#makes me feel so many things🥹
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aestherin · 2 years ago
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Scara MA BESTIE!!!!! I think, there is such saying something like "if you truly love someone let them go"? I think? And Scara he truly cares for Name and her wellbeing... so he let her go
What a good friend where can I find such friend irl??? Scara you deserve to be loved too. Hope you will find your s/o in this smau like some post-smau scene you know, like they meet after some time, like Name, Ayato, Name's besties and Ayato's friends idk celebrate something??? New Year? Wedding??? And he'll be there with his s/o
Nah Scara, ya is not coward, I would do the same, i think... cause I'm too shy ahaha. And I think, sorry Ayato, but you deserved that punch (I would punch you too). And punch in face too... Im a lawyer and against violence, but if Ayato wasn't so passive, he and Name wouldn't end up like this. (Yeah, maybe Name also was kinda passive too?, but I understand her like literally, why all hate was toward her? Not Ayato??? (Well her fans are more like chill and kind people i guess, they did not pick a fight) If I was Name, I would do the same lock myself at home and listen to music... oh oh and also watch Agatha Cristie's Pairot).
Oh oh oh and I think Name will punch Ayato or at least slap him in his face in future, because...like...I feel it. Like he is kind of coward, because he liked Name from the beginning yet didn't tell her (yes, maybe it would be strange if practicaly stranger confessed love to you but like c'mon he could have told her sooner his real feelings). And also I have had a thought... what if Ayato payed newspaper to publish article? Like he was so calm...
Ri, sorry for ramblings, typos if there are any, and if at some point idea of my thoughts was lost!
YES YES YES AND YES😩
but i can assure u he didnt pay the paparazzi hehe (it really was all purely incidental but he saw an opportunity and went through with it HAHAHA)
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myokk · 2 months ago
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troll attack😳
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dayurno · 1 year ago
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this is somewhat of a vent post & something i said i would not do again but has been plaguing me enough that i think getting it out might feel better. so. has anydoggy else been. Baffled and upset by nora sakavic’s refusal to speak on how terribly aftg has treated its characters of color? with the author of the series coming back with a new book and starting up on her online activity again, and questions of what she’d change about aftg bubbling up, it’s particularly glaring to me that we are all playing this very long game of pretend where we ignore how badly the non-white cast has been treated & her lack of thoughts on it
and i understand not wanting to bring up nicky and thea because people pick on her for it. i’m not trying to discredit nora sakavic’s terrible history of getting harrassed online by aftg fans. but i think it is very cynical, and it is very juvenile, and most of all very cruel, that she gets to ignore the very real ways the books have set up these characters to be hated. i think it’s obvious why the characters who get the most hate are the only canonical characters of color, and i think we do not get to treat this like a deliberate decision on the fandom’s part when the books have put these same characters in degrading and embarrassing and terrible positions in the first place. aftg is not a story about nice characters with clean pasts, but there is a very specific nastiness to the only characters of color being a brown man who sexually harasses and later assaults the main character, a black woman whose only scene is her lashing out at her love interest after being ignored for the first two books, and the japanese villain who gets maybe two lines of complexity before he goes back to being a terrible person. the white cast, in comparison, while not at all free from flaws, are never shown to commit mindless evil; all of their actions are ultimately justified. the book goes out of its way to give them concession after concession. we know exactly who to side with, because aftg tells us who these people are. does nicky’s assault ever get addressed in the books? does riko’s reasoning to be the way that he is ever gets more than briefly aluded to? is thea reserved even a shred of humanity or grace in her one scene?
