#im ngl i feel so mixed abt this one lol

[shiamiko]

RidoAce Week 2024 - Masquerade | Puppets

"Sie hielten mich an Drähten fest, als Puppe, die man tanzen lässt. Doch ich werd' keine Marionette sein!" (Elizabeth the Musical)

(Rough translation: „they kept me bound on strings as a puppet that was made to dance but I will not be a marionette“)

[rosemarie333]

Astro Observations/Opinions (Vedic Edition😋)

Hello guys! This is my first astro observation so I hope y’all like it, if not then😗

These are based on my perspective of placements and signs, so take what resonates and leave what doesn’t🫶🏾 I’d love to hear y’all’s take as well!

ANTYWAYSSS (spelled it like i say it) let’s get started😈😈😈

1. Solar women are so mentally strong (as are Saturnian Women) like they won’t bend backwards for anyone ESP a man. Always giving boss bitch energy and super independent. Some of the ones I met can be egotistical as well lol

2. I know people might think mercurial people talk the most shit because it’s mercury but out of all the shit talkers i know BABES ITS THE SATURN MFSSS. like they are the ones that will be telling and spilling the tea to their friends and talking the MOST shitttt likeeeeeereeeeeee that’s crazy. They are often like “bitch i gotta tell u abt xyz” like BABYYY and don’t let me get started if it’s paired with like rahu or even ketu like even ketu people talk the most shit too like and they’re the ones that are called “detached” but lord and behold LMAO crazy

3. Mercurial people really are all or nothing. U either meet them when they are at their highest and at their lowest like there’s no in between. When they are at their highest they thrive so well and they can radiate their happiness onto others as it’s kinda hard for them to get there. Deals with a lot of insecurity and abuse and they take it out on the ones who doesn’t deserve it more than the ones who do like it genuinely believe that if they told the people who hurt them what’s up then it’ll take a BIGGGGGG boulder off their shoulders and then they can begin to heal (even if it’s through letter that they burn or whatever like BITCH GET IT OUT). Y’all don’t have to take it out on others WERE BETTER THAN THIS😭😭😭 as a mercurial myself i get it like it’s hard asf esp when abuse and pain is all u know it’s so easy to get wrapped into that. tbh i’m dealing with handling my emotions better and im trying to use my poison as medicine as one would say (its hard but with having jupiter in the 1st house i can’t linger in negative thoughts or emotional all the time like at max an hour or three but forgetting abt it which holds on to it rather than expressing because when i hold onto i start to isolate myself and then i burst when it’s too much, yeah 😞 working on it tho)

4. Rahu people are like maritans mixed with jupiterians like very bold and EXPRESSIVE but like to have a good time like jupiterians. Super duper expressive.

5. Magha placements be feeling like royalty at all times and AS U SHOULD BOO LIKE DO U. LMAO i say bc i have a magha moon friend who calls me a peasant when he wants to be sassy like LMAO okayyyy

6. Jupiter men are the ones with the big body counts LoL everyone I met be fucking like they wont live tmr like calm down sir😭

7. Moon women are conservative lol. they are def the ones judging other women for being out there when in reality they wish they could to bc lunar women are often people pleasers unfortunately 😩. Ngl i deadass think that MANY moon women are closeted like baby it’s okay U DONT HAVE TO HIDE. But one thing about lunar women THEY LOOK GOOD IN ANYTHING OMFG

8. Dhanistia omg man or woman bitch y’all have a certain magnetism to y’all and DAMNNNNN like i’m obsessed esp with the girlies. Like y’all are so confident and have such a strong aura like y’all make me wanna get out of my SHELL 🥹

Anyways that’s ittttt hope y’all liked it.

[pixlpxie]

lol i saw that anon ask and I wanted to make a ranking of this. Let me know what you think 🤭

Jongho: that dude is a walking dom, even more than Yunho. Dom on the streets and dom in the sheets. Probably the classical one, all vanilla and missionary

Yunho: even though he’s FREAKYYY FREAKYY, like all scorpio mars are hella freaky, that placement alone is enough 💀 I think he wouldn’t want to submit to his partner even if you pay him. He would probably like having them on top of him but that’s it and make you think you could have the power but no, sike hihi. Hard dom or service dom. I swear he hides so many things somewhere I don’t buy his golden retriever persona, those are the freakiest bitches in heat. But maybe due to his beliefs, he also could be a just a missionary type of guy 🫠

Hwa: switch leaning dom. Dude is an aries but with cancer moon so he could want to dominate but also being dominated by someone with Mommy/Daddy vibes. I also think Aries men like those vibes as well lol, they’re strange creatures for moi

Joong: switch leaning dom, can see him being a power bottom too like those meanie ones that tell you what to do and step on you ufff, such a dream. Yeah he really likes his leader role, especially knowing he’s in charge of people way bigger than him😫 and that smirk he has? The power he holds. Truly an icon for us shorter doms even tho he’s tall af

San: such a good service dom 😭 the best one you’ll ever have. Would love to do everything you ask him, he really loves to pleasure his partner. I feel he’s very shy so he would feel flustered to being on the receiving side, but would enter in sub space once you treat him like the prince he is. Still, I think when he doms he can get a lil… mean like ‘’oh, you want this? You have to beg really good for me. If not then you won’t cum sowwie 🥺’’

Yeosang: 🥺 I have such mixed feeling with this baby, he’s such an enigma, but probably switch leaning sub, but not like completely submit to the point he would let you really dom him but would like to have you on top of him and telling him how to fuck you. Oh Sangie 😫 he could like the classics like Jongho

Woo: oh yeah this motherfucker is a 50/50. I know my people. Loves to dom while letting you dom him. 69 with him would be heaven, But would probably lean towards being a mean dom/power bottom. Juicy

Mingi: so tall, so thick, so intimidating, such a deep voice and yet so submissive. The perfect pillow prince. The only one I can see being into things like pegging. Like humans are 70% water, Mingi is 90% sub and 10% dom, a service dom mostly. He loves and craves to be praised so when he doms is mostly to feed his ego, but It’ll lead to him entering to sub space very fast. This man needs a power bottom in his life. Also slut, whore or other degrading names are a huge no for him unless you’re calling him a good slut or the best and most precious whore you’ll ever had, but baby or prince and another cute names are better for him. Likes edging and teasing like no other, I feel like the concerts are kind of telling 😬 sub or switch leaning sub

hihi 🤭

I agree with 99% of what you said i think the only things that i don't quite agree with is that jongho being more dominant than yunho and mingi being almost entirely a sub i think instead of 90% id give him a 70% sub ngl he would love to know that hes in charge as well so yeah service dom fits him too😋 also i think yeosang isnt exactly a sub?? Hes a switch yes but imo hes a dom leaning one he looks all cute and soft but you know what they say abt the cute looking ones🙂‍↕️ AND BESTIE ABT YUNHO LIKE I AINT BUYING HIS GOLDEN RETRIEVER IMAGE AT ALL EITHER LIKEEE HES SO FUCKING SECRETIVE he might be enjoying it for sure but i actually don't think he likes the constant puppy treatment and im so fucking sure he will drop this image at one point. Idk how idk when but it will happen.

