#look idek what this is but i like it a lot
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fushiguro toji in jjk chapter 233;
#jjkedit#fushiguro toji#jujutsu kaisen#sukerokus#userkarura#usersophie#userkururrugi#queenrojpag#usermoonz#usergojoana#userheidi#look idek what this is but i like it a lot#you can see vanessa's influence on my style very clearly in this so thanks for that my dude you're the mvp of manga coloring on tumblr#anyway 233 messed me up i did write a fic about it yesterday which is why the toji coloring is a day late#now i will go write chapter two uwu#edit:all#edit:color
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frank iero is an honorary trans guy to me and I’m not joking
look at this man. tboy swag the likes of which has never been captured before or since
#idek how to describe this he doesn’t look like he was born female. he just looks like a trans guy#he embodies our spirit I think yk he’s a reflection of us and what we aspire to be#and I do. aspire to be him#a lot#its very upsetting actually the levels of gender envy I feel at this exact moment#frank iero#mcr#my chem#my chemical romance#my chemical fucking romance
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like man the parallels between stan and bill are so so so so so fascinating to me ough...... the most obvious thing is that they speak so similarly, often using the same terms and i can't help but wonder how intentional it all was on the part of the writers. biggest one being "eenie meenie miney you" to me, it's so specific.
it could simply be bill picking up stan's mannerisms through ford's memories to further appeal to ford (is that canon somewhere? i don't actually know but i see it mentioned a lot) but some of these are things bill still says and does even when ford is absent. for a being that's lived for trillions of years would terms he picked up only a couple decades ago cement themselves in his behaviour so much?
(also, has anyone ever brought up dreamscaperers' deleted scenes where bill summons a paddleball in the mindscape? stan does the same thing in his own mindscape in the finale. again, that's so specific i can't help but wonder how intentional it was or if it was just a coincidence. i know deleted scenes might not be the best to point to as evidence but i think i've only ever seen someone allude to in one fic and nowhere else?)
i havent read tbob and haven't really kept up much with the new info from it but i have seen the poem about stan and gosh like. it really does seem like it's being consistently hinted at over and over that there's something there with specifically bill and stan. the axolotl's poem was already eyebrow raising with how much of it could be applied to stan and now there's even more..
#idk what im trying to say lol im not smart enough to analyse shit#again i havent read tbob and havent really kept up much with the show's external media.. idek what's in the journal lol#picked up a lot solely through other people's fics and posts ahahha#gravity falls#same coin theory#sure ill tag it.. spare me if im stupid i kinda dont know where to look for the deeper lore stuff without buying the books myself lol#and all the videos i find are so like. idk. i dont like them. i dont like Overly Scripted Generic Narrator Voice it's grating to me#irritant irritant
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liam saying "what the fuck" in his dumb accent is one of my favorite things this year
i can’t even tell what kind of accent it is he’s doing 😭
#he’s so strange i love him#and the fighting over how to pronounce the sauce#idek what hannah is saying#don’t get me started on how he looks#pleaseeeee what even#im so annoyed that he isn’t like#next to me rn#or waiting for me in my bed#life rlly do be like that huh…. why tho#love the shirt idk what it’s called in english#linen shirt? dress shirt?? either way#chefs kiss#a crime to have that many buttons undone#(it’s not even a lot)#🤭🤭🤭🤭#asks!#anon!#liam lawson#f1
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something extra comforting about going back to the things that i found comfort in high school like night in the woods and early cavetown music (go figure). like, i formed stronger anchors after that and they've kinda dissolved away but these are things i know will always be there for me. they were in the past and they will be in the future and wow... it's pretty amazing to be something, at least
#3 am ramblings#nitw#cavetown#:/#idek anymore#also things like deltarune and old friends who are dependable people and old playlists#these all mean quite a lot to me and i don't want to forget them#maybe it's easier to forget about what's less likely to dissappear#tho i do find myself cherishing the fragile anchors that are yet to snap#perspective changes in weird ways by weird things#and maybe these things are fragile. they won't disappear but they can weaken over time so i must cherish everything i hsve#and it takes so much time for new anchors to sement themselves#fortunately it's not nostalgia#or not primarily#these are not good times i am looking back on#it's more a rebirth#new perspective on old things#a breath of fresh air#and fuck#idk if there's much i need more than that rn
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hey so do you think wtv keiko had to deal with growing up with yusuke could be considered a type of parentification
