#man this shit sucks
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open tumblr for the first time in a while
see queer discourse
back to fedi!
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Having depression is so weird cause like, I'll be feeling fine and doing fine but at the end of the day I still just crash and end up stewing in my shit and just how unlovable I feel whehwhhwhw it's hard feeling like no matter what I do, finding someone who'd really be there for me or stick with me through my rough moments feels pretty impossible.
#wolvenwhispers#vent#mlm yearning#I feel like my brain is wired on a different frequency to everyone else#I'm far too much like ''myself'' to be deserving of anything from anyone else#always the provider the one who messages first#always genuinely feels surprised when getting compliments#man this shit sucks
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Yeah I'm horny but also so hopelessly romantic that I used to change around last names with my crushes in my head
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applying for universities for the second time is utterly humiliating
#if hell is real then THIS is what it is#man this shit sucks#девки я на грани я уже устала рыдать это реально невыносимо#в этом году мне еще хуже чем в прошлом хотя КАЗАЛОСЬ БЫ#кажется подаю в пед девочки :)))))))))) вот бы на меня метеорит упал знаете
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#sad boy stuff#i think its time for me to finally admit to myself that i have a drinking problem...#this was a bad one.#i forgot to close and lock the door#i dont remember going to bed#my phone was plugged in but turned off so my alarm didnt go off this morning#i woke up 7 minutes before i needed to leave for work so i couldnt shower or properly gauge my physical state#managed to leave only 4 minutes late which is incredible#but im so fucking hungover i would say im still drunk#so i should NOT have been driving#definitely have mild alcohol poisoning#didnt puke but i feel like i need to. its comin out the other end tho sorry tmi#the absolute worst headache. i can't think properly#got to work. did the morning routine fine but at this point im now awake awake and realize im very unwell#chills. spins. nausea. Definitely some poisoning.#left after an hour#i feel stupid and ashamed and so very very sick#i dont know what to do. i definitely have a problem#and its not as simple as just not buying any more alcohol. i lack the self control#man this shit sucks#simi speaks#alcohol
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rock the house - gorillaz
seasons of love b - rent obc
bro hymn (live) - pennywise
i don't dance - high school musical 2 ost
bad romance - lady gaga
ask meme
#radio feedback#ask meme#rvtcore#man this shit sucks#makes me look so fruity two musicals and gaga mannn
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Once I stop being a depressed sack of shit I'll be fucking unstoppable
#sunny speaks#i have so many ideas bouncing around in my head#that i can't see to completion because my brain hates me#and doesn't want to work#brain fog fucking sucks#adhd doesn't help me either tbh#i swear i seem so much stupider than i already am#because#as previously stated#my brain doesn't want to fucking work#and i wanna draw#but i have no drive to#and despite having inspiration#and fandoms i wanna make fanart for#i just Can't Do It#idk i don't even have the energy to game anymore#which is like#how depressed do you have to be#that you can't even play fucking video games#man this shit sucks#i need to see a psychologist fr#vent
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Yes, Greece still exists, we didn't all die 2000 years ago. Yes, people speak Greek. You people are so fucking stupid for real. So many of you claim to love ancient shit but can't even acknowledge the actual living culture of the people whose mythology and classics you romanticize. You keep leaving annoying comments about how you just forget Greek people still exist, thinking you're being quirky because you love ancient stuff soooo much that you forgot about the people it came from. You think about it so little you don't even realize that an actual Greek person has to read this shit, making it clear how little you actually care about the culture beyond the romanticized (and westernized) mythology. Don't claim you love Greece, don't use our mythology anymore if you can't acknowledge that we're still around without making it about how little you think about us. It's mind boggling that you'd think a Greek person would read this and think you're anything but obnoxious. Explode.
#this post is edited because you're all annoying. maybe I'll turn it back someday#it sucks that people can't even be normal about a funny family story once the fact that we're greek comes into the fold#suddenly its all about blorbofied mythology shit and idiots saying ''GREECE IS REAL???? 🤯🤯🤯🤯'' yeah percy j*ckson didnt make it up#maybe it would be less annoying if they weren't all saying it like I'd think it's funny that they don't know we exist instead of like#disturbing on a personal level. like what the fuck#man if you can't acknowledge we exist in real life just name your oc Icarus something else idgaf#so yeah explode. Skase. Voulos'to. Valto mesa sto katamalakismeno mouni tis mana's sou. Psophise. etc.
