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Composite chart observations
(18+ mdni)
Conjunctions are great but look at what’s involved in the conjunction
Debilitation within conjunction could bring down the whole thing
Debilitated mars may make getting started extremely difficult
I had an exact conjunction (sun mercury venus mars all in early degrees cancer like 0-2orb) with a scorpio moon (mars and moon debilitated mutual reception) eventhough everything trined it took us forever to get started (Saturn conjunct jupiter in the first) we finally hooked up after 3 years we barely talk and every single conversation was either arguing or sexual. Mars really did its thing there.
I think the mars being debilitated overpowered the sun mercury and venus who are all okay with being in cancer but the mars caused these angry and sexual feelings to linger for a long time also the scorpio moon added to the inability to let it go. But it could also be because that scorpio moon is super important
Venus conjunct sun in composite is better than in synastry. Venus and sun in synastry can cause idealization but in composite it’s a little more mutual. (Can be superficial though)
Anything in the 7th house for a composite chart shows how you guys deal with third parties. From my experience
Pluto in the 7th house indicates a lot of possessiveness
Mars in the 7th people might not like the relationship.
Mars or Pluto in the 7th, 10th, or 11th people probably want to break you up.
Moon in the 7th? My relationship with this one we literally dealt with feelings through other people (we were poly and he would talk about how he felt about me to the other girl but never me).
We had 5th house stellium in cancer our relationship was mostly about sex in the house never anywhere else.
And 5th house ruler (being very important in this chart) in the 7th was a heavy emphasis on other people. I had a falling out with the girl and the relationship with him did not feel as interesting.
11th house placements talk about community. I had neptune in the 11th house and we knew about eachothers friends, but never met them. (Distance)
Chiron or Lilith in the 7th can indicate 3rd party involvement maybe Neptune too
Stellium in the 7th could be a very social relationship?
Venus conjunct moon has a deep intimacy to it
Me and one of my guy friends have a stellium in the 5ths but Aquarius rising with Uranus in the 1st and we are solely friends but the sexual tension is so real and we always pretend to be dating and like post eachother and stuff. He’s like my boyfriend but not fr.
I have a lot of 5th house stelliums in synastry apparently😂. Me and my guy friends have 5 planets in the 5th house and north node and they are all opposite Pluto and when he mentions another girl I get so tense and idek why lol. we’re not dating or anything I just get soooo triggered I had to stop talking to him for like 6th months cause he broughtt his girl best friend around me. But he’s like the same and he’s literally always going off on someone who hits on me every time we hangout. And my friend says she feels weird cause whenever she talks to me he like places himself right between us. We should never date cause it would be a nightmare😭.
At the same time we are always posting dates together (5th house stellium) and it makes people so jealous (Pluto in the 11th).
Saturn in the first house composite has been such a let down for me. On the one hand the relationship has longevity, but on the other it takes sooo long to get started that it’s over before it even begins and then it takes sooo long to move on from. I think both people put a lot of effort in and they don’t want to let go.
That’s all for now let me know what you guys want more of!
my chart readings are available:))
#astrology#astro observations#astro chart#astro placements#love astrology#synastry#8th house synastry#astronomy#persona chart#artists on tumblr#5th house#astrology explain#composite chart#astrology observations#saturn#pluto#11th house
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We got skills, baby!
I think this was my favorite episode to date. Almost all characters had nice moments and writing feels solid across the board. Save for Santos, that is.
I can't decide if she's just that kind of "person", or if writing for her is weak, but she feels so one-dimensional. I thought I would like her, because characters who seem unlikeable tug at my heartstrings. They must have some redeeming qualities, though, meanwhile she's... just mean. And self-important. Idek. Judgment is still out, but if they don't make some sort of plot twist with her very soon, I'm gonna go with "bad writing".
Mel was awesome helping Whitaker with his blister guy. Self assured and upbeat. She knew what she was doing, kept her cool, stayed on top of things and did it all with such an air of someone who's right where they belong. Loved it! And I love her.