[stuffyflowers]

as the CEO of the ketsukane's what do you think of some takes of Kanako if she got to grow up normally/deltarune yellow kanako's? I find it a bit lame that a lot of people just turn her into bigger dorkier Ceroba, I think it'd be fun if more people did stuff with her interests in games and just generally her taking more after Chujin since her taking so much after Chujin (being so self sacrificial) is partially what caused her end in UTY. Idk on the deltarune yellow takes I just find it weird to turn her into some sort of shrine maiden when her wanting to be a superhero is right there. And they'd really think she'd wouldn't grow up with a love for tinkering?

tbh I don’t rly see enough grown up kanako centric fanworks to have any comment on the ‘bigger dorkier ceroba’ aspect ngl???+ in general im a lot more interested in how she’d grow up in the canon uty timeline as an amalgamate, and I am not a fan of how ppl erase the opportunity to explore her being one just to make things more ‘feel good’. but okay, hypothetical of her growing up without the incident taking place/deltarune yellow esque au…,

i do agree she’d take more after chujin obviously, tho I think saying her being self sacrificial is taken solely from chujin is a bit inaccurate, id argue both her parents are self sacrificial (ceroba throws her morality and wellbeing out the window just for a chance to make a difference! its not just chujin). The part id say that comes solely from chujin rather than both of her parents is more her interests and skillset, as u mentioned a bit with the video game he made for her. (and cerobas description of her also leaning towards her being more like chujin ofc)

on that note, i quite like the idea of her getting into robotics! i feel she would find much more success in it than chujin did... not to say there wasn't any passion behind the axis project, but at that point chujins priority had shifted more towards his overambitious goal of protecting the underground from a seemingly imminent threat. the fact that he was clearly less inclined to this line of work than his peers did not and could not stop him. meanwhile i feel like kanako would have a more genuine pull towards robotics, the opportunity to create life out of metal and magic would fascinate her. two of her greatest strengths seem to be her creativity and her intellect, which would mix perfectly in this role.

she would love the opportunity to create something that could help others, especially. another defining trait of hers is how driven she is by a desire to make things right and help others: willingly taking part in chujins experiments shows her love not only for her family, but for all of monsterkind (+getting very tunnel-visioned w the idea of being their 'hero,' title soaked in blood etc etc), and the lengths she is willing to go to show this. obviously making helper bots would be a much healthier outlet for this trait than letting herself get injected with a dangerous serum, lol!

as for the kind of robots she would make, i could see her starting off pretty simple with a bot to help her family out w/ everyday duties, maybe a gardener bot to tend to chujin's garden? as she gets more confident in her abilities, she grows more ambitious, creating bots w much higher capabilities. Though her favourite part always remains giving them their own distinct personalities and forming bonds with them, treating them like family (just as I like to believe she would have done with axis if given the opportunity… kanako and axis friendship is real 2 ME!!!! I could go (and I have b4 lol) on a whole other rant abt how ceroba treats the steamworks robots and how chujin abandons axis once he’s ‘dangerous’, and how this contrasts to kanakos drawing of axis, depicting him exactly as she would in a drawing of a friend to hang on her wall. She would love all robots unconditionallyyyyyy okay)

uh fuck how do I conclude this.. um accept robotics nerd kanako into yuor hearts. that is all👍

[pinkaditty]

What In Hell Is Bad? Thoughts

okok so im already mentally ill over one of the characters but we'll get back to that shortly

spoilers under the cut ‼️

NSFW MDNI!!!!!

rn i wanna talk abt how i didn't even finish the prologue and THEY'RE ALREADY TOUCHING ME?

like oh we're serious rn?

anyways that's Satan and I kinda got mixed feelings abt him tbh but maybe it's bc im so used to the millennial-core Obey Me SWD Satan 😭 like he's so straightforward oh my?

also my chosen partner was Leviathan (lol)

((pictures are out of order n for the life of me Tumblr won't cooperate so start with the last one))

ngl they purposely fed into my main character syndrome with that little bit liiiiike im twirling my hair n shit... whatchu mean im the main character ouuuu?

okay anyway.

everyone say hi to Sitri he's the silly and my fav so far!!!!!!

ok he's probably not dateable but do I still want him despite that? yes.

at first he was ish but then he kissed me out of nowhere and started crying and I was just like "oh. he's a bitch." and if you know me you know i LOOOVE pathetic men. so... yea.

ANYWAYS i didn't get super far before the game kicked me out bc of the server overload but I promise to play more and totally write about them. like l 100% promise to release content about these guys once I get to know them... especially Sitri...

also let it be known that im occasionally spontaneous and just downloaded this game on a whim because of the below tiktok:

LIKE DO YOU SEE THAT RECOIL ON HIM?!!!!;!;?+?? OH MY GOD BRO

LIKE I KNEW I HAD TO GET THIS GAME... TO SEE IF IT WAS REAL...

also bc im an ass person and like. who's gonna pass up the opportunity to smack a fine fictional man's ass? not i!

anyways. I will be back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this game is good so far fr.

[not-those-kids]

i was tagged by @cassiefisherdrake to do 5 songs im listening to

unfortunately most of the songs i listen to rn are related to a hyperfixation i have LOL

anyways don’t read if u don’t wanna read me infodumping lol

but this is a mix of all time fave songs and songs i’m currently focused on:

1. Blackbird by the Beatles (always will be my favorite song)

2. Always Gold by Radical Face because it’s The Song that reminds me of the drake bros

3. Two Birds on a Wire by Regina Spektor (really great universal fandom song that can apply to so many dynamics, but rn especially Sam and his relationships w other ppl in general but esp the Drake Bros lol)

4. Emerald Eyes by Fleetwood Mac (literally bc one of my fave bands But Also this is VERY mariacore and y’all know i can’t shut up abt hyperfixating on my own ocs)

5. Kokomo by the Beach Boys (💀 this song plays in my head when i think of sam and lowkey inspired me to make maria IM NGL AJSJDJDJWI)

Tagging ppl also to choose 5 songs theyre listening to atm, but don’t feel like u have to do this if ur busy w ur life and all🤙

@sam-drakes-stupid-aviators @liber-what-ia @confidentandgood @roofgeese @/all my mutuals basically :)

[teapopp]

Hi hi back again back again

1. Your artstyle is so soft and I feel like it’s gotten even softer since the last time I saw ur blog/pos 2. How’d you develop your artstyle? It’s very pretty :D 3. I think I might come around more often, say hi and stuffs :3c

HI HI HI!!!! welcome back :D

UM... THANK U.... i rly want my artstyle to turn into a yellow blobby mess hehe. i strive for squishability but i keep trying to be accurate soo hehe working on it !!! im rly glad u find it soft !!!

also abt developing my style,,,?? i've been drawing since i was like 6!!! but i got kinda serious about it when i was like 8 and started actually reading chapter books and playing video games

ngl,, its just a bunch of other ppl's art styles mixed together hehe,,

like june's (@ actuallyrea on twitter) style and riverspirit456 on youtube when i wanted to learn how to shade and use colour as a young artist.

i just take little bits n mix it together and use what i learn from studying the human body :p

(UH.... AND ANIME... I WATCHED ANIME AS A KID.... I MADE FAIRY TAIL FAN ART)

(^^^embarrassing fact!!!!!!)

back in like 2019 i really liked milcherie's stuff on deviantart but idk where they are now :( i think their account died or something :( they were rly nice and they liked trevor from pokemon xy and they were a motivation and inspiration to me :,)

(mainly bc no one rly bothered to draw trevor and they were like nice to my mediocre trevor art... BUT STILL...)

