#losing my mind week 1
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These trenches were going to be the home of the soldiers until orders from high up told them otherwise. Entire shelters and homes were built underground, and no one less than the soldiers built the trenches.
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Finally, the soldiers took a break for the night and Temari decided to take a little moment for herself. After an entire day, which felt like a lifetime, of dark humour and gabbing with her fellow soldiers to lighten up the mood in between the tireless digs, she was sweaty, achy, and her brain felt fried.
There was a lake nearby, a small lake with clear water. Most of the soldiers used that one as their washing place, but after having walked around the entire lake, Temari knew there was a little inlet from the lake.
The little arm of the lake, hidden behind spruces and other trees, gave Temari the perfect hiding place to bathe in peace without curious gazes from the other soldiers, who were missing their girlfriends – or to be honest, anyone of the opposite sex. [...]
Still, Temari didn’t want anyone to see her naked.
No One Cries For Unknown Soldiers on ao3 by @unioncolours
Shikatemamonth24 prompt 'New home'
#Butch Tem digging trenches so that her and the loons can have shelter#The trenches were their home for more than a year!#Butch tem 🫠🥵#working hard to protect her shika and building muscle along the way 💪#I just finished this fic and EVERYONE SHOULD READ IT AT LEAST ONCE#shikatema#naruto#temari#losing my mind week 1#shikatemamonth24#unioncolours
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what do you mean ep 6 is going to revisit eddie begins. i'm always going to fight to get back to my family. eddie quite literally making it out of two impossible situations for christopher. the call after which eddie put buck in his will. and it's called confessions. what do you mean.
#i'm going to lose my mind#how in the world do i wait 2 weeks for this#911 abc#buddie#9-1-1#911 spoilers
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its been hours and i still cant breathe thinking about ino having nanami's dull blade, especially now that it's a cursed tool embedded with his ct.
i predicted last week that we were gonna get a nanami mention at least this chapter, regarding what ino wanted to talk to gojo, shoko and ijichi about, but I couldn't have seen this coming.
i immediately thought of what happened with mai and maki when i read that nanami's ct was transferred to a weapon and given to someone else. the implications of this parallel have me literally clawing at the bars of my enclosure.
no matter how u see it, it's actually wild that ino gets to wield the last piece of nanami, mostly bc i bet no one thought ino was that important to him (or in general) but also bc it's actually so deserved if u think about it.
im still so scared that ino is not making it out of this fight but now ik for sure that either as motivation to keep going next week or moments before his death, ino will be thinking of nanami.
#i thought nanami was gonna be mentioned regarding ino becoming a grade 1#that he left a letter of recommendation or sth#this is actually so crazy it wasnt on my radar at all#but ive been THE ino enjoyer since i first met him and ive been losing my mind over his bond with nanami this is so affirming#ive never been wrong in my life actually#if he dies next week you'll hear about me on the news#pls let him live and make nanami proud pls#ino takuma#jjk ino#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jujutsu kaisen manga#jjk leaks#jjk 246#jjk spoilers#jjk manga#jjk manga spoilers#nanami kento#nanami#nanaino
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two "ultimate" level douchebags
#shadfinite#infinadow#< they make me reaaaallt mad whys infinite so freak boy can we kill him#shadow the hedgehog#infinite the jackal#sth#sth fanart#sonic the hedgehog#scraparts#infinite is only so big because all of these fucking guys are so tiny. so fucking tiny. bro doesnt even show his face half the time im goin#to give him 1 solid W in being over 3'3.#lord knows he fucking needs one#besides that i feel like jackal being taller than hedgehog makes sense#i dunno part of it is just me doing lineart before realizinf. im just making excuses but it looks better anyway Amen Ok back to your#regularly scheduled sonknux or something. ok thats a lie i only have one posf of them but my wips man#i kind of want to draw knuxouge next but dont expect anythinf because the second i have a specific thing in mind before i start drawing i#will not draw for the next six weeks#should probably do the sth fandom thing and draw that new sonic frontiers sonic but im not doinf that lest i lose my mind. amen brother#anyways whats up chat im eating a sandwich and considering hopping on splatty. replayed sonic 3 earlier did some team sonic racing#touched sonic forces which meant infinite was on my mind#seriously what is wrong eith these two#anyways anyways SHUT UP STOP TYPING SO GODDAMN MUCH ok#i havent played animal crossing new leaf in a week. oopsies#and thats the long ass rant in my tags done my bad
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im going to strangle this teacher what do you mean you only included the details about what you actually want submitted for part 1 of this online group project (fucking wild to even make us do in the first place) in the edit of an announcement, which we don't get notification for, and not, oh, I don't know, the original instructions we've been referencing for over a week