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In my jaded era sorry
#distant citrus sounds#man this shit sucks#new rule im not putting any energy into anyone who's not putting in the same ever again i cant keep fucking doing this
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Hot 4am take but I feel like if we want to get people more interested in making their yards a more habitable space for wildlife like insects, we have to acknowledge that ‘Don’t want bugs in your house’ is still a 100% fair and valid point of view. ‘Loves nature’ and ‘doesn’t want roaches spiders and mosquitoes in the house’ aren’t opposites.
And with that in mind, when we propose to people that spraying pesticides around houses is Not A Good Idea, Actually, I feel like we need to give an alternative asides from ‘deal with it.’
#solarpunk#anti pesticides#ani rambles#this is coming from personal opinion at 4am keep that in mind but like#I’m scared of roaches. i’m fine with them outside though#my parents dont like roaches and for good reason. they spray Ortho Home Defense along the veeery edge of the concrete by the doors to#keep roaches and shit from coming in because yknow. Florida.#if I tell them ‘hey actually we shouldn’t spray pesticides inside (ie raid spray) or outside (ie home defense)#theyre gonna ask wtf to do instead to prevent roaches#and if I tell them ‘nothing suck it up buttercup’ they’re gonna laugh and then double down on the sprays#we gotta have an alternative ready and honestly maybe I’m not looking in the right places but I genuinely don’t know of any#like one online friend told me leaving brush piles around the yard decreased the amount of bugs trying to come in but like#thats one person. anecdotal. and I haven’t seen anything online confirming that as a thing (yet)#idk man I’m going to bed.#might delete later#house pest saga
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Indie ttrpg designers
We seem to be back in the “dnd sucks why don’t you just play Other Games (yours)” and I have a single question for you in return
Do I get to roll a d20?
Because I like the d20
That shape pleases me
I do not wish to roll a random amount of d6s or d8s or any of them other fuckers
I wish to roll the d20 because icosahedrons please me
I will also accept d12 but the other shapes all have less mouthfeel so if that’s what your game’s based on, it is not for me
I’d also prefer more than four stats but I’m not gonna lie it is the shape of the math rocks so like
Rec your d20 based indie ttrpgs friends cuz every single one I’ve opened is them little cube fuckers or the double pyramid and I Require Round
#ttrpg#dnd#so many people so close to super good points about the problems with dnd#and then they go ‘and as an indie designer you should just play Other Games (mine)’#and like. it’s a good point. it also very clearly underlines that you’re marketing via negativity and i’d actually really rather just hear#how good your game is? complaining is not an access point to my wallet#for real tho rec list this shit#indie ttrpg#i have Math Rock Requirements and also i hate d10s for no discernable reason#i don’t like the rest as much but d10s man. i just. i hate em#they are Bad Shape#skinny tutu bitches#not even good for caltrops#xoxo fuck you d10s#i get the math for probability and shit is easier on smaller dice but have you considered:#d20 shape good#and also d20 easily maths into 100 for percent calculations#which is why it’s weird i hate d10s they’re the only other dice that don’t Fucking Suck to calculate percents from#i know a 13 on a d20 is 65% bad#the fuck is a 5 on a d8#(it’s 62.5 but that’s my point fuck decimals)
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I do not accept Oscar being evil.
