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[awkwardgtace]

For the ask game, 🔪, ❄️ and 🦴 :3

ask game

❄️ ⇢ what's your dream theme/plot for a fic, and who would write it best?

ohh ok this is hard. A dream theme would probably be a good mystery I can't start piecing together or a horror novel that scares me. For mystery I oddly enough think Brandon Sanderson would be good. I've been unable to predict things moving forward in the Stormlight Archives. But honestly I think it would be written best by someone who hasn't even tried before. There's a way of placing clues in a mystery I feel a lot of people follow. Most of the time those clues placed by someone new wouldn't have the same easy to tell hints and tips.

For horror I kind of am expecting Lydia Prime to do it. She's a newer author on the horror scene (actually have a book she just managed to publish I plan to pick up). I also some comedians would be good at it. Comedy is kind of the other side, takes a lot to do it. I don't know who would be best for this outside of like a pro author. I'm pretty hard to scare, make a habit of marathoning horror games and horror movies just because. That does mean I get psyched to read any horror sent my way that might be good!

For a dream plot it's kinda hard to say. I know how my brain works, but honestly even if i'm not super into it I just like seeing people posting/sharing the stuff they put their time into. It's so scary to take that first step so it's really amazing when someone does and they keep going.

🦴 ⇢ is there a piece of media that inspires your writing? 

Ok so this one is kind of a lot. For some of my stories it's probably some myth, post, or my own daydream mixed from anime/games/books throughout the years.

Specific media would be MTG Streets of New Capenna set (Mafia AU), Fenyx Rising (Delphia rising), FF14 (some fanfics and an au i am working on), Oddly enough a story I have on and off struggled with was inspired by a yugioh series, Godzilla vs Kong (the fight for Rhys and Felix in mafia au). My gods might have been inspired by the old hercules disney movie.

Oh Delphia is a bit inspired by an Kagome in Inuyasha (got me looking into reincarnation). oh and a book series I read forever and ever ago. The Eternal Ones by Kirsten Miller. (I went to my bookshelf to find this title.)

I also do love mythology and folklore so I'm sure that's a big inspiration even if it's not obvious. (obsessed with fairies since I was like born. My sister can't even remember a time i wasn't).

Basically it's everything? I have a few characters I've realized over time fit a meme a little or i put together match someone i loved from a game.

Oh last one I can think of. Alice in Wonderland. I loved that from the disney movie, to the books, to the manga based in it, to the new tim burton movies. Pretty much the only time I haven't liked it was in RWBY 😅

🔪 ⇢ what's the weirdest topic you researched for a writing project? I feel weird leaving this one out in the open, but like also it's not exactly nsfw. just a little insight into my weird thought process at times

ok so originally it was gonna be the general size of a dick/vagina of the average person to then do the ratio for how big it should be for a giant/how small for a tiny. In searching for this math (cause ofc i only shared it on discord) I realized i had an entire discussion that involved at least a little research where i determined it's incredibly viable that if giants and tinies are under the same homo species it would possible to successfully get pregnant in a multisize couple with the question being the survival rate of the child/birth parent dependent on a number of factors....

I used the dick knowledge in one (1) specific story i wrote on ao3. The pregnancy knowledge was lost until now.

Most likely to get me arrested was how much a person could move after a stab wound

for those curious this was the percentages i came up with are under the cut

balls: 2.7% of total height per ball dick: 6.9% of total height pussy opening: 4.8% of total height pussy depth: 6.3% of total height

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[just-spacetrash]

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[nygleskas]

current crush makes me crazeyyy

[devilsfoolcake]

wild fool ramblings about that tv man, its long so I'm putting it beloww this cut

That FF song really got me hooked on this animatic I came up with in my head about Puzzles seeing Fool as a new star in his show because of how their dynamic with him/others are entertaining and that it's boosting his ratings, so he's not wanting them to leave because of it.

They're getting him so close to having 5 stars again! So of course they can't just leave!

Like this line is killing me

"Lonely are the roads, but think if,

you're the star of the show,

I'm thinking, I can't let you go."

GRAAGHH💥💥💥

Fool's curse of being niceys to someone, all because they said they'd like to hear about his screenplays when he wanted to talk about them at that yt meet up thing in the MrPuzzles lowest point ep.