(if there's no content... make ur own ykwim??)

(warrior cats, pokemon and sonic artists were crucial to my artistic development during my formative years LOL)

also ,, i had a moment when my art was SUPER stylised like tiny torso, giant blocky limbs, strange eye and faceshapes, just because i wanted to find a style that i liked and it did not work out NANDNS,,,

BUT ALAS !!! i have settled down w the anime+chibi styles i have now (even if they change w every drawing i make bc im SO INCONSISTENT SADGE.....) the circle above where the nose is stayed pretty consistent tho!!! ive been using it for almost 3 years now? or 4....

but ya i think the main motivation behind development was seeing these ppl's neat ocs and thinking... "i wanna do that!!" as a 9 year old and making my first warrior cat oc, then sonic oc, then pokemon trainer oc

and then feeling frustrated that i couldnt draw the pose i wanted to and then scouring the internet for poses to learn and taking in little bits from different artists i looked up to to polish my drawings.

(and also the fact that i liked unloved characters at the time)

TRIED TO MAKE IT READABLE!!!!!^^

ALSO.... AHH COME AROUND MORE BTW.... UR SO NEAT.... SOBS AND SCREAMS.... I WILL TRY TO SAY HI IN RECORD TIME....!!!

[m1ckeyb3rry]

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SHSHSH THANK YOU no im taking that /srs give me back my chronically online time PLEASE but omg tiktok binge it’s been awhile im excited to see some fire edits!!

FRRRRR no because that chapter had all the nagi antis sitting down him caring for chigiri was the highlight of the chapter and yes LMAOO Isagi shoves him to the ground after he finds out about the injury I believe so that makes it sm worse HAHAH

LMAO REUNICLUS SCAMMING AS A SIDE HUSTLE so real imagine there’s a little makeshift tacky mystical booth just set up on the side of the street where reuniclus just sits in waiting for people to pass by to gaslight

I can just imagine all the villainous edits of Karasu that are about to come to life after this weeks ep we’ll fr be watching them like “Lmao no my friends THAT is what we call a silly little closeted loser”

Wait 6-8 miles daily is kinda insane that sounds like it would be really time consuming too LOL the respectful tag has me laughing imagine someone catching you giving a presentation through zoom while on their horse with the respect and etiquette aside that would be funny like “is she pulling out PowerPoint on my horse”

WOOHOO TIKTOK PALOOZA!!!

Barou edits always hit I’ll never forget that first one you showed me that fr had some really strong conversion magic in it

Ok yk I was about to pull out the “Mira clown moment caught in 4K” before I watched but then I watched and realized I’m also part of the circus that edit was a little too good

LMAOOO The Isagi fisheye camera scene always has me reeling like bro wtf is that it’s giving that one boba eyed hamster

STOP I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS A REFERENCE TO THE AIRHORN SOUND FX EITHER???? Ok now that makes more sense I thought he was just ad libbing some random noises

HAHA the tabieita one is so funny im crying its fr them the visuals also have me giggling

AHAHAHAHABAHA TOO TARGETED its giving Aiku and niko getting yelled at Barou for the stain

These were so good i needed this tiktok brainrot session fr LMAO

Also wait about your recent post with the censoring I instantly jumped to itoshi because it’s usually slander but then I realized in this context it’s probably not considering you’re talking about your theme so KARASU???

- Karasu anon

AHAHAH OKAYYY i didn’t want to be a hater in case you were enjoying your offline grass touching time 😭 can’t enter my bad influence era…just hit 1k it would be tragic if i got cancelled already 😰

HELP OKAY THAT’S WHAT I THOUGHT ngl isagi is so funny because he actually has 0 chill i feel like people never get his characterization quite right he’s either way too sweet or too much of an asshole but he def is a good mix of being nice while also whipping out the sass at the slightest provocation 🙂‍↕️ nagi and chigiri bffs is so cute fr…yk if you think abt it this just makes the oaeu more canon because chigiri helps reo in wingmanning nagi when aiku ends up one-sidedly beefing with him LMAOAOA

I’M SO HYPEEEE I NEED VILLAINOUS KARASU EDITS idk why my fyp has only been yuki and otoya edits (i mean no complaints because i love those two as well) I NEED KARASU 😫 i need the barou editors specifically to get on it idk what it is with them but they put crack into all of their work i need karasu getting THAT treatment 🤤 meanwhile i’ll be giggling because yes he’s gorgeous amazing problematic king but he’s also the og mature healthy sassy pining love interest of all time 🥹

HAHA yeah it def was time consuming i was only able to do it because there was literally nothing else to do all day 😭 but yeah LMAOAO can you imagine someone just taking an exam while riding your horse atp i’d just be befuddled like what even…

BROOO BAROU EDITS ARE ALWAYS FIRE IDK HOW THEY DO IT they always pick the perfect songs scenes transitions intros EVERYTHING we may also be biased as barou lovers but still

DKSHXJSJZ I WILL ALWAYS DRAG YOU DOWN WITH ME DW 😜 you see the vision though…like wdym rin looking kinda fine rn…IMPOSSIBLE!! HAHA the isagi fisheye took me by surprise too i was like oh hello when it popped up ngl

LITERALLYYY i thought he was just making weird cute sound effects?? i was like okay…who are we trying to impress her buddy…but mimicking the air horn is so in character and funny it has me crying 😭 i love him sm that man has never taken anything seriously a day in his life

THE TABIEITA WAS SO GOOD BUT PLSSS i just know oaeu aiku and niko hop on ALL of the tik tok trends…imagine aiku teaching niko tik tok dances and niko introducing aiku to new brain rot terms as they release 😫 my goat duo fr

YAYYY brain rot sessions always go hard i’m happy i could’ve provided!! and AHH episode two super soon i’m hype!! can’t wait to see my favs back on screen

WHO ELSE WOULD IT BE BUT TABITO KARASU 🤩⁉️ i’m so attached to having a nagi theme though like he’s my baby…my shining star…my number one…my brand…but KARASU ugh i love him sm too it’s so hard 😭 decisions decisions

also unrelated but this request is taking sooo long the word count is kinda insane though ��� HOPEFULLY tmrw will be the day it finally drops!!

