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I HEAR THOSE SLEIGH BELLS JINGLING

RING TING TINGLING TOOOOOOOOOOOOO

COME ON IT’S LOVELY WEATHER

FOR A SLEIGH RIDE TOGETHER WITH YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

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gentle reminder that i'm not here anymore.

if you want my new username, send me an ask off anon on my art blog ( @nottvarg ) and i will respond with it. don't take it personally if i don't reply.

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gentle reminder that i'm not here anymore.

if you want my new username, send me an ask off anon on my art blog ( @nottvarg ) and i will respond with it. don't take it personally if i don't reply.

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gentle reminder that i'm not here anymore.

if you want my new username, send me an ask off anon on my art blog ( @nottvarg ) and i will respond with it. don't take it personally if i don't reply.

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i'm leaving this account.

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Me, in tears, halfway through writing a 300 word essay: I can’t do this anymore

Person on A03 who’s writing for fun:

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doctor: so have you noticed any side effects?

me: you’re assuming that i DONT spend every waking minute actively ignoring everything to do with my fucky body

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teachers calling roll 15 years from now: john, samantha, julio (deep sigh)… sasuke

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When you see a really good post but there’s some form of guilt tripping to reblog it added on at the end

(ID: A screenshot of Marge from the Simpsons looking dismally at the camera with one arm raised. A caption underneath her reads “It’s true, but I’m not reblogging it.” End ID)

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can abled people stop acting like “disability” is a dirty word k thanks

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im,,,, a uk citizen. i rely on the nhs

you've only got half the story. i wasn't "taking my anger out on jean", i was trying to get them from demonising my partner on their public blog. idc what they say about me; literally couldn't care less lmao, i'm fully aware i'm a shit person // sansunderfell

you: jean having delusions makes them BAD FOREVER even though i’m TOTALLY INNOCENT and holding me accountable IS illegal

also you: *puts this guilt trippy shit in my inbox*

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i'm trying to do all of these things.

the police did nothing about the anon because, although the harassment had been going on for years, there had been no threats to my life made in four months. they refused to investigate, i still get messages from them occasionally.

i've been trying to seek mental help since i was 14, and still have not managed to get through the system. i am seriously trying to better myself and fix the way that i react to and think about things, but there's only so much i can do when people label me as "high functioning" and "not a danger" and then push me off.

i've been waiting on a referral for a pd diagnosis since february, i have heard nothing since i went through days of calling different numbers because i was referred to a clinic that doesn't exist.

i am trying.

you've only got half the story. i wasn't "taking my anger out on jean", i was trying to get them from demonising my partner on their public blog. idc what they say about me; literally couldn't care less lmao, i'm fully aware i'm a shit person // sansunderfell

you: jean having delusions makes them BAD FOREVER even though i’m TOTALLY INNOCENT and holding me accountable IS illegal

also you: *puts this guilt trippy shit in my inbox*

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if u have pets, reblog this what u call them besides their name

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u ever think something like "oh im the same age as this character thats so neat omg!!!!" and then 3 years later u think back to that moment and how much time has passed since and how much older u are now and the character now seems like a baby to u and u just sit there like

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