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iou
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warnings: 18+ only, smut, p in v sex, unprotected sex (but reader is on birth control), friends to lovers, college!au (briefly), kind of nerdy reader but like more studious, partying, drinking
“seriously, y/n. anything. id pay-shit, id do anything. please.”
the final word out of rafes mouth is finally what breaks you as you slump against your seat. “fine!”
“thank you, thank you.” rafe says, hand gripping yours.
“you know how much extra work i have already rafe.” you whine. it's your fault truly for being an overachiever in college. everyone knows getting paired with you means you immediately take over all the work, having to do double or triple what the other students deal with.
“and that's why ill do anything for you. tell me whatever you want.” rafe pulls his wallet out, thinking you'd ask for money.
in your twelve years of being friends, you've never really shown an interest in money, especially when your parents have enough to send you to the best university, just like the cameron family.
“i don't want your money, rafe.” you roll your eyes. “you just… you just owe me, okay? ill figure it out later, i need to get to work on your assignment now.”
thankfully it's just an essay for a subject you already know a decent bit about, and you don't want to make it too good to make people suspicious of rafe submitting work clearly not done by him, but at the same time you want to save him from failing the class.
“thank you.” rafe says again. “you're actually the coolest girl here.”
you roll your eyes. if only rafe actually saw you that way. he's turned out to be a great friend, especially now that you're away from the outer banks, but he's still the life of every party, the guy all the girls look to.
it's lead to some uncomfortable moments of trying to figure out if the new friends you were making were just using you to get close to him.
you realized long before college that rafe didn't see you like other girls. you were his friend first, and a girl his age second. he never once tried to hit on you, even though you desperately wished things would change when you both decided on the same college.
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“you know, i still owe you.” rafe says, setting a glass of lemonade down in front of you. “never would have passed that class without your essay.”
you smile, taking a sip. “oh, i haven't forgotten.”
you're home for the summer, back in the outer banks with no stress of classes, able to truly relax and unwind.
“seriously, ask for anything, anytime.” rafe says, taking a sip of his beer, the bottle already dripping with condensation.
“ten million dollars?” you smile and tilt your head to the side, making rafe roll his eyes before laughing.
you've only grown closer to rafe since coming home. you thought he'd be excited to see his friends who stayed on the island, but hes more interested in hanging out with you now that you're not busy.
“you're coming to the party this saturday right?” rafe asks. “topper told you about it?”
“yup.” you nod. “he texted me.”
“oh…” rafe hums, suddenly feeling a bite of jealousy he didn't expect.
“wanna help me pick out a dress to wear?” you ask rafe. you have girl friends that you could talk to, but honestly, the more time you spend with rafe, the more open he becomes, and the less you want to see anyone else.
“absolutely.”
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rafe admires his choice as you bring back a drink for him, having just emptied your own glass.
“here ya go.” you hand him the glass of whiskey before setting your drink down on the table in front of you. you tuck the skirt under your bum as you sit down. of course rafe had to go for the smallest and tightest dress you own, claiming he just really liked the color.
“you're the best.” rafe smiles at you, a soft, slightly drunk, twinkle in his eye.
“yeah, yeah, yeah.” you roll your eyes, tipping your feet to the side to get some weight off your heels. it's been too long since you've worn anything other than sneakers and crocs.
“seriously.” rafe moves his chin to his knuckles, elbow resting on the side of the couch. “you helped me with my essay and so much more when we were at college and you're not even sick of me and telling me to fuck off now that we're back home.”
“id never tell you to fuck off.” you shake your head, taking a large sip of your drink, feeling it immediately add to your buzz.
“we should dance.” you suggest, looking at the crowd of bodies all twisting together in time with the music.
“is that you using the iou?” rafe asks.
you stand up, looking down at rafe. “i need to use an iou to have you dance with me?”
“nope.” rafe stands suddenly, making you aware of how close you are, chests practically touching, mouths hovering not far apart.
you hesitate, just as rafe seems to freeze, before you both move in, rafes lips smashing against yours as you kiss wildly, hands not shy despite all the people around as rafes large palms squeeze your ass, while yours dive underneath his shirt, feeling his muscles.
“fuck, upstairs.” you gasp, rafes lips moving to allow you to catch your breath, but only to kissing your jaw.
rafe doesn't speak, simply lifts you up and allows you to wrap your legs around his waist. you don't care that your dress bunches up and makes your underwear clearly visible to everyone passing by, now when your lips are on rafes neck while he carries you.
as he bounds up the stairs, moving as quickly as he can, you take a moment to suck a hickey into his tanned skin. no way you're going to let this moment go without claiming him for yourself.
rafe pushes into a random guest bedroom. the bed is stripped down to just a sheet, but it'll do as he locks the door behind him, hands fumbling briefly at the doorknob before securing it.
rafe lays you back on the bed, glad to have his lips reconnect with yours as you begin to kiss again, both completely unencumbered by what the kiss means with the alcohol flowing through your bodies.
rafe held himself back for so long, not wanting to ruin his friendship, that he has to force himself to not go wild and immediately tear your dress off.
