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[viviennes-tears]

Just be patient with me (Loki & Gender neutral X reader Drabble)

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Summary: Following an argument with Loki you take a long car ride to an unfamiliar location. You should have asked where he was taking you, but you decided against it, not wanting to argue again. However in light of everything he brings you to a spot high up on a hill, a spot where you both gaze up at the stars, and in his own way he apologies to you about everything.

Warnings: None

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You and Loki had an argument a few hours ago about where your relationship is going. Your plan about the conversation hadn’t gone as well as you’d hoped it would, especially since you’ve been together for several months now, so it only seemed logical to you to have the conversation. Of course he acted like many men typically do, being reserved from expressing his inner feelings, quick to defend his rights to keep things as they are, while seeing no need to change things as everything had been going well. Despite how visibly upset you’d gotten by what transpired with Loki being his usual stubborn and childish self, things ended in a tiff between the two of you.

This being said it made this current car ride intense and silent, besides the roaring of the engine, as well as the sound of small stones and pieces of gravel crunching beneath the tires, as Loki drove off the main road and down a dirt road instead. As it got darker Loki switched his headlights to full beam. You noticed the change in direction as it wasn’t to anywhere of familiarity, yet you didn’t question his whereabouts either, you should have but you didn’t want to end up in another argument while everything was still sour between you both. Decidedly you kept quiet, keeping your eyes on the dark silhouettes of the passing scenery, whilst enduring however long this would take.

After sometime Loki turned off the dirt road, parking the car quite literally in the middle of nowhere, before shutting off the engine and headlights simultaneously. The silence continued for a few more minutes as you remained parked, until he cleared his throat, before getting out of the car and coming around to your side. Just like always he opened the door for you and helped you out, in that respect things were the same, but the rest of the situation made you wish he would open up more. Only you know he has trouble with it and to fully be able to comprehend it you have to learn to be a little more patient with him.

“I want to show you something.” Those are his first words he’s spoken since leaving the comfort of your apartment you shared together. You are puzzled by his choice in words given there’s nothing that you can see out here and certainly not at night. Although you didn’t object when he took your hand in his, this small gesture showed a glimmer of hope for the pair of you yet.

A shimmer of green suddenly passed along his fingers on his free hand, creating a green sphere to appear before you, it then began to float ahead along a trail through some long grass. The green sphere being your guiding light as Loki began leading you away from the car. As it turned out the walk from the car was quite far, the silence had continued on between you again, although his grip on your hand was tight and protective the entire time. 

Eventually after a long walk and a climb up a huge hill the green sphere had stopped at the very top. Loki's hand slipped away from yours, as he used his magic to make a green checkered blanket to appear on the grass at your feet, and with another flick of his wrist the green sphere faded into nothingness. He proceeds to gesture for you to sit down first on the blanket, your curiosity certainly has piqued by this point, then you take a seat comfortably upon the blanket followed by Loki sitting behind you. His knees up high on either side of you, his feet planted on the blanket, while his chest pressed against your back and a protective arm wrapping around your waist. 

Loki sighs softly, his breath hitting against the back of your neck, and sending a noticeable shiver down your spine. Not that he mentions it. However as the two of you sit up on top of the hill you both look up at the night sky. Gazing at the beautiful and natural wonders of the world, seeing the changes of the colours between the blues, pinks and violets with an array of stars twinkling like little fireflies that are embedded in the sky. This. This right here is exactly what you realised he wanted to show you, a warm feeling soon began to fill your senses from the realisation too, after all it wasn't a sight you could clearly see from your apartment due to the illumination of the city lights.

"I am not very good with words...at least not the kind of words that come from the heart. The kind of words which matter most..one thing you should always rely on is my actions and my little tokens of affection. They are how I can communicate my feelings for you, my love. Although do not despair about being abandoned, as I never will, I'm not going anywhere. And over time in my own way I will show you my entire heart. Just be patient with me." His voice was loving in that moment, a hint of his vulnerability seeping out too. 

Despite him not exactly saying in words that he was sorry about the argument earlier, this turned out to be his way of apologising to you, wanting to show you what you truly mean to him. As you leaned back into his chest and a smile appearing on your lips was enough for him to know you'd forgiven him.

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[colmiillo]

When y/n does something so cringe that i have to look at the invisible camera for a sec.

[flow33didontsmoke]

when y/n does something so bad/embarrassing you have to facepalm and close your eyes for a minute

[actually-mentally-ill]

[winnysplayground]

“he’s so babygirl”

babe he just killed somebody.

