#love that dan didnt even react

[dan-whoell]

'im bisexual. no. im still gay'

the opposite of the misha collins journey

[alchemiclee]

I hope someone writes a good fic about the high cloud quintet with all the messy pieces of lore we have because i'm very unsatisfied with what we got and I want MORE OF THEM. don't know why i'm so obsessed with this tragic group of friends but 😭 IM SO FEELINGS ABOUT THEM but also empty because they didn't satisfy me with what they gave us lmao I require more. but that was the end and i'll never get more....unless someone writes a great fic about them.....!

[aihaitahm]

Hello! Do you mind doing headcanons of dan heng, blade and jing yuan with a reincarnated s/o?? Like their s/o died in the past long ago in a war or something but got reincarnated again, the s/o doesn't remember them right away, thank you so much in advance ❤❤❤

hsr men and how they react to reuniting with reincarnated! s/o!

cw death, ooc? gn! reader, more in depth abt blade’s lore so i hope its correct !! been looking into it. kinda angst —> comfort.

sorry for the wait!! been busy but hope u like it:3

characters: dan heng, blade, jing yuan

dan heng

up to this day, he remembers the promises you both made, what you liked, disliked and everything about you. although reminiscing does not hurt him like it used to, it still makes him long for your presence.

the type to get dreams of you and when you tell him in his dreams that you will most certainly meet again, he is patient enough to wait. maybe it was foolish to rely on dreams but his desire to meet you and love you again is immeasurable.

time passed by and dan heng was still waiting, wearing the bracelet you always wore. he would always fiddle on it when he is worried. maybe he should stop waiting? but what if you appear when you stop waiting?

when himeko and welt came back from an expedition, they brought in a new member of the astral express. their name happened to be (name) and they happen to have similar features to the one dan heng has always remembered.

dan heng’s eyes widened as he realized his dreams were correct. you were correct. he continued to stare at you while doing your introduction. you looked ethereal, you looked timeless as if youve never aged the last time hes seen you and it was like youve always been alive.

you caught up on his staring after you introduced yourself to the astral express and vice versa. you somehow cant put a finger on why he does look familiar but you felt at ease just being with him.

“um… dan heng correct? we have the same bracelet, can i ask where did you get it from? also do i know you?”

“i got this from someone who i used to know and their name was also (name). they made it for me.”

blade

after sacrificing himself to become a blade, his memory of you was not the best however he still felt the same intensity of emotions he held whenever he remembers your name. he doesnt know if its a blessing or a curse.

despite being blade, some parts of him is still ren. and ren has intense feelings for you. blade for some reason remembers the last argument you both had before you died. you were concerned about him possessing and delving into more power which lead to him being defensive and arguing with you.

as much as blade likes remembering you, your touch, your love and you in general, he cant help but harbour some guilt and sadness. he’d prefer if he left your name alone in peace. even though he wants to get to know you again and apologize, what was the point if you were dead. if your lives werent meant to meet each other again in any universe? it would be best if he just forgets about you.

fast forward and his bad luck struck him or this is probably in elios’ script but he was now arrested by the cloud knights of xianzhou alliance. it wasnt much of big of a deal to be honest but while in his cell, one of the cloud knights didnt have a helmet on, guarding his room.

he caught a glimpse of your face and this unlocks a lot of his memories as ren. how… timely, ironic it was to be held captive by your own reincarnation. its as if the heavens really planned it from the start.

you felt him staring at your face and which you snarled asking if theres something wrong. he just continously stared and smirked. you couldnt shake a feeling of familiarity with blade but aeons its an unbearable feeling but why would you say this to the general or other cloud knights… they might just interrogate you.

“you know if youre not going to answer my question well so be it. i know ive seen you in my dreams. i know we’ve met before. i know you know me from somewhere. but who are you?”

“you are bold as ever… but you should maybe figure out things on your own? its no fun giving you all the answers is it not? my new appearance is a clue, i’ll give you that.”

jing yuan

you knew jing yuan as your sparring mate whenever he was under jingliu and you under a different master. you both trained to becoming the strongest and maybe compete for the highest title of the alliance.

you sparred almost everyday with him. he enjoyed every moment he has with you. whether it was going for walks or eating food with you, it is a cherishable moment for him and you too. as you both grew into your teen years, you both happened to confess at the same time and became official.

unfortunately, your death caught up with you quickly. jing yuan was still quite young to experience grief but it didnt hinder him to train the hardest. jingliu wasnt in particular fond of you in the first place since you were distacting him.

without letting his master know, jing yuan would write letters to you everyday about what hes doing and how much he loves you. wherever you are he knows you both are in the same world or universe one way or another. he keeps most of your possessions because he believes it is his goodluck charm.

when he became general, he still wrote letters to you and even ask some of his servants to make a mini statue of your weapon to be displayed, in exchange for great amounts of money. he deeply misses you and he knows he carries a great amount of responsibility now that he is a leader. he secretly prays he gets to meet you again, even for one last time.

one faithful morning, he stumbled across a familiar face while shopping miscellaneous stuff for his cute mimi because he accidentally bumped into you pretty hard.

“ouch! be mindful of where you’re…. i-i apologize! i didnt mean to.”

“oh its alright it is actually my fault, i apologize. sorry to ask you this question but is your name (name)?”

“yes it is… why do you ask?

… on second thought i think you look familiar asides from the fact youre the general, i feel like i’ve known you before.”

[hazarambling]

its 2024 we need to put some respect on baiheng's name

please quickly before any analysis look at my lovely wife i really like her my wife is soft and i like her... look at her she's so pretty WAHH ok analysis time

ok so i was reading the wiki a few days ago and i saw this:

and oh my GOD it pissed me off BECAUSE SHE FOLLOWS THE HUNT!! SHE FOLLOWS THE HUNT!! SHE FOLLOWS!! THE!! HUNT!! like is this not common knowledge?? its almost certainly the driving force to her central conflict as a character, whether to remain with the xianzhou and risk her life for the hunt or to abandon it and become a nameless

like in those bits we see that she, like her parents, was a nameless, but also that she had great luck and used that luck to help the xianzhou in combat, and also she joined the hcq and the hcq were all labeled as outcasts, so maybe her long absences from the yaoqing/the orbit fleets drove a divide between her and her duty to the xianzhou because she just wanted to trailblaze, and this divide between her allegiance to the hunt and the trailblaze is what made her an outcast

also that line from blade always sticks out to me because baiheng is depicted as the one to bring wine to the hcq

so baiheng is bringing them (and consistently, jingliu, but we can assume since nobody else is mentioned to bring wine to them that baiheng is bringing wine to all of the hcq) wine which they used to "drown [their] sorrows"... i wonder who introduced that habit to them, considering she also introduced wine to them... but regardless this isnt directly stated in cannon so i wont focus on it

ok tldr

like just from the fact she fought with the xianzhou (and chose to return even after she'd go trailblazing) shows that she follows the hunt, i dont understand why her lore path is listed as just the trailblaze when its so clearly the main conflict of her character that she follows both the trailblaze and the hunt

ok enough yapping next point

SHE IS LITERALLY ONLY APPRECIATED INSIDE OF 1 SHIP. (LIUBAI) BUT SHE EXISTS AS HER OWN CHARACTER!!! but nooo instead we must have arguments about her because she "ruined the lore" no she didnt, the lore is fully coherent! ofc we dont have all the details but who cares! dan feng and yingxing tried to revive her thats all we need to know in regards to parts of the hcq's lore that had widespread consequences!! im whipping out my passerby analysis im sorry if the image is very small but tldr the beloved FRIEND cant be any other than baiheng its 2024 we need to stop arguing about passerby ok fellas

like im so sick of people only bringing her up in relation to ships, i am like one of like 5 other people who actually like baiheng for being baiheng and not just inside of a ship. baiheng is super cool!!! and so integral to the hcq story!! and also she's really pretty!! and we should talk about her more and appreciate her more!!