#god chapters where barely anything happens except a character's realization about things can be hard ...#im writing another keiko pov chapter and it's hard because well!!#keiko was never really a main focus in the series and as time goes on she gets even less of a focus so i have to fill in these spots#in her personality and views that aren't really explored. im taking a lot of liberties lets say#and idek if it's gonna read as in character cos of that#anyway im tryna say that like. pre series keiko was basically this presence in yusuke's life and he saw her as a pain but he cared#she was there to scold him and cajole him into going to his classes and she was his only friend#now we know atsuko was negligent and idk how involved the yukimuras were in his life but i feel like keiko#whether directly or indirectly was given this duty like you have to keep him outta trouble#you're smart you're mature he needs someone like you. this responsibility just kind of put on her before she can understand the weight of i#and she can't really comprehend that weight until it's abruptly taken from her. yusuke dies and there's no one to shepherd#i feel like keiko should get to be mad about this. this realization of the nature of their dynamic. keiko planning things around yusuke#who's never done that in his life. not because he's purposely being thoughtless but bc he was never the one to have to plan#to think about what their future looks like. he just kinda drifted along and keiko tried to do damage control. it wasn't fair#yusuke is keeping secrets from her she is scared of high school and that he'll die again without her knowing why and it's unfair#so she should get to be mad also because girls getting to be mad is one of my favorite things 👍🏼#the realization that yusuke won't be lost without her so she shouldn't hinge her life on the expectation that he will be#she worries about yusuke a lot i think. especially after he comes back from the dead. and i think kuwa's presence would help ease that#dread in her heart. it doesn't have to be just me. there's someone who can be there with him always and it doesn't have to be me#the guilty relief of not having to be the sacrifice. but kuwa doesn't mind so maybe it's okay this way#idk just rambles about my fic while i puzzle out how to word it#character analysis#yukimura keiko#yu yu hakusho
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You said "remus is too busy being in love with karl that he doesn't realize prongsfoot are in love with him" so what happens once he does realize prongsfoot are in love with him? Will they get all his attention or will karl always be his one true love? If so how do prongsfoot feel about it?
LLAMA!!!! finally getting around to answer this, I will preface it by saying I think the horny ghost of gay Karl Marx possessed me and I cannot be held accountable for what you're about to read! Also, after writing this I realized that I completely ignored the "in love with" part, so that'll have to wait for part 3, this part 2 of the antifa wolfstarbucks saga is more about bookshelves, horniness and practical examples of communism than it is about love, sorrynotsorry we will get to the love part eventually!
Okay so this is a direct continuation of the antifa wolfstarbucks post, here we go:
They're all dancing and Remus still feels a bit strange third wheeling a couple like that, Sirius and James are making out passionately and he would give them their privacy but he can't because one of his hands is locked with James's hand, and James's thumb is slowly rubbing circles on the knuckles of Remus's thumb. Meanwhile Sirius put one of his hands in the back pocket of Remus's jeans, which at first made Remus really excited because he thought it might finally be a clear sign that they are actually flirting with him, but then he remembers it's his left jeans pocket, where he keeps the communist manifesto, so Sirius probably just wants to feel a bit closer to Karl Marx while he's kissing his boyfriend, and Remus's ass cheek is simply collateral damage. Sirius keeps massaging his ass though, but Remus thinks he's probably doing that to soothe him so he's not too upset Sirius is taking advantage of Remus's communist manifesto instead of using his own...
That thought makes Remus look up at the bookshelves on the wall and his eyes automatically start searching for the communist manifesto. He can see 2 complete editions of Das Kapital in all their beauty, and there is a book wedged in between them but it looks a bit too big to be a copy of the communist manifesto. Remus disentangles himself from James and Sirius, who break their kiss to look at him but he doesn't even notice because now he's standing in front of the bookshelf, staring at a copy of Conjectures and Refutations by Karl Popper that sits in between the two editions of capital. Remus lets out a shocked gasp and takes the book from the shelf, looking for another space where it might fit in better, literally anywhere else will do but you can't just put Popper into a Marx sandwich, that should be illegal (even if the whole question of legality might be a bit complicated in this context, he thinks, chuckling to himself because he's so funny, making a joke about these silly anarchists who don't know how to properly organize a bookshelf. Did they organize it by author's first names or did they put Popper there on purpose? He can't even decide which option he finds more appalling). Remus settles on putting Popper next to Hayek, shuddering a little at the spectre of neoliberalism that haunts that section of the bookshelf. He quickly averts his gaze, not wanting to discover any other Mont Pèlerin society members and looks for something to soothe his mind when his eyes finally fall onto an edition of the Communist manifesto and other texts by Marx and Engels, right in between Hannah Arendt and Rosa Luxemburg and he starts to really question the sanity of whoever organized the bookshelf.
