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how I wish I was

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decided to reread look back again. I need to keep living I need to keep drawing I need to keep going no matter what

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tw update on my stupid life

guys my life is falling apart again so. well its not that serious but I'm genuinely miserable for no reason this is pathetic. but anyway I decided that I'm not going to do marine biology actually. I decided that I want to go to art school after all. I have 8 months to compile a portofolio that usually takes people years. I will either succeed or I will genuinely kill myself I cannot bear being useless anymore. I'm so fucking terrified of the future i wake up in cold sweat i cry myself to sleep, I have no money I have no job I hate my fucking parents and I genuinely do not have a goal in life other than to be happy I have achieved nothing in the 19 years of my life. nic mi kurwa nigdy nie wychodzi. I want to live so badly but I want to end it all also.

ignore this I don't fucking know I'm going insane

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is there hope for me

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my art is genuinely so ass and i hate it but if I don't draw I go clinically insane and without practice my art will never improve so I have to keep drawing. and I hate every thing I make. piece of shit existence I wish I was miscarried

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ok

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the curtains fall, the lights go out and then. u die

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I'm figuring out how to draw him

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keep liking the shockwave corn image

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this is kinda crazy

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genuinely, im losing it

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I'm not even tagging this

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who allowed me to pick up a pen bruh what is this

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ok guys I've realized that in about a week this girl will become the new icon of white christian nationalism so just let me be clear, I have nothing to do with that. I drew her because her design and her rosary (i have the exact same one) reminded me of my catholic upbringing and I kinda got nostalgic and she's fun to draw. I hate the fucking church so much so this is just a mishap on my part

Luce. shes cute let's kill her

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the girl is a child not a loli u fucking rotten degenerate. never comment that shit under any of my work ever again and better yet go to your medicine cabinet and eat every pill you can find. fuck you