#made my dog fucking terrified and my brother WAS FUCKING SLEEPING

[c-hrona]

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[still-a-morosexual-help]

honestly tho om lucifer is such a comfort character

you know mammon's my all time all around favourite no contest but like

lucifer just hits different

he's so tired and he's so overworked and he loves his family so much it makes me sick he's willing to kill and die for them at any chance he made the misfits of the celestial realm his family despite being the perfect example of an angel himself he thinks his brothers are adorable he just wants them to have one quiet day

he's such a bastard he's arrogant and prideful and he'll willingly meow like a little kitty cat because his boybestfriend is sad

he's got daddy issues he's terrified he's traumatised his greatest fear is his father he spent years fighting a pointless war and never questioned his father about whether they ever even tried to find a way to end the war without just mindlessly trying to kill people who really aren't that different from them for a reason no one knows he's willing to be given piggyback rides by another high profile man in a public area

he's a dog person he's weak to puppy dog eyes from everyone he cares about he's constantly done with Mephisto's shit he gets jealous because one of his friends complimented their mutual friend's cookies

he's willing to villainize himself in the eyes of his family to keep them safe he's sadistic his first response to being cornered and scared is to kill anyone who's making him feel that way his love language with his brothers is being a little shit to them he's somehow connected to/the starting point of all the issues/trauma his brothers have he has empty nest syndrome even though all his brothers live at home he hasn't realised the extent to which his actions and words have fucked up his brothers and is constantly surprised and devastated by it when he realises

he has a son he pretends is his brother whom he only ever canonically acknowledged as his son twice which led to huge blowout fights one of his younger brothers bullies him into going to the pub with them once a week his son runs a club with his youngest brother dedicated solely to making his life miserable

he's sadistic he genuinely enjoys seeing people suffer he's so polite he'll allow himself to be poisoned by food he knows is bad he bought dinner for a whole restaurant because it was the owner's birthday he wore a silly outfit and worked at a themed restaurant as a favour for a friend he gets visibly more aroused when he's ordered around he insults his brothers but gets upset whenever an outsider does the same

he loves his human so much and he's so annoyed at them he's so frustrated with them he's so angry at them and he's so worried about them so protective of them so incredibly proud of them he has tried to kill them many many times

he's a borderline alcoholic he's immortal he's greying he gets migraines he forgets to eat and he sleeps at his desk he does the mom thing and orders takeout for his children when he goes out to eat without them he likes dad jokes his greatest wish is to visit a factory he likes good socks he's a grumpy old man

he's over 10 million years old he's an eldritch horror he's the personification of the sin of pride he needs glasses to read his childhood friend? ex-boyfriend? kind-of-brother? old coworker? brother in arms? calls him luci

he's a naggy paranoid perfectionist he removed the entire bathroom because one of his brothers forgot to clean it he had to literally be kidnapped to send him on a vacation he ripped out multiple sets of his own wings he doesn't like being seen shirtless he lectured jason voorhees about him not killing efficiently enough

he's a respected and recognised drag queen he believes love is love he's canonically so beautiful but no one ever makes a move on him because the whole realm thinks he's in a committed long term relationship he refuses to believe his best friend is in love with him despite multiple people saying so

he's the type of person you want to please the type of person you want to make proud the type of person you want on your side because you know no matter what he'll always have your back you're safe that as long as he's there everything will be okay the type of person you want to be held by while everything is falling down around you

he's even queer

[innerfare]

Angsty Sabo Headcanons 

Summary: A collection of angsty Sabo headcanons

Genre: Angst

CW: None // SFW

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Sometimes, Sabo can’t stand the sight of his scars, especially the one on his face. It’s actually the reason he has a little skincare routine. No matter how hard he tries, he can’t overcome his early childhood education, which taught him that men like him are such horrible monsters. He thinks he looks like a monster.  

Sometimes when he gets undressed and turns the shower on, he stares in the mirror while he’s waiting for the water to heat up. He ends up focusing on his scars and wondering if he deserves them. A small part of Sabo thinks he does deserve them. Despite fighting to abolish the system that teaches kids they were born wrong and recognizing it is, in fact, the system that is wrong, Sabo just can’t escape the feeling that he was born wrong. 

Sabo didn’t attack Dragon that day because he wanted to take a shot at the strongest guy on the field, he did it because on some level, he sensed something paternal coming from the man, and it made Sabo lash out; he wanted to kill Dragon like Ace wanted to kill Whitebeard.

“I’m sorry he died, but at least he didn’t die in handcuffs.” This is the only thing that Dragon said to Sabo about Ace, and Sabo latched onto it. At least he didn’t die in handcuffs. He repeats the phrase over and over in his head, a mantra he chants internally every day. He keeps hoping it will make him feel better, but it doesn’t. It makes him feel worse to know the best his brother could have hoped for was to die like a man and not a dog; he shouldn’t have died at all. 

Sabo knows Ace died thinking Sabo would be waiting for him on the other side. He tries to comfort himself with the thought that Ace will be waiting for him, but it doesn’t help. It makes him feel selfish to think Ace died first. It should have been me. 

Sabo doesn’t feel good about having cheated death. He feels like a fraud, a phony, a mistake. He feels like he should be dead. And no matter how many battles he fights and wins, no matter how many enemies he defeats, no matter how many adventures he goes on, he can’t escape the feeling he’s wasting his second chance. Ace wouldn’t waste it the way I am, he tells himself. 

Sabo has nightmares about Ace’s death. The worst part about them is that he has no idea if they’re accurate. Is that how it happened? Is that what it looked like? Is that what adult Ace’s voice sounded like? Is that what Luffy’s scream sounded like? He has no fucking clue, and it tears him up inside. 

A doctor gave Sabo some pills to help him sleep dreamlessly through the night, but taking them makes him feel guilty, as if he’s escaping the punishment he rightfully deserves for not saving Ace. 

Sabo hates sleeping alone. He grew so accustomed to sharing with Luffy and Ace, and even after suffering amnesia, never got used to being alone in bed. Sabo will show up at Koala’s door sometimes at two in the morning and ask if he can sleep with her because being alone reinforces the feeling that he somehow abandoned his family.

When he gets his memories back, Sabo starts sending a little bit of money every month to Dadan. He views it as recompense for the pain he’s certain he caused her by not protecting the boy she raised from the cradle. He won’t go visit her because he’s terrified she’ll scorn him for Ace’s death and turn him away from her doorstep. 

Sabo has a page at the back of his journal where he writes down all the jokes he thinks would make Ace laugh, in addition to other things he wishes he could tell his brother.

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[irishmammonagenda]

Types of Dogs I Think The Obey Me Brothers Would Have

Disclaimer: i know nothing about dog breeds other than my dog is better than every other dog in the world because i said so. this is all obviously my opinion because im 100% not holding off looking at my inbox for requests rn 😰

(wee emo anon + réalta and then the other random one ilysm for not doxing me fir being atleast a month late and not having even started with your reqs yet🙏🙏🙏)

post dividers by @saradika-graphics, images of the brothers below the divider are from amias on pinterest + all animal photos found on pinterest

LUCIFER

Irish Wolfhound

He already has a dog who he obviously loves very much (Cerberus) who is a hellhound, so he thought to himself that another hound would be a good idea since Cerberus gets lonely sometimes :(

He calls the dog 'Tuireann' because he thinks he's fucking funny.

You know that stereotype of the dad not wanting the dog but the dad ends up loving the dog like its his own child or something?

If you do know, then you know Lucifer.

Tuireann gets on very well with Cerberus. Lucifer makes a commitment to taking breaks more often and taking both out on walks, which terrifies his brothers, but has made Diavolo very happy with him. (Yay Lucifer taking care of himself for once!)

He cuddles up to both of them more often. Both dogs are very happy.

Will kill for his dogs btw :)

Laughed one time when Tuireann saw Solomon as a threat.

MAMMON

Golden Retriever

Someone told him he could win 'gold' at a casino. So he gambled, ended up winning (for once) and got his 'gold'.

This man was almost outraged when the 'gold' in question was a golden retriever puppy.

He was about to say something in outrage, then the witch plopped the little guy down into his arms and her little nose started sniffing at his exposed collarbone. He closed his open, outraged mouth and pet the little thing, blinking back small tears because it was so cute.