also i hate the thought that yingxing making the flask for her and "finally" making up his mind to give it to her has to imply something romantic, she was his beloved FRIEND and even those small words of encouragement she gave him on the zhuming gave him some confidence and optimism. them being friends and these words affecting yx (bearing in mind baiheng seems to be one of the first people to give yx encouragement, because he "seems to have a brighter expression on his face" after baiheng talks to him, why would he react like that if he was praised often) so deeply show how important they are to each other.

and also his choice to do the sedition with df can also be way more impactful because baiheng changed yingxing's life so much for the better, and now he cant stand the idea of her not being around and was grieving so much that he agreed to commit a major crime with dan feng just for a chance of bringing her back

ok now let's wrap this all up and put a bow on it (baiheng would look so cute with a bow in her hair omg)

the fact the WIKI cant even get this right when its so obvious baiheng followed the hunt is just crazy to me and people really need to appreciate baiheng as baiheng!! yes liubai is an amazing ship but she exists outside of it and her platonic relationships with ALL of the hcq are so important! people need to appreciate the hcq as a platonic family-esque quintet and also recognize the individual characters and dig into them all!! ok boom, take the hcq again i love them i hope we get stuff about them in 2.4 i really miss them

[ferallester]

okay I no longer have the energy to finish this, pls enjoy a third of pinof react #3 and my rereaction

oh wow immediate smack with literally zebras and conclussy— DAN

when they said dapwe pinof my reaction was ‘nobody’s called it that’ and then I think someone did so

I fucking love their conversation about the algorithm

their outfits do in fact suck in pinof 7

nose pressure <3

“Spock sideburns” FUCK OFFFFF YOU’RE RIGHT BUT NOW I WANT TO KNOW YOUR TREK OPINIONS (I have already said this but I reiterate it anyway)

“oi!!” *Phil laughs in the background*

I’ve paused on a very Dan derp of his I’m way too tired for this

Phil: *attempts to explain himself and gives up* (dork)

what the fuck is going on in the bottom of Google

grass hair babey!!!!

Dan’s hair evolution apparently boils down to side parting straight to side parting curly

what even were those boxers Phil

piss mention

Phil fails at the singing but not entirely the Scottish accent, nice

fuck the stress mushroom!!!! I’ve never seen how truly gross it was until now tho ewwwww

they make fun of them moving to Dan’s room and then their only reaction to it is that the lighting sucks, okay

wish they’d reacted to the king of the universe moment

Dan fails maths, and worse, I believed him in that second because I was sleepy and on my way to work LMAO

god bless the John Cena memes

phulge 🙄

rubber chicken scream my beloved!!!!

LADDERS YEAHHHHHHHHHH

SOUND BARRIER I keep referencing it in my fics help, it’s up there alongside ‘stay still’ ‘stencil’ from the bloopers

the fucking heart hole— 😭

the nacho fic makes me incredibly uncomfortable

Phil shut the FUCK UP we KNOW you’re touching (affectionate)

I’m trying to read their reactions to Phil saying exhaust pipe sexily and currently I’m just getting gay disgust

Phil’s Grandma’s Lore is fucking iconic

hand thing

boys shut the fuck up

I cannot fucking believe their window was open

I also can’t believe Dan actually trusted Phil enough to do a trust fall

old merch talk!!!!

sneeze fetish 😭

love that the sneeze fetish site is not only in New Zealand, but that it’s a government site

pinof 8!! my first pinof!! their haircuts are fucking awful

ADORE the outfits tho

they say that haircuts make them look startled— yeah that tracks

fucking cowards, Bork and Boof are both heckin valid

did we even fucking realise that they were probably trying to get that ad bc I distinctly remember we were just excited to get so much content

Phil can’t spell <3

weird soft launch

pokescream

YAS CAT!!!! YAS CAT!!!!!!!!!!

violence, “we touch very early in this one” shut the FUCK UP

tiny dan on Dan’s thumb is so fucking funny

C H O M P

WHY DIDNT THEY REACT TO THE INHALE A KOALA QUESTION AAAAAAUGH

Dan is INCREDIBLY violent as a lawnmower

can’t believe Phil said yaoi

Dan meanwhile is just a horny mess who likes Wang™️ (and can I blame him? nah)

the boys, upon hating the mannequin challenge: fuck it we sleuthing

I am too tired to figure out what film posters are hanging up

the weird water edit leading into the boys talking about how they used to edit together 🥺

also fuck I’m only a third through and it’s a quarter past one in the morning, I’m doing the rest of this tomorrow

[companion-showdown]

#omg why all the dan slander#so what he gives tours at a museum he doesnt work at#im Aro™ but ive been told having a crush makes you do funny things... like give tours at a museum you dont work at for an ounce of attention#he is literally always confused#permanent state of being is confused but going with the flow because what else is he gonna do#his only contribution to the team is being a cool sociable guy who asks the questions#and isnt he the one who was like yo youre both in love jfc just talk about it and then peaced out ??#idremember if that was dan or graham lol#also how he reacted to Karvanista does not mean hes not normal#and he wasn't even as 'unfazed' as everyones saying#he was actively trying to get back on earth and get his normal life back he was just like all this is too much im out please let me out#which i feel is the most normal thing to do right#cuz maybe at first most people would be like wtf but then be like okay just put me back where i came from i just wanna go home please istg#and remember this is the uk IN THE DR WHO UNIVERSE where england has seen like 10 different apocalypses in his lifetime#a giant dog isnt that weird in context#mans was so normal he literally asked 13 to let him go because he didnt want to do the adventuring thing if it meant he couldnt go back#he just wanted to be able to go back to his crush and confess his feelings and have their little domestic fantasy#vote Dan (@thetardisismywife)

Which companion is the most normal person?

TOURNAMENT MASTERPOST

[bwoahtastic]

Dan poking and making fun of Kevin trying to get a reaction out of him, but he just smiles dismissively and ignores the taunting. So Dan leaves feeling neglected and ignored. Later when Dan lies in bed though, Kevin comes in plopping down in his lap and giving him a kiss on the cheek, like a big cat. Just asking him "I love you, you know that right?!". Cause sometimes the two confuse each other.

Pls sksks Dan trying to be cheeky and funny but Kevin barely glances at him and just continues what he was doing and Dan feels so lost when someone doesnt react to what he thinks is comedic genius sksks.

Dan later sulking in bed and grumbling a bit cos someone didnt think he was funny?? Does Kevin even like him??? And Kevin comes padding in in his boxers and one of Dan's oversized shirt and just settles on Dan's lap, kissing him softly and smiling his bed before saying he loves Dan, and Dan just grins so widely!! Pls they dont understand anything about each other but it somehow works!

[zmayadw]

Hello again :)

Heres a second part of my fanfic, as i said in previous post that i will add one or two. I know the begining might be a bit long and boring, but i decided my other two favorite Duskwood characters deserve some love ,too. :)

 Thanks to all who took their time to read it!

