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this was supposed to be a Bucktommy focus version of this ficlet (Buck & TK owning a coffee shop and Tommy and Carlos being regular customers) but it turned into more of a first meeting AU thing. And it got kind of long.
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"Before we start your grand tour of LA, I need coffee." Tommy said, greeting his new neighbour Carlos. The guy had moved in next door to him about a week ago, and after talking to him and finding out he'd barely made it to the end of their street yet, Tommy had offered to show him the city.
"Alright. Are there any good places around here?'
Tommy smiled.
"Yeah I know just the place."
They'd decided to take Tommy's car so Carlos could sit back and check out the city without having to deal with traffic.
He drove them to a coffee shop he'd discovered a few months ago. He'd taken a short cut to get to work because he'd been running late and a rainbow flag had caught his eye.
Apparently the place had just opened and Tommy had made a mental note to check it out when he had more time.
The first time he'd actually gone in, there had been a fairly cute guy behind the counter. Definitely attractive and apparently a huge flirt, but not exactly the kind of guy Tommy tended to go for.
Though he was only human and he enjoyed the attention. And it turned out the coffee wasn't bad either so he figured he could come back every now and then.
The second time he stopped there for coffee, the place was a lot busier than the first time and the flirty guy had apparently called in reinforcements. There was a second guy behind the counter this time.
Tommy watched him for a minute. He was serving up an order for a woman and a little girl and winked at the kid and told her he'd put extra whipped cream on her drink.
"You spoil her." the woman commented with a laugh and the guy just shrugged and smiled as he watched them leave.
And oh. That smile. He was adorable.
Though knowing his luck, the woman was his wife and the kid his daughter.
"Hey, what can I get you?"
"Uhm I uh... a coffee... please?" Tommy stammered.
Smooth Kinard, smooth.
"I can do that. What kind of coffee? We kind of have a lot of different kinds."
"Uh yeah... I uh... what's your speciality?"
"We kind of just opened... so we don't really have that yet... But I'm told I'm really good at guessing people's orders. Can I try with you?" The guy asked, getting excited.
"Oh... uh yeah... yeah sure."
The guy looked him up and down.
"Ok. I know just what to make you. Any allergies I should know about?"
"No... I uh... don't think so."
"Alright. Give me a few minutes and I'll have your drink ready for you." He grabbed a marker and a to go cup. "What's your name?"
"Uh Tom... Tommy."
"TomTommy?" the guy gave him a grin.
"Uh... just... Tommy..." he corrected himself. He wasn't usually this much of a bumbling idiot around cute guys.
The guy nodded and wrote Tommy's name on the cup before turning around to make his drink.
Tommy watched him work. Watched the way his muscles moved under his slightly too tight shirt. imagined for a moment what he might look like without that shirt, before shaking his head and reminding himself of the woman and little girl that had been there when he'd walked in.
"Ok, here it is." The guy set his cup on the counter. "Be honest."
Tommy was curious and carefully removed the lid, a habit he'd picked up in the army, where some of the guys loved to play pranks on people by putting something in their drinks, and took a sip.
"And?"
Tommy tried his best to keep a straight face while making himself swallow the absolute worst concoction his poor taste buds had ever had the misfortune of coming across.
"It's uhm... different..."
The guy's face fell.
"You don't like it."
"It's uhm... not what I usually go for."
"Sorry... I don't actually guess people's orders... I just wanted to impress you." the guy admitted with a sigh. "Just tell me what you do like and I'll make you that. On the house. And you won't have to pay for this either."
"You... wanted to impress... me?"
"Hmm... it's not every day a Greek god walks into my shop." He said with a shrug. "Can't blame a guy for trying."
"I... I'm Italian actually. On my mother's side." Tommy's brain managed to come up with. He wanted to kick himself for being so awkward but the guy smiled at him so maybe it wasn't all bad.
"Well then I guess you're definitely used to better coffee than this."