[vinamari]

How it feels going to bed after reading some words

It was angst

[thebestsetter]

Choso Kamo, Yuta Okkotsu, ITADORI YUJI, Inumaki Toge (if he could speak freely lol), Gojo Satoru, REO MIKAGE, Alexis Ness, MICHAEL KAISER, Oliver Aiku, JULIAN LOKI, Sae Itoshi, Hinata Shoyo, Nishinoya Yuu, RYUNOSKE TANAKA, Oikawa Tooru, Yaku Morisuke, Kuroo Tetsuro, ATSUMU MIYA, TENDOU SATORI, Kaminari Denki, KIRISHIMA EJIRO, Keigo Takami (Hawks)

[cherrygirlfriend]

when funkyfrogbait said “how many einsteins have spent their lives washing dishes, how many mozarts bent over stoves instead of pianos because they had the misfortune of being born a woman.”

i might mostly post smut on this account, but i write SO much more than just fanfic, and every word i write is for every woman that came before me that couldn’t write what they wanted. it’s for my mother, my grandmother and my great-grandmother as well as the women that came before.

[mymoonsight]

Reposting a comment I made on a post and adding to it

x Reader fics need to handle writing “reader” better sometimes

As a 6ft afab person who’s built like a man and has never been super feminine and has a more unique haircut that’s shorter I hate to read about “readers” petite, small, pale body and her “long flowy straight hair”, etc.

Reader is meant to be ambiguous!! And if it’s important to the plot please mention it at the beginning!!! If it’s not important to the plot why is it being included???

Some people who are reading may be tall, fat, skinny, short, or even somewhere in between. The readers could have a hijab, 4c hair, locks, braids, long hair, short hair, wavy, no hair and even more.

Stop making all readers so sweet and innocent, I want a reader who’s petty and sassy sometimes. I’ve noticed also that so many readers are either too baby to do anything or over powered.

Personally I also hate reading about obviously toxic men and relationships that the reader goes back to because they are “so in love”, like no please let me deck that sucker and leave them in the dust and be happier.

Also, if you label your post with the tag “___ x reader” or titled with “___ x reader” and then make descriptions and then ADD A NAME!!! It’s not an x reader fic and I heavily want to block you.

Edit:

Hey hello! I just wanted to add that I heavily respect and love fic writers! So many have a talent that I will never reach or have and I appreciate your content being put out at all! I made this post as a 5 am ramble and was half delirious lol

People can write as they please and I’ll ignore it if I’m not interested or I’ll make slight internal edits to fit me if I am

[waltermis]

I miss them 🥹🥲

[aesthetic-bbyg]

Reading so many tumblr fics has completely ruined me from ever reading a Wattpad story that ain’t in 2nd person POV😭😭

[viviennes-tears]

Get help! (Loki, X reader and Thor one shot)

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A/N: Thank you to Chocolate_Cherry for being so patient while waiting for me to finish your prompt! I enjoyed this one quite a lot when writing it, hopefully it turned out alright.

Remember prompt requests are temporarily closed at the moment and I'm just finishing off the prompts that were sent in weeks ago. I will let you know when I decide to reopen them again.

Prompt requested by Chocolate_Cherry on A03: Loki is part of the Avengers and gets injured on a mission. Female reader is a medic checking him out and she admires he's trying to be a better person and he has guilt. It's also awkward that he's naked and she is taking his temp in the tuhy lol and Thor comes in and makes everything more embarrasing. Please.

Summary: Loki suffers injuries during a mission with Thor and the rest of the Avengers. At first Thor and the others believed it was another one of Loki's tricks, however not this time as it turns out. But as soon as they arrived back at the Avengers tower only you were willing to treat him, due to the rest of the medic team refusing to help given what Loki had done to New York, despite his attempts of redemption. Although your offer of help surprises Thor considering you and Loki don't get along.

Warnings: Mentions of injuries, blood (not too graphic) nudity, implied innuendos, near death experience, bloody used as a curse word used once and mentions of sex.

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"Get help! Please, my brother is dying! Help him!" Thor cried hysterically, as he ran whilst carrying Loki bridal style further into the Avenger's tower once the lift stopped on the medical floor.

Loki was in a bad way, almost on the brink of death. No tricks, no illusions this time. It was very much real, at first Thor and the rest of the Avengers had thought Loki may have been dramatising his injuries, just like he has done many times in the past. Although the discolouration to Loki's already pale complexion only got worse, in fact it turned into a sickening colour, and he was losing a lot of blood. Loki's whimpers and sharp intakes of breath weren't fake this time either. It might have taken Thor and the other Avengers a while to realise this was actually happening, albeit Thor just had to hope he wasn't too late.