“baby-” rafe gasps out.
“if you want to stop, im using my iou to get you to fuck me.”
“no.” rafe laughs and shakes his head. “save it for when we are arguing over where to eat or what we want to name our future child. im going to fuck you.”
you feel your cheeks flare up, clearly rafe is thinking of this as the start of a relationship, not just a one time hookup, and you couldn't be more happy and relieved.
“fuck me then.” it's all you need to say to get rafe moving again, hands pawing at your dress as you work it off your body, leaving you in nothing but a strapless bra and a tiny thong you put on hoping rafe would see it.
you pull at rafes shirt, a pout on your lips, asking him to take it off without using words.
rafe is quick to oblige you, tossing his shirt somewhere in the room as your lips reconnect, rafes hands gripping at your chest while you feel the muscles along his arms and shoulders.
“i-i need you so bad. i don't have a condom though.” rafe would go down to the party half naked begging for one if you really wanted him to.
“it's okay, im on birth control.” you take rafes hand and press it to your arm, allowing him to feel your implant. “and im clean.”
rafe nods, a smile breaking out on his face just at the thought of getting to have you bare. “im clean too.”
“what are you waiting for then?”
rafe is quick to finish undressing you, practically drooling when he sees your tits, teased so long by only getting to see them underneath sweaters and tshirts, teased by sneaking peeks while you were busy studying or deep in thought.
he takes a moment to press a kiss to each of your nipples, watching them bloom underneath the touch, but he will have all the time in the world to focus on them later as he moves to undressing himself, pushing his shorts and underwear down in one quick movement.
“oh.” your eyes widen when you see rafes cock for the first time.
“ill be gentle.” rafe says, pulling your thong down your thighs. “promise.”
“okay.” you nod, allowing yourself to relax as you rest against against the bed, feeling the way rafe positions himself until your eyes blink open and see his face hovering above yours.
“what?” you ask, suddenly feeling shy as you blush.
“nothing. you're just beautiful.” rafe bends down to kiss you at the same moment his cock presses against your entrance, his lips keeping you distracted from tensing up as he slowly pushes in, being as gentle as he possibly can with his length until he's seated fully inside of you.
“you're so-” rafe gasps out. “warm and wet.”
“of course im wet.” you giggle. “wanted this for so long.”
“wish i would have stopped trying to be the perfect friend and just did this earlier.” rafe shakes his head with a slight laugh. “you- you feel amazing.”
“you can move.” you nod to rafe.
he keeps his movements slow and steady, watching your face as he does, fully focused on just your pleasure.
“faster, it's okay.” you tell rafe, hands gripping his shoulders as he begins to move, hips swinging in faster, meeting yours in a loud slap until it's clear to everyone outside of the room exactly what is happening.
your moans grow as well until you're making constant noises, drowned out past the door by the music pumping through the speakers. rafe swears the way you sound right now is better than any other song.
he drops a hand to your pussy, shifting his weight onto one elbow as his thumb finds your clit, rubbing over it as he learns what you like, watching the way your face twists and contorts in pleasure.
“gonna-gonna cum.” you warn.
“im close too.” rafe says. he could have cum the moment he pushes inside you, but he's been waiting for you to be ready to release, wanting to meet your highs at the same time.
“inside me, rafe.” you don't want him to pull out, you want to feel what it's like to have him release inside of you.
he nods rapidly, breathing deeply as he focuses on your clit, ignoring the swelling of his cock until your head tips back and pussy tightens, and then he crumbles.
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you never end up using your iou. not when you go back to college and you rope him into helping you study late at night.
not even when planning your wedding where rafe jokes about you using it to have your first dance song be to taylor swift, but he concedes and agrees without you needing to use it.
not when you're raising your child together and you want to dress your daughter up in a pink bunny costume for easter, while rafe wants her in a more traditional dress.
you never need to use it when you want rafe to kiss you, to hold you, to make love to you, because that's exactly what he wants to be doing anyways.