But also sending him a letter after the thing about how they feel bad about what happened to his channel, mostly him though, and that they thought what he wanted to do was really creative and that he shouldn't listen to what those kids think of it

(lowkey thinking he should have not made that yt channel tho 😭 they were only following it for him really... not that brainrot. They already knew what he could do. So it was a suprise when he started doing that stuff.)

And then magically they're involved in a situation like this bc a certain TV man is interested in the only person who actually cared about his work. (Besides Leggy)

You can tell how normal I am about this GDJSGD

[vqlisms]

i love when people make silly relationship diagrams for their ocs/fandom ocs/self-inserts. it’s so fun

[canismajors]

fighting the monsters & demons whenever someone spreads misinformation on the internet abt something i know

[whumpy-wyrms]

cannot stop thinking about how whumpy it must’ve been when i was given the anesthesia and passed out earlier. like even before the laughing gas i was SHAKING and TREMBLING in fear i fucking HATE needles. but i was also smiling the whole time because my fear response isn’t fight flight fawn or freeze it’s just. to laugh. for some reason. anyway after i got the laughing gas i was smiling and giggling even more and also shaking a lot more in both fear of what was gonna happen and also probably the laughing gas. they told me to take deep breaths which i did, still freaking out though. i started panicking even more when they put the IV in my arm, like wow that was horrifying i must’ve looked sooooo scared wooow.. so much fear.. (whumpers you know where to find me). anyway i eventually followed their advice and took deep breaths, knowing that it would make the laughing gas effect me quicker, but i did it anyway because its all i could do.

(more under the cut because i couldn’t shut up and this got long)

and guys. guys. THEN. then i started thinking about Anton and imagining i was his test subject and he was just doing an experiment on me and let me tell you. the way pure CALMNESS just WASHED over my entire body. like before i walked into the room i was like “anton save mee save me anton haha lol”. and then anton DID save me. in a way. but yeah i mean i KNEW that would happen because thinking about anton literally always calms me down anyway but i just thought that was funny lmao. woow

okay so then they injected me with the anesthesia. i don’t think i really felt it. then they put a rubber thing in my mouth to keep it wide open, and i was just thinking “haha wow they gagged me that’s gotta be one of my favorite whump tropes.” i just stared straight ahead (i couldn’t really turn my head anyway with the way the chair was set up), struggling hard to keep my eyes open, breathing really deeply, barely able to form a coherent thought.

i do NOT remember falling asleep. like one moment i was sitting there eyes wide and breathing heavily, staring at the doctors on either side of me, and the next i was like all woozy flopping around in the chair, head lolling to the side as the doctors were telling me to wake up. it was sort of a blur, i had NO idea what was going on at ALL. i remember slurring as i talked, telling the doctors i wanted to keep my wisdom teeth. they laughed and asked why and i just kept repeating that i wanted them to let me keep them (they did let me keep them! i’m gonna put them in a little jar like a mad scientist). then i kept asking for my phone and they gave it to me. they put me in a wheelchair to take me to the car because i could NOT walk, i was stumbling around, completely unable to stand or sit up straight, and when we got to the car i just flopped into the passenger seat like i was DIZZY. and i was also a bit nauseous. blood in my mouth and all that. oh i also had gauze in my mouth which definitely made talking a lot more difficult

so i really barely talked, i don’t think i said much else which i’m kinda happy for because i was high as FUCK and did not wanna ramble about a bunch of weird oc lore to my mom. i KNOW i would’ve talked about anton and/or silas nonstop. but i just went on my phone instead which is when i made all those posts from earlier LOL. those typos were genuinely not on purpose at all. i could not type. i’m being fully serious.

here’s a screenshot from my discord server of me attempting to type “holy shit i can’t type.” and as you can see, it was, well, TRUE

anyway yeah i just curled up in my seat on the car ride home, i wasn’t on my phone much because i was still really tired and it was hard to keep my eyes open and stay awake. the car seat was leaned back really far so i was laying down and could not see out of the car windows (but my eyes were closed so it didn’t really matter). but i just remember feeling every turn of the car and trying to guess where we were driving as if i was a whumpee who’d just been kidnapped and was trying to memorize the directions. as you can tell i knew this situation would be whumpy as fuck and didn’t hesitate to make a bunch of silly connections.

