#lonely as fuck

[writtenbykimiko]

forehead kisses, soft love confessions, yap sessions, lego dates, walks in the rain, movie marathons, trying different ice cream flavors, museum dates, hiking, workout dates, sharing meals, trying new snacks, convivence store dates, skincare dates, baking dates, making podcast episodes that would never be released, dress up dates, creative activity dates, puzzle dates, kissing, cuddling, play fighting, pillow fights, naps, hugging till your forelimbs fall off, hand holding, buying small gifts for no reason, playing with each other hair, nurturing expressions of care, attentiveness, warm and generous love gestures.

[dolliexii]

[hamoodmood]

[invaderrrrart]

I have no clue why I drew this :P

[phoebecatesl0vr]

Need a Harold Ramis / Jacob Elordi / Luke Danes / Jess Mariano / Graham Calloway / Jim Hopper typa guy in my life honestly.

How do i manifest this help lmao 😭

[the-void-replied]

rip to all the friendships I couldn't keep after figuring out I'm ace. They did nothing wrong, there was just no way I could explain how it rubbed the wrong way when they talked about their crushes and their types while I was realizing that I would never fit into that mold and I would never have a life like the ones that they dreamed of.

Not that that's a bad thing at all, I just needed someone who understood that journey right then and as soon as I found that right friend I couldn't go back to not being understood.

[propheticfire]

been really fighting the depression demons these past few days, hoo boy. either that or I'm experiencing a flareup of like, intimacy deficiency or something. can that even be a thing? not just physically like being touchstarved (which I probably am anyway) but like mentally, emotionally too. lmao if so I've been intimacy deficient for like 20+ years. there are a hundred reasons why I shouldn't actually be in a relationship with someone, but damn the logic of it doesn't make the pain and loneliness go away. I wish it did.

[lanaswansblog]

the only notifacitions i get are from mail about my packages that are being delivered

[ep1thymy]

I am sick of my liiiiiife

[aceoflights]

I think "high school (and international equivalents) is the best time of your live" only applies to people who are both cishet and neurotypical.

Sorry couldn't be me. That was a hostile environment

[dolliexii]

[wildheartfreespirited]

About to smoke a joint and then go lay down. Same shit different day.

[sebastianstansexual]

i feel so fucked up today and so fucked in the head. fuck all this shit. i’m fucking alone.

[lovingyouwaslikelovingthedead]

My heart is becoming as cold as ice without you

[blushingjest3r]

The kind of relationship I want

[dumbsteve]

I am surrounded by everyone I knew and ever cared about, but this is the most lonely I have felt in this body. I'm sick of wondering how it's possible to get tired of life and everyone at such a tender age.