Mammon would like to argue that this did not happen but it did. The witch in question has proof and has sent Lucifer the video in apology for trying to summon him. Said witch is now a good acquaintance of Lucifer's, and has not been punished brutally. She has learnt her lesson and will not attempt to make a pact with the Avatar of Pride ever again. *Unlike Solomon. That bastard never learns.)

Mammon probably calls the dog something like 'Bailey'

He was originally going to call her 'Goldie' but then remembered that was his credit card's name. So he thought about the name 'Retrievie' but even to him that sounded fucking stupid.

He loves this dog so much and buys her so much dog toys and treats.

Gets his crows to play with her.

Mammon basically is a Golden Retriever if you think about it. (A Golden Retriever with mental issues that thinks its an awesome scary dragon or something, but a golden retriever none-the-less.)

He buys Bailey a bed but she literally only sleeps on him or on his bed.

When he lets her out into the garden while he's busy he always has atleast 2 crows watching her/playing with her.

He tries to train her to dig for buried treasure. Instructions unclear, they both dug up the whole back garden. He now has to fix the garden.

They say that a 'Dog is a Man's Best Friend', but this dog is Mammon's whole life.

There is dog hair all over this man. Atleast he's not an emo and doesn't wear all black.

Hair rollers are a must.

He cries when they're separated for more than a day in case you were wondering.

LEVIATHAN

Kokoni

Lucifer gave him it in an attempt to get Levi to touch grass once in a while.

At first Levi was scared of the dog, then he decided she was cute. Watches an anime about a dog and realises he should be a responsible owner and take her out on walks!

Leviathan has now touched grass. I repeat, Leviathan has now touched grass.

Calls her 'Ruri' you know he would.

He almost called her Henry 3.0

He has to make sure Henry 2.0 is unreachable to Ruri. He's scared Ruri might eat Henry 2.0

He's still kind of scared of Ruri but loves her.

Since getting Ruri he's actually been remembering to take care of himself. As a reward, once a month for a day or two, Lucifer will take over taking care of Ruri so Levi can have one of his gaming marathons uninterrupted.

Levi plays the Devildom equivalent to pokemon go while walking Ruri

Levi rants to Ruri about the anime or manga he's currently obessed with while playing with her with some chew toy or something.

She lays beside him in his bathtub sometimes and lays her head on his lap while he watches anime.

Lucifer is very happy with this outcome. So is Levi.

SATAN

Rottweiler

He originally saw something in some article or whatever he read about Rottweilers being aggressive, possibly saying that they weren't a 'good' dog breed.

Satan knows what its like to be labelled as aggressive and unsafe, so he has sort of a soft spot for 'bad' dog breeds.

So one day, he's talking to one of his various acquaintances, and for whatever reason, they visit an animal shelter.

Satan hears another couple say they wouldn't get a dog because 'isn't that breed really aggressive?' and he feels sad, he's not mad at the couple, it's a reasonable concern, but poor dog :(.

He approaches that worker a couple of minutes after his acquaintance leaves and asks them about the rottweiler.

Long story short he walks out with it on a leash, standard food, and a bowl courtesy of the shelter.

Calls the dog 'Julie' because he had just finished pirating a preformance of Romeo and Juliet. (which he enjoyed criticising, but he liked the name Juliet and also Belphie likes the band Julie so)

He makes sure to take the time and effort to socialise Julie with cats because this is Satan we're talking about for fuck's sake.

He takes Julie on walks before stopping at a dog-friendly café in the Devildom.

Julie also sleeps on Satan's lap when she's tired and he's reading.

Satan gets a lot more into audiobooks after he adopts Julie so he can still technically 'read' without having to ignore his new pooch.

Will write several books on why she's the best girl ever, and will make you read them.

ASMODEUS

Westie

A fan gifted him a dog for his birthday for some reason. At first he accepted the gift and devised a plan to give the dog away but the shelter was closed over the weekend, so he elected to let the dog stay with him until then.

Ends up getting attached. This is his baby now.

Calls her 'Angel' because he thinks she's an angel. She also kind of reminds him of Luke so.

This little rat is all over his Devilgram.

So much so there are fanclubs for her now.

This little rat has fanclubs.

Angel gets walked everyday. Asmo loves the excerise and says its done wonders for his skin.

He doesn't like when she digs, but oh well.

Loves grooming her.

Cuddles galore.

He trains her how to do tricks.

His excitable nature really goes well with hers, and they really bond.

The fan that gave her to him is now one of his friends.

He loves that rat.

BEELZEBUB

Bernese Mountain Dog

Two words. 'Gentle Giant'

He probably names her something like 'Bernie'

Bernese Mountain Dogs are massive, I feel like Beel would be the type of guy who loves big dogs. Given how big this Demon is, I feel like he'd be scared of hurting a smaller dog. He probably got an already adult rescue from a shelter.

It was one of those cliche things, meeting eyes with this big sad dog in a cage and Beel just knowing, "This is my baby."

Bernese Mountain Dogs DROOL, and I feel like Beel wouldn't mind that seeing as he is the Avatar of Gluttony.

Speaking of being the Avatar of Gluttony, Beel's dog 100% gives him puppy eyes while he's sitting at the table eating, and what does Beel do? He sneaks his dog food under the table.

Given his workout schedule this doggo gets atleast one walk a day. ATLEAST.

Beel one hundred percent cuddles up with that dog. You thought he had a mental bond with Belphie? Well that man has a mental connection of that caliber with his dog.

He is covered in dog hair but he sees that as making him part of the pact with Bernie so he couldn't care less. (He does clean up shed hair with a roller when going out though)

Bernie might've been a rescue and maybe could've lived a hard life before Beel adopted her, but Beel loves her like she's his own child that is his BABY.

BELPHEGOR

Shiba Inu

It reminded him of Beel, okay??!

Normally Belphie can't be bothered with animals, but when he saw the ad saying 'FOR SALE: NEEDS BETTER HOME' and saw that closed eye Beel smile his grinchy little heart grew three sizes that day.

He adopts the dog.

He calls her something like, 'Bella'

No thats not because it sounds like Beel. Piss off.

Bella isn't too high maintenence and actually does well for Belphie's productivity.

The seventh born actually goes on regular (though albeit) short walks with Bella.

Beel bonds with the dog as well and is very happy to take her on his morning runs with him.

Bella is affectionate but fucking stubborn. (Just like Belphie if you think about it)

Sometimes while cuddling (which only happen on Bella's terms by the way), she will not get off of Belphie, no matter how much Belphie asks. (Not that he minds, its an extra excuse to be lazy)

The cuddling in question is literally just Bella laying on top of Belphie like she's some sort of cat.

Bella is more of a brat than Belphie and thats saying something. The man spoils her.

Finally, a being (other than you and Beel) that understands him.

as you can tell I love big dogs and think small dogs are little rats. (said affectionately)

all of these dogs are female btw bc i got humped by my cousins dog recently and i wish that pain on no one. not even my worst enemy (which is solomon btw)

by the way unhinged anon im still waiting for you to go through with that threat 🤨🤨

[silversainz]

softcore - CL 16

Charles leclerc x singer!reader

summary: you can’t stop teasing your fans about the release of your new album and neither can Charles

notes : combined two different requests together <3 also ignore how shit the ig story’s look, not exactly the best at editing <3

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been working and hanging lately ❤️🥰😇

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allfory/n so when’s the album dropping? 😇🔪

y/n/l/n maybe soon, maybe not 😇

allfory/n you’re not my favorite artist anymore

Charles_leclerc hard working girl 🥰❤️

y/n/l/n come home I miss you 😢

y/nfan16 you look so pretty

leclercwdc16 you and Charles are such couple goals and I’m so lonely 🥰

landonorris drop the album COWARD

y/n/l/n I’m calling your mom for saying coward young man

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my sweet girl is working hard for her next album ❤️

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y/b/f/l/n tell her to get some sleep now 🙄

charles_leclerc she said no and then fell asleep 🤔

ashleclerc16 even the back of her is so beautiful wtf

sainzz55 ‘my sweet girl’ brb jumping off a cliff

charlesfan16 imagine getting called sweet girl by the Charles Leclerc, I’m sobbing myself to sleep tonight

allfory/n so Charles when’s the album dropping honeybun 😋

charles_leclerc not saying anything ☺️

allfory/n I don’t like you or y/n

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this what it feels like to be me: an album based on my entire life. from things I wish I could say out loud , to the god awful things that linger in my head so much, that it terrifies me, to me not having the best-of-the-best relationship with my parents and having to teach myself everything about, life itself.