[lannisterdaddyissues]

YEEEEESSSS A FELLOW NET GIRLIE I FEEL U SO HARD ON ALL OF THESE!!!!

aksjjdksjsjdjds not the slice 😭😭 those used to drive me NUTS in early high school, there was this one kid on my team who sliced every single shot i hit at him and i got so butthurt over it sometimes nfnglfbbxkdbfksnsldcjfnfn

personally my favorite baseline stroke is my forehand bc i’ve always been good at it, but i finally learned how to hit a backhand down the line in my senior year of high school and it just feels SO good to be able to do that.

i’m sorry about ur shoulder btw what happened!!! 😰 I’m lucky i’ve never had any major injuries with my arms so i haven’t had to worry about that yet tbh

flat serves 🤝🤝 my default is usually like. a weird cross between kick and slice that i don’t really have a name for, it def wrenches my shoulder sometimes but it works bc a lot of people can’t hit it. and it sounds like we’re opposites here bc i’m decent at aiming my kickslice serve when i want to but on my flat serve i just go full apeshit. i toss the ball in the air, snap my wrist without looking at it, and expect it to go somewhere in the box (it’s about a 50-50 chance LOL)

noooooo ur not stuck u can still move up ✨✨ playing on ur school team must be fun though!!! and i agree abt singles lol i get irritable fast if my opponents are weak or try to drag it out, but if the other person takes it seriously it lights a fire under my ass and i get SO into it!

you should totally try mixed doubles sometime, i’d def say it’s my favorite kind of match because i like the even skill distribution of a guy and a girl paired together (no shade to my fellow girls but after so many years of playing shitty middle & high school matches i am lowkey Tired of women’s tennis)

serve & volley strat 😈

valid!! default is the default for a reason and i do think those people who switch up serve formations are pretentious as hell ngl. i just learned to play australian and i-formation in high school and australian is my go-to because i like poaching and dominating the net (it confuses the hell out of my partners though lol they don’t get why i prefer to stand inside the box)

i would play doubles with u… 🥺👉👈

[everybody cheers] YEAHHHHHHHH IM THE SAME WAY i actually counted how many girls i hit during a season once and i think it got as high as 11 in my sophomore year 🗿 (5 of them were from the same doubles match. those girls deserved it im telling u)

i do enjoy playing baseline in doubles too but that’s bc i love hitting shortball winners as much as i love hitting winners off volleys, both are equally satisfying to me 💅

AND BEFORE I FORGET: Do You ALSO have chronic back pain that ONLY seems to flare up whenever you play competitive tennis bc i think it may be a universal experience

FELLOW TENNIS BESTIE. i have questions as someone who’s been repressing this special inchrest to be normal for 11 years of my life:

best/favorite stroke

preferred serve (kick/slice/flat)

doubles, singles, or mixed

serve and volley?

i-formation/australian or default doubles formation?

do. you. like. the. net. (this one’s the dealbreaker btw)

TY OMG I LOVE RHIS ASK!

ok fav stroke has got to be the slice just because it's always been something I'm good at. and it drives people insane when balls just don't bounce up lol. backhand or forehand doesn't really matter but forehand is what I go for most of the time. BUT my down the line forehand shots are def a close second. screwed up my shoulder a bit recently so I haven't been able to make them as much as before tho 😔

flat serves!!! they just make more sense to me tbh, and are also the only ones I can actually aim with lol.

I mostly play doubles and have been stuck at 2nd doubles on my school team for the past 2 years but singles are so fun when you find those people who are just challenging enough to play. I don't think I've ever played competitive mixed tho so idk about that. probably would be fun tho

yes. 100%.

I usually play default because we usually don't have enough time to figure out serve formations during our tennis season and also I have yet to find a doubles partner willing to stick with me :/

and HELL YEAH I LOVE THE NET honestly I'm probably a safety hazard up there considering the number of people I've hit by accident (gave a girl a concussion swing volleying into her face freshman year 😭😭😭) but it's so much more fun than just chilling at the baseline for the entire match

[tartagliaxx]

first off, hello 🤷‍♀️ anon! sorry i missed you out

and secondly, dw, marius is my favourite too lol, he reminds me a lot of my younger cousin who i lived with when i was younger. i was always the one who took care of him and marius calling me older sister just set off so much memories of my childhood. the both of them are also vv similar in personality, attention seeking, playful and artistic so i always see him whenever i look at marius.

artem is probably my second favourite ngl, ever since i read his ssr where he was jealous and got drunk (what a good combination lmao) i just grew so soft for him. at the end of the day, he's just a vv soft sweetheart who's insecure that we'll leave him :(( i have like 3 ssrs at lvl36, two of them are artem cards and the other is luke. i vibe with luke too bc i love the childhood friends trope, it's top tier. and as for vyn... i have vv mixed feelings abt him. i feel like he could so easily see through me if he was real and i'm just like, how about no. he's rlly pretty though, like rlly pretty.

*major spoilers*

and you've finished the archon quests!!! personally, i feel like the ending felt a bit rushed(?). it's weird bc i thought the resistance war against the raiden shogun was supposed to be the center of the story, but it just devolved to us helping yae with the entire war being swept to the side. and i already knew somebody was gonna die, and as soon as i saw that teppei had become the captain, i just knew.

it's interesting bc i would love to explore what happened to la signora and scaramouche to make them so disregarding of human life. like, i don't like them, but i want to understand their minds. it's sad to read signora's artifact's background honestly. and the fact that her crown said she used to be called rosalyne, that she had perhaps once led a more innocent and naive existence. i dunno, to me it seems like a good ending for her honestly, she had already lost herself after her lover's death and brings pain to many others, i don't think she can rlly return to being her again.

and honestly, a lot of people are talking abt scaramouche not telling signora he already had the gnosis and saying that he orchestrated her death, i don't rlly think so. i feel like he's just that apathetic to human life, even if it's someone that stands on his side, he just doesn't care enough. it also says how he never got along with anyone, not even his fellow harbingers, so i don't know why ppl expect him to seek out someone he doesn't like just to warn her of danger.

i vibe with scaramouche and la signora as the antagonists bc they're good antagonists, but as characters, well. other than the fact that they're pretty, they have like one likeable trait and that is their loyalty. they would do anything for the tsaritsa even if it cost them their life. i'm rlly excited to see what the tsaritsa has in store for us in the future.

considering our sibling is nicknamed 'the prince/princess', i wonder if there's gonna be a day where we're gonna have to go toe to toe with them. if we had them backed them into a corner with no way out, i wonder if they would kill us. it would be an interesting twist if we could actually die, but i feel like the protagonist halo will prevent it lol and i'm sorry bc god, this is so long.

— r. anon

marius. that’s the tweet. man,, you dont realize how in love i am w him?? like,, this man was literally my only hope when i fell horribly sick. i cant w myself now that i’m hearing it w my own voice. it must be nice to remember the good ol’ days… i despise my cousins and i dont have siblings so i dont really have that sort of connection w him. to me, his onee-san is just a joke? a petname? idk but it simultaneously makes me so mad and giddy just like childe’s existence does

i like vyn bc his vibes are sus but at the same time, he’s cares abt our mental health 🥺👉👈 no one’s ever said shit like that to me… jokes aside, luke is seriously threatening his spot bc of his blushing bs like pls 🤲 i’m so weak for that shit give me more. artem makes me soft too like,, he keeps mentioning that he trusts us and he’s just…. HE’S A BIG TEDDY BEAR THAT BLUSHES AT LIKE ACCIDENTAL HAND BRUSHES GRRRR. in conclusion, i love them all.