anyway. it’s been years of talking about this and the fandom has been constantly hostile to criticism in this regard, and more recently any criticism at all, and it’s Grating to be on the other side of this discussion. it’s exhausting to know that in ten years we do not get even an acknowledgment besides the author saying she will not answer questions about nicky and thea anymore. it’s upsetting and it’s ugly and i wish no one had to talk about this again, but we do because what i thought was common sense has been washed away by a sudden influx of no-nuance adoration for the trilogy. basically i hope we all explode
#this has been so upsetting to notice but 🥹whatever#there is a different kind of bitterness to thinking about how ten years have passed#and we are getting new content that changes and maybe even rectifies many of the ways we see and interact w aftg#and none of it not a bit of it addresses the racism#how it’s been ten years and the only thing we really get to show it is a book about a ship between two white men the fandom came up with#after seeing them be Suggested to interact in canon#i understand not wanting to hurt nora sakavics feelings by asking her about this#but imagine how tired we are. Imagine how tired we are#do you know how bad it feels to read through nicky’s worst moments in aftg#and know that he was written this way because he looks like me?#do you understand how exhausting it all is. can you imagine?#the fandom has been so quick to undo the criticism fans of colors have been making since day one#and for what. for what! my doves. for what?#have we come out of it any greater? have we done anything but lie to ourselves?#and anyway this is not some mindless pessimism#this is not me telling you that aftg is bad and you cant love it; cant have it mean anything to you#this is me saying that when we acknowledge these things it makes us better readers and better people#nora sakavic if you are reading this from whatever hellhole america you find yourself in#grabs you by the shoulders. This is not the end#this is not something to sit back and feel bad about#you have opened the floodgates of hell with tsc. kick the door in and release a revised version of aftg#there is a real material way for you to make this better. it is possible and it will not kill you#i would read a revised aftg. my mutuals would. many many many many fans would#making mistakes is not just a human right its a human inevitability#but we do not have to let ourselves get defined by them. We can do hard things#lets go of nora sakavics shoulders. anyway. where were we#aftg#txt#tsc
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goldennika · 11 months ago
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apologies in advance for the person i will become when txt’s minisode 3: tomorrow drops
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thedeadthree · 1 year ago
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-`. 𝖚𝖗𝖑 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖊 ❦
-ˋˏ .·:·. ⊱ indorilnerevarine ➵ THEDEADTHREE ⊰ .·:·. -ˋˏ
-`. baldur’s gate has my psyche and soul at the moment so in honor of that and the dearest (un)holy trinity i thought it would be cute to do a change as it’s been a bit!
-`. 𝖒𝖚𝖙𝖚𝖆𝖑𝖘 𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖜𝖊𝖑𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖗𝖊𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖌 𝖙��𝖎𝖘! ❦
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ofmermaidstories · 11 months ago
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prostrate in the sawdust of my enclosure staring up at the ceiling.
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adore-gregor · 2 months ago
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#exams did go fairly well#hopefully nothing worse than a B but i think an A is certainly possible in at least one of them#so hopefully 🥹🥹#i did study quite a bit not as much as i hoped for but a step up from my lack of effort the last few weeks#so hopefully i can get back to better routines now#i mean i do know probably many didn't study at all for these exams as they were not that serious#buuut if you want a good grade i feel like you have to at least i studied for like 2-3 days altough i would have liked to study for a week#also my schedule is just insane i think but then maybe it's just me idk#my time management is not the best but i still wonder how others would do with so many classes and extra activities#i have like 20 classes this semester + 2 exams i intend to take extra#i'm not attending all of them that wouldn't be possible and i'm not sure i can take all the exams but i'm happy if I manage like 17 or so#but like a normal amount is 10 classes a semester in my country but in reality most students don't take this many either#well i'm basically enrolled in two programms atm so there's that ig#but often i'm just wondering when i'm gonna study#i also play tennis a lot and competiting for my club (at a rec level)#and i'm training for this entrance exam for sports (i'm currently studying teaching with other subjects + English)#altough this is making me question if i'm fit for this everyday 🫠 i'm fairly good at 2 things ball sports and just like general athleticism#we also need to dance do gymnastics and swim i struggle with all of them#i'm not fast enough at swimming and my technique is bad i can't even do a cartwheel and a bad dancer 😭#the requirements are really high though i mean when i think of people i know from tennis or football no one would even get there closely#like i was the fastest at my former football club (and at every uni football course) and i might just barely cut it for sprinting#and i'm really quite athletic when playing tennis my opponents always notice and coordinated in sports as well#but somehow coordination for gymnastics is not the same?