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"I walked along with the lingering thought that I knew nothing about the history of my late father and the lineage of my black ancestors; my ancestral memory felt akin to the iridescent surface of a bubble, like a feeling of loss upon awakening from a dream impossible for me to recall.
This series feels like the abstract idea that I have of myself, the acceptance that forgetting is also a starting point and a fleeting, necessary memory. Sama Guent Guii, in which my memory is a dream.
We are never the same when we wake up.
I have to think about this more...I see in me, deep within me, the traces of my ancestors. I am the past that resurfaces. A past that cannot be destroyed, nor diminished. I am the sedimentary rock of this fossilized past, the trace of living organisms...abstract in sensation...in reverie...
Where am I from? Who am I?
I am the past which reappears
I am what is transformed by their memories and my memories
I am these black bodies that I do not recognize
I am this blur
I am made of memory and oblivion
I am this monument of nature, this being that is continually being reborn
This other, who sees themselves as the other."
--Mame-Diarra Niang
#mame-diarra niang#abjection#blackness#on blackness and being#in the wake#ancestors#memory#lose your mother#saidiya hartman#art#photography#blur
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From the Deep: In the Wake of Drexciya with Ayana V. Jackson
"Artist Ayana V. Jackson creates an undersea realm honoring those who jumped or were thrown overboard during the trans-Atlantic slave trade." (Smithsonian Magazine, 8 June 2023)
Where There Is No Origin But Memory I
The Self-Forgetfulness of Belonging Will Never Be Mine I
Consider the Sky and the Sea
Some People Have Spiritual Eyes II (featuring the dress which also appears as "Use the Stars to Fix a Celestial Navigation Point," with materials including Ghanaian currency, paste, cotton, raffia reed fans)
When the Spirit of Kalunda Comes So Does Kianda
Some People Have Spiritual Eyes I
Reliquary: The Sea Has Nothing to Offer but a Well-Executed Grave
It is Only When You Lose Your Mother That She Becomes Myth
I Summon the Voice from the Deep I
[images from the official exhibition website]
Also -- for those interested, many of these garments and models appear in video-works in collaboration with other artists! Very cool.
#From the Deep#Ayana V. Jackson#art#african art#in the wake#transatlanticism#Lose your mother#Black studies#costumes#mixed media#multimedia#dresses#costume#gold coast#africa#National Museum of African Art#fantasy#critical fabulation#underwater utopia#african american#fashion#photography#critique#installation#museum#aquatopia#underwater#movement#dance
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Every time I watch Dune I forget about it but I'm foaming at the mouth over how Paul has a vision of himself as a powerful, respected, divine figure with millions worshipping him and he just says "Somebody help me"
#AND NO ONE!!!!!!!! DOES!!!!!!!!#HE LIES DOWN IN THE GRAVE OF HIS OWN LEGEND AND HIS OWN FRIENDS AND WORSHIPPERS ADD DIRT TO HIS PIT#HIS OWN MOTHER SINGS HIS PRAISES AND BUILDS HIS PEDESTAL WHILE HE LOSES PARTS OF HIMSELF#EVEN CHANI CAN ONLY WATCH#eternally fucked up how Jessicas response to his “thousands worshipping at the shrine of my fathers skull” is essentially just#“yes you are my son! you are Duke Paul Atreides! this is your birthright#“i am so proud of you!” NO YOU EUGENIST FREAK YOUR SON IS FUCKING DOOMED#dune#dune 2021#paul atreides#dune part 1
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the modern villainisation of demeter will never cease to enrage me bc it wasn’t ENOUGH to just take a story of a girl being torn from her home from everyone who loved her and dragged away to be forced into marriage and twist and corrupt it until it was a romance story about female empowerment that wasn’t ENOUGH they HAD to take the original hero of the story the mother who went to every length to find her daughter again to bring her home and demonise her character until she was this horrific overbearing unloving mother. overprotective controlling without love. they turn the story of her grief at her YOUNG daughter being torn from her without her knowledge into the story of a misunderstood bad boy and a horrible cruel mother who won’t give him a chance and i really find it sickening. it’s ironic, that the ever misogynist age of hellenistic greece, has a better grasp of how disgusting and horrifying this situation was that a modern, self proclaimed ‘feminist’ era.