but man,, give me ssr luck… literally, im in pain…

now that the excitement’s worn off, i can now judge things properly. i think that… the pacing is horrible. like the plot is good, genuinely, but there’s just,, so much to explore abt this. if you think abt it, this is the climax and yet we didnt get much. scratch that. we got a lot but it’s all underdeveloped that it felt like nothing. we go to sangonimiya, got promoted, became captain for like, one sec before we are sent onto an investigation that didnt really produce any results bc app teppei alr knows everything? and then the delusion thing is a good plot point but it’s not really explored? just… a lot of things are left unexplored and i think that story wise, a lot of the possible lore explanations went down the drain. it would’ve been nice if we saw more abt the rebellion and if we had gotten to know whats the real deal w the commissions but eh… idk… i would’ve rather done more quests abt this whole storyline than like… do that whole dance w the three people who lost their vision in 2.0.

if im going to be honest, la signora is such a wasted character. like maybe her death was just for the shock factor or maybe it’s to prepare us for more harbinger encounters in the future.. idk but she’s such a good character from what we’ve seen but we know jack shit abt her and her motives. we know a little from the artifact set but beyond that, what do we have?

precisely! that’s how i feel abt this whole thing when we’re talking seriously. like w ei, i dont really agree w whatever they’re doing but i want to understand why they do the things that they do. everything has a reason and their psychology is just interesting to me.

i think scaramouche’s nature makes it easy for him to disregard human life. call it arrogance or whatever but ultimately, he’s seeing himself as smth above all these people bc he’s more or less capable of standing toe to toe w a god. why should he bother telling signora? it’s not like he gains anything if he does. i think that when he got the gnosis, he’s just ‘well she dies if she dies. who cares abt that? i dont have any need for incompetent colleagues anw’ i agree and i dont think he orchestrated her death but at the same time, he just allowed it to happen too.

as for signora, i’m actually surprised? for the most part, i think that the harbingers took their posts for selfish reasons. for scara, it’s to entertain himself and pass time. for childe, it’s to fight and grow stronger. for dottore, it’s to conduct dubious research w/o anyone stopping him. i expected signora to have some similar motive like power or money but it seems like she does actually believe in the tsaritsa? it would be very intriguing if signora’s main motive in becoming a harbinger is simply bc she is loyal to the tsaritsa and her will. bc in contrast, i think scara and dottore are more loyal to the fact that the tsaritsa can give them what they want, not bc they actually like her. actually, idek if they’re willing to die for her lol. like i wouldnt be surprised if they suddenly abandon post in a life or death situation but who knows…

in any case, they are very good antagonists. i like yo think that the tsaritsa isnt as bad as the game portrays her to be… of all the gods, she’s the one im looking forward to the most but… haha… what version would that be….

i’m almost certain that they’ll make us fight our twin maybe before we face the unknown god? if one of them dies, i would be very sad. like legit. but knowing mhy, well, our twin is almost 100% a walking death flag.

anw i’m shutting up rn— i also spoke too much kahdjabdhakbsjansb—

[woozi]

i agree how you described twt, sometimes everyone's just ready to fight it seems, i've genuinely had fun on both platforms at different times but now it's just too much on stan twt (no space for difference of opinion djsjdjj) it's good to know you're having fun as well :3 & omg i've seen few of my moots starting to give svt their attention after fallin flower dropped, everything abt it is <3333 the song, mv, choreo i love it.

hdjdjddkdjdj " virgos 😐 " also me in next breath "happy birthday mark :D i love you so much 🥺💕💗" any virgos reading this i really hope you enjoy your month to the fullest djjdjd <3. righttt?? you're correct abt mark's temper being very virgo djdjdkd.

your line screams hard-working people <3 jihoon, jaebeom, jeonghan the 3Js <3. isn't jaebeom also an infj? (i don't take mbtis seriously but at the same time it also makes me happy if it ends up matching someone i like djdjjd) chan & yugs 🥺 these two imo have the sweetest personality, like the one which makes you feel welcomed & they also have the cutest laugh 🥺.

i love jus2 <3 focus on me is one of my favorite kpop mvs of all time & also drunk on you??? i love this song so much, very sexy of them. the vibes, style and everything w/ their album, i want more songs like that. and for when i am feeling melancholy i need more songs like jjp's verse 2 😭💔 but i am also okay if they don't want to go back to these units bcoz everything so far they've been giving is just as great <33 ( maybe in future we'll get blessed w/ features 🥺)

honestly g7 as grp and individually have won me over with their music style, even if i don't like full album ik there will be 3-4 songs which will be exactly what i like to listen to, all of the music they've released individually i've liked it so much. there is this song of youngjae's, titled "i'm all ears" i had no idea of its existence until it popped up in my spotify i'm so glad it did, it's been in my playlist ever since. there was also a time when i was obsessed with jackson's 'on the rocks' djdjdk.

aww <3 the live performance video of 1° has mark as thumbnail so for long time i used to associate this song with him jdjddk. i think the only j*pe thing i'd miss is got7 studio live sessions 🥺. RIGHTJDKSKS aju nice's mv is very cute djjddk I love it, in reality its reverse tho, i see them and boom! 💖💛💗🤍💕💙

it was the year they won first bb*as award so that gave them the exposure, and no i don't follow them anymore. mixed feelings abt them, very negative feelings abt f*ndom fjdjdjd. i do miss what it used to feel like liking them sometimes. at that time i never thought i'll willingly drop them from my interest (i've stanned zayn since 2012 first him as grp member then solo. sometimes thinking abt it gives me a whiplash hddjks it's been 9 years, really thought it would be same with them too but it didn't happen)

i've had falling in love by yugs and in to you by jaebs on loop for days djdkdk i really love these two songs and also air by bammie <3 (i'm slow jams kinda person djdjdk :3)

(bam released the most fun album & title this year idc abt others, ribbon is one of the soty) also special mention of look so fine & running through the rain. yes! you do make sense they feel organic & very them.

exactly 😭 it's more believable when they drop stuff out of nowhere like encore 😭😭. the way youngjae posted his letter on twt too ddjjdkssk the announcement & release of encore is such a 'you just had to be there' situation the excitement, nervousness, confusion and everything 😭 sometimes i can't with them. also is the bibi with mark on ost, the same one you mentioned in last ask? the ost is really good <3, it must've been fun to see it happen (if its same bibi).

making a whole ass playlist just for me???? 😭😭😭🥺💗 yza you're so sweet nooooo 💖

and don't worry abt replying late jdjdkdjd i mean it, sometimes my friends text me after weeks and i'm am the same. it's really okay <3. i hope this week is treating you kindly, take care yza - 🪂

p.s ( just saw last post djjej) - it was me who manifested more bunny dino <3 manifesting even more <33

i was on stan twt during my younger years too and it was v fun and memorable to me ngl <3 idk what happened though.. it's evolved to be.. Something Else.. i still see a lot of good people there though 😭 and now that i'm in my Hag Era... idk it's just too fast for me now 😭 it's still my go-to place for updates though nothing can top twitter on that dept

and ms fallin flower.... i feel like everyone was blown away by it (based off of what i see carats when talk about it) and rightly so!! she SERVED. the looks too oh my god. it's another factor i look forward to and enjoy so much when i watch their performances!!

u know what? virgos 😐 indeed KJJKDFJKFDJKFDKJ i want to slander virgos today because it's their season and no one slanders them that often so <3 ABOUT MARK'S VIRGO TEMPER THOUGH... i know i've said i enjoy seeing it sm but whenever i think abt it i cant help but say that.. I Love His Temper <3 he doesn't get pissed off in a scary and douchebag-y way it seems so... contained?? IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE IT he punched an a/c though so that might not be the perfect word to describe him lmaoo <3