With the old lady, and especially her caregiver daughter, she came off too stiff, though, and technical. But I guess, when it comes to emotional connection with patients, she's not going to excell.
The way, say, McKay does. The way she approached her patient, sharing just enough of her own life story to get that woman to open up -- that was amazing. McKay is growing on me with each episode. Indeed, like Langdon said "Cassie, she's great". Even her putting Victoria in her place felt right. A bit raw and pain-filled, but she course corrected, because, well, Victoria is still learning. And she has a lot to learn -- mostly things she won't find in books.
Speaking of doctors connecting with patients, Dr. Mohan was her usual caring self and it's so heartwarming. Btw, the wives were wonderful too. It's rare to see someone suffering the way Joyce is with sickle cell, and at the same time having a good life, being loved, having everything to live and fight for. No, her illness doesn't define her. She's a "mom" to a "bougie bitch", she loves Ondine. Their story is one I'm most interested in among the patients, and I hope we see her improving by the end of the shift.
The interaction between Dr. Collins and Dr. Mohan was pretty great too. And here's where I can confidently say that writing for this show is very good (and that's why I'm still rooting for character development of Dr. Santos). The way Collins apologized, and told Mohan to "never change" and "you do you, Dr. Mohan" -- that was true character growth. And we've known those characters for six hours! We never witnessed their animosities, or Collins giving Mohan that nickname "Slow-Mo". Nevertheless, that scene had impact.
Finally, I would be remiss if I didn't mention Langdon. Each scene where he and YoYo (Dr. Garcia) argue and bicker brightens my day. As did the one in this episode, when he finally didn't let her "crice" and instead McGyvered intubation with Dr. Robby's help. I'm a sucker for his entusiasm and joy he gets from his work.
I loved his scenes with Robby's son Jake, too. They had such a big brother / little brother vibe. Or two twelve-year-olds fooling around, lol. That warm welcome and their whole interaction made me wonder how long had Langdon known Robby. Because it certainly doesn't feel like four years of residency. There's more history there (no, not that kind, eeeeww)
Yeah, I think that's all I wanted to say about this episode. Looking forward to the next one. :)
#the pitt#frank langdon#dr robby#melissa king#dr mel#heather collins#cassie mckay#samira mohan#the pitt 2025#joyce and ondine#yolanda garcia#ken and yoyo#I lied there's one more thing I want to say#but Im still going back and forth about it#so ill wait until its confirmed by canon#yes it is regarding frank langdon#frank and robby#friendships are so important to me
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fushiguro toji in jjk chapter 233;
#jjkedit#fushiguro toji#jujutsu kaisen#sukerokus#userkarura#usersophie#userkururrugi#queenrojpag#usermoonz#usergojoana#userheidi#look idek what this is but i like it a lot#you can see vanessa's influence on my style very clearly in this so thanks for that my dude you're the mvp of manga coloring on tumblr#anyway 233 messed me up i did write a fic about it yesterday which is why the toji coloring is a day late#now i will go write chapter two uwu#edit:all#edit:color
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there isn't enough love for this ship tbh
#kent parson#connor whisk#omgcp#omg check please#check please#my art#i like experimenting with other artists' styles but MAN ngozi's is trickier than it looks#i still couldn't replicate it as well as i'd have liked because her stuff is a lot more loose and relaxed than i could ever manage#idek what the ship's name is? parskey?
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frank iero is an honorary trans guy to me and I’m not joking
look at this man. tboy swag the likes of which has never been captured before or since
#idek how to describe this he doesn’t look like he was born female. he just looks like a trans guy#he embodies our spirit I think yk he’s a reflection of us and what we aspire to be#and I do. aspire to be him#a lot#its very upsetting actually the levels of gender envy I feel at this exact moment#frank iero#mcr#my chem#my chemical romance#my chemical fucking romance
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🍂🤎🧸
#wow i have A LOT to say#this man. wow. he’s actually like so so so gorgeous.#the brown tones on his skin???? BUENOOOO#COZY 🧸🤍#HIS SKIN#the skin care routine MI NEED IT#he looks so soft and moisturised MMMMMMMH#omg i’m obsessed#he looks so clean#I KNOOWWWW he’s been waiting for us to win a game so he could post his pictures 🤣#tbh idek what i think about this outfit all i know is that HE looks amazing#ibrahima konate#ibou konate#ibou#liverpool fc#lfc
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like man the parallels between stan and bill are so so so so so fascinating to me ough...... the most obvious thing is that they speak so similarly, often using the same terms and i can't help but wonder how intentional it all was on the part of the writers. biggest one being "eenie meenie miney you" to me, it's so specific.