"Help! Please, get help!" Thor continues to cry hysterically, but the medic team seem to just ignore his pleas. They, like most, still see Loki as the one who reaped havoc on New York, and nothing more than the monster he was that day, despite his best efforts to prove his redemption. However the medic team were more than willing to look at the rest of the Avengers, and take care of their various states of injuries, although none were as bad as Loki's are.

"I'll help him." Thor heard you say sympathetically after he'd been pleading to the rest of the medic team to help.

At first Thor was taken aback by your offer to help Loki after everyone else ignored him and considering you and Loki didn't really get along very well. Yet he soon shook that feeling off and nodded his head once in agreeing to your help. He then carried Loki into a private room that had been prepped like the rest of them for anybody who needed one after the mission. Thor proceeded to gently put Loki down onto the bed as you pulled over the medical equipment by the bedside on the little trolley. 

"Thank you, Y/N." Thor says, as he wipes the tears from his face and helps you remove Loki's armour. 

"Don't thank me yet. He's still in bad shape." You say honestly. Albeit once Loki's armour was off you began to undress him, but Thor was a bit hesitant about you undressing him, even though he knew his brother needed to be attended to. 

"Wait!" Thor says, as he puts his large hand over both of yours as you were about to undo Loki's leather trousers. 

"Wait? Thor, if we wait too much longer I won't be able to help him." You replied seriously, as your eyebrows frowning with confusion, and you left no space for arguing really.

"At least allow me to cover him?" Thor asked, as he held up the bed sheet sheepishly.

You didn't say anything, you just allowed Thor to cover Loki up with the bed sheet as you undo his leather trousers. Not that you were innocent by any means as you've been a medic for four years and been working on the Avengers' medic team for a year and a half. Meaning you've seen many naked men and some women for medical reasons during that time. You've even been with a handful of men intimately since you were sixteen, so it was safe to say seeing Loki completely naked wouldn't be any different from what you've already seen before, but you didn't argue with Thor about it. There wasn't any time for it anyway. 

After removing Loki's boots and his leather trousers completely you began to examine the deep flesh wound on his left thigh. Clearly he wasn't healing as fast as he normally would and he had lost quite a lot of blood. But upon further inspection it appeared whatever weapon caused the wound must have been covered in a substance, a poison, now it was that running a mock through his veins. Clearly it had slowed down his healing abilities right down to the point of faintly working. Luckily you'd seen something similar to this before, also the fact Loki is a God is luckily too, so he should pull through it compared to the last person you treated. So you got to work right away. Mixing up a cocktail of pain medication, natural herbs and something else unknown to Thor as he watched you prepare the cure for his brother. 

"Please could you lift his head up?" You asked Thor when you had finished preparing the unusual looking cocktail to cure Loki. 

"Are you sure that's safe?" Thor asked with great concern, as he lifted Loki's head up like he was asked to do. 

"You can trust me Thor. You know I was hired with my background on exotic medical cases as I had the most successful cure rate than most." You reassured him and then you slowly made Loki drink the unusual cocktail cure. Thankfully he drank every last drop.

When Loki had finished drinking the cure he seemed to whimper a little with his closed eyes tightening briefly. Thor's concern didn't let up as he gently set Loki's head back down on the pillow, then he sat beside his bed while he continued to watch you carefully. You then proceeded to hook Loki up to a heart rate monitor, giving him an IV drip to keep him hydrated and you gave him a blood transfusion. You also decided to give him an oxygen mask just as a precaution, due to his wheezing breaths, which he started to take a few minutes after drinking the cure. However the more you did for Loki the worse Thor felt about the situation and he seemed to sit in silence for a while too. 

"He'll be alright, Thor. I promise." You say softly and give Thor a reassuring squeeze on his shoulder.

"I should have known sooner...I should have known he was suffering, but instead I thought it was another one of his bloody tricks." Thor speaks up after the kindness you showed him, although it is apparent to see the disappointment in himself, and more tears begin rolling down his cheeks.

"We all make mistakes. We just have to learn from them." You replied keeping your voice soft as you prepared a needle and a tray of gauze pads and saline solution. 

Thor sighs heavily before he could speak again, "when it comes to Loki...I guess I can never truly tell the difference, can I?" He just continues to put himself down for not responding quicker as Loki had gotten injured.

"He will appreciate what you've done for him...in his own way, I'm sure." You send a small smile Thor's way before you begin to clean and then stitch up Loki's wound. Followed by you cleaning up the small cuts on his face and right arm too.

