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w.c: 460 fluff, leitora um pouco insegura com o corpo
âNĂŁo vou fazer isso!â
Era a milĂ©sima vez que Jaemin implorava para vocĂȘ fazer uma trend do tiktok, porĂ©m continuava negando o pedido do seu namorado.Â
Jaemin era o tipo de pessoa que amava compartilhar vĂdeos que iam desde receitas atĂ© gatinhos fofinhos. Ultimamente, ele andava viciado em ver e fazer trends, principalmente de casais, porque vocĂȘs acabavam se divertindo muito. A trend em questĂŁo era onde os namorados pegavam suas namoradas pela cintura e as âjogavamâ no ombro, para mostrar o quĂŁo forte eles eram.Â
âMas, por que nĂŁo meu amor?â
âVocĂȘ sabe muito bem o porquĂȘâ.
Jaemin sabia que vocĂȘ tinha algumas inseguranças com seu corpo, mas era justamente por causa disso que ele queria fazer aquela trend, para te tratar como a princesa que vocĂȘ era aos olhos dele. Ele tomou as suas mĂŁos entre as dele e te perguntou, olhando no fundo dos seus olhos:
 âVocĂȘ confia em mim?â Apenas acenou com a cabeça, sem quebrar o olhar. âEntĂŁo, nĂŁo vejo motivos para vocĂȘ ter tanto medo de fazer isso.â
Bufou e apenas concordou em gravar esse vĂdeo com ele, que aparecia ter ganhado na loteria de tĂŁo feliz que ficou, te abraçando e enchendo seu rosto de beijinhos.
Depois de terem visto os vĂdeos algumas vezes, Jaemin posicionou o celular num tripĂ©, jĂĄ colocando para gravar e logo foi pra trĂĄs de vocĂȘ. Tentaram algumas vezes, mas vocĂȘ estava muito nervosa, entĂŁo acabou nĂŁo dando certo. Jaemin tentava te acalmar, falando que vocĂȘ estava indo bem.Â
Antes de mais uma tentativa, Jaemin começou a fazer um carinho gostoso em sua cintura, alĂ©m de depositar alguns beijinhos em seu ombro e indo atĂ© o seu pescoço. Realmente, estava funcionando, pois vocĂȘ estava ficando molinha nos braços dele, mais relaxada. Foi o momento perfeito para Jaemin te segurar com mais força pela cintura, te levantando atĂ© te colocar no ombro dele. Seu gritinho fino e risadas tambĂ©m tiraram algumas risadas do seu namorado que, para finalizar o vĂdeo, flexionou os bĂceps sĂł para mostrar o quĂŁo forte ele era, fazendo vocĂȘ rir mais uma vez.
Assim que ele te colocou no chĂŁo, te virou dando um selinho demorado, como forma de agradecimento por vocĂȘ ter topado gravar com ele.
âAtĂ© que foi divertido, nĂ©? Confesso que tava nervosa achando que vocĂȘ nĂŁo ia conseguir me levantar por causa do meuâŠâ
âEi ei ei, nem complete essa frase!â Te deu mais um selinho demorado, que se transformou em um beijo doce. âTreino para ficar forte para sempre te ter nos meus braços.â Sentiu que o coração ia sair pela boca com aquela declaração do Jaemin. âE nĂŁo se preocupe minha linda, nunca vou te deixar cair.â
Foi entĂŁo que vocĂȘ percebeu que Jaemin nĂŁo falava apenas da trend.
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hiii! i'm back with some request i know that you usually writes with mark, but, can you write something with johnny? like, ex-best friends to lovers? i craving for a 2nd chance but i need something related to "descovering new feelingg" (idk if this makes any sense)
hi darling!!! anything for you, and i loveee writing for johnnny so no worries. ok, i have an idea in mind for this concept, but I won't spoil it for you!! (mwahahaha) i'll get writing and tag you when it's done! eeeeee!
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hiii, can you add me on "after the tone: voicemails i want to keep" taglist, please? â„
hello, yes, you are added! <3
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have you seen my boyfriend? đđ»đđ»
240927 JOHNNY IG Update
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hiiiii, can you add me on "sweet life" taglist? thank u
hii, ofc !! đ©·
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please, tag me on "and i would like you to love me" â„
hello, i've added you to the list hehe thank you so much for your interest! đ
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drunk words, sober thoughts
fluff, friends to ? a.n: this story came to mind when i was thinking about how cool it would be to have a beer with johnny and talk about all sorts of things (yes, that's my biggest dream).i hope you enjoy it! all feedback is welcome!
It was the last class of the day.
Johnny wasnât paying attention to what the professor was saying anymore. He was just counting down the minutes until he could leave and go home. So, when the professor finally said, âSee you next week,â he practically jumped out of his seat.
As he walked out of the classroom, he saw you leaning against the wall, fiddling with the strap of your bag. You looked clearly bored but were obviously waiting for him. When you noticed him approaching, you ran to meet him, grabbing his arm, and the two of you started walking toward the exit together.
âCome on, John! I promise we wonât take too long,â you said playfully, trying to convince him to stop by a bar with you for a couple of beers.
âIâm tired, __. Canât we just do this tomorrow?â
âBut itâs more fun if we go today! Fridays are perfect for venting about everything that went wrong during the week.â
Johnny laughed at your attempts to convince him, but in the end, he gave in. It was hard for him to say no to you.
You and Johnny had met during the first semester of college at an orientation lecture. Since then, the two of you had been inseparable, always seen together at events and in the hallways. Many people assumed you were dating or at least hooking up, but that wasnât the caseâthough it didnât stop either of you from occasionally imagining the possibility.
What you admired most about Johnny was his ability to listen, to lighten the heavy moments in your life, and to always be there for you. You often described him as the perfect friend to end the day with a good conversation and a cold beer. That was why you were so insistent on him accompanying you.
Before long, you found yourselves at a cozy bar near campus.
You ordered your first beers, clinked glasses with the classic âno cheers, no sex for seven years,â and added some appetizers to the table.
Conversations with Johnny always flowed effortlessly. You started by complaining about the campus cafeteria food, then moved on to venting about assignments that were taking a toll on both your mental health. Johnny talked about his internship, and you shared updates about your extension project.
You couldnât stop laughing at Johnnyâs absurd stories about his classmates, occasionally pausing to take a sip of your beer and playfully tapping his arm.
After losing count of how many beers youâd had (most of them yours), Johnny noticed you were getting a bit tipsy when you started hugging him more frequently. Even though you were clearly drunk, he couldnât help but enjoy your affection.
The uber ride was amusing, as was the walk to your apartment. Johnny ended up carrying you on his back since you were nearly asleep. He was already well-known at your building, so the doorman let him in without much fuss.
Once inside, Johnny took you straight to your room, carefully laying you down on the bed. You mumbled something incoherent, and as he leaned in to say goodnight, you grabbed the back of his neck, pulling his face close to yours. Johnny froze, nervous at the sudden closeness.
âWow, J-Johnny⊠Youâre so handsome up close,â you said in a slurred voice, clearly drunk, as you traced your fingers over his face. âHave I told you I love your eyes?â You giggled, clearly embarrassed. âAnd this nose of yours, so cute.â
Your gaze finally landed on his lips. Without realizing it, Johnny wetted his lips nervously under your intense stare.
âYour lips look so soft. I-Iâd do anything to kiss them,â you murmured.
Johnny hadnât seen that coming. For the first time in years, youâd left him speechless. He knew you were drunk, but the thought âdrunk words, sober thoughtsâ lingered in his mind. He wanted to kiss you, no doubt about itâbut not like this.
Before he could say anything, though, you passed out. Sleep saved you from kissing your best friend.