😅 how can i be so graceful playing tennis and most sports with balls but so clumsy#otherwise like doing a handstand... no balance 🥲#but anyways i also do like general fitness stuff going to the gym running a bit and trying to eat healthy#but my studying hours are very limited often tmrw i have uni from half 2 until 8pm in the evening and i have a preparation course for sports#before uni starts at half 10#i just really get the urge to drop everything sometimes 🥲 i also wanna see friends again more not just at uni and in the bus#i miss my semesters with 10 courses a week it was beautiful so much freedom and free time 🥹#uni was so enjoyable back then... don't get me wrong i enjoy most of my uni courses what i not enjoy is not having any time to myself
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chryblossomjjk · 1 year ago
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tumby isn’t tumbying like it used to
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gudakko · 10 months ago
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it's real loving my gf hours
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makkie-is-screaming · 1 year ago
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actually went really well with my friend :))
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fangirlwithasweettooth · 1 year ago
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sometimes i just gotta akfhjsxjsgjx🥹🥹🥴🥴🫠🫠🥰🥰🥹🥹sjgfkhskdhjahz bc oh my god my partners are so smart and pretty and wonderful and oh my god how did i get so lucky??? like what in the world did I do to deserve them 🥹
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peppermintmochafem · 2 months ago
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Heya mummy, just wanted to check in and see how you're doing? Sending lots of love, care your way! This puppy always wants to make sure you're okay. - 🇦🇺
awww 🥺 such a sweet pup. you make a good emotional support pet ❤️
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radio-4-is-static · 4 months ago
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KATATOKI Teaser | Yojiro Noda x J.I.D Listen to WONDER BOY'S AKUMU CLUB here !!
#katatoki#野田洋次郎#yojiro noda#j.i.d#wonder boy's akumu club#音楽#gif#my gifs#this may only be a teaser but we do indeed have a full version of katatoki now !!! >:)#i'd been looking forward to this collaboration for so long !#it's better than i could have ever expected#the transition between their verses is so smooth & when yojiro starts singing it's like i can feel all the tension leaving my body#which is interesting considering the loneliness at the center of the song#his voice is equal parts haunting yet breathtaking & really captures that lonely feeling#so good !! it's songs like this one which reaffirm how his voice is my fav to listen to#then we've got full hyper toy !!!!#holding out on us once again i see#when the trailer dropped with a smaller glimpse into hyper toy i was like oh?! but still not the entire scope !#such a banger !!! the build up! that effect that happens right at the end of the 1st verse!#ahhh it makes me want to dance more than any other song on the album#and i think it embodies a kind of love and determination present in so many of the songs#tbh i was a little worried when i saw the track list for the 1st time#bc so many of the titles contained words with negative connotations#denoting sadness & pain & real struggle#and yeah the songs do go all in on those things!#but there's a resounding truth & resilience to them as well#a love for life & music in the face of those hardships#it's really anchored me to the present & i'm not exaggerating when i say this release has made my entire year <3#also the photos/videos coming out from the solo show & afterparty are such a joy to behold 🥹#my heart is swelling with pride & happiness for him 💗
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romy350-romyakari · 4 months ago
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So I have my backlog of task already lined up.
But let's say a show I finally checked out trew a wrench on all that and I am picking more fanfics to read, and so many things got a bit all over the place.
It left me in shambles and I am picking so much stuff bc wow the fanworks but yeah. I underestimated the power of that show.
So thing are lining back to normal (my poor fanfic backlog tho... it was already long before that 🫡)
And Twisted Wonderland gave me emotional damage with Book 7 part 5. They are not done with me but boy I am sure I will never get over this mobile game either.
A couple of days have passed and I can say yeah almost back on track.
The little wonders of the detours but I had a good time at the end so that is good.
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milkbreadtoast · 5 months ago
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exactly this...🥹😭❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥
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Oh my god.......