#sorry this sucks but i just wanted to post SOMETHING god#i havent been writing a lot lately bc a new planet zoo pack came out vsjlkdf#sorry!#rafe fic#rafe fanfic#rafe fanfiction#rafe cameron fic#rafe cameron fanfic#rafe cameron fanfiction#rafe x you#rafe x y/n#rafe x oc#rafe x readerr#rafe cameron x you#rafe cameron x y/n#rafe cameron x oc#rafe cameron x reader#rafe imagine#rafe blurb#rafe one shot#rafe drabble#rafe cameron imagine#rafe cameron blurb#rafe cameron drabble#rafe cameron one shot
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I have a lot of Jalala and Rinor doodles laying around that I haven’t posted so have some Jalala and Rinor being cute and stuff (and some bonus Forneus and Heket)
I love the pilgrim ladies so much they’re so amazing fr fr
#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl pilgrim pack#cotl jalala#cotl rinor#is there a ship name for Jalala and Rinor??? idk what it is so lmk#cotl heket#cotl forneus#cotl forket#also sorry for the lack of Actual Art lately. there’s a lot going on irl#it’s all very good stuff. all very exciting. but also it is a lot so I have less dedicated art time for a bit
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moonrise au mumbo and grian doodles bc they are so silly ft. a quote by the lovely @germworms when we were exploring their dynamic
little bit of explanation below!
basically after grian disappears from his position as a god he lives in disguise on "square earth" and eventually finds his fav human, mumbo! (the moon prophet)
being so detached from the land of the humans leaves grian really curious about almost everything (yes like the little mermaid but w mcyt gods)
so he's pestering mumbo w all his questions and just generally never leaving him alone, mumbo is slightly annoyed by this and tries to get him off his ass by giving him random objects to inspect or he starts a fire for him to stare at for hours
grian is naturally very warm (sun god tings) and mumbo is naturally cold being the moon prophet so grian sometimes just hangs close by to make sure he doesn't die of hypothermia (red winter era, very cold brr) even though mumbo doesn't mind the cold as much
mumbo also has no idea grian is the sun god (remember no human has seen him in this form other than his prophet) so he starts complaining to bdubs about this weird guy who keeps following him around and is too frustrated to notice bdubs giving him suspicious looks
for more info about bdubs go check out Sea's character sheet for him!! also check the hashtag for other posts!!
#hopefully i can make character sheets soon but not w/n this month#bc i actually forgot to pack my tablet pen when going home for break#so my tablet is basically useless and i can't really draw anything digitally#BUT! i have found out i can color trad drawings digitally using the mousepad on my laptop!! just need a lot of patience lol#anyway sorry for rambling hashtag time#mc moonrise au#grian#mumbo#grian fanart#mumbo fanart#hermitcraft au#life series au#mcyt#mcyt fanart#traditional art#my art#waffle duo
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"There Will Be Blood Shed"
" '...Don't do it?' " " 'I want to live...?' "
"I wanted to live too."
"...Once..."
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Soooooo, as you can imagine, I finally listened to "The Only Thing I Know For Real" from Metal Gear Rising: Revengeance and while apparently the character in question became something of a meme, for a first time listener, the song hit hard enough that before I knew it, I was sketching murder boy doing what he does best.
Like, not every line hits hard, but a significant number do.
"Memories broken" -Check
"The truth goes unspoken" -To Adeleine? Oooh yes
"I've even forgotten my naaaaaame" -Check and check
"I don't know the season or what is the reason I'm standing here holding my Blade" -I love the "don't know the season" part especially because on Shiver Star "summer" is what we would call "winter." Poor, mixed up kids
"A desolate place without any trace It's only the cold wind I feel" -That's Shiver Star in a nutshell
"It's me that I spite as I stand up and fight" -"Spite" in the sense that he's only hurting himself by doing this but also he regrets finding himself forced onto this path, yep...
"The only thing I know for real There will be blood shed" -See title
"The man in the mirror nods his head" -Reminds me of the Apologies title card I drew where Noir and Blade are reflected upon each other in the gleam of the sword.
"The only one left will ride upon the dragon's back" -....Okay, I have no witty comment here. Dragons are just a rock song thing! Oh! He did wear that dragon onesie when he was little??
"Because the mountains don't give back what they take." -Pfft! I'm sorry! I got curious and listened to "Wheelchair Sam" FIRST and thanks to that visual of him rolling down the mountain, I can't hear any of the "mountain" lines without laughing XD
"Losing my identity Wondering have I gone insane?" -Ahem! Back to serious and yeah. Though, Noir was usually too focused to stop and question what he was doing (...he couldn't dare...)
"Looking downward from this deadly height Never realizing why I fight" -Ahh...this one hurts, thinking about all the nights he would sneak out of bed to hang out on the roofs and the number of times he peered over the edge (into the abyss...) Though Noir knows why he fights, he probably spent a lot of time wondering why he's alive
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「やめろ?」 「まだ生きたい?」 オレも生きたかった… …かつて、な。
Sometimes I hear certain chunks of dialogue in Japanese in my head first and have to translate them into English to get down what I want them to say XD And I just really like the idea of Noir being "I might've sympathized, but I just don't have room for that anymore. I have too much to do before the end and you're standing in my way."
