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Once again, my question is...
"WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE,
TROUBLE STUDIO ALBUM?"
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2013's "The Distortion Field" is the first and only studio album so far that doesn't feature Eric Wagner on vocals, but instead Kyle Thomas also known from bands like Exhorder, Alabama Thunderpussy, Floodgate, Heavy As Texas, Pitts vs. Preps...
Ps, if you vote please also reblog, the more people will do so the more this post will spread and the better the outcome and results will be. A big "thank you" in advance to anyone who will partake in this! Yours truly: @necro69mancer 🤘🍻
Oh, and also... suggestions for future polls are always welcome! 😎
Last weeks poll ended with almost 40 votes and two winners! It was a draw between Nirvana "Nevermind" (1991) and Alice In Chains "Dirt" (1992), with each 20,5%. I myself voted on Alice In Chains. All 10 bands are amongst my favorites... but Alice In Chains has that something special that keeps me coming back to their music, even to this day.
"PART ONE - THE TROUBLE STUDIO ALBUMS"
I initially was trying to make a poll about the late Eric Wagner's greatest Trouble albums and his side projects. But i soon realized there are simply too many awesome Trouble albums that would have been left out if i was trying to fit it all into one poll. So yes, there will be another poll featuring some of the best side project releases from the core members of the band. 🤘
Trouble is an American doom metal band from Aurora, Illinois, formed in 1979. They are often considered one of the pioneers of doom metal, and have been referred to as one of the genre's "big four" alongside Candlemass, Pentagram and Saint Vitus. The band created a distinct style, taking influences of the British heavy metal bands Black Sabbath and Judas Priest, and psychedelic rock of the 1970s.
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Trouble's first two albums, Psalm 9 and The Skull, are cited as landmarks of doom metal. To date, they have released eight studio albums. Although never officially disbanded, they went inactive after original singer Eric Wagner left in 1997. He rejoined in 2000 and left again eight years later; he was first replaced by Kory Clarke and then by current vocalist Kyle Thomas, who had also filled in for Wagner during his initial absence from Trouble. Wagner died in 2021.
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Rob talks with Eric Wagner on their tour stop in Arlington, TX on 8/6/21. Eric passed on August 22, 2021, this great interview was recorded only 16 days earlier...
Core members include Wagner, guitarists Rick Wartell and Bruce Franklin, and drummer Jeff Olson. Early lyrics had a spiritual nature; Metal Blade Records initially marketed Trouble as "white metal" (in contrast to the rising black metal movement) in the 1980s.
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#what's your favorite trouble studio album?#@music-addiction-disorder#polls#trouble#part one#the trouble studio albums#s/t - psalm 9#1984#the skull#1985#run to the light#1987#s/t#1989#manic frustration#1992#plastic greenhead#1995#simple mind condition#2007#the distortion field#2013#white metal#heavy metal#doom metal#aurora#illinois#u.s.a.#Spotify#Youtube
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𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐞 𝟏𝟔𝐭𝐡 𝟏𝟗𝟗𝟐 #𝐓𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐛𝐮𝐦 “𝐌𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐜 𝐅𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧” #𝐅𝐞𝐚𝐫 #𝐑𝐚𝐢𝐧 #𝐓𝐫𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐝𝐲𝐌𝐚𝐧 #𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐲𝐌𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐥
𝐃𝐢𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰...
𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐛𝐮𝐦 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐚 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐲𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐚 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫-𝐩𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐝, 𝐩𝐬𝐲𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐜 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝; 𝐚𝐬 𝐨𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫, 𝐝𝐨𝐨𝐦 𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐥 𝐬𝐭𝐲𝐥𝐞 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐛𝐮𝐦𝐬
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destiny (complimentary) (derogatory)
#the heart killers#thkedit#bison x fadel#fadelstyle#khaotung thanawat#joong archen#bledit#bl drama#bl series#thai bl#thai drama#thaidrama#boyslovesource#asianlgbtqdramas#asiandramasource#asiandramaedit#asiandramanet#y'all i love them soo much glsls#bison's manic pixie dream boy energy#vs fadel's barely contained frustration and disdain#my gifs
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Anyone else with bipolar have issues with understimulation?
