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fushiguro toji in jjk chapter 233;
#jjkedit#fushiguro toji#jujutsu kaisen#sukerokus#userkarura#usersophie#userkururrugi#queenrojpag#usermoonz#usergojoana#userheidi#look idek what this is but i like it a lot#you can see vanessa's influence on my style very clearly in this so thanks for that my dude you're the mvp of manga coloring on tumblr#anyway 233 messed me up i did write a fic about it yesterday which is why the toji coloring is a day late#now i will go write chapter two uwu#edit:all#edit:color
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frank iero is an honorary trans guy to me and I’m not joking
look at this man. tboy swag the likes of which has never been captured before or since
#idek how to describe this he doesn’t look like he was born female. he just looks like a trans guy#he embodies our spirit I think yk he’s a reflection of us and what we aspire to be#and I do. aspire to be him#a lot#its very upsetting actually the levels of gender envy I feel at this exact moment#frank iero#mcr#my chem#my chemical romance#my chemical fucking romance
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like man the parallels between stan and bill are so so so so so fascinating to me ough...... the most obvious thing is that they speak so similarly, often using the same terms and i can't help but wonder how intentional it all was on the part of the writers. biggest one being "eenie meenie miney you" to me, it's so specific.
it could simply be bill picking up stan's mannerisms through ford's memories to further appeal to ford (is that canon somewhere? i don't actually know but i see it mentioned a lot) but some of these are things bill still says and does even when ford is absent. for a being that's lived for trillions of years would terms he picked up only a couple decades ago cement themselves in his behaviour so much?
(also, has anyone ever brought up dreamscaperers' deleted scenes where bill summons a paddleball in the mindscape? stan does the same thing in his own mindscape in the finale. again, that's so specific i can't help but wonder how intentional it was or if it was just a coincidence. i know deleted scenes might not be the best to point to as evidence but i think i've only ever seen someone allude to in one fic and nowhere else?)
i havent read tbob and haven't really kept up much with the new info from it but i have seen the poem about stan and gosh like. it really does seem like it's being consistently hinted at over and over that there's something there with specifically bill and stan. the axolotl's poem was already eyebrow raising with how much of it could be applied to stan and now there's even more..
#idk what im trying to say lol im not smart enough to analyse shit#again i havent read tbob and havent really kept up much with the show's external media.. idek what's in the journal lol#picked up a lot solely through other people's fics and posts ahahha#gravity falls#same coin theory#sure ill tag it.. spare me if im stupid i kinda dont know where to look for the deeper lore stuff without buying the books myself lol#and all the videos i find are so like. idk. i dont like them. i dont like Overly Scripted Generic Narrator Voice it's grating to me#irritant irritant
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liam saying "what the fuck" in his dumb accent is one of my favorite things this year
i can’t even tell what kind of accent it is he’s doing 😭
#he’s so strange i love him#and the fighting over how to pronounce the sauce#idek what hannah is saying#don’t get me started on how he looks#pleaseeeee what even#im so annoyed that he isn’t like#next to me rn#or waiting for me in my bed#life rlly do be like that huh…. why tho#love the shirt idk what it’s called in english#linen shirt? dress shirt?? either way#chefs kiss#a crime to have that many buttons undone#(it’s not even a lot)#🤭🤭🤭🤭#asks!#anon!#liam lawson#f1
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something extra comforting about going back to the things that i found comfort in high school like night in the woods and early cavetown music (go figure). like, i formed stronger anchors after that and they've kinda dissolved away but these are things i know will always be there for me. they were in the past and they will be in the future and wow... it's pretty amazing to be something, at least
#3 am ramblings#nitw#cavetown#:/#idek anymore#also things like deltarune and old friends who are dependable people and old playlists#these all mean quite a lot to me and i don't want to forget them#maybe it's easier to forget about what's less likely to dissappear#tho i do find myself cherishing the fragile anchors that are yet to snap#perspective changes in weird ways by weird things#and maybe these things are fragile. they won't disappear but they can weaken over time so i must cherish everything i hsve#and it takes so much time for new anchors to sement themselves#fortunately it's not nostalgia#or not primarily#these are not good times i am looking back on#it's more a rebirth#new perspective on old things#a breath of fresh air#and fuck#idk if there's much i need more than that rn
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hey so do you think wtv keiko had to deal with growing up with yusuke could be considered a type of parentification