CALL OF THE RAVEN

PART 2

Next thing I remember was waking up in a hospital. The bright light from the window made me squint my eyes, and my head throbbed as hell. „Arghh, too bright.“ I mumbled, as a cheerfull voice next to me responded  ��Well finaly, I was begining to worry you would never wake up! You know, you're taking those beautysleep advices too seriously.“ My eyes ajusted to the light, and I was looking at that cheerful, loving face, the face I knew oh so well. „Hmm, considering all, an extra hour or so of beautysleep is so allowed for me.“  I said, my voice hoarse a bit. She snorted „Make that 'an extra day or so'! You slept for almost three days!“ she said, walkig towards my bed and hugging me carefully. It felt good, just knowing she was there. She pulled away from me, her face serious.  “What wer you thinking?“ „ I'm sorry Jessy, so, so sorry.“  I said, tears swelling behind my eyes. „ I know what I did was stupid, but belive me, I really tought I was doing the right thing.“ „The 'right thing' almost got you killed Maya!“ she yelled at me, wich made me realize just how much she was worried about me. I burried my face in my hands, tears falling down „Please Jessy, dont be mad at me, I feel awfull as it is already. I realize my actions wer wrong, but I cant undo any of it now. And God knows im more then happy to be alive, and Hannah too! And I know my „sorry“ might not be enough this time, but I reall am sorry Jessy, you cant imagine how much. But please, please, you have to forgive me, I couldnt stand if I loose you!“ I couldnt force myself to look at her, I was so scared she would just get up and leave. And who could blame her, really, after all I did, she would have every right to do so. Suddenly, my hands wer slowely being moved from my face, and i opened my eyes  to see hers holding mine. I lifted my head, and our eyes met. Hers wer now also full of tears. She hugged me so fiercly, and even if everything still hurted me like hell, I was so reliefed and hugged her back tightly as I could. „Ofcourse I forgive you, Maya. I was so damn worried and scared that I will loose you!“ I was releifed to hear her say it, I hugged her even tighter, saying through my tears „I'm sorry Jessy.“ She held me like that for a while, and then pulled slowly back. „I'm glad you're ok Maya.“ She said, smile coming back to that pretty face. „Look at us! Bawling here like little kids.“ That made me chuckle, and i said whiping my tears  „Huh, I never tought our fist time meeting would be with me in the hospital. But, hey, im not picky, i'm just glad I finaly had a chance to hug you.“  „I dont think anyone imagined this to be the place of your first meeting us. You do realize others will want to come and see you? Dan already wanted to come with me, he was mumbling something about how he owes you a whiskey. But i gave him such a stern look, he just kissed me goodby and said to say 'hi' from him and ran away from me.“ The tought of Dan being scared of Jessy made me laugh so hard, i got a little dizzy from the pain. Jessy noticed me vincing, quickly saying „But that can wait, you need to rest more first. It's not like you're going anywhere anytime soon!“ She looked at me all serious, and i understood why Dan acted like he did. „Dont worry, Jessy, I wont try to break out of hospital.“ I said with a grin on my face. „A bit of r'n'r is definatly what I need now.“ „Good! And since i'm clearly your favorite person from our little clique, you wont get rid of me that easy while  in here.“ She said cheerfully. „Thanks, Jessy. I mean it, Im really glad you're here with me.“ „Me too, Maya, me too.“ She stayed with me that whole afternoon, and I was happy about it. We talked about everything we could think of: how we gonna take that walk arround Duskwood together, having coffee at the Rainbow caffee, going to Aurora for drinks. Jessy was so full of life, and managed to stay so positive through all of this mess. She told me that police gave her my stuff and my phone, and will bring me what i need. It wasnt so important, but i could really use my phone.  It was like Jessy could read my mind, and she looked at me with simpathy „Did Jake contacted you?“  There was a knot in my stomack when she asked, because I knew I wasnt out in the clear with what I did with everyone just jet. „I dont know, Jessy,  I guess i'll find out when I get my phone. But im sure Lily told him all about it by now, and to be honest, it's the one conversation i'm scared of having at the moment.“ „I'm sure it will be fine.“ „I really hope so, Jessy. I really care so much for him. I dont know for sure what he feels, and it doesnt really matter, I just cant stand the tought of him being mad at me. Or not talking to me anymore...I got so used of having him arround, even just virtualy..i dont know Jessy, i cant explain it... i just need him in my life. Does this make any sense to you?“  She looked at me, with care and a hint of worry showing on her face „Yes Maya, it makes perfect sense.“ We talked for a while more. She looked at the clok on the wall and jumped „Oh, yay I gotta go, forgot Im meeting Dan! He made me promise to meet later, since I didnt let him come with me here.“ „Heh, better go then, I dont want Dan blaming me AGAIN for getting stud up by you. Or he might not buy me that whiskey he promised, an to be honest I could really use it now.“ I sad smiling at her. „Ohh no, you two are gonna be a pain in the butt when you meet, arent you?“ she groaned, but a smile was written all over her face. „Dont worry, i'll behave..as much as possible. As for Dan, im sure if you join us and give him some of your 'scarry' looks, he'll behave too.“  She bursted out laughing. „Oh, cant wait for it! I'll go grab your phone  real quick, and then im off.“ She ran for the door, stoped, turned arround giving me one more of her beautiful smiles „I'm really glad you're ok Maya.“ I smiled back,“ Me too Jessy, me too.“ She came back with my phone, plugged it to charge next to my bed hugging me quickly before leaving.

It was almost dark outside, and the room was so quiet since Jessy left. There wasnt much comotion in the hospital, and I appriciated it actualy, some peace after all the mess was a nice change. I stared at the window for a while, just enjoyeing the sceene of the sun setting down, the sky taking that purpleish-blue color. I was actually delaying the moment of turning my phone on, because I was scared. A the same time I hoped Jake would contact me, but then I was also scared of talking to him. Its been three days since the incident, and im sure Jake found out everything by now, so maybe he vented some of the anger off in the mean time. Ah, c'mon Maya, dont be a sissy! – i tought to myself – You stared death in the face, and showed it the middle finger, and you're scared of that thing? I took a deep breath, took my phone from the stand, and turned it on. It felt like forever for it to turn when i punched my code, and when it finaly did, i left it aside. The beeping of new messages, missed calls, new emails and all was the only sound spreading through the room. And with every beep my stomach reacted a bit, thinking if any of those beeps belongs to Jakes. I got so lost in my toughts, that a voice snaped me back, startling me a bit. A nurse smiled „Sorry hun, i didnt want to fright you. Just came to chek up on you, ask if you need anyhting and to give you some pain meds.“ She winked at me „It's the good stuff, will help you sleep better.“ „Thank you, mam, im good.“ I smiled back at her, and quickly glanced at my phone - 44 missed calls, 24 messages, 17 emails. That will be some time killing stuff. The nurse was done, she waved at me wishing me good night, saying to feel free calling her if I needed anything. I thanked her again as she left the room. I took my phone, my hand shakeing. I checked 'missed calls' first, and tho i didnt expect it, was a bit dissapointed Jake wasnt among one of them. I opened the messages, and Jessy's message was on top. „Sending you hugs&kisses!“ it was written under the picture of her and Dan, grining with their glasses raised. It made me smile, and i texted her back „Hehe, Dan must be happy you actualy came this time! xD Have fun you two, cant wait to join you. Hugs&kisses“ I checked other messages, and my hearth squeezed a bit when i saw he didnt texted either. I didnt feel like replaying to any at the moment, settling the phone back on the stand. I switched off the light above the bed, turned on the side, staring at now complete darkness throught the window. One tear rolled down my cheek as i closed my eyes, hoping sleep will come soon.