We talk about being overwhelmed and stressed out easily. But at night, when I finally get to my hard earned sleep, I find myself... at a loss? I can't deal without external sounds, etc.
Being bored and having to be still just gets to me. It really comes down to balance and it's impossible to maintain it...
#frustrated#bipolar disorder#actuallybipolar#manic depression#actually bipolar#actually mentally ill#manic depressive#actually manic#bipolar mania#bipolar 1#bipolar 2#bipolar ii#bipolar depression
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Sloppy nurse Ace Frehley render wish I knew how to divide my time better I think it would’ve looked a lot better if I hadn’t done it all in one sitting :(
I DONT KNOW HOW THE COLORS STOPPED IN QUALITY OR WHY THEY ARE HOLOGRAPHIC LOOKING
#i’m cooked#im so cooked#manic depression is a frustrating mess#more nurse costumes#kiss band#kissblr#Ace Frehley#is this loss#kiss fanart#cursed fanart#brother ewwww
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Dog motif
// I Wanna Be Your Dog - The Stooges // It Hurts And I'm Lonely - Nichole Rae Klein (Instagram: @rae_klein) // Love Dog - TV on the Radio // dog thoughts - Anna Haifisch (@anna_haifisch on twitter) // // Damn Dog - Manic Street Preachers // illustration by @mischievousdog based on the comic strip: The Angriest Dog in the World - David Lynch // Knives Out - Radiohead // Grotto - Kat Lyons // Golden Age - Ethel Cain (@mothercain) // The Dog - Francisco Goya //
#yearning frustration devotion agression being pitied ect#god SORRY#dog motif#mepost#web weaving#parallels#ethel cain#radiohead#rh#manic street preachers#tv on the radio#the stooges
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eddie moves to texas, leaving buck in la, but crucially does not tell chris, just says he’ll see him soon. chris and eddie spend time together, are doing okay, chris wants to know how long a time off bobby gave his dad to visit texas, eddie informs chris that he actually lives here now and thinks chris will like his new room. chris is horrified because he never wanted to stay in texas. a call back to eddie quitting the 118, ‘i thought that’s what you wanted/i never said that” and chris is like well what now i don’t want to live in texas i want to go home, where’s buck? and eddie is once again tortured by the idea that he’s doing everything wrong because he uprooted his life, chris’s life, bucks life, and none of them wanted it. chris tells eddie to call buck immediately and eddie does and then we cut to bucks loft, where he’s sitting on eddies old couch with red eyes, raises the ringing phone, glances at the name, and then silences it and puts it back down, raises a beer and drinks in silence, shot exactly like the post-breakup scene but without eddie.
#buddie#divorce round 3#I am ready for the angst#queue bucks realization#eddie so badly needs to get in contact with buck#Buck doesn’t want to talk to Eddie because he just got left behind again#and it stings#and his sister is missing#and he’s left his manic baking era#for his depressed girl era#and he gets 45 tattoos in a week#especially on his thighs#please give him ostarks thigh tats#and then buck is going out on the town#let buck fuck#and he’s wearing his tiny running shorts and flirting with randos to ignore the eddie eddie eddie eddie in his head#and meanwhile eddie is fighting with his parents who want him to stay#but Chris wants to go#but eddie is already subletting their house#and buck won’t answer#he hasn’t even texted eddie back#and chris tries to find buck on find my friends but his location is off now#and now eddie is frustrated because what the fuck buck#and he’s pissed at buck for not picking up and leaves an annoyed voicemail#apologizing but also telling him to call him back because I know you’re upset but this is ridiculous buck we don’t do this#and then it turns out that buck was hit by a car leaving#and his phone was crushed which is why his location isn’t working#and nobody calls eddie because he left#but Denny texts Chris that he hopes buck will be okay#and chris is like????
