#makes my skin crawl a little

[nebulousmedic]

Were you in the fandom long enough to witness spy x scout before it was revealed that spy is scouts dad? Bc bro it was fucking awful once it was revealed 💀

I have only joined in... damn September last year? So not really, BUT I have seen some fics and art from that era, both before I joined the fandom (so back in the 2010s when I was a teen) and now cause I was curious about the older fanart and fics, and it's like.... damn thats unfortunate lmao I'm v sorry to those people.

Like imagine not being able to enjoy your ship anymore bc hey it turns out these characters are related? Not to mention the dumb fans that WILL attack you bc "you made X its problematic!!1!1" even though theyre not seeing it within the context of X thing being done before something about it was revealed. AND even if you make an AU for it, people will still think you're weird.

and also IT SEEMED LIKE A FUN SHIP???? I will never enjoy any of /that/ stuff, much less condone it, but like viewing it from the pre-reveal context, it looked like a fun dynamic.

[arowitharrows]

"everything is either about love or the absence of love" what an incredibly boring and one dimensional way to view the world and all it's complex and endless mechanisms. Also I do not trust you.

[labotor]

"I'll keep your secret, DiMA."

[heich0e]

not to get on some freak shit rn but i can't stop thinking abt a big and unspeakably terrible man saying "oh, poor thing" in the least sincerely sympathetic way possible

[nico-di-genova]

And what if…I changed my pronouns to he/him for a little while? Just to see…just to test it out?

🥺

👉👈

[northstarscowboyhat]

Just saw some very upsetting artwork. Need to do a Dadlo and Clover doodle sheet to heal, I think.

Anyways! Friendly reminder that if you ship Clover with Starlo, do not touch my artwork or come near me!

[lesbianralzarek]

re: isaac brooke's smile

people seem to hard disagree with me on whether or not isaac's smile is cute. not only do i think its unnerving, i think that its a crucial aspect of isaac. in the first club auspex (which, btw, i was combing through for pictures of alex smiling and both him and aabria are v cute there), alex said that he likes vampires because they "look human but are the farthest thing from it". compare alex's regular, non-vampiric, smile to isaac's

isaac is a predator wearing the skin of his prey. full stop. in his solo scene, he smiles a lot less when its just michael and angela, because they know its 80% a performance. as a tzimisce, he has to work overtime to make other kindred comfortable around him. he looks like he googled "normal smiles for non-threatening people" and practiced them in the mirror

outside of labn and nybn, alex is a creature actor in the horror genre. there is no fucking way that the massive difference between his regular smile and isaac's isnt on purpose

[nguyenfinity]

[slams this on the table] HAPPY MOTHERS’ DAY

Extra:

[whohasfourthumbsand]

sobdo you like, gove the best hugs?

four arms...

+ Not big on physical contact, but the arms are warm, and I've been told they're a "comforting amount of weight". So, yes? Hypothetically?

+ If there was a way to scientifically quantify hug quality, I'd test that.

[we-be-me]

Needles babygirl ily so much don’t let the 999 operator get you down you’re so scary and cool

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

me waiting for my writer’s block to fuck off and leave me alone so i can finish this chapter:

[lintwriting]

some of y’all are so weak when it comes to being horny. excuse me if you think that nobody can be into a milf young man pretending to be an old man with the prudiness of a fine young mistress, excuse me if you think the only way men can be attractive is if they’re peak gender role—muscled and abbed for days. what, you think I’m pretending to want to IMPREGNATE Shizun???? you think only a man designed to be a male power fantasy harem protagonist can be fuckable? stop projecting

don’t get me started on those who make Shen yuans prior self unimaginably pretty. fashionable clothing with tasteful glasses and a beautiful two block haircut and an ulzzang face.

don’t talk to me until you’ve thirsted imagining a horribly ugly incel Shen Yuan with a NON trendy short buzz cut that makes his fucking hair spiky thanks to how asian hair texture works, a weak chin, those terrible thin rectangle glasses that most real life nerds seem to land on, and an anime shirt ugly jacket combo that I saw everywhere growing up in a Asian American high school.

the algorithm brainrot has gotten to you if you can’t imagine old Shen Yuan that way, tbh. Mans was a lying flat syndrome hikkikimori neet aka an incel aka likely not the most interested in the extremely niche beauty standards that the algorithm pushes onto you, and trust me I’ve seen my share of Asian dudes that look like how I’ve described. God, I go on here and I feel like I’m TOO weird and freaky for thinking that Asian guys don’t gotta look like Pinterest boys to be beautiful.

[ilostyou]

sometimes i wonder how far i'd be willing to go to make myself into someone who is. lovable

[angelstrawbabie420]

it’s so weird i’ve been a loner my whole life i need alone time or i will go crazy even if it’s people i love. i had zero problem growing away from people during covid like if anything that specific part of it was a relief to me. but lately i’ve felt this loneliness i never ever have before and it is actually tearing me apart

[milkywayes]

i’m such a synthesis hater. on my first playthrough I was very stressed and confused and walked into the synthesis beam by accident - don’t ask - and i will never forget the visceral discomfort i felt when the green eye thing happened. i force quit the game and tried again.

[emulation-0]

it seems people are already upset that tsumiki is not nice anymore, sorry you dont know her like i do