[princesshawkins]

I’m starting early for mericcup month! :D I dont know if I’m going to do everyday but im going to try my best because this years prompt are a challenge since I only do videos they would be easier if i drew them or worte about they but i’m not good at either xD so ima try pictures and maybe a mini story ! :D ________________________________________________________

MERICCUP MONTH 2020: DAY 1 

“I Love you, over a beer bottle”

It was a normal day at berk, when Hiccup came back to his cabin and decided to treat him self to a beer after a long day of exploring more of their land with toothless when his girlfriend arrives to welcome him back.

 “Hiccup! ye felt like yu was gon foreverrr!” merida exaggerated.

 “haha missed me already didn't you m’lady?” he said teasing back at her.

 “No...just...not use to bein’ by maself here in berk” the red head said trying to not make it obvious that he was right when she noticed the drink in his hand. 

“Eww not dat stuff, why do ya lads like to drink dis horrendous thing” she exclaimed.

 she picked up another one of hiccups drinks looking at it with a disgust. Hiccup chuckled as the look on her face 

“haha its not suppose to taste good mer, it just helps you relax”. he replied raising his drink at her.

 Merida still didnt understand why ever man in Hiccups village and and back in Scotland also loved this stuff so much, they drank it like they were dying of thirst, when she could hardly stand the smell but i guess it wasn’t that case for them.

  “Dis? Dis makes me want to throw up more dan relax hiccup” she said as she set down the drink pushing it away from her.

 Hiccup couldnt contain his laugh. He found it so amusing the way his girlfriend always reacted to the beer and she never held back from saying something every time he drank it or even just the right of it, she always spoke her mind.

 “oh Mer, you’re so....haha I just....I love you you know that” he said as he took a sip of his beer.

 When he realized what he just said he suddenly froze nervous of the way merida would react. He took a gulp of his drink. Merida quickly turned to look at him also surprised at what he had said. Hiccup just froze in place waiting to see how his girl was going to react. They have never said that three letter sentence before, they have just always knew but never had the courage to actually say it to each other. Merida cracked a smile, she always felt warm and happy inside when she was around hiccup and although they were already together she still always felt giddy and excited to see him like the first few days she started falling for him, but this moment was different she felt nervous but felt butterflies moving all around her stomach unlike ever before.

 “Ye what? Ye love...me...Hiccup?” she teased.

trying not to show how deep down she wanted him to say it again and again because she loved the way he made her feel hearing him say it. But he knew her too well, she had that sparkle in her eyes, ocean blue eyes gazing deeply into emerald green, the same way they looked at each other before they shared their first kiss finally admitted their feeling for one another. And this moment was going to be as memorable as the last time because Hiccup also loved the way it sounded and how amazing it felt to say it finally to the love of his life

 “Yes Mer, I love you....I love you Merida” he said as he smiled at her 

Merida knew that he did already but those words coming from him dedicated only to her made smile so big and at this moment Merida  fell in love with him all over again. <333

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My first mini story for Mericcup Month Hope you guys like it ! :D i really tried to get merida’s accent in there but it was hard and im not a writer so i hope this is okay xD    

[phlondie]

okay ik this is an opinion no one asked for but now im thinking about the whole dan and phil joint branding as opposed to Dan Branding™ and Phil Branding™. also this is fully adding onto posts on @ browncesario and @ demonetisation’s blogs and i feel too awkward to tag them bc i dont wanna make anyone feel obligated to read this lol but if i repeat anything they said or their anons said its not on purpose!

but like, full disclaimer while i love dan and phil i feel like its always been kind of obvious that they were marketing their relationship to us? obv not so much anymore but like... as much as people who dont keep up w dnp like to pretend that their only awareness of us as a fanbase was creepy objectifying shippers who should feel ashamed for harassing them etc etc, they’ve always been way more tuned into their audience than i think people realize. like they’ve *known* what we’re like, and i dont even mean just the bad parts. like they *know* that a lot of their fanbase is queer and genuinely has looked up to them as queer role models long before they were out, and a lot of that hinges on us understanding they were a couple. and ik they resented it and i wasn’t really part of the fanbase until a few years ago but hearing stories of how dan would react on liveshows sometimes and the like, barely concealed resentment for the fans sometimes shows that while they definitely had issues with it (which like,,, is fair), they also knew they were kind of stuck in a rut. because if their primary source of fans are people who like seeing them together, that meant that their success as youtubers/creators/etc depended on keeping those fans right where they were.

and to be clear! i know ive never been here primarily for their relationship; i started watching them bc i thought they were funny together and had a good dynamic, which wouldve been possible even if they really were just friends. i didnt get emotionally invested in the projection part of it until later. but even so, i was always aware as a fan that they were selling to us the speculation of their relationship.

and this is def pulling from other posts ive seen today but considering the fanfic part of tatinof, the fact that they wrote fanfic in tabinof and incorporated shippy fan art into the youtube versions, giving the people what they want, even little things like the conjoined baking challenge vid.... they wanted us to stay curious about their relationship. Even if on a very real level it was literally bringing back trauma for them, there was this weird cognitive dissonance between “im angry at people for speculating about us” and “look here, dont stop speculating about us! look we’re sharing a sweater! look we’re being ~domestic~ in ditls!”

which is also why i thought the hiatus wouldnt last long tbh, like i was genuinely shocked that after the success of ii they would completely separate their brandings from each other in 2019. and i wont @ this person but someone said it best years ago when they said that joint branding had to die for dnp to come out. bc it really did; how could they keep up the speculation if we have literally almost all the puzzle pieces laid out? when they’ve primed their audience to actively hunt down these pieces (even if again, they would rather have not, esp given what they each talked about in their coming out videos), but they dont *want* us to put it all together, how could they sustainably make joint content while keeping the speculation fanbase there? bc once the speculation is over, people are gonna keep wanting more. (and disclaimer i really dont think this applies to like....anyone i follow on here tbh bc in general i feel like we’re fine w them keeping their boundaries where they are, but we’ve all seen posts like that that indicate that people *will* want more, and thats something that they’re unwilling to give and understandably so).

anyway this all goes to the main thing that brought all this on today lol, ever since 2019 they’ve been trying to cultivate their own separate branding from each other, and while i’m here for it tbh, surely they know that they’ll never escape their old joint branding. Which also means never escaping the spectre of relationship speculation. so i have mixed feelings about seeing dan act shocked that people could ever speculate about his private life once he became famous bc like 1) thats literally just what happens when you become famous, and 2) ....he and phil egged it on up to a point, and that doesnt mean it didnt upset them but it definitely feels off for dan to always be so pikachu face about having had fans that speculated about his relationship. like dan you literally wrote erotic fanfiction about you and phil, pieced together fan art illustrating it that showed you and phil in a homoerotic lens, and yet you’re *still* acting shocked and indignant that fans got invested in your relationship/the possibility of your relationship?? idk man. its confusing bc at the time i took things like that as “oh, we’re in on the joke,” but ever since 2019 they’ve made it more clear that we’re not, but we’re also not *not* in on it to an extent (looking at you, cah phan edition)

so im def still excited for dan’s book (like the subject doesnt terribly interest me tbh but i do wanna see what he does with it and read whatever highlights inevitably get posted on here), but as always w the end of regular joint content, im lowkey here for the over-analyzing about the relationship between dan, phil, their fans, and their content bc dear god we never run out of material to rant about