this album is so very important to me and I hope it speaks out to you in many ways ❤️

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ashleclerc16 y/n I’m crying so much

Hamiltonvettel the whole two years was worth the wait, I can’t stop crying

sainzz1655 when you said ‘daddy left to get food, but only came home with bottles of liquor’ i started bawling my eyes out

y/b/f/l/n so fucking proud of you

Y/n/l/n I love you so much big sis ❤️

allfory/n sorry for everything I said….this album is a masterpiece and I can’t stop the tears from flowing

vettelmick47 I didn’t know a album could hit as hard as this one

landonorris proud of you sis 💗

y/n/l/n love you lil brother ❤️

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allfory/n still very much crying

delreyleclerc I haven’t cried this much in a while and I can’t stop

y/b/f/l/n proud of our girl 💕

y/n/l/n I love you so so much ❤️

Vettelmick47 tears just keep falling from my eyes

ashleclerc16 ignoring my tears that dog is adorable 😭

leclercsainz5 the duel you both made is one of the most Beautifullest thing ever 

[onmyyan]

Hi I just wanted to make a request to ask if you could make a Drabble to ask if you could make a gabe x reader as you when you talked about caspians family you mentioned how gabe is compared to his brother caspian or possibly someone else I would like to know more about him in general and about what would he do with a clay maker s/o who secretly knows about the family business and is an insomniac and also likes to sleep a lot but tries to do the most that they can and won’t fall for the manipulation tactics he uses and just says “ you know if you wanted me to stay home you could’ve just said so?🤨

sorry if your burnt out also have as much fun as you can as a 22 year old !!! You don’t have an obligation to answer this but thank you.

A/N: Ello bby i am soooo happy you asked about Gabe omfg im kicking my feet rn!!! I tried to check all the boxes of the request i apologize if i missed any, Also I'm not burnt out thank you for your sweet words i wanna give u a forehead kith anyway!!!! Heres Gabe! NOT EDITED

T/W: YANDERE, MURDER, GABE IS FUCKIN CRAZY LMAO,CURSING

Gabrielllll Mi Amor omg where do I even begin?!

Standing at a proud 6'4 this mf is big. He's the strongest of his brothers physically, and has always used it to his advantage.

Early on in his life he was being compared to Caspian. They looked so alike it wasn't hard to see why people brought it up the way they did but it still bugged him.

Subconsciously he began to act anyway his brother wasn't. Be it avoiding the kitchen like the plague or gluing himself to the workshop downstairs.

Has a voice like warm butter and can sing stupidly well.

Sings/hums little tunes whenever he's working.

Love languages are acts of service and gift giving, he just wants to take care of you.

Terrified of spiders, he will call you crying to come get it.

Loves tinkering with things, surprisingly delicate hands for such a rough guy.

He laughs with his whole body, the kinda loud boisterous one that made other people start.

Snorts when he finds something especially funny.

He has a hard time reading social cues so he's constantly making dumb jokes, especially when he's not supposed to but he's so funny it's hard to stay mad at him.

Charm up the wazoo, the kinda guy where no matter where he goes, someone's coming up to say hello to him.

He's really good at pattern recognition and it makes him come off a bit psychic at times

Like how he'd clock someone's bad mood the second he seen them, notices details most people wouldn't.

Himbo.

The kinda guy where if you accidentally burn yourself he'll do it too just so you could be in equal amounts of pain, is it dumb as hell? Yeah. Is it also the sweetest thing ever? Absolutely.

Wants the kind of love Mortica and Gomez have, unfiltered raw passion.

Morbid sense of humor.

He's always warm no matter the temperature, comes in mad handy during the colder months and means he wears the smallest amount of clothing when it's hot out which is just a win for everyone.

Scorpio male I repeat Scorpio male. Do with that what you will.

Believes in love at first sight, he's such a big softie.

Had his tongue pierced in his friend's dingy kitchen when he was 18, a secret to this day his mom doesn't know about it.

His canines are a little longer than most and he absolutely had a vampire phase.

Likes to bite. A lot. It's a love language.

He confides in Caspian for everything, expect his envy of him. For that he talks to Ricky.

He can knock someone out with his right hook and has many times before.

He grew up working for his dad's approval and that meant getting his hands dirty.

At first his was a bit weary of using his strength to hurt people but that all changed when his Father put things in perspective for him.

"Everything we do- it's to keep food on our table, to keep us safe- your mother safe." And it all clicked.

Violence for the sake of violence wasn't okay. But violence for the sake of love? That shit was poetic.

He's essentially the family's guard dog. If anyone fucked with them? You told Gabe and suddenly the problem was gone.

He loves the color red, specifically the shade of red that came outta' the first guy his Father sent him after.

He was just supposed to rough him up a little but had too much fun caving in the dude's face.

Thinks killing in the name of love is the most caring thing you can do for someone.

Lil bit of a masochist streak. Likes when he gets to fight someone who can actually keep up with him cuz that little jolt he gets down his spine when he gets hit is addicting.

Animals love him, like you got a cat that hates everyone? Loves him.

Likes preening himself, takes about an hour in the shower everyday, since he dyes his hair so often he takes extra special care of it.

He has a beauty routine and he never skips it, definitely sets up self care spa days with the two of you once you're together.

Really good at videogames, like don't let him goad you into any sort of bet around gaming bec you will lose.

He's the second oldest but carries a lot of the weight of the older brother title since Cas wants nothing to do with the family business

Loves taking things apart to see how they work then putting them back together. He's done this to his PC a lot.

Really such a sweetheart but he has a dark side that feels a lot like a caged animal.

He's not afraid to show you this side because he's proud of it, it's kept him and his kin safe time and time again, why wouldn't he want you to know he'd do anything for you?

Does not like large public spaces, he needs to have a clear way in and out of any area.

Has mad anxiety, takes meds for it.

Works out every day, his favorite way to do so is jogging, he loves being able to just turn off his brain and go.

He meets you on one of those jogs!! Runs right past your art studio but stops when he sees you about to drop this heavy ass box you're attempting to move in a truck.

"Woah- I got you don't worry." He said in an attempt not to scare you as he was some random man running at you from across the street.

You'd peak your head out with the sweetest smile he's ever seen. The honest gratefulness in your eyes warmed him to his core.

"Oh thank you!- I appreciate it." Sure the words were simple but paired with that sheepish little laugh brought heat to his cheeks, he had the sudden to urge to fix his hair, make sure he looked presentable because holy shit were you gorgeous.

You're in a dust covered pair of overalls, your hair is windswept, and you still knocked the breath from his lungs.

"Whatcha' got in there?-god sorry if it's personal you don't need to, I'm sorry." He was very obviously flustered but he was so cute it only added to the charm.

"It's some clay my friend asked for- I had some extra from this project I'm working on- anyway thank you so much.." She trailed off waiting for his name. "Gabriel, you can call me Gabe." His voice was deep and warm like molasses on a hot cookie.

He asks for your number then and there and your fate is sealed.

He runs home faster than he's ever run before, like straight to his apartment, straight to the laptop, doesn't even close the front door kinda rushing.

You only gave him your first name but since he knew you most likely worked at the pottery studio he met you outside of he could find what he needed easily.

He wasn't the most technology savvy man out there but he managed to find a few of your socials and made a quick call to a friend, he has a lot of connections and it was nothing to get the info he needed.

He's a straight shooter and texts you asking for a coffee date that night.

You accept, and despite not usually entertaining men you'd only met that day, he had this captivating energy that had you accepting before you could talk yourself out of it.

The date would be dummy cute, he shows up with flowers and what was supposed to be a quick cup of coffee turns into an all day adventure where you just talked and talked about everything and nothing.

He has you laughing the entire date, blushing from the sheer intensity of his gaze. He was blunt in the way where he said whatever was on his mind.

"I'm sorry- Ima be real I didn't catch a word you just said- the sun hit your face and I had to take a second. Holy shit- you're stunning." His genuine disbelief along with the way he shyly inched his hand to interlock your fingers had your heart skipping a few beats.

He's so into love and the idea of being entirely wrapped up in it.

Before you know it it's getting dark and if he's not walking you to your door he's politely demanding you let him know when you're safe and sound.

The kinda person who makes sure your seatbelt is on or if you're walking on the sidewalk he'll always take the street side just in case.

Would jump out of his coat if you gave the slightest inclination you were cold.