"It's not that bad." Tommy lied but didn't make a move to take another sip.
"It's ok, you don't have to lie, I'm a big boy, I can handle it." the guy promised. "Just tell me what you do like and I'll make it. Latte? Americano? Ice coffee?"
Only before Tommy could reply, the little girl from before ran into the place and up to the counter.
"Uncle Buck! We lost mister snuggles!"
"Jee, inside voice please." the guy, uncle Buck apparently, told her after wincing and covering his ears in an overdramatic way.
"We lost mister snuggles." the girl repeated, at a more suitable for the environment volume.
"That's not good. Did you have it when you were in here with mommy?"
The girl nodded.
"I will look around and if I find him, I'll come bring him home to you myself tonight ok?"
Another nod.
"Where's mommy? You didn't run off without saying where you were going did you?"
As if on cue the door opened and the woman that had been with the girl earlier walked in.
"Mister snuggles disaster?" Buck asked her.
"Not anymore." she turned to the girl. "Auntie Hen just called to say you forgot him there, Jee. So let's go and get him and then go home. Daddy should be home from work by now. Say bye to uncle Buck."
The little girl reluctantly left with her mother and Tommy made a mental note of the use of the term uncle. Not his daughter then.
"Sorry about that. She's three and we haven't found her off button yet. Which is kind of my fault because that drink earlier was basically pure sugar. But normally that's her parents' problem." Buck joked. "Anyway, what can I get you that you will drink?"
Tommy smiled and felt his cheeks heat up as he put the cup on the counter.
"Just a latte is fine. I'm easy." He said and wanted to kick himself when he realised what he'd said. "I mean... for drinks. I'm easy to please for drinks. I uh... like simple things I guess. No fuss. Just... I'm going to stop talking now."
Buck laughed a little.
"One latte coming up." he said and made Tommy his drink. "Better?" he asked as he watched Tommy take a sip.
"Much. I mean the other stuff wasn't bad but... well..."
"it's fine." Buck waved his comment away. His coworker was busy helping other people but Buck didn't seem in any rush to move on to another customer.
And Tommy found that he really didn't want him to.
"So... Buck?" he asked after staring at the other man like an idiot for way too long.
"It's a nickname. Short for Buckley. My last name." he replied with a shrug.
Tommy nodded.
"And what's your first name?"
"It's uh... It's Evan."
"Evan Buckley." Tommy said, testing out the name. "Is it ok if I call you Evan? I think it suits you better than Buck."
Buck Evan smiled and ducked his head and Tommy swore he was blushing.
"Yeah... Yeah that would be ok."
That had been a few months ago, and the place had become Tommy's number 1 stop to get coffee. He'd wake up earlier than necessary so he'd have time to talk to Evan before he had to go to work, and on his days off he had to remind himself the cafe was Evan's place of work and he'd look like a stalker if he camped out at one of the tables the entire day.
They'd gone out on a couple of dates and after the last one they'd ended up in Tommy's bed together and he'd discovered making coffee wasn't the only skill Evan possessed.
He was pretty sure they were on the same page, but they hadn't officially defined them yet.
And maybe offering Carlos a tour of the city was the perfect excuse to go see Evan on his day off.
And then maybe invite him over for dinner. So he could ask him to be his boyfriend. As juvenile as it might sound, Tommy really wanted Evan to know he was serious about them, and didn't want either of them to date anyone else.
The place was a little too busy for Tommy's liking when he and Carlos walked in and he could see Evan do a double take when he noticed the two of them coming in together.
"Hey, Tommy right? What can I get you? The usual?" he asked and Tommy realised he was trying to stay professional for Carlos' sake.
He decided that wouldn't do and put on what he hoped to be his flirty voice and told Evan to surprise him. Judging by the grin on Evan's face it had the desired effect.
He briefly glanced at Carlos who was deciding what to order and talking to TK. Tommy figured he was in good hands and focused his attention on Evan.