THE J TRINITY HFDJFJDJHDF BESTIE UR MIND IS SO!!!!!!!!!!! honestly... maybe it's the acts of service for me <3 JKDFKJFDKJFJKD i think this is just my eldest sister and savior syndrome speaking though kfjkdkjf ALSO OH MY GOD THE WAY U NOTICE THESE THINGS <3 THAT'S SO SEXIE OF U!!! and yes he used to be an infj!! there was an interview that's more recent wherein he mentioned that he's now an enfj though but i cant rmb which interview it's from :/ ALSO MOOD FKJJKGJGKF i dont believe in mbtis too but im just... a little obsessed w it for the fun of it all <3 and the way u described them </3 what if i tear up a little </3 I LOVE CHAN'S LAUGH SO MUCH BUT IM SO SOS O GLAD U BROUGHT UP YUGYEOM'S LAUGH??????????? IT'S NOT TALKED ABT ENOUGH LIKE...... HELLO!!!!!!!!!!! one of my bird moots said he sounded like a schoolboy in choir 😭😭😭😭😭😭

GOD UR TASTE!!!!!!! what if i start falling in l*ve a little :/ what then :/ focus on me was ahead of it's time and people fucking slept on THEM i cannot fucking believe this. this has to be some kind of sick joke 😭 ALSO HAVE U SEEN THE CHOREO FOR SENSES!!!!!!1 INCREDIBLE!!!!!!!!!! holy fuck!!!!!! sorry for the expletives but like.... holy SHIT they did THAT!!!!!!!! ALSO UR SO RIGHT </3 jjp verse 3 when... ALSO did u know i let go of the jjprojects url... thats the worst mistake of my life KDKJDSKJDSJK also agree wholeheartedly <3 i think they're all trying to find their footing this time around as soloists and im so proud of them for that!! i'll stand by my jus2 agenda though bc they're almost in the same company so maybe.. i might have hope left 😭

SO TRUE BESTIE!!! the same principle goes w svt for me as well <3 got7's such a flavorful group musically like... all of them have the capacity to go solo and they're still considered flops.. waht the fuck <3 ALSO OMG FJDKJFKFJD YOU'VE HEARD The Song!!!!!!!! maybe he'll be releasing something along those lines <3 esp now that he's supposedly coming w an album KJSJKDJSK on a similar note.. do u also listen to jamie (the other artist on the song) <3 NOO SHUT UP THIS CANNOT BE FOR REAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 i was obsessed w on the rocks too 😭😭😭😭😭😭 IT WAS MY FAVORITE ON THE MIRRORS ALBUM HELLO??????????????????????????? im proposing to u rn

ok now i have to watch all the live vids again JKDSJKSJDKDSKJ ik keep saying 'ur so right', 'i agree', and 'so true bestie' but im gonna have to say this again bc i LOVE LOVE LOVE live sessions sm no matter the artist. i also just am a little partial to live bands in performances like that in general so JDJKKDSJDS

the way you're saying these cute things abt the svteenies.. </3 giving me heartache!!! i'd bully them though i can't coddle them anymore <3

not the fandom JKFDKJFDKJFDKJFKJF ok but i think it's mostly their younger fans tbh. it wasn't this bad before.. i also really liked bts during their debut days. their songs were really good!! i kind of lost interest though and couldn't really get into them although their songs slapped lol. my irls are still into them though so i still hear about them. 9 YEARS............................... wait oh my god it HAS BEEN a little over a decade since 1d was The Thing huh 😭 now i feel kinda old lmao. and i totally get that feeling </3 it really do be like that sometimes JKFDJKJKFD

you really ARE keeping up w the sevens oh my god how are you doing it!!!!!!!!!!! it's like getting svt content now at this point but more complicated bc u need to get the updates from different sources JDKJSDKJJSKD love ur song choices too <3

ALSO FULLY RELATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when i saw bam's teasers... the aes was my cup of tea and THE HIGHLIGHT MEDLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't fucking get it out of my mind it's objectively one of the best things i've seen from kpop in 2021. i'm super impressed <3 love how abyss really supported bambam on this. they really went all in for him!!

I KNOW GKJDFJDK I GOT SUPER ???????/// DURING THE TIME EVERYONE THOUGHT THEY WERE DISBANDING LMAOOOO they pulled a move that's so unheard of though no one really expected That. i respect jaebeom so much for handling all the paperwork and shit behind the scenes it must've been HELL!! ALSO IT MEANT I CRIED FOR NOTHING THEN 😭😭😭 AND YES OH MY GOD IT'S THE SAME BIBI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE SHOCK I HAD WHEN I SAW THE LIST????????????????????????? thought i was gonna black out like,,, mark,,, AND BIBI??????????????? she's fucking phenomenal how is she just a YEAR older than me.. INSANE!!! ... and i also thought jackson was gonna have an ost for this movie.. idk why it wasn't released though i didnt look into it :/

i had a rough few days so i'm not yet finished with the playlist (my laptop's Dead i am still trying to revive her and uni's starting soon 😭) but for the mean time, here's another one that some people from caratblr previously asked for JDSJKSDJ these are mostly english songs though its not my k-playlist KJDSKJSDJK

i do hope this week gets better!!! and i hope that you'll have a fun one too <3 thank u for being so patient w me 🥺 i just get so many messages and find the need to recharge FDKJDFJK

ALSO I FELT LIKE IT WAS U!!!!!! OH MY GOD, i even searched my blog for the word manifest but for some reason your ask didn't come up in the search so i didnt mention u in the tags so i wont misattribute if it ends up not being u 😭 thank u for manifesting this chan for me he's my little... hop hop now ig... 😭

[littlebabycrybtch]

dude ngl i am just Not here for Any of the ‘lmfaooooo mentally ill teens on tiktok think BREATHING is a symptom’ jokes. yall rly gotta get over that weird concept that its easy to compare yourself to others, especially nd kids like i??? first of all quit pretending u kno shit from dick abt what other ppl experience or assume about your life lmfao bitch u think, but anyways people cant read minds and it gets harder when you throw illness/disability into the mix. im sorry but yes sometimes that DOES mean things like not realizing binge watching tv shows is a common experience and not a sign of trauma or w/e. and its not even that surprising or ‘stupid’ when u think abt it with sympathy goggles on like its. part of growing up nd and how you are treated to end up ‘’’naively’’’ accepting all of your behaviors as something ‘wrong’ or ‘disorderly’. 

like u spend ur life just vibing how you wanna not suspecting anything is amiss while being told ‘wtf stop doing that thats fuckin weird’ by your peers, and most likely being told ‘dont worry thats normal’ (or usually just outright having your struggles ignored) by doctors/family, and you get to just sit around wondering whats wrong w/ you until you finally find out ur nd just to get mocked for not understanding at that point in ur life whats actually considered ‘normal’ and whats ‘weird’??? bro besides the fact that literally, how are they supposed to Instantly know in what specific aspects your life differs from theirs when their own life is the only one theyve ever lived, but also.... ofc they wanna believe everything is a symptom. when ur not used to having ppl on your side, and then you suddenly have a community, you’re gonna feel safer and more comfortable putting all your eggs in that basket instead. 

