreal, overwhelming to be here for lando. with him, at last. you just couldn’t seem to shake the fear you felt watching him get in the car. the thought of the impending race made you nauseous.
as you stood there blocking the entrance, lost in your thoughts and the complexities of your relationship, you were reminded of the only hurdle it faced, at the unimpressed clearing of someone’s throat.
you turned quickly on your heel at the noise, snapped out of your thoughts. you gulped.
“can i get past, please?” max asked, refusing the eye contact that you were desperately trying to make. you didn’t miss the way his eyes rolled at the sight of the blue quadrant hoodie covering your frame.
“i should probably let you, shouldn’t i?” you smiled, weakly, a feeble attempt at breaking the ice.
all max did was nod ever so slightly.
“will you talk to me?” you took note of just how pathetic you sounded.
“i can’t, i have somewhere to be.” he said, quiet with emotion, careful with his tone.
“just a minute, please max.” he flinched at his name falling from your traitorous tongue.
“i can’t do this right now.” he tried to side step you, but you blocked him.
“i’m sorry. i’m so, so sorry. if you believe anything, believe that.” you begged.
“i don’t know what to believe anymore.”
you didn’t fight him again, defeated as you watched him walk away.
-
you seemed different when lando found you later after the media rush, in the quiet of the paddock. you seemed sad, although you kept it carefully concealed. he noticed the way you held his hand tighter, kissed him softer. he wanted to get you out of the paddock, away from it all, take you back to the hotel where he could touch you and hold you and take away this dull pain.
he prayed that you weren’t getting too blue, that you wouldn’t go cold in his presence, the more you adapted to the bittersweet realities of his lifestyle.
he wondered if his anxieties were misplaced when you kissed him with everything you had and tumbled into the white bed linen with him, burning for one another.
lando reminded himself that you were still here. he knew all too well that you didn’t stay for just anyone.
-
lando looked beautiful when he was asleep. he was always so busy, always on the go, so you cherished these mornings dearly. a stream of sunlight made its way over the sheets, creeping up his body, bathing him in warmth. you hadn’t shut the curtains properly, urgently falling into bed with him, but you were thankful for it now as he stirred. the only thing better than watching the soft rise and fall of his chest was watching him wake up.
his eyes fluttered open, his arm stretching out and over your waist. you gazed at the blue-green of his eyes, rolling over and into his side. you pressed a kiss to his shoulder, engulfed by the heat of his bare skin pressed against yours. you stayed there quietly, letting him wake up.
suddenly, he let out a groan, rolling on top of you, curls falling in his eyes. you’d told him one night in dubai, after a cocktail too many, that he should grow his hair out. you’d whispered something seductive in his ear about having more to pull on. he’d quickly taken you back to your suite, and happily obliged with your request ever since.
you’d spent last night in a similar situation, pouncing on him immediately when you’d gotten back from the track. a day spent watching him drive had riled you up, and paired with your neediness, you were gagging for it by the time you got him alone. lando pulled you out of your daydream with a kiss, his body melting into yours.
“what’s on your mind?” his voice was low, gravelly from where he’d just woken up.
“nothing, just thinking.” you mused. he leaned in closer, lips brushing yours.
“about what? because i’m still thinking about last night.” lando murmured. you smiled coyly up at him.
“why? what happened last night?” you faked confusion, eyebrow raised.
“this beautiful woman could not keep her hands to herself.” lando feigned shock.
“that must have been so difficult for you.” your voice oozed sarcasm.
“it was very hard.” he grinned, devilish, leaning down to kiss you again.
you could feel the press of his body, every inch of his warm skin against yours. your hand slid softly across his face, brushing his curls back, tugging gently at the strands as his lips left yours and trailed down your jaw.
the air got hotter, charged, when he nipped at your neck, your collarbone, and dug his fingers into your hip, kneading your soft edges. your mouth hung open, panting slightly in anticipation, skin alight as his hand worked across the crease of your thigh. lando gripped your inner thigh, spreading you open, letting his fingers run rampant.
he continued to mouth at your shoulder, biting down gently as he found your clit, the medley of pleasure and pain making your eyes roll back. the rest of your morning was a blur.
lips on yours, fingers working you open. his name, a prayer. your legs, wrapped around him, numb. sweat and bliss, you and him. your legs shook, vision bleary.
lando was all yours, belonged to you, your name tearing sweetly from the depths of him as he let himself get lost.
you stared up at him, breathless and grinning.
-
lando had one singular thought when he managed to pull himself from the crook of your neck, languid and tingling. between the chaos and the quiet, you found a way to bring him back to earth, gleaming blue.
i love you.
