#lonlines

[ladyjaqui2020]

Go read Chapter Three: A Heavy Rock to Carry! A burden we carry but won't let go.

Between a Rock and Heart Place - Chapter Three: A Heavy Rock to Carry https://www.wattpad.com/1464555007-between-a-rock-and-heart-place-chapter-three-a?utm_source=web&utm_medium=email&utm_content=share_reading

[ultrachoppedpenguinbouquet]

Finding Strength in Scripture

[669ratz]

interesting how all of the spells that the knight uses are somewhat tied to anger and revenge. vengeful spirit, howling wraiths -> abyss shriek. this pattern is somewhat broken by desolate dive but that one is about lonlines and desperation and the visuals still convey agression pretty well. interesting how all the base spells belonged to snail shamans, who were outcasts, lots of implications here. the spells were taken by the one being that cannot convey emotions in any way. the knight twisted howling wraiths into a shriek which could symbolize its own anger. much to think about

[itwashotwestayedinthewater]

i can posst most anythign i want on my big lonline account of huge follows

[sillyfakeboy]

cons of being a tired drunk: i barely drink anything and i wanna sleep, majing jt harder to do intox play lonline

pros: anyone can use me while i sleep and ill never notice 🤍🤍🤍

[thyunnoticedsposts]

Headcanons I will use for my fanfiction, who's a good brother

Idk why, but I headcanon Raphaels Screensaver or background wallpaper is a picture of his brothers

Heck, maybe one of just Mikey eating the most atrocious combination of pizza

All four brothers have medical skills. As babies, they learned to use all weapons before focusing on one, so they are all medics.

Dancing and cooking were skills Mikey learned and became very good at on his own, to cope with lonlines and yearning for freedom

Donnie will discover a new hobby.

Leo has a big heart. He can't even diss or bully back. That's one thing he has in common with Mikey. When it comes to Raph and Donnie, however, run for your life! They will roast you like BBQ

[reslake]

reached thje point of drunk where I'm at lie, critical lonlines s and sadness. i want friends. and people.

[sardix]

We were sad to see Pearl being all alone but I have a feeling that scar now has much worse. I mean he is stuck in his personal hell that well he is completly all alone with that statue.

And scar hates lonlines and now there's not even jellie to keep him company.

Just eternity for him stuck all alone

[misses-kiseki-san]

This fanfic is based by @htsan 's fic abaut sans not letting you go afther you die. Go read it before reading this please, it is a great history

Warnings:

you gotta forgive my bad inglish/ Mentions of death

It was a beutifull day outside

Birds were singing

Flowers were blooming

And Papyrus was trying to perfectionate his Cooking skils.

He coocked lasagna in a square bowl.

He was so pround of himself! So he rushed to his phone and contacted your number

As he waited for you to pick ot up he realised his mistake.

You are gone now...

...

He slowly hung up as he returned to the Kitchen.

You were his only friend, you were his Best friend in the world, and now you're gone for ever....

...

He looked at his new masterpice

But was it is a masterpice that can not be shared with the world? Or with one of the most important persons that you ever meet?

He was sad, looking at his beutifull lasagna, he can't share it with you... you wuld have loved this one, he bets that you wuld eat it withaut hesitation.

...

The lonlines filled him...

...

You were gone for ever and now he ended up with no friend to talk to. With no one to be silly arraund.

Undine is always so bussy and now with your death she is even more distant than before.

It feels like they weren't friends to begin with.

It was rigth. Papyrus only took cooking clases with Undine. She was only beeing his teacher. She was only beeing nice to him. They were never friends, he was just anoyng har with his presence and she was just beeing nice to him

Papyrus had one and only friend and now it is dead.

Gone

Forever

...

He had another choice. He culd call his brother down the kitchen to apreciate his art. So he did

"...SANS? ...HEY SANS!... I... COOCKED SOMETING... IT IS SOMETHING DIFERENT!..."