#god chapters where barely anything happens except a character's realization about things can be hard ...#im writing another keiko pov chapter and it's hard because well!!#keiko was never really a main focus in the series and as time goes on she gets even less of a focus so i have to fill in these spots#in her personality and views that aren't really explored. im taking a lot of liberties lets say#and idek if it's gonna read as in character cos of that#anyway im tryna say that like. pre series keiko was basically this presence in yusuke's life and he saw her as a pain but he cared#she was there to scold him and cajole him into going to his classes and she was his only friend#now we know atsuko was negligent and idk how involved the yukimuras were in his life but i feel like keiko#whether directly or indirectly was given this duty like you have to keep him outta trouble#you're smart you're mature he needs someone like you. this responsibility just kind of put on her before she can understand the weight of i#and she can't really comprehend that weight until it's abruptly taken from her. yusuke dies and there's no one to shepherd#i feel like keiko should get to be mad about this. this realization of the nature of their dynamic. keiko planning things around yusuke#who's never done that in his life. not because he's purposely being thoughtless but bc he was never the one to have to plan#to think about what their future looks like. he just kinda drifted along and keiko tried to do damage control. it wasn't fair#yusuke is keeping secrets from her she is scared of high school and that he'll die again without her knowing why and it's unfair#so she should get to be mad also because girls getting to be mad is one of my favorite things 👍🏼#the realization that yusuke won't be lost without her so she shouldn't hinge her life on the expectation that he will be#she worries about yusuke a lot i think. especially after he comes back from the dead. and i think kuwa's presence would help ease that#dread in her heart. it doesn't have to be just me. there's someone who can be there with him always and it doesn't have to be me#the guilty relief of not having to be the sacrifice. but kuwa doesn't mind so maybe it's okay this way#idk just rambles about my fic while i puzzle out how to word it#character analysis#yukimura keiko#yu yu hakusho
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guys would it be okay if I posted my poyt fanart?
#even if I made omega look like me?#again it’s not OFFICIAL fanart it’s just something I made bc I felt inspired and I like to draw#and obv I know she’s meant to look like the reader so she is ambiguous#but I drew her how I personally see her#which is obv quite different from how a lot of you see her#idek hall am I making sense??#my intention isn’t to make anyone feel not included#that’s why this isn’t OFFICIAL art work or anything#it’s just me drawing what’s in MY head#when I read it#so like as a reader I imagine her to look like me#but that’s not what I intend for everyone to think she looks like??#does that make sense#bc she is you so she will look how you want her to look#but this is how I imagine her to look FOR ME PERSONALLY ONLY#y’all I’m waffling 😂😂😂
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more angie art i dusted off
#angepitoyeir#megaman x dive#rockman x dive#these are probably more publicly available but i'm finna nuke my accounts#people HATED angepitoyier fans when he was first revealed#it was funny how i got swept up into it#they called me the sh-tacon word a lot even though i told everyone he just#looks like angel/cupid kirby idek what they were smoking#i did ship him with roll though#like a “please hold my hand” kind of way#they told me i was cucking iceman?????????????????#ancient art ifact
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GUESS WHO FINALLY CAUGHT UP W THE BLLK MANGA 🤩
#thoughts atm…kurona is so cute idek where he came from but he’s literally adorable#i NEED karasu omg he’s so fine i want to [redacted] [redacted] until we [redacted]#jkjk ofc#also i still love nagi he is my beautiful special princess#i rlly like reo a lot too!! but i don’t really like nagi and reo together.#they as a duo are just kinda boring to me which ik is an unpopular opinion but i must live my truth#and my truth is that they are more compelling interacting w other characters than w each other#wait also when isagi pulled up w the guns i lowkey lost it LMAOAO what even was that#barou continues to be cunty 🤩 i do feel like he looks better as the manga goes on though fs#i wish anri didn’t have so many fan service scenes 😢 but what can you do ig#me and sae are enemies because he has a dumbass haircut but i also can’t stop watching edits of him so like#mayhaps an enemies to lovers arc is incoming idk#rin needs therapy DESPERATELY somebody stop that boy from touching a soccer ball until he’s had at least 8 sessions#because the way that whole mental breakdown in the u20 arc was just not addressed is insane#and kaiser needs to use his million dollar salary to go to a hairstylist instead of letting ness do it#because whatever tf he has going on is certainly…a choice…#okay i think that’s all!! for now at least#m’s thoughts
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you know until relatively recently i thought i'm at least like.. noticeably above average appearance-wise, i took it basically as a given since i was a little kid. but then i realized i'm actually ugly as fuck and nobody would ever pay any attention to me or find me good-looking or hot or whatever and i will be alone forever and die alone. so.