#Noir Fontaine#Dess Art Post#CW: Blood#Kirby OC#I thought 'Ooh maybe I'll try to emulate Yoji Shinkawa's art!'#That turned out to be too hard for me but I hope the heavy contrast and harsh lighting gives a close-ish feel!#Again I'm sorry it's 'Oops Oops Oops All Noir' this week#Don't worry it will probably be over soon?!? XD#Like if he loses this round of the tourney? I'll probably take a nice long (well-deserved) break from Apologies content#If he wins I'll pack everything up into the Dess Cut in a nice convenient place as opposed to these scattered Noir drops#Apologies AU#cw: violence#cw: angst#...There's also a lot of Noir cause he's easy to draw >.>#Kirby OC Tournament
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«i had a dream about my funeral tonight» carlo after moretti's murder, who sometimes wonders if the same fate will befall him
«I sullied my youth with the most vulgar of dreams: In black cars that look like big turtles Shouting out over other people's thoughts in their skulls I'll have a dream about my funeral The bitter rubber of drunken saliva stretches and stretches, a stubborn thread And it ends, thinning When it ends, I'll be gone too Find me, find me, find me under the fence Eyes, eyes, eyelids, lips Black flame» ^ won't link the song but here's the other one that may fit the mood i guess. anyway it's a good song
«Dad, the kids are out in the yard They're burying a bird Not a pigeon or a tit Dad, give me two rubles I'll throw it in the pit Dad, we're family Don't be dramatic
Dad, my collarbone's been hurting all morning Somewhere in the middle of the yard There's a bird buried Dad, give me some milk I'll pour it in the pit»
#mafia 2#carlo falcone#sorry i think bout death on a daily basis#just wanted to let go and make smth chaotic not caring bout the result. very random stuff again#avart#some random personal stuff:#were discussin childhood not so long ago and it feels surreal for many#feels like a fever dream. syringes in the street and in the entryway#people lying unconscious in the bushes. the evening news about the uncaught maniacs in the city#fear of cars and stories bout missing people just being grabbed and taken away#trips to the cemetery. always brought to the grave: a glass of vodka; a pack of cigarettes; butterbrot; some candy#as a kid i always imagined the dead waking up at night and taking the gifts away#a lot of talk about the dead permanently. idk idk culture here is relatively built on death#and all this when ure 4-6 yo. memories that feel completely feverish
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Something I've been thinking a lot about lately is how everyone thought Egon had gone insane. What Happened that made them think that. They've fought a gigantic Stay Puft Marshmellow Man TWICE (counting the 2009 video game because iirc it's canon? Correct me if I'm wrong), fought an interdimensional god, fought a blood thirsty ruler that killed thousands and was hated by all that was trapped in a painting (and managed to get in to beat him by making THE STATUE OF LIBERTY start walking down the street with slime that reacted purely based on vibes), found an underground abandoned transit system full of the moodslime, had a bathtub try to eat Dana and her baby, fought a giant murderous black widow lady, fought the fisherman ghost who turned an entire hotel floor into the bottom of a ocean, and that's not even mentioning them getting trapped on an island that randomly raised up from underwater that had been abandoned for decades created by Ivor Shandor who worshipped Gozer. So what did he do or say that made everyone else think he'd gone insane?? All I can think is maybe he was acting strange / eratic before, but he's always been like that to some degree.
I don't know. It's something that I've been thinking about. The correct answer is 'it's not that deep and they needed a reason that the others weren't together anymore and weren't aware of Egons death or know what was going on,' but also. What Was He Saying that prompted everyone, including Ray, to think he lost his mind when he'd been right almost every time before that.
I'm genuinely so curious as to what he was up to before this. What was he doing. What insane idea was working on prior to this or was he even working on anything at all??
Also want to clarify this post isn't negative 😭 I really love the newer movies and their lore / the newer storyline / characters, I just like thinking about small stupid things like this. Gives me something to think about / speculate about / figure out an answer to.
