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tagged by @shadowglens and @leviiackrman to make some ocs in this picrew! thank you lovelies 💖
🖊 jacey torres | 🍓 jen doe 🎧 dawn moustafa | 🌊 claire morgan 💥 mai phan | 👽 trini marin
tagging @phillipsgraves, @risingsh0t, @chuckhansen, @queennymeria, @denerims, @indorilnerevarine, @marivenah, @sstewyhosseini, @echo3-1, @jackiesarch, @shellibisshe, @loriane-elmuerto, @unholymilf, @florbelles, and YOU!!
#tag games#oc: jacey torres#oc: jen doe#oc: dawn 'third' moustafa#oc: claire morgan#oc: mai phan#oc: trini marin#me including jacey like i've abandoned my girl.#its ok. shes home#also trini serving tos realness just for Fun#got sick of not having green blush/freckles options so you know what SHE HAS GREEN EYES NOW TOO.#the way trini is literally a plant bc all the green is chlorophyll. so fucking funny to me#love u space girl
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im so sorry i get it now i really do, the gay angels have me shaking screaming crying at all hours of the day and night, they mean everything to me i am literally thinking about them all the time and what it would mean to love someone steadily and silently through eternity, what it would mean to love across the lines of a divine war of supposed good and evil, what it would mean to carve out a space for oneself and ones lover in no man’s land, in the grey and moral ambiguity when you were created to be black and white without blemish. god i love them so much i just
#update from the tags : posted this after watching s1 knowing the end of s2#and i was like hm hope im not too offbase#but imagine my surprise when they literally said ‘i love this space we carved for ourselves’#I WAS SICK#ineffable husbands#<< u dont get it. i used to see that and it meant nothing to me. now its like a knife inside me#good omens#aziracrow#crowley#aziraphale#ur girl watches good omens#experiencing full brain rot. like every song is about them somehow#im imaginging edits in my head bc i do nawt have time to make them for real#i just bought the book and i am about to devour it#lol another update#the drama in this post is so HDISJSISB but i was FEELING IT#i was GOING THROUGH IT…#and when i think abt them for too long i still am
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you might kill me with desire // wind me tighter than a wire // it’s something that you do to me ⬛️
#here’s my face#do u love the space buns? y or n?#🍦 saw it first#girls with glasses#bisexual#girls with curves
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thank you all for all the kind comments and messages lately, i appreciate you all endlessly :( i wish i could adequately put into words how grateful i am for each and every one of you 🤍 i’ve been having some better days !!! trying to remind myself that even a tiny step is still progress and things won’t be like this forever :,)
#i appreciate the reassurance and kind words more than you can know <3#i have always struggled with invalidating my own emotions & thinking people will hate me for them#so while we are but strangers on the internet i am so grateful to everyone for reminding me that isn’t true#i love u i love u !!!#also i’m going to respond to my asks privately bc i don’t want to clog up my blog anymore w my sad girl hours HAHAH#but ty for always keeping this a safe space for me to be a little vulnerable <3 bc that is very hard for me to do#dear diary ᝰ.ᐟ
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I don’t know why I did this, and I don’t remember how I did it, but I got Rafayel to touch my titties
#raf is like ~mh girl u good~#mc: 🧍♀️#love and deepspace#love and deep space#rafayel#love and deepspace rafayel#rafayel love and deepspace#l&ds rafayel#rafayel l&ds#lads rafayel#rafayel lads#mc love and deep space#love and deep space mc#mc
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#aesthetic#grunge#my photos#girls who smoke weed#beautiful#i love you#lost in space#i miss him#i miss my mom#i miss my friends#lostsoul#forbidden love#lost love#the promised neverland#poetic#depressing shit#smoke weed everyday#smokers#sunset#sky#grey59#soft grunge#heart been broke so many times#you broke my heart#heartbreak#weedsociety#weedlife#i miss u#stoner mom
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i love when cigarettes still exist in far future science fiction. fuck yeah smoke that cancer stick in space this rules
#this post is about ilia volyova but no one knows that bc no one whos gonna see this has read revelation space :(#sad! well theres other russian ultranauts.#ilia i love u so much alive girl#science fiction#my post
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this is gonna sound whiny but nonbinary ppl can immediately tell when u just see them as their agab jsyk👍 its just frustrating 2 b surrounded by other queer ppl and even in those communities without fail if i make any comment abt period cramps or having worked in childcare or shit like that theres an Immediate shift to like oh okay ur actually a Girl got it . like . there was anothr nonbinary person i used 2 kno who had zero problem using the right pronouns for me until they heard how high my voice was on a call once ☠️
#this isnt targeted its just a vent#idk its just annoying. like i can get away w painting my nails but i feel like thats bc#its trendy in niche communities now for cis boys to do it#and i hate feeling like my masculinity is constantly being stacked next to like . the pillars of cis man and cis woman#like . idk im probably not articulating this v well#like . especially as somebody who thinks of themselves as transmasc but doesnt want top surgery its annoying bc that alone#means i lose legitimacy 2 some of the queer ppl i try 2 talk 2 abt gender stuff with#and beyond that#the stupidass responses ive gotten to telling ppl i dont ever rlly plan on coming out to my family#like girl.... i cannot be the first person uve met who doesnt have a safe or comfortable environment to be transgender jn????#and beyond that i dont think its that big a deal that i dont ever come out like . officially#the ppl i care abt know and they see me the way i want so thats enough for me#but in like . largely lgbt online spaces thats where it gets frustrating#like we r supposed 2 b beyond defining gender solely on stereotypes and tit size#tw transphobia#like not rlly but jic it makes anybody uncomfy#thank u that is all#SORRY FOR BEIN CRANKY FIRST THING IN THE MORNING 😵😵 love and light etc#its not like a huge deal either its just smth that gets frustrating specifically in spaces full of ppl that u have some expectations#of understanding from#sorry if this is like complete nonsense LOL