He once balled up his hoodie and threw it at you from across the room like a basketball, like he jumped and dunked.

If you wear fake lashes first time you take em off he the type of dude to be terrified thinking you're just yanking out your real one's.

If he has stuff in his hands and you jump at him he will launch the items if it means catching you better.

Definitely the type to randomly come up to you and silently demand affection.

He wants you to go with him to the gym just to see him be hot. N like maybe give him a reward kiss every time he completes a set.

Surprisingly graceful for such a big dude.

He's an all or nothing type, makes that abundantly clear on the phone one night as he'd gotten in the habit of falling asleep to your voice.

"I want you. Entirely. And I've never been good at denying myself." He'd sound so sure, so certain in his words it made your brain go a bit fuzzy.

Possessive in a hot way not an icky controlling way.

Like if someone hits on you in front of him he has to physically distract himself so he doesn't commit a crime in broad daylight.

Instead whenever his jealously is triggered he becomes a koala, latches himself to your back like a demon, his massive form hovering behind you whenever you went.

"My girl can dress however she wants. I can fight."

Does not tolerate any disrespect towards you or your relationship.

Some girl tried to grind on him at the club and he threw his drink at her.

Petty as HELL when mad, he has a shit list and you do not want to be on it.

Protective as hell, if you indulge his little tendencies (putting sunblock on you if it's warm out, always bringing extra snacks incase you get hungry when you're working) he will start talking about marriage lmao

Speaking of he loves to linger around your studio whenever he can, be warned he will distract you by being adorable so working will be hard but it's totally worth it.

Nicknames for you are : Baby girl, Ma', WIFEY,(almost always followed by a kiss) Darlin', Mi Amor.

He's struggled with insomnia before so he knows a thing or two.

Once you start sleeping over more he notices your nocturnal habits and quickly adjusts.

If you ever get up because you just can't sleep and need to get some energy out he always wakes up.

He can't sleep without you so if you're gone longer than a minute sirens go off in his mind and he's wide awake.

If you wanna watch TV until you can finally rest you know he's right there with you, likes to have you resting in his lap so he can wrap himself around you entirely.

If you simply want to exist in silence he can do that to, so long as he's with you he knows peace.

It wouldn't take long for you to realize his family's secret.

Gabe can keep a secret from anyone.

Except you.

Sometimes his Father would call for him at odd hours of the night, and he'd have to shoot out of bed with little explanation.

You'd wake up to the lightest pressure on your forehead as he kissed you goodbye.

"Shit- go back to sleep Baby, somethin' going down at the shop, they need me." He'd say this cradling your still half asleep face, gently thumbing over your cheeks before stealing another kiss.

He'd come back hours later, the sky still dark and he always showered and put his clothes in the washer before he came to lay back down.

After a while these constant exits would have you a little worried, while yes he was the single most loyal man you'd met and the idea of him cheating seemed laughable, especially considering how seriously he took you, you knew he was hiding something.

Eventually our boy slips up and leaves some blood on his shirt, it was splattered on like paint and yeah at first you were a bit terrified at the concept of your boyfriend being violent then you really started to think about it.

The way he talked about people he didn't like, that look in his eye whenever you told him someone had upset you, how he seemed almost eager to fight at any time.

It made sense.

Then there's the way he talks about his family's shop.

"It's kinda' fun working down there- yeah it can get messy but that's my favorite part."

"I mean Jimmy knew what kinda' businessman pops is- no wonder he die- retired. No wonder he uh, retired. 👀"

It's embarrassing how slick he thinks he is.

It all comes to its boiling point when one day you two are out and bump into a smaller, who at the sight of your loving boyfriend, goes pale as a sheet, nearly dropping the bags in his arm.

"H-Hey Gabe! Boy it's been a minute huh? Listen tell your pops I ain't ducking him or nothing I swear!-" The man said practically vibrating in place, sweat pooling down his flustered face. He was petrified.

Gabe cut him off with a look, his eyes glancing between you and the vermin across him.

"It's Gabriel. Only my friends get to call me Gabe. Do you think we're friends Joey?" You'd never heard this tone from your boyfriend before, it was cold and dry, as if was an entirely different person speaking.

His hold on your waist would tighten when the trembling man looked to you.

"Aye don't look at her look at me, I'm the one talking to you right?." He sneered down, he didn't move and still had the stranger flinching. "Your mama never taught you manners or somethin'?"

"My apologies- really Gabriel, I didn't mean nothin' by it." And with that he'd practically run away, checking over his shoulder every few seconds as if he though Gabe would be following.

"Forgive me, Amor. Some people-" he sucked his teeth before shaking off his nasty look. His fingers began dancing against your side.

"He owe your dad some money?" You'd ask figuring the interaction far too intense to be about a late car job or something.

Gabe would respond honestly before thinking, "Yeah, little bastard has been dodging me all week now he wants to come up to us- nevermind that, let's go were gonna miss the movie!" His flustered response would break all tension, but you'd gotten all the confirmation you needed.

All in all this big bad bastard just needs someone to hold his leash and accept his particular brand of love.

[tired-biscuit]

tw dark content pls do ignore if you’re not feeling it bc this is probably so terrible of me but what if

what if

late late one night when your parents are out of town and you’re at a party, and you call step brother kiba while he’s asleep. maybe he’s had a looooong day he’s so fucking grumpy about being woken up and he’s just like, “jesus christ, what?!”

but it’s not your voice. it’s one of your friends, panicked. he immediately sits up straight and demands to speak to you, but your friend is in hysterics, saying you’re practically unconscious but you hadn’t even had that much to drink

before she can finish, he’s already grabbing his keys and running to his truck. speeds to entire way to you, violates probably 10 different traffic and road laws

by the time he gets to you, he’s seething. his simmering lowkey terrifies your bestie lmao but he doesn’t have the wherewithal to care. he can tell just by looking at your pupils for a few seconds he can get you to open your eyes that someone drugged you

something in him snaps. yeah, he’s always had a temper. sure. but he’s never felt like this. he’s never been so furious. you look so fragile and small in his arms, and his mind is racing because he knows. he knows what would’ve happened to you. what someone tried to do to you, and thankfully failed since you never really left your friend’s line of sight (the relief he feels is so brief that it’s immediately stamped out by more rage)

your friend asks if she should call the police, kiba grits his teeth. “no,” he lifts you up properly. dead weight. “nah, i’ll handle this myself”

by the time he’s dropped off your friend and driven you back home, he’s on fucking fire. because someone did this to you. and if he has anything to say about it, there’ll be hell to pay

YES OH MY GOD, his protective instinct is just so strong that it consumes him entirely and he literally goes full guard dog in an instant. now i’m just imagining your best friend shooting him concerned looks whenever he looks at her in the rear view mirror.

but like… i know this isn’t the direction you want this to go, but i can’t help but think about how while he’s doing his best to keep you safe, he ends up being the one who violates you while you’re drugged.

he doesn’t go all the way, he knows better than that, but sick temptation takes over when he decides to undress you so that he can put your favourite oversized t-shirt on instead of the tight top that even he is well aware isn’t comfortable enough to sleep in.

you’re just so… soft. pliant. you don’t know what’s going on and you won’t remember it either. it’s the perfect opportunity and he’s impulsive. and you look so pretty in your cutesy underwear. his hands linger and wander just a little. nothing to leave a mark.

he strokes you over your sides and hips. just under your ribs. over your belly. when he puts the t-shirt on you, he rests your head on his shoulder so that he can reach underneath it and unclasp your bra. he doesn’t look, just listens to how wildly his pulse beats in his ears, but when he moves his hands, his fingers just barely brush along the underside of your tits. on purpose. they explore just a little. the tiniest bit. on purpose.

by the time he tucks you into bed, he’s painfully hard. he feels so bad about it, so fucking bad and disgusting and guilty, but he just can’t help it. i mean, you’re right there, blissfully unaware. besides, he’s made sure you’re safe — you’ll always be safe with him, always. he was just curious how you would feel like underneath his hands. that’s it.

and it’s not so bad, now is it? the bastard who had slipped something into your drink would have surely been balls deep inside you by now if things had gotten his way, and the mere thought of it makes him sick to his stomach. all he did was undress you… and touch you a little.

nobody has to know. he just has a habit of doing things before thinking them through.

[itslouisan]

Special for mootie: my headcannons on @imaginary-grandpa Prime!!