#ghostbusters#egon spengler#nikolas posts#I have so many thoughts on it because I've just been rewatching the two movies on loop for the past few days.#All we got was Ray saying that he'd started talking about the end of the world (IIRC) and that he went insane and took everything#when he eventually left to deal with it on his own#which for the record it's extremely impressive that he would've stopped Gozer from returning BY HIMSELF. The only reason it hadn't worked#was because of the electricity issue#Hiding all the traps and setting up the proton packs to fire at the hell pit?? Insanity. He's just on a complete different level of existin#Like they were aware of Ivor Shandor and his plans long before??? They found his ISLAND DEDICATED TO GOZER who had full intention of#BRINGING THEM BACK#it's really Really REALLY not this deep but I have thoughts and I wanted to share them. Maybe someone else might have an idea I#couldn't think of or might have something to add.#I guess it could be a 'they beat Gozer once and assumed they were gone' but that wasn't the first time Gozer 'died' so??#if I missed something Please tell me. I haven't watched the newer movies as much as the older ones (I grew up watching them / playing#the game so I'm more familiar with the older lore and haven't had the chance to rewatch the newer ones 1000 times over unfortunately)#so it's entirely possible I missed something#I'd think maybe it was just because they were older but I really don't think thats the case. I have reasoning for it but I need to do#the math to make sure I'm getting the ages right by the time AfterLife happens.#really need to make a chart / timeline of all the events that happened and what year / month / day they happened. That's a project#for tomorrow perhaps.#anyways if anyones reading this sorry for the insane rambling and congrats for making it to the end#also this post isn't negative I adore the newer movies so much. I love them a lot and I genuinely don't really care about this at all#just a thing to think / ponder / speculate about if that makes sense#I enjoy thinking about stupid irrelevant stuff like this#so so so many thoughts
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shellcove place
i was looking on google maps for build inspo and i found a house similar to this and really wanted to build it! but i definitely put my own spin on it by changing exterior colours andi added the side part of the house. the house has an upstairs thats accessible but i left it undecorated so you can put whatever you want up there :)
build details:
-costs 33,356 simoleans -1 bedroom and 1 bathroom -no cc -20x20, built in brindleton bay -requires cottage living, eco lifestyle, discover university, seasons, cats and dogs, get together, dream home decorator, parenthood, basement treasures
download: here(sfs) or on the gallery, origin id is lilacmarble
floorplan pictures:
#ts4#ts4build#s4build#ts4 build#s4 build#ts4mm#no cc#brindleton bay#dl#i used a lot more packs than usual sorry :(#most of the exterior is from cats & dogs though
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Rainbow dragon
my first art post of 2024! the time is just past midnight
#i would have posted it while in 2023 but the file wouldn't load and i had to jump a through hoops to get it ready. but it's here now!#anyways i figured out how to use gradient maps just for this drawing and i love them. downloaded a holographic pack and it's lovely.#i haven't been excited to do digital art in a while but every time i opened this file i really wanted to work on it#so that must mean something about how much i love jjk#speaking of this show is soooo good. rip rainbow dragon fuck toji#i added more rainbow because in canon that is straight up just a white dragon no rainbow in sight#sorry for spamming in the tags but i have a lot to say about this drawing#jjk fanart#jjk art#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#geto suguru#rainbow dragon#fanart#artists on tumblr#my art#jjk season 2#jjk geto#getting geto to fit into this drawing was so hard. he does not want to be there ughhhh#the background was so fun to do though#enough talk! posting time
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After ordering in December they're finally here!! The sillies!!
#im mostly glad to finally have them#the pins are massive!!#i dont have an ita bag yet but Im probably gonna get one now that I have some pins to put in there#im glad I got them with the kickstarter pack they made the order worth it ngl#the plushies have a lot of cut corners- though maybe thats cuz I make plushies and while I may half ass my projects I dont think Id consider#hot glueing shit together#but ye#sorry bare hot glue strings on things bother me immensely
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Headcanon that making tea for loved one's is a "traditional omega thing" that modern packs don't give a fuck about. Who Cares some people just don't like tea! And affection can be shown in so many other ways Spread the love
Bwahaha, yes, totally! Honestly it first made me think of non-omegas making pack members tea too? Like, yeah, some people don't like tea, but even if they do, modern packs don't find it an omega-oriented role?
This is definitely makes me think of different packs’ lifestyles. Like maybe the pack are all coffee people who have strenuous jobs, so having a cup of coffee together is their morning bonding time (and their conservative parents are Livid lol). Or a really young pack (or newly presented kids navigating those feelings) having a sleepover, and they all snuck in energy drinks for each other. Or retired mates and one of them is an omega who loves tea, so the other partner serves them some every night instead of the other way around, and it's been their little inside joke for decades. Or a traditionally-raised omega parent trying to serve their kids tea when they’re sick, but the are kids refusing, and the omega is so hurt and confused because they don't like tea either but this is how their omega parent did it and they turned out just fine, right? Or an omega with dementia who keeps trying to make tea when they honestly shouldn't even be moving, because they keep thinking their "mate" (see: the poor new hire) is mad at them, and the new hire is too young to understand why, tortured knowing the only remnants of this omega's psyche are the traumas they endured...
Lots of fun ideas really!
#this answer got... dark LMAOOOO#I really do love the idea!!!!! Yea packs should show love in the ways that work best for Their interpersonal relationships --#and if that includes traditional means then cool! as long as everyone's thought critically about it y'know? --#but lots of people Don't think about that shit and esp in an omegaverse setting???? SO much potential#sorry for it not being fluffy but lowkey think I cooked with this one. it's not all that but it's at least a bag of chips lmao#anyways can someone write that dementia patient one for me so I can cry about it for hours? please and thank you ^u^#omegaverse worldbuilding#omegaverse hc#ask
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Himiko Toga Alter Pack!