#iso.txt#vent post#obviously not posting a picture of myself so this is a pointless post. but it's better this way#i like the fact that lots of people here pay attention to me and it's because i'm smart and funny and say interesting things#every few days i realize this and start crying about it like some kind of idiot. i should get plastic surgery to fix all this but idek what#i told two of my friends about this and they gave me some nonsense about society and so on so thats basically confirmation lmfao#like if someone who is conventionally attractive asked you that you would Not fucking say that.#also some bs about how maybe nobody ever expressed any interest in me bc they don't think they'd have a chance. riiiiight lmfao#ik it's so superficial but i hate all of my features so much me being born was a mistake#i know that the fact that BASICALLY NOBODY EVER TRIES TO TALK TO ME is an indicator of that anyway#it just actually hurts like. i hope it's just bc where i live i'm not good at the language but maybe that's just cope#i just don't get it. i'm always better dressed than the majority of people in my classes. in my opinion.#like being presentable and shit matters doesn't it#maybe it's just that i sit in the front row and nobody there talks to anyone bc we actually want to take notes#i do have 'friends' but i don't get it. i don't get it how do you just 'meet people' who would ever pay attention to me.#the number of times i talked to someone who i wasn't introduced to by someone else is TINY#it's so unfair bc i'm like smart and funny and so on#sometimes if i squint im like well *i* think i'm kind of good looking. but LITERALLY NOBODY ELSE does#people only say that when they're trying to be nice.#now i'm thinking this type of post is going to make ppl think i post like a girl again and it's making me more upset but whatever idc idc#at best i'm 'cute.' people call me that a lot. i'm cute like a little kid is cute. i'd never be anything else to them.#i know it 'doesn't actually matter' but maybe it matters TO ME#basically any time i look in the mirror im reminded of all the reasons i ever wanted to kms
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My elderly coworker today was telling my friend and I how she doesn't like tattoos bc she hates that people would scar and ruin their bodies like that and im like Well I'm already covered in actual scars on my whole body so why not add some sick ink to it too y'know.
#meow.txt#i already have permanent markings everywhere#why not add ones that look cool at least#anyway shes nice shes just old fashioned like that#my mom is kinda similar but more in the 'what if you regret it also they look ugly when you have a lot' category#which is why i want more tattoos to spite her.#im up to 3 i need more but i only have 1 more idea and idek where to put it :'((#the back of my shoulder maybe...#i want some on my legs too eventually maybe but idk what
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i Need to draw more post S4 stuff know that i think about it Constantly
#i'll get to it eventually ive just been avoiding the design work 😭 so much to do... cant draw characters if i dont know what they look like#and i cant just draw them the same for the +10 year stuff. things within a few years post S4 are fine tho#i have sooooooo many wips from over the years idek where they all are#you guys think i post a lot now imagine if i actually finished all of my wips#neeeeeeeed to draw vi helping clem re-train herself post injury#also starting to work on clems bday comic 😏 its post S4 AND about the belltower (i started the script last year its finally time...)#it speaks#twdg#once i get a portable tablet and stop doodling on 1000000 post-its its so over for me
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the way we handle medical leave in the states even for people with good benefits is cruel
#the number of hoops i have to jump through. the way that my requirements for one surgery are apparently different from another surgery#even though there's nothing in the paperwork to indicate any need for that and the surgeries don't differ all that much#the way that they lost my initial letter and now i'm up against my deadline next week and they haven't even told me what day next week#so i'm worried that it's literally tomorrow#the way i am not receiving ANY pay for an entire month because of all the delays so i'm having to live off my savings#the way that every single person i've talked to has said something different about what is and isn't required#the way that for a lot of this i had to be navigating it while high on painkillers immediately post-surgery#the way that the group my employer contracts through has two different emails and names and flips between them constantly#the way that my healthcare provider does it differently than every other healthcare provider so i need special forms from them#instead of the leave group but then the leave group doesn't seem to accept the forms that they send#the way that the doctors office has seemed incredibly confused by my requests#the way that the ROI office told me they'd send over a completed form and never did#the way i literally don't even know who to call next to try and sort this out or if it's possible TO sort out#like i guess i'll call the leave group tomorrow and cry and beg for an extension. i guess i'll grovel bc it's the difference#of getting a few thousand dollars or not and i can't just be like oh well guess i won't get my short term disability pay#especially bc none of the hospitals have billed me yet and i'm getting scared bc i don't know what my ER bill is going to look like#bc they did xrays and a CT scan and they gave me a splint and a sling and a lot of drugs#so i do need the money. just sitting here like. idek what to do lmfao.#not tagging this bc i'm on desktop and i can't do the accent mark easily and idk where my phone is rn sorry