Johnny could only chuckle at the situation. Gently tucking you into bed, he kissed your forehead and whispered, âGoodnight.â
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Waking up with a hangover ranked in the top ten worst feelings ever. You could barely open your eyes, and it felt like your head was about to explode. You needed water and painkillers, which you thankfully found on your bedside table.
âThis has Johnny written all over it,â you thought with a small smile, remembering how he always looked out for you.
You were still trying to piece together how youâd ended up there when flashes of last night started coming back to you:
Beers at the bar. Uncontrollable laughter. Johnny carrying you to your room. âYour lips look so soft. I-Iâd do anything to kiss them.â
Your eyes shot wide open as realization dawned.
You had told your best friend that you wanted to kiss him.
It wasnât exactly a lieâJohnny was incredibly attractive, both physically and because of how he treated you. You did want to kiss him, but you definitely didnât want him to know that.
âPlease let him not remember what I said,â you thought, silently praying.
Your thoughts were interrupted by a notification on your phone. When you saw who it was from, your heart skipped a beat.
âHow are you feeling? I hope youâre ready for our first kiss.â
Yes. He remembered everything.
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thanks!!
iâm over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair / i often wear sweatshirts / i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i donât often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports / i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / iâve never dated anyone / i have a best friend iâve known for over five years / i am an only child
@sunshyni @mitsuyart quem quiser pode fazer!
color the sentence that's true about you >.>
iâm over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair / i often wear sweatshirts / i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i donât often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports / i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / iâve never dated anyone / i have a best friend iâve known for over five years / i am an only child
no pressure tags >.>
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heeey
first of all: LET'S BE FRIEEEENDS!!
second of all: i love the way you write your works like... you are a big inspiration for me
last: is there a member of nct dream that you have an easier time writing?
heyaa đŒđŒ WE CAN MOST ABSOLUTELY BE FRIENDS (u and me r like đ€ starting from now on)!! also thank u?? so much?? it means so much to hear you like my works MUCH MORE AS UR INSPIRATION??? i am so honored im not even kidding i could tear up rn đđ i think the easiest member for me to write about is hyuck !! i honestly dk why but i think its pretty obvious by how much space he takes up in my masterlist đđđ
i saw that you write too so i just wanted to ask the same question for u hehe đ€Č
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áŻáĄŁđ© đ.aechan ⯠you and your boyfriend are spending the holidays at his parents house and had agreed to not crossing the line. but guess who has no self-control?
đ. bf!haechan x fem!reader, smut, rough(ish) sex, unprotected sex, haechan is super hot omg, creampie đș đđ. 557
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i just had a dream like that with jisung, but i haven't posted something for haechan in a while... ⯠bookshelf
your muffled moans blended with the sound of water cascading from the shower, haechanâs large hand firmly over your mouth. your fingers dug into the bathroom sink as his hips snapped against yours in an unrelenting rhythm, leaving you breathless and teetering on the edge.
it wasnât supposed to go this far. you had promised yourself you wouldnât cross the lineânot here, not at his parentsâ house during the holidays. and for a moment, he agreed too. but haechan? self-control was never his strong suit.
haechanâs hand slid up your spine, the warmth of his touch lingering until it reached your nape. his fingers gripped firmly, pressing you against the cool surface of the sink. he leaned over you, his lips tracing a trail of heated kisses down your back before pausing at your ear. a teasing bite on your lobe sent shivers through you, and with a firm tug on your hair, he pulled you flush against his chest, the closeness igniting every nerve.
taking in your reflection, you were a beautiful messâhair disheveled, eyes flushed red, and shoulders adorned with the unmistakable imprint of donghyuckâs teeth, a masterpiece of his desire. you were glowing, radiant under the haze of it all.
his hand left your mouth, only to pull you into a kissâraw, messy, and full of him. teeth clashed, tongues tangled, and warm trails of saliva marked your lips.
âa-ah, hyuck⊠so goodâŠâ you murmured against his lips, shivering as his deliberate, slow thrusts found that spot inside you that unraveled you completely.
âyeah?â he murmured against your jaw, his grip on your hips tightening possessively. âof course itâs good. i know how to take care of my womanâfuck her so well her pretty eyes roll back for me. iâm the one who keeps her full, satisfied all night, moaning my name like that. is my cock that good, baby?â his voice dropped, rough and teasing as each word sent shivers down your spine.
âhyeokâŠâ you whimpered, your voice louder than intended, forcing you to muffle your own cries with trembling hands.
âyeah?â He chuckled darkly, his lips tracing kisses along your neck. âwhat does my baby need, hmm?â
âplease... i need toâfuckâi need to cumâŠâ his lips curl into a smug grin as a low, throaty moan escapes him.
âsuch a good girlâŠâ he murmurs, voice dripping with praise.
his hand finds its way over your mouth again as his pace quickens. haechan thrusts into you with raw, unrelenting energy, the force leaving your hips tender under his grip. you already know the aftermathâbruised hips, trembling legs, and a body pushed to its limit.
it doesnât take long before you surrender entirely, your body melting into his rhythm like the good girl you are. teeth graze his fingers as your vision blurs, overwhelmed by the intensity. the orgasm crashes over you like a tidal wave, stealing your breath and leaving you shuddering in its wake.
but he doesnât stop.
he keeps going, his movements deliberate and merciless, coaxing every last tremor from your overstimulated body. only when he finally spills into you, filling you completely, does he let out a satisfied groan, his grip loosening as you both collapse into the haze of shared satisfaction.
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when the fratboy falls
fratboy!Jaehyun x tutor!reader
summary: Jaehyun is a fratboy with a notorious reputation for being a playboy, you have never heard of him. surely, he can use tutoring as an excuse to get close to you, right?
word count: 8.9k
warnings: swearing, fuckboy behavior, mentions of alcohol and weed, characters consuming alcohol, based on ages in this fic- underage drinking, mentions of sexual acts, a very brief scenario where a non-nct-fratboy verbally harasses/drunkenly flirts, confusing ages/age changes between members (just don't think about it :)), Americanized college described (I'm American), pet names (sweetie, sweets, sweeteart) in order to avoid using y/n, uhhh I think that's it, lmk if I missed anything!
a/n: oh my god this feels like it's been a long time coming, I hope you all enjoy the origins of Jaehyun and Sweetheart and grow to love them even more! Feedback is appreciated!Â
This fic is a part of my fratboy!jaehyun universe but can be read as a stand alone fic! (itâs the origin story)
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You should be in a club right now, you and all your friends should be getting drinks bought for you in the flashing neon lights of a crowded room. You should be dancing like the girls in all the college movies with your hands up, tangled in your own hair, and dancing to the beat of the music pulsing through the room.Â
But you werenât there! You were stuck in the godforsaken library being proactive by studying for your staggered midterms starting in two weeks. You hated your professors for giving horribly detailed study guides that actually required you to work on them this early on. It was as if they had all conspired to make them as detailed and long as possible and to make them span two weeks.
Your eyes were burning from staring at the screen in front of you, the books laid out around you had barely been touched since you found the information you needed, and your pencil was lost somewhere in the pages of your notebook where you had been taking notes. Right now, your fingers were itching to grab your phone and scroll through some sort of entertainment, but you knew you couldnât.Â
Youâd been doing so well studying for a good- wow, almost 3 hours, until the rowdiest group of guys came in and started making this experience even worse for you. Theyâd come in about half an hour ago and had been the worst examples of library goers since they took their seats two tables away from you.Â
âThose guys are such a pain in the ass,â your roommate, Ari, mumbled under her breath.