#ovids version made me cry#imagine you’re just a nymph watching your friend torn away from you by the literal king of the dead#and despite knowing how powerless you are against him you still choose to stand up to him#to stand up for your friend#imagine being so torn apart by the grief of losing her you weep yourself to death#imagine turning that story into a good girl/bad boy romance#weird#anyway#the story of persephone is personal to me#bc i wish my mother loved me like that#demeter was a good mother#you all suck for portraying her as anything less#idc if you disagree#‘oh myth is open to interpretation and reinterpretation’#okay. well i don’t care.#there’s such thing as bad interpretations#making demeter the villain is a bad one#making hades a misunderstood protagonist is also a bad one
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The Marriage of Aegon III and Jaehaera Targaryen.
They are so Henry VII Elizabeth of York coded
#imagine you lose your entire family you're forced to marry the daughter of the man who killed your mother#(but she's still family)#your mother was eaten by a dragon and your new wife has a dragon herself#you marry a boy. you don't know him. he has your father's name. his mother put a bounty on your baby brothers head#(but he's still family there is no one else)#Aegon/Jaehaera dynamic would have ate and DEVOURED#literally one of the most tragic Targaryen failmarriages of all time!!!#'you don't want Aegon to be happy!!!' no he's a fictional character I want to be entertained !!!#tell me honestly there's not more meat to this story if Jaehaera lived. aren't things more complex.#jaehaera would be so isolated Aegon at least has Viserys and his sisters who does she have. Gaemon Palehair? maybe#asoiaf#hotd#aegon iii x jaehaera#aegon iii targaryen#jaehaera targaryen#house targaryen#dance of dragons#jaehaegon
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#mcfucking losing it#luke hughes#jack hughes#jack fascinates me#you are your father#you are your mother#you are a middle child and yet ??#im not even saying anything but my mind is hamster wheeling
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silent skies
#art#ffxiv#xau#final fantasy xiv#lineart#sketch#endwalker#i consider myself agnostic but through venat and hydaelyn and how i view xau's bond with who she considered her heavenly mother#are the closest i've come to understanding how religion might move people#to lose and kill your god out of necessity might break you yes?#the idea of losing the POSSIBILITY for comfort or to be heard is very bleak if you thought it was there in the first place#i hate video games because they force me to think
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RA MIRAN’S ACTING 😭‼️‼️‼️ WHAT THE HELLLLLLLL
Jeongnyeon: The Star is Born E11
#she’s not mothering plenty of beautifully written kdramas for nothing😭‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#the pain the anguish the raw emotions of being at the precipice of losing your head over your own actions mYGODDDDDD#thats MOTHER!!#jeongnyeon#jeongnyeon the star is born#jeongnyeon: the star is born#jeong nyeon#jeong nyeon the star is born#jeong nyeon: the star is born#ra miran#ra mi ran#kang so bok#kang sobok
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The exact moment that Plas and Woozy meet.
Context really doesn't change much here. You'd think it would. But it really doesn't.
#and that kids is how i met your mother#woozy put that down#it's dangerous#someone could lose an arm#the original jack cole run is so important to me#the only plas for me tbh
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More ddvau by @kitsuneisi and @xmaruu11 because the guys have taken over my brain
#hermitshipping#trafficshipping#ddvau#desert duo vigilante au#ddvau fanart#scarian#sjkfhkdjfs hope you lovely artists dont mind me @ing you im losing my mind over here /pos#ANYWHO HI OMG#so while i was drawing i thought about like#the aftermath of the... mother spore situation??#like.... hOW much trouble is grian going to be in for not being catalogued as a witch??#will this affect his powers long-term???????#will he be fired????#what if he's fired???#hotguy will probably be the one to reach out to him when all is over because he'll lose sO much#BUT WHAT IF HOTGUY HAS TO ARREST HIM AFTERWARDS??#HOW WOULD SCAR LIVE WITH HIMSELF IN THAT SITUATION#UGH. THE TURMOIL. IM HURTING IN THE BEST WAY.#at any rate seeing one of your friends being taken over by some fungus THING cannOT be good for your longterm mental health and safety#first pic is really a study in expressions#second i had fun with poses#third i like seeing cuteguy saving people in the mundane :)))) like the peoples superheroooo
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Rebecca De Mornay in Mother's Day (2010)
#mother's day 2010#filmedit#horroredit#mygifs#anon i'm sorry this took so long#i wasn't ignoring you i just didn't want to lose your ask
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Thinking about how Calder went to extreme lengths to transform himself into a dragon (made armor based on it, tattood his literal entire body, kidnapped people just to have Hiccup and Toothless be his missing fire and wings) while Hiccup is seen as Other throughout the franchise without even trying.