so then we got home and there’s not much else that happened. i just took a lot of pills and washed out my mouth and put more gauze in and then went to sleep. it didn’t hurt that much at all because of. the drugs and stuff. i slept for a long time and woke up feeling back to normal, in the way i wasn’t high af anymore. yeah so now my mouth kinda hurts but i have painkillers so it’s fine. i ate lasagna like 20 minutes ago. i’m probably not supposed to eat lasagna. i did it anyway (i took very very teeny tiny nibbles it was very basil core).

anyway that’s it i think! dunno why i wanted to share this whole experience but i thought it was kinda funny the way i kept finding whump in everything hahaha (like i said, my actual fear response is literally to LAUGH and GIGGLE at everything in fear. this needs to be used more in this community imo. and i think… i have a new oc for that actually…. teehee….. ominous.. very ominous dot dot dots…..)

but really this isn’t as bad as i thought it’d be. it’s gonna suck to eat a bunch of soft food and stuff but overall it’s not bad. at least for me. obviously this was only my experience and everyone’s will be different. i do kinda see the humor in everything whenever i’m in a bad or painful situation so that might also be why this is easier for me, idk! hope u all found this at least a little entertaining because i know i did haha

[stephaniebrownslover]

HIII WELCOME MEE

FIRST I WANT TO SAY I REALLY LOVE YOUR WRITING STYLE. YOU'RE ONE OF MY FAVORITE CP WRITERS IN TUMBLR (Seriously, no joking)

Can you please write Kate x Nina's relationship for your main AU?

(Also it's one of my fav ship, I wanted to read my fav ships hcs by my fav writers)

I WAS ALMOST FORGET, HAVE A GOOD DAY/NİGHT :3

HIIIIIII AGAIN LOVELY PERSON!!!!

Bro. Bro stop saying things like this because I'm literally about to cry. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH

I really love and be surprised when people like my writing because of my self-esteem issues lol you have no idea how your kind words make me so happy and and make hate less from my writing style so thank youuuuuuu

I appericate you so much and and you're so sweet and nice and cool and awesome and cool and kind and sweet and and and

Okay I think I'll have an heart attack sorry if İ bothered you but I'm truly so grateful for your kind words<3333

I love NinaKate so much so of course I can do it for you even if I'm dying lol

(Ps: it wasn't seasonal allergies, turns out, it was the beginnig stage of pneumonia and bronchitis lol)

Also you can check this non-canon NinaKate headcanon post I made some time ago too!!

Okay but I can't get over how nice the words you say, really, I'm thinking about it since I saw the ask.

Sorry it's more like how they became friends and Nina and Kate lore but it would be so long that I had to split it into 2 parts. Hope you don't mind.

HAVE A GOOD NIGHT AND DAY TOO!!!!

Holy shit it's angst, I really didn't mean to...

NinaKate Romantic Relationship For My Main AU-Part I

Seeing each other for the first time

Nina has been known among the proxies since the night when Zalgo controlled her at the age of 15 and helped her find Jeff. Slenderman didn't want to take her with him because he didn't see any benefit to himself since Zalgo had reached out to her first, but he hadn't given the order to kill her yet just because he was curious about what would happen.

Nina was unaware that it was a ritual to summon Zalgo when she practiced one of the love spells she found on the Internet at the age of 13. Zalgo, seeing potential in her because of her obsessive love, followed her for 2 years, did not leave her alone. And since he decided it was the perfect time to take her with him, he took control of her body at the age of 15 and had her kill her own family.

Regaining control while plunging a knife into the heart of her younger brother Chris, Nina then felt so bad that she ran to the woods near her home. Zalgo led Nina through the forest, aiming to convince her that all this was Slenderman's and Jeff's fault and get her to the stage of wanting revenge. There she met Jeff, but Zalgo's plan backfired, as she hugged him and cried instead of hating him as he expected.

Kate had never seen the newcoming stray killer that Slenderman wanted to get rid of face to face before, but she had heard about the descriptions of her appearance and that she was a weird person in general. Since she was already someone who had been drifted away from humanity for a while, she had no reason to meet her, and these rumors didn't help either.

Kate, who was only 16 years old, had been a proxy for two years and had no one because of the fact that Masky and Hoodie were too focused on their own worlds and she didn't like them either. Rouge, Cody and Toby were not yet a proxy. So she was alone with Hoodie and Masky, who didn't even want to talk to her because they were afraid of her, and she wasn't looking for any human relationship.