#quil's unholy underworld#this teacher is very bad at giving clear instructions im gonna lose my mind#part 1 is due today. i am only seeing the updated info. TODAY#and this needs full group approval! for all the details!#we had everything ready otherwise what the fuck holly!#this is also the announcement she copy and pasted without checking anything#that claimed we weren't responding to a discussion board we DIDN'T HAVE THAT WEEK!!#she also specifically schedules work to be done on the weekeneds#listen. i get this is an accelerated half semester course#but you DO NOT need to be doing all this shit!#some of this is just you!#and it's very fucking annoying holly!
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I think it says a lot that my first heartbreak had me gasping for air, had me screaming in my bed and begging, had me physically gripping myself because the pain hurt too much
And every heartbreak since has been… ok.
Truly the wlw experience
#wlw#sapphic#lesbian#I don’t think she knows this was my reaction either#like I was literally in the middle of my bed bawling snot everywhere#texting desperately to not leave me (as a friend)#like the romance could die I could live with that#but losing my best friend?#terrifying#I think I threw up too#it was a horrible anniversary (she broke up with me on our anniversary)#(1 week before I went to Europe)#((YES IM SALTY))#literally spent my time in Paris the city of ROMANCE brooding#broski if you see this mind your business I’m in my feels#she follows me#stalker 😒 /lv
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i keep thinking about how hannah got run over by that truck back in the 80s and seeing how rachel had to be a carbon copy of her, would they have killed her too? would the experiment have run that long? would they have told rachel the plan? would she have realized the truth right before the truck hits her? that she was never going to survive this, that they had planned for her to die all along, just like hannah? that she would never see her mother again? who the fuck would they hire to commit vehicular manslaughter and does this hired truck driver get some sorely needed free fucking therapy afterwards???? many questions...............
#like i legit think abt this like 1-3 times a week#PLEASE WATCH PANTHEON ITS RLY RLY GOOD#pantheon amc#pantheon#mine#i was watching that scene where she dies at the kitchen table and i was losing my mind. my dad witnessed me go thru several stages of shock#anyway i just finished ep3 on my first rewatch :3c#pantheon spoilers
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having an fo that people actually know exists is so fun bc theres actually images of them out there
#so sad there is likr 1 new thing in yoomtahs tag every 2 weeks and theres at least a 75% chance of it being ship art#but there are too many oipy image to count..........so many forever...............i feel so powerful..........................#..................................BUT I ALSO WISH THAT WAS THE CASE WITH YOOMTAH TOOOOOOOO GGRRGRGRGRRGRGRGRGRGRRRRRRRRRRRRRR#PLEASE WHY CANT THERE BE 49587473847587293039485775 YOOMTAH IMAGES FOR ME TO LOSE MY MIND OVER EVERY DAY.IM SO TIRED
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#brain is being weird again. i miss the person i thought you were before i found out how truly truly horrible you are#but that person doesn’t exist! i never met them because they aren’t real!#i just wanna meet my person yk. like yeah i don’t want to be in a relationship bc that sounds exhausting but also#it wouldn’t be exhausting if it was my person. i wanna know someone. i wanna learn how someone works.#i wanna take care of someone and be taken care of without asking.#and like the thing is is i definitely have my people in my friends like i already have them in this way#and i appreciate that so so much which is why i won’t settle for anything less ever again and why i’m no longer actively seeking something#but i really do just miss clicking that well with someone right off the bat. and i know most of it was probably 1) me being lied to and 2)#me trying to make myself palatable for him#but i haven’t felt that truly blatantly appreciated in a long time#i just wish that fate would work a little faster at putting my person into my lap is all#i’m not even gonna say that it doesn’t have to be The Person i’ll end up with and can just be One Of the people along the way#because now that feels like settling and if the universe doesn’t want me to settle then i won’t#and i’m not trying to be impatient because i know that it’ll happen when it’s supposed to and i can’t force anything#i just want it to happen so badly. i want to have my cute love story. i want to have it last longer than a week. in a good way this time.#and i know i vent a lot about this in my tags but this time feels different#i just want what is supposed to happen to happen. and i want to feel comforted knowing that it will.#i just need a sign that it’s gonna happen someday so i don’t lose my mind waiting for it#that i’m in the right place. and i’m right where i’m supposed to be#idk. i just know i don’t deserve to feel alone anymore. especially when i know i’m not.#this feels like a prayer. maybe it is. whatever.#mari is irrelevant
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HELLO??? NEW VBS UNIT SONG????