usually when ur diagnosed you have to relearn what normal and weird is, its rough, but theres gonna be Many periods in life where you’re feeling out your identity and will get it wrong anyways bc thats usually how you come to understand it like imm?? i cannot fathom why ppl seem physically incapable of sympathy for misunderstandings like this. nd kids are legit taught ‘you are fucked up Somehow, but idk how so it must be your fault and ur just wrong ig’ their entire lives. so yes, it seems ‘stupid’, but you TRULY just start to accept every fucking thing you do is weird, and prepare to deal with that bc the reactions when you assume smth thats weird is normal. can be a lot more cruel than the times where you assume smth normal is weird. this shit isnt easy! not everybody you see is pretending they cant realize a trait is common for clout or w/e its just genuinely hard to know whats normal or not when ur CONSTANTLY treated like a clown for, in your own mind doing the most regular benign fucking shit!! its a little perception melting over time!!!! you ppl literally need to stop pretending this is ‘nd people who are being stupid’ when its a thought process Blatantly Related to living with neurodivergency, and finding it funny is just another dimension of unnecessarily cruel bitch behavior. 

like ‘haha idiot thinks wanting to eat leaves is intrusive thoughts there is no way u actually believe that shit isnt an everybody thing lol wow’ GHHGHGHJ YEA NO MAN LIKE??? IDK WHEN U TELL SOME BITCH AT SCHOOL U WANNA EAT A LEAF AS A CASUAL GENUINE THING AND THEY JUDGE YOUR ASS........... UR INSTINCT AS AN ND PERSON JUST ISNT TYPICALLY GONNA BE, “oh okay theyre just being rude, im not the weird one they are for not getting it, lol’, YOU ARE TOLD YOU ARE THE WEIRD ONE ALL THE TIME! HOW COULD YOU EVER INSTINCTUALLY BELIEVE ANYBODY ELSE IS THE ONE IN THE WRONG FOR JUDGING YOU!! ITS EASY TO FEEL LIKE APPLYING THAT TO NEURODIVERGENCY MAKES SENSE ACTUALLY ... IDK WHY THATS AN IMPOSSIBLE SEQUENCE OF EVENTS FOR YOU PPL TO IMAGINE... smfh like if nothing else idk can i be real here lads. No type of ‘haha this behavior is funny bc u misunderstood smth out of stupidity loool’ joke towards nd ppl. is ever gonna be a good un-ableist look for you. like Ever

[luvdsc]

Im in uni agn!! I graduated frm my bachelors tho, rn im studying education 😇 i wn b a teacher fr lil kids cos i love them! When u do get arnd 2 making ur orange tree painting id love to c it if ud want 2 show it!!🥺💘itd be so pretty i imagine. CAT oh gosh ahhh ur bringing me literally waves of honey golden sunshine over n over i cant deal omg 😭😭😭💘💘🌻i feel super duper flattered u sed those things abt my art!!! Im NVR gn forget ur words they rly do mean the world to me🥺😢(1/2)

I wanted to comment on each of ur art pieces on my past ask but dangit the limit...i rly genuinely appreciate everything u sed abt my art cat oh god hahaha i rly cant deal😖✋🏻🛑👮‍♀️🚨ngl after our exchanges i ws like I Have Got To Get To Know Her Better (not in a creepy way i hope) n i read ur past asks!! They were so interesting 2 read (i ws a psych major so LOL i love learning ab ppl) n omg u saying im stunning om g ple ase i can t function jdhdhsgsh😔✋🏻✋🏻✋🏻😭 only can say ilysm cat(2/2)

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omg that’s wonderful!!! 💓 teachers are the best, they literally shape the future. what grade level do you hope to teach? 💞 and wait does this mean you’re my age or older? :o i’m a 98 liner, and nearly everyone i meet on here is younger than me aksjhdfajksdf and omg yes, i’ll post a picture of it when i get around to painting!! 💗 YOUR ART IS SOOO BEAUTIFUL like you excel in so many different styles??? each piece i loved was done in a different style, and they were all equally gorgeous and i just― WOW!!!!! i don’t have enough words to describe my feelings properly, but i love your art so much!!!! 🤧💝 are you working on any new pieces? ✨

aklsjdhflaks omg no it’s ok!!! i already was over the moon from what you said about my art 😭💗💗 i really do adore your art omg like i’m always in awe of people who can do digital art 🤩 i tried once way back in high school and gave up because switching different color palettes and trying to find the right brush and all was too hard for me aksdhjfklas for me, mixing up paint and holding a brush in my hand is much easier 🤧  and omg you’re so sweet 🥺 i’d love to get to know you more too!!! and i love psychology!!!! that was my favorite class in hs, and i was sad i never was able to fit one in my college schedule ): which type of psychology was your favorite to learn? 💕 AND YOU ARE LITERALLY APHRODITE REBORN PLS 🤩🤩💖💖 and ilysm too!!!!! i hope your weekend is going well 🌼

[whitewashedhanzo]

Hey I know you're a fantastic artist and honestly a legend so, how good does one have to be to contribute to a zine?

bfdfkjg im literally neither but ngl id say you shouldnt grade yourself by how “good” an artist you should be to get into a zine, there are bunch of factors involved 😅 i dont wanna sound like an asshole but ive been in zines with crazy good artists im literally afraid to talk to (most of the time those were invitation-based?) and others (usually based on open applications) that are of more mixed quality. id say just practice as much as you feel the need to--starting w smaller zines might help if youre self conscious and 1. wanna spend more time working on your portfolio and 2. feel like you might not get into a bigger project; smaller zines in my experience have been more lax and friendly lol

id say these are the best ways you can try to make a good impression as an artist if you wanna start contributing:

practice drawing. i think different zines have different expectations but if youre REALLY self conscious abt ur art to the point that youre thinking of not applying id say just keep producing pieces and youll improve regardless

have an organized portfolio. like if not a portfolio, a blog dedicated solely to your art or even just a link to a specific tag: i have an art blog but send my #art tag specifically cuz all i do is make text posts on my art blog lol

practice finishing pieces, mods generally dont like portfolios full of doodles, sketches, and static compositions or pieces that all look the same..

ive been rejected from 2 zines ive applied to and the 1st i now know for a fact was cuz my portfolio was WAY too old (latest pic i had posted was like..2 years old) and every zine from that mod ive applied to ever since, ive gotten into. the other zine uh..idk why i didnt get in but i was told that my art didnt fit the project and i was later informed that the mod was an anti anti. so yeah. anyways dont make too big a deal outta zines ngl there are a bunch of them out there and its more than likely that youll get rejected from at least one of them; theyre just for-fun fandom projects and if the idea of not applying gets stressful jus dont sweat it and keep practicing for yourself at least

[prynnehesters]

ok...drag race s14...felt boring ngl

im glad abt who won, congrats to willow and kornbread i love them both. but like, i think that this season was more of a mixed bag than anything lol

the lipsyncs were honestly nothing really to write home about? like s13 had some top tier lipsyncs/lipsyncers. this season...most were eh. i'd say my favourite ones were water me, play, don't let go (love), and never too much. the rest of them were either eh or too chaotic (there were 2 3-person lipsyncs and every time they do that, it totally feels like 2 people are backup dancers lmaooo)

also, it felt like the fashion this season was very hit or miss. willow hit 99% of the time. same w angie. everyone else was ehhh lol.