She had experienced a hellish life until she was 14, but since she became a proxy, she has literally not been a human being. Although she had all the necessary human characteristics, she was not treated as a human, she did not think like a human, she did not feel like a human. That's why she was Slenderman's favorite proxy, since the whole purpose of her living was to fulfill his duties. The fact that she unconditionally accomplished everything he said made the others even more distant from her, but there was no problem for Kate. After all, she was no longer a human being.

It's been a month since Nina started staying in the same cabin with Jeff. Actually, she could have gone back to her old life since Zalgo destroyed the traces of that night, but Nina didn't know about it yet. Since no one else was trying to communicate with her, she thought that Jeff was the only important thing in her life, and she was holding on to him with all her strength. Although Jeff felt sorry for her at first, they started arguing because he was getting overwhelmed by her sticky attitude.

One day, when Jeff was drunk and really hurt Nina's feelings, Nina ran away deep into the forest to calm down. After walking for a while, she realized that she had lost. Moreover, this time, since both sides considered Nina worthless, there was no one to guide her through the forest. Nina was completely lost. She crossed to the foot towards a tree and let the tears flow, which she could no longer hold back. She was crying not only for this moment, but for everything. Most of all, because she was a bad person, and the fact she deserved all this.

Kate was returning from a mission. She was incredibly injured, and if people really cared about her, they wouldn't have let her walk on her own. Actually, Hoodie, with whom she had gone on, had offered to help her, but Kate's snarling with hatred indicated that she had responded negatively to his offer, and Hoodie's fear of Kate had caused him not to insist any further. After all, Kate knew that no one really wanted to deal with a non-human proxy who was at the age of 16.

That's why Kate was staggering through the forest alone, trying to ignore the pain and depth of her wounds. She just needed to get to Jack's cabin. Ann had just arrived, and Kate still didn't trust her. She had many reasons not to trust a zombie. Smiley hadn't started working for Slenderman yet either. So Jack was the only one Kate could go to, and despite her bleeding wounds, she was trying to get there as quickly as possible.

Kate, who was trying to walk, heard a crying sound. It... it was a human cry. She didn't know what she had to do. She kept walking, thinking that she didn't need to do anything because she knew she wasn't a human. But there was something in that crying sound which bothered her. This stranger's voice was filled with more pain and anger than she had ever heard before. Although Kate was not ready to face an enemy, she decided to check the source of the sound.

The person crying was none other than Nina, whose name was mentioned only with hatred and contempt.

Their first real meeting

Kate watched Nina for a while without making a sound. She did not know why she was crying, and frankly she had wondered what made her so sad. Because as far as she heard from others, Nina was a person who was cheerful enough to annoy and never got upset. And obviously, Kate was surprised to encounter a sight that was the opposite of the rumors she had heard.

Just when Kate decided she had watched enough crying and was getting ready to leave, Nina, who heard the sounds Kate was making, shouted in that direction. Kate would never normally have made such a fatal mistake, her injuries had made it difficult to control her body and she hated it. She hated being weak.

When Nina screamed again, Kate knew she had to do something. Her first thought was to quietly leave the environment, but she was not in a good enough condition to do so, and Nina was not an enemy. So, Kate thought it would be enough for her to just say hello and introduce herself.

When she appeared, Nina tried to suppress her sobs and stand up, but she fell to the ground since she sprained her leg. While Kate was only frowning at this situation, Nina was thinking about how useless and incompetent she was, which is why her crying became more intense.

Not knowing what to do, Kate slowly went up to her and held out her hand to her. On her first attempt, she had pulled her hand out regretfully before she even reached the halfway point, but when she saw how upset Nina was, she tried to overcome her hesitation. Kate was sure that she had been disturbed by the sound of her crying, and that she had been so kind as to make her cease her voice. However, in reality, it was just a proof that her humanity had not completely died.

Although Nina wanted to hold her hand, she suddenly saw how badly Kate was injured, and Nina immediatly pulled the hand she was holding out to hold Kate's and took support from the tree. She then stated that she did this because she did not want to hurt her any more, but was grateful for the offer of help.

Then nervously asked if Kate, who she knew was not the enemy, could take her back to Jeff's cabin after someone checked Kate. Nina didn't know where she was supposed to go, but she was sure that the person in front of her knew. She had seen the proxy mark on her wrist from her torn clothing.