"Busy day?" he asked, trying to start a conversation. "I've been telling everyone I know about this place. Even dragged my new neighbour over here by offering him a tour of the city. Looks like my work is starting to pay off."
Evan briefly glanced at Carlos before looking back to Tommy and smiling.
"And we appreciate it very much, I'll have to think of a good way to thank you." he leaned forward onto the counter. "How about coffee and something sweet?"
Tommy smiled and leaned closer too.
"I won't mind a little sweetness."
Evan laughed and pulled him to the side and briefly kissed him.
"I was hoping you'd do that." Tommy grinned. "I kind of like it when you do that."
"Good thing I like doing it too then." Evan replied. "You look nice today." he smoothed out non existing wrinkles in Tommy's shirt. "All this for a little sightseeing?"
"I'm just being friendly... are you jealous?"
"No... I just... would like to spend more time with my boyfriend when he's looking like this instead of him hanging out with another guy all day."
"Boyfriend?" Tommy asked, hopeful.
"I uh... yeah... I know we haven't really talked about... us... yet... but uhm... I'd like it... if you were my boyfriend."
"Yeah?"
"Yeah... It's ok if you're not there yet or want to keep things more casual or..."
Tommy put two fingers under Evan's chin, tilted his face up, and softly kissed him to shut him up.
"I'd really like to be your boyfriend. If you'll be mine."
Evan looked at him with a dopey smile on his face.
"I... I yeah... yes... yours... ok... yes." he stammered and Tommy couldn't help himself and kissed him again.
"God you're adorable."
Evan blushed and mumbled something under his breath Tommy didn't quite catch, but was pretty sure it was something along the lines of "shut up" and "I'm not."
He decided to ignore it for now. He'd have plenty of time to convince Evan if he had anything to say about it. He squeezed Evan's hand to get him to look at him again.
"So my friend is getting married soon... And I kind of need a date..."
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i loved the colours in this scene too much not to do a redraw
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#megumi#fanart#jjk fanart#screencap redraw#(fr those of u who missed the announcement i am fresh off s2 i finally finished it like. this afternoon H)#ws floored by the art the animation th frame drops the intensity n grittiness of it all....literally in love the whole time#with megu also <3 lov him <333333#but re: th redraw . i cant believe i was given the opportunity to Not draw extra rabbits#and i ignored it to draw extra rabbits#smth smth work harder not smarter...smth smth make ur own life difficult n complain abt it ...#none of that matters tho look at MEGU#u kno maybe colour theory is onto something bc this screenshot goes SO hard#me; having art as my One hobby since childhood: wow maybe blue and orange Are complementary :0#i keep learning the same things over and over and kicking myself fr it not sticking ever gjhdj
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big dogs!! got inspired by @cherrifire designs for this duo
#secret life#martyn inthelittlewood#jimmy solidarity#trafficblr#not the proudest and might look a bit janky bcs i used looots of liquify#but i am glad i have finally finished something lol#they bring me so much joy yet im sure they will get out first#my art
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councilor 3D model
i learnt 3d modelling from the ground up to bring him to life. he's yours now. do whatever you want with him
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please credit me if you make something using the model (or even ping/link me to it, i would love to see what you made!)
currently available as a .blend, .fbx and an SFM port.