(btw mootie take my opinion as a grain of sand in a dessert cause it's just silly things I thought when rereading the blog jvj- btw like this is one of my fav asks in Tumblr and just wanted to y'know..talk about it and give my mootie support cause they create amazing stuff)

-based on this ask I hc that Prime curious to what Morty enjoyed started watching Morty's cartoons and even present Morty some that he watched as a kid, maybe gifted comics too (clearly he was talking aboUT Ben 10 so I imagine the Ben 10 comics as some gifts) I also imagine the 2 watching some 2000's CN shows like courage the coward dog (Morty would be TERRIFIED and cling to Prime's arm while he is just vibing eating popcorn) or Codename: Kids Next Door and just make stuff together based on the shows, it became a habit for Prime to gift these to Morty (sometimes even summer IF he feels in the mood)

based on this one I think Summer and Prime have this complicated dynamic, clearly Summer cares for Morty and is protecting her lil brother WHO CLEARLY IS NAIVE (which hey as a easily kidnapable kid, relatable) I imagine in the first weeks or months Summer would be SO ON GUARD and just silently judge Prime and give him looks that she'll jump on him and bite him.

OK this will sound stupid but THIS made me think, hey based on "Tales from the citadel" (rewatched this weekend with my dad and it's A FAV of mine) we know there's variants to universes so there could be a Prime dimension A, B, C etc; what if, Prime just killed the other Primes to a level or just let them fuck off cause y'know, whatever he doesn't care, and in exchange, he goes to this reality that C-137 didn't found due to being an obscure timeline and WAY in the past, this way he'll have a safe reality just like his original in every sense but without wife guy knowing and thinking there's only one Prime dimension, now abandoned. OR I'm just overthinking and the whole ask is BEFORE canon Rick and Morty, literally years before C-137 reached Prime dimension and what we are seeing is an alternate reality he CHOSE to come early to get his leftover shit-- well i'm probably just overthinking but eh, it's fun to imagine shit

I'm focusing more on the image here but my note is: I like to imagine Prime comes over either in the morning when Beth is out and Jerry is well, being jerry, and since morty is really young prob he doesn't go to school yet and wouldn't need to go to a daycare due to jerry being there + Summer, but I think he could come late into the night when Jerry and Beth are asleep and just sound proof the garage, the kids stay up all night with Prime and sleep in the morning/noon. As for the image, I already commented this on a reblog but, Prime actually looks happy in those pictures, which makes me wonder if something happenned between him and diane in the first place on the past, BUT idk if i'm JUST overthinking (look i'm autistic with a hyperfocus, I look for detail onto the tiniest shit ever) but in the one with only him and diane his smile looks a bit unnerving, maybe forced? Anyway clearly Prime got angry when talking of being replaced, or when we bring up Diane, so I'm just guessing he didn't kill her JUST to kill her, something else had to happen.

*cough* I need to actually see this happening in the blog *cough* but it kinda makes me think if Prime even thinks he is toxic in any way cause well, clearly he feels something for these kids and family, remembers stuff with Diane and Beth and doesn't just fuck off, perhaps, just like C-137 he would consider this "irrational"? idk I just like to think Prime every single night after coming back to his place alone runs a hand in his hair and thinks wtf is wrong with him to want to come over again

idk, silly but he made the costumes, Summer helped, he is into crafts but would never admit

just to finish this, SUMMER BULLIES HIM AND JOKES HE IS LIKE A CAT JUST TO GET HIM MAD. IDC, SHE MADE IT ON PURPOSE AND GETS WHAT I'M SAYING.

[pop-pop-pop-popculture]

I finished watching Quiet on the Set: The Dark Side of Kids TV around 12:30 AM, and I am absolutely speechless and mortified. The amount of sexual innuendo these minors were scripted to do under Dan Schneider's orders is beyond disgusting! Example: Ariana [Grande] was trying to squeeze a potato, which clearly looked sexual, and then lied upside down on a bed pouring water on herself while squealing and moaning. “Mmm, I’m thirsty!”, she said in a youthful yet slightly seductive tone. Another example: Jamie [Lynn Spears] had goo-like substance accidentally squirted on her face by her costar Alexa Nikolas (who's character, by the way, was heavily sexualized alongside Jamie and her character). Given how disgusting of a man Dan was, the substance intentionally looked like c*m. It was supposed to be a comical moment, but Spears clearly looked uncomfortable. Some other points:

The unsetting things the cast members from All That were put through, such as Bryan Hearne. He portrayed a rapper named Lil' Fetus. That alone is just racist. The costume and position he was forced to wear and be in... WOW. I have no words.

I vividly remember the kid version of 'Fear Factor' on Nickelodeon, but I never really watched it. Seeing some of the dares the kids had to do, such as put a live scorpion in your mouth or get peanut butter licked off your bare body by dogs, looked absolutely terrifying and, for some, traumatizing.

Drake [Bell]. WOW. Everything Brian [Peck] did to him at age 15...

"I was sleeping on the couch where I would usually sleep and I woke up to him, I opened my eyes, I woke up and he was sexually assaulting me, and I froze and in complete shock and had no idea what to do or how to react, and I had no idea how to get out of the situation. What? Am I going to call my mom and be like, ‘Hey, this just happened. Can you come pick me up? I’ll just sit here and wait.’ I had no car, I didn’t drive. I was 15 at this time."

There were 41 people that wrote their letter of support to Brian.

"His entire side of the courtroom was full. FULL. There were definitely some recognizable faces on that side of the room, and my side was, uh, me, my mom, and my brother. Brian had been convicted, but getting all this support from a lot of people in the industry and... yeah ... I was pretty shocked. My mom got up, she had a statement. I wasn't going to address Brian. There was no... no reason to.”

Brian pleaded no contest for two charges of child sexual abuse: "lewd or lascivious act" and "oral copulation" to a child under 16 years-old. 'No contest', man, seriously????

He literally only got sentenced 16 months in prison and had to register himself as a sex offender. That's it. What the fuck?! Oh, yeah, and then he ended up working on the Disney Channel show The Suite Life of Zack & Cody some time after his sentence was up. Again, what the actual fuck?!

A few of the petitioners that were stated are James Marsden (not Prince Edward from Enchanted!), Taran Killam (I only know him from SNL, but this still stunned me!), Alan Thicke, Thomas DeSanto, Ron Melendez, Rider Strong, and Will Friedle.

The amount of sexual references is ridiculous and, now, as an adult, uncomfortable to watch. I can't believe all of those [sexual references] went over my head as a kid! Dan said he knew kids watching these actions would find them funny, so that's why he made these minors do them.

The entire incident involving 12-year-old Brandi and former production assistant Jason Handy. Her mother, who was a legal assistant for Hollywood, said she didn't know if she should call the police or not after he emailed 12-year-old Brandi a nude picture (who, by the way, immediately ran to her room while screaming and then crying). She decided to not call the police because she didn't want to be seen as a "bad parent".

(previous bullet point continued) That is your DAUGHTER. I hope Brandi doesn't talk to her mother to this day.

Jason literally had a journal where he wrote about his feelings towards children, especially little girls. He admitted (in writing) that he wanted to go as far as to “r*pe” little girls too…

Penelope Taynt. I loved this character, and The Amanda Show! Please go research what a "taint" is...

Don't get me started on Amanda Bynes and everything that happened to her and her career, and what all happened between her and Dan. He got way too close to her...!

There's a lot more, but I'll end the bullet points here. I recommend watching this horrifying documentary. Dan was a misogynist, racist, egoistical, and disgusting man who had too much power. The more famous he became, the more powerful and rude he was to the cast (most all of who were minors) and crew.