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re: "good girl" i think they say it once randomly as a joke and its just one of those things that gets him wayyy more than they expected it would. so now its their secret weapon and they use it very sparingly and every single time he gets super embarrassed about it but it works ill tell you what.
#HES MY PRINCESS IDEK.#i dont think it happens naturally all that much because theyre usually in the business of calling each other names and being mean#so i think this would just be a random night where theyre on top and just think it would be really funny. to yank on his leash and call him#a good girl after bullying him into doing something. and well i just think it would get him is all i dont knowwwwwwwwwwwwww#i havr a lot of thoughts on the matter but i will stop for now#but the tldr is that with each other they tend to switch frequently and are always fighting#so i think itd take someone else being in the picture for hog to even realize how much he likes being a good boy :3#and i also dont think fish would be good at straightforward domming in the way he would want and they both know that#so its something he keeps between him and rat mostly. please dont ask me questions abt jrs sex life i have too many opinions on it#anyways. i think even tho fish knows theyd be bad at that they still feel left out so sometimes they go watch. they dont get anything out of#doing that theyre just sort of taking mental notes#all of this circles back to i think fish has always been the more sexually experienced of the two. and romantically.#i dont rlly think hog is a guy who dates i dont think hes ever been that and i dont think he made much time for hookups#(i think its cute if hes a virgin when they meet but 🤷 im not solid on it)#but i think for him hes just only ever fucked this one person and they do a LOT of stuff and it gets the job done so hes just never really#tried anything else. but. and again i have too many opinions on this but i think rat wouldnt be into their usual shteeze#i think hes a bit of a freak in his own way but the blood and weird anger issues is just not doing it for him most of the time#but i do think if given the opportunity he would LOVE to be The Boss for a little bit so i think he and hog can explore that together and it#will work out beautifully for them. this is great because i am not into strict d/s dynamics like that but i know in my heart that hoggy#would be. and i cant do that for him#again i think fish would be butthurt about this. mostly in a 'why didnt u tell me so we could try this :(' and he would go#'because you would suck at it and wouldnt like it' and they go oh. right. well im still mad#ANYWAYS. circling back. i think the good girl thing would be something fish knows that rat doesnt. and idk if theyd tell him or not#because i do think if they tell him he is using that for evil hog is going to be a good girl forever and ever. rat doesnt have the patience#to space it out the way fish does. which idk maybe thatd be good for hog he could work through some stuff...#but on the other hand i think its fun if they DONT tell him and just bust it out sometime when all 3 of them are doing the deed. or whatever#because again they mostly like how embarrassed he gets about it and i think he would be reallyyyy flustered by it#^ this is essentially part of my fantasy about spitroasting my beautiful wife until he cries just so everyone knows#idk i just think when he lets go of himself hed be a very cute and kind of needy subby bottom and i think hed be really easy to fluster#about it and i want it so bad
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𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔
#it hurts but it is natural and im not oversensitive and im allowed to feel this way#the future i had envisioned and hoped for and believed in was just.. suddenly gone and im allowed to mourn the loss#because for an entire year i've been wanting this. and imagining it and thought of ways it could be real#and i didnt base my feelings only on imagination but on his words and him saying that we should figure out whatever was between us#and in the way we talked and what we shared and how he did start treating me as 'his girl'#which i also do not think was irresponsible nor am i upset by that. bc i wasnt 100% present bc of my avpd stuff#but it was so amazing and he was so amazing and i'd been having feelings for him for half a year before and then i only fell more and more#im trying to be as non specific as possible bc like i can only talk abt *me*.. but there were just sm other things and circumstances#so it got less and less intense.. and i wanted to give him space and patience and not push smth on him and be insensitive#then i told him abt being in love w him and wanting to be there for him w his struggles and working it out together#and im embarrassed af but i had honestly thought... that would be met well and with reciprocity...