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very fun game until literally anything happens

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"playing with my humunculus" animated

thank u for the idea @turquoisewaves07

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#FLATTENED

useless fuck

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useless fuck

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he loves it

playing with my humunculus

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playing with my humunculus

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I wish I learned blender. it's too late now. nuh uh I can't do it I'm cursed

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I wonder if I would be able to make myself a fursuit. seems incredibly complicated with my fursona

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cloth is no longer my enemy. we are friends with benefits

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recent stuff

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we sure havent seen her in a while

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totk is not that bad if u ignore the story completely and just do side quests and exploring

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I fucking hate painting actually, nothing was going right i cried and had to wash off paint from my new jeans. but it's fine I got better I'm happy

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I suck at still life. glass is fine, look at my glass fly boy. I finally printed those shirts, they're putting them out at an auction. ceramics are fun. also not pictured here is more glass art, more ceramics and I've started a replica of amadeo modiglianis "seated nude". I'm busyyyyy

I'm aliveeeee. just focused on practice rn

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I'm aliveeeee. just focused on practice rn

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ok hollow knight fans ready up your clown shoes, there is a possibility of an announcement coming soon

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I have to appreciate the fact that even tho life for denji has been absolutely awful, the fucking worst even, in his lowest moments he never thinks of suicide. don't get me wrong after akis and powers death hes extremely depressed but that results in him wanting to give his life for someone else to control (makima) and not end it all toghether. when in the falling devil fight the devil makes the protagonists remember their worst traumas denjis will to live by any means necessary contrasts asas exhaustion over her own life. in most recent chapters in the aging devils world he is at his lowest but he still isn't thinking about ending it all, he's miserable but he chooses to live in punishment. he wants a happy life, his standards got better since part one, but when he cannot have it, with the choice of a bad life or no life at all, he consistently chooses to keep going by any means necessary.

that has me wondering, does he not think about it? does it remind him of his father and that's why he avoids thinking about it? does he think it's impossible due to his regeneration abilities? he had such a horrible life and in spite of eveything he just wants to live. he wants to be alive, he loves life, he loves grub and women, he loves his family and friends, he loves pochita, he loves living so fucking much that killing himself isnt even an option to him.

it's all about being stubborn in his belief that things will get better if he just keeps going. it's admirable but so so sad.