-
“are you looking forward to the race?” you’d heard him ask.
it had been quiet for a while, your unrelenting bout of morning sex leaving you a tangled, sleepy mess.
“i don’t know.” brutal honestly seemed to be your forte.
“ouch.” he teased.
“i don’t know how to be okay with watching you.” it was the realest thing you’d said to lando all weekend, mumbled into his collarbone where you hid your face.
“you’ve seen me race.” he shifted, as if he was trying to find your face, your eyes, voice laced with confusion.
“yeah, but that was before.”
“before what?”
“just…before.”
before i knew what you meant to me.
before i broke your best friends heart.
before i fell in love with you.
-
you spent the duration of the formation lap looking for the nearest exit, telling yourself that you were being ridiculous, and wondering how every other loved one coped every race weekend. to your surprise, max was stood on the other side of the garage. you figured he would have chosen to be anywhere else, but his fingers drumming against the countertop, in an identical fashion to yours, made you wonder if he shared the pit in your stomach.
your eyes flitted around nervously, taking short breaths as the cars lined up on the grid. five lights went on, and then out, and you held your breath.
lando made it through turn one, turn two. through lap one, lap 17, lap 34. he was having a good race, a great one even, the byproduct of a strong start, his race craft and a calculated strategy. you made the mistake of starting to relax.
you gasped when an alpine tagged his car. one hand flew to your mouth, the other gripping the wire of your headphones in sheer, gut-twisting panic. your eyes fixed on the screen, watching him spin, spin, spin across the track. you were frozen, utterly unmoving, time stopping around you until his car suddenly did out on track.
he was fine.
he skidded to a halt, making his way safely back onto the track, carrying on as normal. he was completely, totally fine.
you burst into tears.
you heard the headphones clatter gently against the surface top, a blur through your tears, and quickly left the garage. you blindly made your way through the stupid, little corridors and back into that tunnel that led to the paddock. you slumped against the metal wall, sobbing, no use in wiping your free flowing tears. how were you supposed to do it, to live this life, holding your breath every time lando went to work?
you heard footsteps approaching, a pang of embarrassment flashing in the pit of your stomach that made you want to disappear. you took a shaky breath, wondering how you could possibly escape, when you heard the footsteps coming to a halt, the mystery person stopping. you looked up shyly, blinking away tears. you were shocked to see max was stood opposite you, leant against the wall behind him. he sighed.
“stuff like that happens. he’s fine, you know?” max reassured you. you couldn’t quite believe that he was here, let alone offering you some shred of comfort. the tears made a comeback.
“how do people do this? i barely made it through turn one.” you sniffled, voice cracking.
“you just learn to live with it. that fear that you’re feeling, it never quite goes away. but watching him succeed? it becomes worth it.” max spoke with a quiet admiration, one that made your heart ache. you were reminded of just how human he was.
“what if i can’t do it? the idea of something happening to him…” you trailed off, shaking your head.
“i can’t believe i’m about to say this but,” max sighed once more, reluctant to admit what he’d come to realise. “he needs you here. and i know you, you wouldn’t be doing any of this with him if you didn’t want to. if i believe anything, it’s that.”
you looked down at his words, the echo of yesterdays run-in ringing in your ears. he knew all too well that you wouldn’t be in a relationship that you didn’t want to be in. the guilt crept back in.
“i didn’t mean for any of this to happen the way it did.” your voice wavered.
“well, you can’t help who you fall in love with.” max shrugged.
“what?” your head snapped up to look at him, blindsided by his words. was it so obvious?
“what? you do love him, don’t you?” max asked, confused.
“i, well, we haven’t- i mean, i haven’t-“ you rambled.
“don’t tell me you guys fucked me over for nothing.” max teased. you looked up at him like a rabbit in headlights. he laughed at your expression, and you felt a weight lift off your shoulders. you joined in, laughing with him as the tears finally dried up.
“you should tell him.”
“if i do that, are you gonna hate me even more than you already do?”
“i don’t- i could never hate you.” max’s gaze softened. “and as much as i’d love to right now, i could never hate him, either.” he rolled his eyes.
“talk to him?” you suggested, cautious. max smiled.
“don’t push your luck this weekend.” he grinned. “you ready to go back in there? the race is pretty much over.”
you nodded, smiled, walking alongside him in comfortable silence back into the garage. the team were elated, a decent recovery made after the shambles of last season, but all you could focus on was how desperate you were to see lando. max walked back to the desk where he’d been watching the race, throwing you a reassuring wink. you smiled softly.