Kate only responded with a shrug and started walking slowly. Nina also went after her, hoping that this was a signal for her to follow the proxy. Along the way, although Kate occasionally looked at Nina, Nina didn't mind it. Nina had noticed that she was an observant person, and she even thought it was cute.

After a walk, they arrived at Jack's cabin, where Nina randomly asked Kate questions to distract her own mind from sad topics, and Kate sometimes gave audible answers, while most of them were in body language.

Kate knocked on the door and asked Jack if he could take a look at her wounds. When Jack called her in, Nina was standing in front of the door because she didn't recognize him. But later, when she saw Kate making a movement signaling for her to come inside, she entered the cabin and closed the door.

After first Kate's wounds were taken care of, and then her own leg, Jack insisted they should stay here. He said it was too late even for a proxy and the killer to be roaming the forest, and explained that he had enough places. He also mentioned that Kate wouldn't need to come all that distance for her check-up the next morning.

Nina, who heard the word , only burst into sobs. Killer. That's how people must have see her now. As someone who takes lifes of innocent people for no reason. She knew that her idol was a murderer, but she had convinced herself that his victims were for a purpose. That's why she hated herself while glorifying Jeff in her eyes.

While Jack was trying to calm her down, Kate also bizarrely asked why she was crying. Nina was angry at being asked so clearly, so she yelled and told what had happened to her. She said how she had a wonderful family, but now they're nine floors underground because of her own stupidity. And what a terrible big sister she was.

While Jack was patting her on the back just to calm her down, Kate said it wasn't her fault. She even tried to explain that she was aware of what Zalgo had done, and that Nina was considered lucky to have survived with this much, as Kate was someone who had seen even worse.

Nina, on the other hand, was only more annoyed and asked how she was considered lucky. Her life was completely ruined, she had nowhere or no one to go to. Then Kate told her that the cops weren't after her, that she didn't have to live this life like herself. She sat down next to Nina and controlled herself, even though she wanted to put her hand on Nina's back.

Nina was surprised now. She asked Kate about her own story. Nina wanted her to tell her why Kate was here, why she was a proxy. And Kate just paused.

She said she didn't remember.

She mentioned that she had no memories of before the age of 14. Hearing this, Nina felt an incredible sense of pity for the young proxy standing in front of her. Nina may have had bad memories, but at least she had good ones too. She thought what a terrible thing it was to not know who she was. Not being aware of the existence of anyone who loves her. Not having a real life.

And quite instinctively she took hold of Kate's bony hands, which were like ice.

Kate didn't know what to do. She reflexively withdrew her hand, but she also knew that Nina had not done it for any malicious purpose, and her apology was a proof of this. Then Kate said it was okay for her to hold her hand and placed it back on her own lap. Nina grasped her hands tightly once again.

She told Kate that not having a past did not pose any problems. And Nina even got a little overexcited and said that if she wanted, they could build a future together as friends.

Kate, on the other hand, was literally shocked. While Kate was content with just nodding, Nina excitedly let go of Kate's hands and clapped her owns in the air. This was how their friendship, which was quite meaningful for both, began.

The beginning of their friendship

That night they stayed in the beds that Jack had made for them. Nina was acting incredibly protective of Kate's injuries, and Kate felt that day for the first time in years that she was worthy of being cared for as a person. Of course, this feeling was not long-lasting, but it was enough to create an involuntary smile on her lips. And that was enough for Kate for now.

Nina was constantly jumping from topic to topic while talking, occasionally not neglecting to ask Kate questions about her own thoughts. Nina realized that she was someone who didn't like to talk too much, and she didn't see extra talking as a problem because she knew that Kate was really listening her. 

Kate, on the other hand, was starting to feel more and more comfortable answering Nina's questions. Maybe this could have been due to her slowly creeping sleep, which came under the influence of medications. After saying goodnight, she finished talking. However, realizing that Nina may have thought that Kate was bored with herself, she offered that Nina could come to the proxy cabin for a few hours tomorrow if she wanted.

Nina instantly accepted this with the joy of having found a new friend. Although she was physically hurt while sleeping that night, she was emotionally relieved. A voice inside her was saying that they would both be good for each other.