Your friend, Kira, shot a look in their direction and immediately rolled her eyes, âFrat guys, Nu Chi. Iâm not surprised.â
You peeked over at the group of guys catching the Greek letters on various pieces of clothing worn within the group. The âÎΧ΀â was was patched onto some hats, hoodies, and t-shirts- the bright green of the letters made it easier to see. You trailed your eyes over the guys in the group. Some look like theyâd just woken up, one was asleep, another two were actually studying, and one was looking right at you.Â
Your eyes widened in surprise, you hadnât meant to get caught staring. His handsome face fell into a smirk as you saw his eyes trail you up and down. Your face got hot and you snapped your head back to the half undone study guide on your screen. Fuck, fuck, fuck. How embarrassing!
Jaehyun smirked at your embarrassed state, biting his lip as he stared at your panicked return to your studying. Thank you Taeyong for getting this table. You were cute, messy hair, comfy looking sweater, and tired eyes. He liked cute.Â
You tried as hard as you could to focus on the study guide in front of you but the heat of this guyâs gaze was distracting you. You peeked up again, catching his eye and feeling your face get warm once again when his right eye dropped in a wink.
You looked away quickly, facing your friends and covering your mouth from his view, âdonât be obvious, but one of those frat guys has been staring at me for the past 10 minutes.â
Both their heads turned at the same time, catching sight of the guy. Ariâs eyes widened as her head snapped back to you, âthatâs Jung Jaehyun, bitch!â
You stared at her like sheâd grown another head, âdoes he play sports or something? Am I supposed to know who he is?â
âHeâs just one of the hottest guys at this university. My roommate knows like four girls who have slept with him and not a single one of them complained. Apparently, heâs pretty good in bed. You should get on it,â Kira explains in a conspiratorial whisper.
âDonât be gross, I don't want to be another notch in his bedpost or name on his roster. Iâm not like that,â you sigh as you begin closing up the books spread around you on the table.Â
âI know, Iâm just saying it could be fun for you. Donât let him use you, you use him,â Kira offers with a smug smile.
You chuckle, gathering your things, âwhatever, Iâm going back to the dorm. If I read another word my brain will melt into mush. Iâll see you guys later.â
You stood from the table, your arms full of the books youâd borrowed so you could take them back to the front desk. You heard a chair scrape against the floor as you left your area and passed by tables of scattered peers also studying or at least attempting to study.
âHere, let me help you with those,â a deep voice came from behind you.
You stopped, turning your head to see that it was Jaehyun, the guy from the table. âOh, itâs alright. Thank you though,â you smiled politely while continuing your journey to the librarianâs desk.
âHey, child development books. Now that I think about it your pretty face did look familiar. Do you you take it with Professor G on Tuesdays and Thursdays at 2? Iâm Jung Jaehyun,â He explained as he walked with you. Clearly, he wasn't at all put off by you dismissing him.
âThat class has like 200 people, how would you recognize me?â You asked Jaehyun, sending the librarian a kind smile in thanks before telling him your own name as you walked toward the doors of the library.
Jaehyun walked with you, holding the door open for you, âI never forget a pretty face. But hey, listen, I gotta say Iâve been struggling quite a bit with all the materials we need to know for the midterm. You always answer questions and Professor G compliments your work, would you be down to help me study? Like a tutor?â
You came to a stop at the bottom of the stairs outside the library. You bit the inside of your lip, contemplating whether or not you should help him. On one hand, you really understood the material and you would be more than capable enough to help him, and you had some time. On the other hand, did he really need help studying or was this one of his methods for getting you alone so he could work his charm to get you in his bed? âYou donât even know me, Iâm sure thereâs someone you know in the class that can help you.â
Jaehyunâs mouth opens quickly, âBut I know you know the materials. Come on, please.â
You shook your head, he was cute, you had the time to help him, but your pride was getting in your way.Â
He sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. Any other girl would have jumped at the opportunity to spend time with him, time alone with him. You were different, making him work for it. And he knew you wanted him. He saw the way youâd been checking him out. He looked at the trees, his eyes brightening as an idea hit him, âhow about this. If you help tutor me, Iâll let you and your friends in to every Nu Chi party for free for the rest of the semester.â
You hummed, that was a pretty good offer, âbut Iâve never even been to any of your parties. Weâre not usually the party type.â
Geez you were making this almost impossible for him, âfine. You and your friends can still get into the rest of the parties for free and Iâll connect you with some of my older frat brothers who can help you with any other class you need help with.â
You hummed, that was a pretty good offer, âDo you have a math guy? I really need help in stats.â
Jaehyun, let out a quiet breath of relief, âYeah, Doyoung is a computer science major or something. Even if heâs not, heâs a genius and thereâs about 4 other guys who could help you. Weâre not all idiots, you know?â
âJust you?â You smile at him teasingly.Â
He chuckles deeply, âyeah, just me. So yes? Youâll help me.â
âFine,â you drag out playfully, âI can find you on instagram to set up the meeting?â
He nods handing his phone to you so you can follow yourself. You hand his phone back to him, âI guess Iâll talk to you soon.â
The next time you see Jaehyun is at 9:48 on the following Saturday. Youâve been sitting in a study room nervously adjusting and readjusting the position of your laptop, then your notebook, then your pencil. Your coffee sits untouched beside your phone, face up to see if, and really when, Jaehyun will decide to message you and cancel. The session was supposed to start at 9:30, but there had been very few people walking through the door. None of which were Jaehyun.
Youâd decided you would give him 10 more minutes and then youâd leave. You had better ways to be spending a Saturday than waiting in a study room alone like a mega loser for some guy you barely knew. A guy that was just trying to get in your pants no doubt.
With 2 minutes left you began to pack up your things. You knew it was too good to be true. Why had you even begun to think he was actually interested in studying? With the way heâd been undressing you with his eyes, there was no way he wanted to actually study with you. You were such an idiot! He was probably fast asleep, hung over, in his bed with a poor girl heâd managed to trick into sleeping with him. If you could even calling it tricking her- he was actually a good looking guy, charming, likable, and persuasive. Ugh! Why were you thinking about him like that?!Â
You closed your laptop and slid your chair out, reaching for your bag when finally the door to the study room opened.
There stood Jung Jaehyun, red cheeked, tired looking, and out of breath, âI slept through my alarm. Iâm hungover as a motherfucker right now, but Iâm here. Did you just get here?â
You were frozen, âIâve been waiting for almost 20 minutes. I was packing up to leave.â
âHow are you not hungover? Last night was a major rager.â
âI didnât go to the party,â You told him quietly, almost shyly. You pulled your laptop out again and pulled up the necessary tabs for the material for today.
Jaehyun stared at you confused, a slight hint of wonder, and another hint of admiration. âBut I gave you free entry for the rest of the semester. You and your friends. I can think of something else to make this more worth your while.â
You deadpanned, âIâm not sleeping with you Jung Jaehyun, have some respect. Iâm doing you a favor.â
Jaehyun flushed, his mouth falling open silently. He shook his head quickly, almost in worry, âthatâs not what I meant. God, Iâm sorry. I just meant that since you are doing me a favor and you havenât exactly used any of what I offered to your advantage, maybe youâd want something else more your style. You can still have access to my smart bros, but maybe you want some food instead of the parties? A couple of the ladies in the dining hall love me and they give me food for free. I can pass that along if you want.â
You bit your lip, contemplating your answer, âItâs fine, the parties seem cool. I mean- Iâve never been to one, but I didnât want to leave the wrong impression showing up hungover.â
Jaehyun flushed, suddenly very interested in the screen in front of him, he was embarrassed. Of course he made a bad second impression. He was the idiot that showed up hungover! âShould we get started?â he asked. It was clear you cared about school or at least doing well and wanted to make a good impression even when he was obviously thinking with his dick. Now, he felt like a total dick.