🗡 | NAME: Himiko Toga, Himi, Nemesis, Rory, Rumor, Hatchet, Fang, Luna
🗡 | SOURCE: My Hero Academia
🗡 | PRONOUNS: She/her, Shx/Hxr, lo/love, love/lovesick, yan/yandere, am/amor, guro/guros, obs/obsession, blood/bloods, adore/adores, kni/knives, gush/gushes, fang/fangs, vamp/vampself, cof/coffin, Mirror Pronouns
🗡 | AGE: 16
🗡 | SPECIES: Vampire / Human
🗡 | GENDER(S): Vampiregender, Cutegender, Darlingvamp, Lacefem, Dollcorpsic, Bloodbandal, Bloressific, Canilovin, Rosegore
🗡 | SEXUALITY: Omnisexual
🗡 | ROLE: BPD Holder
🗡 | TRANSIDS: TransCuteHarmful, TransYandere, TransCannibal, TransFandomInfamous, TransPinkBlood
🗡 | EMOJI SUGGESTIONS: 🔪, 🩸, 🦷, 🧛, 💉, 💌, 🫀
Playlist: The Red Means I Love You - Madds Buckley Kill me and eat me - Xanaxity Kill me slowly - Proxoxie & Xanaxity CATASTR0PHZ1NG ALL BY URSELF??? - Styxvii Suki Suki Daisuki - Jun Togawa Saccharine - Jazmin Bean Yandere - Jazmin Bean Maegamist - Maretu Aishite Aishite Aishite - Kikuo The Full Course for Candy Addicts - Machigerita-P Grotesque Love Song - Shoutarou-P Are you embarrassed when you walk with me? - watashinokoko 15 years of pursuing a cute boy - Manbo-P
baby's first ever alter pack....
#🗡 ; That was merely a clone! ALTER PACK#build an alter#pro rq 🌈🍓#radqueer#alter pack#bah#radqueer community#headmate#build a headmate#build a alter#sorry if there arent a lot of labels eek im new here i dont know a lot of terms and stuff
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ive been knocking around the idea of a mix of nanite saturdays au and pack rex au in my brain for a while. i dont know if ill ever post the fic that puts these doodles in context but i will post the doodles
#nanite saturdays au#pack rex au#generator rex#the secret saturdays#my art#rex salazar#doyle blackwell#zak saturday#doc saturday#circe genrex#also sorry about the hair length inconsistencies. some of it is meant to be shrinkage like zaks hair is just washed and combed in the pic#with circe but a lot of it is im not good at being consistent with hair lengths. peace sign emoji
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Hi, I'm the Raileon anon from a while back. Thank you for answering my ask! I loved reading your thoughts, and I hope you don't mind if I ask you for some more. You mentioned Leon and Raihan were both fascinating characters to you separately as well, and I wanted to ask why you felt Raihan was fascinating? I have my own reasons ofc, but I'd be delighted to hear yours as well.
I absolutely never mind, thank you for the ask!! (even if it takes me a while to answer things sldjfksjf). genuinely I love talking about these characters, all the SWSH characters (and SuMo) really, and talking about Raihan is top tier for me. under the cut because it's both long and I have included images from the manga as little Raihan treats :3
in regards to Raihan, what a character, yeah? when I got this ask I immediately went into chat with @beammeupbroadway and we had the following exchange (she's the Furby icon, I'm the first message):
and to elaborate a little, we're all introduced to Raihan in the framing of him being Leon's rival, and we're not really reintroduced to him until midway through the game. so for a while we're left with this impression that Raihan is the hotheaded rival to Leon, setting them up with the same sort of framing as like Hop vs Bede (which is more a rivalry than with the player I argue) or even Red vs Blue (certainly with the Charizard and the color imagery at play with both Raihan and Leon's designs). Raihan is, at his core, a peek at what someone looks like when they grow up in the shadow of someone else.