[captainshyguy]

not to be a little melancholic but i've been thinking a bit about all the people that have come and gone in my general social circle like. not just irl, but online too. the close friends, who eventually left, and the ones on the outskirts, but were always there. at least, for a time. the people you never quite talked to, but were in your bubble, in your life, if just for a bit. the people who will only be icon, words on a screen to me. the people who will forever be 14 in my memories, because its all i have of them 

its just...its weird yknow? not even getting into social circles from school, friends you grew apart from, friends of friends of friends in your class that you had an odd connection with

but online its like. i’ve been in a few online communities in my time. the penguins of madagscar community on fanpop, one for the same fandom on deviantart, the agents of shield one here, then the maze runner, then star wars, then mario, then star wars again...i’d say ‘and hollow knight now’ but lets be honest, i haven’t made....many friends or even mutuals through it solely X]

i guess my point is like. all of these communities were different people. and over time, whilst i’ve generally stayed put (until i was physically the last one left, and jumped ship, like fanpop) people just. they left yknow? maybe it took a couple of months, maybe a couple of years, but they did, and its such an almost...odd thing to experience

im not saying people cant leave, not at all but it just made me think how many people i’ve known, how many i’ve been friends with, how many existed in my orbit. how many i only have pieces of. and i guess...how many people’s orbits i was in. the person i was in the past lives on through each and every one of then, and i have no idea what stuck. what’s their ‘luke’ memory, their takeway. heck, some of them wouldn't even have it by that name. 

one thing im glad about in a way is like. from each of the communities that like. meant something to me, i managed to grab a few people almost. a few that also dug their heels in, a few that are still in my orbit, however close or far, but they’re there. they’re posting actively or somewhat actively and i know where to find them. and thats nice 

it just makes me wonder sometimes yknow?? how many people currently in my circle, currently in my orbit, will eventually leave one day? who will stop posting, who’s icon i simply will never see again.

i do hope, with all my heart, that all the ones that i fell out of touch with are doing well 

(im musing about specific people under the read more, WILL get long kjdfhnd) 

from my primary/secondary school i dont have anyone exactly. the closest i have is one guy i was pretty fond of but not like. romantically. i follow his youtube and whilst i dont really watch the videos seeing his face pop up every now and again is nice. but man i do think back on those secondary school friends. funnily enough by the end whilst i liked my “official” best friends i honestly ended up more fond of others. sarah, priya, shriya, zarah, zi yu, kyle. danny, introducing me to treasure planet, hiding away with him and his friends to watch films in forgotten rooms when it was near the end of the year, then liam, of course, man..its weird he was my best friend in the first few years when i moved there, then we got put in different classes so we just didnt see eahc other much. but that fondness was always, always there. god, and jake....i wonder if he thinks back fondly to the two of us pretending to be transformers. i wonder if im still jazz to him. god, and then sophia, just, not even hanging out but having our little ‘hot buttered toast’ song. i hope thats the memory she has of me. (i haven’t even listed everyone from this part, and i couldnt! it was a 7-8 year period of my life! right during my brain developmental stages!!)

its weird i was in love with ryan for nearly three years. a lot of those memories are soured knowing one of my friends spread it around school and everyone secretly knew, (and looking back i was way out of his league like, morally lol) but still. maybe once or twice a year i’ll dream about him, and for a brief moment, im there, sitting with him in geography as he shows me magic tricks, during that period i do genuinely think he liked me too (before it wore off for him lol) and im still in love. 

from college, man....ewan was like. i have a feeling he was leading me on since he had a girlfriend lmao, and was just flirting for fun bc he saw i was shy and was trying to get me to react, but it never felt like bullying yknow? i dont think he was actively trying to make fun of me. so i dont know, it was nice, it felt nice and it still kinda does. 

khairun.....im so glad i still have her. i’m still a little gay for her. i remember sitting with her on the bus, riding for hours as we were on the geology trip, and she would ramble about the game of thrones video game and she’d squint so happily and her eyes would sparkle. she talks about dark souls now and i only see her messages, but i can still feel her enthusiasm. or tanisha and fatima, my other geology friends, my maze runner friends. seeing the scorch trials with fatima in the cinema. joking about newt and thomas with tanisha. sitting around the table with my actual friend group, in the big lounge chair reading the tolkien dictonary, joking about the flash with bindiya. sleeping around maddie’s house and playing would you rather. 

heck, i didnt even touch on teachers!!! teachers i connected with so much on a genuine level!!! mrs chambers, mr hauge, mr wrght, miss lloyd, mr hutchinson, miss petra, mrs young! mrs mohammed, mr santa maria, mr longdon, miss langley, mrs maize, miss davies. i know with teachers, the kids must start to blur together at a point. but i just....i hope, at least. with those first two, they’ll remember me, just a bit. i keep having dreams where im in my old school, and i try to find them., i’ve found mr hague a few times. but until about a month ago, whenever i got to geography, miss chambers was never there. im glad i finally found her. 

then fanpop...lexii, having the same birthday as me, talking with kait and roleyplaying as penguin ocs in high stakes situations. dating dylan fkjdngjdh, rigging the club’s presidential election. its weird, i dont have a lot of memories from this time. just....just people? people posting their ocs, people drawing ech others ocs. kaitlyn, anya, kait, dylan, lexii, imaneasel, mya, peacebaby, madascargirl, kate, starslight, imogen, tressa, sammi, crystal, cc, syliva, jasmine, hikari, amber,  yellow, steff, lilly, blue, richard, monique, sharpey, hannah, icicle, ratking, cian i- god, there was so many of us. theres more, i can think of more names. there was so many

anya did what i did pretty much and went to deviantart then kinda dug her heels in and didnt leave, though i don think she’s more active on toyhouse. and yet, i still see her art there, so its nice. having her throughout the years has been nice, watching as both of our art improves. she’s always been a bit ahead of me. then cian i’ve been talknig with pretty much every day for about 6 months now, thats been nice 

and then here, man! the agents of shield fandom! man! i dont remember a lot of names honestly besides the ones who stayed, and sam. i hope sam’s okay. y’all who stayed, who are still mutuals, the hm....five of us i think? though the one ofy’all i was closest to isnt around as often X[ but still. im happy y’all are here 

some of y’all that have been around long enoguh will know i was best friends with kacie for a while. from....i think that was my brief stint in the dan and phil fandom. she. well. she’s okay, the last i heard of her. but my overtalking screwed that up i think. my last message from her, a few years later, was amicable at least. i still feel awful about that if i think on it too hard

i think i only picked up ronan from the maze runner, at least, that i talk to, yeah, right, there’s two others that are still about but i dont think we’ve ever held a convo X] 

and u current peeps! from mario, star wars and.....im not quite sure where for some of you! i love u all! especially y’all that have been around forever, just, liking each others posts every now and again., i dont know how many people you all follow, but i follow less than a 100. i might only be a blip on your radar, but i like seeing y’all, genuinely. thank you for being in my orbit. i hope i’m a comforting or at least. nice reliable presence in yours, for as long as we all stick around.  