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I've legit no idea what I'm gonna say at this thing
#there's a networking event for artists on and I'm like 👁👄👁#also it's cold af and might still be icy so idek if imma be able to reach the event lol#but if i manage to go idk what to say about myself 🤡#also ugh i put on a lot of moisturiser last night and somehow when applying makeup today my skin STILL looks dry#anyways!#roacc
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#don't know if it's like#that time of the month making these feelings more intense and i say this a LOT but damn i rly do feel my time on sm coming to an end#like i feel like being on here long term is holding me back in a way#but at the same time the reason i've been so afraid to take that leap is because idk what a world where i'm fully away from it (by that#i mean like no tumblr no ig no reddit no NOTHING just being completely alone w/ my thoughts and feelings and learning how to enjoy that)#and like ok isolating myself is Very Bad for my mental health i fully get that and its why ive been like afraid to leave completely#but then again why bother staying in a place w/ a history where the bad often outweighs the good for me#esp when i've chosen solace in some ppl who uh were#not the best ppl to look for that solace when you're Going Thru It#idek it's left me thinking abt the past too much when i SHOULD be in the present#anyway i'll stop w/ the rambles i just want to be offline in the way idk bill hader is offline gshdifhgtuioweiruty#be quiet drea#tbd bc im just venting in tags lmao
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can never describe enough how excited I am for the inevitable 2010s revival of the future
(also this turned into a massive ramble accidentally?)
#like i know there are already kids being like ''i wish i was a teenager in 2014 😭'' but i mean like#you know how like the past 5 years have been so 80s inspired#and also 90s#and how the 90s were really into the 60s#and i cannot wait for all the awful aesthetics that were everywhere when i was 12 to come back#bc i'm curious how it'll look. bc obviously it won't be like. the 2010s are back#it'll be this romanticised idea of the 2010s and i wonder which parts will be rejected and which parts you'll see Everywhere#god i feel like there needs to be a new Thing that causes the need for nostalgia#e.g. in the 70s when punk and indie started as a response to the way music was getting so. idk. complicated or whatever#or like kind of inaccessible to do yourself. like dgmw prog rock slaps disco slaps etc. but not everyone could just. do that#and then punk happened and it was so simplified like no long guitar solos or whatever it was so stripped down. and same with indie#not to ramble about what was in my dissertation but early indie was SO 60s influenced it was unreal. and. it was the nostalgia.....#and then i guess with punk there was new wave and post punk and then new romantics and synthpop and things got synthier and then idk#the 80s were so electronic which. again it slaps. but then it got to a point that it was Too Much again that there needed to be a Return#to the past and stuff. so then grunge and britpop and other stuff happened#and idek it always seems to be there's a new music genre or new subculture that evolves over a few years into different things#before getting too much and the next generation wants to go back so they make a new genre. which then evolves and the cycle goes on#but (at least from what I've seen. which probably isn't a lot bc i live under a rock) there doesn't seem to be anything New lately?#everything's all revivals of older genres now. like i haven't seen any new equivalent to emo or britpop or punk or beat or rock n roll etc#like a thing that Changes the timeline. and i was reading this essay about the new beatles song saying how we don't need a new beatles song#even though the new song's still cool it was kind of saying like everything nowadays is recycled and nothing is shocking anymore#like nostalgia is so big now. with all the film remakes and stuff like that. there is nooTHING NEWLY NEW. IDEK. I am rambling so much#just thinking about many things. this was sparked bc i listened to twilight by cover drive and it literally transported me back to year 7#and that led to early 10s nostalgia and by the time that comes back into fashion will the nostalgia problem be worse or will something have#happened within that time. like a new punk or something. tbf i guess a lot of what I'm talking about is to do with rock and i mean#there's rap and stuff which i don't listen to a lot of so idk maybe there's stuff going on there which i don't know about. but then#i want there to be something i Do know about. like something you can't escape. kids are all dressing like this and listening to this and#we WILL hear about it. new proper subculture that isn't just a week long tiktok trend. ykw i blame tiktok for all of this lol#but yeah. holy shit tag limit#ramble
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