Kate kept her promise. After the necessary check-up the next day, they set off for the proxy cabin. Nina was upset that Jeff hadn't called her even though she'd been away all night, but she didn't care about it as much as she usually did. Because she was no longer alone, she had a friend.

It was good for them that there was no one in the cabin. Both Kate didn't want to deal with others, and Nina wasn't ready to meet someone else yet. For a while they just hung out doing nothing and just chatted.

Kate then timidly asked Nina if she liked to play video games. Nina mentioned that she sucked at games and explained that's why she only watched other people play. Kate, on the other hand, in an even more shy manner, said that Nina could watch herself if she wanted to.

They played games for hours that day. They did not stop playing until nightfall came. And then Kate offered to take Nina to Jeff's cabin before it got too dark. Nina was actually staying alone in the same cabin with Jeff and Ben. Because they were considered one of the first inhabitants of the forest, and apart from the proxy cabin, other cabins had enough place for maximum 4-5 people.

Kate was very angry when she saw that Jeff was rude to Nina while dropping her off at the cabin, but when she saw that Nina was generally happy, she didn't say anything to avoid upsetting her. Then, when she was going to say goodbye to Nina and leave, Nina stopped her and gave her her number. Nina didn't have anywhere to write, so she asked if it would be a problem if she wrote in Kate's hand, and when Kate said yes, she wrote down her number. Then Nina asked for her own number and registered it.

After saying goodbye, Nina was waving enthusiastically to Kate from inside the cabin. Kate, too, shyly waved to her gently. When Kate turned around, she couldn't help but smiling.

When Kate came to the place where she was staying, she had a strange feeling inside. She wasn't sure what it was, but she liked it. Then, while she picked up her phone to check if there was any important message from Masky and Hoodie, she saw Nina's new message.

"Hiiiii, thx so much for helping me!!!!! Hop i can see ya soon sweetie :3333"

That day, Kate had found a real friend for herself. Maybe it could have been her first friend in her life. And she was glad of it.

Nina had found herself a true friend. Someone who really cared about her and doesn't use her for her own interests. There was a pleasant feeling in her.

Holly hell how long this shit is-

Also Nina's message might be out of character, English is not my main language and I'm not used to writing like that.

Sorry for shitty writing but I'm sick as hell

[dankoneversl33b]

I FINALLY FINISHED REFERENCE FOR HER WAAAAA😭😭😭😭😭😭

so finally, meet Esther Cawthorne

hot mess of broken childhood unhealthy perfectionism and wrong choices, went from gifted kid to burned out disappointment to creature

loves bugs. and isopods. and women.

i don't really know what to say about her as i dont feel like writing her backstory rn maybe main points just in two words tw// s*icide

comes from a family of police officer (mother) and chief of police (father)

lost her mother at young age and witnessed her corpse staged as s*icide at their house. after that was left in abusive household with her father.

can be cold and distant, avoids conversations if possible remaining mostly as listener, or stays close to official manner of speech as it has somewhat stable model she's able to follow and predict.

patient, thinks before doing anything, sometimes overthinks.

lives in paradigma where she either best at everything she does or just no one (at least before she meets people that help her to abandon this mindset).

consealed her emotions as they were deemed wrong

but with patience and kindness her silly :> side can be revealed full of yapping about biology anatomy music and history and her others interests + other silly acts were she doesn't think too much about looking weird. loves explaining things.

avoids talking about her family

may seek warmth and love but too scared of expressing it, as the only person that has once loved her died and the thought that she is unworthy and unwanted has carved too deep into her mind over time.

understanding and protective of those she holds most dear and those in need.

little biological trivia:

forgot to mention on ref, her blood has deep red color due to big concentration of iron in her gem (this is why her gemstone is of such dark color, which is pretty rare amongst sapphires)

usually motion-sensing antennae in memors with high hardness are pretty weak but she trained hers to be able to sense even slightest movement in 5m radius

basically a powerhouse of memorkind having almost all the physical benefits of high-hardness memors, as height, very durable skin and bones.

her organism can efficiently store energy so normally she can stay awake for two days without any damage, but she overdoes it by not sleeping for almost a week harming herself.

suffers from migraines

also for little basis old refs for memor's anatomy (some parts are not canon now (such as skeleton structure) but for general understanding they might do)

outside

inside

[regulusstarz]

I HAVE BEEN SILENT FOR LONG ENOUGH. XOD OC!!