Suddenly he feels hands on his hips and Sirius is pressed against his back, resting his chin on Remus's shoulder and even through the book in his back pocket he can feel Sirius's arousal pressing against him... well, against him and Karl... Remus blushes hard at how much he enjoys that last thought and he's only a little bit embarrassed to admit that he is starting to get turned on by Sirius pressing against his back, knowing he still has the communist manifesto in his back pocket. He turns his face a bit to the left, where James is looking at the two of them with a fond expression.
"Are you okay with this Remus? If anything makes you uncomfortable please just say something and we will stop!" Remus looks at James, trying to decipher what he could have meant by that. Is Remus uncomfortable with their unorganized bookshelf? Well, yes, of course he is. But something (it might be Sirius's hands running all over his torso and occasionally brushing his nipples in a way that does not feel completely accidental, but Remus still isn't convinced Sirius is doing it on purpose) tells him this is about something else. Maybe James is asking permission to keep kissing Sirius in front of Remus, and if that is it Remus wants to scream YES! because even if he can never join them, he's so happy to be part of it in any small way they let him be. And if Sirius enjoys rubbing against his back and touching him, he might feel a little bit used knowing it's actually all for James (and maybe a little bit for Karl too) and not for him, but god, being used has never felt this good.
Remus looks James in the eyes and manages to sound almost normal when he says "I'm good, I'm just really happy to be here with you guys" with a trembling voice, while Sirius's hands keep exploring Remus's body in a way that makes Remus think about sharing his means of reproduction with the both them. James's face breaks into a big smile and by the sound of Sirius behind him, he's also very happy about it. As if on cue Sirius starts kissing Remus's neck and Remus thinks he might actually faint any second now because this is so much more than he could've ever hoped for, and it's also so surprising to him, since up until 5 minutes ago there had been no signs at all that these guys might actually be interested in him!! At some point he must've closed his eyes, just lost in the sensation of Sirius pressed against his back, hard, with his tongue and mouth and teeth exploring his neck, his back,...
Remus makes a very undignified sound when Sirius bites down on his shoulder and Sirius stops immediately and asks with a concerned voice "too much?" Remus doesn't know how to answer this without giving away how much more he wants from them so he just turns around and kisses Sirius to show him that nothing he has done so far has been too much, Remus is so greedy now, if he can only have them for a night, he wants nothing more than to turn "from each according to his abilities, to each according to his needs" into a sexy, practical mantra. He's sure Marx would approve, he was all about acting on ideology and not just talking shit about theory after all, and Remus is so, so ready to act on that particular philosophy and give them everything he can and take all they are willing to give to him in return.
James seems to sense this shift in Remus's mood and gently grabs them both by their waists and starts massaging their lower backs while they continue making out. As soon as they break their kiss (far too soon for Remus's liking) James swoops in and pecks Sirius on the nose, which makes both of them giggle and share a look that's so intimate and full of love and adoration, Remus can't help but smile because he loves seeing them like that. Then James turns to Remus and looks at him with a clear question in his eyes. Remus can only manage a tiny nod, he wants this, he wants it so badly and he's afraid if he talks now he will ruin this perfect moment and make them reconsider everything so he doesn't dare. He just looks at James and tilts his head a bit to the right and towards James, who happily takes the hint and closes the distance between them.
#ask#antifa marauders agenda#antifa wolfstarbucks#karl marx fanboy rj lupo#llama tag#wolfstarbucks#yeah like i said idek what this is and how it escalated so quickly from remus looking at their bookshelves to whatever this is#but uhm.. enjoy? i guess? haha i had a lot of fun writing this and only giggled for like 5 minutes when i came up with#sharing the means of reproduction lol#just be glad there aren't even more bad butchered marx quotes in there i had a few other close calls that i eventually didn't include but#there are still some iconic marx quotes left waiting to be butchered by me
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guys would it be okay if I posted my poyt fanart?