#hello councilnation i'm finally releasing him to the wild#have fun playing toys with him#ultrakill#councilor#councilor ultrakill#3d stuff#obviously with the councilor having just 1 full body image of him means that some stuff i had to improvise on#so you get to enjoy my headcanons on how he looks#(like obviously the wings & halo)#(but also the chestplate design)#but did you know that the councilor's canon design has subtle engravings on his forearm armor pieces?#i only barely noticed them when painting textures and i was floored#i had to add them#to the sfm anon and whoever else wants to use this for sfm stuff-#i did my best with a port for sfm and i'm quite proud of the result#but please be aware i have never used it before so if you find that something doesn't work as it should please please let me know!!#gonna pour my heart out in tags as always so close your eyes if you don't wanna see me being sentimental but#i'm not kidding when i say i learnt 3d modelling from the ground up for this#i have meddled with blender before but never actually came close to finishing a project#and i don't know how i did it and how i kept going#(i do know) (it was my friend encouraging me every time i showed him progress)#this was like 1 entire month in the making#but i'm so fucking proud of this and how it turned out and people's tags in my act 2 render genuinely were such a huge confidence boost#so thank you guys for liking it <3#i'm still very much thinking of doing a version with just his bloodied head#but it might take a while because i want a break and i want to play warframe
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hguyughhghghhhhhhhhggggghhhhhghhhhuhhehghdhehgghhghdhdhhhgtydhghdhghhhhhuughghygghjy
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ik pc was wearing legwarmers in the other drawings just ignore it i got lazy
#i finally have a free day to draw but i need to finish making a bunch of conceptual maps for tomorrow and gghg7ghywh i am so fucking done#i want to be motivated like this BADLY#my unwavering fear of failing is the only thing thats driving me to get shit done and i desperately want something other than that#btw i didnt draw the first pic with a bg in mind so it looks kinda shit lmao#also i wanted m!corrupted!syd to have black and strawberry blonde hair but he kinda ended up looking like redacted from 14dwy and im crying#degrees of lewdity#dol#sydney the fallen#sydney the faithful#my art#[ ❀ ]
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The awaited
#please look at me like that#such a relief to post something finished#FINALLY#art#drawing#sketch#heath ledger#joker#ledger!joker#tdk#fanart#the joker#tdk joker
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KEEP THE DANGER OUT // KEEP THE DANGER IN
#billie bust up#bbu billie#bbu fantoccio#robin’s art#2024 art#COMPANION PIECES BABY!!! started these last year (month) and finally finished em!!! :33#i could write an ENTIRE essay abt billie and fanto and their parallels and stuff#which actually i love tumblr tags. lets do some of that here!#okAY IM NOT GONNA GO INTO EVERYTHING BUT HERES A BASIC RUNDOWN OF SOME OF MY THOUGHTS#let’s start by looking at goatshire + the lost city of magic !!#both places have some kind of border around them keeping SOMETHING in/out#goatshire’s wall keeping the trolls/other danger out; keeping the villagers inside safe#and the city’s barrier keeping the curse inside; while keeping everyone outside safe from it#but in turn it’s also keeping billie and fanto trapped in their respective places#one moreso than the other i guess but ahahaha. haha. heh. OKAY MOVING FORTH#unrelated but how sick would it be if the barrier broke and let the curse out. just sayiiin.. a lil theory thats been on my mind recently#anyways back to THE POINT#okay this parts gonna sound insane BUT JUST HEAR ME OUT HERE#goatshire citizens / the cursed city citizens.#billie and fanto both kinda stick out in their respecitve homes; fanto being the only uncursed guy and billie with their magic#so theres like. a real disconnect between them and others there. u get what i mean.#theyre both outliers and like something something allegory for neurodivergence and struggling to connect with others probably#SORRY GETTING AHEAD OF MYSELF. idk how to explain it BUT DO U GET IT!!! DO U UNDERSTAND!!!!#also they were both abandoned by SOMEone stares at arthur#okay specifically whoever fanto’s cretaor was left him behind but u know me im such a fanto elmtwig jak#something something loneliness and being left behind and having ppl around you who kinds understand u but also not totally. kicks rock#someone get these siblings some THERAPY!!!!!!!#this was a very disjointed explanation bUT HOPEFULLY I GOT MOST OF MY THOUGHTS ACROSS GOOD. IM BAD AT EXPLAINING THINGS SORRY#someone order me a yappuccino!!!!! BYE!!!!
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Tetris Fanart.