Her lore is a bit insane but LET ME COOK PLEASE HER MEE OUUTTT

Luciane lynn.

(picrew of her.)

(headshot of her. The headshot is her design with 16 and the picrew is her with 14)

Name: Luciane Lynn. Gets called "Luce" by her father.

Identity: Questions her gender occasionally, but never thinks about it enough to come to a firm conclusion, simply continues to idenitify as a woman. Also she's a huge lesbian.

Basic lore: Lynn was around 20 when he got her (Not Mpreg. Y'know what i mean.), but her mother cared for her until Luciane was 3 years old. After that she gave her up to Lynn, only being willing to pay child support.

Her relationship with her father

- Childhood: Luciane was clingy ever since she was little, constantly wanting to be around her father. To the point she pretended to be interested to become a nurse herself so he'd take her to watch check-ups on students. The only way other teachers (She went to SSB ever since kindergarden) got her to listen was to reach out to Lynn so he'd tell her whatever they wanted her to get.

- Pre-teen: She mellowed out with her obsession and clingyness over her father, but still loved to be around him. She mostly went along with whatever teachers said and definitely caused lynn a lot less stress.

-Teenage years: With 13, she distanced herself from her father a little. To the point hugging him felt pretty akward. A whole 180° with her respect for teachers, and general personality. She's loud, outspoken, has extreme opinions and stands by them. She only befriends people she finds a benefit in. BUT, she's pretty enough for people to look past it, so She's in the popular clique. This is around the age she starts questioning her own self more and is actually pretty insecurity. To battle that insecurity, she pretends to have unlimited confidence. It gets especially bad when she's 14-15, since that's around the time where Lynn and Marigold get pretty involved with one another. She only has two specific friends, her girlfriend and another girl. (I'll talk about them more in a later post maybe)

- Young adulthood: Another drastic change! She mellows out towards everyone. She still isn't willing to have more than her original friend group, but isn't actively such a jerk anymore. She pursues a medical degree and wants to become some kind of nurse in the future, she doesn't know exactly what yet, but she has an idea. Her relationship with her father becomes closer again and she finally accepts Marigold into the family.

That's all for now because im tired. But PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEE ASK QUESTIONS, she's one of my absolute favorites and i love talking about her,,

[innumerable-stars]

The Adventures of Tom Bombadil Promo Post

(written by @edgeoflight)

Summary: The Adventures of Tom Bombadil is a collection of poems set in Middle-earth around the time of Lord of the Rings. Some of them are purported to be written by Frodo or Sam, but many have more mysterious origins, or have clearly been passed down from older times as oral tradition among hobbits.

Why should I check out this canon? If you’re into hobbit lore, poems, exploring the corners of Middle-earth and mysterious things happening in strange places, then definitely have a look. Some of the themes of the poems involve shadows and reflections, trolls, Frodo’s experiences after the War, dragons and their hoards, Elves inviting mortals to go to Valinor, cats, Mewlips and Gorcrows, the Man in the Moon, Tom Bombadil, and much more.

Where can I get this? The Adventures of Tom Bombadil is sold as a book on its own wherever you would normally purchase books. It’s also available in Kindle format from Amazon. It is also available in Tales From the Perilous Realm, which can be borrowed on the Internet Archive. If you aren’t able to obtain it for whatever reason, let me (@edgeoflight) know, and I’ll provide you with a copy.

What fanworks already exist? There are 16 works so far on AO3, and they involve everything from femslash about Mee and Shee, to exploring what Gorcrows are, to works inspired by the various poems.

[mugenmcfugen]

Funny thing is like, when you get stuck on tiniest bit of lore and my brain is going 1000kph thinking about IT and I want to draw it all out but then my brain goes into anxiety loop because I'm pretty sure its something that makes sense only to mee AAAAAAAAAAA

[dunmer]

i need to be friends with a chronic elder scrolls infodumper RN i love love love it when people talk about their interests !!!!!! tell me all the things you hold back in conversation bc u simply cannot be normal about skyrim, i fully understand it so TELL MEE tell me lore facts tell me about ur favorite items and builds and what npcs youre in love with ajd your oc lore nd that one character you can hate rant about for hours i want to know it all

i domt care if i didnt know you existed until u started talking to me, ur literally my best friend now

tl;dr when u get hit with the “who asked” i am the one who asked. its me.,

[the-offical-raishas-circus]

Fnaf Free roam game ideas!