[soda-drabbles]

Power Hour Shenanigans

Synopsis : Power Hour shenanigans mixed with a love confession.

Pairing : EgoBang

Type : Fluff/Confession

A/N : My first EgoBang fic. Hope you dudes, gals, enby pals and everyone in between enjoy it!

Once again, the two men were back at the somehow clean table that always took heavy damage. The rolling began while they were still getting situated, leaving a distracted Dan and a bored Arin, who kept balancing his chair on its back legs.

Of course, it didn't take Arin too long to notice that Tucker was indeed recording. The once bored man sat up energetically and smacked the table a little too hard, which caused Dan to flinch.

With that, the episode formally began with the main idea being exploring the world of the messy frustrating Bendaroos™. Sticky bendy things that allows you to create whatever kind of thing you wanted. Instead of doing the crafts that initially was on the back of the now ripped cardboard box, Arin attempted to create an obscure version of their dinosaurs while Dan simply made a easy flower.

This proved to be a challenge for the easily angered man as the bendy sticks kept getting stuck to his fingers and repeatedly got stuck. His plights caused Dan to chuckle to himself, chuckles that turned into a laugh that he couldn't really contain.

His laugh only made Arin's frustration boil. “Dude, I swear to God-”

Dan couldn't help but laugh even harder at Arin's subtle threat and leaned against Arin in the process. Through all of his frustration, Arin could help but crack a grin. Dan always found him little ways to smile, even if he didn't fully notice.

“That’s not how you Bendaroo at all. Not even in the slightest.” Dan said, still smiling as wide as ever.

Arin, smiling but still clearly struggling, didnt even look up from his Frankenstein project. “I'll- I'll Bendaroo you.”

Dan was pretty much used to all the gay jokes that came with their friendship. It wasn't anything new.

After more minutes of struggling and failing at the dumb bendy things, Arin eventually gave up and showed off his Frankenstein-esque masterpiece. It honestly looked like a white lint tangled mesh-mess than anything. Dan, on the other hand, simply shown his small adorable flower thing. It was pretty basic but honestly Bendaroos were also basic.

And complicated.

After the power hour ended, Arin pretty much vowed himself out of the Bendaroo thing. “Fuck these bendy fuckers man,” Arin complained, taking the meshy bendy sticks and its cardboard mess to the trash can.

“They weren't that bad,” Dan laughed. “Sure they we're like, mushy and gross, but it wasn't like you were trying.”

“How dare.” Arin joked while feigning offense, pretty much body slamming the mistake of God known as the Bendaroos in the trash bin. Those fucks will never hurt anyone again. Unless if they bought them, then they're fucked.

“Anyway,” Arin said and appeared a bit more..serious. As if he was distracted or his mind was some place else.

Dan noticed. “Yeah? Did the Bendaroos really fuck with you that bad?”

Arin gave Dan a look that pretty much said 'dude-you-cant-be-serious'. “No. No, its..stupid.” He sounded defeated, like he was holding something back.

Dan could tell something was a little off. He approached his friend and placed a supportive hand on his pal's shoulder. “Hey, man. Whatever it is, you can talk about it if you want.”

Arin hesitantly looked at Dan. “I dont know man.” He looked around to see if anyone else was around. Arin was sure Ross or someone else was looming about somewhere.

Dan also turned over his shoulder, confused more so. “Do..you wanna speak in private?”

“Uh, yeah.” Arin sighed, realizing he dug himself too deep at this point. If he stalled any longer, he'd only be worrying Dan.

Dan nodded and the both of them walked over to another part of the office, where they definitely wouldn't be bothered. He placed his hands in his coat pockets and gazed over at Arin. He never seen Arin so occupied with his mind before. It only made him more concerned as to what was up with him.

Arin had one hand on his hip and the other ran through his hair. He wasn't sure how to go about something like this. Eventually he just came out and said it.

“I like you, Dan.”

All of the worry flowed out of him when those words came out. Honestly, he was relieved that it wasn't something actually bad. His shoulders and features relaxed, leaving Arin confused. He was already awkward but Dan no reacting in the way he expected made things more awkward.

“What is it?” Arin asked, now the one confused.

“Oh. Uh-” Dan paused and looked over at Arin, smiling. “Nothing. I'm just relieved since I thought it was something hella worse.”

“I mean..” Arin looked away, his hand pulled behind him and rubbing the back of his neck. “Isn't what I said pretty bad?”

Dan cocked his arched brows. “What are you talking about?”

Arin's voice lowered. “I basically confessed my love for you and well, it's not really a good thing.”

Dan let out a chuckle. “Who said it wasn't a good thing, plus, you don't even know my answer yet.”

Arin furrowed his brows and averted his gaze. “Look, man. You don't have to go with it like that. I just.” Another deep breath. “I just wanted you to know, I guess.”

Dan, this time, would walk over to Arin. His look was serious, which caught Arin off guard when he'd look up at him. “I'm not just going with it, dude.” He said clearly. “I like you too man.”

Although Arin and Dan were literally the same height, Arin felt smaller somehow. His throat was dry. “You mean that?”

Dan nodded. “Yeah, I do.” He then added, “Plus, I knew already.”

Arin's jaw slightly dropped and Dan's seriousness fell, laughing at Arin's reaction. “C'mon, man. You literally flirted with me for years. You cant tell me you cant believe I knew the whole time.”

Arin fixed his jaw. Shit, Dan did have a point. “Damn, I mean..true.” He relaxed and smiled some.

Dan smiled, Glad Arin's awkwardness finally fell. He brought his arms out, inviting him to a hug. “Now come on, man.” Dan said, gesturing for Arin to take his hug. “Bring it in.”

Arin smiled and accepted the hug. He leaned in, while Dan's arms pulled him in and squeezed him gently close. Dan held Arin snug against his chest for a moment, to which Arin didn't mind. Dan was warm and welcoming. Even if it was for a minute, he wanted to take it in for as long as possible.

[kim-lexie]

week-by-week playback: crash landing on you.

just to preface, pardon that some of this may not be cohesive. i made this a separate post because otherwise the collective review would be insanely long. and i wanted to keep a space where i just let my thoughts from each episode exist, so here it it. 

if you want to see my semi cohesive thoughts from the themes and characters here is my actual review. crash landing on you.

*spoiler alert*

ep 1-2 my goodness this man, hyun bin (aka ri jung hyuk in this drama) is dreamy as ever. *like swoons*. son ye-jin is perfect, i loved her in "something in the rain” and this character is completely different and i am loving it. this free easy going aide of this actress. she is adorable and i love how in a crazy situation the first thing she thinks is ‘you’re totally my type’ bc seriously a girl after my own heart.

now the concept is completely ridiculous but i’ll jump on the band wagon and live my best life bc i think this is going to be a unique concept that i fall for. the fact that she doesn’t listen to him and goes directly into north korea i’m like girl you’re crazy.

i love how they added the clips at the end of the episode and how he was laughing at her. precious how he’s already falling for her quirky side. i am intrigued to see where their relationship first started like how did they meet before how did he leave north korea and enter back in as a general captain?!? so many questions and i’m so excited.

ep 3-4.  kim ju-meok (captain ri’s company of 5) saying i haven’t seen any drama characters that don’t fall in love in that situation. hahaha same dude same. when the guy was spying, jung man-bok, and trying to keep up with the drama plot. hahaha

i loved when the ladies tried to see her and she made him act all sweet walking him out the door.

he said all nice things to the plant!!!

ep 5-6. his relationship with his fiancé is soooo weird. and her family must be super high up in north korea. same to his family though. his mom has an ostrich in her yard!!! i love how they got stuck on the train on their journey to pyeongyang. i love how he jumps to his feet to get her anything she wants. they’re precious together. i’m excited to see where it takes us bc now that the man on the run knows that she is there, there is leverage. he was the first guy she waited for TT. i’m really enjoying the little tidbit scenes at the ending.

he’s gonna keep a photo of her even though he said it was silly to get a momento. the clarification between destiny and coincidence.

ri jeong-hyeok do you want to be my destiny. ‘as long as you stay in my sight you’ll be safe, as long as she is in my sight i will protect her.’

ep 7-8. her character growth since meeting him is extensive and i love to see this side of her not as callused and closed off but rather vulnerable.