You nodded and began explaining what you had planned for this session. You had planned for the two of you would complete part 1 of the study guide, only a handful of questions and youâd review the slides used by the professor to help Jaehyun with anything he had trouble with.Â
Jaehyun began to zone out after the third level of the hierarchy of needs. His eyes were zeroed in on the plastic cup on the opposite side of the table. The writing was mess but he could make out the order, a chai latte, oatmilk, a double shot of espresso, and 3 pumps of caramel syrup over ice. Heâd never had a chai latte but it sounded really good. He wondered if the ice had melted own and ruined the coffee from making you wait so long. He did feel bad about that. He really didnât mean to oversleep. He was proactive, heâd set an alarm for 9 oâclock, just enough time to shower, throw up, and walk to campus to meet you in the library. But at some point in the party last night someone had offered him a shot and as Social Chair, he couldnât refuse. Well, he could, but he wasnât known to unless it was his weekend to be sober and it wasnât. Nu Chi Tau had a reputation to uphold, a reputation he upheld with pride.Â
âSo in the final level of the pyramid we have self-actualization, what this means isâŠâ he heard you say, then he got distracted again. This time by you. The way your mouth moved to form the words, your lips looked soft, he wondered what kind of lip balm you used, what flavor it was, did they taste like that chai latte- WHAT?! Who was this voice invading his head?! What was this about unity and understanding you were saying?
He tuned into what you were saying, again, hoping his brain would allow him to stay focused, âsince this is the highest level, not a whole lot of people ever get here. On the study guide make sure you add a note about only 2% of people ever reaching this level. I wouldnât put it past Professor G to ask a question like that on the midterm.â
Jaehyunâs pencil scratched against a loose sheet of paper youâd let him have. âThis is probably a really bad time to tell you I also forgot my laptop. Do you mind if I use yours, next time Iâll bring it. I promise.â
You sighed deeply, sending him a light-hearted glare, âHere. Let me know if you need help answering any of the questions. Letâs try to have part 1 done before we meet next time, some time during the week, if that works for you?â
âYeah, maybe we can do Thursday before class and then weâll see each other on Friday at the party?â Jaehyun asked, trying to sound as nonchalant as he could.
You bit your lip, mulling over his offer. His stare was intense, he was mentally crossing his fingers that youâd say yes. And god, why did you look so cute biting your lip?!
âHey, Iâll be your personal host for the night. You obviously wonât have to drink if you donât want to, I know all the areas that have more free space if you get overwhelmed, and I will see to it that you get back to your room safely. I promise youâll have a safe and good night. Thatâs a Nu Chi Social Chair guarantee,â he pledged, complete with a hand over his heart.
You rolled your eyes, he was such a dork. âFine, but donât show up late to the next study session or else I'm dropping you. You can fail for all I care.â
Jaehyun feels his heart skip a beat, not only would he fail the class without your help, heâd also fail you and for some reason that sounded worse. He was definitely going to show up on time.
True to his word heâd even gone as far as showing up early on Thursday. He had completed part 1 of the study guide, and even flagged some areas he needed help with. You had been thoroughly impressed, even a little surprised. So to keep your part of the bargain you were standing outside the Nu Chi frat house with Ari and Kira. The party was already in full swing. The music was so loud that you felt the bass beneath your feet on the road across the street.Â
âFinally! Iâve been waiting for this since our first semester to come to one of these parties!â Ari clapped excitedly.
You turned to stare at her with a look of pure confusion, âyou did. Literally the first weekend here at school. You came to the dorm that night and told me you had no interest in men after a man gave you the âamateur DJ special,â but you kissed a girl after and claimed to have fallen in love.â
âSo I came out to you twice? Why didnât you tell me?â She asked in shock.
Kira groaned, âboth of you shut up. Letâs go.â She grabbed your arm and led you and Ari into the chaos.
Upon entering, a wave of musky funk hit your nostrils. A nasty concoction of weed, alcohol, sweat, beer, and BO. There were people cheering in the center of the hallway playing beer pong, a crowd of people grinding in the living room to r&b music, the sliding door to the back yard was open and showed people doing keg stands before flipping into the pool. This was just above and beyond. Every other frat party in town had crowded living rooms with beer being sloshed around in plastic cups, but this was a full on experience. It was as if they had seen every college movie with parties and brought them to life. You might never admit it, but you were even a little impressed.
You all moved through the bodies to the kitchen to get yourself some drinks and you looked around to observe those around you. The kitchen was strangely more empty than you thought it would be, but the party had been going on for almost 2 hours so maybe people were already too drunk to care about getting more alcohol. There was a couple making out in one corner, a group of girls sipping on seltzers all gathered around a phone, and a few drunk people snacking on some chips.
You sipped on your drink, not even noticing that someone new had taken stance beside you, âhey, Iâve never seen you around here before. You a freshman?â
Your face turned into one of poorly-concealed judgement while you studied him. He looked like a freshman himself, probably fresh out of the womb. He had cute chubby cheeks, wide eyes, and a shaggy hairstyle that made him look younger than he likely was. You laughed as you thought about his tacky line and turned to him with raised brows, âIâm in the middle of my fourth semester here. Are you a freshman? You look like you just left 8th grade, little guy.â
He scoffed, huffed, and rolled his eyes, âIâm in my second semester, Iâm not some first semester loser. Iâm not some kid. Iâm actually almost 19. In 3 weeks.â
âCongrats,â you chuckle, taking a sip of your drink, âwhatâs your name?â
He flips his hair back with some weird swagger taking over him, âIâm Haechan, I hold the Nu Chi record for longest bender. Six whole days.â
Your eyes widen in shock and you almost choke on your drink, âthat canât have been healthy.â
Another guy stands beside Haechan with a can of beer in his hand, âit wasnât. He also spent âsix whole daysâ in the hospital right after. You canât keep bragging about it without providing more context. Normal people get concerned, not impressed, bro.â
âGod! Mark! You kill the vibe every time I try to make my move!â Haechan yells before turning to you and speaking softly, âyou should come to my birthday party.âÂ
The two continue bickering and you make your way back to your friends to refill your cup. An unfamiliar arm slings around your and Ariâs shoulders. You had expected it to be Haechan, a harmless kid, or Jaehyun who you knew and had promised to be your guide, but instead it was another guy completely. He smelled awful, a sick mix of weed, sweat, and Axe body spray.Â
His words were slurred and he was clearly using you and Ari to stay upright, âLadies, what brings you beauties to this shitty party? You know, Alpha Sig throws better parties, we got one goinâ on tomorrow night. You ladies should come by. Youâll get front of the line access, especially you.â He tugs Ari closer to him.
Ari cringes and tries to pull away from his hold, âyou have no idea how much that turned me off. Go away, you smell like a preteen boy.â
âI can be your boy,â he slurs, his hot breath hitting her face. She wretches and dry heaves with the scent of his breath.
âTyler, what the fuck are you doing here? You know youâre fucking banned. Get your ass out of here, and take any of your brothers that snuck in with you,â you hear Jaehyunâs voice. Itâs surprisingly loud and stern. He speaks with confidence and command and you hate that it makes you question how you see him. He was just hot before but now heâs even more attractive, protective, and strong. Shit, what was in this drink?
You feel a sense of relief at the sound of the familiar voice. Tyler turns and begins arguing, his words barely comprehensible before a taller guy in a Nu Chi Theta shirt drags him out of the house.Â
Once heâs out of sight Jaehyun turns to your small group with a much more relaxed voice, âIâve been looking for you girls all night. Come out back, itâs way more chill. I had a pledge in charge of keeping an eye out for you, sorry he sucks.â
You all follow him out of the crowded house to the backyard and past the keg stands and to a small circle of benches where it is way calmer. These must be the older members of the frat hang out. Jaehyun smiles and introduces his brothers and they all apologize for Tylerâs behavior.Â
Taeyong the frat president and Jaehyunâs Big, Johnny the Vice President, Doyoung the secretary, and Yuta the treasurer, which he was quickly explained he was forced to take up the role.
âI swear, the pledges get more and more useless every semester. The last good set was Mark and Haechan,â the one who had been introduced as Taeyong sighed.