#even if I made omega look like me?#again it’s not OFFICIAL fanart it’s just something I made bc I felt inspired and I like to draw#and obv I know she’s meant to look like the reader so she is ambiguous#but I drew her how I personally see her#which is obv quite different from how a lot of you see her#idek hall am I making sense??#my intention isn’t to make anyone feel not included#that’s why this isn’t OFFICIAL art work or anything#it’s just me drawing what’s in MY head#when I read it#so like as a reader I imagine her to look like me#but that’s not what I intend for everyone to think she looks like??#does that make sense#bc she is you so she will look how you want her to look#but this is how I imagine her to look FOR ME PERSONALLY ONLY#y’all I’m waffling 😂😂😂
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more angie art i dusted off
#angepitoyeir#megaman x dive#rockman x dive#these are probably more publicly available but i'm finna nuke my accounts#people HATED angepitoyier fans when he was first revealed#it was funny how i got swept up into it#they called me the sh-tacon word a lot even though i told everyone he just#looks like angel/cupid kirby idek what they were smoking#i did ship him with roll though#like a “please hold my hand” kind of way#they told me i was cucking iceman?????????????????#ancient art ifact
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GUESS WHO FINALLY CAUGHT UP W THE BLLK MANGA 🤩
#thoughts atm…kurona is so cute idek where he came from but he’s literally adorable#i NEED karasu omg he’s so fine i want to [redacted] [redacted] until we [redacted]#jkjk ofc#also i still love nagi he is my beautiful special princess#i rlly like reo a lot too!! but i don’t really like nagi and reo together.#they as a duo are just kinda boring to me which ik is an unpopular opinion but i must live my truth#and my truth is that they are more compelling interacting w other characters than w each other#wait also when isagi pulled up w the guns i lowkey lost it LMAOAO what even was that#barou continues to be cunty 🤩 i do feel like he looks better as the manga goes on though fs#i wish anri didn’t have so many fan service scenes 😢 but what can you do ig#me and sae are enemies because he has a dumbass haircut but i also can’t stop watching edits of him so like#mayhaps an enemies to lovers arc is incoming idk#rin needs therapy DESPERATELY somebody stop that boy from touching a soccer ball until he’s had at least 8 sessions#because the way that whole mental breakdown in the u20 arc was just not addressed is insane#and kaiser needs to use his million dollar salary to go to a hairstylist instead of letting ness do it#because whatever tf he has going on is certainly…a choice…#okay i think that’s all!! for now at least#m’s thoughts
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𓆝 𓆟 𓆞𓆝 𓆟 𓆞
#sorry everyone another spiral/vent incoming#mental health been so bad this week I said fuck it and found a therapist#because I cannot keep living this way it’s ruining my life#like rn I’m terrified to go to sleep bc I’ve convinced myself of a blood clot in my arm 😐 and it’s like realistically it was probably just#cramping bc I did some crafts today in a not great position like in my head I know that’s probably what it is but then there’s always that#little voice saying what if it’s not what if it is actually a clot and you go to bed and die? and what am I supposed to do with that? just#go to bed? I cant. I know unfortunately tonight will be a night where I will stay up until I physically can’t anymore so yay so fun#and it’s like a bunch of little things add up to symptoms in my mind and suddenly I cant remember if my arm has always looked that way or#always been that red etc. it’s so frustrating#why was I cursed to be so stupid and annoying? ugh#not only that I’m extremely nauseous rn ugh#I had to buck up and put my grown man pants on and finally pick a therapist can you believe it’s the#same therapist I’ve been thinking about since I first started looking at the beginning of the year 😐 what is wrong with me man idk why I put#it off for so long but hopefully now I can get the ball rolling on this and work towards being better and maybe even being on meds and#I think it’s bc I didnt wanna do virtual but for rn that would be best for me#please god don’t let it be out the ass expensive#honeslty idek if it’s bc my mental health was bad this week I just had a lot of spirals this week and the past few weeks have been stressful#and I’m just so done with it like I got so annoyed I scheduled/requested appointments I’d been putting off out of fear and now this
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you know until relatively recently i thought i'm at least like.. noticeably above average appearance-wise, i took it basically as a given since i was a little kid. but then i realized i'm actually ugly as fuck and nobody would ever pay any attention to me or find me good-looking or hot or whatever and i will be alone forever and die alone. so.