I've been playing tetris while listening to horror podcasts. and yeah
#text#art#eyestrain#cw eystrain#bright colors#cw bright colors#tetris#nintendo#god i dont know what to tag this with. i dont wanna tag it with the podcasts themselves cuz that feels disingenuous. swagever#i actually started this piece a while ago. ok yeah looking at the date that was almost 3 weeks ago wow#but i finally decided to bring it back and finish it#ive been getting back into digital art and its been really nice. its nice having finished pieces.#ive been trying to get weirder with my art. like this piece was weirdly 'personal' in a sense#its been my unique experience listening to these pieces of media. the game in the bg is jsut as important to my experience as the art itsel#the looming sense of dread these podcasts give fit weirdly well with the high tension of some of these games of tetris#i wanted to have that sorta weird ominous vibe to it. have even the pieces feel loud and threatening.#and the gameplay being Past the ds itself is something i thought could be neat#ykno the tetris effect? where you play a bunch and then after you see the shapes everywhere;you play it in your mind?#that was part of what i wanted to channel there. but also like; how your attention works with this stuff#i might be looking straight at the ds but my attention is elsewhere; my brain is in another world#the game is still inescapable tho. tetris effect whatever. these stories stick in my brain just as much.#its all given me some. very very annoyingn anxiety. but i have to go back to them. like a moth to a flame etc. hince the moth climbing out#but uh yeah. that set up was my life for a few weeks whenever i had free time.#the main podcast this is about was magnus btw <- not typing full name so im not on the tag#and uh.#objectum#yeah i think. i think yeah.
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i'm kissing every production i.g employee and furudate-sensei for giving us the haikyuu dumpster battle movie. lives were changed. i cried real tears. there's no doubt that i'll be back for the next movie.
open for better quality | no reposts
#kozume kenma#hinata shouyou#haikyuu#fanart#myart#doodle#brainrotted so hard i had to draw smth to get the emotions and thoughts out of my head#shoutout to a certain someone for actually screaming with me after i finished the movie-#and waiting for me as i looked up these references for the Iconic scenes#something just hits different seeing this match in animated form#the progression the emotions the nostalgia-#not gonna spoil in case anyone plans on watching but. just know it was Good.#and i had a hard time picking which scene to redraw#it was this one. the birdcage one (which i've seen so many others redraw wonderfully). or the 'shouyou. stay interesting' scene#went w/ this one bc the dynamics#i can finally listen to the ost now hahaha#spyair came back with another banger for us thank you kings#cw knives#haikyuu the dumpster battle#forgot to tag that oops
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[Image ID: A digital drawing of Tsubomi Takane from Mob Psycho 100, drawn in only blues and pinks, with darker skin than cannon. The image is split into 4 sections, going down, with a curved stylized piano separating them. The 1st is Tsubomi placing her hands on the piano as she closes her eyes. Behind her is tall grass and a cloudy sky. The 2nd section is a bust shot of Tsubomi, from profile, looking down thoughtfully with a sparkle in her eye as she says “Ahem”. Behind her is a yellow background with pink, purple, and cyan flowers. The 3rd section is Tsubomi yelling “AAA!” with her entire soul as she plays. Her eyes look wild, her teeth are bared, and her hair whips around her. The background is orange with yellow and cyan stripes. The 4th section is Tsubomi, from behind, saying “Oh, was I too loud?” as she realizes shes been caught by a concerned classmate. Her hair is messed up more than when she started playing the piano. The background is cyan with blue liquid coming from the sides. End ID.]
Happy girl week. I looked at Tsubomi’s Trivia section in the fandom wiki and got inspired by it
[Image ID: A digital drawing of the Trivia section from Tsubomi’s section on fandom wiki. There are 5 bullet points, “Tsubomi is often seen surrounded by friends. Her specialty is playing piano. Her favorite food is Beef Bowl (Gyudon). Tsubomi’s least favorite thing to eat us Sea Urchin. According to the fan-book, Tsubomi has recently gotten into yelling out loud in the soundproof piano room.” End ID.]