@somerandomdudelmao He can't be. He just got new brain cells
#somerandomdudelmao#marble sky#marble sky comic#Oscar#eclipse#He just realized so shit#he total had a mini breakdown in the spam of a second#he a man with a plan#Also I think I made him look like Casey...#Tapa inspired me#marble sky fanart#I know the quality suck...#animatic#and its a rough animation#I forgot to add the last 2 tags
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ponyfies your superhero show 🐎🌟
#invincible#invincible show#my little pony#my little pony crossover#mlp au#my little pony friendship is invincible#invincible au#invincible fanart#mark grayson#omniman#omni man#nolan grayson#debbie grayson#atom eve#samatha eve wilkins#crismakesstuff#i think soooo much about them#pls notice the red streak I gave nolan in his mane/tail#yes I pulled inspo from king sombra for nolan hehe#his eyes get a similar mist whe he uses dark magic#i like to think filly mark cuddled up a lot against his dad and that nolan just would cover him with his wing#mark the fluffy boy just like his dad c:#eve is on like twilight sparkle and starlight glimmer shit#had to give eve the traditional unicorn features they fit her so so much#mark became an alicorn is like his l getting his powers he was just a pegasus before#he’s struggling sm w his magic#idk what pony names I’d give them tho i suck at that
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It has come to my attention that people who haven't read the comics don't realise Wallace was the one who harassed scott into being his friend. Like he saw that nerd at uni and went oh yeah that's my guy now. This bitch would not shut up and showed up at his house uninvited to hang out till scott gave in and befriended him, then they got suuuper drunk and scott let him crash at his. He comes to family dinners, is best friends with his sister, and chats to his mum.
He despises envy more than anything and is furious when she tries to mess with his life again and scott gets hurt, so he cooks him breakfast and comforts him. He coaches scott in fighting and helps with strategies so he doesn't get his ass kicked. He bullies him to leave the house because there's a heatwave and he wants to make sure he doesn't get heatstroke. Like they're close enough Wallace walks around in his underwear (though scott whines about it).
I've seen people assume Wallace supports scott out of pity but that man is a bitch and morally questionable (affectionate), I do not think he would put up with it at all if he didn't want him around, especially given he can barely afford to support them both. When they stop living together he doesn't just kick him out it's because their landlord kicks them out, he actively enchorages scott to move in with Ramona out of care for him and offers to stay with him if he needs it, though ends up signing a lease with his boyfriend (in his defence scott didn't ask for him to stay and decided to try make things work with Ramona) but still let's him stay at the new apartment with them when Ramona kicks him out.
Yeah he's mean to scott sometimes and makes fun of him/is brutally honest but he basically became part of Scott's family and part of that is calling people out when they're being a total jackass and teasing them, he's that kinda guy and scott knows that he doesn't actually hate him or something. Yeah scott will do puppy dog eyes if he wants something but wallace is frequently nice to him on his own initiative and scotts not a suck up to Wallace, he can be a bitch right back at him.
They're a really important part of each other's lives. though I can understand people not familiar with the characters who watched the show thinking Wallace doesn't care about scott being gone, literally all the characters reacted super casually. Bryan has tried to clarify his way of trying to cope is him "being a jerk"/disconnecting/acting apathetic. Also in the show o'malley basically confirms Wallace had feelings for scott and that was why he had the affair with Todd and you can quote him on that, aswell as scott admitting how they became roomates was "somewhat gay" in the comics, so there's definitely some weird more than friends emotional mess tied in there.
comic panels i reference under the cut
TLDR wallace lives with him because he cares about him, whether you read that as still somewhat romantic or now platonic, with either interpretations fitting better with different versions of the story
#scott pilgrim#this comic means a lot to me if you cant tell#it made me less scared of growing up reading it for the first time in middle school and countless times since#because it makes it clear that yes scott starts off as an immature selfish self centered asshole#it is made very clear and if the reader still idolises him imo it is 100% on them and a reflection of them as a person#but the comics give him the time and care to give him real character development and shows him realising all the shitty things he's done#he learns from and owns up to and faces his mistakes and in turn matures as a person#and I know mid 20's isn't old but to 13 yr old me I was supposed to have my shit together by 18 man#so seeing him be shitty and fail as an adult and still become a better person meant I wasn't doomed if I messed up#also that relationships suck sometimes and thats ok#you can fix it or move on#anyway#ig this includes scollace ?#scollace#wallace wells
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An almost Valentine
#gordon freeman#barney calhoun#freehoun#half life#half life 2#ponderingradioactivedecay#idoindeeddraw#damn near missed valentines day#i fuckign didnt realize it was today until the day was more than half way over smhhhhh#had to rush this shit out man lmao#i missed a whoel ass event for today as well so i gotta make it tmr and post it late which mega sucks..#so damn bad at remembering dates bruh major skill issue on my part
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