‘so happens that you’ve become a special person to me

for once i had to protect you too.’

the heart on his uniform she stitched up.

it’s his brothers song. TT

him going to find her bc she might have been waiting in him. he’s not wrong. and her being concerned with him not being in the hospital bc of his injuries.

your life here might be shattered bc of me.

and i don’t like that.

she’s gets kidnapped. after all this. she even decorated a christmas tree and got him a gift.

held my breath for a solid minute after that gunshot.

ep 9-10. yes his freaking dad in these moments where i’m crying just provides the perfect comedic relief bc he can’t freaking believe what’s happening in front of him. “you make my heart flutter. the other dude.” even when you didn’t know it you saved my life. when he played the song for the first and last time for his brother.

how would i forget about a woman who feel from the sky? -jeong-hyeok

i didnt fall. i descended. -se ri

she freaking wrote i love you with the books.

his brother was such a good person and got the medicine for his friends baby.

when they had to say goodbye to each other. and when their eyes met once again.

ep 11-12. this episode. i loved seeing how the comrades reacted to the daily living of those in seoul. they were too precious. absolutely terrifying that cheol-gang made his way into a security. like what kind of background check did they get?!? like. come on.  

cannot believe that jeong-hyeok found her in an echoing parking garage. it’s destiny.

seo dan got the term ‘sweetmeat’ from seri stop it!!

all of the almost encounters had me dying, while the boys were trying to track down captain ri. the gaming to ignoring the call for chicken.

they wanted to recruit kwang-beom for an agency. they’re like your cover was blown bro.

talking about a future when he didn’t go back. married with twins. and he’ll play piano again.

them dresses as south koreans got me like. my goodness. they’re too much. them all hugging was beautiful. he missed them all so much.

her mother left her at the beach. like what the even. her sister in law gave him her address what the even, this side of her family is wack.

they surprised her for her birthday. my goodness. this moment i’m weeping then it’s like dang that would have been cute.

i’ll be thankful the person i love is still breathing.

and it will be a good year.

-ri jeong hyeok

ep 13-14. the couple rings.

our boys. slaying it. my gosh. when they’re all surrounding her after she was shot. and crying my heart broke.

i never played the piano. and i’ve never told anyone. until you crash landed into my word one day. that’s how i lived. but now i’ved changed. even if i have to worry about losing you, i want to have you in my life. even if it breaks my heart bc it’s a dream that can’t come true, i’d like to sincerely dream of a future. so please live. and listen to my words i still have stories that i haven’t told you yet. -ri jeong-hyeok

when she finally woke up and he ran in. the fact that the mole wire tapped the room while she was unconscious. and then the tape of her mom telling her and wanting to thank seri and ask for forgiveness, and also the fact that her oppa and sister in law wanted her gone...wack.

when he was showing her his scars and the boys walked in and thought something scandalous was up, i died laughing.

i love them together. “they’re curious about your face. i understand bc you look great from the back.” -seri with regards to the paparazzi posting a photo of him online.

the split second after cheol-gang died and ri jeong-hyeok contemplated ending his life, because he didnt know what would happen when he went back to north korea.

while seung-jung was hiding in the market after he ran away from his captors, and the orphans collectively sang that sad song to distract the officers and protect him.

when seung-jung gave seo dan the ring that she picked up from the store so he could give it to seri who gave it to the pawn shop, and he picked it back up and proposed to seo dan. i weeped, because why does this have to be so hard.

when the NIS was collecting data on the ‘spies’: purchases at internet cafe, downloading videos of his favorite drama star, chicken restaurant, etc.  i can’t.

him deciding to go protect her even though he missed his chance of leaving the north with his life. and that she would be the one crying for him once he died made him sad and happy.

seri would make the same decision again. to meet the people and keep the experiences she had. “the wind blows to move in, not to stay.”

the exchange at the boarder was all too much. they all had to say goodbye so quickly.

ep 15-16. her family is wack. thank goodness seodan was able to get her revenge and get all the information from the chinese gang to turn over her older brother.

he wrote her back in the bookshelf. and is sending her notes after he’s gone. her breakdown in the kitchen when she saw all that he left for her. and receipts.

them going for walks at the same time of day to have a shared moment.

all of captain ri’s men reminiscing of the good things seoul had. internet. electricity.

i love that seri made a limited edition product to pay tribute to the ladies that helped her in the north.

he got her a freaking plant. i can’t. she is carrying for the plant like a baby and taking it around with her. got to say nice things to it. i knew it the last thing she said was rihoseok. (honestly wanted it to be a tomato plant)

“season changed but messages kept coming.” i really love this.

“it was eldewiss let’s meet in the country where these flowers bloom.” tell me they meet. please. oh please.

when ri jeong-hyeok broke the news that he was moving on to become a pianist and that the new captain is not a handsome man. the ladies of the village faces just dropped. i can’t.

“he found me every time. and i’m sure he’ll find me again someday.” -seri

“edelweiss symbolizes precious memories. what should i do jeonghyeok? it’s impossible for me to herons your just as a memory. so even if we don’t meet this year, maybe next year. if that doesn’t work too, i’ll anticipate the year after that. until the day you find me i’ll be waiting and praying.” -seri

stop it she is going to go paragliding and meet him again. come on.

eun-dong saying he misses his sister. i love them.

most wonderful two weeks of the year. stop it they have a house together in switzerland. and they are living happily ever after.

i really don’t want it to end...

[xsecretblastsx]

Why were rufus and dan so angry at chuck for sleeping with jenny? I know their judgement wasn’t the best at that time bc they were both sad but chuck even told jenny she could leave if she didnt want to do it. They both made that decision and they both regretted it afterwards but it seemed like they were only angry at chuck even up to the ep im currently watching now in s4 lily was worried about chuck going missing but rufus still said that he didn’t want anything to do with chuck

I’m going to be honest, I don’t think their anger was unjustified here. For one is really hard to be objective when something bad happens to someone you love in this case their little sister and daughter, their little girl, and they saw how afected she was, Jenny was a sobbing mess, and even if she told them that she felt that way over the regret over her own actions, even if she told them that she didn’t blame Chuck that didn’t matter to them, they still felt Chuck was the one in the wrong, the one that took advantage over the situation, and in some ways they aren’t totally wrong.