Jaehyun goes to argue after rolling his eyes, but your snort interrupts him. Jaehyun turns to you as if to ask what was up. You shake your head, âHaechan tried to hit on me in the kitchen. Then Mark came in and they started arguing,â you explain.
Jaehyun laughs with a nod, taking a sip from his drink, âsounds like them.â
You all make conversation for a couple hours, laughing and getting to know each other. They share crazy party stories, embarrass each other with the occasional scolding to party-goers who are getting too rowdy out back or inside. They complain about their classes and upcoming finals, and in turn you and your friends complain about your own. Youâre even able to make some connections for help with stats like you needed or the opportunity to look at some other memberâs notes from similar classes.Â
Yuta turns to you with a look of realization on his face, âhey, were you in the library about a week ago?â You nod and he continues with a smug smile, âyou know, youâre like a living legend around here. You really knocked Jaehyun down a peg, first girl to ever not fall for his charm. Now, heâs actually studying. Itâs amazing!â
You donât see it because Ari suddenly falls from the bench, but Jaehyun punches Yutaâs shoulder with bright red cheeks. You and Kira help Ari up and begin saying your goodbyes, promising Yuta that you want to continue the conversation.
Jaehyun follows you guys out. He opens up the side gate and takes the brunt of Ariâs weight while you all walk back to your dorm building, which thankfully isnât far.Â
Ari nearly stumbles into a bush outside your building and plays it off with a, âI was getting you your favorite flowers, sweetie!â She pushes a crumpled pink azalea flower into you palm and you thank her while getting her upright and steady.
You and Jaehyun walk her into the lobby and from there Kira leads Ari into the elevator and she sends you a tipsy wink which is impossible to ignore.Â
You flush with embarrassment, shesâs so obvious. âThanks for walking us home, but you didnât have to do that. You have a party to return to, Mister Social Chair. Thereâs probably some girl you had your eye on tonight, you could have missed your chance.â
âIt was my sober weekend anyway and I promised to be your guide. No one else but you held my attention tonight,â he shrugs, âI just hope Tyler didnât discourage you from coming to any future parties. Or even Yuta.â
âI got a personal invite to Haechanâs nasty 19. Plus, I think the brothers of Nu Chi would love to have a living legend in attendance, Iâll be there,â you smile while tucking the crumpled up flower behind your ear to distract yourself from his offhand admission of you holding his attention
Jaehyun feels his heart beat a little faster. It had to be the single beer he had earlier, or were crumpled up flowers always this pretty on girls who teased him? Was it the flower or could it be your teasing? He blinked a few times, forcing his brain to work for one of its intended purposes- speaking. âThat one will be smaller. Iâm not sure about calmer, but smaller for sure. Before that though, we have a couple more study sessions right?â He asks, changing the subject.
âYeah, we need to finish off parts 2 and 3 of the study guide. The midterm is two Thursdays away, so letâs try to meet this Tuesday after class.â
âAye, aye, Captain. Iâll have notes and everything.â He salutes you like a dork.Â
You snort out a laugh, which he automatically files stores as a sound he likes hearing and wants to hear again. âIâll see you in class.âÂ
He leaves with a wave and his hands shoved in his pockets. He walked back with a nice pep in his step. The stars looked brighter, he felt a giddiness he hadnât felt in years. It was weird, but he liked it. He wanted to feel it more often. When he got to the party, he went right back to his room, alone, ready to bask in his new, light feeling. He liked this feeling, he wanted to feel it all the time.
You enter your room to find Ari passed out on the floor under a blanket from your bed and Kira happily cuddled up in her bed. You send Kira a raised brow, âyour room isnât even that far away.â
âHey, I worked hard to get her here. I deserve this,â she huffs, setting her phone aside before she sends you a mischievous grin, âyou and Jaehyun, huh?â
âKira, Iâm tutoring him. Thatâs all,â you sass back while changing into your pajamas.
She huffs out a humorless laugh, âsure, because Jung Jaehyun walks girls back to their dorms all the time.â
âHeâs a frat boy but heâs not an asshole. We donât even know heâs never done that before. Youâre starting shit, Drunk Kira.â
âAll Iâm saying is, everyone else has gotten an Uber home or a pledge to walk them home. He didnât even sleep with you and you got a personal escort while a party was still going on.â
You pull the sheets over your head, hating how youâre already over thinking an action that should be the bare minimum. She laughs drunkenly and youâre glad she canât see the blush sheâs put on your cheeks.
On Tuesday, you get to class before Jaehyun, like usual. You wonât admit youâre now keeping an eye out for him⊠but you are. You place your phone on the desk and pull your notebook out of you backpack and open to where your notes left off.Â
Someone takes the seat right beside you as your brows furrow, watching a dried azalea flutter out onto the floor from your notebook.Â
âWow, another one. Ari wasnât kidding when she said there were your favorites,â you head Jaehyunâs voice as he places the flower back on your desk.
Your face still shows confusion, reading the pink glittery note from Ari in your notebook. âSorry for making you drag my drunk ass back home :( forgive me sweetieâ. You chuckle, âAriâs version of an apology. Sorry, hi. Do you always sit in this row?â
âHell no, I usually slip in about 30 minutes late and find a spot in the back. Today, Iâm hoping that your smartness radiates off you and I absorb it. In other words, whenever you copy notes, Iâm going to copy notes,â he ultimately simplifies.
âGeez, no wonder you need tutoring for this class. Do you have a paper? Pencil? Laptop? Something to take notes?â
âIâm not dumb,â he states, pulling out a singular sheet of paper and a pen with no cap. God, he probably has nothing but those 2 things and a protein bar with his laptop in his backpack right now. Heâs like a kindergartner. All you can do is sigh before Professor G starts going through the slides of the day and lecturing. You can see him from the corner of your eye writing when you writing and fiddling with his pen, twirling it through his fingers. You try to suppress a smile, youâre a little proud of him right now. Just a little bit.
After class finishes you both make your way to the library and you force yourself to ignore the looks being thrown your way. In reality no one is really looking at you, more like looking at the infamous campus celebrity following you to the elevators.Â
Getting to the study room is easy enough with nearly every girlâs eyes on your study buddy making you feel anxious and self-conscious. Jaehyun doesn't seem to notice though, and goes about getting out his laptop as normal. For the first few minutes of your session you both input new material into the study guides. Then you get into his confusion on the questions.
You begin to explain some ecological something he had flagged and all Jaehyun can think is, âwhy does child development have so many shapes?â
Your eyes widen in shock, your mouth opening to respond before you burst into a fit of laughter, using your hands to muffle the sound. Jaehyun smiles at the sound, something about you is growing on him, making him feel things he hasnât felt since his high school girlfriend. Fuck.
You smile, simplifying this theory for him before you calm down. âCan I ask you something?â
He nods, âof course.â He finishes up typing his notes, writing them in the way you explained because you made it so much easier for him to understand.Â
âWhy are you taking a child development class? This doesnât really seem like your thing.â
âIt fulfills one of my general requirements. My first and second choice were filled up, and Taeyong is an education major. He convinced me to take it, so here I am.â
âSo you do have someone else to help you studyâŠâ you trail off, âwhy ask me? Taeyong is probably more knowledgeable about this than I am.â
He clears his throat, looking away from you, âheâs really busy. Making lesson plans and making us act like students.â He doesnât want to tell you that it was because you were cuter and prettier. That when he first met you he wanted to sleep with you, but now you make him feel feelings heâd buried deep, deep down. Plus, Taeyong was actually very strict when he tutored Jaehyun. He didnât let Jaehyun get distracted, snapped in his face, corrected all his work too closely. He scared Jaehyun when he was in teacher mode.