🌷 March 20, 2024 🌷

[cyberends]

UHHH i think i want to talk about what the heck went wrong with ryo's duel with edo, because there were a LOT of things wrong, also a few more things about ryo's spiral- (tw for thoughts of suicide)

so, edo evidently "predicts" all of ryo's moves, well edo also has a psychic manager who is his childhood bestie (they hold hands!!!) and THAT in itself is sketchy as hell. not that edo isn't a great duelist, but ryo is ALSO a great duelist- he has an entire ass education in it, edo didn't??? go to school for card games lmao he was just raised by DD, which is a whole experience in itself i'm sure,

but anyway, ryo KNEW something was weird about the duel, he was bothered by edo just being a little shit about the entire thing, like if edo beat him fair and square yeah ok cool that's fine? it happens? but that's NOT what happened. so ryo was super thrown off.

the "losing streak" was less of that and more of "something is off in how he's dueling, when he wins it isn't??? polished???" ryo isn't going to just be depressed about one loss, but he's sleep deprived as hell because he was thrown into duel after duel. the ratio of wins and losses was about 50/50 but his wins lacked the expected "kaiser ryo vibe" and that's what made his manager drop him.

ryo's capable, he could find another manager- and also he's not the type to just be like "yea i'll follow this dude into a sketchy bar," he had intended to meet with monkey at a restaurant to discuss the whole manager business, and they had a rather normal ass dinner and ryo was treated to a drink and then he woke up in a sketchy ass bar and was told he had to Duel To Live and he was like WHAT the fuck,

which brings us to his duel with mad dog, ryo respects himself enough to not want to die in a cage, but what it boiled down to was the fact that he was absolutely terrified of the whole situation. he tried to justify killing mad dog in the underground as self defense (which it technically was!) but it didn't mean he didn't just KILL A MAN, and now ryo has blood on his hands and he's sleep deprived and monkey took advantage of his vulnerability there.

as in until ryo was so numb to everything he was doing, monkey was basically blackmailing him. underground duels are ILLEGAL and ryo could go To Jail and things just continued to spiral. ryo had a panic attack after his duel with mad dog and anxiety cut his hair with some scissors he found- but before he cut his hair he ... unfortunately contemplated doing something Much Worse with them (but his protective factors are the bonds he does have- he loves his brother even if he's a mess at showing it, he loves asuka and he'd never leave her like that, fubuki would also be miserable, so on so forth) so he just hacked at his hair and it looked ... messy.

safe to say, this is why people assumed ryo was possessed, he looked like absolute trash. and while he said he was lucid, he absolutely wasn't, because at his core, ryo isn't that type of person at all!

i think what makes hell kaiser so tragic is that hell kaiser is ryo at his worst mental health wise, and because he was also in a situation where someone had leverage over him until he wasn't lucid enough to realize the harm he was causing, was literally a situation of not being able to escape an abuser-

notably, ryo's mental health starts to improve when he "fires" monkey, but also the cyberdarks did a number on him too- they were forbidden for a reason thanks for coming to my tedtalk

[tigre-edi-rawr]

Weird As Fuck Dream

Despite falling asleep at 4 a.m., I woke up early today. I took care of Tridi then wanted to go back to sleep, but my shift starts at 12pm, and I fell asleep at 11 a.m.

I had this strange dream about Tridi and me walking across a street at night. As we go, I notice a man on a motorcycle struggling to manage a black gorilla and a black camel. YES. GORILLA AND CAMEL. There was another a motorcycle behind them, but I'm not sure what happened, the man with the animals immediately started cornering the other motorcycle in our path.

I grew concerned when they approached us faster than I had anticipated. Until they got near to us, and I felt them crush us. I fled as fast as I could, and when I looked back, the gorilla tried to follow us.

I RAN AND HID UNDER A STAIRCASE. Until I saw my brother and used my hands to say, "shhhh!" He asked why, and I asked if he saw any gorillas or camels; Tridi is no longer with me, and I have no idea where he went. I then walked upstairs to check on my mother. I discovered her naked, filthy, and mud-filled lying on the floor. I was terrified since the scene appeared to be a rape. As I asked her, she was silent then she began to cry. Then I became enraged and yelled, "ano ngang nangyari?!" She replied that nothing had happened, and I suddenly woke up from my dream.

The symbolism of a black camel

A black camel doesn’t have a positive meaning in dreams. It symbolizes an extremely short relationship, after which the dreamer will be hurt.

Black camels are a sign of serious illnesses with a deadly outcomes as well.

Dream of being chased by gorillas

The dream of a gorilla chasing you shows a problem. If you dream of a gorilla chasing you, but you can outrun this animal, it is a sign that you will soon get a chance. It is an opportunity that only comes once in a lifetime. It will not appear again for a long time.

Dream about family rape

The dream of rape in a family is a feeling of affection. It stays between you and someone in your family on a level beyond conventional. Don’t let yourself get caught up in your mind, regardless of what you often hear out there. Follow your conscience and train your mind to be able to make the right decisions so that you regret later on.

It all made sense as I read everything online. I'm experiencing issues with my dog, family, and partner. It weighed on me; I had difficulty sleeping and eating, and I was always thinking about what I should do to make things work out for me.

The motorcycle, I believe, represents my desire to own it simply because I need it to drive away whenever I want to escape reality for a small break. 

I was concerned about my brother and mother. My brother is continuously causing problems in our household, and I am concerned that he will do so again this time, despite the fact that he has made significant changes in his life. My mother, I feel like she is doing all the work 24 hours a day, seven days a week, and I feel like I should have done more, but my body won't comply.

Perhaps the gorilla and the camel represent my relationships. I intend to leave home and split up with my boyfriend while also working on myself, living on my own, and exploring the world on my own to learn more about myself.

[fakevariety]

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

...yes

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?

mmm probably my dad

03: Do you regret anything?

so many things but i can't think of anything off the top of my head

04: Are you insecure?

very

05: What is your relationship status?

single probably forever because i don't think anyone will ever really like me like that (please don't think i'm trying to sound like some pick me i genuinely believe this)

06: How do you want to die?

peacefully in my sleep

07: What did you last eat?

an apple

08: Played any sports?

soccer! still do

09: Do you bite your nails?

not really but i pick at my hang nails a dangerous amount

10: When was your last physical fight?

never had one, too scared

11: Do you like someone?

yes ughhh

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

almost

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

YES UGH THIS BOY IN MY GRADE IS A HUGE DICK I GENUINELY HATE HIM

14: Do you miss someone?

hmmm actually no i don't think so

15: Have any pets?

yesss my amazing dog he is an asshole and i love him so so much

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

i have no idea i just know it isn't good

17: Ever made out in the bathroom?

no lol

18: Are you scared of spiders?

hmmm not really but i'm terrified of crickets

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

YES PLEASSSE

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?

never kissed anyone

21: What are your plans for this weekend?

it is currently the weekend but for next weekend... i don't think i have any futsal (indoor soccer) games so i'll probably just rot on my couch

22: Do you want to have kids? How many?

hmm probably not but i'm not sure

23: Do you have piercings? How many?

just one on my ears, but i think i want a septum ring eventually

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?

ELA!!!!!

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

i have a person i got very close to last year who in my eyes kind of left me. we're okay now, but i guess i kind of miss who i used to think they were i guess? idk if that makes sense, i guess this person isn't really from my past since i still interact with them daily but also they are since i no longer think of them that way

26: What are you craving right now?

nothing currently i feel kind of sick but usually reeses peanut butter cups i can't get enough of that shit

27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

geez i hope not i don't think so

28: Have you ever been cheated on?

never been in a romantic relationship so no

29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

see directly above

30: What’s irritating you right now?

my dad because he keeps bugging me about how much i get on screens and it does nothing but make me pissed

31: Does somebody love you?

besides my family? yes, i actually currently don't have trouble truly believing my friends love me, which is really nice

32: What is your favourite color?

hmmm idrk i like gray but also dark green but also blue

33: Do you have trust issues?

kind of. not really, idk. i'm scared people will leave me.

34: Who/what was your last dream about?

i don't know i don't usually remember my dreams but the last one i can remember involved boygenius of course

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?

my brother because he accidentally hit me in the face lol

36: Do you give out second chances too easily?

yes

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?

forgive definitely

38: Is this year the best year of your life?

fuck no, it's the worst

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

see question 20 (haven't kissed anyone)

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

noooo lmao

51: Favourite food?

okokok

meatball pizza

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

no but sometimes i do believe that things are supposed to happen. if that makes sense

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

scrolled on my phone

54: Is cheating ever okay?

i honestly don't know

55: Are you mean?

sometimes but i try not to be

56: How many people have you fist fought?

never have

57: Do you believe in true love?

yes but i think it's bullshit that true love is always romantic

58: Favorite weather?

hmmm i love when it's cloudy and a bit chilly and just... calm.

59: Do you like the snow?