it could simply be bill picking up stan's mannerisms through ford's memories to further appeal to ford (is that canon somewhere? i don't actually know but i see it mentioned a lot) but some of these are things bill still says and does even when ford is absent. for a being that's lived for trillions of years would terms he picked up only a couple decades ago cement themselves in his behaviour so much?
(also, has anyone ever brought up dreamscaperers' deleted scenes where bill summons a paddleball in the mindscape? stan does the same thing in his own mindscape in the finale. again, that's so specific i can't help but wonder how intentional it was or if it was just a coincidence. i know deleted scenes might not be the best to point to as evidence but i think i've only ever seen someone allude to in one fic and nowhere else?)
i havent read tbob and haven't really kept up much with the new info from it but i have seen the poem about stan and gosh like. it really does seem like it's being consistently hinted at over and over that there's something there with specifically bill and stan. the axolotl's poem was already eyebrow raising with how much of it could be applied to stan and now there's even more..
#idk what im trying to say lol im not smart enough to analyse shit#again i havent read tbob and havent really kept up much with the show's external media.. idek what's in the journal lol#picked up a lot solely through other people's fics and posts ahahha#gravity falls#same coin theory#sure ill tag it.. spare me if im stupid i kinda dont know where to look for the deeper lore stuff without buying the books myself lol#and all the videos i find are so like. idk. i dont like them. i dont like Overly Scripted Generic Narrator Voice it's grating to me#irritant irritant
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liam saying "what the fuck" in his dumb accent is one of my favorite things this year
i can’t even tell what kind of accent it is he’s doing 😭
#he’s so strange i love him#and the fighting over how to pronounce the sauce#idek what hannah is saying#don’t get me started on how he looks#pleaseeeee what even#im so annoyed that he isn’t like#next to me rn#or waiting for me in my bed#life rlly do be like that huh…. why tho#love the shirt idk what it’s called in english#linen shirt? dress shirt?? either way#chefs kiss#a crime to have that many buttons undone#(it’s not even a lot)#🤭🤭🤭🤭#asks!#anon!#liam lawson#f1
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hey so do you think wtv keiko had to deal with growing up with yusuke could be considered a type of parentification
#god chapters where barely anything happens except a character's realization about things can be hard ...#im writing another keiko pov chapter and it's hard because well!!#keiko was never really a main focus in the series and as time goes on she gets even less of a focus so i have to fill in these spots#in her personality and views that aren't really explored. im taking a lot of liberties lets say#and idek if it's gonna read as in character cos of that#anyway im tryna say that like. pre series keiko was basically this presence in yusuke's life and he saw her as a pain but he cared#she was there to scold him and cajole him into going to his classes and she was his only friend#now we know atsuko was negligent and idk how involved the yukimuras were in his life but i feel like keiko#whether directly or indirectly was given this duty like you have to keep him outta trouble#you're smart you're mature he needs someone like you. this responsibility just kind of put on her before she can understand the weight of i#and she can't really comprehend that weight until it's abruptly taken from her. yusuke dies and there's no one to shepherd#i feel like keiko should get to be mad about this. this realization of the nature of their dynamic. keiko planning things around yusuke#who's never done that in his life. not because he's purposely being thoughtless but bc he was never the one to have to plan#to think about what their future looks like. he just kinda drifted along and keiko tried to do damage control. it wasn't fair#yusuke is keeping secrets from her she is scared of high school and that he'll die again without her knowing why and it's unfair#so she should get to be mad also because girls getting to be mad is one of my favorite things 👍🏼#the realization that yusuke won't be lost without her so she shouldn't hinge her life on the expectation that he will be#she worries about yusuke a lot i think. especially after he comes back from the dead. and i think kuwa's presence would help ease that#dread in her heart. it doesn't have to be just me. there's someone who can be there with him always and it doesn't have to be me#the guilty relief of not having to be the sacrifice. but kuwa doesn't mind so maybe it's okay this way#idk just rambles about my fic while i puzzle out how to word it#character analysis#yukimura keiko#yu yu hakusho
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guys would it be okay if I posted my poyt fanart?