- you play as post-scoop Micheal Afton (but sometimes as other security guards)

- You play between sister location and Pizzeria Sim 

- you can explore the pizzerias, the town, the SL bunker, ect…

- you are able to separate mike’s soul from his body for a little while to go into the “dreamscape” (the spirit world void that is black, purple and blue) 

- you are able to meet spirits in the void and talk to them (and run the hell away when you find Cassidy)

- William isn’t allowed in the dreamscape because he sucks

- the in game reason is because he’s in a spring lock suit (doesn’t apply to GF because he doesn’t have a endo)

- you have to hide before you go into the dreamscape because no one wants to see a rotting corpse on the sidewalk 

- multiple endings, on of which is the Arson ending and it’s exactly what it sounds like

- You can get Achievements 

- get a achievement for having a polite conversation with Millie Fitzsimmons (she’s hiding in the dreamscape because Molten Freddy is arguing again)

- Cassidy exists to hunt you down and scream at you

- when you encounter her she yaps at you about how much she hates William

- when you turn the volume down she turns it back up and goes “OH NO YOU ARE NOTT ALLOWED TO IGNORE MEE 😡” and starts again from the beginning 

- her dialogue is unskipable 

- you also get sidequests from the spirits

- such as finding (ughhhhhh this name 😭) David’s little Fred bear plush and giving it to him (he gives Mike a big hug and says thank you. Cassidy decides that maybe you aren’t so bad after all. This doesn’t mean she likes you though)

- Elizabeth’s side quest is that you have to find Scrap Baby a tiara otherwise she stabs you with her claw. (She’s happy once you get her tiara though. You can sometimes find her in the dreamscape and if you have done the tiara quest you can give her a hug. She doesn’t mind. Much.)

-A item you can get (read: steal) is a wig and then you can wear it. It does nothing and its definition is “a really cool wig. Look like your hair before it all fell out. It sucks being dead.💀”

If anyone else wants to add anything feel free!!! Anything goes!!! THIS IS NOT LORE ACCURATE. IT IS A FANGAME. PLEASE DO NOT START FIGHTING OVER THIS!!!!

[imliterallymoon]

So I've just finished season one. Holy shit. Here's a list I'd random statements I made whilst listening that sum it up pretty well.

- God, this lightner guy needs to chill. Like, Latin? Pretentious as fuck

- *about Squirm* I mean, at least he got consent?

- JESUS CHRIST JON, LEAVE THE MAN ALONE.

- Vampires exist now apparently, the guy who hunts them is pretty cool, though

- VAMPIRE GUYS IS DEAD? NO!

- GERARD FUCKING KEY

- ah, yes. I also sacrifice my sister to strange, possibly living caves.

- Oh! Cannibals!

- Wait. ITS THE FUCKING PREIST OMG

- *at the beginning of Colony* It's my boy! He's back!🥹

- *at the end* oh no, my boy! 😢

- Jon you ASSHOLE

- Martin, put some fucking pants on

- Jon you dramatic bitch, I love you

- SARAH BALDWIN

- She WAS a smoker, HA

- 'It wasn't touching the ground' no SHIT Sherlock

- *about The Killing Floor* let's be honest here, the real part was worse than the 'scary' part

- Jesus fucking christ, Jane

- *about Anatomy Class* THE TEETH ITS THE FUCKING TEETH

- Mee Maw just has a bit of a cold. I'm sure the flies are normal :)

- 'his son is fine'🙂 'with his new foster family' 😟

- Vases are now homophobic confirmed

- God, Jon is worse than me

- GET SOME REST TALL CHILD (Jon)

- omfg omfg omfg omfg OMFG WORMS

- JESUS FUCKING CHRIST, JANE

- oh, God is Martin dead? Not my boy!

- Tim: I'm sure Jane Prentiss isn't waiting to kill us

Jane: Oh, Archivistt~

Jon: ARE YOU SURE ABOUT THAT?

- WHAT DO YOU MEAN 'THE HOLES'

- God, I need to wash my hands

- THATS NOT SASHA, THATS NOT FUCKING SASHA

- wait, Gertrude Lore??

- Oh, Jon is Screwed

In conclusion: I am obsessed and afraid. Starting season 2 now, wish me luck 🫡