it's stated in game he has different interests, hobbies, a career, but he's still Leon's rival Raihan. where his job as a Gym Leader and his work with the Hammerlocke Vault serve the narrative purpose of bringing the player closer to Leon and closer to solving the mystery of the Darkest Day, rather than things that allow us a better view of Raihan. not to discredit those moments, because they absolutely do allow us as to see more of Raihan, but I guess I want to argue that the game just uses them as a jumping off point to get to Leon. even Raihan's accomplishments as a Gym Leader and battler are framed within the context of him being so good he could be Champion of another region, but he can't beat Leon. from a world building and audience perspective I think it's interesting to see, but man, picturing that as how he's painted in Galar, in universe? where all of these insanely amazing accomplishments are pushed aside to market himself as Leon's rival I think genuinely ruined his self image, his self esteem, and the way he views anything he does. Raihan's social media presence got started because of Leon, even if he sometimes takes random pictures of sand storms, and the only thing removed from Leon is his love of fashion and history, but we don't even get to see a lot of that as the audience/player of the game because it's not relevant to the story in most cases, and definitely isn't relevant to Leon. this was definitely a little rambly, but at least right here I just think that like Raihan being literally overshadowed by Leon makes him fascinating to rotate around like a rotisserie chicken, because you take one whiff of that guy and you can tell he was spiced up with self loathing and angst strong enough to turn the average character into a straight up villain
ties to Leon aside, the little things about Raihan I adore ARE those little hobbies he has. fashion, history, social media all are super interesting, and ignoring the Gym Trainer battle with WEATHER EFFECTS INSIDE THE TAPESTRY VAULT aside it's clear he is a trusted expert on the matter. Sonia goes to him, even if it's a way to get the player closer to Leon Raihan is the one who grants access to the vault, and anyone who loves tapestries is immediately boosted in my books
his characterization in the manga is really cool, and I adore manga Raihan a lot. it's actually when I really fell in love with his character because he's given a lot of really neat moments, where he's kind of this key player in having everything come together. also he was a trouble maker when he was younger!!! which I think is a logical reaction to being pitted against the literal undefeated Champion for so long. but, allow me to picture that below:
I also love him spraying himself in the face with a potion after being poisoned by Eternatus in the manga. like yeah he's confused, but literally no other character is brought up, only Raihan which is funny to me
also him and Piers are just buddies!! which is neat, especially since in the post game of the base SWSH titles they're shown not to really have interacted that much
he's also super polite to Melony (my beloved Mummy Melony scene), and he's overall pretty fleshed out, with being both serious and goofy, while having this odd tension with Leon when it comes to serious moments
like it shows a lot of complicated things brewing under the surface for him, even in the manga, and I love how it keeps his characterization in tact, while expanding on it in a way that feels natural
I think in short, there's an argument to be made that Raihan could have been left as this one dimensional rival to Leon whose only purpose to push the player along their journey. a road block as a Gym Leader, a helper as the keeper of the vault, but nothing more. and yet he's a pretty fleshed out character, who has other stuff going for him. he could be so many things, and yet he's Raihan, the dragon guy who loves fashion, is a bit silly, but also takes things as serious as they need to be taken. who had a bit of a rebellious streak when he was younger, to the point Rose knows about it in depth. where, in game, he can flip from smiling like :3 to hunching over in the stadium yelling out moves. he's cool, like undeniably, but also not, and I love that skdjfklsfd. I think Raihan is a testament to the subtle ways the Pokemon writers can dish out characterization without explicitly writing things in, and I love him for it
#sorry it took like forever to respond I literally got the flu and also was finish some fic stuff so whoops sdkjfskldf#but as some additional stuff he's just a sweet guy like his full art trainer card shows him signing stuff for kids#and man that's just cute and sweet to me#there's also other posts talking about Raihan's anger issues that I don't want to ignore but they aren't original to me so I'll highlight#yeah I think he has them and I think it's implied he struggles with it#especially when he hits the wall in the anime and stuff#so it's interesting how many multitudes are packed into this guy#I also can't recommend the SWSH arc of the Adventures manga enough like it's just interesting even if I think they softball Rose too much#but I think it's worth a read and definitely fleshes out some of the characters a lot more#hence why it's featured here for Raihan time#gym leader raihan#pokemon swsh#thank you for letting me talk about my favs it means a bunch <3
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was feeling real dysphoric so i put on a gender affirming fit and am now manspreading on the couch and i have to admit it do be helping a bit
#never underestimate the power of manspreading as a transmasc/trans man#Especially if you also happen to be packing#weirdly enough too the said gender affirming fit is my binder and a v form fitting tank top#wouldn’t think anything form fitting would help ?? and yet????#idk maybe it’s just that sometimes i tend to layer clothes a lot and wear bigger shirts#to kinda hide my figure#and i think it just feels nice to like. not do that?? but also not do it in a way that still feels pretty masculine#idk if this makes any sense yall sorry im rambling#gender dysphoria#trans dysphoria#transmasc#trans#transgender#ftm#trans ftm#transblr#trans tumblr#trans things#silas speaks
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david shaw aka husband material
ft. the angel wings wedding ring (!!!)