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oops! all wips
#dndads#1st img is morgan . tried to solidify the type of person that would marry glenn & jodie and its like#manic pixie dream girl meets wife under bedsheets. fun loving carefree extremely irresponsible i imagine shes as much a bad mom as glenn is#a bad dad#close family dinner for each day of the week#i imagine its very depressing cool for kids sad for adult/college life meals#i had like a pmv/animatic of tmbg erase to nicks everything but ill never finish it sadge!#comic in the middle i was gonna do like a immediately after the final where willys defeated and schools out for summer norm and scary run#into eachother while theyre walking home#and scary would ask whats wrong and normal would be like#well knowing that the entire world ended because of me has been sort of weighing#on me yeah“ and then scary would go ”normal...do you wish that *was* the reason?“ which would lead normal getting dumbstuck cuz she hits#the nail on the hammer. and then hes incredibly defensive and hes like uh b buh NO !!! MAYBE !!! and scary would share her experience#but itd make normal more resentful cuz hed be like well it all worked out for you in the end with you and your dad and you mom who all love#you. and then scary would get irked and start to call him out but then now that the bottles been uncorked his resentment would start#spilling out.#“you burned my house down! i thought it was *my* family that had the connection with the doodler ! but why- when- ”#and normal would be so frustrated and he couldnt get his words out and hed refuse to look at scary while she looks at him w/ the hardest#look of conflicted sympathy and pain#and all she could say would be stop comparing yourself to me and shed mean that in the most compassionate way possible and norm would just#be like i know#and then the bus would come and scary would have to go but shed look back and then be like “am i still coming over saturday to play#and him busy crying would just give a thumbs up#god now that i write this out maybe i will draw it i have a little bit of time left why not#to me i think scarys someone normal would have the easiest time being mean to#one because of his latent misogyny and this like unconscious superciliousness he holds towards her yet shes the one receiving the#validation he sorely craves and knowing if theres anyone he could talk to and whos understand what hes going through its her so though he#isnt able to be emotionally vulnerable or engage in a deeper level but he does feel comfortable enough to lash out at her#last pic is if nick woke up post doodlerized and found himself on cassandras couch (where the teens placed him) and shes there to greet him
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I have no method of expressing myself properly
Feels like i will explode
#like i have this INSANE surge of emotion from seeing fave artist post#BUT ALSO IM REALLY FRUSTRATED AND !!!!!#just UPSET!!!???#its fucking weird im like battling really manic excitement and happiness whilst feeling like fucking garbage too#ugh.
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creds to the owner?? creds to the owner??? girl what the hell is that supposed to mean you’re not giving credit if you aren’t saying their name
i see this way too often. just make your own girl blogger memes they really aren’t that hard to come up with, idiot
#god#fucking frustrates me#girlblogging#coquette#this is a girlblog#pink aesthetic#cute#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girlhood#manic pixie dream girl#female hysteria
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y'all...it is impossible for me to quantify how much i am missing writing for hiromi 😭
Like, i aint down bad. It's Groundhog Day yall. Im a groundhog. Im BillMurray. I dug myself in deep and this is just my life now, ad infinitum
Just a brutal cycle of: Wake up, realise hes not in my bed, have a lil cry/wish fulfillment sequence over that, eke out a couple hundred words for a heavy fic, fix a snack, have more random thoughts about Hiro (today it was I wonder which pokemon starter he'd go for), sigh some more, get other stuff done, back to bed to be plagued by dreams of him i cant remember. Repeat
Someone remind me what colour the sky is supposed to be? Haha
#higuruma hiromi#sandsorghum#its manic hours#i wish i loved exercisng 0.2% as much i love this frustrated hooknosed bathtub man#what a productive existence id be having then#how the lines blur between love and obsession#alexa play bittersweet symphony by the verve lel#helpppp im in love
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i see poor things as the anti-'born sexy yesterday' movie, if that makes sense
#like she was born sexy yesterday but she takes full control of her life and sexuality#another movie might have turned her into a manic pixie dream girl for the men around her#mark ruffalo's character main frustration with her is that she isn't one like he expected her to be
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[I am. trembling with anger. Oh my fucking god.]
#dont. dont ask a fucking bpd person if theyre manic just because they dont want to do something or seem irritable/frustrated. ohmyfuckingfuc#im going to. strangle someone.#modposts
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me, looking at this chapter sternly: IF I HAVE TO WRITE YOU ONE MORE TIME I STG JEFFERY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the chapter:
#this is the worst#FOUR#FOUR TIMES I have started over#WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU JEFFERY WHY#XD#asdlfkjadslkfjalsdkjaoweihgpaoiwehg#*manical laughter*#galaxy's writing#writing#the chapter's name is not jeffery btw#it was just the first name that came to mind when i was exclaiming in frustration
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Hey all! So, I have a question that I’ve been thinking about for a while, and I wanted all of y’all’s opinion on it.