(From the official pjsk Twitter: new world link event starting January 9th. They’re just releasing the song stupid early I guess)
#project sekai#vivid bad squad#project sekai leaks#is it really a leak if it’s from the official YouTube account?#anyways. full ver out dec 8 1:00 am PST#Sega really said ‘ah Wes is in finals week? time for a new banger ‘#losing my mind.#and giga’s back?? hooting and hollering#Westport posts#Wes speaks#what the fuck is my posting tag idk#prsk#pjsk#Youtube
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how it feels to randomly get rly overwhelmed and frustrated and bitchy and feel like youre going insane
#like its so dumb i shouldnt be this upset its not just rhe stupid drawing everything is literally wrong . i need everythinf 2 stop 4ever#i want to eat something savory but i cant bc rly what i want is a spambowl but i cant fucking make spambowl bc everybody in the house will#lose their shit that i didnt offer to make any for them <- uncharitable. at most lamp would make a joke abt it. but i also just dont want to#cook. but nobody else can make spam bowls#well lamp can but they prefer when i make them. but we have 4 pieces of leftover spam i need to use up bc theyre jusr in a ziploc#and thats enough for A spambowl. but iii dont feel like it#it wouldnt even be that like. actually no incouldnt thered be too much rice#we only have boil in a bag rn. and 1 bag is for 2#so if i want spambowl id Have to share w lamp which i dont mind its easy 2 like. yk. 2 spambowl is what i usually make so i can do it pretty#easy. but im like om the verge of tears for no reason so i cant be in the kitchen#'for no reason' well my periods coming up inliterally got rhe notif for it. thats the reason#i need to get back on t i need to get a job i need to graduate. slamming my head into the wall#i feel like now its been too long since i worked and nobody will hire me . man#but i also like. idk i. id probably be better if i had a job bc id have to be but i feel like i cant keeo anything stable#i cant even keep my fucking sleep schedule steady i get it fixed for a week and then i fuck it up#im so tired i wish things were easy. whateber man . i think maybe i just need to sleep
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#I know I'm likely catastrophizing and also that a day or two won't make a difference#But I noticed a lump a month or two ago and then dismissed it as not a problem#I cannot remember why I did this. Like did it go away? Did I forget?#Either way I noticed it again today. Spent twenty minutes trying to reach my doctor's office#Before I was fully losing my mind (it's terrible on a good day to keep hearing 'we have a patient portal!' and 'we do urgent care on week!'#Once a minute.) And had to hang up and roll into work 30 minutes late#Just tried to call them again and they are at lunch#Like!! I just want an appointment and for someone to tell me it's not cancer or do a biopsy if it is#Because the internet suggests it could very well be cancer!!!!#And I'm limited on what else it could be based on symptoms so like. I'd like to speak to a fucking doctor#So I can know for sure#Either way I'm starting to investigate a new practice because this one has reassigned me three times in 1 year#So I want to try to find a place that is more stable and doesn't have 20+ minute wait times to speak to a human#Update that I called again and had to hang up after 20 minutes waiting for someone to answer#If the bridge weren't an issue I would show up in person#Anyways I'm now hoping to get through at another place and switch PCPs because this is unacceptable#Even the 'are you sick and need to get in today' option had a 10+ minute wait#Why even have a phone
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Writing a story is amazing and i love it!! but i also hate it TOO MY CORE! Fuck writing dialogue I hate that shit, only sweeping views of alternia and internal narration!