He sayd as he goes back staring at his brother's room's door.

Silence filled the place

"COME ON SANS DON'T BE LAZY NOW..."

He steped on the stairs

His body felt heavy... but why? He has been training and he is always filled with energy. What is this feeling?

Like something is of

He climbed the stairs one afther the other. Getting closer and closer to his brother's room

He stoped in front of the door.

He heard his bother speaki g in the other side.

Who culd he posibly be talking to in there? Papyrus had no idea that they got visits

He put his face in the door to hear what does his brother says...

He only heard mumbling

"SANS? " He knoked the door

"SANS WHO ARE YOU TALIKG TO?"

Papyrus remembered that he culd simply enter the room but that wuld be not nice.

The door opened

"Hey bro. What chu need"

"...SANS I... I'VE MADE LASAGNA.... WHO ARE YOU TALIKNG TO?"

"Lasagna? Wow that cool bro, i'll come down to see it ina moment "

Papyrus put on a serious face

"THAT DOESN'T ANSWER MY QUESTION"

"What question?"

"MY QUESTION IN WHO ARE YOU TALIKING TO IN YOUR BED ROOM!"

"DID... DID YOU ALREADY FORGET Y/N?"

"I MEAN- YEA YOU NEED TO GO ON MOVE ONE AND ALL BUT... THAT FAST...?"

" I THOUGHT YOU LOVED Y/N"

"Oh i do"

"THEN WHO IS IN YOUR BED-"

Papyrus glanced across the room and saw a skeletical arm laying in sans bed

"WHO IS THAT" Papyrus sayd with fear

"Thats Y/N"

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN?"

"WHAT?... Y/N...? BUT THEY ARE DEAD..."

"Pap's they're with us"

"WHAT KIND OF JOKE IS THAT?!"

"YOU DON'T JOKE ABAUT YOUR DEAD PARTNER!"

"But they are with us Papyrus" sans hapily said

Papyrus was confused and angry

Sans entered the room and put on a hand in your skull

Papyrus did not belived his eyes

Your deceaced, naked skeleton, in his brother's filthy bed.

This was wrong you were suposed to be laying in you death bed not in sans's bed

Papyrus saw with horror as sans kissed your dead hand, lovingly whatching you in his bed.

He didn't take it he left the house rapidly.

He sat on the porch, puting his hands on his face

This was wrong

This was very wrong

What does his is doing with your deceaced skeleton?

"...I NEED TO CALL UNDINE"

[kookies-taest]

The way she sat there head held up high with straight spine was so attractive. Her posture gave such positivity. Nothing mattered to her she didn't care if the teacher was not there in the class, if there was chaos in class, if others were screaming lyrics of songs by britney spears, she was there with a straight face, it made me feel like she was thinking of all of them as childish and not cool rather than cool sassy backbenchers. It looked as if she was the most mature person and it made me weak in the knees. I've always been weak for mature, confident and the girls who were serious about their lives and didn't beg for mere attention. She made me conscious of myself. I tried to sit like her and tried to ignore the others just like her. The thought of her thinking of me as immature childish person just like others made me so conscious. Well even I didn't care about what was happening around me. Pfft how could I when she was there taking up all my attention. I was not interested in all the things happening around me I could hear fade " my lonlines is killing me and I must...." in my subconscious mind as all I could focus on was her. She was more interesting than the chaotic kids shouting the lyrics proudly as if doing some give away. She was more interesting than anything else the world could offer. She was most interesting thing I've ever laid my eyes on. That personality and that maturity only she has is amazing. I can't take it off my mind.

[wilcze-kudly]

SHSL PROGRAMMER ANGIE

A lil nerd.

Programmed an AI that acts as a prophet to Atua and also a digital marketplace that delivers supplies to the people of her village

Struggles with lonlines probably,

Terrifyingly inteligent, despite her ditzy behaviour

[mvcxpid]

The lonlines is killing... i want to cuddle....

dw anon i'll cuddle you

[traumachipcookie]

Space. Loss. Lonlines.