YES

60: Do you wanna get married?

i have no idea

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

depends on the person but probably not

62: What makes you happy?

my friends. honestly they are kind the only thing that makes me super happy these days, besides my brother and nanny

63: Would you change your name?

yesssss sometimes i want to

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

again i have never kissed anyone ha

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

would probably freak out and avoid the situation, which would include the person

66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

yup

67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

my dad lol

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

hmmm. my bsf, she was surprised that i've cried over her and all of my friends and i was surprised that she doesn't cry over her friends.

69: Do you believe in soulmates?

yes! but again, they don't have to be romantic.

70: Is there anyone you would die for?

definitely

70 horrible questions ... Fuck it

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? 02: Who did you last say “I love you” to? 03: Do you regret anything? 04: Are you insecure? 05: What is your relationship status? 06: How do you want to die? 07: What did you last eat? 08: Played any sports? 09: Do you bite your nails? 10: When was your last physical fight? 11: Do you like someone? 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? 14: Do you miss someone? 15: Have any pets? 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? 17: Ever made out in the bathroom? 18: Are you scared of spiders? 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? 20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? 21: What are your plans for this weekend? 22: Do you want to have kids? How many? 23: Do you have piercings? How many? 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? 25: Do you miss anyone from your past? 26: What are you craving right now? 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? 28: Have you ever been cheated on? 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? 30: What’s irritating you right now? 31: Does somebody love you? 32: What is your favourite color? 33: Do you have trust issues? 34: Who/what was your last dream about? 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? 36: Do you give out second chances too easily? 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? 38: Is this year the best year of your life? 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? 51: Favourite food? 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? 54: Is cheating ever okay? 55: Are you mean? 56: How many people have you fist fought? 57: Do you believe in true love? 58: Favourite weather? 59: Do you like the snow? 60: Do you wanna get married? 61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? 62: What makes you happy? 63: Would you change your name? 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 69: Do you believe in soulmates? 70: Is there anyone you would die for?

[briamichellewrites]

81

– What if you could start over where you left off? –

2004. Bria woke up in Brad’s bed. He was already awake. She gave him a tired smile as he came over to her. He kissed her as she pulled him down. It was ten in the morning, so he told her to get up. He would make her breakfast before she went home. When he got up, she picked up her clothes from the floor and got dressed. She pulled her hair back with a ponytail holder as she walked downstairs to the kitchen. It had been a marvelous first date!

During breakfast, they continued laughing and talking. He kissed her before she left. They planned on having another date. When she got home, she let Mike know. She fed the animals, who were not happy about being left alone all night. Human, you abandoned us! We’re hungry! Once they got their food, they started eating.

Thanks for letting me know. I’ll come over. – Mike

He wanted to see how she was doing. A couple of days before, she had written a song about having cancer. He and Bradford talked about it. They wanted to release it as a single for cancer awareness. When he got to the house, he was greeted by the dogs. Hi, human! Hi, human! He used the intercom to see where she was. She was upstairs in her bathroom.

The animals followed him up there. She waved to him as she heard him coming in. He watched as she braided her long hair. She had a ponytail holder between her teeth. Otherwise, she would have said hello to him. Once her hair was secured, she said hello to him officially. He laughed and said hello back. They walked downstairs and into her studio. How was her date with Brad? It was awesome! She told him all about it. The only thing she didn’t mention was them sleeping together.

He was happy she had fun! When he brought up how he and Bradford wanted to release her song as a single, she thought it was an awesome idea! He would let him know that.

Phoenix and Linsey met with his mother and brother, Joe. After eating lunch, they went over her diagnosis and her options. Chemotherapy seemed like the best option for her. Joe would take her to her next appointment the following Monday. Phoenix was trying to hold it together. It was not the time to get upset. He was not doing well.

Since the diagnosis, he has been fighting the urge to drink. He had anger he needed to get out. But he couldn’t do that to Linsey. It wasn’t fair! That’s what made him so angry! His mother didn’t deserve to have breast cancer. When they left, he went into the bathroom. Linsey was right behind him. Dave? She heard him sobbing, so she opened the door. He was on the floor covered in tears. She held him and let him cry. It wasn’t fair. They were both so terrified of losing her. Fuck cancer!

Bradford visited Phoenix after getting a phone call from Linsey. He was on the bathroom floor and was not moving. No, he wasn’t unresponsive. He was just so filled with grief, that he couldn’t move. His face was red and soaked with tears. He cried until he couldn’t anymore. Everything inside him wanted to go out and get drunk. But he couldn’t do that to Linsey or his mother.

She had enough to deal with. He wanted the floor to swallow him. Bradford crouched down to his level. He was having trouble breathing, so he had him take deep breaths. That helped fill his lungs with oxygen. He wiped the tears from his face.

“Hey, I’m here.”

“My mom has cancer.”

“Linsey told me that. What can I do to help your family?”

He shook his head. “I don’t know.”

“It’s okay. You can think about it. Do you feel like drinking?”

“Yes, but I can’t. I can’t do that to her. I feel so guilty about it.”

“How bad are your cravings?”

“Ten out of ten. I think I need rehab.”

Linsey joined the conversation. Maybe rehab would be a good idea for him. He apologized to her. She told him that she was proud of him for asking for help. When they started dating, she knew he was an alcoholic. She married him because she saw the man he was. His addiction wasn’t his fault. He was doing everything he could to stay sober and she was so proud of him.

This wasn’t a step back in his recovery, but a detour. As Bradford called different rehabs in the area, she continued talking to him. Would she tell Joe? Only if he wanted her to. Yes, he needed to know. Okay. Bradford found a center that had an opening. It specializes in trauma recovery and addiction in the LGBT community. They helped him off the floor and helped him pack his suitcase. How long would he be gone? Three months. Okay.

Before he left, he hugged his wife. I love you. She loved him too. Bradford would come over after he checked in. She nodded and then thanked him. Phoenix is back in rehab. That was the text message the band received. They had a group phone call with Bradford after he got home. Why was he back in rehab? Relapse prevention.

He had permission from Phoenix to tell them, but he asked them not to tell anyone else. They all agreed. Phoenix’s mother was diagnosed with breast cancer. She was going to undergo chemotherapy. Because of that, he had a strong urge to relapse. They were saddened to hear that. Could they do anything to help his family? He didn’t have that information yet. Okay. How long would he be in rehab for? He signed up for a three-month program.

He was going through a lot of stress. They couldn’t imagine. It wouldn’t be fair to put themselves in his shoes because they had no idea what it was like. They would all reach out to Linsey and ask how they could help. Maybe they could bring her food, so she wouldn’t have to cook or bring over groceries. Bradford asked Mike not to tell Bria. Not until Phoenix said it was okay. He agreed.

It wasn’t their place to tell her. The other guys agreed not to tell her. Thank you. Mike thanked him for being there to help him. After Joe, Chester, and Rob hung up, they talked about Bria’s new song. She wanted to set something up so that a percentage of the royalties went towards breast cancer research. He thought it was a great idea! The three of them would have to sit down together and discuss it. They both had a feeling she would match whatever they made. She had the money to do it.

Mike reminded him to take time to do something for himself. You can’t be Superman when you’re stressed out. He thanked him because he needed that reminder. You’re welcome. He would attend a service at his temple because he hadn’t gone to one for a while. That sounded like a great idea. They would take a week before coming back to talk more about the song.

Yeah. That plan sounds awesome! Just let me know. – Bria

You are amazing! – Mike

@zoeykaytesmom @feelingsofaithless @alina-dixon

[bandit-wares]

Letter #1 to my father

You know, your death fucked me up. I was only 16, a junior in high school. You developed pulmonary fibrosis, I guess decades of construction work took a toll on your lungs. Since you distrusted the medical system so much (honestly who can blame you?), it only took a few months for you to deteriorate. The pneumonia didn't help, and neither did that waiting list for better lungs. In only a third of a year, it destroyed you, took you away. I still remember how my oldest brother held your hand and cried like a child, it still shakes me after nearly 7 years. I can't forget that sound, nor can I forget the sound of your oxygen machine. I can't stand the silence anymore because of it. Some part of me still believes that as long as there's noise in the background, everything is okay. If the AC isn't on, if there's no fan or heater on, if there's no music or talking around me, no noise, I don't feel safe. I'm in danger, and so is everyone else.

But then, I still felt scared during those months, even with the sound of the machine helping you breathe. After all, you did talk several times in front of your youngest 3 children how you wanted to put a gun in your mouth and end the suffering. You made me so afraid to sleep at night without even realizing. I was terrified I'd be woken up by a gunshot, or wake up to pure silence, and go to find you lying there motionless. I was sick at the thought of having to make that call to the police, to my mother, to be the one to tell my brothers and sister, my nephews, the world, that my father was dead by either the illness or his own hand. I was so scared of being the one responsible for telling everyone, of having to put that grief on them. You scared me.