As time passed Loki became clammy and burning up fast, of course this only fuelled Thor's concerns. You however remained calm and constantly reassured Thor that Loki will make it through and he just has to believe Loki will. One thing you wouldn't voice out loud to Thor is that deep down inside you're scared that Loki might not make it.

Luckily the clamminess and Loki's high temperature only lasted a few hours before normalising. Thanks to you monitoring it and using a cool damp cloth to help him through it, and the cure you gave him helped boost his healing abilities, they slowly returned to work as they should. By this point Loki no longer needed the oxygen mask either and the blood transfusion had stabilised him too. Eventually you tell Thor to take a break as it was getting late and you thought it was best he grabbed some food too. He was hesitant at first, in the end though he took your advice. 

"You've really done a number on him, you know? It may or may not have been your fault, but he really does care...I care too. I know it doesn't seem like I do, but I do care for you. A lot." You whispered and hoped he doesn't remember this when he wakes up. Hoping he doesn't find out about your secret feelings for him.

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Loki groaned as the bright lighting blared into his eyes as he finally woke up in the late hours of the night. He soon raised his hand to block out some of the light until his eyes adjusted to it. When he was more awake he looked over at the heart rate monitor that you hooked him up to.

"Damn this infernal contraption!" Loki growled groggily, as he disconnected the machine from himself and pulled out the IV drip from the back of his hand too. He then sat up in bed before he rolled his neck and shoulders simultaneously, followed by a large stretch upwards with a big yawn.

"Oh, you're awake!" You said, sounding surprised with hints of relief, as you entered and saw he was awake and in the process of stretching.

"Feels like I took a big nap." Loki replies, as he settles down against the headboard of the bed still feeling groggy from what happened.

"I suppose that's a nicer way of putting it...you almost died, Loki." You say gently while you tried to not let him see how concerned you were about him. You distracted him from seeing it as you picked up the clipboard hanging off the end of his bed. The news did however for a few seconds cause Loki's expression to falter, but he quickly recovered and hid it behind a mask of indifference.

"I'm guessing you've been taking care of me, huh?" He says, as you jot down something on the papers attached to the clipboard.

"Yeah, no one else would. So...." You shrugged casually and kept your emotions to yourself as best as you can. Although you soon walked towards him and put the clipboard down on the bedside table. Taking your pen light out of your pocket to check his pupils. Also the small cuts on his face had cleared up, in fact you couldn't even tell that he had any to begin with.

"Why? You don't even like me." Loki says, as he allows you to look at his eyes close up. It wasn't easy for you looking into them so close up, as you have fantasied about his beautiful green eyes many times. Plus it was the first time he had noticed how much he liked your eyes too. Not that he told you that. At least his pupils responded to the light well.

"I never said I didn't like you. You just make life...difficult sometimes." You admitted with a sigh and pocketed your pen light then you added to your notes.

"So, you like me then?" Loki smirked and seemingly perked up slightly from hearing you say that. Not that he was going to tell you that he actually remembers hearing you whispering that you cared about him. Your voice had reached him even in the state he was in before.

"You're still here, aren't you?" You say with one raised eyebrow and finish up writing your notes.

"Yes, it would seem so....when can I leave?" He asks, as he avoids talking about what happened to him.

"Not yet. I want to keep you here just to be sure. At least until tomorrow morning." You replied honestly, as you started to take his blood pressure.

"If I must." Loki huffed.

"No one wants you to have a relapse, Loki. It will be for the best, I promise." You say, as you finished checking his blood pressure. 

Loki watches you move to the other side of the room next, watching you gather some more things before bringing them to his bedside. "I'm sure there's plenty who would disagree with you." He says, as you walked back to his bedside with what you needed.

 "Perhaps, yes." You sighed, before you held up the thermometer. "I need you to lay on your stomach for me, please." You added.

Loki stares at the thermometer for a moment before staring back at you. "Why? What are you going to do with that?" He asks as he stares at you.

"It checks your temperature." You shrugged slightly, thinking it was self explanatory and you gathered that on Asgard they would have had something similar.

"Didn't you just do that? You know with that other contraption you had on my arm." His words seem to amuse you and that he isn't used to these things as you thought he would be.

"No, that just checked your blood pressure. Now please lay on your stomach so I can check your temperature." You gently urged him to do as he is told.

Loki peeks under the bed sheets first. His eyes instantly widen as he realises he's completely naked and his cheeks begin to turn red. Once he's taken that peek he quickly puts the bed sheets back down and shakes his head at you.

"You're not shy are you?" You teased at his sudden change in his demeanour.