things i enjoyed:

5 trans women!!!

first talent show ep

angeria paris van michaels

the lip sync tournament episode

some of the fights were funny

i really did like the finale. kornbread's reactions truly made her the winner of that night

things i didn't like:

second talent show ep felt VERY repetitive

same w the ball, it felt like too much

no makeup tutorials/content uploaded by youtube outside of the season was lacking

the fact the top 5 whatcha packin updated after the finale

a lot of the show felt boring

maddy morphosis was 100% cast to stir controversy and they didn't really acknowledge her when she should've been in the top for the 2 comedy challenges they had at the beginning.

same w alyssa hunter. they did not care about her and they sent her home when she won the lipsync looool

the treatment of jorgeous. i hate when queens are complimented for being young and skinny and that they're "born to do drag" or whatever. i hated it w krystal versace and i hate it here. she also wasn't the lipsync assassin...technically, that was jasmine kennedie lmaooo (and even then, she lost 3 lip syncs in an episode so eh)

the fact that they had to do the telephone lipsync in gowns (they turned it out, but still, poor decision)

using good 4 u as a lipsync song looool

rupaul really didn't care about deja skye, called her a lipsync assassin and didn't keep putting her in the bottom after calling her out several times lmaooo. girl. she could've lol. but idk she won snatch game so

the snatch game probably really wasn't that bad lmaooo but i mean, in a regular season, deja would've been safe w that lil jon ngl

the drama felt very petty and not interesting a lot of the times

there wasn't really anything "drop dead gorgeous" loool

the finale songs sucked loool.

i also feel like i was more checked out of this season. i didn't really make it a spectacle like last year. i often caught the episode a couple days after it aired. eh. idk. im kind of going thru something rn.

yeah

[knifenymph]

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aria youre such a dork lol i love u

putting all of these under the cut bc lord have mercy

1. What is you middle name?

jumbotron

2. How old are you?

7 and a half

3. When is your birthday?

jan! 

4. What is your zodiac sign?

capricorn

5. What is your favorite color?

pink! or yellow

8. Where are you from?

georgia! born and raised

10. What shoe size are you?

i range from 6-7 depending on the brand lol but if its adidas,,, then like 4 and a half ngl

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?

legit like 3 bc i really don’t care abt shoes in the slightest

13. What talents do you have?

i can fit my whole fist in my mouth.

14. Are you psychic in any way?

LOL……hmm….i don’t know….

15. Favorite song?

IT HURTS UNTIL IT DOESNT BY MOTHERS !!!!! I LOVE IT SO MUCH !!!

18. Do you want children?

if i want to, then ill def adopt! i want to adopt a teen tbh bc teens don’t get adopted ever really 

19. Do you want a church wedding?

i have no idea lol

20. Are you religious?

yep

21. Have you ever been to the hospital?

never for myself

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?

nope im not wild

24. Baths or showers?

showers are more ideal

25. What color socks are you wearing?

the left one is purple and the right one is blue

26. Have you ever been famous?

yes i’m famous right now as we speak

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?

nope

28. What type of music do you like?

alternative for sure

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?

LOL yea when i was like nine

32. How big is your house?

a pretty decent size

33. What do you typically have for breakfast?

i don’t like eating breakfast

34. Have you ever fired a gun?

nuh uh

35. Have you ever tried archery?

yep when i was in like girl scouts

36. Favorite clean word?

dove

37. Favorite swear word?

i dont swear

38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?

38 hours lol coincidentally

39. Do you have any scars?

yep yep but theyre all from falling or tripping or something like that LOL when i was younger

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?

probably

41. Are you a good liar?

no clue

42. Are you a good judge of character?

for sure

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?

heck no!!! except for when i speak in french then yea

44. Do you have a strong accent?

at times, i sound really really country and it freaks me out LOL

45. What is your favorite accent?

im not sure tbh

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?

like, i really don’t buy expensive clothes at all bc i see it as a waste of money. but my most expensive piece of clothing is probably a dress or something

48. Can you curl your tongue?

yep in 4 diff ways

49. Are you an innie or an outie?

a little bit of both

50. Left or right handed?

righty ftw

51. Are you scared of spiders?

not overtly so but cockroaches and palmetto bugs can suck it i fricken hate those guys

52. Favorite food?

fruit

53. Favorite foreign food?

i haven’t traveled out of the country in a very long time lol idk

55. Most used phrased?

probably “what the heck?”

56. Most used word?

probably “mega”

57. How long does it take for you to get ready?

around 20 mins

58. Do you have much of an ego?

its a healthy size lol

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?

a little bit of both

60. Do you talk to yourself?

if I’m reading something out loud that is hard to understand then yea

61. Do you sing to yourself?

oh heck yea who doesnt

62. Are you a good singer?

id like to think so lol

63. Biggest Fear?

no idea but i don’t want to find out lol

64. Are you a gossip?

i really try my best not to be

65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?

wonder woman was so good

67. Can you name all 50 states of America?

i used to be able to, idk if i still can!

68. Favorite school subject?

french for sure

70. Have you ever been scuba diving?

i have!

71. What makes you nervous?

the idea of ppl twisting my words

72. Are you scared of the dark?

nope

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?

usually yea but it depends on the mistake for sure

74. Are you ticklish?

a little bit lol

75. Have you ever started a rumor?

i really prefer to not talk abt ppl so not to my knowledge i don’t think

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?

oh yep for sure. i always assume the leader role when i’m in groups for the most part

77. Have you ever drank underage?

yea bc it was a dare and i wanted to look cool in front of my online friends but it could’ve been really bad and in the future, i don’t want to drink ever. plus, it didnt help that it tasted like cold pee

78. Have you ever done drugs?

absolutely not

79. Who was your first real crush?

there was this boy in 6th grade who i really liked named Ethan but he was a douche to me and stood me up which sucked 

80. How many piercings do you have?

my ears are pierced but i might be getting a belly button piercing with my mom in the future LOL

81. Can you roll your Rs?

i sure can 

82. How fast can you type?

somewhere around 70-100 words per min give or take a few. i can’t remember the number i got when i took a test for it

83. How fast can you run?

i can run really fast but i don’t have good endurance bc i don’t exercise

84. What color is your hair?

red! but i plan on dyeing it again

85. What color is your eyes?

brown!

86. What are you allergic to?

nothing to my knowledge

87. Do you keep a journal?

yep

88. What do your parents do?

my mother works for an exhibition company and my dad has his own counseling company 

89. Do you like your age?

i have mixed feelings abt it

90. What makes you angry?

i dont really get angry, more just annoyed but like, when ppl talk behind your back but then try to pretend like they like u to your face. it just,,, really irks me

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?

i truly love the name Michael for a boy but i don’t know for a girl

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?

preferably a girl i think

96. How did you get your name?

i was actually going to be named jalyn but then my parents saw my name somewhere in a restaurant/store of some sort and just loved it for me

97. Were your ancestors royalty?

no idea but probably. i’m so mixed there honestly is a really good chance

99. Color of your bedspread?

pink comforter, pink loose sheet, yellow stretchy sheet lol