#how unlike the rest of berk he is#how easy it is for him to understand and be understood by dragons#described as something superhuman by the outcasts in their first ep#the twins say he's magic#johann pretty much losing his mind over hiccup ''will not die when he's supposed to'' haddock#how he keeps getting villains to go to his side or die (no in between)#how his villains always obsess over him in some way or another#astrid's ''he's the greatest dragon master this world has ever seen''#hiccup admitting in the serpent's heir that he has always felt different#being called a literal demon in thw#having a mother who's just as Other as him#httyd movies#httyd#how to train your dragon#hiccup haddock
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2.7k word braided essay on sight in interview with the vampire + glasses + mothers 👍🏽
#leave it 2 me to make everything about mothers I guess#I think half of it sounds like insane rambling but whatever#what’s that quote seeing your parents flaws is like losing your religion#writing
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I shouldn't have to say this, but If I see MAGA in your bio, you're blocked.
If I see Pro Trump anywhere on your blog, you're blocked.
If I see project 2025 anywhere, you're blocked.
If I see "Your body, my choice" you're blocked.
Do not like, reblog, comment, follow ANYTHING of mine. I will block you.
You do not get to vote to have me become property again, and enjoy my body. You can fuck yourself bloody with a log splitter 👍🏼🙏🏼
#mine#personal#yall are fucking nasty human beings#i hope you lose all your friends#i hope your girlfriends leave you#& you better pray to your little god that your sister or mother or grandmother or aunt or cousins#never get raped#because they're taking that baby to term#even if shes 10#even if it kills her#i dont know about the rest of the women#but if i can't get BC im never having sex w a man ever again. ever.
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The Morrigan line about Flemeth did not make me mad in the slightest and is probably the most consistent growth arc across the whole franchise :)
#Flemeth is NOT forgiven#but morrigans understanding of what passed between them shifted and changed as she grew up a#and as her own desire for knowledge changed#and her fear of losing her autonomy changed#and if you had Kieran how motherhood changed her priorities too#she would never be flemeth and she never would be#but her anger changed into feeling PITY for her#that’s growing up baby!! that happens!!#you see the pain of your parents in a new light#and things go from black and white to grey#Flemeth was a bad mother and Flemeth was a hurt woman#and she sees that and accepts the gift on her OWN TERMS#not the ones prescribed by her mother
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idk if i’m ever going to get over the fact that Maddie never got a chance to really grieve Daniel.
Like he died and her parents grabbed all their stuff and moved away, to a new town where Daniel didn’t exist and then they checked out. They disappeared into their grief leaving a young (i think 9-10 year old) Maddie to raise her younger brother, to press bandages and kisses to skinned knees, to hug and hold after a scary dream, to teach to ride a bike.
Maddie was too busy raising her brother for her parents she never got a chance to grieve properly, her grief buried just below the surface, and Buck knew she was sad, but not why. Then she married Doug, and she still didn’t get to grieve. She was too busy walking on eggshells and worrying for her baby brother who was wandering the world aimlessly.
Then she ran, and she still didn’t get to grieve the pain from Daniel being shoved down low so she could get through. I don’t think Maddie truly grieved Daniel until after she told Buck, I think that grief was just sat in the bottom off her heart locked away fighting to come out, but Maddie was too busy trying to stay afloat to release it.
#911 tv show#911 abc#9 1 1 on abc#911 maddie#maddie buckley#maddie han#911 daniel#daniel buckley#911 buck#evan buck buckely#genuinely don’t think i’ll get over it#can you tell i hate the buckley parents??#cause i do!!#they suck!!#like sorry they made buck a savior child#and parentified maddie#i understand that grief is hard#and losing a child is a near impossible grief#but also you have a responsibility to your other children you can’t check out#and like i would argue that maybe i could have redeemed them in a similar way i did with katniss mother#but the way they treated them even into young adulthood makes me mad#they didn’t try and change#storms rambles#sorry for the buckley parent rant#i hate them
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