He clears his throat before speaking, "the God of Mischief is never shy." He tries to sound unaffected by your words, but he's failing. 

"If that's so this shouldn't be an issue then." You smirked as you tried not to laugh.

He looks at you with worried puppy dog eyes for a brief moment, before he masks it as best he can as he tries to keep himself covered as he moves on the bed, then lays down on his stomach as you asked of him. 

"Relax." You tell him softly, even though your mind is telling you to bite him on his firm delectable arse. Loki takes a deep breath and on the exhale he tries to relax as you slowly push the thermometer between his butt cheeks. It goes in smoothly. "Something tells me you've done something back here before." You say cheekily.

"I'm not even going to answer that." He says snidely in order not to let you know the truth about his bisexuality, due to neither of you having really gotten along since you started working as a medic for the Avengers. He just didn't see it as your place to know, at least not yet.

"Any news?" Thor suddenly comes barging into the room with his booming voice. Loki's eyes snap up to Thor, as he's laying on his stomach with his bum sticking up in the air, along with the thermometer still nestled in between his butt cheeks. His cheeks turn into bright red as Thor starts to laugh at the sight before him. "Good to see you are awake, brother." Thor chuckles.

"Get out, Thor!" Loki yelled and threw a pillow at him.

Thor ended up leaving the room and his laughter died down as he walked away. Once he was gone Loki sighed heavily, then the thermometer bleeped to indicate it was done checking his temperature, so he removed it himself before you could even try to. When he had done that he sat up and kept himself covered in the process, as he gave the thermometer back to you.

"He's been worried about you ever since you got injured on the mission. It's only fair that he wanted to check in on you." You say with hints of laughter in your voice, as you see that his temperature is back to normal.

He grumbles low. "The oaf always turns up at the inopportune moments."

"Maybe he does, but he has a good heart." You said with a smile.

"I suppose so." He sighs once more. You then start to move the bed sheets that are covering him. "Hey!" He says in protest and stops you.

"I just need to check your leg. That was where the worst of your injuries was." You explain and he reluctantly lets you look.

You moved the bed sheets out of your way, but kept him covered for his sake. You then gently inspected where your stitches were, albeit your touch made him shiver slightly, it had been a long time since anyone had touched his thigh. Although he just tried to ignore his body's reaction to your touch, yet you couldn't ignore it. You had to remember how you affected him. While you were inspecting his wound it was like you were looking at an old injury, rather than one he had gotten that very same day. The wound had closed up mostly by this point and looked less red and painful.

When you're done Loki snaps his fingers and grey joggers materialised on him. It was another good sign, as it meant he was doing better now than he had been, even though you still wanted him to stay where he is as a precaution. He also sat back again against the bed like before. 

"Well, how am I doing?" He decided to speak up again after a long pause as you finished up writing your notes.

"You're recovering really well actually. You may still be tired feeling for a while though, because you did lose a lot of blood...I'm glad you are though." You replied, although you were letting your emotions and feelings for him show a little, and he looked at you with his head tilted slightly for a moment.

"Y/N?" He says your name softly, as reaches for your hand. It was as if his hand holding yours in his large one set off the water works involuntary.

"I...I-I'm sorry. I didn't mean to start crying." You said with a light chuckle, except there were still tears running down your face.

"It's quite alright, little one." Now his voice was softer than he's ever spoken to you since you've known him, more importantly he'd never given you a sweet pet name before either. It had taken you aback too hearing him call you that. 

"I-I thought you might die." You replied, unable to keep control of your emotions anymore.

"Come here." Loki continues to speak softly, as he opens up his arms to you. 

At first you hesitated wondering if this was one of his tricks, until you saw the genuine concern in his beautiful green eyes. That's how you knew. So you slowly got onto the bed with him and allowed him to hold you. He instantly wrapped his arms around you tightly while a few of your tears landed on his bare shoulder. One of his hands softly rubbed up and down your back as the other gently stroked your hair. It was strange to him to comfort someone else after many, many years, not that he could deny that he actually didn't want to let you go now he has you in his arms. In this moment he realised he wanted to be there for you and that he too cared about you in return.

"Hush, I'm here little one. Thanks to you of course." He whispered and then kissed the top of your head.

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[colmiillo]

Let's be real, if a man talked dirty to me like they do in fanfics, I would use my pepper spray.

[deantavias]

"it's unhealthy to read fanfiction"

well i'm doing my 20 minutes of daily reading so...

[actually-mentally-ill]

when im being asked a question, but i was busy daydreaming about __ x y/n

[winnysplayground]

“i can fix her, i can fix him, i can fix them”

i think we need to work on you first.