So, I have multiple, multiple WIP fics that I’ve never, ever published. Some of them are halfway through, while others are closer to the beginning than the end. I’ve never been a fan of posting WIP fics since there’s always a pressure I put on myself to finish them, but I know that once I stop writing a WIP, it will never be finished. Literally, I have never finished a WIP I abandoned (and yes, I’m starting to think my Bowuigi fic is going to go into that category, I’m sorry to all who enjoy it.)
Anyway. What I wanted to know is if anyone would be interested in reading a fic they know won’t ever be finished. Because I’ll read these WIPs sometimes and I honestly really enjoy them! Even if I never read the ending, I enjoyed the process of reading them, especially since I have the vague knowledge of where I wanted to go with it. I want to share these fics with the world, but I’m afraid that people will be disappointed or off put by the fact that they’re unfinished and likely will always remain that way.
So! I wanted to ask, in a more general, non-specific to any particular fandom way. Would you ever be interested in reading a fic you knew was never going to be finished? Would it be better if you had a synopsis of the rest of the story that would never be finished, kind of like a “after the events here, Character A and B got into a huge fight that made them both cry. Then they ran off and talked to their friends. Then—“ so on and so forth, but better written than that. Just a taciturn telling of the events so you know where it was supposed to go, even if it’s not written. I also want to know if you would prefer it if the fic writer (me in this case) kept it separate from their usual fics, perhaps in a new account.
I’m just curious, so I’ll put a poll. It’s not necessarily about my writing specifically, but just in general.
Without further ado…
Anyway, just let me know! I really like some of my abandoned WIP works and really like the writing, but I just… I just can’t find it in myself to continue. I don’t know why, I just get a block and for me, it’s impossible to overcome it. None of those posts about how to overcome writer’s block work for me, and at this point I’ve come to not worry myself over abandoning fics. I write for fun, and if writing just becomes stressful and unenjoyable, I prefer to leave it than stress. But I still love the WIPs I wrote and want to share them, even if they’ll never be finished.
(Also, I do know that ultimately this is my decision and I can post whatever I want. I more just want to know what all of y’all think about this. I write for me, but I post for others, and I want to know what others would want to see in this case. If that makes sense.)
#My WIPs are from multiple fandoms which is why I’m not specifying that here#And there is technically the possibility of me continuing them one day??#But it’s very very unlikely#Since I will TRY to continue them and I just… can’t#I have two modes as a writer: write 300+K words in a month and a half in a manic drive to write#Or get partway through a fic; grow bored/stuck; and never write for that fic again#It’s honestly a very frustrating trait of mine but eh
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really just feels like the last four years of my life have been in pretty permanent stagnation, everything’s temporary and transitional, and i’ve been trying to fix it, but every time i do, something happens to make it worse
#the universe doesn’t want me to have a stable life apparently#i say four years it’s been my fucking whole life with the universe kicking my ass#but i was stable for a long time but then 2020 reset everything#i think i slipped through the cracks and it was like ‘oh shit haven’t fucked with gwen in a while’#then boom!#and now i’m here and it’s bullshit#man i remember when i used to have friends and i wasn’t actually for real stared at in the supermarket for being disabled#i remember when i wasn’t even disabled#like my mental health was actually good and things were better than they are now#i say ‘better’ bc in a lot of ways i had to have my brain rewired by trauma to get to where i am now#in general#not like now now#because ya know recovering from a manic episode and not in the best shape in this current moment#keep getting frustrated and it’s like bruh you were literally manic not even a full month ago#you’re still not fully recovered#trying to get better at being gentle with myself but it’s tough bc i’m not used to it#which is such a sad statement holy shit#trying not to say ‘i wanna kms’ over every tiny thing#bc triggering and bad#trying to just live in the moment and just ‘be’#which is difficult when i’m almost constantly in pain in some way but fuck it we ball#< my new catchphrase?
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