#make your own happy

[ganymedesclock]

I think cis people should also be their gender of choice. Like, if you're a man, you should get to really enjoy being a man- have fun with it! If you're a woman, take the parts of womanhood that really deeply make you happy. If being a little androgynous or ambiguous or hidden is the part that really makes you happy, you don't have to be trans for that. If you wanna lean really hard into being femme or masc- do it! You have one life in your body, do what makes you happy. Ditch the stuff you don't like.

My sinister queer agenda is I think that everyone should be the gender they like in the way they like it.

[alyhollywood]

Perfectly fitting considering that’s the day of my birthday.

A quiet one this year. Spent most of it alone. Mom came by didn’t get around to do presents but she split the giant strawberry pina colada smoothie bowl I made and been favoring lately with me( didn’t finish it it’s that filling and full of nutritional goodness) then went to my Dad and stepmums for a quiet dinner and gift opening and finished the day crashing at my besties apt accidentally I only meant to stop by and visit then walk home hah oops.

I baked my own gluten free vegan lemon bars to bring to dinner that evening. Stayed up most of the night making them but they came out delicious and were perfect. I’m not a cake person, I’m more a ice cream and pie or just about any other type of sweets person lol. I iced “ Happy 32nd Birthday Allana” on my lemon bars then dusted with some powdered sugar. Stuck 3 yellow and two pink candles in and called it a day. Hopefully my wish comes true I really would love it to and I don’t think it was asking for too much or anything unreasonable. Actually my wish is kinda sad to think I don’t have it in my life anymore and is lacking so significantly that I wished for it. It is what it is that’s just part of life in SoCal I guess.

Birthday gifts and celebration welcomed all of September.

I know since it falls on a holiday weekend more then most people forget or are busy with other plans so I always have tried to be accommodating and just let people do so if they feel like celebrating my existence at a time more convenient or able to do so during the month I think it’s fair and a reasonable thing to not get all upset over the actual day not usually being a thing or being most years kinda haphazardly disastrous. I mean at this point I’ve accepted that I will probably end up in sad tears once or more on the day and that’s just the way things go. This year was no different but that’s okay. My tiara arrived day of on time and that was all the sparkle I needed to get me through it.

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

getting older can be so amazing? you get more familiar with yourself. learn tips & tricks for troubleshooting your own brain. trial & error helps you build routines that minimize discomfort, maximize reward. your preferences/interests don't get set in stone, but you do find out which ones are going to stay with you in the long-term, and which ones are fun but transient joys to appreciate in the moment.

you learn that the world is so much more complex than you were taught, and that that's okay, and that there's an endless supply of things you can learn or watch or experience or think about if you want to. if you're lucky, you loosen up, stop putting so much pressure on yourself. if you're lucky, you learn to recognize that negative inner voice, and whack it with a baseball bat until it hushes up. if you're lucky, you learn to treat yourself gently, not because you are fragile but because you are worthy of gentleness. (i hope you are lucky.)

and some things will change. some things will get better. some things will get good. and maybe you start to recover from the dehumanizing stress of childhood/education. maybe you learn the power of your own autonomy. maybe you learn how to walk away from bad situations (which is a superpower even if you don't realize it yet). and you get to choose your own clothes. and your own food. and which relationships to pursue! and what you do with your free time. and with your life (but don't worry you get to choose that gradually). and that's crazy! and sometimes scary. and extraordinarily, indescribably precious.

[bigfootsmom]

please tell him he did a good job. just look at his face….tell him he gets a good grade in making a baby. it took him nine months he’s very proud.

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[skunkes]

[fandom-geek]

i think the thing that really gets me about pre-canon durge is their absolute sense of duty, and their utter isolation outside of the cult of bhaal.

most of the cultists seem eager to see durge upon their return, and one even says they were the first to feed him flesh. gortash tells them of an exhibition of a bhaalspawn's corpse and another bhaalspawn's creations and durge immediately plans to attack the hall of wonder to recover them. they then apparently entrust said bhaalspawn's corpse to sceleritas fel to "restore" through taxidermy. they deride orin for her artistry with corpses explicitly because "bhaal will never care" and because orin "[does] not understand lord bhaal".

even their infamous prayer for forgiveness is framed around their absolute submission to bhaal's plans, and the crime that requires forgiveness? admiring his rival's chosen. that's one line, and the next three paragraphs are swearing to carry out his plan exactly as they've been told to, all for his forgiveness.

hell, even their room reinforces this. orin has barely touched the place aside from installing her mother's corpse and her manifesto - and that is some of the only decoration. what was it before orin, an empty room with skulls, a bed, a desk, some chests and a wardrobe?

the durge didn't have any semblance of a life outside of bhaal, aside from gortash. and is it any surprise? the only other hint they ever had a life outside of the cult is the flashback of kid durge murdering their adopted family, all thanks to their father's urging.

bhaal even tries to force them back into isolation after they've been tadpoled by forcing them to kill alfira, and then trying to force a durge who resists him to kill their lover. if they continue resisting, bhaal kills them. bhaal will not allow them to have a life outside of him and, if it weren't for jergal, he would've succeeded.

[randomalistic]

Wait you guys are actually buying Disney products I thought it was a joke

(READ TAGS FOR FULL CONTEXT Sorry it’s long dies

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

At rest, your lungs wish to deflate, and your ribcage expands outwards.

[wybienova]

D.I.Y.

[koujaaku]

FenHawke baby ❤️

[faunandfloraas]

Happy Birthday @chanquokka I hope you have a great day

[flintbian]

There's a disabled angel in good omens 🥺

[i-dreamed-i-had-a-son]

jon val jon or something

[bowlifecomics]

I’m sorry I couldn’t just leave this in the notes

(A reblog of this)

[aromantic-diaries]

Sure, anyone can say aromantic people are broken but I can absolutely pull an uno reverse card and point out just how fucking broken you have to be that you don't feel complete or whole unless you have a significant other. People will say shit like "my other half" and how two people "complete eachother" and I'M the one who's broken. Brother I am whole. Skill issue on your part

[chrisbangz]

happy birthday chris ♡ insp.• insp.