You still scare me. I look out the window some days and hope I see you in your truck, waiting on your phone to pick us up for the weekend or for a camping trip by our uncle's creek. I look and I hurt because you aren't there. You've long since been reduced to ashes and spread between the seven of your most loved children.

I hope my sister finds the home videos you made when we were all still kids. I don't want to forget what you looked like, what you sounded like. I want to see you when you were happy. When all of us were happy. I hardly see any of us genuinely happy anymore. Even my precious nephews, and they're so fucking young.

I miss you so much, Dad.

I hate that I loved you so much, because the backlash gnaws at my heart like a starved dog.

But I love you.

[rosemaryblossoms]

Ricardo my rbb oc!!

Rbb by @ewwwabug

Ricardo is an 18 year old who was dragged into gang life by his abusive platonic yandere brother Jace (his original name was going to be jason but I realized that there was already a biker oc that was named jason who is a sweetheart)

He gets almost all his looks from his mother but he has his father’s ears, body shape, and shoulder freckles.

He is 5’10

His life had never been the same since his stepfather or “father” married his mom basically becoming full on yandere for her due to the fact he lost his former wife from cancer and the fact that she reminds him so much of her.

The reason his father and Jace are abusive towards him is because they were extremely jealous of Ricardo due to the fact he has the blood of another man in him.

The only reason that he never called for help was because he was blackmailed.

His Brother and Sajik were good friends which lead to him being invited to the gang.

Later on his mom dies due to an accident at the hospital she worked at, leading on Jace and his Father to get attached to Ricardo who was the living breathing piece of her left.

This leads to them giving him curfews, stalking him, and being bipolar as fuck towards him; first they get all nice and cuddly with him then beats him up and calls him an ungrateful little bitch.

They won’t let him move out or call for help.

He was dragged into the gang by his brother, who was seeing it as a bonding and learning experience. (This is of course when William and Duke were still alive)

When Varai was kidnapped and was being tortured, Ricardo was tied up by his brother and was forced to watch while his brother tells him that could have been him if he wasn’t there.

While Varai was still captured, he and Ethan fed and checked his wounds. Also Ricardo made sure to clean him and his clothes as well.

The reason why he is terrified of Sajik was because he always had horrible nightmares about a shadow man that looked similar to him.

He is in a poly relationship with his demon boyfriend Asriel and his girlfriend/boyfriend Angel who is a blind gorgon.

Later on he was finally free from them, they were arrested thanks to the help of Asriel, and he moved in with Asriel and Angel.

However they are planning to kill Asriel and Angel, they are also planning to kidnap him, also the gang is also after him.

Ricardo’s favorite food is Philly cheesesteak and favorite dessert is turtle pie

Reference:

His favorite color is dark blue and Green.

He also witnessed Jeff eating William alive, but Jeff didn’t notice him.

Reference for his brother Jace:

[surveysandthings]

6.

How are you doing today? Eh. Could be better, could be worse.

What is the last song you listened to in a car? Like I remember.

Do you like prefer apple cider warm or cold? Isn’t cold apple cider just apple juice?? I do prefer apple juice over apple cider.

When did you last feel misunderstood? I always feel misunderstood, bro.

Have you ever visited The Louvre or would you like to? I haven’t but meh. I can see the same paintings online if I want.

Have you ever accidentally locked yourself out of your place of residence? Ugh yes. One time I walked out the door and down the stairs and I looked up to my husband shutting the door behind him and then asking, ‘you grabbed the keys, right?’ I never grab the keys, he does. So we had to sit and wait for an hour and a half for our landlord to show up and let us back in. I was also having an extreeemely heavy period that day and I literally soaked my pants while we were waiting. Good thing they were black.

Do you remember your favorite songs as a kid? Barbie Girl by Aqua is the only one coming to mind rn but that really was my favorite.

Do you currently feel calm? I’m feeling quite antsy rn.

When did you last lace up a pair of shoes? The other day when I wore boots outside. I have to untie and retie them every time I put them on.

What's your go to comfort meal? Definitely pasta.

Do you enjoy cloud watching? I don’t think I've ever done it!

Do you currently have any candles lit? No, but I should. I just got my order from the B&BW candle day sale in.

If applicable, what's your favorite sports team? The only one I have any affinity for is our local hockey team because we go to their games sometimes.

How many cardigans do you own? I can think of 3 off the top of my head.

How much is too much for clothes? It really depends. I’m plus sized so what I have to spend on clothes is more than what a regular person would spend. Tops should be $20 and under. Leggings $15 and under. No more than $50 max on jeans. No more than $25 for a sweater/hoodie/cardigan. I shop clearance and other sales as frequently as I can. 

How soon do you normally decorate for holidays? I used to always do it the day after Thanksgiving but that felt too late because we almost always take the tree down the day after Christmas. So I put it up at the beginning of November and now it feels like its been up too long. Idk. Christmas doesn't feel exciting anymore and I'm struggling with it.

Are there any important things happening this week? Not that I'm aware of!

Do you know anyone who is terrified of dogs? My mom had a friend who had a daughter that was friends with my little sister and so she would come home with my little sister some days when her parents were working and then her older brother would stop by when he was done with school to pick her up and walk her home and he was TERRIFIED of dogs. One day he came by to pick her up and it was literally -35 outside and this poor kid chose to sat on the porch and wait for his sister to get her stuff together, rather than come inside because our dog was there. I even put the dog in the garage and he still wouldn’t come inside and warm up. I felt SO bad.

What scent was the last soap you used? I think its oat milk and honey?

How old were you when you made your first big purchase? I bought my first iPad when I was 17 if that counts? 

What last made you angry? My mother. She continually shows blatant favoritism for my little sister and its so fucking frustrating to be 28 years old and jealous of your sister because your mommy loves her more but like...what the hell have I ever done to be continually forgotten about and left out? Ugh.

What's a color you think is underrated? Cream, honestly. It’s become my favorite color to wear lately because it’s so clean and fresh and versatile.

What are you usually doing when midnight comes around and you can't sleep? Just play on my phone until I get tired.

What is your favorite way to eat rice? (white, steamed, fried, brown, sweetened...) I love a good spam rice!

What color is the top you're wearing? Baby bloooo.

When did you last laugh so hard you cried? Oh god, its been a while!

What's your favorite horror movie? I can’t say I have a favorite. It’s not my fave genre.

What's your favorite and least favorite fast food restaurant? Favorite is probably McDonalds and least favorite is Arby’s.

How many pictures can you see in the room you're in? 2!

When did you last sign your signature? A return slip at Ulta a couple weeks ago.

What cover do you think is better than the original song? Miley Cyrus’ version of Heart of Glass is infinitely better than the OG!

Are you currently listening to music? Newp.

What do your favorite pair of pajamas look like? I really just wear a big T-shirt and undies to bed!

What is something you've been working on? Trying to get my mf anxiety under control and be happy. I hurt my own feelings way too much and I'm trying to just let shit go too.

What's something that excites you about the future? Bro the future scares the shit out of me.

How often do you drink smoothies? The only kind of smoothie I really like is strawberry banana and I can’t have bananas anymore so I don’t drink them very often..

What's a TV show you have gotten into recently? Sister Wivessss. I’m impatiently waiting for the next episode.

Have you ever had to have a tooth cut out? I had my wisdom teeth taken out!

When did you last rush for something? My husband got home at 4:30ish and we had to rush to make it across town to get our pup’s stitches taken out before the vet closed at 5.

How many blankets do you own? A handful. Under 10 for sure.

Have you drank enough water today? I’m quite thirsty rn.

Do you prefer apple pie or pecan pie? I’ve never had pecan pie but I love me some apple pie.

What color takes up most of your wardrobe? Cream/white/tan/brown.

What makes you feel alive? Tbh I haven’t felt alive in a really long time.

Who is your last missed call from? Spammm.

Do you have any unusual pet peeves? I really hate when people say they ‘seen’ something instead of ‘saw’ or name their dogs weirdly complicated names but I don’t think that's overly unusual.

What is a food you think is nasty that most people enjoy? Fish. That shit is nasty.

Would you rather never be sick again or be rich? Never be sick.