Every cell in my mind focuses on only us.

Part of me wonders if I'd grow fond of this independence.

Adapt to not feel or miss the codependence.

I'm scared I'm never healing,

no matter how much to each therapist I keep revealing.

Time and time again someone rips the bandaid.

Never moving past this pain so handmade.

Fighting every urge to give in to the unhealthy temptation.

I feel like I'm trapped in a cage of my own creation.

I know at some point I will implode.

I'm just afraid of walking down that path overflowed.

[iknowyouliedbane]

The Story & Legend of Lord Banegrivm aka Rogueknight

Banegrivm's Discord is Banegrivm#3328 or banegrivm#3328

The Fist is his guild.Say you met him on WOW Emerald Dreams, say you noticed his lovely his armour or something. This bloke won't know what hit em.

Here kitty kitty Pumpkin where are you little mans...I heard him say in over voice chat once a long time ago. Must have cats working his magic for him.

He has been attacking me through the ether. Nothing he has stated online or otherwise, has been made a secret. He habitually blasts his personal business in chat on Emerald Dreams on a regular basis, if you are in his guild. Which I am. I am right here within his ranks. Ive seen people come, ive seen people go. Ive heard about all the victims he ruined mentally/emotionally/ etc and never gets justice served to him for his crimes. He thinks he is s leader, but he is more like the police. He is not good at being the leader is this guild, and here on discord, I have seen it all.

He vapes weed out the side dorr of his place in Mechanicsburg, PA, upper floor, he is behind 2 security doors. He sleeps during the day like a vampire. I know this because ive been stalking him for years. Im in Wisconsin but sometimes go to Pennsylvania for skiing at the family cabin, so yeah I made a pass to verify that he lives there, even though way out the way! But anyways, just to see if what I found lonline as public information, was true, which he does live there. But I dont care, I just forgot the address and moved on, but I know that he is in hiding and has no income, makes everyone here in the guild pay his way, pay for the game subscription, his stuff is all charity for him, he is not on disablility not going there, but anyways he has no income becasue he begs ofr help from me and others, and im sick of it. Now that I know that truth, i feel bad for him. Kind of, but not really, he could get a job and leave his abusvie mom who looks over his shoulder the whole time, he even made her a moderator and its creepy, sometimes I think he is living vicariously through her, like she isnt doing it, she isnt emailing harrassing emails to his rejectors, (all me again), fake accounts) and I think he is living in insanity. He doesnt have an identity anymore, he lost that when he 'lost face" with society, and now an outcast, so he lives in issolation. He dreams of taking us all to court, he said to us, that all the people who stalked him online should pay, yet, he was the only one abusing anyone. Im wise enough to know that, yet here I am, a part of his dark sick twisted circus. He has no idea he added me as a member to The Fist, and then he met Vinnchzzk or " whoever the hell that is".., after "she" left the guild I realized he had no idea that "she" was a HE. He thinks Vinn is the first version of "her" he has met. Vinn is a guy!!!!! Its a big fat joke on him!!!!! He fell for it, she isnt even a real person. April had the charactor online from a guild in another state, and her photos were used but its not actually her, she has nothing to do with the discord, guild, cuild chat, WOW, EverQuest, etc etc etc. She only was in a couple of our D&D sessions, and that whole youtube thing went nowhere fast, The Dept of Dread on youtube playing a Ravenloft campaign in 2021ish?)

He thinks he met the real girl on social media, but "she" met him from EverQuest, a long ass time ago children. Im in my 40s, so that is telling you something, I was just a kid, Ive known his ways for years now. Banegrivm, whoever this charctor is, also goes by Reverend Bob on the Ravenloft game, he narrates and does a fine job and everything, but make another person do the DMing, and he takes all the credit, we are all talking about that, and I have a lot of respect for Bane but I wont say that everything he has done is okay, its just not cool to be honest. I wont usehis real name here so i can avoid defamtion lawsuit, he is waiting for someone to do so. But I can vent myself about a fictional charactor, from a guild that im a part of, but have had not official introduction to any of these people if known for 20 years, im not even sure they are who they are anymore.