#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redacted fanart#redacted David#redacted shaw pack#so#this took….a lot longer than expected#and also didnt get to be fully finished either ;u;#basically the holidays happened!! and then immediately after I came down with a nasty head cold#which I’m still in the midst of ;u;#the joys ;u;#anyways!!#sorry for how late this came out ;u;#this audio literally dropped like…A WEEK AGO#but ! but late than never right? :3#rae draws thingz#also I gave David Erik’s earring#that one iconic long upside down pyramid earring?#yes! yes I did :3
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Pedro Pascal Fandom Bingo (+ April Reading Roundup)
@burntheedges is a genius and the creation of this bingo game is proof! I love how this has been encouraging me to reach out to people and broaden my reading, Kate. I'm posting this even though I'm late to the party because it's also helping me realise that I was actually quite active this past month even though I've been feeling down about not being as engaged! Here’s to an eventual board blackout. 🥂✨
I definitely did not plan to somehow fill so many squares without getting a bingo, it’s kinda wild. 🤷♀️
Spaces I’ve Marked So Far (as of 30 April)
This is just turning into my roundup of April reading because I couldn't handle leaving out any of the wonderful things I read this month!
I’ve tried to provide a super brief summary of each fic as a taster (obvs more info is provided by the author on each fic’s actual page). If you’re an author whose work is listed here and feel I’ve misrepresented your fic, let me know and I can change the little blurb/status! <3
List is alpha sorted by character then by author.
✅ Read and reblog a character that needs more love - Ben (my first!) visiting - @ladamedusoif - chaptered (ongoing) > Art history professor Lydia takes a visiting post that leads her to meet a certain lit professor, Ben Morales.
✅ Read and reblog a Dieter fic: park - burntheedges - oneshot > Reader encounters a snoozing Dieter in the park Recovery Road - @chronically-ghosted - chaptered (complete) > An epic-length tale of an ill-fated affair between actors (and their better-timed second chance at love). I'm Not in Love (If Wishes Came True) - @schnarfer - series (complete) > Dieter can’t help but sabotage his relationship with MUA reader (but first we get to enjoy the delightful, enchanting beginnings)
✅ Read and reblog an Ezra fic: be your hallowed ground - @kedsandtubesocks - oneshot (complete) > demon!Ezra lures reader off the beaten path and into a bit of delicious sin.
✅ Read and reblog a Frankie M fic: watch - @luxurychristmaspudding - series (ongoing) > Frankie and reader’s instant chemistry is brought back into play in their dynamic with Joel and Santi Be Good for Me - @pascalssbabyy - oneshot > Subby Frankie gets treated to some tasty pre-bedtime activities with reader. Up Sky, Low High - @undercoverpena - oneshot > Frankie and reader have a bit (a lot) of fun while on a helicopter ride. (Also a major shout out to Jo's Do Me Yourself. I'm an ao3 reader of Frankie & Rainy because of a weird mental hangup, so it doesn't count for bingo, but it's a story that means a lot to me!)
✅ Read & reblog a Javi P fic: Paranoid Heart - @goodwithcheese - chaptered (complete) > Two souls who are a bit too worldly wise for Laredo meet through their parents and fall for one another.
✅ Read and reblog a Joel M fic: Maintenance Request - burntheedges - chaptered (ongoing) > Lit prof reader and [hey we know his job title now!] Joel meet as he works on facilities maintenance and landscaping around campus come morning light (safe and sound) - @janaispunk - chaptered (ongoing) > Joel & Ellie crash land at the reader’s home post Joel getting stabbed. Most Ardently (Nicest Things) - schnarfer - chaptered (ongoing) > Reader’s uncle’s neighbor, Joel, is everything her boyfriend isn’t—caring, attentive, and happy to help her read Austen while her hands are busy
✅ Read and reblog a Marcus M fic (my first!): Afterword - @secretelephanttattoo - chaptered (ongoing) > New-in-town reader makes an instant connection with local stationery shop owner Marcus
✅ Read and reblog a Marcus P fic: I'm Here - @davnittbraes - (open?) series > Reader discovers Marcus is the softdom she didn’t know she could ask for. in shades of gray and candlelight - @freelancearsonist - oneshot > Marcus meets reader at a gallery opening for a case. Raining in Baltimore - schnarfer - oneshot > Soggy Marcus angsts after a fight with reader.
✅ Read & reblog a Tim R fic: i don't wanna be me (bloody kisses) - @perotovar - series (ongoing) > Shane’s gay awakening is full of angst and a bit of getting into trouble. Good thing he has Tim Rockford to turn to as his gentle guide.
✅ Create & share a rec list: discovering lit through fic ✅ Send 3 people a fun ask: I passed this ask meme along! ✅ Send an ask to 3 people you never have before
The pie and bar charts are stowed away this month since I've got this bingo graphic instead, but for my own number-loving brain: In April, I read 320k words from 19 distinct works written by 14 authors. I made 47 comments across tumblr and ao3 (~13k words).
#PedroPascalFandomBingo#reclist#reading roundup#if you know i'm supposed to be packing instead of doing this no you don't#sorry i still haven't quite figured out whether i should tag people when making lists like this or not???#just lmk if you want me to untag you & sorry if i've tagged you for the same thing a lot lately
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