âOkay, one more question. So you told us on Friday that you had a pledge keep an eye out for me, Ari, and Kira. How would a pledge know what I looked like?â
Jaehyun blushes, his cheeks feel hot, he starts mumbling, âgave him a general description of you or whatever.â
You lean in, poking his cheek, itâs soft, âyouâre lying. Did you make him stalk me or something? Did he stand outside one of my classes? This has been haunting me.â
He laughs at your exaggeration, âhaunting you? No, he didnât stalk you or follow you. I uh, I sent him a screenshot of one of your Instagram posts.â
You tried and failed to suppress a smile, your own face getting hot now, âso you have a picture of me saved on your phone? Which picture did you pick? I have some pictures of me at the beach-â
Jaehyun perks up, âreally? I havenât seen those yet. Are they recent?â He pulls his phone out of his pocket and opens Instagram.Â
You snatch his phone from his hand, âdonât make it weird, pervert. I was just starting to like you. Seriously though, which picture was it?â
He shakes his head with a smile, âit was a picture of you with Ari and Kira, so he knew what all of you looked like. Is that a good enough answer? Give me my phone back.â Heâs choosing to save you the embarrassment by ignoring the fact that you had just admitted you liked him.
You slide the phone back with your eyes narrowed, assessing him. âFine. Letâs finish part two, we only have a few questions left.â
When you see him next, itâs one week before the midterm. Youâre sitting in your usual seat in the auditorium with your notebook out waiting for Professor G to come in. Ari is texting you about some cute guy she saw. Kira is sending you memes about dogs. Your phone has all your attention.
Jaehyun comes in, five minutes early, making his way down the aisle to the empty seat beside you. He smiles awkwardly and apologetically as people move their backpacks out of the way and send him enamored smiles.
He plops into the seat beside you unceremoniously and loudly. You send him a look that shows him you are far beyond unimpressed by his lack of decorum. Then he sets something on your desk.Â
âWhat is this for?â You ask with your brows raised.Â
He shrugs, keeping himself busy by pulling out whatever he needs to take notes. âItâs a flower, sweetheart. Isnât it obvious?â
âI know what it is, asshole. Why is it on my desk?â You ask bluntly. From anyone else âsweetheartâ would be condescending, but you like hearing his voice say it. Ew.
âI was walking to class and it flew in front of my face. I stomped all over it, danced on it, spit on it, and then I thought it would be nice to give to you.â He answers with a casual shrug of his shoulders, his eyes locked on the huge projector screen while everyone waits for the professor to set up the slides.
You push his shoulder playfully, preparing to reply but class starts. He lied again. The flowers donât fly off anything because the bushes they grow on are too low to the ground. He didnât stomp on it because it was perfectly in tact. It was round and the color was vibrant with no wilted petals. He had picked it just for you.Â
You study him in your peripheral, a soft look on your face which youâre glad he canât see since heâs busy taking notes. You force yourself to pay attention, tucking the flower behind your ear before catching up on the slides youâd missed.
Jaehyun catches a blur of pink, out of the corner of his eye he can see you tucking the flower behind your ear. He feels himself blush, and suddenly isnât so mad that he took the long way to class just to find you that flower. They might be his favorite flower now too.
Itâs the Tuesday before your child development midterm and Jaehyun is waiting for you in the study room heâs booked. Class was cancelled today, it was the least Professor G could do after giving you all so much material to cover. It was 10:16 and Jaehyun was feeling weird. You were always early or at the very least on time, and you werenât here yet. He scrolled through your DMs to be sure you had both agreed to meet at ten, and there it was, âSee you at 10 :)âÂ
He was busy typing out a message to you when you came into the room. You were panting, hair a mess, and an oversized, comfy looking sweater, and tired eyes. You looked just like you did the first time Jaehyun saw you and felt his breath hitch in his throat.Â
âIâm so sorry Iâm late. My 9 oâclock class ran over, because there was a surprise essay addition to the midterm. I didnât think I was going to take all the time the professor gave us because I studied all night for this midterm and I knew what I was doing, but the essay threw me for a loop. Iâm an anxious test take as is so the essay ruined all the calmness I had built up and-â your ramble is cut short.Â
Jaehyun places his hands on your shoulders. He squeezes them lightly, âBreathe, sweetheart.â He makes a show of breathing in and out until you nod, showing him youâre fine.Â
âSorry, I feel bad for running late. Are you good? Have you been waiting long?â You ask in a much more relaxed voice.
Jaehyun waves you off with a nonchalant wave of his hand, âIâm good. I only have a few questions for part three so this wonât take up much of your time and you can get back to your place and relax. But now Iâm wondering if I should give you thisâŠâ He holds up a familiar plastic cup, the contents looking like the perfect shade of brown you hadnât consumed this morning. Your mouth waters and you reach for the cup, but Jaehyun pulls it out of your reach. âPromise me, the caffeine isnât going to make you more anxious. I donât want to be held responsible if you have a panic attack later.â
âPlease, Jaehyun,â you whine, âI need coffee.â
He smirks, handing you the cup and watching as you take a drink from the straw eagerly. Your brows furrow in confusion. You expected some vanilla latte, or a caramel coffee of some kind. Instead, you taste your usual order. You taste your iced chai latte with oatmilk, double shot of espresso, and 3 pumps of caramel syrup.
âDid Ari tell you my order?â You ask with pure curiosity.
âI remember your order from our first study session. Itâs actually really good.â He tells you casually, taking a long drink from his own straw.
âYou remember my order from our first study session almost two weeks ago?â You can feel your heartbeat getting faster, and itâs not the caffeine.Â
âI was tired and hungover, and you were talking about the pyramid thing and my brain couldnât focus. So I focused on your cup instead. Are we studying or what?â
âAlright, yeah. Thank you, for waiting and for the coffee,â you reply.
He smiles at you, a soft smile that some part of your brain interprets as an affectionate smile for some reason, âno problem.â
You both get through the study guide, flipping through notes and making it easier to understand.Â
Before you know it, the study session is over and the midterm comes even faster.Â
Jaehyun sends you a wink, holding his knuckles out for a fist bump. His voice is a quiet whisper as the rest of the class gets the test and gets started, âyou got this, sweetheart.â
You feel your heart soar, you want to get up and do a happy dance. Thereâs just too much giddiness in our body right now. Instead you settle for, âyou too.â
This was supposed to be a smaller party? The music is louder, you can hear people shouting, cheering, and the sound of people jumping in the pool. Now the card you brought feels dumb. You barely know Haechan anyway. Why did you come?
âI can hear your thoughts, sweets. Weâre already here, weâre going to have a good time. Letâs go,â Ari tells you. She knows you too well.Â
You donât argue and let her and Kira guide you into the house. It is smaller, itâs less crowded than the first Nu Chi party you came to, but still full. Thereâs more room to move around the party, it smells less like BO and thankfully, no sign of anyone from Alpha Sig.Â
Ari leads you all back to the kitchen, a familiar routine of starting your night with some alcohol. Jungle juice probably. Some kind of mix of alcohol and juices that will give you an awful hangover if you drink enough of it.Â
âYou came!â A voice screeches before someone embraces you. âI knew, Mark hadnât ruined my chances. God heâs an idiot, but you came, for me.â
âGet off her, you little weirdo,â you hear Jaehyun before Haechan is pulled off you. Jaehyun holds him by the back of his shirt and Haechan tries to fight it.Â
You laugh, reaching in to hug Haechan, heâs a cutie. âYou invited us, I also,â you grab the card youâd set on the counter and hand it to him, âgot you this.â
âFor me?!â His eyes light up.
âItâs just a gift card. I wasnât sure what you liked but I donât like to show up on peopleâs birthdays empty handed. So uh, happy birthday,â you smile awkwardly, leaning in to give him another quick hug.