#(i understand that feelings cant be forced & im not upset or feel betrayed i just felt v sad bc i was so sure he would want me to be his gf#but i got neither a clear rejection nor much of what he was thinking abt me and what was between us. mostly just that it wasnt a good timin#so again i wanted to respect that and not keep push it. even if i tried bringing it up sometimes it never got anywhere and it didnt feel#right to just keep and keep on doing it. then there were times when i /felt/ rejection and got more hope based on interactions#truly i've been walking around for a year believing that this was smth that would come true if only we could talk#and i've been waiting and hoping and loving. and i've really been thinking of it as a real future#i even tried telling him a few months ago that if he wants me he can have all of me but he told me to stop so i did#and now i've learned that none of my devotion or hope was returned... i've been in this waiting room all alone all this time#i thought i was patient bc of all the other things but he couldnt give me a chance but he did for someone else and that just hurts#idk it hurts bc this love and connection meant so much to me and i wanted to do anything to make it work#and when u realize all of a sudden that it was only u who felt that and that future u so badly thought would happen isnt real#.... i feel extremely lost and despairing. plus it just is how i feel but i've only been this connected to him#honestly it might sound weird how i can feel this much for someone i've never met irl but he has been my only hope and comfort#for the past years he hs been my only comfort and the only thing making me feel good and ok and hopeful.... so it hurts it hurts it hurts!!
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review of s14 is enjoyed but also the only character i felt truly emotionally attached to was the tardis. so
#specific reviews ig are like#loved ncuti but the writing just did not give him space to breathe aside from in rogue#like he’s a great doctor but maybe give him a second to sit in it u know#and same for ruby i loved her energy but like girl who are you#the i love you does not feel earned enough for me#and like i’m trying not to compare it to s8/9 because comparison is the death of enjoying doctor who but also.#i need to watch the final scene of mummy on the orient express now#sorry rtd u haven’t turned into a doctor who writer i enjoy yet#cursed to be a moffat guy. tragedy#doctor who#+
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S*fikura.......
#i love...... sf...kr ............. such a good ship honestly#if cooked right. its the best thing ever. sooo tasty. if cooked wrong it's just bland or wrong but#finally getting around to reading fics#I'm a multishipper but. sfkr is my no.1 forreal. granted i havent got to ags or cc or ac#'he will fix me' is so. good dynamic. girl no he won't you're both gonna hurt each other UAGHHH JUST LIKE. lack x lack goes crazy#magnetic pulling gravitating threatening to swallow whole. so appealing 2 me. and YURI!!!!!#esp bc to me seph is characterized by her lack of smt rather than the presence of smt (mothers. agency. autonomy. love. childhood. etc)#i see at least og/remake era seph to be a vacuum. empty space. threatening to swallow cloud whole like a force of nature#and cloud being. not comprised completely by lack but still knowing it intimately. the magnetic pull being the reluctant understanding-#that comes with enduring a shared forced transformation......#amd seph embodying the childish desire to be accepted/admired/praised + blinding rage. whewww#AND DOMT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON AC ERA SFKR. <-(hasnt even watched ac) divorce arc... !#they r SO BAD for each other its like hannigram but nobody eats anybody to me#if i was in charge tho. somebody would be chowing down on someone. raise ur hand if u think seph should eat hojo alive#anyways the sfkr/hannigram soreal points at wifegones posts.#txt#gomaff#delete later
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girl quit hogging the cycle of death and rebirth 😡
#bee#puppycat#bee and puppycat#bee and puppycat lazy in space#roar#roar the band#ibispaint#digital art#stars#green#blue#purple#im really really nuts abt that one theory u know the one#girl that was taken too soon and will now subsequently outlive all of her friends and loved ones. or whatever#what else do i tag this as#old internet#old web#early internet#early web
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But sometimes, there’s a sweet tragedy in loving someone who never loved you.. :/ ♡
#aesthetic#grunge#photography#aestethic#my photos#girls who smoke weed#spilled ink#beautiful#i love you#i miss him#heartbreak#i miss u#lost in space#weedsociety#lostsoul#lost love#lol
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why is this thing 1/10th my size taking half the bed
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you know i don't bring this up as a light anecdote because it involves me being talked about in really perverted ways behind my back. but when i was like 20 i was part of this large group of friends that was mostly a bunch of guys, and a couple of girlfriends. and the energy if you were a girl starting to hang around them was like. "ok, so who are you gonna hook up with/date?" and it didn't last long bc of course when the answer ended up being "well none of you," the patience they had for me evaporated. lol. so i was being talked about among literally every single one of them behind my back in a gigantic group chat, of like literally everyone in the original group chat (including the ppl who never fucking used it, and it was over twelve people) minus a few other ppl they didn't like, decidedly. and eventually one of my GOOD friends (that i am still friends w to this day) told me about it and then there was the whole drama of people not being able to accept consequences for their actions, not owning up to being cowardly bullies, etc... yawn yawn yawn. truly that was some stupid middle school shit from a bunch of immature ppl that i didn't really take to heart. not the guys, anyway. i was honestly very hurt by a couple of girls who partook in it though, that i thought genuinely liked me and who i genuinely liked in return, so that was shocking to me.
