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RA MIRAN’S ACTING 😭‼️‼️‼️ WHAT THE HELLLLLLLL

Jeongnyeon: The Star is Born E11

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정연이 Jeongnyeon: The Star is Born E10

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MOON OKGYEONG aka silly lil guy who just tryna save herself from dying out of boredom

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😭😭😭

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how do you compete with an angel? become one yourself

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Bisan Owda fom the palestinianyouthmovement

"We know that no matter who wins in the U.S. election on November 5, our work to end this genocide will continue. Because we know this, we declare that we will cast #NoVotesForGenocide — that is, we will refuse to vote for any elected official who despite our constant mobilization over the past year, has remained complicit in the mass slaughter of our people — whether through voting in support of continued arms shipments and aid to Israel, or in accepting blood money from AIPAC and other Zionist lobbying groups. Liberation will not come from any vote cast on a ballot in the belly of this empire. Rather, it will be up to us, the free people of the world and the Palestinian people — to continue our struggle from wherever we are and for as long as necessary, until Zionism is dismantled and Palestine is free."

The challenge to the US citizens and the world remains clear: crush the US Imperialism ✊

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chainsaw man 182 moodboard

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jung eunchae in jeongnyeon: the star is born has me on my knees i cannot cope

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watching "jeongnyeon: the star is born"

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just a lil guy

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finally something related to Monster, I missed it so much but I still don't have much energy for this. also TW:BLOOD‼️

aannnddd I remember someone's request , I promise I'll draw Grimmer but later!!!!

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I just found this yrjsdytjhnfg

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I think I’m starting to get rusty in the colours department. Gosh. 

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AHHHHHAAAHHHHAHA

hunkwin and his wood

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About Yor: she isn’t dense, but most likely indoctrinated by Garden

So I wanted to address this for a long while now, because I’ve seen one too many posts talking about Yor like she’s just an aloof assassin who doesn’t care about things outside her direct environment, which is why sometimes she says dense things. 

I’m well aware that she’s a fan favorite so people don’t mean her harm, yet I think the whole story actually hints at way more than her being dense, especially considering her background and who she still works for. 

In other words, since Yor was trained but also half raised by Garden’s leader, the Shopkeeper, it’s likely that, considering how they operate and what they’re about, they instilled in her a conditioned dependency since childhood or teenage years that would make her unable to learn things on her own without asking for their opinion, making it very hard for her to turn against them ever. 

Want a striking example? Her encounter with Melinda Desmond. 

Not only did she not know who Melinda was (but I mean, that at least could be understandable)…

…but she also didn’t know what a First Lady is. 

Sure, it’s funny on first glance, but after thinking about it, what does it betray? That Garden probably made sure over years Yor would never get the slightest basic info and understanding on what politics of this country are all about. Because if their strong soldiers start to get opinions of their own, then they could start disagreeing with Garden and turning on them. So, “let’s prohibit people having free thinking, so that they can remain good little pawns” as we “fight for peace in our country”.

In fact, for Yor, until a short time ago (when she met Loid and Anya), all she did was thought and decided for her by Garden and, to this day, she still voluntarily asks them for their agreement when she opens up her close circle little by little: she asked them if it was okay to marry Loid and then she asked them if it was okay to befriend Melinda. 

To be honest, that’s a scary ass thought process to envision, when Yor’s an independent working lady well into her 20s, but this shows how deep Garden’s indoctrination runs in Yor, since they got hold of her as a child/young teen. 

Another striking example is the way she always describes her job, in an almost childish way. Her nickname “thorn princess” aside, I always found it interesting that Yor’s aware she’s an assassin but she isn’t morally anguished at all about killing people and never mentions or distinguishes any grey area in her missions. In fact…

… it’s all in black and white and she clearly thinks that the people she kills are all evildoers (which as we saw in the recent arc with the Red Circus isn’t always the case and begs the rhetorical question “why does Garden get to decide who’s evil?”), therefore “she’s not doing anything wrong”, which also pretty much betrays how she was pushed into it. 

Long ago, Garden probably baited Yor with Yuri’s protection and told her that, since they’re “about peace”, Yor’s work would just help them to “fight against evil”. As a child, she wasn’t mentally fit to understand the deeper implications and then she was mentally conditioned to always do and think like Garden tells her to, which promotes this systematic childish description of her assassin’s job. 

Finally, please take notice of the Shopkeeper’s reaction the first time she tries to argue about her work, in the ship arc: 

Enough said, Garden’s awful. I’m sure there are more examples throughout the story, but I now want to talk about future character development. 

After all, since the story obviously calls for Yor to ditch Garden, to protect what’s actually important to her (Yuri, Loid and Anya), we actually do see her changing little by little so far, thanks to her living with Loid and Anya. Her coworkers quickly mentioned that she’s more lively ever since she got married and the ship arc overall emphasizes that her family is starting to become more important to her than her job, so there is high hope for Yor. :D

Additionally, while she’s still far away from noticing that Garden mentally drove her into a corner, she now openly voices her concerns that “she’s not normal” but that she wants to understand why in order to learn how to change. 

To be fair, fighting against indoctrination is tough and takes time so I’m very proud of her for slowly realizing that she ought to decide for herself from now on. :D 

TL;DR Yor is not dense. She was indoctrinated as a child by Garden and can only (for now) see the world through the filters they taught her. 

Ironically enough, the only character who knows about her real job and could, thus, notice that Yor isn’t being critical about Garden…… actually can’t because she’s a four year old who is too young to understand that Mama’s job is wrong. Well done, Endo-sensei!

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tea time with the bestie

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