#described#mp100#mp100 girlweek#mp100 girlweek 2023#tsubomi takane#i was supposed to do something simple and. that did not happen lmao#also my brother just finished mob psycho 100 (finally) so when he saw me drawinv this he said oh is that that girl… *looks at Tsubomi’s gir#moment* oh..#i showed him the trivia section and her was even more concerned#comic
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WHAT DOOM FOR YOU?
back again with my Please Read The Thebaid Agenda! I adapted the ending of Book VII into a comic because oh boy. thoughts thoughts thoughts.
There is a horror in having yourself altered to such a degree where you are unrecognizable in your own self, to know that it is happening, to know that you should be dead and yet you are not. You have already seen the moment of your death!!!! (Stat. Theb. 3.537 – 47) There's a horror in knowing, and in it being treated as an act of love when it's really more like a violation. Amphiaraus is spared Creon's decree, but by falling into the underworld, it makes things worse on a cosmic scale.
Statius' Thebaid Book VII, trans. Jane Wilson Joyce
Statius and Virgil: The Thebaid and the Reinterpretation of the Aeneid, Randall T. Ganiban
Statius' Thebaid and the Poetics of Civil War, Charles McNelis
The Perils of Prophecy: Statius' Amphiaraus and His Literary Antecedents, E. Fantham
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#the thebaid#komiks tag#long post#amphiaraus#wheezing i actually started this last year; i only JUST got around to finally finishing/formatting it all#anyway please read the thebaid it's so good#theres something about apollo perpetuating cycles of violence as a catalyst for it u know.#in book one they recount how apollo's rape of a king's daughter is what set in motion the events that led to current rituals#and then with amphiaraus the collapsing of borders between the 3 realms dragging the cosmic in to the war#the war that mars himself looked away from in disgust!!!!#it’s all greek to me
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the silly ever the when [how do people decide what to put here]
Silly Extra headcanon + my doodles under the cut
[decided to switch the scarf last minute]
I have a little headcanon that his right arm and most of his body glows when he uses his powers post Season 11 I find it very silly
Doodle I did of it a bit ago along with some for Cole and Nya [I thought it would be cool if Cole’s legs also lit up like his arms did since uhh, you know, standing on the ground and such]
also one with my first attempt at a more “humanoid” design:
#Yippieee I finally fished this thing holy shit#Also I took a long pause in the middle of making this#So I came up with the headcanon AFTER I had already finished doing most of it#So I had to go in after and change everything#The one good thing about my many-layered method of art is that it allows me to change any tiny detail I want anytime#Ignore if the last one looks wonky I do NOT normally draw people any more realistically than my doodles#I just wanted to see if I could#Anyway#zane julien#ninjago#art#digital art#ninjago headcanons#Also ignore my half assed background I just wanted to put something there#I also put a treehorn back there for anyone who keeps their brightness as low as I do
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ShinRan Week 2023: Day 4 | Black Knight and Princess
#detective conan#case closed#ran mori#shinichi kudo#shinran#shinranweek2023#my gifs#episode 190#really wanted to get at least one thing done during the actual shinran week but alas!#could have posted it while it was still shinran week in hawaii but i disliked the coloring so redid it--think i like this more now#i was drawn to this prompt because 'the desperate revival' recently got remastered! it's so nice to edit with!#and there's a lot that gets me about this...#i liked the 'intimate gestures' prompt a lot too because it makes me think a lot about the love language of physical touch#which i think is really important to shinichi! look at how much he treasures being able to embrace ran here#as himself--in his own body#(and funimation dub only but in episode 42 he even says that he wished he could have held ran in his arms...)#also different note but love how the black organization is associated with black birds and how shinichi's entrance here is black feathers#and in that last one ran really should be the one protecting shinichi haha#but yeah! glad to finally have something posted! hope to finish an amv soon!!!