#talk tag#(oomf is pendwelling btw)#“s class women are drawn so lovingly I've only seen yerim so far but i really agree... 🥹😭#(i got up to ep 12 last night)#they are drawn with so much love care and respect... unlike in sooo many male dominated action fantasy series i've seen...#it feels like such a bare minimum thing but seeing a teenage girl being drawn like an actually realistic teenage girl-#and treated like a human being.... i feel like i can breathe for once#instead of gritting my teeth in pain every time a woman is onscreen#like when i look at yusuke murata or hiroyuki imaishi's shit#or just like MOST anime + male male mangaka works#(ik those r jp but kr men are just as disgusting)#i dont like to assume authors genders but from what ive heard abt the misogyny in kr...#im like. 100% sure seri/biwan 작가님들 are women (and i heard the og novel author is also a woman)#ive been thinking this for a while but...#but it's really obvious that all these kr novels with male protags that i love like TWSB s classes etc are written by korean women...#my oomf told me s classes is... and i rly suspect TWSB is too. ofc again i dont like to speculate out of respect but... Yeah#I'm guessing the academy's undercover professor too...#(orv is confirmed to be written by a married couple)#i always thought this but protagonists like jung yeseo clearly feel like male protagonists written by women...-#not bc theyre feminine/'written like women' but bc theyre written like. normal people. who arent misogynists. and well.#TWSB and i was surprised to see it with AUP too are clearly feminist novels tho... both of them(def for twsb since im more familiar w it)-#make a point of showing women in positions of power at every opportunity and specifically the HIGHEST positions of power...#eg for twsb: emperor(empress) king(queen) and even God...#anyway im really proud of all these authors and they really deserve every bit of success#to circle back to the post: I LOVE BIWAN-NIM'S ART SOOO MUCH... SERI/BIWAN MY GOATS🥹😭#her shim cheong#my s class hunters#s class#s class liveblog
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adore-gregor · 1 year ago
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I feel so lucky
#even though i often rant to complain here#i never imagined my life to be this good as it is now 🥹#i have almost everything i ever wished for#i sometimes switch between this and feeling alone like no one gets me 😅#like sometimes i feel like i should be so grateful but also that doesn't mean everything is awesome#often i feel like no one sees my struggles from the people i'm close to#because everyone always thinks things are easy for me like when it comes to university or because i appear so happy#it feels lonely sometimes but anyways#like they don't know the expectations people especially my family have for me even tho they don't say it normally sometimes it comes through#anyways i do have a lot to be grateful#i never had such a good relationship with my parents 🥺 it's not perfect but it feels so much more normal like it should be#and i have so many friends and people i get on at uni and my sports it's amazing 🥹#i never thought that would be me it's like a dream :))) i struggled so much with anxiety#i was so scared to even speak to someone a few years ago 😅#it makes the experience so pleasant i also enjoy uni <3#(altough i still think of adding something to my major to give me more options but also i think i would like it)#my grades are good no worries of failing classes anymore atm (altough i will still worry 😂)#i even get great grades with minimal effort (though this one is only partly good as it encourages laziness haha)#and i found something i'm passionate about again i love tennis sm 🫶#when i play i'm so happy and it gives me drive to become rly good at it even though it's not like i wanna become pro or sth. haha#it would be too late for that anyway lol tho ofc it'd be great but i just enjoy the challenge and seeing progress it's so rewarding 😁#and tennis with friends >>#i also like football :) and it feels like the void ski jumping left behind is finally getting filled :')#like when gregor retired i kind of lost my love for the sport and yeah it's sad but i'm glad i have sth again 🥹#also the freedom i have i could never have imagined#i could just go on a little trip with friends if i wanted to and i talked about this with a friend and i got so excited abt it 🥺😍😍#to have the possibility to just travel when i want to :))#i earned some money from (mostly summer) jobs these last years and it's great#and i can just get myself whatever i want mostly (i don't want crazy things)#and my family is much better off i guess that doesn't hurt either
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