#wirters on tumblr#homestuck#im on act 1 and im mentaly on act done!#Im going to lose my mind#I CAN'T DRAW LIKE SHIT#How do i learn in like week???
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doing things outside of your usual is such a humbling experience...
#lizzy speaks#to those who are curious what prompted this: my friend and i are collaborating on a video essay together#we picked it back up a week and a half ago after it laid in limbo for a month or two#and we're currently in the phase of editing it together (scripting + recording the VO is done)#and MAN. my respect for people who work on scripted/informative content just shot up through the ROOF#most of my experience with editing comes from footage first and then edit down approach (rather than creating/gathering visuals to uplift-#a written script) and it's. well. they engage with very different skillsets i think#my friend who i am collaborating with is very amused at me because this is not her first rodeo. meanwhile me as a first-timer.#i am telling her about how i am losing my mind over my editing timeline having gaps of footage because i couldn't think of anything to put#for certain portions (or i just didnt feel like looking through preexisting footage on the internet and dl-ing it)#and she compared it to 'telling a kid whos going thru puberty that its normal' EKLHFGLHH#im ngl the way i have spent like maybe 10 hours today off and on looking up footage and fact checking the splat artbook is so. explodes#it makes sifting through an 11 hour batch of footage of me playing big run sound like a cakewalk in comparison LMAOO#anyway if you read this far thank you :D i hope that in 2024 i can continue to be humbled in trying new things#and i highly encourage others 2 do so too! try a new method of approaching something or do smthn slightly adjacent to what you do!#tis a good learning experience and also makes u very appreciative of the things that are out there methinks#im literally only editing an 11 minute segment or so idfk how people make those 1+ hr video essays LIKE HELLO??? ESP IF ITS LICENSED MEDIA#HOW DO U GET ALL THE FOOTAGE FOR THAT. U MUST BE REALLY HYPERFIXATED AND DEDICATED TO THAT. DAMN. anyway. have a good 2023 everyone!
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guys. date in less than a week
#fuckkkk#losing my mind. going absolutely bonkers#i’ve waited one week and i have to wait another week#also i am not. a direct communicator. and i worry if he considers this a date or not.#you have to. if a stranger asks you out for coffee. right?#also. i met him in the one class where i didn’t bother having the teacher change my pronouns cus I THOUGHT ID NEVER SEE THOSE KIDS AGAIN#so uh. does he know.#it’s in my insta bio. he has to have seen that right.#so we have three options: 1) he thinks this is not a date (???) 2) he thinks this is a date with a girl (plausible) or 3) this is ideal ->#he knows this is in fact a date with a standard issue tguy and he is cool with that
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oughgh
#can i be real for a second#i am completely overwhelmed and very much drowning#and it is only Week 5 of the semester#and Week 1 of my internship program#i have a very important stressful group project due in mid october that i am Struggling to so much as get in contact with people for#like. these people won't even confirm whether or not we're in the group and Will Not Respond whenever i ask them to confirm our topic#but the second i'm like 'okay i'll just group with the one person who's communicating with me' they respond like 'omg i missed ur message!!#'sorry lmao yeah we can work together!!!!' (proceeds to complete the sign up survey for two people only)#on top of that i Also have part one of the very important licensing exam due the same day#which i am losing my mind trying to figure out#and a few days later i have Another group project due with the exact same people#who still!!! will not respond!!!!!#and this isn't even getting into the fact that i have a Very Big Project that important people are depending on me on#that i haven't been able to make an inch of real progress on since this semester started#i am drowning and i want to scream
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