Jaehyun grunts, pulling Haechan back when he snakes his arms around you for too long. Haechan begins to whine and argue but quiets down when Jaehyun sends him a look of warning. Jaehyun loops an arm around your shoulders, âAri and Kira are already out back, come on.âÂ
You let Jaehyun guide you out of the house again, let his arm fall from your shoulders to your waist. You like him being so close, wrapped around you like this. You like him being protective, a little possessive, and shit- you think you might like him.Â
The same guys greet you in the same spot as last time. This time, Yuta and Johnny are drunker than the last party. âItâs Sweets!â Johnny cheers and you shoot your friends a blank look. That was a nickname from them, so heâd obviously gotten it from them. A nickname you felt neutral about in your small group since it was kind of cute. You were unsure of its origins but you were almost certain it came from a late night snack run you all made during your first hang out. Everyone got their own snacks that night, but you were the only one to leave with an armload of sweet snacks.Â
âItâs nice to see you again. With Jaehyun,â Yuta smiles mischievously.Â
Jaehyunâs arm drops from your waist and you miss the warmth it provided, the feeling of security, safety. You take a drink of the cup in your hand, hoping that the alcohol will help distract from the weird empty feeling you suddenly have. You sit beside Kira and join the conversation, letting the stress of midterms leave you while you vent and listen to everyone else rant about the tests, projects, and professors.Â
You eventually come to the bottom of your cup and get up, offering to get anyone else a drink too. Taeyong joins you on your way back to the kitchen. You reach for the ladle in the giant bowl of jungle juice, already feeling a slight buzz from your first cup. Taeyong stops and chats with some people on the far side of the kitchen. A group of girls come into the kitchen and begin talking while grabbing beers.Â
âI donât know, itâs kind of weird to be here and not be hit on by him you know? Itâs been pretty consistent at every party. Tonight I was going to finally give in,â one girl sighs.
âGirl, I think that ship has sailed. Heâs been seen with the same girl for a few weeks now. I tried to hit on him at the last party and he shut me down completely,â her friends responds.
âYouâre lying, bitch. Jung Jaehyun tied down? Thereâs no way!â A third girl exclaims after choking on her drink.
Suddenly you want to choke too. Your throat tightens up and fuck- youâd been so stupid to think that you could be anything special to him. Why would a guy like Jung Jaehyun go after you when he could have anyone else? Itâs not like you had ever shown him you were going to give into his flirting, of course he would be done with you now. He asked you to tutor him, you had tutored him and he got what he wanted. It makes sense that he got what he wanted, not the sex, and had someone else that matched him better than you. Why would he have wanted anything deeper than tutoring and maybe friendship with you?
Your hands start to shake and tears fill your eyes making everything hard to see. You leave your cup on the counter and turn to walk out of the kitchen, out of the house, away from him. You want to go home and forget you ever fell for Jaehyun and forget that you were ever stupid enough to think he could actually like you back. Fuck!
You make your way through the living room and out the front door, feeling only a sliver of relief when the fresh air hits your face again. You feel someone grab your wrist and go to pull away, but itâs Taeyong. He looks concerned as he studies your tear filled eyes. âYouâre not going home alone like this, just- wait here, Iâm gonna go tell the guys that Iâm taking you home,â he instructs. You nod, glad he didnât ask any questions because your throat feels tight. If he were to ask you anything else you knew you would burst out into tears.
Thereâs no one out front as you wipe your tears. You take a deep breath, closing your eyes as you exhale. You were fine. It was all going to be fine. You were fine before you even knew who he was, and you were going to continue being fine now, after him.Â
You can hear the side gate of the house open and shut, it must be Taeyong. You walk down the front steps and make it halfway to the gate before stopping, itâs not Taeyong. Itâs Jaehyun and he looks worried.Â
âWhatâs wrong? What happened?â He asks, looking the slightest bit distressed.
You roll your eyes and turn on your heels, not even gracing him with a response. You can make it home alone. Ari and Kira have your location, youâll text them when you get home. Itâs not even that far. Itâs fine.Â
âHey, sweetheart. Just- talk to me. Whatâs wrong?â Jaehyun asks, his hand wrapping around your forearm and turning you to face him.
You wanted to make this a clean break. You just wanted to leave and forget you ever met him. Leave and forget you ever fell for him, but since heâs asking. âWhy didnât you tell me? Huh?â
Jaehyunâs brows pinch together trying to figure out what youâre talking about, had one of the guys told you that he liked you. Those fuckers, fine, he could confess now, âLook, Iâm sorry they told you. I was trying to gather the courage and make sure my feelings were genuine before I told you. They are, of course, but I donât know- itâs been a while since Iâve felt this way for anyone and I was nervous.â
You can feel the tears coming back, âAnd she knows how you treat other girls? She knows that you walk them home, get the flowers, memorize their coffee orders, and introduce them to your friends. You could have at least been honest with me! I told you from the beginning! I told you from the very beginning I wasnât going to sleep with you. All I asked for was your respect, but I wonât be the girl you cheat on your girlfriend with. I deserve more than that. I donât even know the poor girl, but she deserves more too.â You hadnât even realized youâd gotten so close to him. Your finger was touching his chest and you breathed heavily, a few tears escaping your eyes.
His hand came up to hold yours, pulling your hand away from his chest while keeping your hand in his own, âAt the risk of sounding like a dick, who is she?â
You pull your hand out of his hold, before throwing them up in frustration, âyour girlfriend! Jaehyun, you have a girlfriend you didnât tell me about! I developed real feelings for you and you have a girlfriend!â
âYou like me back?â
âYouâre not listening! That doesnât matter! Youâre a major fucking asshole and your girlfriend deserves better than you. Fuck you!â
He steps forward, cupping your cheeks which makes you freeze. It was the last thing you expected him to do. You try to move way, wriggle out of his hold, but he keeps his hold, âI donât have a girlfriend. I like you. sweetheart, I like you.â
Your breathing falters, searching his eyes for any sign of deceit, âbut there were girls in the kitchen. They said you were tied down and seen with the same girl all over campus and you turned one of them down when she hit on you.â
âWell, it wouldnât very well make me look good to the girl I liked if I was sleeping around with random girls, would it? sweetheart, you were the one I was seen with. Didnât we study together a few times? I sat by you in class, I walked you home, I was with you at parties. Any of this ringing a bell or should we get you to the emergency room?â He asks with a playful smile.
âYou like me?âÂ
He laughs, itâs loud, unabashed, and happy, âyes, I like you! I have a crush on you. You make me feel things I havenât felt since I was in high school with my first, and only, girlfriend. I like hearing your snort, I like seeing your smile, your laugh. I like how kind you are. I like when you wear your comfy sweaters. I really like when you put flowers behind your ears. I like that you make me feel giddy and warm and liked and flirty and playful and I can be myself around you. I want to be smarter for you. I want to be around you more. I think youâre beautiful and funny and kind and perfect. I just- I like you, a lot.â
âI like you too, if that wasnât obvious. Youâre cute and funny-â
âWe get it! Kiss!â You hear Ari and Kira yell. You look over Jaehyunâs shoulder and catch them watching you along with the frat officers from the side of the house.
Jaehyun sends you a look as if to ask, if it was ok. You nod minutely and tilt your head up. Your eyes fall shut when his lips meet yours. His lips are soft as he kisses you tenderly. You can feel all the pent up affection youâve both felt for each other through the kiss. His hands cup your cheeks and yours rest on the back of his neck, holding him close. You lose yourself in the feeling of his lips against your own, fighting back the urge to smile.Â
He pulls away and your eyes flutter open, staring into his eyes that match your adoration and excitement in the moment. He presses his forehead against your own, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear, âso, want to make the rumors true?â
Your face furrows into one of confusion, the rumors? He laughs, pressing a sweet kiss to your lips which makes you melt. âWanna tie me down, sweetheart?â
âKinky,â you wink, which makes him laugh out loud. A deep happy laugh, which makes you embrace him closely, âof course I do. As if my temper tantrum over you having an imaginary girlfriend didnât make it obvious.â
âGood,â he smiles. And it is good, great even.