#even if I made omega look like me?#again it’s not OFFICIAL fanart it’s just something I made bc I felt inspired and I like to draw#and obv I know she’s meant to look like the reader so she is ambiguous#but I drew her how I personally see her#which is obv quite different from how a lot of you see her#idek hall am I making sense??#my intention isn’t to make anyone feel not included#that’s why this isn’t OFFICIAL art work or anything#it’s just me drawing what’s in MY head#when I read it#so like as a reader I imagine her to look like me#but that’s not what I intend for everyone to think she looks like??#does that make sense#bc she is you so she will look how you want her to look#but this is how I imagine her to look FOR ME PERSONALLY ONLY#y’all I’m waffling 😂😂😂
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more angie art i dusted off
#angepitoyeir#megaman x dive#rockman x dive#these are probably more publicly available but i'm finna nuke my accounts#people HATED angepitoyier fans when he was first revealed#it was funny how i got swept up into it#they called me the sh-tacon word a lot even though i told everyone he just#looks like angel/cupid kirby idek what they were smoking#i did ship him with roll though#like a “please hold my hand” kind of way#they told me i was cucking iceman?????????????????#ancient art ifact
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GUESS WHO FINALLY CAUGHT UP W THE BLLK MANGA 🤩
#thoughts atm…kurona is so cute idek where he came from but he’s literally adorable#i NEED karasu omg he’s so fine i want to [redacted] [redacted] until we [redacted]#jkjk ofc#also i still love nagi he is my beautiful special princess#i rlly like reo a lot too!! but i don’t really like nagi and reo together.#they as a duo are just kinda boring to me which ik is an unpopular opinion but i must live my truth#and my truth is that they are more compelling interacting w other characters than w each other#wait also when isagi pulled up w the guns i lowkey lost it LMAOAO what even was that#barou continues to be cunty 🤩 i do feel like he looks better as the manga goes on though fs#i wish anri didn’t have so many fan service scenes 😢 but what can you do ig#me and sae are enemies because he has a dumbass haircut but i also can’t stop watching edits of him so like#mayhaps an enemies to lovers arc is incoming idk#rin needs therapy DESPERATELY somebody stop that boy from touching a soccer ball until he’s had at least 8 sessions#because the way that whole mental breakdown in the u20 arc was just not addressed is insane#and kaiser needs to use his million dollar salary to go to a hairstylist instead of letting ness do it#because whatever tf he has going on is certainly…a choice…#okay i think that’s all!! for now at least#m’s thoughts
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you know until relatively recently i thought i'm at least like.. noticeably above average appearance-wise, i took it basically as a given since i was a little kid. but then i realized i'm actually ugly as fuck and nobody would ever pay any attention to me or find me good-looking or hot or whatever and i will be alone forever and die alone. so.