but anyway. after this all happened my sister went OFF on this one guy in particular. bc he had been a nuisance before. he was a slimy creep honestly. i used to feel a lot of pity for him bc i thought he was just sad and wanted attention but that was just my 20-year-old nonsense brain way of interpreting it. he was incredibly annoying and would wear girls down, would hop from one girl to another week after week, each one not reciprocating his constant desperate flirting and lovebombing. and there was a joke he participated in about me and my (also queer, female) friend that was particularly crossing a line. so kaily just ripped this guy a new one when he went to try and offer an explanation. like imagine trying to even talk to someone after you just humiliated and bullied their sister... couldn't be me. like i was literally the one being bullied in this instant but i can't imagine the kind of white hot rage i'd be in if someone did that to my sister. you know? so yeah.
at the end of this rant kaily told him "go to hell." you know. like fuck off. go fuck yourself. go to hell. good old indecent words to throw out at someone you loathe, right? i'm literally ONLY bringing this up because i cannot stop thinking, all these years later, about how one of the girls who participated in it, and was the least apologetic about it (in fact weirdly a year later she came back just to taunt me again and tell me how much better her life is without me and how stupid i was for breaking up a 'wonderful' friend group?? yeah that sounds like the behavior of someone who is over it)... i don't remember where but someone told me she talked particularly about that message to that guy and said "kaily told (name) to burn in hell" like. like that whole time she interpreted my sister as like a conservative christian who was calling him a dirty sinner. bc presumably she had never heard the phrase "go to hell" in a non-literal context before, or just never understood it?? like that girl didn't necessarily strike me as incredibly bright or something, in the short time i knew her, but i never would've guessed she could be so dumb...
but for the record that pervert guy yeah he is gonna burn in hell.
#tales from diana#im sorry how much dramatic backstory that anecdote required#that one girl and her friend are still some of the most baffling pieces of that story to me#like i hate to say it but i was not shocked that all but like two of those guys really liked or respected me at all#none of them seemed to like any of the other girls in the friend group#they just barely seemed to tolerate their friends' girlfriends. bc they had to#and some of those guys didn't even seem to like or respect their girlfriends#both of those girls who bullied me were some of 'the girlfriends' and i have to be honest. i wouldnt wanna be 'the girlfriend' there#neither of them are still w their then-boyfriends and im pretty sure for both of them it ended awfully#idk what happened to the really particularly aggressive one who thought kaily said 'burn in hell'#but for some reason like 6 months later when she and her bf broke up she unfriended me on fb#i had never unfriended her in case she wanted to apologize at any point (i had hope... 20 year old nonsense again i was really naive)#but then yeah another 6 months later she and the other girlfriend (still in a relationship at that time) just blew up at me and some others#for like no reason. just bc we all stayed friends... w each other#like i promise u i never went out of my way to bother these girls in any way. directly or indirectly. they just had to say#'its been a year and i still hate you guys' like why. we were literally all adults. we didnt go to school together we never saw each other#we were all just frankly moving on but i guess they were not over it#the other girl whose relationship lasted longer had maybe the worse boyfriend? definitely the worse breakup#he abandoned her for another woman and kicked her out of their living space#she was literally begging on social media for help#and again that guy was a monster who did not seem to really love her. he's married to the other woman now#they have a kid together#idk where either of those girls are now bc basically all their friends abandoned them#feels like if they had chosen their allies better way back when we were 20-21 itd have been different#which is not to blame them. but like. i would not have let that happen to my friends#but the fact that anyone stood up for me when i was being bullied was 'starting drama'#and the fact that they all let their problems pile up until their lives are destroyed? well i guess thats just being civilized and mature#sorry if this is just sounding incredibly judgmental bc i dont think they deserve their situations at all#but i dont think their choices didnt play some role in their being eventually discarded by rotten fuckin men#they were pretty rotten to me too. poor things...
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