-
max was the first person that lando really saw when he entered the garage. the air seemed to have thinned out, lighter, somehow. he’d ask questions later.
max smiled, small. lando could barely contain the grin he returned the olive branch with.
something clicked, somewhere deep in his chest, and the healing process began. in progress, finally, slowly but surely.
lando inhaled, and for the first time in forever, it felt easy. he almost couldn’t remember what that felt like.
then, lando saw you, a bright blue light, starlike, his beacon, waiting for him in the corner of the garage. he weaved his way through the sea of people until he was secure in your arms.
-
oscar walked in first, the team cheering him on after his first race. lando followed soon after, getting his own celebration. you watched on, a warmth filling your chest; you knew max was right. you watched lando walk through the garage, met with slaps on the back, ruffles of his messy curls. he smiled wide, wider somehow when his eyes landed on max. it was a welcome surprise, one that drenched you in relief.
lando’s eyes darted around until he found you, catching you staring from the back of the room. he made a beeline to you, engulfing you in a hug. his eyebrows furrowed, confused, perhaps, at your puffy cheeks and red eyes, but your hands flew to his cheeks, lips meeting his. he kissed you back, smiling against your lips. you pulled back, grinning up at him.
“are you okay, sweetheart?” he whispered.
“i’m just so proud of you.” you murmured.
“i’m so glad that you’re here.” he gently squeezed your waist, nose bumping yours.
“i need to tell you something.” your stomach twisted, this time in excitement; butterflies.
“what?”
“i love you, lando.” his whole face changed, his smile bigger than you’d ever seen it.
“i love you.” he replied, cupping your face. his thumbs grazed your cheekbones. “god, you have no idea how much i…” he trailed off, searching your eyes for a moment before he kissed you again, deep and slow. the tears that hit your cheeks weren’t your own, and you held him even tighter.
you broke apart, his head falling into the crook of your neck, hot kisses pressed to the exposed skin. your fingers ran though his hair, toying with the curls at the nape of his neck.
over lando’s shoulder, you could see max, hint of a smile on his face. your eyes watered again, meeting his across the garage, and he smiled, properly.
all the pieces fell, messily, into place.
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max watched on, aching at the way you clung to lando, your hands in his hair, lando’s lips pressed so intimately to the delicate skin of your neck. max felt a dull sense of happiness sneak in; you and lando were the picture of what love was supposed to look like. you’d never looked at him the way he’d always caught you looking at lando.
it didn’t hurt any less yet, but he was starting to realise that it would.
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thank fuck that’s over
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oeuvrinarydurian · 6 months ago
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Gutting. Lovely. Devastating. Beautiful. 
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ENDEAVOUR First and Last
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da-rulah · 1 year ago
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Okay ghesties, please help me choose my next AU...
As some of you will know, I'm working on a Mary Goore AU that got away from me recently. It was meant to be two parts max, and right now, it's becoming longer than I thought...
BUT
I can't choose between two AU ideas I'm desperate to write after this one, so I need you guys to pick for me.
Below are the summaries for each of my ideas, with some warnings about the content in them. Both of them will be multiple chapters in length, longer than anything I've written to date. Read them carefully, and choose your favourite. Whichever wins, is the one I'll write first...
Folié a Deux – Cardinal Copia x OC Female Character (1st Person POVs) 
Rating: Extremely dark and explicit fiction, laced with trigger warnings incl. but not limited to: sex trafficking, sexual assault, coercion. 
The Ministry has many fingers in many pies... ‘The Ghost Project’ is simply not the only endeavour they focus on. Between fundraisers for the poor, advocating for minorities, vigilante justice and even legal representation, the Ministry is a busy and international organisation. 
One such project – The Rush Hour project – was new. A project that focussed on known sex trafficking rings, discovered on the dark web and through underground contacts. The aim was to infiltrate and free their captives, give them new lives and begin to heal the trauma forced upon them. 
On one particular night, Cardinal Copia is entrusted with infiltrating an auction, buying a woman the Italian mob is hoping to sell on. Except, he falls short... Too lost in the hauntingly empty eyes of the beauty before him, he is unable to focus, and thus, he loses his chance. 
But he had to have her. She will be his. 
By any means necessary. 
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Can You Hear the Thunder? – Papa Emeritus IV (Copia) x OC Female Character (1st Person POVs) 
Rating: Explicit with horror elements incl. but not limited to: torture, violence, paranormal entities, religious trauma. (This is my own personal idea of how the lore could continue while we wait for any new updates...)
Papa Emeritus IV is plagued by dreams of a time long forgot, before his papacy; before any part of his Ministerial career. They are incoherent, patchy and make little sense to him. Still, he continues his work under the guidance of Sister Imperator, Mr. Sultarian and the Clergy.  