#iso.txt#vent post#obviously not posting a picture of myself so this is a pointless post. but it's better this way#i like the fact that lots of people here pay attention to me and it's because i'm smart and funny and say interesting things#every few days i realize this and start crying about it like some kind of idiot. i should get plastic surgery to fix all this but idek what#i told two of my friends about this and they gave me some nonsense about society and so on so thats basically confirmation lmfao#like if someone who is conventionally attractive asked you that you would Not fucking say that.#also some bs about how maybe nobody ever expressed any interest in me bc they don't think they'd have a chance. riiiiight lmfao#ik it's so superficial but i hate all of my features so much me being born was a mistake#i know that the fact that BASICALLY NOBODY EVER TRIES TO TALK TO ME is an indicator of that anyway#it just actually hurts like. i hope it's just bc where i live i'm not good at the language but maybe that's just cope#i just don't get it. i'm always better dressed than the majority of people in my classes. in my opinion.#like being presentable and shit matters doesn't it#maybe it's just that i sit in the front row and nobody there talks to anyone bc we actually want to take notes#i do have 'friends' but i don't get it. i don't get it how do you just 'meet people' who would ever pay attention to me.#the number of times i talked to someone who i wasn't introduced to by someone else is TINY#it's so unfair bc i'm like smart and funny and so on#sometimes if i squint im like well *i* think i'm kind of good looking. but LITERALLY NOBODY ELSE does#people only say that when they're trying to be nice.#now i'm thinking this type of post is going to make ppl think i post like a girl again and it's making me more upset but whatever idc idc#at best i'm 'cute.' people call me that a lot. i'm cute like a little kid is cute. i'd never be anything else to them.#i know it 'doesn't actually matter' but maybe it matters TO ME#basically any time i look in the mirror im reminded of all the reasons i ever wanted to kms
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My elderly coworker today was telling my friend and I how she doesn't like tattoos bc she hates that people would scar and ruin their bodies like that and im like Well I'm already covered in actual scars on my whole body so why not add some sick ink to it too y'know.
#meow.txt#i already have permanent markings everywhere#why not add ones that look cool at least#anyway shes nice shes just old fashioned like that#my mom is kinda similar but more in the 'what if you regret it also they look ugly when you have a lot' category#which is why i want more tattoos to spite her.#im up to 3 i need more but i only have 1 more idea and idek where to put it :'((#the back of my shoulder maybe...#i want some on my legs too eventually maybe but idk what
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i Need to draw more post S4 stuff know that i think about it Constantly
#i'll get to it eventually ive just been avoiding the design work 😭 so much to do... cant draw characters if i dont know what they look like#and i cant just draw them the same for the +10 year stuff. things within a few years post S4 are fine tho#i have sooooooo many wips from over the years idek where they all are#you guys think i post a lot now imagine if i actually finished all of my wips#neeeeeeeed to draw vi helping clem re-train herself post injury#also starting to work on clems bday comic 😏 its post S4 AND about the belltower (i started the script last year its finally time...)#it speaks#twdg#once i get a portable tablet and stop doodling on 1000000 post-its its so over for me
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the way we handle medical leave in the states even for people with good benefits is cruel
#the number of hoops i have to jump through. the way that my requirements for one surgery are apparently different from another surgery#even though there's nothing in the paperwork to indicate any need for that and the surgeries don't differ all that much#the way that they lost my initial letter and now i'm up against my deadline next week and they haven't even told me what day next week#so i'm worried that it's literally tomorrow#the way i am not receiving ANY pay for an entire month because of all the delays so i'm having to live off my savings#the way that every single person i've talked to has said something different about what is and isn't required#the way that for a lot of this i had to be navigating it while high on painkillers immediately post-surgery#the way that the group my employer contracts through has two different emails and names and flips between them constantly#the way that my healthcare provider does it differently than every other healthcare provider so i need special forms from them#instead of the leave group but then the leave group doesn't seem to accept the forms that they send#the way that the doctors office has seemed incredibly confused by my requests#the way that the ROI office told me they'd send over a completed form and never did#the way i literally don't even know who to call next to try and sort this out or if it's possible TO sort out#like i guess i'll call the leave group tomorrow and cry and beg for an extension. i guess i'll grovel bc it's the difference#of getting a few thousand dollars or not and i can't just be like oh well guess i won't get my short term disability pay#especially bc none of the hospitals have billed me yet and i'm getting scared bc i don't know what my ER bill is going to look like#bc they did xrays and a CT scan and they gave me a splint and a sling and a lot of drugs#so i do need the money. just sitting here like. idek what to do lmfao.#not tagging this bc i'm on desktop and i can't do the accent mark easily and idk where my phone is rn sorry
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I've legit no idea what I'm gonna say at this thing
#there's a networking event for artists on and I'm like 👁👄👁#also it's cold af and might still be icy so idek if imma be able to reach the event lol#but if i manage to go idk what to say about myself 🤡#also ugh i put on a lot of moisturiser last night and somehow when applying makeup today my skin STILL looks dry#anyways!#roacc
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