Chuck shouldn’t have because he was older experienced and definately knew better, and even more so he had history with her and not a good one, and he had acknowledged that before, it’s why he tells her he would move out of the the Van der Bass house in S2, because it was akward and even a tad uncomfortable after what happened between them in the pilot. I get he was going through what he considered the worst moment of his life, but it doesn’t justify it, and it wasn’t like he couldn’t call some other girl to drown his sorrows

Even if he told her she could go if she didn’t want to, it should have never gotten to that point, and he must have known it in the back of his mind for all the reasons I mentioned before, and he choose to ignore it, and that was wrong of him, also he’s pretty self destructive, it wouldn’t surprised me if in the very back of his mind he even thought of the mess it would be when the Humphreys find out, and therefore Lily and Erick, and a part of him wanted it because they would hate him for it, and he was set on burning bridges.

I know Jenny was on her own path of self destruction here, but still, and I hate the show went there because at the end of the day they have her lost her virginity with the guy that tried to abuse her when she was younger, and that’s just not good, so as much as I dislike Dan, on this I totally get why he reacted that way, he was the one who save her from this guy once, any brother would have reacted the same way

[wild-aloof-rebel]

Catherine O’Hara was doing her best not to get her hopes up.

“I was in a movie called For Your Consideration all about people thinking they were going to get nominated and none of them actually getting nominated, so I didn’t want to get sucked in,” the Schitt’s Creek star says of the anticipation leading up to the announcement of the 2019 Primetime Emmy Award nominees on Tuesday morning.

But still, she couldn’t help herself.

“A few days ago, I got sucked up enough to look up Emmy predictions online and I didnt see Schitt’s Creek on any of the lists. I thought, ‘Okay, alright.’ It’s enough that we get to do this show. It’s alright, we don’t have to be recognized. I didn’t think we had a shot, and that was fine.”

Then she found out she, costar Eugene Levy, the show’s costume designers, and the CBC/Pop TV series itself were all nominated.

“I was really shocked about my [nomination], but not shocked at all to hear Catherine got a nomination,” says Levy, who had been focused on getting his car repaired instead of sitting by the phone on Tuesday. “And then [the costume designers]! But when we got the nomination for best comedy, that was so gratifying, because it truly recognizes every single person that’s worked on the show.”

“I’m so excited for the show, that’s the most exciting one,” adds O’Hara, who believes Netflix streaming the show helped raise Schitt’s Creek‘s profile. “There is a lot of love in the show along with big laughs, and I think that the love in the show has made a lot of really lovely, kind people get behind the show and force other people to watch it.”

Eugene Levy’s son (and co-creator and costar) Dan Levy is currently in Italy, which has made getting in contact with him a little difficult — but Eugene was able to get ahold of him after their happy news broke.

“It took a while because it was hard to get a phone connection where he is but I did connect with Daniel and I congratulated him on the show and on the nominations and I just told him that all the hard work and his eye for detail and the long hours that he had put into the show had just paid off in such a beautiful way of getting recognition for the work that he’s put in. I was very, very happy for him — thrilled for him. It really is a lovely thing. And it’s still just the beginning of a fantastic career for him.”

“I started getting texts from friends that just said ‘OMG.’ I had no idea what was going on,” Dan tells EW in an exclusive statement. “And then they just kept coming. I was in the countryside with no reception so it took me a minute to piece together what was happening. This is wild. I’m just so, so happy for our team. Couldn’t be more proud.”

O’Hara says she’s reticent to even entertain the thought of giving an acceptance speech at the awards ceremony on Sept. 22 but is already planning on it being an Emmys date night with husband Bo Welch, who has been nominated for Outstanding Production Design For A Narrative Period Or Fantasy Program (One Hour Or More) for his work on A Series Of Unfortunate Events‘ “Penultimate Peril: Part 1.”

Eugene, on the other hand, is already setting his sights on an even higher-profile sixth (and final) season, which they recently wrapped filming.

“We still have one season to go!” says the actor. “I hope we continue to find people who discover and love the show through to the end.”

[bwoahtastic]

Oh god I can't express in words how much I love your fic packs! ❤ Can you imagine Lando reacting to pregnant Max? The child would be anxious 24/7 making sure Max and the baby were as comfortable as possible. Big brother of the year! 🥺

*cracks fingers* its drabble time

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Interestingly enough, Lando was the first to realise Max was carrying. Lando's Heat had been nearing, meaning he was extra sensitive to scents. He had been cuddled up with Max when he noticed something was wrong with the Dutchman's scent. Max normally smelled sweet, Lando always quietly thought Max smelled like strawberries, but now, his scent was milkier.

Lando hesitantly nuzzled Max's neck, breathing in deeply.

"Are you okay?" Max asked softly. Lando hesitated.

"There is something wrong with your scent." He muttered, sniffing at Max's skin some more. Daniel, who had been talking to Charles, turned towards them as well.

"What do you smell, Lando?" Daniel asked softly, moving over to Max's other side and sniffing the Dutchman's skin too. Lando shrugged.

"I... he smells less like strawberries and more like milk?" He tried to explain hesitantly.

"I do not smell like strawberries." Max said indignantly, while Daniel smirked.

"You have a good nose, pup." He told Lando with a wink, before frowning slightly again as he sniffed at the crook of Max's neck. Charles had moved closer too, not touching Max but sniffing at him from a distance.

"It's not uncommon for a milky scent, there is a good reason for it..." the Monégasque muttered hesitantly. Max raised an eyebrow.

"What is it?" He muttered, nervously fussing over Lando a little. Charles bit his bottom lip.

"An Omega's scent gets more milky when they are expecting pups." He said. Max let out a gasp, eyes going wide as he turned to Daniel.

"You think we... finally..?" Max choked out. Daniel let his Mate cuddle close.

"I will get you a test." Daniel answered shakily. Lando had meanwhile snuggled himself firmly into Max's side, cooing softly as he wrapped an arm around Max's stomach. Max let out a breathless chuckle, kissing the top of Lando's head before nodding at Dan.

"He'll keep me safe." Max whispered as Daniel got up. Daniel smiled, leaning in to kiss Max before gently nuzzling the top of Lando's head.

"I'm counting on it."

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"Lando, stop hoarding my Mate." Daniel chuckled as he entered the bedroom. Max was settled with his back against the headboard on the bed, one hand on his rounded belly. Lando was laid down next to him, face nuzzled into the side of Max's baby bump.

"Ssh." Max shushed Dan softly, a soft smile on his face as he gently massaged Lando's scalp. Daniel realised the young Omega was talking softly to the bump.

"...and if you're a bit older I can take you karting." Lando muttered, his eyes closed as he rubbed his cheek against the bump. He looked close to falling asleep while Max seemed about ready to burst from excitement, the older Omega cooing fondly at the young Brit while gesturing Dan closer. Lando didnt even seem to realise when Daniel sat down on Max's other side.

"And you can use my simulators any time you want, little champion." Lando continued to murmur. "Its the least I can do as honorary big brother." He finished, before yawning.

"Stop scratching my head I'm going to fall asleep." Lando slurred up at Max, before smiling sheepishly when he spotted Daniel.

"Sorry, I'll go." He muttered, moving to get up. Daniel rumbled softly at him.

"Don't be silly, stay." He said gently, brushing his knuckles over Lando's cheek. Lando smiled shyly, before laying back down, head next to the baby bump as he protectively curled close.

"Our pup will be so lucky." Daniel whispered. "With such an amazing papa carrying them, and a big brother to protect them once they are here." He purred proudly. Max cooed happily.

"I can't wait to meet them."