I met him online years ago, before WOW. Ive been following this for years, and he will keep yelling at him mom and threatening her if she doesnt cast spells on the women who reject him online. I think he gives her sexual favors to read tarot and give him answers. I dont actually know but that is what another tarot reader told me about them. But I have made fake accounts for him to fall victim too, like the hunter becomes the hunted, he fell victim to my collosal web, spun with love and hate, just for him. Nothing more powerful can come about than that which comes from the heart, and the heart of an earth angel is what he tried to crush with his corrupted roots of rotting hatred and scorn. He is the bane to everything that could be magical or beautiful, or innocent. He is a corruption that is is hiding with his mother, the author of the book the Throne of Piddle, he proclaimed this. Ever since the Circle of Corriander or whatever the fuck it was called, he has made me SICK.

There is an existing post from someone who knew him from the same place and they mentioned barfing or something, so < im not alone. Plus I have heard and seen the screenshots of countless professions of love then turn around and hex the same person to dust. He is a real warlock. He attacks you with his mind and searches you with the email you use for things, dud. He is not that smart. He thinks he duped his victims and the protectors of his victims, by lying about someone making a title of Banegrivm and posing as him doing illegal shit then saying Oh! That wasnt me - they made a fake handle or whatever he would say with his lack of tact. I have nothing against him personally but the fact that he constantly lies in his various online functions pisses me off to no end. Yeah, he definitely was guilty of that long convo witht he person posing as a teen, even though he fell for that bait...He tried to say online that he was innocent and has a problem even being around children because he is afraid of being a monster in other people's eyes, avoiding judgement either way if he is guilty of child-grooming or not, he is still in hiding and hiding his drug habit from his own mother, she is his narcissistic supply, and between her and his grandmother who he claimed raised him, he publically says he is special, and this si how these women raised him to think of himself, as better than other, since his father and soon thereafter stepfather abandoned his mother, (gee I wonder why that would be, maybe she was crazy and couldnt get away from her mother, generations of insanity and narcissism)

Im the kind that keeps freaks monsters and the like up on my wall. Sure I had to add him, to get in his circle, but its all part of the hunt. The hunt for the truth.

So yeah its not great looking for whoever wants to judge me go ahead but i know that as long as he keeps looking up these tumblr pages with his name, he will know that we know ;)

[ants-personal]

beep boop just me being sad :/

it does really suck when my friend points out that the way my ex friend spoke and acted towards me in the end is exactly how their abusive ex was. cause it makes it more clear that i guess maybe experienced abuse but like i shouldnt want that person in my life anymore but its just so hard cause i know that the person they became is not who they are .. or i guess were and so when i sit here crying and missing and wishing i did more its for the person i knew before the illness alcohol and whatever else warped their mind because like a year and few months of them acting like this unstable dangerous person is not who they were for 12 years 12 YEARS its hard not to fell like its my fault to a extent which i know is another like victime mentally but maybe if i had pushed them harder to actually go to meetings take their meds idk help them find a therapist or sponsor just been on them instead of just being moral support then .... maybe it wouldnt be so bad theyd be here safe instead of idk where on the streets and yeah seeing the obsessive weird vile emails and text and maifestos they sent is reminders of why i cant just forgive and move on or let them back in so easily of they ever come back o themselves and break out of the psychois but just cause im aware of these things doesnt make it easier... like i miss im lonliner not that i blame my other friend they have so much in their life and they do want me around its just hard to keep up i want my friend back but also know i have to just be content with this pit of loneliess thats been growing since i was 16 i miss my dad hed know what to do or at least listen unlike the others in my life but thats just another lost i wont ever get over i hate it i Hate it