Now home from another highly successful world tour with The Ghost Project, Papa finds himself having his dreams more frequently. Night after night, they grow longer, fragments of memories flickering through his mind like a child’s flipbook until one night, the thunder comes... 
And then they find her, laying on the steps of the Ministry amongst the worst storm California had seen in a decade. 
A woman with nothing about her person except the ragged nightgown soaked and tattered in the storm, and a strange and deliberate carving on her back. 
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tmarshconnors · 1 year ago
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My Interests...
Meet TMarsh-Connors, a multi-faceted individual with a passion for art, film, literature, music, and gaming, making them a true connoisseur of culture and creativity.
As an avid art enthusiast, TMarsh-Connors finds inspiration in the works of renowned visual artists like Jon McNaughton, whose patriotic and thought-provoking pieces ignite a deep appreciation for storytelling through art. They are equally drawn to the intricate and spiritually infused works of Alex Grey, which delve into the realms of consciousness and transcendence. Edward Hopper's masterful portrayal of urban solitude and the play of light and shadow captivate their imagination.
When it comes to cinema, TMarsh-Connors has a diverse taste in movies. From the tech-driven drama of "Pirates of Silicon Valley" to the adrenaline-fueled thrill of "21" and the soulful introspection of "Lost in Translation," they appreciate the power of storytelling through film. The classic heist escapades of "The Italian Job" (1969) and the eye-opening revelations of "Snowden" also hold a special place in their cinematic heart.
In the realm of television, TMarsh-Connors is a seasoned viewer, with a penchant for political intrigue and historical dramas. Series like "Californication," "House of Cards," and "The Crown" satisfy their craving for complex characters and power struggles. Historical dramas like "The Tudors" and "Reign" transport them to different eras, while "Perception" and "For All Mankind" tickle their fascination with psychology and space exploration. And who can resist the drama and intrigue of "The Morning Show"?
When it comes to music, TMarsh-Connors has a soulful side, with a deep appreciation for the poetic lyrics and melodious tunes of Leonard Cohen. They also groove to the nostalgic sounds of Smokie and the timeless folk-rock of Bob Dylan.
As a bookworm, TMarsh-Connors has a versatile taste in literature. They indulge in autobiographies and biographies, gaining insights into the lives of remarkable individuals. Christian literature provides spiritual nourishment, while popular science books stimulate their curious mind. Self-help books offer guidance and personal growth, and the world of manga draws them into captivating stories from Japan.
Gaming is another passion that fuels TMarsh-Connors's sense of adventure. Whether wreaking havoc in "Grand Theft Auto" or hacking their way through "Watch Dogs," they relish the immersive experiences of virtual worlds. "Tekken" and "Mortal Kombat" satisfy their competitive spirit, while games like "Minecraft" and "World of Warships" offer endless creative and strategic opportunities.
TMarsh-Connors has a unique taste in gaming platforms, enjoying the nostalgia of Nintendo 64, the cutting-edge capabilities of Xbox One Series X, the classics on PlayStation 2, and the portable charm of the Nintendo Switch (OLED Model).
In their creative pursuits, TMarsh-Connors wields the Canon EOS 1100D to capture the beauty of the world through photography. They also embrace digital tools like the iPhone 14 Pro Max and Pixelmator, and their trusty MacBook Pro and iPad Pro serve as versatile canvases for their artistic endeavours.
Beyond their artistic and entertainment interests, TMarsh-Connors delves into architecture, exploring the beauty of design and structure. Their fascination with vexillology reveals a deep appreciation for flags and their symbolism. History and politics are subjects they engage with passionately, seeking to understand the complexities of the world. Their love for mythology, psychology, and symbology adds depth to their intellectual pursuits.
In all aspects of life, TMarsh-Connors is a seeker of knowledge and a lover of creativity, blending their diverse interests to create a tapestry of experiences that enrich their journey through life.
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morsesnotes · 5 months ago
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After Exeunt aired there was a lot of annoyance about Max's relationship with Morse being forgotten, but I think it actually makes sense.
Throughout Endeavour, Morse and Max definitely have an unspoken understanding and they're friends, but there was also more distance between them because of Max being less directly involved in the cases and similar to Morse in liking his privacy/solitude. With Thursday, Jakes, Strange, Bright, and even Trewlove they spent a lot of time with him.
I like the idea of them becoming much closer and starting to hang out together in the 70s.