âSimp!â Johnny and Yuta yell, before one of them drunkenly belches.
Jaehyun laughs, hooking his arm over your shoulder to lead you back to the party. So what if he was a simp? Who wouldnât be for you?
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esse homem tĂĄ mexendo comigo de uma maneira que estĂĄ me preocupando
se eu falar o q to pensando...
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~~~⌠My Jaemin One-shot Fic Recs âŒ~~~
đ€ Drippin' By @ncteez 16.2k, NCT Dream 00' line x reader, non-specified au, close friends, birthday sex, smut, technically polyamorous, messy, slight fluff, comedy, teasing
đ€ Subtle By @ncteez 10.9k, established relationship, summer vacation au, college setting, fluff, smut, mentions of the other dream members, pet names
đ€ Paper rings By @suhnshinehaos 3.6k, childhood friends to lovers, non-idol au, following their life together from 10 to 25, fluff, marriage proposals (multiple times; one genuine), really cute
đ€ Quarantine Chronicles 1, part 2, part 3 By @domjaehyun 28.5k & 55.3k & 43k, Quarantine au, Jaemin | Jaehyun | Jungwoo | Johnny | Mark | (Jeno | Haechan in part 3 only) x reader, roommates (except Mark), friends with benefits situation, lots of tension & flirting, smut, slight fluff, crack, Jaehyun & Mark have actual feelings for reader
đ€ Hush Hush By @domjaehyun 19.5k, Jeno|Jaemin|Haechan x reader, college au, friends to lovers??, sleepovers, smut, foursome, mentions of friends Mark & Renjun
đ€ Breakfast By @markiemelon Drabble, college au, friends to lovers, staying round at your friends house, Jaemin is bad at cooking, fluff, really soft and cute
đ€ The walls are thin By @springseasonie 7.4k, Jeno x reader x Jaemin, roommates au, flirting, chasing in a sense, playing hard to get, smut, threesome, walls are paper thin
đ€ I'm a mouse, duh! By @springseasonie 8.3k, Jeno x reader x Jaemin, roommates au, Halloween party, sexy costumes, Nomin in police costumes, reader in a mouse costume, straight up smut
đ€ Dating Na Jaemin By @lqfiles Drabbles/Headcannons, scenarios in relation to dating Jaemin, fluff, slight jealousy, really cute
đ€ Jeno x reader x Jaemin drabble By @jenosbigtoe Established relationship, polyamory, straight up smut, kind of phone sex, drabble, nsfw
đ€ Relationship with Jaemin & Jeno w/Renjun By @vanesycho 1.7k, polyamorous, established relationship between Jaemin & reader & Jeno, Renjun is attracted to reader, smut
đ€ Random Jaemin bf texts By @gisellesillusion SMAU, established relationship, texts between reader & bf!Jaemin, mentions of college au, friends Mark & Jeno, jokes about Nomin, fluffy, sweet
đ€ Strawberry cough By @hazyhae 9.1k, unspecified au, plug Jaemin, Shotaro is reader's bestie, Shotaro is also a plug, smut, fwb to lovers, fluff, jealousy, pining, flirting
đ€ Sour tangie By @hazyhae 6.3k, established relationship, part 2 to Strawberry cough, plug Jaemin, smut, friends NCT Dream, fluff, jealousy, weed usage, possessive Jaemin
đ€ Crayon confessions By @jishyucks 2.2k, friends/coworkers to lovers, fluff, both Jaemin & reader work at the local community centre, really cute, mentions of the kids, developing feelings, adorable
đ€ Cat and mouse By @tyonfs 17.7k, college au, basketball player Jaemin, Jaehyun is reader's brother, brother's friend trope, smut, fluff, crack, friends with benefits, Jaemin pushes reader away out of guilt
đ€ Besties (gone sexual) By @tyonfs 43.4k, college au, part of a series of one-shots, coming of age, best friends to lovers, jealousy, friends NCT Dream, smut, fluff, angst, slow burn, Jaemin has douchebag tendencies, slight love triangle
đ€ [01:34] Your ceiling fell By @from-izzy 2.5k, established relationship, non-idol au, hot summer months setting, reader's house is too hot, last minute dates, cuddling together, so cute & caring
đ€ Hey Angel By @sincerelyneo 3.7k, non-specified au, friends to lovers, slightly drunk Jaemin, pet names, smut, slight possessiveness, phone sex
đ€ Pink pen By @lovesuhng 1.1k, college au, medical student Jaemin, studying in the library, excuses to talk to one another, fluff, slight pining, strangers to lovers, really cute, a glitter pen
đ€ Drippin' By @neowinestainedress 18.2k, Haechan x reader (x Mark, Jaemin, Jeno), established relationship between Haechan & reader, smut, fivesome, innocent & dumb reader
đ€ Sweet deception By @neowinestainedress 19.5k, Haechan|Yuta|Jaehyun|Jaemin|Johnny|Jeno x reader, halloween party, smut, monsterfucking, demon Haechan, fairy Jaemin, incusub Jeno, tentacle monster Yuta, ghost Jaehyun, shadow Johhny, smut, plot twist
đ€ Rock, paper, scissors By @neowinestainedress 11.7k, Johnny|Jaehyun|Jeno|Jaemin x reader, best friends au, smut, fivesome, sexual tension, teasing, childhood friends to lovers?, summer holiday
đ€ Can you handle it? By @neowinestainedress 12.4k, Johnny|Jaehyun|Jeno|Jaemin x reader, part 2 to rock, paper, scissors, smut, discussing kinks, sexual tension, dirty talk, best friends to possible lovers?
đ€ He gets jealous over some guy By @jaeminvore SMAU, jealousy, established relationship, suggestive comments, slightly insane Jaemin, a random guy is staring at reader
đ€ Just so you know By @sluttyten 20.9k, Jeno x reader x Jaemin, friends to lovers, slight established relationship with Jeno, polyamory, smut, slight fluff, love triangle to polyamory, threesome
đ€ Quiet down By @sluttyten 1.7k, established relationship, freshly out of the shower, Jaemin likes sniffing reader, smut, sex while on the phone, slight fluff, mentions of them going on holiday with a friends
đ€ J.Crew By @sluttyten 11.4k, Johnny|Jeno|Jaemin|Jaehyun|Jungwoo x reader, sixsome, smut, idol NCT, reader has an unnamed brother in NCT, clubbing, flirting, sexual tension, mentions of romantic interest
đ€ Pouring hearts By @ch3rryd0ll 5.5k, Jeno x reader x Jaemin, bar owner Jeno, bartenders Jaemin & reader, polyamory arrangement, falling in love, soft, smut, fluff
#bee's recs#bee's navigation#nct fic recs#nct fics#nct x reader#nct fluff#nct smut#nct imagines#nct smau#nct dream fics#nct dream x reader#nct dream fluff#nct dream smut#nct dream imagines#nct dream smau#na jaemin x reader#na jaemin fluff#na jaemin smut#na jaemin imagines#na jaemin scenarios#jaemin x reader#jaemin fluff#jaemin smut#jaemin imagines#jaemin scenarios#jaemin smau
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secret admirer â lee jeno
in which ncitâs star basketball player lee jeno is your secret admirer
part three
diaphamin: hi. bye.
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pegue a visĂŁo comigo: namorando bobĂŁo que faz de tudo para fazer vocĂȘ sorrir, atĂ© usar os acessĂłrios mais fofos em um date no parque de diversĂ”es
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ROSES â 20. merry christmas
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notes: this story/timeline rn is accidentally perfect⊠anyway merry christmas to all who celebrate đđ©·
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