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Fives'tooka Out of all the stray tookas that you took in, Fives'tooka was by far the most mischievous one. Whenever you turned your back to him, you could be sure, he'd cause havoc and chaos. This ranged from knocking off your plant pots to your caf mugs to scratching at your couch. Often he plays little pranks on his brother tookas, with the help of Echo'tooka. The only one who can keep him in check is Rex'tooka. All your scolding just falls on big fluffy deaf ears.
Cross'tooka
Rex'tooka
Hunta‘tooka & Omega‘tooka
#I finally finished him#ugh#my art still pisses me off#i mean look at this#wtf#i'm not happy with him#but oh well#practice makes perfect or something like that#fives#arc trooper#star wars#ct 5555#tbb#tooka#loth cat#tooka trooper series#mystuff#my art#fanart#fan art#kamino draws#kaminoart
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here together
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#lobotomy corporation spoilers#abram lobcorp#i didnt know that the song that plays during day 48 ending is called 'here together'.#couldnt hear it well because i typically have my sound low (sensetive to louder sounds) and also the dialog fucked me up#so when i pressed on it to hear it. to actually listen to it. then to see the name and remember what it Looked like#i got teary eyed. sorry.#it happened quite. afew times when finishing this shitty thing#i was thinking of how camren's not quite corpse looked as if it were reaching out to him inside the container#how it looked as if she had wings. abrams words. the line from one story that was--#something like 'we were hoping it was just one big prank and she would hop out fro. around the corner with a smile on her face'#how do you move forward when all you think you cause is pain? when everything else youve done only brought to bring people you love to thei#downfall and demise inside agony and fear as they lay dying. none of that was merciful. none of that was just. they were told to carry on#her dream and he views as if all he had done was to become cruel and wasnt fit and never even began to finish what she started.#it was so striking to me. the language he used. sleeping. alseep. waken. when all the others never sugarcoated it#in lobcorp they always said it straight. 'suicide' 'killed' 'dead'. but he used something far more.. peaceful? kind in wording in a way.#softer. describing death as if it were a merciful thing. an end that suits them and not something to be afraid of. to just... sink. to slee#to be with carmen again. to put everything to an end#the place they built with their hands. to have it just... stop. not in a way of repeating and staying in the moment#but of a permanent end. to 'sleep'. to die. to just.... stop. forever. to see no more. to do no more#to not be able to do Anything for when ever he had done Something it just cause agony. cruel hands partaking in acts he so deeply#regrets. everything is just regret. it sounds nice. to move on. to just move forward. but how can you move forward when all you think you#bring to those you cherished and couldnt leave behind is pain?#ill likely move this somewhere else as well. ive been meaning to talk about abram#the rest as well actually. mostly just the few final days w abel adam and abram since i am STUCK ON DAY 49#oh dear i uh typed a lot in the tags. oops
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post-drive sketch commissions fulfilled so far! for Cookie Nomie, A. Peake, @azaelyas, viviiyon on twitter, bxby_ashhh on twitter, tsunesama, @trucbiduleschouettes, and Anna.
#commission art#e-sims for gaza#hello! its been a hot minute#I have been. cooking a Lot. such is the nature of lunar new year#but I have. also been racing to finish up some craft stuff due to sudden request from benefactor (mother)#and I was out of hanoi for uhhh two days in total. couldnt open my laptop during those#and also I've finally caught up on sherlock&co.... I. can see something approach in the near future. u must simply excuse me#hope everyones doing well hope theres been good eatin. hope weve been keepin up with helpin out where we can#news are turning in directions that make me hopeful. that have a familiar look I know from our own history#I will keep chippin away at the rest of the queue during the holiday. we gotta do what we can. I'm glad I can help at all#one more day til the year of the dragon. I'll show u guys the stuff I made for lunar new year tomorrow. for now I sleep#have a good night guys! every dragon was once a carp etc
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