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oeuvrinarydurian · 6 months ago
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Somebody else will certainly put it over the top before I do, but I am in the homestretch of a piece. I’m going as fast as I can. Unfortunately, I have a job, or I would just write my ass off. Hopefully it’ll post by Wednesday!
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The Endeavour AO3 tag, is only 1 work away from hitting 2000 stories!
What an amazing milestone for a small and wonderful fan community!
Well done writers!
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mojamoza · 2 years ago
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Best Laptop For Kali Linux 2023
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Kali Linux is a well-known Linux-based operating system that has gained a lot of popularity over the years for its range of powerful security and penetration-testing tools. If you're a cybersecurity enthusiast or a pentester, there's no better way to practice ethical hacking than with a laptop running Kali Linux. There are many laptops on the market suitable for running Kali Linux, but finding the "best" laptop for the job can be a little tricky. Let's take a look at the top laptops for running Kali Linux in 2023. First up is the Dell Precision 7730. This beast of a laptop packs a powerful Intel Core i7 processor and a whopping 32GB of RAM. It also has an NVIDIA Quadro P3200 graphics card, which makes it powerful enough to handle the most demanding of Kali Linux-related tasks. Plus, with its 17.3-inch HD display, you can be sure to get a clear view of all your screens. Next is the HP OMEN X 17t. This laptop comes loaded with up to an 8th-gen Intel Core i9 processor and an impressive 16GB of RAM. It's also loaded with a powerful NVIDIA GeForce RTX 2070 with Max-Q design graphics card, which offers superior performance and visuals. To top it all off, it has a stunning 17.3-inch 4K resolution display that'll make all your pentesting adventures look amazing. Finally, the ASUS ROG Zephyrus G14 is one of the best-value machines for running Kali Linux. Despite its compact size, it packs a substantial AMD Ryzen 9 4900HS processor and a respectable 16GB of RAM. Apart from this, it also packs an NVIDIA GeForce RTX 2060 graphics card and a bright 14-inch 1080P display. For all Kali Linux users, it's important to get the right laptop to make the most of your pentesting endeavours. The three laptops mentioned above are all excellent options for running Kali Linux 2023, and each come with their own merits and drawbacks. Evaluate your needs and budget to find the perfect option for you. Kali Linux is one of the most popular Linux distributions out there, making it a great choice for any security researchers, hackers, or ethical hackers. But what is the best laptop for Kali Linux 2023? With so many powerful, secure laptops on the market, it can be difficult to pick just one, but we’re here to help. We’ve put together a list of our top picks of laptops for Kali Linux 2023, all of which provide great performance and secure, encrypted hardware. The Dell XPS 13 is our top pick for the best laptop for Kali Linux 2023. It features a 13-inch FHD display, 1.8 GHz Intel Core i7 processor, and 8GB of RAM. It comes with Windows 10, but can easily be switched over to Kali Linux with a few simple steps. The XPS 13 is powered by fast, secure, and encrypted hardware, perfect for anyone doing research or testing on Kali Linux. If you’re looking for something a bit more powerful, then the MacBook Pro is the perfect choice. It features a fast, secure Intel Core i7 processor, 16GB of RAM, and a 13-inch Retina display. The 13-inch MacBook Pro comes with Mac OS, but it can be switched over to Kali Linux with a few simple steps. Although it is a bit pricey, the MacBook Pro offers great performance and strong encrypted hardware perfect for KaliLinux users. The ASUS VivoBook S14 is a great choice for those looking for both performance and great value. It features a 14-inch FHD display, Intel Core i7 processor, 8GB of RAM, and 256GB SSD storage. The VivoBook S14 also comes with Windows 10 pre-installed, but can be easily switched over to Kali Linux. Its powerful processor and impressive storage give it enough power to do all of your Kali Linux tasks, while its price gives it the advantage of being a great value. Finally, the Dell Inspiron 7000 2-in-1 is our pick for the best laptop for those on a budget. It features a 14-inch FHD display, 1.8GHz Intel Core i7 processor, 8GB of RAM, and 256GB of storage. It also comes with Windows 10, but can easily be switched over to Kali Linux. Although it’s a bit weaker than other laptops on this list, the Inspiron provides great performance for those looking to use their laptop for light times on Kali Linux without breaking the bank. No matter what your needs may be, with the wide range of powerful, secure laptops available for Kali Linux 2023, you can be sure to find the perfect laptop for your needs. We hope this list of the best laptops for Kali Linux 2023 helps you find the perfect laptop for your specific needs. Read the full article
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morsingabout · 3 years ago
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endeavour coming to an end was inevitable but it stings nonetheless. i was hoping for a healing arc in series 9 with it ending in series 10 but i suppose it had to happen either way.
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