#iso.txt#vent post#obviously not posting a picture of myself so this is a pointless post. but it's better this way#i like the fact that lots of people here pay attention to me and it's because i'm smart and funny and say interesting things#every few days i realize this and start crying about it like some kind of idiot. i should get plastic surgery to fix all this but idek what#i told two of my friends about this and they gave me some nonsense about society and so on so thats basically confirmation lmfao#like if someone who is conventionally attractive asked you that you would Not fucking say that.#also some bs about how maybe nobody ever expressed any interest in me bc they don't think they'd have a chance. riiiiight lmfao#ik it's so superficial but i hate all of my features so much me being born was a mistake#i know that the fact that BASICALLY NOBODY EVER TRIES TO TALK TO ME is an indicator of that anyway#it just actually hurts like. i hope it's just bc where i live i'm not good at the language but maybe that's just cope#i just don't get it. i'm always better dressed than the majority of people in my classes. in my opinion.#like being presentable and shit matters doesn't it#maybe it's just that i sit in the front row and nobody there talks to anyone bc we actually want to take notes#i do have 'friends' but i don't get it. i don't get it how do you just 'meet people' who would ever pay attention to me.#the number of times i talked to someone who i wasn't introduced to by someone else is TINY#it's so unfair bc i'm like smart and funny and so on#sometimes if i squint im like well *i* think i'm kind of good looking. but LITERALLY NOBODY ELSE does#people only say that when they're trying to be nice.#now i'm thinking this type of post is going to make ppl think i post like a girl again and it's making me more upset but whatever idc idc#at best i'm 'cute.' people call me that a lot. i'm cute like a little kid is cute. i'd never be anything else to them.#i know it 'doesn't actually matter' but maybe it matters TO ME#basically any time i look in the mirror im reminded of all the reasons i ever wanted to kms
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My elderly coworker today was telling my friend and I how she doesn't like tattoos bc she hates that people would scar and ruin their bodies like that and im like Well I'm already covered in actual scars on my whole body so why not add some sick ink to it too y'know.
#meow.txt#i already have permanent markings everywhere#why not add ones that look cool at least#anyway shes nice shes just old fashioned like that#my mom is kinda similar but more in the 'what if you regret it also they look ugly when you have a lot' category#which is why i want more tattoos to spite her.#im up to 3 i need more but i only have 1 more idea and idek where to put it :'((#the back of my shoulder maybe...#i want some on my legs too eventually maybe but idk what
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i Need to draw more post S4 stuff know that i think about it Constantly
#i'll get to it eventually ive just been avoiding the design work 😭 so much to do... cant draw characters if i dont know what they look like#and i cant just draw them the same for the +10 year stuff. things within a few years post S4 are fine tho#i have sooooooo many wips from over the years idek where they all are#you guys think i post a lot now imagine if i actually finished all of my wips#neeeeeeeed to draw vi helping clem re-train herself post injury#also starting to work on clems bday comic 😏 its post S4 AND about the belltower (i started the script last year its finally time...)#it speaks#twdg#once i get a portable tablet and stop doodling on 1000000 post-its its so over for me
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the way we handle medical leave in the states even for people with good benefits is cruel
#the number of hoops i have to jump through. the way that my requirements for one surgery are apparently different from another surgery#even though there's nothing in the paperwork to indicate any need for that and the surgeries don't differ all that much#the way that they lost my initial letter and now i'm up against my deadline next week and they haven't even told me what day next week#so i'm worried that it's literally tomorrow#the way i am not receiving ANY pay for an entire month because of all the delays so i'm having to live off my savings#the way that every single person i've talked to has said something different about what is and isn't required#the way that for a lot of this i had to be navigating it while high on painkillers immediately post-surgery#the way that the group my employer contracts through has two different emails and names and flips between them constantly#the way that my healthcare provider does it differently than every other healthcare provider so i need special forms from them#instead of the leave group but then the leave group doesn't seem to accept the forms that they send#the way that the doctors office has seemed incredibly confused by my requests#the way that the ROI office told me they'd send over a completed form and never did#the way i literally don't even know who to call next to try and sort this out or if it's possible TO sort out#like i guess i'll call the leave group tomorrow and cry and beg for an extension. i guess i'll grovel bc it's the difference#of getting a few thousand dollars or not and i can't just be like oh well guess i won't get my short term disability pay#especially bc none of the hospitals have billed me yet and i'm getting scared bc i don't know what my ER bill is going to look like#bc they did xrays and a CT scan and they gave me a splint and a sling and a lot of drugs#so i do need the money. just sitting here like. idek what to do lmfao.#not tagging this bc i'm on desktop and i can't do the accent mark easily and idk where my phone is rn sorry
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